#she was sabotaging herself fr!

[demonlike-judge-of-fire]

thinking abt how sleep deprivation stunts growth and han sooyoung is so short because

[rxmxa]

random astro observations part 14. ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆✨

✨just for fun im just talking random ass shit based on PERSONALL observations..✨ part 13 here. 🎬

tw: mention of death on the last observations.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅pisces, cancer and scorpio risings WILLL be treating the date like a job interview. With that earth 7h (virgo, capricorn and taurus) TRUST that we have checked out your references and will get back to you in 2-5 business days. 💅 but no fr we need security bc we are real strict over here.🔒

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅its only to protect our hearts bc we just truly desire someone we can emotionally connect with (water 5h) and also be open to talk to about our fears and desires and the other shit we keep to ourselves (air 8h + 12h) 😤

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅my friend was telling me about how the lines that actors get immense praise for end up being improvised most of the time and that really reminded me of the aqua-leo axis. When you detach and are willing to experiment (aqua) the more likely you are to be recognized because you are becoming in tune with your natural talents (leo).

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅Every single time I'm in the shower I always get an epiphany or an idea of some sort or make a connection (usually its me thinking about peoples birth charts LOL) but every single fucking time im like wtf I gotta remember this when I get out this is good ass info! and I always forget!!!

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅^ It has to be my uranus in the 12h triggering that. Uranus= sudden downloads of information. 12h= secluded spaces, like the shower. I guess thats why I forgot so easily though (real 12h subconcious shit). Next time im bringing a whiteboard in there or some shit

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ I was talking to my pisces venus coworker and she was saying that for as long as she could remember she had always daydreamed of love. She said she would was always trying to mold herself into the ideal version of what her crushes liked (its in her 7h) and as a 7h sun myself I was shook but I also understood how this happens even in a subconcious way u can mirror people. but the love she's looking for is literally HERS. she has so much love to give and she was like who can accept this? YOU. GIVE it to yourself.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ She had been in a relationship before with someone who was SHIT person but its like she kept forgiving him or in a sense blocking it out. like thats the thing about pisces placements they will talk about some unhinge ass shit someone does to them in a such a casual way it will have you being like oh okay for a sec until you're like oh,, oh yeah no thats bad.. really bad. I say this as a pisces rising.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ and AGAIN AND AGAIN that's what helps me as someone with a lot of neptune aspects, a pisces rising, pluto squares, pluto in the 10h, lilith in the 11h, like ppl have done me FUCKING DIRTY in social and groups settings and I use to make it so much worse for myself by not nipping it in the bud. that's why anytime someone does some shit that FEELS FUCKED up you take that as a sign.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ^ dont sit there and try to rationalize it, dont try to put logic in it, dont talk about how well, when they were in 2nd grade their hamster died so maybe its their trauma. When people show you who they are you ACCEPT IT. if someone does something that a piece of shit would only do, then accept that maybe they suck. I dont mean your friend forgot to get you a straw when they bought you a drink. I mean when people do shit on purpose that puts your well-being (emotional, mental, physical) in harms way. trust me bby ik what im talking about >___<

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ and honestly, if you are plutonian or have a lot of neptune aspects or saturn in your chart as well, you're gonna learn shit the hard way. With different energy ofc. Pluto energy = will have you learning through trauma like someone passing away or trying to sabotage you. Neptune energy = will have you learning through deception like someone backstabbing you. Saturn energy= will have you learning through roadblocks, like other people being able to get shit the easy way out like a parent paying for their stuff and you having to bust your ass to get it.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ pluto in your chart can also show where people try to humble you, not like a saturnian restrictive way but more like to put you in your place because they could feel intimidated. for ex I have pluto in the 10h and my coworkers will say backhanded shit like "Oh woooow you really are going all out huh?" like instead of being normal and being like wow that is great work! they try to subtly hint that maybe im the one doing too much instead of it being them doing the bare minimum.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ If you have pluto in the 1h people could just say in general that "you're too much" or "too much to deal with" or "abrasive." Pluto in the 3h and during conversations people might look around, eyes wide, wanting you to tone it down or say that you're being inappropriate or too intense. Pluto in the 4h and people ESPECIALLY your family trying to humble you by bringing up the past: "Oh you like that now? I remember when you were a kid you..." Pluto in the 4h will especially get humbled by their family anytime they want to change or try something different than the way they were raised, like girl?! this is a family not a damn CULT.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ I have a pluto in the 4h friend who has family members that will tell the most fucked up stories about what they do to each other but then sigh and be like "but family is family so we have to accept them" or her family members say stuff like "blood is thicker than water." like no... pluto in the 4h ppl, family is who YOU CHOSE!

