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Jay Ferin kisses her homies goodnight
esp bc she’s the only older sister figure that they have left
#and now she’s gone too sorry not sorry#i like to think gill asked for one like half awake one time and Jay just didn’t stop after that#she would never admit that she gives chip a lil peck on the forehead tho#I feel like she jokingly comments a lot about how gross he is enough to get him off her trail lmao#my art#sketches#just roll with it#just roll with it podcast#jrwi podcast#just roll with it riptide#jrwi riptide#jrwi gillion#jrwi gillion tidestrider#gillion tidestrider#jrwi jay#jrwi jay ferin#jay ferin#jrwi chip#jrwi chip james#jrwi chip bastard
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My girls <3 (and doug)
#renee minkowski#isabel lovelace#alana maxwell#doug eiffel#okay see i know renee would probably never admit it out loud#the three others would for sure tho#she would think it tho i know that#wolf 359#w359#w359 fanart#wolf 359 fanart#minlace
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4/11/24 - Nara
#Day 102#Nara#art#fanart#nexomon#nexomon extinction#scenery#scenery art#nature#nature art#sunset#sun set#art challenge#small artist#jesus christ this took forever but i finished it#finally my first champion drawing#Nexomon champions#digital art#ibispaint art#ibis paint#to everyone in that poll a few months ago im sorry but your never gonna see me draw luxa again 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😔😔😔💀#UGHHH I CANT BELIEVE I MADE IT TO 100 DAYS SNEIMWKAMSJWOWKAMSBWUOQMANWJ#hmmmm ok now for the nara headcannon hmmmmm#i feel like (spoilers for the first game ending) deena used to be super close with her siblings and it really hurt her to go against them#she doesnt regret siding with humanity but she misses them deeply and tho the other champions would never admit it but they miss her too#and omnicron was a shitty dad#and zetta was omnicrons favorite child also#and also metta was the screw up of the family and rlly wanted omnicron to be proud of him and also ventra loves gardening and
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no matter what else happens, i can and will watch rob and yas interact until the end of time
#when she's on the verge of tears and she's just not seeing him and the chemistry is so real but she's just not seeing him#and the streetlights gild them? AND THEN#when she's on the verge of tears and he's just not seeing HER and the chemistry is so real but he's just not seeing her#the fact that he will always love her and never admit it#the fact that she'll always subconsciously kinda know it but never acknowledge it or love him back in the way he probably wants#what is there even to say#THE FACT HE CAN SAY HENRY WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU and all these things that are so...factual and hurtful#and she's just laughing not offended but still probably hurt????#i mean that's the reverse of her saying can't you fall in love with me it would make everything easier. that's crazy#it's not reciprocity...but isn't it tho?#meta#industry hbo#spoilers#yasmin kara hanani#robert spearing
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A lil hc based on my AU/rewrite for Rei/Sailor Mars.
Rei as Mars, at first, projects her fire using her whole palm and even arm or foot. This causes more sporadic and wide attacks, almost more "crowd control" type than focused fire. Making her fire less dangerous on monsters, but more dangerous to the people around her and her surroundings. (Think of it as most people with fire powers use it in media, releasing fire in a mostly uncontrolled and powerful way. Which makes sense cause fire, once released, kinda does wtv tf it wants and bends to a lot of outside factors)
After meeting Venus, she notices Venus starts by calling her beam on her palm, but she holds it and focuses it only on her pointer finger as she's shooting it, causing the attack to be more dense and powerful, while also being easier to aim. (Like she does in her crescent beam attack)
From there on Mars recreates the way Venus does it, calling her fire on her arms and palms, but holding it and releasing it on her middle and pointer finger. This makes her fire denser, hotter and again easier to aim. (even tho unlike Venus' beam Mars' fire releases in more of a cone shape, rather than a straight up beam)
She gets better and better at controlling it and aiming it, to the point where her fire gets so precise that she can start aiming it like a sniper.
Just a small and subtle way the girls learn and grow from each other.
