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psychoticwillgraham · 2 years ago

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power was still out and I can’t be home without any noise (my phone was at half and I couldn’t find a wall charger) so I had to go to work with mom but she didn’t rlly want me to lmao also it’s like 69 outside already and it’s gonna be around mid to upper 80s outside today so if it took another two hours to come back on, I’d be sweating to death bc of my inability to regulate temperature. it might be back on now idk (bc two streets near us are back on) but today I rlly shouldn’t be alone bc my mental health state is in the gutter bc of loneliness and grief again.

#i mean I’m ecstatic that I’m finally performing again but it’s gonna be a mad dash to get shit together #and also grandma won’t be here and after every single show she’d #give me a $5 bill when I came home regardless of how I did #and on nights where I got very little tips and mom said said I was amazing #she’d give me $20 so I could get me a doll or a psn gift card #to cheer me up #she once gave me $40 bc that was the night I slayed bohemian rhapsody #but got very little tips bc it was dead in there and the ppl who did come in them #were too busy singing along and getting way into it with me #and also blowing their money on drinks #but yeah she’s not gonna be waiting in the living room at 2am for me #and im already upset

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