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i asked for time off two months in advance and my friend waited to buy her plane tickets until it was approved. now my manager pulls me to the side this morning and tells me she might "need me" some days on my week off because we're full and understaffed. as if that's my problem. and i spent a good part of the morning feeling like it's MY fault and that /I/ messed up, when actually it's not my fault at all and i did everything right? i even gave notice a month earlier than required. and she's like, "we're busy that's why i haven't approved the time off yet" and like... yes she has? the only thing she hasn't approved yet is the extra day i requested a couple weeks ago because my friend got her dates mixed up and accidentally got her return flight the day after my last day off.
#she's like we're doing interviews so hopefully we have enough by then#but this is NOT MY PROBLEM.#this job is just a job to me dude like i'm only here for the money lmao#what's the point in working there if i have to give up the one time i get to see my best friend?#i only get to see her once a year and that's if we're lucky#i saw her last year but the time i saw her before that was two years prior#like it doesn't always work out#and i'm not even paid enough to live alone soooo likeeee?????#what am i doing there#actually thinking about putting in my two weeks lmao
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My favorite bits from the Boston Post-Game Press interviews after PWHL Finals Game 1:
REPORTER: "What are you going to do to stop a slow start game for the rest of the series?"
COURTNEY KESSEL: "Well, hopefully we don't start on the PK within 8 seconds of the game."
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HANNAH BRANDT: "Actually my favorite goal was Taylor Wenczkowski's goal, because that was with my stick. So I'm getting an assist on that one. Don't know if you guys noticed that. [everyone laughs] You didn't notice that?..."
REPORTER: "Did she drop her stick? Did it break?"
HB: "Yeah! She dropped it. And Jeff, our equipment manager got one quick, but not quick enough, so then she was ready so I throw mine out. And I was like, 'This is gonna be hilarious if she scores with this.' And she did. Then the next shift is, I think, when I scored with it. So that's a hot stick. We're gonna keep that one...I'm gonna start the game with that one."
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REPORTER: "How do you cultivate this level of trust from your players?
COURTNEY KESSEL: "I think it started in November in our first opening meeting. It's all about being a family. And this place feeling safe. You can show up and be who you wanna be. And you're gonna work hard and we're gonna have bad days, we're gonna have worse days. We're gonna have great days together. But knowing that you have 26 sisters to lean on, I think is so important. And I think why we all play this team sport is because you get to show up and you get to play for someone bigger than just yourself. And that's every single person in that locker room. So that was our message Day 1. And I think here we are, reiterating the same thing."
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REPORTER: "I think it's funny that you guys were 3 for 3 on penalty kill, but weren't able to draw any penalties yourself to get that man advantage. Did you see something out there that- are the refs just kinda [audio garbled and I'm not sure what word she uses here], do you think? Or do you think it's just they were playing a very disciplined game?
COURTNEY KESSEL: [laughs] "Um, I mean, honestly our power plays haven't been too great, so...[laughs] We love playing 5 on 5 hockey. And we love to see us kill those penalties. But we can't control the refs. All we can control is continuing to put our game plan in place. I think staying focused on that, that's our goal."
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Epilogue
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cw: swearing (it's happy time now)
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Summary: It’s been three months since you were locked in a basement and had to fight an interdimensional monster made out of dead bodies.
Three Months Later…
You are laying on your bed as an early fall breeze blows in your curtains, it has a bit of a nip to it. And if you didn’t have a personal heater curled up behind you, you would probably be cold. The perk of having Robin as your girlfriend really measures up in this instance.
“You know Steve is gonna be here soon,” you tell her, pulling her hand from your waist and giving it a kiss you continue, “He doesn’t like waiting.”
Robin moans out and then says, “But I don’t wanna move.”
“Well, babe when school starts in a week we can’t cuddle everyday anyway,” you tell her trying to get up but she pulls you back into her.
“Says, who?” she asks.
“I don’t know,” you tell her flatly, “Our schedules. We're gonna be lucky if we get to work together.”
“Oh, please,” she says, “If anyone doesn’t get hired it’s Steve.”
“Yeah, that's fair enough,” you tell her, “But we also need to get interviewed first, so get up.”
As the two of you are finishing up in your mirror you hear a horn from outside, “Okay, thats Steve,” you tell her.
“How do I look?” Robin asks, giving you a spin.
“Very professional,” you tell her with a smile, “And what about me?”
“Very hot,” she tells you and you slap her shoulder, “Kidding, kidding, you look amazing.”
The two of you walk down stairs into the kitchen where your mom is standing over the stove mixing a pot.
“Are you two off for the interview?” your mom asks, looking behind her.
“Yeah,” you respond, “Steve is waiting so we have to go.”
“Okay,” she tells you, “Good luck, hopefully this place doesn’t burn down!”
You don’t answer, instead just putting on your shoes and leaving. When you open the door you see Steve waiting in his car, impatiently tapping his fingers on the wheel. You turn to close the door and you hear Steve yell from behind you, “Took you long enough!”
“We're coming!” Robin yells back, “Jeez.”
Both of you walk towards Steve's car and get in, “We’re gonna be late.”
“Well then let's get going,” you tell him from the back, Robin reaches her hand back and you hold it.
“Hey Rob? Can you look over my resume?” he asks and while Steve is driving he notices, “Oh, come on what did I say about P.D.A?”
“Fuck off,” Robin tells him still reading his resume, “I wanna hold my girlfriends hand.”
“Oh,” Steve says in surprise, “You guys made it official?”
“Yeah,” Robin says bashfully, “Last Saturday.”
Steve slaps Robin on the back, with more force than intended, “Congrats!” he says excitedly, “I’ve been waiting!”
“Waiting for us to be official?” you ask.
“Well it has been three months,” Steve tells you and he pulls the car into the Family Video parking lot. Robin lets go of your hand and you grab your purse.
“Let’s go get these jobs,” Steve tells the two of you and opens his car door.
“Let’s do this,” you tell Robin and open the door.
“You put your mom down as a reference?” Robin asks Steve.
“Yeah, why not?” he asks, “She’s, like, super well-respected.”
“That’s kinda sad Steve,” you tell him, “Why not use your basketball coach?”
Steve stops in front of the door, hand grasping the handle, “Well, shit.”
“You’re such a dingus,” Robin tells him and opens the door next to him.
All three of you walk up to the counter where an employee is sitting watching a movie on one of the many TVs. Even when you are standing there he still doesn’t look away from the screen.
“Ahem,” Robin fake clears her throat, “We have resumes.”
The guy looks away from the TV and at all of you, he lets out a breath and says in a monotone voice, “Let me see them.”
You take out your resume from your purse and put it on the counter along with Steve and Robin. He takes a few minutes to look over each of them, Steve’s being the shortest.
“It says you were fired?” he asks.
“Uh, just to be clear we weren’t fired, you know,” Robin tells him, “The mall burned down and, like, killed a bunch of people.”
“Thanks for sharing,” he says in the same monotone voice, “Didn’t know. Three favorite movies. Go.”
He snaps his fingers and points at Robin first, “Uh… The Apartment, Hidden Fortress, Children of Paradise.”
He snaps again at you, “You, go.”
“I- uh, The Exorcist, Alien, and um, Annie,” you tell him.
Finally he snaps at Steve, “Now, you.”
“Favorite movies?” Steve asks, caught off guard.
“Did I stutter?” he asks.
“Uhhhhh, Animal House, for sure,” Steve tells him to which both you and Robin cringe, “Ummm…”
“Eyes on me, Harrington,” he tells him and points his fingers between the two of them.
“Yeah, uhhh,” Steve continues to bomb, “Star Wars.”
“A New Hope?” he asks.
“A new what-now?” Steve asks.
“What he means is Empire,” you interject.
“Yeah and the one with the DeLorean and Alex P. Keaton, and he’s trying to bang his mom,” Steve tells him and laughs, “Those are my top three. Classics.”
He looks between the three of you, “You two start Monday. You start never.”
Steve's face falls as the two of you look at him with sympathy.
“Will you just, um…” Robin starts, “Will you give us a minute?”
“Why?” Steve asks.
