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I want to see what happens when she fricking snaps.
#rambles in the tags#you’ve been warned#i just love seeing powerful characters go all out#i love seeing raw and unfiltered power#it’s always so cool#i love blaze to death so i want nothing but the best for her#but like… i also want to see her just snap#she’s usually so collected#what would have to happen to make her go crazy#what would the aftermath look like#sounds to me like i have a fic to write… eventually#still fighting writer’s block like it’s a full time job#sth#sth fanart#blaze the cat#astra’s art
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#pokemon#pokemon rby#pokemon frlg#trainer red#champion red#blue oak#green oak#trainer leaf#trainer green#daisy oak#the kantrio are like 4-8 here#i think ive decided on my leaf hcs#'green' is a nickname so their names all match. haven't decided who gave her it yet tho#i think any of the trio. daisy. prof oak. reds mom. or even some random kid are all good choices#if its early enough it could even be one of blue's parents. i usually characterize his mom as a collector of ppl/things she finds charming#so it wouldn't be far fetched from my hcs LMAO (girl do not treat ppl as collectables this will have lasting affects on everybody)#she lives in a city but stays with her grandparents in pallet during the summer#her last summer there was kind of awkward because red and blue were going through a friendship breakup right before their journeys#like cmon guys. and she missed most of it because she was 10 and didn't have a phone#she kind of lost contact with them afterwards (more than usual) until the summer after and saw neither red and blue were in town#millidrew#art#my post
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A slightly tipsy Nikolai pouring his heart out to an equally tipsy Laswell who is starting to regret taking up Niks offer for a drink, because Nikolai hasn't shut up about Price ever since they started downing shot glasses. The man is damn near about to sob, with how emotional he's gotten over Price, reminiscing about their shared past, crying about how much he loves him but it's probably not even reciprocated, that John would never look at him that way, and further sobbing into his glass.
What Laswell is forgetting is that, she actually called John to join too, and he's actually standing right beside the door, completely shocked after the things he's heard. He's torn between wanting to leave and pretend he heard none of it, and joining them for a drink while also pretending he just didn't hear his best friend confess how much he wants him. He's fucking screaming on the inside. His heart is trying to claw out of his chest. Its going to be a long night.
The sheer look of horror Laswell has on her face when they lock eyes as John enters through the door is priceless, though, he'll give her that.
(Nikolai bursting into tears when he sees John, throwing himself at him and squeezing him in a hug while he babbles about what a good man John is while barely containing his excitement. He isn't even aware how much he's confessed so far. Price is about to pass out on the spot. This can't be happening. The man he's spent his years yearning over is now confessing that he wants him. Price wants to die.)
#ahahahah#this can go in so many ways#i just think itd be funny#the calm and collected man Nikolai usually is#disappearing once he has one too many glasses#listen#he can hold his alcohol. his russian. i KNOW THAT#but just imagine sjahwjfhfn#sobbing over how much he loves john#and johns chest fucking TIGHTENS#theyre dumbasses and theyre in love your honor#nikprice#pricenik#laswell regrets every decision shes made that led her up to this moment.#cod nikolai
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Arya watched them die and did nothing. What good did it do you to be brave? One of the women picked for questioning had tried to be brave, but she had died screaming like all the rest. There were no brave people on that march, only scared and hungry ones. (Arya VI, ACOK)
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The night she was caught, the Lannister men had been nameless strangers with faces as alike as their nasal helms, but she'd come to know them all. You had to know who was lazy and who was cruel, who was smart and who was stupid. You had to learn that even though the one they called Shitmouth had the foulest tongue she'd ever heard, he'd give you an extra piece of bread if you asked, while jolly old Chiswyck and soft-spoken Raff would just give you the back of their hand. (Arya VI, ACOK)
Arya: *restrains herself from acting out when captured by the Mountain and his men because she knows fighting back/being brave wouldn't accomplish anything*
Arya: *takes note of the temperments of several Lannister guards so that she can learn how to navigate around their behavior*
Fandom: Arya is a feral idiot with no self-control uwu 🤗
#arya stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#this is really just a small portion of her intelligence and self-control and yet...people can't stand the idea of Arya being more than#the brawn to somebody's brains. They literally can't handle her being her own character or not comparing her to somebody else#mind you this is all on top of how calculated she us when helping with the coup and planning her escape from harrenhal#none of these takes are even judging her based on the books it's all about her in comparison to [x] character...usually Sansa#Ned's /Sun and Moon/ quote has had a terrible impact on this fandom and their perception of the Stark sisters#Arya HAS to be the /wild + reckless/ counterpart to Sansa's cool + collected/ side lol and it's such a joke#even if you thought Arya was reckless for defending Mycah which is debatable she's gone through so much since then#and she would've been dead several times over if she was really as rash and impulsive as fandom wanted her to be#why people can't comprehend both sisters sharing qualities I don't know but it's hilarious considering this fandom's#/don't pit the Stark sisters against each other/ attitude...guess that only counts when it comes to propping up Sansa#at what point can we start calling this out for the misogyny it is?#fandom nonsense
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yayo! (real name: yolanda). shes xeress crush. i want to give her some tattoos or piercings but i couldnt think of good ones yet..