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ I have a coworker who is sooo nice to me but still theres something that makes me feel suspicious of her and it makes me feel so bad BUT TO BE FAIR she does have her mars in my 7h and we did have a slight rift when we first started working together. but even now, im still like do u secretly hate me...

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ She has mars in the 12th house and I also feel like thats a big factor in it because 12h house energy is so... MUTED. with placements there you really gotta focus on peoples subtle acts of support that reveal their intentions versus their words (or lack of). And so far she has been a very supportive and helpful coworker. But yeah thats 12h energy honestly like my friends brother is a cancer sun and mercury in the 12h and she feels like hes so unloving and unsupportive and its bc baby boy is not gonna be straight up telling her! she needs to watch his actions, his mannerisms. she needs to understand him more through his actions over time rather than words. ofc it varies from chart to chart.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ people with 12h mars could often have people WONDERING, "oh are they mad at me?" or sun 12h ppl could have people wondering, "oh what are they hiding from me?" or mercury in the 12h could have people wondering, "Oh, what is that they are not saying?"

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ Do you follow your profection years? For me, it’s wild how they line up. When I was in a 7H year, I got into my first serious relationship (classic 7H relationships vibe). When I was 7 years old, in my 8H year, my dad passed away (8H ruling death). Fast forward to my 9H year (travel), I visited family abroad after four years—that’s the longest I’ve EVER gone without seeing them.Then, in my 10H year (careers), I literally started my career. My 12H year? traumatic as fuck (I got into a serious car accident with friends and my back was fucked up and my friend had internal bleeding) but honestly the aftermath of that really forced me to grow the fuck up and surprise surprise, all of that happened bc I wasnt trusting my gut on who I was hanging out with. but anyhoo. Now I’m in a 1H year, and it’s all about me. I’m actually focusing on myself and being way more gentle in the process. It’s been kind of nice, honestly. if u wanna know yours just google annual profections it'll show u the wheel :)

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ Saturn transits in your chart mean fucking BUSINESS! I remember my friend got married when saturn (commitments) was transiting her 7h (marriage/ contracts). Saturn transits will have you reflecting on what you want long term in your life and what desperately needs to be checked in on or discarded or cleaned up.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ Saturn in pisces transiting in my first house had me acting right. I remember when a "friend" aka someone who was at fault with that whole car accident shit (someone who I dont speak to anymore) had asked me to do some shady shit after it. I was like FUCK NO! no bc 1) I have integrity but also 2) if I tried to take the easy way out or bullshit I knew saturn was gonna beat my ass HARDER. im glad I trusted myself and was the bigger person.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ Saturn was still transiting my 1H during the accident, but it had just come out of my 12H, where I was actively in therapy. In my 1H, I’d been feeling way more at peace and healed, so when I started making questionable choices with who I was hanging out with, it was like Saturn decided it was time to knock some sense into me.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ Me: walking on the ledge, ignoring my instincts, hanging with toxic people Saturn: "Don’t do that, you’re gonna fall." Me: falls Saturn: "DIDN’T I FUCKING TELL YOUUU?!"

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ but you know you live and you learn and at the end of the day it could have been so much worse (aka all of us being dead) but me and friend made a full recovery and everyone else had minor injuries.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ I was watching this video called "the root cause of addiction" and in the video he said that at the end of the day we're are just looking for ways to go back to that child we once were and to experience genuine joy. and that was so 5h coded to me. He said in the video we do things like cooking or play video games because we want to get that joy back. The 5th house is all about sex, good fortune, art, creativity, pleasure, entertainment, birth, children. We really can use our 5th house to actively nurture our inner child.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ for example, cancer or moon in the 5th house wants to go back to space where they feel safe, warm, and comfortable. feeling free to express ur softness and vulnerability. a place you love going back to! they can do this through cooking, baking, or watching your childhood favorite movie with family.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ the little things, like baking a pie or getting out an old art project help us connect with the childlike wonder and happiness that we still have inside us. You can find your own special, simple pleasures by looking into the 5th House in your chart. And even if ur childhood was not the best (I completely get that) you can nurture your inner child now !! your hobbies and fave past times r not silly they matter too