“Let’s just go over here, bud,” you tell him and pull him over to a display.
“That was so bad,” Steve says to you, dragging his hands over his face.
“Hey, it’s okay,” you say, “You can’t get every job you want.”
“Yeah, I guess that’s true,” he says, “I just wanna work with you guys again.”
“How about we rent a movie and hang out at your house later?” you suggest, “I may have a little something for later as long as your parents aren’t home.”
As the two of you walk back to the front of the store Steve turns to say something to you but instead trips over a cardboard cutout, “Goddammit. This is-”
Both Robin and the employee look at him, Steve picks up the cutout and looks at it, “Hm,” he attempts to fix the sign readjusting the stand.
“I should have said Fast Times,” Steve sighs and sets down the cutout, “Hey, Keith! I should have said Fast Times! Ever heard of it?”
Robin looks back, smiles, then shakes her head. The three of you leave with new jobs and a promise of a joint.
The End :)
#robin buckley x reader#robin buckley#y/n#reader#fanfiction#stranger things#stranger things x reader#slow burn#friends to lovers#fluff#angst#fluff and angst#original character#wlw#sapphic#cannon lesbian character#canon compliant
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So I saw your danganronpa hunger games au and I’m thinking how would makoto and Mukuro alliance start as well as how makoto saves her also I personally would like makoto to have killed at least two people also maybe everyone reaction to makoto and mukuro and would they be advertised as lovers or would junko step in and steal makoto for herself for ruining her game
That's a great question. Thank you for asking.
(Here's the Masterlist to all my Danganronpa Crossover AU's.)
(There's no graceful place for me to mention this in the post itself, but just for continuity with my previous posts, Junko is still a Caesar Flickerman figure in this AU and still Mukuro's sister, which they're both aware of. This could make the interviews interesting, but this post isn't going to go into it; we're focusing on the Makoto-Mukuro plot.)
So, Mukuro and Makoto are victors in the same year.
She's from 2, he's from...I'm going to say 8. The textiles district. (Not one of the wealthier or favored ones.) Him being associated with sewing is cool, since it can be treated as a symbolic reflection of how he's uniting the Districts. (Also, District 8 is very industrial and doesn't have much nature, so he gets to be awestruck by nature when he does see it.)
They meet in the Training Center.
She isolates herself from the other Careers, because she's read the situation well enough to know that they will kill her first once it comes time for the alliance to break. She can protect herself, so she just decides to do that. She keeps to herself in the Training Center, but Makoto is kind to her in a way she isn't used to.
She trains in the survival tasks, like starting a fire and filtering water (since she doesn't need weapon training), and often he's the only one there when she does. He passes her the training materials like he doesn't know they're enemies.
"I'm not going to be your ally," she says preemptively. Even if she wanted allies, he is clearly the only one who would benefit in that arrangement. What can this shrimp protect her from? What sponsors will he attract? He's not even all that good at filtering water.
"Oh, that's fine," he replies. "I'd...honestly rather not think about that stuff right now anyway. We can just look at it like we're classmates, right? We're learning together. It's like school, for now. That's...how I'm trying to think about it, anyway. Maybe that's kind of..."
"Does pretending you're in a different situation help you sleep at night?"
"I don't think I'm pretending. I don't forget what's going to happen. I just...try to remember that everyone here would rather not be."
"That's naive. They'll cheer when they kill you."
"If they could decide between being here and being at home, I think this room would be empty."
"What difference does that make?"
"I don't know. For me, it just...does."
He's nice. He seems like a nice kid. Which is why he'll die. Too nice. Mukuro isn't nice. She's awful enough to survive. She tries to put him out of her mind, but his friendly smile keeps invading her thoughts. Even making her blush.
Her determination to win doesn't know what to do with this feeling. The best she can do is hope that he dies painlessly. A slit throat, a quick shot through the eye. Hopefully on the first day, so he won't have time to lose that sunny outlook.
It crosses her mind that it might be her responsibility to kill him. If she doesn't kill him at the Cornucopia, he could die in any number of horrible, painful ways. (Try to drink from an acid river and burn from the inside out. Infected wound. Hunger. Thirst.) It would be a waste of time, for her; killing him would leave her vulnerable to attack from one of the actual threats. But she feels like it might be worth it. Giving him a kind death might help her to live with herself, once everything is over. She can imagine they're still friends, that her mercy has repaid his smiles...
She would have gone through with it. In the arena, as soon as the Games start, she gets her hands on a set of throwing knives and a spear. She sees him at the other side of the clearing. He's gotten his hands on a water canteen. He looks like a frightened little rabbit.
Her throat feels tight all of a sudden.
But she throws her knife.
It would have killed him instantly, but suddenly someone grapples with him for his canteen, and the blade misses him. He's able to get away, and Mukuro has to focus on the real threats, now.
She feels a weird mix of shame and relief.
It's days later next time she sees him. (Each night, she's surprised not to see his face in the sky, announcing his death. He must have found a great hiding place.)
She's been keeping to herself, killing whoever crosses her path, staying alive. She plans to avoid the Careers until they've started turning on each other, unless she can find a way to catch them unawares.
(I just deleted a couple of paragraphs because I had introduced a plot element and then wasn't sure whether it made things Too Emotionally Complicated, so maybe it'll come back later, but for now I'm just going to keep going with the vague statement that other stuff happens between the previous paragraph and the next.)
Eventually, Mukuro does run afoul of the other Careers. She gets injured but escapes with her life. She seeks refuge in a cave, and by the time she notices that someone else's stuff is already there, she's sitting down and can't get back up without aggravating her injuries and possibly passing out.
Makoto returns to the cave (because it was his stuff left there, because it's been his spot for a while now). He has weapons, and Mukuro is almost unconscious at that point, but he doesn't kill her. He just sits on the opposite side of the cave. He's eating his food when Mukuro loses consciousness. When she wakes up, he's left some food near her and he's sleeping, himself.
She doesn't eat the food. Either it's poison or it's a debt she doesn't need. Instead, she rifles through his bag and finds bandages and medicine. Which means either that this guy actually has sponsors somehow, or he got the supplies off a corpse. Has he killed?
Mukuro tries to imagine it, while she bandages up her injuries. Strangely, the thought of him dirtying his hands doesn't taint her image of him. The tribute who smiled at her, who pretended they were classmates, who dared to sleep four feet away from her in the middle of the Games as if he had any reason to believe his mercy would be returned in kind...
She wants to know if he's killed. Who. How many. Under what circumstances. Did it upset him? Did he celebrate?
Curiosity is so, so much more dangerous than fondness. Fondness can be channeled into killing, if the right justification is found. Curiosity?
Makoto's eyes open, and he startles back, bumping his head against the wall of the cave, at the sight of Mukuro sitting right next to him, watching him sleep.
(This isn't one of my yandere posts, I promise.)
"Sorry," she says, blushing. "I...thought you might have stopped breathing." The lie sounds not the slightest bit convincing, but fortunately he seems to be distracted from the fact that she was watching him sleep...by the fact that she stole medicine and bandages from his bag.
He doesn't look angry about it. When his gaze lands on her treated injuries, he merely says, "You look a lot better than before."
"Thank you," she says, like he's actually complimenting her looks and not just politely observing that she stole his supplies.
"I'm glad you made it this long. I was...checking the sky for you."
She blushes bright red. "You were? I mean, I...I was surprised you hadn't been killed yet."
And she's back to thinking that maybe the kindest thing she can do for him is kill him quickly, but instead the conversation keeps going, and eventually she has him eat the food he left for her, meaning she discovers it wasn't poisoned.
And that's basically the start of the alliance.
Unlike in The Hunger Games, their mentors are not going to try to play the star-crossed lovers card at all; inter-District solidarity is way too taboo. The shipping happens despite the mentors trying to treat their connection as purely pragmatic.
And honestly, Junko might be a major force in pushing the romance, because like I said, she is so bored with the Hunger Games.
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nine is the button for emergency... i wonder why....
but no time for that! its time for the
TAYLOR CHARISMA CHECK BROADCAST
already off to a great start
middle of the group shot??? you already know what the media for this'll look like
during the feed, a camera would point to weaver, to follow whats being said. there is no way she'd be aware of that, so the audience would very possibly see this conversation happen and then a cut to her sitting PERFECTLY STILL as shes very much gone internal with her narration .