#yayo#umm yeah!#some facts about her are..#shes really chill and calm as a person and always rolls w whatever happens#shes a stoner#plays bass in a band#she has ptosis#kind of perpetually confused about whats going on & lives in her own head lol#she runs in a lot of the same circles as xeres (they go to student organizing/wlw meetups/antiracist collectives)#so they have a lot of friends in common even if they dont usually hang out 1 on 1#though her band is totally just a hobby thing and shes not trying to make it big she is very very into music#shes big on the party scene she is usually out at home parties or the club a couple times a week at least#she knows a lot of people like vaguely. but shes added to a lot of different groupchats and whatnot and so she always has people to hang w#shes a little slutty. she likes to show off her body and whatnot.#ummm shes a nonbinary wlw i havent yet picked if shes bi or a lesbian i need to think more on it#it doesnt show in this but shes really tall and lanky#she is popular w the ladies for her clueless androgynous swagger#and like every character in this group she is parisian. i have not decided if shes also an immigrant like everyone else in this group or no#(xeres is algerian; klein is german; joy is like literally not from earth; xeress bestie soona is emirati. they all just live in paris lol)#ocs#xeres & co
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Books of 2024: ALWAYS COMING HOME by Ursula K. Le Guin.
The people have Spoken, so I'll be reading this 618-page brick next! The cover page credits the author, an artist, a composer, a geomancer (??), and the author of the intro, so. I suspect I'm in for a Ride™. I am both Excited and Intimidated--will report back on how this goes!
#books#books of 2024#always coming home#ursula k. le guin#book photo#book photography#anyway yeah this counts as Driscoll Adjacent for my writing project needs because ~post apocalyptic community~#the back cover says 'the kesh are a peaceful people who reject governance and the constriction of gender' so like. promising.#also 'maintain a healthy community in which everyone works to contribute to its well-being'#it's a fictional ethnography which is why it's intimidating lol#i read about how she opened this book in one of her other books lol. an essay collection i think#the tenses are wild right off the bat#'the people in this book might be going to have lived a long long time from now in northern california'#like ma'am. please.#i am but a humble little writer working a mind numbing office job. you want me to do WHAT with my brain.#anyway. excited but Intimidated#the book does lay open flat pretty well at the midpoint though that's promising (i've been having wrist in bed issues)#(i've been having wrist in general issues but i usually read lying down in bed)
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Sometimes I see things at thrift shops that make me feel so bittersweet. This box is full of paper dolls, mostly from the 70s but there was a Beauty and the Beast one from 91 and the ice cream one from 2007. In the third picture the doll clothes for this particular one were stored in an Eckerds photo envelope which was a retail chain that went out of business here back in 2002.
Who’s collection was this? Where are they now? Have they passed? Were they moved to a home? Did this belong to a family or just one person? I don’t know anything about the persons involved in this other than they really loved paper dolls and it’s sweet to know that someone out there really loved these paper dolls to have kept them since the 70s till recently. But also sad because these beloved items have found their way to this spot because something happened to the person who loved them. I wonder if these little dolls will ever be loved the same way again.