#sailor moon#headcanons#AU rewrite mumbles#sailor mars#rei hino#she would never admit that to Mina tho#the glorious Rei hino learned that all by herself lol
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with all these gaston crackships/rarepairs that are coming out lately it would be so fucking funny if he had a flig with all the main characters (ambar, nina, simon... hell luna too if you want) and they all know it except matteo
#mf would feel so betrayed once he finds out#and not because he's jealous or anything - or maybe yes (they kinda have a vibe between them if you get what i mean)#mainly because his best friend didn't tell him#gaston would 100% use “you didn't ask” with a shit-eating grin while shrugging his shoulder#he would have the time of his life making fun of matteo reaction lol#and matteo would also lowkey be insecure (understandable because gaston was probably a better boyfriend for all those people [real])#[from here on i'm gonna yap but like... YAP - get ready]#type of flings/situationships/whatever i think he had:#LUNA/GASTON : [barely a fling/ a kinda relationship (?)] - them just trying it out for the hell of it#they had a lot of fun and it strengthened their friendship#they never talk about it unless they're sure that they're by themselves#gaston sometimes reminiscences about it in front of others(to make luna panic/embarass)but in such a vague enough way that they don't get i#it always comes off as them play-fighting#it either happened before he and nina got together (which is what i'm running with for this post) or they did it after she left#because they were the closest to her and were the only people that could understand what it meant to lose nina#(luna also dated her in the past by this point)#GASTON/NINA: [literally canon and one of the main ships] so i don't have to explain it i guess#GASTON/SIMON: [was a “they were all in their feelings” during those moments - kind of deal]#that scene i reposted the other day is a good way to pinpoint when they started to actually eye eachothers /put a start to what they had#it ended two or three months later - don't know who put an end to it between them#but it wasn't a problem because they both had something else they wanted to focus on more - they're extremely chill about this#GASTON/AMBAR: [kinda the same - got to know eachother when they were kids and became extremely close (even tho it took A BIT since#even if gaston came from a good family ambar was still as standoffish as now (and also a bit shy even if she wouldn't admit it)]#gaston was the one that did the first step#at that point ambar actually never stopped to think about dating in general but especially him#but the idea of losing him as a friend for something so stupid as a relationship terrified her#he reassured her that whatever happened nothing between them would've changed#which was real but also not really#they ended up breaking up a year and a half later and became a bit awkward around eachothers for a bit (mostly because of ambar)#they're still cordial with eachothers
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after all the time that has passed apparently my ex friend from high school who was abusive and never took accountability has told someone that she thinks that i was right about a lot of things back then
#i have never felt this crazy about any other information i have learned in the years that have passed since then.#and if you don’t know the whole lore then u cannot even comprehend how absolutely batshit that is#i never in my life thought that there would come a day where she would admit that i was right#i have like. really really moved on so it’s not like i waited for or needed to hear this. but i do feel relief and more at peace#even tho whatever her opinion is it’s probably still. below bare minimum.
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(voice of someone who has issues) yeah but does your psychologist think you're charismatic?
#she also says i should consider taking the autism test tho. traitor#she says to rule it out but i have to admit there might be some tendencies#there's no way you can explain doing cosplay or studying physics for eight years through childhood trama#i would nevertheless be very mad if it is so because i already study physics. i fucking hate the big bang theory i would never be free#but at least im charismatic in the eyes of the brighter chiara (thats how i refer to my psychologist in my mind). giggling about it#also how do you approach the subject of asking when the sessions should end with your psychologist who#who already knows you are an avoidant who likes running away. i can't ask. i cant win.#radio live transmission
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The Bayern books were my favorite series until Attolia, and then Forest Born sucked. The Attolia books were (and still are) my favorite series by a mile, and then the last two books were just okay. I absolutely loved the Lunar Chronicles, Fairest, and Heartless, and then Gilded and Cursed were two of the worst books I've ever read in my life. So no, I have not read the Hunger Games prequel.