ALREADY OFF. TO A GREAT START.
what?
thank you for not disliking me, im glAD YOURE SCARED OF BUGS????
what are you saying here??
weaver is NOT A GAMER. regent was a gamer and he died for it.
NO NONONONO DONT BRING UP YOUR CRIMEBOSS DAYS ARE YOU KIDDING ME
nat 1 charisma check fking hell
yes. obviously. superheroes are real and everyone without powers just gets to watch. obviously theyre obsessed with cape activities.
ok this is the big swing. the moment that gets spread viral online. insert baseball reference here. weaver. skitter. taylor. can you read. the room.
IMMEDIATE BLUNDER. PACK IT UP
DOUBLIEST WHAMMY. WE'RE IN THE GRAVE NOW LADS
an out! hopefully this event is big enough to make the interview found footage
oh! *the monkeys paw curls its fucking finger i guess*
Endbringer 4: the road chip
and its theme is EROSION BABEYYY [oh gog., o fuck]
khonsu? the moon guy?? i get that we're naming endbringers off of mythology but the moon guy? why?
HES GOING AROUND THE WORLD (around the world) (moon style)
!!! oh boy!
so we have greek(echidna), hebrew(leviathan and formerly behemoth), persian (simurgh) and egyptian(khonsu) mythology currently in play.
since the next endbringer is coming with khonsu in the patch update, we can probably assume theyre working off of a binary concept.
khonsus doing time (erosion) so i wonder if our mystery guest is space themed? maybe they do something atmosphere related?
we havent had pestilence as a form of disaster maybe a rot themed endbringer?
truly who can say
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I guess it's time for a new life update and pinned post on my blog. If you've been following me for a while, you know that this year has been a bit of a struggle, to put it lightly. I'll put everything under a read more because I know most people don't want to read that.
tldr: I'm f***ing poor. Here is my Kofi account and my kid's christmas amazon wishlist
Long story short, I've had to go to court twice to see the judge to protect my kid from her father and his new girlfriend who are pretty toxic to her. (I can share more in private but basically we've been and are still going through it). My kid has had a hell of year. Both of our mental healths have greatly suffered and are still suffering but we're trying to heal and hopefully will end the year in better shape than what we've got to experience thus far.
At the end of last year, I finished my paid course which I hoped would mean I'd get a nice job but sadly it hasn't been the case because there aren't many jobs available where I live and the ones I got interviewed for were simply given to people who knew people. And nobody hides that fact. So yeah that sucks and i feel guilty about not being able to earn more money and i feel guilty that i am exhausted. but I don't feel guilty that I put my kid's mental health needs first and that I try to protect her from the bad things that happened to her. But now with all the added expenses for my kid's therapy and some health and lawyer bills that weren't part of the financial aid I got, a tight budget can only get tighter. On top of that, my kid's father decided to stop paying all child support for over a year now, because he's a neat guy like that so that's about €4000 that he owes and I don't know when that will be sorted out. It's not money issues on his part because he comes from a wealthy family and owns several restaurants. Everything's been adding up and making it pretty difficult for me. I'm fairly good at budgetting on small finances as this is how life has always been for me but all the unexpected drama has been a lot.
Like for anyone who says don't have kids if you can't afford them... well, without publicly diagnosing my ex on the internet, let's just say he was very shitty but also very convincing and I was in no way prepared to get dumped basically after giving birth. I don't regret having my daughter, she's the love of my life and even though the world keeps putting obstacles on my way, I keep the hope that we'll get to a good life for the two of us sometime.
Soooo yeah, I know the overall state of the world is bad for everyone and my problems are definitely not the worst problems that exist. I'm grateful for what I do have and I'm not expecting miracles or anything but I keep trying to convince myself that there's no shame in struggling.
I'll share my Kofi account again if anyone feels like donating a couple bucks to my dumpster fire of a life. Anything helps and will go towards paying the rent (which was raised over €50 without the landlord informing me, just to make it more fun) and groceries.
Also, in case anyone feels like being a Secret Santa for my kid, here is an amazon wishlist. We didn't celebrate her birthday the way we usually do because money and mental health weren't with us at the time but it would mean the world to me if she could still feel some Christmas magic somehow. Her first choice is a telescope because she's been fascinated by space and stars lately, so I'm going to do my hardest to save up enough to have it under the tree at Christmas.
I know I'm barely on here anymore, I don't host any events anymore and I barely talk to anyone so I don't even know who is still around but at least I got some of that off my chest and trying to manifest a good end of the year, if only in good vibes ha
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Do you think they're going to kill Rick and/or Michonne in the final episode?
HUGE SIGH. okay. In my heart, I want to say no. But...I have a feeling one of them will probably die and it will probably be rick. See.....i can't shake the obvious (as much as I want to) that ep4 was like.....raising these characters to a great height, practically cloud 9. These next 2 episodes are going to be The Fall™. episode 4 had me chewing through walls with the amount of tragedy set up. like "noooooo rick and michonne don't talk hopefully and blissfully about future plans when the threats persuing you aren't actually neutralised like you think they are ahaha you're so sexy 😭". Narratively, having rick and michonne sort through their PAST in the MIDDLE of the series means we have 2 episodes where they now deal with the present and future. If them sorting through their issues was closer to the end I might be less suspicious. THE OTHER THING is that Andrew Lincoln is clocked OUT lmao. I've seen enough clips of him in interviews talking about this show as a definitive end. Now that could just mean a happy ending, but let's be real, the only way to escape a franchise these days is the unequivocal death of your character. Whether that's a tragic death or one of old age we're shown in a flash forward, I'd put money on rick's death being shown in this series. I mean, look, ........It could be michonne, but it's far less likely and I don't think love of my life Danai would EP a series where a Black woman dies to get a white man home, even if that white man is my guy rickles. I could be wrong, but honestly I genuinely think Michonne dying is nonsense UNLESS she and rick die TOGETHER to save the kids. So yeah, in order of most to least likely: 1) rick dies at the end of this series 2) rick and michonne both die 3) everyone gets home safe or 4) combo of one of the above. I do want to be wrong though!!! Believe me!!! So hopefully I am ❤️
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supernatural s10e23 brother's keeper (w. jeremy carver)
so here's what i'm gonna try to do. shelve all those ugly feelings about how they handled charlie and (hopefully) not let it completely ruin watching this episode (and the show). i have too much emotional investment in sam and dean to want to walk away entirely, but i also don't want this to turn into a hatewatch.
but gonna say again what a shame it is sam is giving this impassioned speech to cas about saving dean when i can't appreciate it nearly as much as i could have a few seasons ago.
SAM Dean guessed! Cas, What are we supposed to do, huh? Just sit on our asses, do nothing? CASTIEL No. We find Dean. SAM And then what?! The only thing that stopped Cain was death. Do you want to kill Dean? Because I don't. And the only way I know how to save my brother is to cure the Mark. And, yes, I know there will be consequences, but not you, not Dean, not anybody can tell me what those consequences are. So I'm not gonna let my brother destroy himself on a guess. We save Dean.
finally someone as mad as i am about that trope, about how they jump to conclusions and make decisions off bad or no information constantly. really fucking grinds my gears. so, thanks, sam.
DEAN Well, they let her leave the house looking like a whore.
even when will graham's brain was melting, he wasn't a fucking asshole. jesus. dean wasn't this horrible when he was a full fledged demon.
maybe i'll paint rowena some day. she's so pretty and i do love drawing red hair. working on another one of gillian at the moment.
also was wondering the other day if crowley wasn't witchy enough to do the spell. before sam tried to kill him, that is. cooperative-ish somewhat human-ish demon witch who has (apparently) an actual soft spot for the winchesters. obviously wanted to keep rowena on the board and in action but
my tolerance level for this particular variant of asshole dean is at a zero. read the script and fast forwarding this awful interview scene with the parents.