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ and think about the 5h-11h axis, if anything your hobbies and creativity (5h) helps you find your people and be in groups that actually align with what u love and care about (11h)

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚and think about how sometimes that hobby or passion (5h) can bring u immense success, recognition and profit (11h)

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ with pluto in aqua we are going to see people (aqua) transforming (pluto) their lives in all aspects in regard to their hobbies and passions (5h). People are gonna continue to explore what they love and find their niche and for some their success will skyrocket over night, for others the process might be slower. think about the ppl making bank rn from tiktok videos organizing their fridge. bc it just makes them happy to do it.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ tw: death. I'm not trying to end on a dark note, its merely a thought I had so please take this with a grain of salt. but speaking of pluto in aqua, that reminds me of this video I was watching about how the Romans would have the Gladiatorial games, where combatants fought each other or wild animals to the death, BECAUSE they were so overindulgent in all other areas in life....

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ like you have sooo much that your idea of pleasure just gets distorted in this sense. what do you want when you have had everything?. The scale of these events was astonishing, with sometimes hundreds of animals being killed in a single day. Pluto in aqua is going to transform the way as a society we view, experience and talk about death.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ there are ppl that are gonna have so much wealth and power and be so fucking bored that maybe in 20 years from now someone gets jailed or some shit to try to recreate that. I remember reading this story in high school about this rich man who had an isolated island and he would have people lost on it to hunt them for sport. iM NOT SAYING we're about to get put on the wall like those deers when pluto goes into aqua, im SAYING THO that shit like that, ideas like that, could pop up

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ I was also thinking about how pluto in aqua could mean more video games or tech or simulations (aqua) where you can try out how it feels like to die (pluto). like you can pick how and what you want to feel. some kind of shit like that. tech is only gonna keep getting more and more advanced now. we talk about the ipad kids and how they be on there typing and facetiming ppl and therye like 2 but imagine the kids growing up during pluto in aqua, I already know theyre gonna think we're soo uncool hahaha

[thecoochiefairy]

Thank you for snake wrangler part two! I'm surprised people don't like it. I guess I'm proud to be one of the few that do. 🤷🏾‍♀️

I voted for Solona as my favorite character but I wish I could go back and pick Stoney. Lovesick made me get into her character more cause she's just so real! The little angst made me sad. When she broke down in the car that actually hurt my heart. Feeling like she wasted years on Nathaniel (derogatory) then seeing him move on when she pushed Toji away. Then him calling her pathetic like oh my gosh. It's like she doesn't see herself as a valuable partner because she had a kid :(.

I loved the bits of comedy tho like when her sister said she was playing general hospital and Toji said he'd grip her braids like boy-. And the balcony scene… when he told her to put it in… I loved how she was on top but he was really running the show. And shoutout to Toji because he gave my girl his card and flew her out on a pj. What would've sealed it for me is if he got to deck Nathaniel (derogatory) in his shit but in my mind he eventually does and Stoney hypes him up! 🤷🏾‍♀️

I'm sorry if I rambled but loved the fic 💜😭

𝓐ᥫ᭡ no no, you’re good, baby. this is the type of stuff i LOVE to hear. i’m so happy you enjoyed it fr. i also loved to be able to get into Stoney’s character, because i genuinely loved how i painted her, gave her a vulnerability but didn’t give her a damsel in distress type of attitude, you know? she was insecure within herself and was purposely self-sabotaging because she didn’t feel deserving of love, or felt that Toji wasn’t being authentic. but she absolutely was, she’s my sweet bean! + i hope they run off into the sunset, lol! thank you for loving this fic as much as i did 🫶🏽

[dukeofdelirium]

thank you for not being one of those weirdo MJ fans who hate lisa and try to discredit their relationship just because they wish they'd married him instead.. like i truly don't get why so many of his stans on twitter hate her so much, redirect that energy towards Priscilla or something 😂

LMFAOOO I know, he has some weird stans on there that will call Lisa any name in the book just because they’re extremely jealous of her 🤣 like y’all are fr mad you didn’t get to suck him off or something lol

The only thing w Lisa is that I have some beef w her over the way she acted in the early 2000s over MJ. HOWEVER, I do know why she did. Do I think it was unnecessary? Yeah. Do I think it was childish? Yeah. Do I think Lisa was evil and didn’t love MJ? No. I think she was bitter as hell over their relationship flatlining and that in a lot of ways, she was saving face in the press.