#I considered buying one because I do love some children’s illustration from 60/70s#and I’d have put them on my wall or something but I wasn’t sure#paper dolls#thrifstorefinds#I always feel this way when I see a bunch of clown stuff I’m bulk#imagining someone’s grandma passed and like me she really loved little clowns#but seeing paper dolls was a little different from the usually collection bulks I run into#it’s just kind of nice to imagine some person out there loved paper dolls so much they kept them 50 years
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i said fuck it and entered this shop that sells minerals on the side. i already have them in my collection but i got a labradorite and a dioptase for my birthday




#also a pair of silver gold plated earrings. bigger than what i usually wear but i like them#that shop sells stuff from asia too. statuettes instruments clothes manifactured there#incense and other spirituality related items#it's a place run by a woman that's been here for decades. she's sick lately#but she's never missed a day in her shop. i really like the place#the smell of incense carries over to the bags these came in#so i like to visit. i told myself i wouldn't get anything for myself but. i guess two minerals aren't too selfish to get#so maybe they'll help my mood#i also. for those who are new around here. i don't collect minerals for spirituality related reasons#i collect for scientific interest. but i still like this place a lot and i am fascinated with the spiritual side of the practice
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Me, playing BG3: Gortash staged a mind-controlled coup! Perfect political intrigue.
Me, looking up the politics of Baldur's Gate: Oh this city's government is falling apart at the SEAMS.
#it's no wonder gortash took over with such unanimous support#do you know what that city's been through#the politics go like this: council of four (dukes. includes archduke) is the ruling decision-maker#the archduke only holds more power than the others by means of breaking stalemates#ravengard was in elturel bc another duke (vanthampur) staged for him to go there so she could take grand duke#she's dead now#dillard portys was the former grand duke before handing it over to ravengard and stepping down to normal duke#he's either a spineless coward or falling into senility. maybe both. hard to tell#gortash says his wits are failing. also apparently he's too easily swayed to be a good pawn#then stelmane. the only one with sense. was murdered#under the co4 is the parliament of peers. that's 50 people with 12 of them from the lower city and the rest either#nobility guildmasters or retired adventurers#they propose things to the co4 for review and convene daily#those are the bulk of the patriars in gortash's coronation. some of them are so petty and/or shallowly dumb#like one of them is definitely falling for an mlm scam in-game#different group: city officers. five people that serve the co4#there's the harbormaster that looks over imports and tariffs and stuff#there's the high constable and master of walls: he governs the watch. you know the watch that was replaced by the steel watch? that watch#so with those blowing up that's a great addition to the security of the city#there's the master of drains and underways that oversees all the water functionality of the city. pipes and cellars and stuff#the position's not easily gained bc it requires expertise the patriars don't usually have. you know who held that position?#vanthampur. the co4 member who shafted ravengard. the dead one. there's no master of drains in baldur's gate#there's the master of cobbles who handles roads and buildings. honestly that guy has got his work cut out for him after the netherbrain#and then the purse master who does all the financial stuff and invests city funds and distributes pay and collects taxes#this is BEFORE we talk about anything to do with the guildhall. or the zhentarim. or handling the refugee influx.#or the cults of bane and bhaal and shar that are sitting pretty in the city's gut#or the 7000 VAMPIRE SPAWN???#to speak nothing about the ILLITHID ATTACK and SUDDEN CEREMORPHOSIS#anyways. baldur's gate as a city is royally fucked#bg3
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Can't relate
I say as I laugh in 10 alarms, 4 missed check up calls, 1 dog (35 lbs) dropped on me, and a karate chop (right in the stomach) from my sister
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This would be my reaction but in the opposite direction. Four alarms is not nearly enough for Silver. That boy needs an entire collection!
#im exaggerating#it's usually the 10 alarms and 4 missed calls#but the dog and karate chop has happened before#it was my sister's day off that day and she hates being forced to wake up outside her schedule#especially at 6am#if Silver ever starts an alarm clock collection#i hope he gets one that's an angry crocodile that uses recordings of Sebek shouting at Silver to wake up#even better if Sebek gifts it to him#Silver should also get similar ones but with Lilia and Malleus#i think that would be cute for Silver#to have the whole gang there to try and wake him up#even if they can't be there in person#I'm not caught up with book 7 but I worry that the Lilia one might give him sad feels so idk#twisted wonderland#twst#twst silver#deuce spade#white rabbit fest#oh and the purpose of putting the dog on me was so the dog could lick my face and believe that my bed is free real estate
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guys wtf i just had the most detailed dream last night about a girlfriend that doesn’t exist,,, like idk how to explain it 😭😭😭 and i don’t even remember her name, it’s at the edge of my memory but i can’t recover it. but i remember like all the events and her face.