SAM Cas, take this. It's Dean's hair. You need it for the spell.
contemplating how he even got much of his hair. i have hair of a similar length to dean's and i don't need to brush it. maybe he uses something when he styles it? i just use my hands with goop. the only time there's much of it around is after i cut it. so did they have it on-hand already? stockpile of their various leavings. little apothecary drawers of sam and dean's respective locks of hair and nail trimmings.
oh so now they're gonna show the "dark thoughts, creepy visions, violent urges." (10x21)
aha, i have seen this in gif form a number of times. context. everything continues to be fine
CROWLEY Who summons anymore? Couldn't you call? CASTIEL You're not in my contacts list.
all right, that got a small chuckle out of me
kinky
not this again. (5x18) skipping self destructive and going straight to suicidal.
i really enjoy julian richings as Death, and he and jackles play off each other really well. but this trying to make a deal with him, some new made up bullshit about how *dun dun DUN* if no one has the Mark some unspeakable evil dark miasma will destroy everything, it's tiring. reminds me of some improv game where as they pass the story down to the next writer, they have to play off whatever scenario has been set up.
DEAN Brother, I'm done. SAM No. No, you're not. Dean. DEAN Grab a pen. It's time to say goodbye.
i thought i was done with suicide trauma related triggers for the season. silly me
hello improv game. yes, rando dude working at the diner is the immortal oskar of rowena's past. of course.
DEATH Even if I remove Dean from the playing field, we're still left with you, loyal, dogged Sam, who I suspect will never rest until he sets his brother free – will never rest until his brother is free of the Mark, which simply cannot happen, lest the Darkness be set free. Then there was that time you stood me up.
think that's technically on dean, not sam
DEAN Remember when we were in that church, making Crowley human, about to close the Gates of Hell? Well, you sure as hell were ready to die for the greater good then. SAM Yeah, and, Dean, you pulled me back. DEAN And I was wrong. You were right, Sam. You knew that this world would be better without us in it. SAM No, no, no, wait a second. You're twisting my words here, Dean. DEAN Why? Because we -- we track evil and kill it? The family business? Is that it? Look at the tape, Sam. Evil tracks us. And it nukes everything in our vicinity -- our family, our friends. It's time we put a proper name to what we really are and we deal with it. SAM Wait a second. We are not evil. Listen... We're far from perfect, but we are good. That thing on your arm is evil, but not you, not me. DEAN I let Rudy die. How was that not evil? I know what I am, Sam. But who were you when you --when you drove that man to sell his soul... Or when you bullied Charlie into getting herself killed? And to what end? A good end? A just end? To remove the Mark no matter what the consequences? Sam, how is that not evil? I have this thing on my arm, and you're willing to let the Darkness into the world. SAM You were also willing to summon death to make sure you could never do any more harm. You summoned me because you knew I would do anything to protect you. That's not evil, Dean. That's not an evil man. That is a good man crying to be heard, searching for... some other way. DEAN No, there is no other way, Sam. I'm sorry.
halfway convinced me they should have ended this several seasons ago, reunited in heaven and be done with it all.
when dean was beating the shit out of cas i was wondering when sam and dean were gonna get into it. well.
SAM That's enough. Hey, that's enough. You will never, ever hear me say that you -- the real you -- is anything but good. But you're right. Before you hurt...anyone else, you have to be stopped at any cost. I understand. Do it.
i know i'm especially jumpy about dean being ready to die, but sam who i tend to be more bonded with these later seasons, he's ready to die for the greater good quite regularly. or when he thinks it's time. or whatever else. but his comes from a place of being (theoretically) logical and rational, whereas dean's is the opposite. and i guess that's why it pushes my buttons so differently.
all that said, i haven't cried like this from a finale in some number of seasons. but it feels greatly cheapened by the inane plot hoops needed to jump through to get us here.
sam nodding to give the go ahead to kill him is crushing.
i know dean kills death at some point, which is a shame. i'll miss his actor. but i'm guessing now's the time
it's giving twister (1996)
i hate that all this was essentially setup for the new big bad. but we can't have the sam and dean show without these kind of plot hijinks. and trying to come up with new bigger badder bads over time just makes it more and more ridiculous. the reality that there's 5 seasons left to go is really hitting me now.
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Okay, my thoughts on the new description.
(some under a cut because, you know, it's me and I share many opinions that perhaps I shouldn't)
In the style of @raymondebidochonlifechoices's hilarious recap of RAS' interview, though perhaps a bit less hilarious.
The seventh season of Riverdale goes where no season of Riverdale has dared to go before—the 1950s!
Wonder why we've never been there before. Not because it's fucking stupid, but because it took till now for Ted Sullivan to have this absolute brainchild that will revolutionize the show.
Picking up where last season ended, Jughead Jones (Sprouse) finds himself trapped in the 1950s. He has no idea how he got there, nor how to get back to the present.
The writers: We watch our own show, what are you talking about? We remembered that plot point, didn't we! Aren't you proud of us? Huh? Aren't you?
His friends are no help, as they are living seemingly authentic lives, similar to their classic Archie Comics counterparts, unaware that they’ve ever been anywhere but the 1950s.
Oh rats, because typically, they are an absolute bastion of support and assistance.
Archie Andrews (Apa) is the classic all-American teen, coming of age, getting into trouble, and learning life-lessons
S1-25 year old teen - absolutely insufferable Archie is back, and this time, he's even more unaware! Hopefully with less grooming, especially from a show that is convinced it's making a profound social statement.
Betty Cooper (Reinhart) is the girl next door, starting to question everything about her perfect life—including her controlling mother Alice (Madchen Amick)
Somehow, some way, we are still circling the same plot about abusive parents. And you know how this refrain goes, people. Alice is horrendously abusive, she cries, we are supposed to forgive her. Looks like something ripped straight out of s1 but peep the absolutely no implication of anything BA related.
Veronica Lodge (Mendes) is a Hollywood starlet who moved to Riverdale under mysterious circumstances;
California and not New York???!!!! So exotic! Very wow! What an incredible stroke of genius, Roberto! They have not been shy about pumping the Varchie up, have they? It also usually only exists in addition to another ship....
Cheryl Blossom (Madelaine Petsch) is the Queen Bee with a withering wit and a secret longing
I mean, Cheryl's plot has functionally never changed, so I don't know who's shocked at this, except for maybe the writers thinking it's revolutionary to recycle Cheryl's S2 plot instead of her S1 plot. Note that Mads and Vanessa's Instagrams are and have always been a pantheon of spoilers and it does look like they're doing a lot of filming together.
Toni Topaz (Vanessa Morgan) is an activist fighting for the Black students of recently integrated Riverdale High
.....I can see my brain. I can literally see my brain, my eyes are rolling so hard. How do we make an already insufferable (my opinion, stressing that here) character even more insufferable and pretend we are making a profound social statment, something we are absolutely incapable of making? Toni is an activist for integration!
(real talk, I think we'll see very little of this plot, as we'll see very little plot for the secondary characters)
Kevin Keller (Casey Cott) is a “square” crooner wrestling with his sexual identity
Kill me now, my dear followers. And hey, spec here, I feel like Kevin may be dating Betty?
Reggie Mantle (Charles Melton) is a basketball star from farm country
The one thing I hope is true. God, I hope my dear himbo Reggie is back.
Fangs Fogarty (Drew Ray Tanner) is a greaser who’s destined to be an Elvis-type star
Seriously, what ammunition does Drew have on the writers that he keeps getting brought back? My thought is they're going back to Kangs though, if we're going the OG way.
It isn’t until Jughead is visited by Tabitha Tate (Erinn Westbrook)—Riverdale’s Guardian Angel—that he learns the cosmic truth about their predicament.
Just....one facepalm is not enough. Five hundred facepalms are not enough. Tabitha, a character that is to put it generously not well loved and has been around for two seasons, is the Guardian Angel???
We know that they resolve Jughead remembering by the end of the premiere, per RAS, so I honestly wonder if Tabitha's role in S7 is very light. If Jughead forgets, her role is essentially moot and we have seen very little of her in BTS.
Anyway, my dear fellow sufferers, let's get through this together, one last time before we are finally set free.