I still think she loved Michael, though. In fact, I think she regretted leaving him until the day she passed away. And when it comes to the whole children fiasco, I think it was Priscilla that put it in Lisa’s head not to have kids with Michael. She entered that relationship and marriage agreeing that she wanted a family with him, too, and even in that Sawyer interview said so. But then flip flops? Nah, not buying it. Someone was talking in her ear, and Riley herself even said so in the book. And we don’t need to look any further than just listening to Priscilla’s words.

I wish Lisa and Michael had stayed together, or that they had cut contact with Priscilla entirely. She was the biggest player sabotaging them. We all know Lisa still loved Michael even after he died. I kind of view their whole love affair as very tragic, more than anything.

It was obvious that they loved each other and were happy together until other people got in the way.

Priscilla said that Michael was “scared of her” and that he “avoided her”. Seems to me like Michael saw through her from the very beginning. He called her a witch 😭🤣

[away-ward]

Nah fr like idk if I’m remembering this right but aydin barely knew Alex no? Like sir what is this stupid revenge plan of yours lol. Like if you want revenge so bad and you are bored take it on those weird parents of yours . And the way he was calling her “the artist “ and when he said “ she’s a fucking Viking “ I couldn’t stop laughing lmaoo so cringe .

Man, I couldn't agree more!

Anyone can correct me, but as far as I can remember, the story goes:

As a college freshman, Alex and her roommate got along great. Best Friends. So much so, that when the roommate was on a video call with her boyfriend, Aydin, she and Alex started touching each other while he was watching.

Aydin was so taken by Alex that he wouldn't let it go, and eventually the roommate got jealous, took it out on Alex, started rumors about her that ruined her reputation with friends and she somehow lost her scholarship.

Alex transferred to Trinity College and started escorting so that she wouldn't have student debt. Meanwhile, Aydin was trying to stay away from her (at this point, they have never met in person? I think?), and be the good son his father wanted. His father arranged a marriage for him, but he couldn't go through with it. He only wanted Alex. But by the time he was ready to go to her, she'd already saved herself and didn't want him. But she really did. But she wasn't ready to forgive him for abandoning her when his girlfriend was sabotaging her entire life..?

Oh, and he wanted her to stop escorting because that was gross - letting other men touch her (did he forget where he met her? Or was that okay because it was his girlfriend and for his pleasure?). And Alex refused because she wasn't going to let anyone else pay for her way, or let a man tell her what she was going to do (even though her plan was to eventually stop escorting anyway.) She was an fully independent woman who didn't need anyone's help.

I think?

I don't understand their relationship at all. They'd never even met in person before they decided that was the person for them. I mean, even Kai and Banks spent more time together before they got married, and their timeline is insanely short. The whole thing echoes the same idea that was started in Corrupt, which is that Alex has some sort of magnetism that draws people to her, and even though her attitude is in your face all the time, it's impossible to hate her because she's just so warm and delightful. Give me a break; she can't be this perfect.

Aydin planning this whole thing because Alex didn't want him even though he'd never really spent time with her screams pathetic to me. Sir, kindergarteners act more mature than this. And the fact that he was right and Alex wanted him all along, therefore making everything that happened in Nightfall seem worth it. Noooo.

He could have ruined Emory's life, but oh, it's okay because he was so in love with Alex and that's understandable🤩

And don't even get me started on the three pages of Emory just sitting there narrating while horsemen go all out defending Alex, demanding a large wedding and whatever else, for their darling. Meanwhile, she's in the room giggling about how cute he is. Gag. My patience for Alex had long expired by that point, but that was the final nail in the coffin. We just didn't need it, when there was so much between Will and Emory left untouched.

I mean, I'm more relaxed about Alex than most around here, but I really have no patience for Aydin. However, I've said before, that I think his story arc would have been helped if he'd been at least in his thirties during his time in Blackchurch. Not that I would've liked him - just that it would have made more sense. He still sucks either way.