#i should :/#i have it#have for quite a while#i found a brand new copy at a thrift store for $1 and bought it knowing i would never read it#but now the movie is out and if im ever going to read it unspoiled it basically has to be now#i will never watch the movie tho#the hunger games movies were trash#i hated jennifer lawrence for so long over those movies lol#ive only been able to admit recently that she and kristen stewart are good actors
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ok i am actually so very angry and there's literally nothing i can do to fix it. life keeps going on. she might even be happy. and fuck dude, i'll make sure im happy too, i was a fully developed person before she was in my life and i'll continue to be one without her. but God Damn, the fact that she can just do something so blatantly awful and unfair to me and then run off without any actual repercussions is just so fucking rankling to me.
like perhaps she feels guilty. she said she did when it was all going down. but it was just something she "needed to do". so obviously she didn't feel guilty enough or she wouldnt have done it like that lmaoooo
i really did deserve to have a good solid yell at her. but unfortunately, by the time i did see her in person i just wanted her out of my fucking life. so. no yelling was done, unfortunately.
#speculation nation#the duality of being a deeply resentful and angry person. and being a person that Tries to be mature and peaceful.#like im not gonna actually Do shit even tho i keep wanting to message her just to yell at her some more again#it's like there's a beast in me that keeps yelling for retribution. she wronged me in such a disrespectful and humiliating way#and yet she just gets to walk away like it was nothing? live her life like it was nothing?#be in 'love' with her new 'soulmate' after cutting me off like a rotten limb?#i feel so DEEPLY angry. i want to spit vitriol and fire. i want to dig my claws into her bones. make her really FEEL how i feel.#i want to wander into her dreams and make her experience what i felt. every miserable second of silence.#the humiliation of admitting you might be falling in love only to be told you were never loved at all.#and i want to knee her in the gut and spit in her face and really make her regret ever fucking wronging me#but unfortunately im a stupid fucking pacifist so all the aggression and anger and violence has no FUCKING outlet#ive been. trying to not think about it too much. ive been trying to just live my life. because i dont want her to run my life.#but the anger keeps catching up to me. filtering in when i dont expect it. endless constant fucking thoughts coming back to me#on and on and on and on i live and i eat and i read and i game and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i HATE AND I HATE#the greatest injustice is that i cannot make her truly feel every single ounce of my resentment and anger#it's so overwhelming i think i could choke on it. and she gets to live her FUCKING happy little life with her stupid fucking 'soulmate'#i hope it collapses around her and she loses her too so she's single and alone and miserable and regretting all of her fucking impulsivenes#she deserves to have it fail after what she did to me. and all i can really do is hope that karma has its fucking kiss for her.#if only curses were real. what i wouldnt give to put some energy into that karmic payback lmfao.#ok . ok ok ok ok love and peace on planet earth. i am shifting out of vitriolic little shit mode.#just had to let some of the steam out. im still angry but i am going to go back to not thinking about it.#i think i should go on a nice long bike ride tomorrow. to decompress and work some of the steam out.#it's something that she can never take from me. something that is so wholly mine. fuck that stupid bitch and fuck her new girlfriend too#...............................ok NOW im shifting out of vitriolic mode. lol#negative/#WAHOOOOOO i am certainly not taking this breakup well. but i dont think anyone would be lmfao.#all things considered i think im doing a pretty great job at handling this breakup.#bc at least im only recounting unrealistic threats and fantasies on my tumblr dot com instead of messaging Any of this to her.#i may kinda want her to read it so that she knows anyways. but i wont message her directly. bc i am Trying to be at least a little mature.#complaining on my tumblr dot com so i dont message my ex with more vitriol. gotta cope Somehow.
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You got any queer headcanons for Monokuma, toko fukawa and genocider jack? 👀 also would love to hear thoughts on gabochaaaaa i love gabochaaaa him buppy
I did Monokuma last year along with the rest of the Bear Polycule and I still stand by that take. But I will do Toko and Jack I love THEM!!
Toko - Bisexual with a preference for Men, Cis Woman, She/Her
Jack - Heterosexual, Transmasc, Demigirl, She/Her
Their both intersex, they go about how they present with it in different ways.