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i'm a bit confused by the different translations of what Shoko says, like she was in love or not with any of them? Is that what you mean by ambiguous? or am I not getting this either lol
HOLA!
Well, I'd say it depends on how you want to interpret the statement. Literally, this is what it comes down to.
For me, I like the idea of an ot3 between them, so to me it reads ambiguous. I'm sure you noticed I used TBC's translation and not VIZ's.
Some of the comments I've read on the matter of the translation is that VIZ's translation was more literal, and to be honest, I don't care enough to fact check. This is partly because, in my experience, VIZ's translations have lacked nuance (this is not necessarily a criticism given they are writing for a specific audience in mind) and A LOT gets lost in translation.
What I mean by ambiguous under the cut...
Anyways, that said, I paid for chatgpt to help me do my job (best investment ever) and this is what it had to say about Choko's words as translated by TBC:
Based solely on the statement given, it seems that the speaker has a strong aversion or negative feelings towards a group of people, to the point that they express that it would be impossible for them to develop romantic feelings towards anyone from that group, even under extreme circumstances (such as hell freezing over).
I also asked the chatbot whether it thought that strong aversion could be an attempt at suppressing strong attraction, but it said that the lack of positive language "suggests a strong resistance to the idea of falling in love with someone".
I'm unconvinced, however. Gege has been writing about romantic love through Yorozu so I have a lot of head canons swimming around in my head. Amongst them is the idea that you can't consciously choose who you fall in love with. Rather, your heart makes that decision.
So, to me, an aversion to falling in love could mean the mind's rejection of an inkling of the heart. This is ambiguous because we can't tell wether she really just straight up hates the idea of falling in love with either or both of them, or whether she was suppressing those feelings.
The official translation implies that she was in love with one of them. She's ambiguous about who it is she was in love with because she doesn't come out and say it, but my best guess is that it was Geto.
Actually, on second thought, the VIZ translation is so awkward that I have to agree that it is probably the most literal.
But I've seen comments about how her words as translated by TBC mean Shoko was lesbian af all along.
So I guess that's what I meant about it being ambiguous? It's not easy to define and pinpoint and the interpretation is highly dependent on the interpreter's biases.
Hopefully this helps! I say find the interpretation you like best because I doubt we're going to get a clearcut from Gege unless someone straight up asks him in an interview.
So, again... for me that is ot3 🔥 lol.
Thanks for asking ;)
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I’m a little aggravated that Jinx has been in the Porsche with Dick, at this point, as much as Kory. Presumably Kory drives the RV and takes Sebastian and the team back to STAR Labs when they left the asylum because Jinx shape shifts into Sebastian? However, her being in their car needs to 🛑 Hopefully, at some point Kory gets to drive the Porsche 😊 How long are we going to wait for whatever is happening with Gar to ramp up? When are DK going to kiss already? Does Jinx end up being a villain you think, or nah? I read an interview where she says she’s starting to like being a part of the team, but given her history and this shows obsession with The Judas Contract I feel like she’s going to be the Terra of the season and Superboy Gar like (Rose and Jason S2) 👀
Jinx being in the Porsche is the least of DickKory's worries right now.
And I wouldn't be too concerned about the pacing of Gar's story. We're only four episodes into a 13-episode season. Plus, he's coming into this side of his character and abilities for the first time; it's going to be gradual, or at least, I think it should be. So there's no reason to burn through that story. Plus, it gives Ryan Potter more to do, and I think he's doing a fantastic job this season.
As for a DickKory kiss, I don't see that happening just yet. Maybe in 4x06 since that's the mid-season finale before episodes return in the new year. But I need to know how the story goes in 4x05 to sharpen that theory. Regardless, I don't think we'll have to wait until, like, the last two episodes to see Dick and Kory kiss.
I hope Jinx isn't a full-blown villain; I'd like her to be an anti-hero or anti-villain because I think this season will have enough villains without her crossing that line.
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We kind of wear along in the process all of us but this was missed and he was saying these people can work in their areas and it's kind of what happened and they listened to him a little but no it's because of them and we do understand his involved but it didn't really have this as an idea and we see it could be a problem it will be but it is my idea and it's terrific. And it's my idea to go with it and it's zooming I mean fast I mean that we can't open these plants fast enough they're down at the doors and he says we'll have to interview them right at the doors and see who work there and if they're qualified they can start it up and I'm going to go do that and this is going to be exciting this weekend and we can get identities and see who they were in our and we have that and they can get the place going clean it up at least and plug broken things and start repairs and get list of things to do because they worked there they know how to get it going and you're right and we have some factories we're doing that with right now and you know what there's tons of people who are going to go there tonight and we got to we got to get out there we need to have a meeting with each area globally to see about housing and moving it and really the movie to where the people were so it's like the same housing and he wants to sell it's kind of weird but people will think different about inventions and we need that he wants to sell the clans houses who are not around and Dolores says no but she would get a proceed and we didn't involve them and can and Garth and yeah you would be able to get that house so you don't have to buy it it says oh yeah but we can help you get it as part of the program and he sees that too it's kind of a tough one but and yeah he might have to bring it my roadway which is true but he says that's that's what I want to do so we're going to look at it and we can give him a price for relocating it and reassembling it and yeah you can put stuff in it and elastic says okay. And there's a lot of other places that need to be relocated and they'll be preserved hopefully some cities know but we know where and people want to do it and his mom wants to get involved as she sees that house getting destroyed and things are going to change and this is going to add to what Freya ridings is doing she wants to get involved and she knows what she's saying in four we have a lot of ideas this is one that's important because there's huge huge apartment complexes that can be relocated bja is on the line and he's talking a lot cuz he has to get our clearance and our son and daughter say get it out of here so he gets it you follow the river down hills you know what that's how yeah not right over it man that thing is going to be like a highway you know hard the river goes down so right you go down on the west side and on the same river you go up on the east side is it going out with the stuff and going the wrong way with nothing he's not laughing but he says that's not right that's not bad so we're going to start sending those out and people like little New Vegas and we can have a few of them there's a name for it but we need this out
Thor Freya
Olympus
This is terrific thank God
Hera Zues next time I'm starting to see let me know will you have her yeah Hera he says yeah I'm going to have to do that
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3/23/24
sooooooo much happened this past week and I need to note down how things made me feel!!!
1st off I don't have my new visa yet. let's get that out of the way. I don't worry as much now. again, strange feeling.
2 things happened yesterday. went to M's orientation. I felt like my Japanese is def getting better, but not quite there yet. not sure how much help a part time job would do, but hopefully there'd be some improvements. fun fact: my employee selfie ranked 16/750,000 ppl LOL no kidding. I got that smile goin' oh and it's freaking cold yesterday. short sleeved uniform made it 1000x worse.
like...man. I felt kinda, really, honestly pretty umm...inadequate. as an adult. in terms of adulting abilities. the way I spent all my years doing big brain research stuff and not even having the experience dealing with 'real ppl'. not even a part time job(despite working at library for 6 years which doesn't count...too safe an environment), not to mention fast food/catering position like this. i have this looming fear(again) that this バイト experience would touch me in some profound, disturbing way. but anyway. I'd only grow more mature. with more tools and the mental agility to deal with more to come. like. yea. guess that's worth the price.
ok dok enough of that. Asa and I went watched dune 2 last night!!! imax laser at Shinjuku TOHO and it was so so so good! despite not having watched the first one, I find the fact of not knowing 100% what's going on less of a problem than me checking out their asses(yum) all the fucking time. would watch again, probably 4D next time bc I want to feel that sand(probably water, if we're being realistic) on my face. anyway, it was beautifully made. I came to the theater knowing jack shit about what dune it and left loving what I watched.
so that's Friday! I hangout with K Thursday, and had a long interview that evening too. again, I didn't do too well... which means I did kinda okay. still warming up to the interviewing thing I guess. hope I can get a third interview (they have 4 bruh), or a teaching demonstration next week. if I end up getting the offer, it'd be splendid. but I'm not exactly in a place be optimistic. those people are way too qualified than my current level. but I'll prepare anyway. you really can't treat ur pride or sense of worth too seriously in time like this. I know I have what I need. I know some feelings are only natural. and I decide to not dwelling on anything that's nothing serving me good and carrying me forward. and yes! I talked K into watching HH! big win! and we're going to the 🎤 theme cafe next Thursday woohoo! I had shifts scheduled mon-wed, so that gives me something to look forward to.
and then there's Tuesday. I hanged out with my kind and beautiful girlie D. can't believe she's going thru this much and did this much for folks who care so little about her. anger. I was angry. no one take advantages of my friends like this. I'll check on her more often and try to hang out more often. that's the least I can do. it's not like I can ask her to break up. but I'll be there for her.
mon and wed I slept away no kidding. I'll stop here. now photos:
(THE BEST CHINESE DISH I HAD IN TOKYO+proof that's I was NOT KIDDING)
(food and drinks lol)
(that was a nice walk we had roppongi->sendagaya beautiful weather + good tea, real good tea)
(the cards I got for my teachers! + not looking bad!)