[half-truths-and-hyperbole-louk]

Louk's Bad Batch rewatch part 13 omg we're in the teens now 😯

let's go batchers 🤟 my phone is on 66% again and my internet is SHOCKING why does technology hate me 🙃

the Bad Batch 1x09

Hunter sounds so feral I'm-

I could be wrong ?? but I'm pretty sure every ep so far has started with the marauder flying ??

not the batch hesitating to jump 😭

Cad Bane locked Omega in a cell 😡 let our baby out

YES LITTLE FERAL BABY she gets it from Hunter

she's so sassy 💅

at least he polite "at your service" "little lady"

pfftt poor Todo

Daaad Taun We's here

Lama Su I'm gonna terminate you 😡

Omega is so much like Tech rn telling Todo how to fix his leg

Echo recognising Cad Bane 👀

I love it when they call Omega "the kid" 🥺

Jango mention 👀

BOBA MENTION 👀

Tech Omega dramatic sigh count: 5 (this ep lmao)

"my treatment is perfectly adequate" ~ Todo 😂

Omega misaligned his leg on purpose she's so smart fr 🥰

Tipoca city x cloud city 👀

Cad Bane: *realises Omega is gone* *angry toothpick noises*

AHHHH STOP 😭😭😭 when they hear Omega's voice on the comms Hunter and Echo turn to each other like 😯 they all move so quickly I just 😫😭

"by hook or by crook" ~ Cad Bane is really a fairytale villain lol

Omega and Hunter screaming for each other 🥲😫😭 screaming tearing my hair out flipping my bed throwing my phone to mars

Omega is so sad about Taun We 💔

Fennec Shand vs Cad Bane 👀 round 2 when ??

this is honestly such a great fight scene tho 👌

Omega seeing her reflection in the cloning tubes ... it's like poetry it rhymes

was that Tech or Echo flying 👀 some sort of spinny flippy Tech Turn

do we know any history of this cloning facility in the Lido system ??

CAN WE STOP THROWING THE CHILD PLEASE

surely Cad Bane knows where Boba is ?? does anybody know where Boba is rn ?? s3 ?? 🤞

Fennec: *knocks Cad Bane's hat back* Cad Bane: *growls*

lmao Omega jumping on Todo 💀 she's a perfect fit for the bad batch fr

Omega limping to the flight pods 🥺

Todo is so funny pls 😂 shout out to Seth Green for voicing him 🙌

Cad Bane's rocket boots where do I get some asking for a friend

OMEGA BRACING FOR A CRASH LANDING 😭

Wrecker pulling her out by her hands 🥺

WRECKER HUGGING OMEGA 😭

Omega hugging Hunter and him wincing 😫😭

"are you okay Omega? are you hurt?" Hunter learned this from Cut 🥺🤲💕

"Hunter you have to tell her" ~ Echo realising Omega is grown up enough to handle that kind of information and them respecting her enough to tell her the truth 💕🥰

lmao when did Fennec have time to sabotage Cad Bane's ship

Nala Se hiring Fennec to keep Omega away from Lama Su 👑

TECH SNORING

where is Echo sleeping ???

HUNTER HAS HIS FOOT UP ON THE DASH AKDSFSKAKADHAKSA

Omega: "I don't want to end up an experiment in a tube" Hunter: "that's not going to happen" Omega: "you can't fight them all" okay what if I cried forever

she turns her face away when she says that last one and he turns her whole chair around to face him 🥺🤲

he said "I promise" with such confidence PLS- 😭 I am BEGGING for s3 👀 I'm not even gonna say it I'm not risking jinxing anything

I am so totally completely normal about this whole episode !!! the bounty hunters the fight scenes the familiar faces (shout out to the queen herself Rena Owen 👑💕)

not long to go for s3 now my friends !!

[clansunsharp]

Are there any ideas you have for Rot that youre willing to share, now that the applications closed?

- vabam-fr

sure i can share what i sent ringleader for her application. this long as hell proceed at your own risk.

Basic Clan Lore: Wake's Bane is a disorganized pack of criminals, outcasts, and vagabonds operating under the guise of a mercenary company. Led by a ruthless mirror of the same name, they terrorize the ruins of the Emperor's Wake, preying on the uprooted clans and refugees left vulnerable from Luminax's rampage. Their strategy is simple: if a clan is able to pay, Wake's Bane will protect them. If not, the company will take their dues in other ways - theft, murder, kidnapping - they're not picky. Wake's Bane will occasionally clash with Clan Sunsharp when their Vanguard are sent to probe the southern reaches of the Light domain. Due to Bane's history with Clan Sunsharp's commander, Alacrith, it's highly likely these missions are sabotaged on purpose thanks to an age old grudge. Clan Sunsharp's opposite in every way, no tenets govern Wake's Bane other than blood and gold.