#this is the most stupidly worded post i’ve ever made#but it was so fucking sweet 😭😭😭 and somewhere along the line i realized i was dreaming and that i was going to lose her#and it was soul crushing#the most distinct part was when i dropped by her house like i usually did#and she was throwing a party and i squeezed through everyone to find her and then she kind of ignored me so i tried to make my way out again#but then her best friend stops me by the door and asks me if i wanna sing karaoke with them and i was like ???#and when i say oh okay. she says after all [name] threw this party for you#and this girl shows up in the doorway and asks me if i would do the honors of dating her#(and look this girl was way out of my league i assumed so)#(she was a really good artist and collected bunny plushies)#and i#SORRY THIS WHOLE THING IS SO STUPID BUT LIKE IT WAS A VERY POIGNANT DREAM#AND IT WAS VERY SWEET AND I MISS THIS GIRL THAT DOESNF FUCKING EXIST#BECAUSE OF A STUPID DREAM#nat’s rambles
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Trying to remember where I first encountered humanity as a horror to see if this has a root the same way you can trace literally all of my thirst for fictional characters back to WITCH, but ngl I genuinely cannot remember anything like that.
#like you know. usually if something becomes human the narrative depicts it positively#like this is a good thing this is teh goal yay yippee#and that's great of course#love that#but everybody knows that i keep a collection of characters whose main conflict is humanity (horror) vs their nature#the example everyone likely knows is The Last Unicorn. and I saw the film adaptation when i was like 5 so maybe that's the root#but the thing is i... didn't realise the true horror of it until i read the book#so that shouldn't be it. but yes TLU is a classic example of humanity being the body horror AND the psychological horror#the unicorn was not meant to be a human. its nature isn't to be a human. it doesn't know human emotions. but it does now.#fully against its will and against the laws of nature it was changed into a she and now she is just like us and every day she looks#at her hands with horror and the hideous caricature in the mirror does not become less nausea inducing no matter how much#time passes. the repulsion gives only when the mind does. who are you really? what are you really?#and then she turns back but it ahs changed her. she will live knowing love and empathy and the fear of death.#she'll never belong anywhere and she'll have no kin. she's no longer human and no longer a unicorn.#sorry that got long because it's fucked up and depressing. but yeah that's like the prototype. the other wonderful classic#has got to be Viser I in Ani//morphs but honestly all Ye//erks are inherently this trope?#but a bit differently because they actually AREN'T that different from humans but their society shaped them into being#very different and the real horror is in realising that you have been very human all along. against your will.#the horror is just the same as if someone forced you to become a human because; well; what is the difference really?#perhaps it's even worse. i mean; the knowledge that you have always been like this; that has to be horrible; right?#and the other members of this beautiful collection aren't exactly classics but I love collecting them anyway. favourite niche fucked up#thing for real. for the uninitiated currently the other ones are Var//ney from Castle//vania (a mix of both of the above technically.#since he's something that is fully separate from humans YET his nature is actually human to the point that a character comments#on it and the kicker is he's fucking right! he's more human than many a vampire used to be. the humanity is inherent but he's very human#against his will and he'd deny being like humans at all. separating himself from humanity but hey! someone forgot that mirrors#are a thing! and they might not reflect vampires but they reflect what's within and boy your words are bullets shot in the dark corridors#of a funhouse and when they hit those funky panes of glass the one bleeding is you. you better check your mouth is dry#before you open it with a grin and stare in shock as blood pours out next time#another example is Gray from Dreamcatcher. yes i continue to ignore those few sentences at the end that completely ruin all the themes#and the last example is The Wi//nged Li//on. for obvious reasons. I'd say that's a mix of Gray and TLU
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The Untold Danger of Choice Handling Pet Snakes
We all know the benefits of choice based handling (which you can learn how to do from Lori's channel on YouTube ) but no one warned me this would happen!