I kinda forgot the write about my little trip to ikebukuro w/ asa last weekend. it was so much fun & I drank so much cheap wine at saizeria lol I'd like to add an entry for that night specifically but who r we kidding. chances are I just forget again. so here are the photos:
(wuwuwuwuwuwu BABIES)
(simply the best cheap wine out there and I'm ready to die on this hill. and... finally got to sit at the window seat at this saizeria crying shaking+literally stayed until the place closed)
(and we went to kichijoji on a whim. 終電までeven more chit chat at the park. it was so nice. so nice. so nice)
ok wow long entry! exactly what I wanted to do on a cold Saturday morning at my fav coffee place. closing thought: I think ppl don't understand how loud Japanese ppl can be. not complaining just stating the fact, that they can be really fucking loud in public. not sure where the 'quite' stereotype came from, and I believed it before I moved here. these. people. are. loud.
ok! off to have a productive day. hopefully! somehow this week ended up being so packed with social stuff/obligations. didn't even have the time to write here/on my journal. didn't have the time to study. hmmm..although I did read 500 pages of radioapple fanfic. but that's my selfceare leisure time!!! yea I read some really, REALLY good fluff. like oh my stars. that will never happen in canon but definitely a possibility and def not OOC.
b-bye!
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Job rant
I dream of the day i can give my 2 weeks. This single position has made me the worst mental. I think I have been in a long time. I am constantly feeling frustrated, helpless, depressed, and there are times in the morning where I couldn't even get out of bed to go to work. The main manager of the warehouse gets to disappear for like three weeks, but God forbid I take one day off for a mental health break I get penalized, and if I get too many penalizations it will eventually probably lead to getting fired.  I can't just walk out, because this is a company that I would like to work for in a higher position later in the future, and I also still have to support my rent and myself. But I have been here since August, and I have definitely been here longer than I wanted to call the managers really don't seem to care about us warehouse workers even though they claim to one of them is pretty nice but I feel like she's giving me answers before two things just to get me to stop asking her, when she actually didn't know the answer for just wanted to say something to sound like she didn't know. Another manager to from when I started here I was brave enough to express that I wanted to work somewhere else asked me why, and when I explained to him, he gave me a snarky response like he didn't just ask me to tell him why. On a separate occasion, he gave me the whole "oh, you could talk to me, I'm here for you, I deal with mental health too" and I was like buddy you're the last person I wanna go to talk about those things with. You don't understand what I sent through and I can out rated to tell you that this position is draining me because you asked what exactly was draining me. Also, this past week he just gave us a talk about being one percent lower than our usual accuracy rate, (it was at 97% now its at 96%) and that we needed to be better about making mistakes but he finished that with oh but you guys are all great and doing a good job and I love you.
They also claim to be all about health and safety, but when I kindly asked my manager, if we could wash the shared yellow vests, we wear when we go deliver items in the truck, and she was like yeah sure I'll talk to the Next Door warehouse about that because they have washing machines and you know what? It never got done, no update from her or anything. I'm feeling constantly unappreciated by the higher ups, and even though they might have been in our position before, I feel like they still don't understand how hard it is to be doing what we're doing right now, especially for someone like me who has expressed that I think I would do much better at another location and with problems, waking up early, mental health, etc
There are so many things wrong with this place and just too much to say.

The good news is I have a couple of interviews lined up for the next coming weeks, so hopefully I'll be able to get out soon.
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Day 1: 5some Porn Star AU
A/N: WELCOME TO KINKTOBER 2022! I'm a few days late, but I am catching up between now and tomorrow. Please enjoy this 3.6k word porno because it's got zero plot.
WARNINGS: PLUS SIZE READER, Language, SMUT, PWP, surprise female director, Fem director fisting reader (ass and pussy), Double penetration (ass and pussy), boot licking, foot to face, Double penetration (ass and ass), Slapping, spitting, choking, oral (M receiving), squirting (slurping up squirt), Vibrator wand, throatpie, facial, cum in eye, creampie, IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING. I'M SO SORRY (MINORS DNI)
"Hey Daphne, we're ready for you," the producer says to you at your vanity.
"Oh okay!" You stand up and adjust your skirt before following him out of the green room. You walk down the dingy hallway before you start to see bright lights and hear more chatter. The makeup artist on set ushered you to the chair in the middle of the room and you sat down. She added a bit more powder and gloss to your look,
"Are you excited?"
"I'm so nervous!"
"Don't be. Everyone here is a professional and you know Scarlett would burn them at the stake if they hurt one of her girls."
"Yeah I guess that's true...."
"You'll do great. Just let loose and have fun," she said with a wink. She took a slight step back to look at her work and when she was satisfied, she gave your knee a light squeeze before walking away.
"Alright, everyone quiet on set! We're gonna get this thing started." This was the first time you heard Scarlett speak today and her voice sent waves through your body. After she got situated in the Director's chair next to the camera, she started talking to you.
"Alright Sweetie, we're about to shoot the first interview right now. Don't worry, it'll just be me and you talking; trying to get a better feel as to who you are, what brought you here, etc. Sound good?"
"Sounds perfect," you say flashing your winning smile.
"Alright, everyone quiet! Hit lights, roll camera. Let me see how that looks," she says to the cameraman. She gives you a thumbs up while still looking in the viewfinder before turning back to you,
“Hi there.”
“Hiiii, hehe,” you nervously say.
“What’s your name, Love?”
“I’m Daphne Rose.”
“And Daphne are you over 18?”
“Yes I am. I just turned 22.”
“Oh perfect! Well can I just say that you are so fucking cute. Like so adorable.”
“Oh thank you so much.”
“You are very welcome. So Daphne, you know why you’re here, right? I mean you’re here to get fucked.”
“By 4 guys.”
“Yeah haha! Well, more like 4 beasts.”
“Ohhh my gosh, haha.”
“So tell me what brought you to Lovemefuckme.com. Was it fantasies? Was it a boyfriend who was a little rough and you realized ‘hey, this turns me on’? Or what was it that made you want to shoot with such a rough company?”
“Ummmm, I guess a little bit of all of it. I’ve had these sort of darker, 'struggle to get away’ fantasies for as long as I could remember. All of my boyfriends were never rough enough, so I think that’s why the want for this experience still lingers. Plus I mean, in the "real world" you don't always have 4 guys willing to throw you around and fuck you safely. I think that's really important when it comes to acting out darker fantasies. And I feel super safe with you, so I know I'll be more willing to put on the show of "No I really don't want this" while keeping my legs open and welcoming cocks, haha!"
"That's super hot. And trust me, you do not have to tell these guys twice about being rough. Have you ever been gangbanged or DP'd before?"
"No! I've never even had a threesome, so having two cocks in me at once or even in the same hole is what I'm shooting for!"
"Amazing. Hopefully we can stretch you out to do that. How tall are you, if you don't mind me asking."
"I'm barely 5'6."
"Oh they're gonna have fun with your little ass. Two of our guys are 6'5."
"Holy shit," you say squirming in your chair and rubbing your legs together.
"Nuh uh. I see that. No cheating," Scarlett warns.
"Sorry!" you say with a small giggle.
"And we can cut this part out if you want, but how much do you weigh?"