Plans For Dragon: This one is trickier since I don't have any of the clan member's bio's written out (the ideas are in my head, but alas my work ethic). That being said, Rot would fit in well with Wake's Bane. She's a lean mean killing machine, and that's perfectly in line with how most of Bane's crew gets their kicks. She'd have to fight for respect just like everyone else, but it would quickly become clear that she has the skills to back up her mouth, and her past experience dealing with dangerous entities (I'm thinking of the godfalls here) would cement her as a solid asset to the band rather than just an opportunistic tag-along. Most likely she would be personally pushed and tested by members who especially doubt her (Maerys and Ewara come to mind) and in the ensuing fight she'd permanently scar or maim her opponent, which would put an end to anyone else questioning her place in the company. I have a feeling she would become attached to Ratha, Bane's right hand and fellow guardian from Plague. Neither of them would acknowledge it formally, and their relationship would be pretty contentious, but the two of them would form a twisted sort of mentor/mentee bond, much to the chagrin of the rest of the company (gods, we don't need TWO of them! one is scary enough!). Ratha would push her hard (and she would push right back) but Rot would ultimately grow more strong, flexible, and cunning under her tutelage. Esdras would also take a liking to her, acting as a weird uncle figure who encourages her worst habits (he benefits from this relationship through the many corpses she leaves for his use). In her rare moments of weakness, Esdras would be the one she turns to, and he's tactful enough to not acknowledge her struggles as he understands how deeply embarrassing that would be for her. Where Ratha lacks in magical teaching, Esdras can make up the deficit. He would be especially interested in Rot's method of harvesting magic and would encourage cultivating this skill. As far as peers go, Maerys would be her greatest rival. As a disgraced ex-member of the Lightweaver's exalted army, her ego is huge and fragile, and she would easily rise to Rot's bait every time she wants to cause problems on purpose. Conversely, she would get along well with Hawthorne, Bane's informant who acts as Rot's softspoken and delicate opposite. They would be paired on jobs together often, since they both have a propensity for stealth (and because Hawthorne keeps requesting it, but she will deny this if asked about it outright). While Bane encourages indiscriminate bloodshed, she also understands the value of clean, efficient kills - something Rot is capable of demonstrating (unlike many of her peers; Maerys makes things too personal, Ewara leaves too much of a mess, Jet and Magyrinth are too high profile, etc). After proving herself as a member of the company, she would be put to use as an assassin and scout, scanning the horizon for Luminax, spying on clans and noting weak points, and blending in with her surroundings to take out more dangerous enemies that can't be attacked outright. Due to the grudge Bane holds against Clan Sunsharp, Rot would also be sent on a few recon trips to the Mirrorlight Promenade, instructed to observe and report their movements back to her boss. Rot is clever enough to see that she's essentially a weapon in Bane's hands just like the rest of the company, but she's compensated well for her services so it doesn't bother her that much (plus it beats being kept on a literal leash like Jet).

[crystalflygeo]

Long overdue final ebg post (lmao) bc I need to get this out of my system...

Tag for all the posts/storyline

Art by the amazing lovely precious cutie Aine @/ainescribe

First of all I want to thank @i23kazu immensely for allowing me to participate pls I was SO unsure at first haha and she absolutely killed it with the interactions, the lil side project, the prompts, the scores tally... it's just so much work, kudos to you Ying fr!! It was a super fun game.

Shoutout to my besties/mutuals

@silentmoths @ainescribe thank you for your lil asks I love seeing your characters aaaaaaaa 💕

@floraldresvi @moraxsthrone and all the anons I got, your sabotages here and in discord were brutal omg Vi you almost made my cry //pos bc I wanted to react/respond to Li's messages 🥺 EVERY SINGLE TIME ghgnhgnghgn and NOT KEL MAKING MY GIRL HAVE A WET DREAM/SPICY MEMORY TYVM 💕 the way I had to contain myself hELP I loved it svcgavscgvsjgacbkackl

@meimeimeirin you also sabotaged me a lot, meanie //pos I loved SO MUCH your asks/little stories aaaaaa thank you for engaging so much when I know you're super busy 🥺 it def made my day everytime, ty for bringing the girl home and solving my silly lil mystery hehe 💕