#Emile's Edits#Toko#Jack#Pride Month#Thankyou for asking#My GIRLIES#Intersex Toko/Jack is something that can be pride from my cold dead fingers I LOVE HER#Toko would never admit to being Intersex#But Jack would#She likes the masc parts of their body and Toko HATES them#They're working on it <3#Together they're almost Cis/Het <3#I DIDN'T READ THE ENTIRE ASK AND FORGOT GABOCHA I'M SO SORRY#I don't think he identifies as anything tho#He's 10.#He has no thoughts on what sexuality and gender is#He buppy
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I've talked abt how amihan and immy are actually very similar people and they both in the end just wants someone to take care of them
they feel very deeply and love very deeply (including in the platonic sense, they're both extremely loyal to friends and loved ones)
the difference is that Amihan grew up in a circle, aka a catholic school you can never really leave. grew up being taught that emotion was bad and tied the volatility of hers to her magic. and that took a long time to get over and find safety in being vulnerable
while immy also does bottle in bigger feelings she's more comfortable in communicating emotions. she doesn't see them as a weakness. she loves very openly because I hc her clan lavellan to be open and accepting of that.
amihan isn't exactly like miss immy fluffy lavellan but they both love and want to be loved the same way
#amihan amell#imryll lavellan#amihan will never admit she just wants nate/alistair to protect her lmaoo#cause nobody ever protected her#shes scared to ask for that#even tho both of them would probably kill someone for her
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Vent
#the most annoying part is that I can’t even admit myself even tho I’m SO close to ending it all#i know it’ll make everyone around me even madder#i would love to go away for a month and then come back to a family who was emotionally sensitive to me#but the world would fucking end if I did ONE thing for mysekf without notifying my family so they can talk me out of it#I’m tired and I want someone to hold me and sing to me#…..it’s almost Mother’s Day and I miss the way she would hug and sing to me#she’s probably having a great time with her her church and life and friends#while I’m suffering with the same wounds she gave me years ago#i need to babied again I cannot actually deal with adulthood I can’t do it#i don’t wanna think about death and hell anymore#I’m just so scared and alone and I never get hugged and my body really hurts#my body hurts not just from chronic pain but from how badly I need to be hugged I feel sick#i wanna go home….#but I dunno where that is:(#I’m so sad and so tired and so scared :((((((#i do nt wanna be alive any myree I cagbt do it
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#incredible how i matter to no one#people on tumblr asked me how i was doing more than my friends and even my own father#hard to but today in therapy i had to admit to myself i never had a mom or a dad even tho they're here and i talk to them all the time#but they're not really because they never have been there for me they didn't raise me nothing#my grandma did that all for me and her house maid too#and her house maid is in the hospital too and this makes me really sad as well bc she literally bathed me and took care of me#when no one else would and when my grandma was at work#this sucks ass tbh#i want to thank everyone that took some time yesterday to send me some thoughts and love 💕 it meant a lot
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look i love making sae be the one who's so in love and showering hajun with so much love and affection but it's much more fun to think that HE fell harder than her
#it's the she fell first he fell harder thing. gooodd hjs have such common dynamic the frustrating and infuriating type#like look at first she have a crush on him right but as a model. that girl is literally a moth she gets attracted by those with light#though at first she admires him as a model and knew him through toma- her kamioshi. though i think... she just starts admiring him a lot?#she literally went through a 'highschool crush' phase but late since she was like. at college 😭#observed him... wow he's a lot similar to her than she thought. that guy puts up a smile in front of strangers and keep people at a distanc#he looked... strangely alone. why? even though he have friends too. she saw herself in hajun and... didnt want to be like him#will she keep putting up a face too? will she keep lying to herself? and would that make her alone in the end as well? she didnt want that.#so shes like yknow what? let's be shameless. her friends had been so loving of her unconditionally.#she thought that they'll leave after highschool and yet... and yet they stayed. they keep approaching her.#and come to think of it... they're always the ones giving effort for her right? when it comes to planning for hang outs-#they're always the one to reach out. never her. shouldnt she return the favor then? love them as much as they love her#pour all her heart out. she used to do it- she can do it again. love people unconditionally without expecting anything from them.#surely this time it'd be different. surely it wont drain her. even if there's a chance they'll leave her- it doesnt matter now.#she knows she gave her everything and that's enough for her. maybe she'll feel better if she had realized this when she was a child...