"I'm 230. But that's another reason I'm here. I've seen plus size models get roughed up and tossed around like nothing on the site and girls like me have a hard time finding that in society. So, I'm really looking forward to that!"
"Yeah, you are one of our smaller plus size models so the guys will have no problem at all rocking your little world. I mean you know we practically work with anyone who is consenting and over 18. We've had petite, plus size, milfs, mature, trans. The list goes on. But they're all here for the same reason you are; to live out their taboo fantasy safely...and get paid for it."
"Oh yeah the money is just a bonus!"
"Money is going to be the last thing on your mind, but I promise you will get paid for the work you do. Speaking of money, since this is a struggle scene I am offering you incentives to not get fucked."
"To not get fucked?"
"Exactly, so if you can last the whole shoot without a cock in your pussy, ass or mouth then that's an instant $1,000 bonus on top of what you're already making. If you just so happen to escape from the room, meaning past the camera and production crew, then that's an extra $4,000. So in total, you can make up to $5,000 plus your set salary. How does that sound?"
"Oh wow! I really wanted to get fucked, but 5 grand sounds a little better!"
"That's what they all say," she said with a grin.
"Now that we've gone over the basics, it's time to talk about your safe words. Do you remember them?"
"Yes. It's 'Red' if i want to stop, 'Mercy' or 'Yellow' to slow down or change something and 'Uh Uh Uh' if I have something in my mouth."
"Perfect. And make sure to really emphasize the head shake with 'Uh Uh Uh'. If you get nervous, just look to me and I'll try to center you back. Please know that you can use your safe word as many times as you need to and that it does not make you a weak model. It could be as simple as you have an eyelash in your eye to needing more lube. If you need to use them, please do not hesitate, okay?"
"Okay," you say with a sweet smile.
"Alright, well I think that about covers it. Are you ready?"
"I'm so ready."
"Okay, we'll call you back in about 20 minutes."
"Perfect!"
*20 minutes later*
You were back on set in the middle of the room. There was a small light behind the production crew that was positioned in a way that darkened your surroundings but lit you up. You could tell you weren't alone due to the heavy breathing coming from different directions in the room. You started to vibrate with excitement and fear at the same time.
"Alright, you ready?! Remember, 1,000 bucks to not get any cocks inside of you and $4,000 if you get past me. Once a cock is in you, there's no need to fight them off because you already lost that money. Just enjoy it. You have until the end of the shoot to get out. No biting, no scratching, no throwing elbows. Ready? GO!"
You let out a small squeal before running toward the crew. You get maybe 2 feet before the overhead lights are turned on and an arm is reached out and you're tugged back by your waist. Your feet come slightly off the floor as you're yanked back into the biggest man's torso. You see a tall, buff blonde come a pull one of your legs, followed by the shorter blonde doing the same; causing you to start bucking your legs.
They laugh at your attempts as the curly haired brunette comes and pulls your top down, exposing your black bra. They all let out a growl as he starts to knead your clad tit. You're still squirming in their embrace, trying to get free but to no avail. You arch your back and the man behind you grips tighter,
"Stop fighting. You've already lost," he says in your ear.
"Fuck you guys! No, I haven't!"
"Fuck us? Fuck us?" He yanks you back toward the bed, but the other men still have your legs.
"Let her go, guys. Let her go. You heard her, she wants to fuck us." They all release and you and Pablo flop back on the bed, your arms still behind your back. He wraps his legs around yours and holds them open. His hand goes around your neck, the other locking your arms as Henry tears your underwear at the hips and rips them off.
Alex and Chris begin taking off your shoes before taking turns ripping your tank top down your chest, leaving glorious red streaks in the process. Alex tugs at the center of your bra and it pops open. His and Henry's hands go straight for your nipples, tugging and flickering them. You're still struggling as your are now butt naked. Chris starts to rub your clit roughly.
"Alright, someone get a dick inside of her," Pablo says as Chris unzips his pants and pulls out his throbbing cock. He positions himself between your legs and attempts to infiltrate your hole. You're still struggling as much as you can, making it difficult for him to execute.
The other three were still laughing at your attempts to get free. Chris repositions himself and starts to rub the head of his cock over your hole.
Scarlett yelled from the other side of the room, "Remember, 1,000 bucks! Don't let those cocks in you."
"You have a cock in you yet?" Pablo asked from behind you.
"Basically," you said with a smile.
"She's fucking tight," Chris says, still probing at your cunt. You let out a small laugh that turned into a moan when you felt the warm sting of Chris finally entering your pussy. He shows no mercy in his movements as he begins fucking you. Alex and Henry both have their cocks out and are stroking them, watching Chris have his way with you.
He thrusts relentlessly in you a few more times before he tells someone else to tag in. Henry races and untangles your legs from Pablo; growling as he pulled you farther on your back. Pablo still had your arms, but Henry placed your legs on one of his shoulders. His hand replaced Pablo's around your neck and he begins to pound you harder than Chris.
You can't help but stare up at Henry's curls bouncing up and down. You're snapped out of your daze when you feel Alex reach his hand between your bodies and grip your tit. Henry goes balls deep one last time before he pulls out. Alex grabs your hair and pulls you from the bed and to your knees. He turns your head towards Henry, forcing you to taste yourself.
You happily slurp his cock, tasting the pleasure your body secreted before you take him deeper; bobbing your head up and down. He pushes you off and tells you to find dicks. You reach out both hands and welcome them like you said earlier.
You're suddenly pulled up by the hair on the nape of your neck and yanked backwards by Pablo. You briefly look him in his eyes before he spit roughly on your cheek. You smile wide before he pushes you back on the bed. You land on your stomach when your ankle is caught and pulled back so you're back on the floor.
Alex pulls your hips up so you're on your knees and easily slides his cock in your sopping cunt. He lets out a grunt and bottoms out immediately. The grip he had on your hips was monstrous, but his cock felt too good to care. Pablo placed his boot on your jaw and you stick out your tongue to lick it. Alex repositions one of his hands and starts to have a hold on your shoulder. He starts to watch you lick the boot of the behemoth of a man and spits towards your face. You swipe it into your mouth and hold your fingers there as the familiar coil in your stomach starts to form.
You're moaning around your fingers when your eyes roll back.
"Are you cumming?" Pablo asks, leaning down. "Is she cumming?"
"Oh she's fucking cumming," Alex says.
"Don't let her cum," Henry calls out. Alex roughly pulls out of you and you moan in disagreement, but your orgasm was too close and your moan soon turns to pleasure.
"Did you fucking cum anyway?" Chris asks. You could't even regain your composure before you're trying to stand and escape. Chris and Henry push you back to the ground and Pablo is on you in less than a second. You're picked up and thrown back down, Pablo on your back. You heard his zipper go down,
"Since you still want to get away, I'll just make sure you can't." He spit in his hand you feel the head of his cock teasing your ass before thrusting in and giving no time to adjust. You let out a loud squeal while all the other men started whooping and cheering.
You were thrown around in all different positions before you were covered in sweat, your own cum and spit. You were almost out of it when a fully naked Henry came and slammed you against the wall face first. Pablo couched on your right and lifted your leg on his shoulder while Henry pounded your gaping ass. You ended up cumming again without permission and he yanked his cock out after Pablo told him to get the vibrator.
He lifted you to the position you started the shoot in, Chris and Alex pulling your legs apart once more.
"Get the vibrator." Henry picked up the black Hitachi Wand and held it to your overexposed clit.
Your worlds started to vibrate as your body shook from the wand,
"Ohhhhhh shiiiiitttt!!!!"
"Are you gonna ask to cum this time," Pablo taunted.
"Yes God please! Can I cum! Please let me cum!"
"You can cum, but I wanna see you cum on Scarlett's fist.
She struts on the set and sticks her fist in your mouth,
"Lube it up, bitch." She bends down to your cunt and slowly starts to stretch your pussy with her hand in the #4.
"OH MY GOD! FUCK! OH SHIT!"
"Look at that. Look at your whore cunt. Hold her head up." Pablo listened and shoved your head towards your stretched out pussy to see Scarlett's full fist filling you up.
"OH FUCK! Can I cum? Please can I cum?"
