#she will see him replayed over and over behind her eyeslids with that disappointed frown
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Once again thinking about the implications of the line "It was your choice. Remember that."
@theviolettulip
#this decision will HAUNT her for the rest of her LIFE#She will ALWAYS think about this moment#she can blame nobody but herself#and hate herself#and be angry at herself. because she did this#when she lies awake at night unable to stare at the ceiling because her sight is gone#she will see him replayed over and over behind her eyeslids with that disappointed frown#and that sad sad look#and she will hate him#while knowing that it was HER CHOICE#tagging theviolettulip because i'm gonna tag you in every tyme post i make tbh#i both love and hate lavaliere so much#I want to know if she'll manage to carry on with her life#if we get a fourth book that is :D ha ha ha. how long has it been now#serge tried his best but i know that's gonna haunt him too#the tyme series#tyme series#serge tyme series#lavaliere
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*repeatedly smacking the floor cuz of how on POINT this post is*
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like, honestly I can really see Lavaliere's side of things and why she does the things she does (btw LOTS of respect to MM for giving even the side characters lots of depth) but there /was/ a point where she could've just said no.
However, while her mom wasn't there, her presence continued to loom over her. I think at that point it was a sort of muscle memory, you know? Like, she's been going through this song and dance for YEARS and she just keeps numbing the pain and relieving the symptoms, not the cause/root of the problem (which is her mom. Her mom's poison is more deadly than the outbreak on her face)
Once again thinking about the implications of the line "It was your choice. Remember that."
@theviolettulip
#this decision will HAUNT her for the rest of her LIFE#She will ALWAYS think about this moment#she can blame nobody but herself#and hate herself#and be angry at herself. because she did this#when she lies awake at night unable to stare at the ceiling because her sight is gone#she will see him replayed over and over behind her eyeslids with that disappointed frown#and that sad sad look#and she will hate him#while knowing that it was HER CHOICE#i both love and hate lavaliere so much#I want to know if she'll manage to carry on with her life#if we get a fourth book that is :D ha ha ha. how long has it been now#serge tried his best but i know that's gonna haunt him too#the tyme series#lavaliere#serge#tagging theviolettulip because i'm gonna tag you in every tyme post i make tbh#<-YES PLEASE DO!!#these tags are squeezing my heart very VERY painfully#it's making me want to write an angsty character study fic about this#fanfic idea
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