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They want out all the time and it's really hard to get anything done because they are SO CUTE!!!!
I mean can you really tell her no?
#snakes#hognoses#pets#reptiles#animals#scoria#sakura#scoria rose#sakura kurīmu#I swear I had already taken each of them out twice already today#and now BOTH want out at the same time#I let them both have play time after this#AGAIN#They aren't usually this insistent on wanting time with me#But Sakura has discovered maybe she likes being cuddled...#Scoria wants so many cuddles#She also wants to play outside but doesn't understand why we can't go#It's too cold for her#I should collect some leaves and moss from outside for over the winter#She really really likes going outside#I wonder if I could buy her a patch of grass like they give dogs to do their duty on#but just for her to play in#I mean I think grass would like that destiny more#Or maybe just get some seeds? Do those patches come on dirt or...?#I do not know much about lawn things#I can grow a garden though!#Chin heart!#Youtube
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tagged by @piyo-13 to make a poll of my top 5 characters and see who comes out on top and well....
Honorable Mentions: Mishil from Queen Seondeok (the OG baddie bitch antiheroine!!! Watching this sageuk as a kid literally alternated my brain chemistry hahaha), Emily Throne from Revenge (another OG antiheroine girlie I was frothing at the mouth over!!!) and Jem Carstairs from The Infernal Devices (the stranglehold this boi had on me during the heyday of the YA paranormal romance era LMAOOO)
Tagging @gyuseulogy, @selkiestars, @skadren, @whenquietthunders, @yukipri, and anyone else who wants to do this!
#personal#bruh...this was so hard#i originally had a top 20#narrowed it down to 10#and each time i narrowed down#i felt like i was sending off my children off to the guillotine rofl#a friend once absolutely CLOCKED me#by saying 'ur fave taste in fictional men is the kind princely type with severe childhood trauma'#while ur taste in fictional women is OG baddie bitches that you want them to step on u#typically in the antiheroine vein#and i was like 'do not...do not perceive me in this fashion plz'#but clearly she was right#but also characters who continue to chose KINDNESS and EMPATHY in increasingly unkind worlds/circumstances#that shit is my personal catnip#literally frothing at the mouth over#all the men in this poll seem to be cut from the same cloth tbh#they are my traumatized pookie sons lmaooo#and i usually scream about them in the tags a la 'MY PRECIOUS SONNNN!!!'#tanjirou should be fairly obvious#as I glanced to my acrylic standee collection on my bookshelves#and I have 7-8 standees of him alone [but a few are group standees lol]
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one of the first stray that we have / currently our only one died last night :( got a message from my mom
she outlived like. all her children so that’s a feat but. mghhgkngnngn







Here’s the diva sleep well ma’am we’ll wait for you to break into the kitchen again you menace
#cw pet death#she’s not ours. by any means#we just found her as a kitten and collectively the entire household fell to their knees like FUCKKKK#aka the same case w. a bunch of strays we found#she goes wherever she wants we just leave food out if any of em wants to stop by and nap#we can’t exactly afford to look after (at one point) 4 grown cats agjhah#so jusr. bowl of kibbles and water#anywhdf. Yea she likes to slip in through the kitchen window and sleep on the tiles#LEARNT TO OPEN THE FILTERS.#we NORMALLY shoo her out. but then since we usually keep the door open (kitchens outdoors) she just sleeps at the door instead#we have to go ‘[cat]; move’ but in an affectionate way#she does Not Move 😭#just flops there
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Prompt 2: Different Species
I drew my unicorn mlp oc Blossom as a breezie :)
Blossom's hair grows flowers and she smells like fruit punch.
#I don't usually draw my horse very often bc I'm not very big into any mlp show I just collect g3 dolls#She's specifically a g3 mlp oc lol#Its also nice bc she is one of my easier ocs to draw so prompt 2 is easy horse thursday#my art#oc tober#october art prompts#october art challenge#art prompt#oc#oc art#artists on tumblr#mlp#mlp g3#breezie mlp#breezie#originalcharacter#amature artist#carnalmantrapart
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