"Cum! Cum!" She encouraged. She kept pumping her fist in and out until you were soaking her forearm in cum. Your eyes were almost demonic as you came for the hardest time that day.
"Mmmmm, can I taste it? I wanna taste it," you say with you tongue out. Her fist is still inside of you when she tells Pablo to lower you back to the floor so you're sitting on her fist. She slowly pulls it out and immediately shoved it in your mouth.
"Taste it you fucking whore. Look at my shirt. Look what you did!" She yelled as she pulled you forward by your hair and onto your stomach. You begin to slurp up your squirt from the floor and swallow it. You do it again but this time she tells you to hold it in you mouth. She sits you back on your butt and opens your legs wide before attaching the wand back to your sensitive clit.
"Gargle that shit." You waste no time in following her command. You swallow it again and her hand is back down your throat. You begin to fight her and Chris comes and holds your arms. You try to talk but it comes out in gargles,
"What? Hmmm? What are you trying to tell me?" she asks as she turns off the wand. "You think I care that you want to breathe?"
"You should fist her ass too," you hear Henry say from behind Scarlett. She pulls her hand from your mouth and rubs your spit all over your face. She does it again and goes deeper down your throat,
"I'm gonna fist every hole you have. Turn her over."
Chris flips you over and Pablo and Alex each take a leg. Chris places his knee on your head to prevent you from moving at all. You feel Scarlett spit on your tight ass for good measure before she makes the same #4 shape with her hand and begins forcing her fist in your hole.
You begin to struggle against all of them and Henry comes and places his foot on your hips, holding them down.
"Ahh...ahhhh! Ow! Ow! OW!"
"We don't respond to 'Ow', bitch," you hear Pablo say. You still struggle when you hear Scarlett say to relax. You try your best, but the stretch is too much. She grabs your hips and put you on your knees to get a different angle.
The camera zoomed in on her fist and your hole, struggling to fit it. She keeps applying pressure, encouraging you to take it.
"It's almost in. Don't puss out on me now. Sit back on it." You angle your hips down and start to meet her in the middle.
"Ow ow ow ow ow!"
"It's almost in. It's almost in.....little more. There it is! Fucking A, that is a tight ass!" She gently pulls it out and Chris reaches for her hand before shoving it in is own mouth.
He turned you over and Scarlett's hand went around your neck before reaching for the wand once more,
"You wanna get fucked again, huh? Beg for it, bitch. Say 'Please Mommy Scarlett, let them stuff my holes' ", she says as she grips your hair and pulls your head back and forth.
"Please Mommy Scarlett! Please let them fuck my whore holes!"
"Look in the camera! I wanna see you beg me when I'm editing this."
"Please Mommy Scarlett! Please let them fuck my whore holes."
She made you cum once again and threw the wand down. Both of her hands wrapped around your throat, cutting off the air supply,
"You got me on camera with no makeup, my hair isn't done. Who the fuck do you think you are?" She asks releasing your throat and spitting in your face.
"Fuck her!" she yells before walking back to the director chair. You're yanked back to the bed, straddling Chris as he pulls you to his chest and Pablo comes up behind you. You feel Chris enter your pussy and Pablo slides easily into your stretched out ass. They fuck you like that for a few minutes while you choke on Alex's cock and stroke Henry.
You feel Chris slip out of your cunt and Pablo positions your hips down on his cock. What they're doing doesn't register until you feel Chris also poking at your ass. Pablo is still lowing your hips on their cocks before they both let out a loud moan and your eyes roll back. They relentlessly pound your tightest hole before switching with Alex and Henry.
These two are smaller than the other two, but the stretch and gape is still accomplished. Alex pulls out of your ass when Henry tells you to turn around on his cock and face the camera. With your legs open, Alex quickly switches between your pussy and ass while rubbing your clit.
"Oh fuck! I'm cumming! Please can I cum?! Please FUCK!" They give you the green light and you're cumming and soaking their cocks like the dirty cock whore you are. You're pulled off the bed and to your knees on the floor. A cock is shoved in your mouth and down your throat before another one is forcing it's way in.
Above you, Pablo grabs the corners of your mouth and pulls them in to a makeshift smile.
"Smile for the camera, Daphne." Henry comes behind you and pulls your mascara smeared eyes open and you look in the camera with two cocks in your mouth. Pablo pulls his out and allows Alex to grab your head and use your throat like a pussy. His hips are snapping against your chin before he pulls out and strokes above you. He starts moaning loudly before shoving your nose to meet his hips, bottoming out in your throat as he releases his cum into your stomach.
The other three are stroking their cocks when Chris runs to you and squirts his cum on your face, hitting you in the eye. You wipe your eye and suck the cum off your index finger. Henry found that arousing and made your beautiful pupils his ultimate target. He moaned and came hard as you welcomed the warm, powerful sting to your orbs. This time you didn't wipe it out and looked to the last one.
Pablo pulled you up on the bed and forced you down on your back. He placed of your legs on his shoulder and shoved his cock deep in your pussy, before doing what Alex did and stretched out both holes.
"You were a real fucking whore today. Taking 4 huge cocks from grown ass men. Letting our fucking director have her way with you." He started grunting as his movements became sporadic. You came one last time with his cock in your ass while the contractions trigger his own orgasm.
You feel the warm cum ooze from his cock and coat your walls. He pulls out and you push out the creampie, putting on one last show for the room. You collapse back on the bed and the camera zooms in on your face; eyes fading shut as Scarlett yells,
"And.....CUT!"
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For queer women (explitely or coded as such) in mcu we have Valkyrie, Karolina, Niko, Sylvie, Carol, Yelena and we will get America soon while for queer men we have Phastos and Ben (good rep), Loki who is mistreated by everyone and gay Joe Russo. There is definetly a pattern there.
Okay I can't speak for Nico and Karolina because I haven't seen Runaways but the others you've mentioned:
- Valkyrie has been confirmed to be bisexual in interviews. The scene in Ragnarok that Taika filmed where it was made clear she's bi was removed from the movie before it was released. I refuse to count interviews as rep: either you show scenes in the movies or it doesn't count.
- We don't know if Sylvie is queer. People assume she is because Loki assumed so but she never said a word, she never confirmed anything and the fact that Herron has said some Loki variants might be genderfluid while others are not means we can't know for sure if Sylvie is bi like him.
- Carol being queer is 100% fanon. In her movie there's not a single line about her sexual orientation. Whether there's subtext or not (I don't see it but of course I respect that many people do) is irrelevant, this should be shown openly and in her movie neither her nor anybody else said a word about her being queer (I would love it if she was though). I refuse to settle for subtext because subtext is not representation.
- Yelena's case is the same as Carol's. She might be ace (I know she is in the comics, I'm talking strictly MCU here) but in the Black Widow movie and the Hawkeye series not a word is said about her sexual orientation. Fans assume she is, I would love it if she was and hopefully in future installments they'll address this, but for now we have nothing.
- And I can't really speak for America Chavez, not until I've seen MoM. In the trailer she carries a queer pin on her jacket and I guess they will say something about it in the movie but we'll see.
So out of the list you gave me (and again, not talking about Runaways because I haven't seen it), we have one queer woman (America) out of 5, and we still don't know if they will talk about her being queer or not. That doesn't sound like a lot does it?
As for the men we have Ben and Phastos and I agree they were wonderful together (make no mistake though, we have Chloé Zhao to thank for that, not the MCU), Loki being abused and mistreated in his series and I refuse to count that Russo cameo as anything queer.
So in short, in the MCU we have queer-coded characters and a lot of subtext that NEVER makes it to canon, where we're left to guess if they're straight or not and we're told that should be enough while they give us straight sex scenes and kisses in pretty much every single movie.
I refuse to settle for subtext and I refuse to accept interviews where they talk about characters being queer because they actively avoid showing them being queer on screen. I will not be giving them any woke points for this, especially when Loki and Russo might have "come out" but neither of them said the words bisexual and gay and neither of them were shown flirting or kissing other men.
None of this is representation except for Ben and Phastos. One relationship, one in 14 years! It's disgraceful and they should be ashamed.
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