#but that's okay now! so for now! lesson learned: dont be hajun#but also sae. just have a different view of hajun in her head 😭??? like she admits she didnt really know hajun before but actually meeting#him must be so complicated for her lol like this guy used to be her crush! and she got to talk to him but holy shit he's lowkey an asshole😭#not even lowkey but he really is a bitch lmfaaooo so like. damn 'i forgot i used to have a crush on this guy like i used to like him???'#'in what way??? (his looks dont even deny it sweetie)' i think her crush on him in the past made her more snappy towards him now lmfao#like 'gooooddd i used to have a crush on THIS GUY??? that's making me piiisseedd' LMAAAOOO 😭😭#i genuinely have NOOOOO idea how they started having this dynamic but it's just. them lowkey insulting each other? not really INSULT insult#but rather bickering masked by politeness? like 💢^^) (^^💢 selfish ohime-sama vs black hearted prince#but the one who's usually losing here would be sae ngl and hajun's mostly the one being playful tho tbf they CAN calmly talk to each other#sometimes they just become competitive? sae herself is a competitive one at first it would be 'oho~ let's see how long he can keep this up~#to 'give up already!!!! my social battery isn't gonna last long!!!!!!!!' and hajun's just watching her lose it every time 😭😭#ah.... my absolutely pathetic daughter im so sorry..... when it comes to him she gets unreasonably annoyed. just who does he think he is?#and yet she can't even feel arrogant around him. she knows bae are on a different league than her. that's why despite being very friendly a#expressing her admiration towards them she still puts up a barrier around them? it's not that deep she have her own close friends#yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]
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Shakes the bars of my cage I need to draw soooo bad I need to draw I need to draw let me draw I have to draw I need to draw I must draw (<- has been too sick to be on electronics much and doesn't like doing traditional art)
#rat rambles#Im starting to feel better tho Im betting within a day or two Ill have made a full recovery#but I just have so many things I wanna draw all the sudden and its killing me#its because I've been thinking abt ocs again and that gives me a lot more options lol#in particular I've been thinking abt marci and toon more again recently#its just the two of them flirting in their mutual workplace environment with toon being dead serious and marci doing it ironically#the main thing is that marci was rly under the impression that toon like. hated her and was taunting her since they're friends with loonie#who long story short is marci's ex childhood best friend who she fell out with after the death of loonie's mom#the two are not on good terms in the slightest and marci knows very well that loonie would want her dead if she had been more honest#so as toon starts to like get more casual and like genuine with marci as the two spend more time together marci warms up somewhat but still#doesn't rly see toon as a friendly figure until they take her out to a museum and marci kind of snaps a bit and asks toon to stop beating#around the bush and is caught off guard when toon seems genuinely kind of hurt and meekly explains that they were just trying to help her#because she had seemed rly stressed and sad all the time and they thought that their lil dates had been helping her relax a bit#that confrontation left marci initially feeling confused but after the initial shock she was mostly left with a sense of dread and guilt#partially because she had just snapped at someone who she had grown to care abt for no reason and partially because she now felt that she#was hiding stuff from toon that would cause them to change their mind on her immediately if they knew#aka that she and loonie are divorced and that she thinks its mom sucked absolute ass (which she did)#oh and also that she used to have a crush on the guy that killed its mom who was also his mom which is also the reason she hates said mom#said mom treated him (aka midas) like shit and tried to get him killed several times#so when all hell broke loose marci at the end ended up mourning midas much more than his mom who everyone else was mourning#including loonie since it actually had a very positive relationship with its mom and a very distant relationship from its siblings#now marci never admitted all of this to anyone but she did act on those feelings to eventually lash out at loonie causing a huge fight#basically she yelled at it for being pushy and clingy and forcing her into a job she didnt want and expecting her to solve all its problems#the two dont necessarily hate eachother but they definitely heavily resent eachother#they still often long for eachothers companionship but not nearly enough for either to wanna make ammends#so toon quite liking both of them causes some internal conflict for the both of them#loonie is fully aware that toon has a big ol crush on marci but doesnt stop them from being friends with her even if it makes it sad#and marci rly wishes that toon wasnt friends with loonie but feels guilty for feeling that way#its a complicated situation and one that rly isn't helped by the fact that one of the three has the dead god queen mom#loonie could get away with a Lot and everyone knows it
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