@kurikurikurisu GIIIIIRL it's so funny to me that we kinda started interacting more on the last ebg for Rin and then I was like "she's a cool person I wanna fren.... 👉🏻👈🏻 but I shy...." took my sweet time to invite you to the server and turns out THIS ebg got us closer (I think? ehe?//hit) we didn't interact much in tumblr with each other's plots but bOY were we emotional support in discord, we really were in this suffering together 🤝🏻 mhm //nods nods 🤣 thank you so much for being interested in my lil silly plot and my girl aaaaaa

As for the "plot" and other things... (this got so long I am so sorryy;;;)

Well at first I wanted to do kinda a normal ebg, no plot or anything bc I don't think I have the smarts to do an elaborate game/story lmao and I kinda wanted to have more established s/i lore?? And then I realized hey I can use the ebg to introduce my s/i!!!

See I'd been working SO hard on her names lately, researching and studying in-game adepti lore and stuff and I though why don't I make it a simple game where the goal is to guess her name (with me giving hints ofc) and at the very start I had the idea of her losing her memories so she could re-discover/remember things about herself alongside the "players" learning them. Whoever character I got as my bias would help her and get to know her too along the way, even npcs (or in the rare case of me getting Dottore/Pantalone, probs be the villain for her memory loss lmao)

And then I got Kazuha. And it was so SO perfect. I took inspiration from Spirited Away with the plot point of having your name/memories/identity stolen and for some reason I remembered the whole Ino-shika-cho koi-koi card combo from Summer Wars I just had this vivid mental image of a scene where Kazuha dropped the biggest hint by writing the Kanji for Butterfly (Chō) which doubles ofc as the Hanzi for Butterfly/Crystalfly (Dié) written the same pronounced (and romanized) differently :3c

I was very proud of myself//hit also

I did not end up making haiku bc they are complicated but I at least tried to loosely keep/emulate the 3 phrases, phonetic rhyme and sensory elements while referencing my lil plot lmao

✧˖Originally I was gonna blame it on a playful tanuki or smth but I don't think they're powerful enough youkai lmao it was probably a kitsune.... we may never know ✧˖She was technically never in any danger yeah but imagine being lost with no memories and no way to know if you could get them back even because every person she met kept telling her they didn't know ofc she'd break down, or at least me, I'm very crybaby and neurotic sometimes//HIT ✧˖Yes this entire thing was technically Zhongli's fault since he did write her a letter addressed 亲爱的晶蝶 ("My dear Crystalfly/Jingdie") and that IS her name woops on a random note I kinda imagine he also signs with something like 你的龙 "Your Dragon" and vice versa with Crys ("My dear Dragon/your Crystalfly") sgcvgajsvcjhacbajkca //squeals kicks feets

And all this started because I was stressing over the fact that "Crys" is not an appropriate name for a Liyue character lmao, I debated for so long giving her a chinese name, but I didn't want to further make her an OC I wanted her to represent me/my blog (also part of me was and still is immensely worried I somehow insult cn ppl by being as some sort of weeabo equivalent or that I am "appropriating culture" or idk I may be dumb but I try to do my research and I prommy it does not come from a place of malice or anything I genuinely love genshin and Li and it's got me interested in a culture/country I funnily enough have somehow interacted with and have friends in but never really paid that much attention to ig...) and then I just had the epiphany What if I just reverse engineer and name her Crystalfly in cn? Lore would be that either her name got accidentally translated in documents a long long time ago and ppl started calling ehr Crystalfly/Crys and she rolled with it or she simply adopted the translation/nickname as her name for international settings, keeping her true name more private (hidden in plain sight tbh) p sure the only ones who know are the elder adepti (Ganyu/Xiao included) and Neuvillette (once he told her his real/first name) (ironically Crys may be harder to pronounce i other languages lmaoooo rip Fontaine)

Anyway this got way too long lmao sorrryyyyyyyy thank you everyone kith kith love y'all bye!! 💕

[deviija]

Alright, let's do thisss. Here's my Rook!

Name: Renga Jettine "Jet" Adaar

Codename: Jet Barracuda

Faction: Shadow Dragons Agent

Role: Infiltration & Espionage Specialist

Age: 20

The adopted dwarf daughter of my Inquisitor, Red Bear Adaar, and his husband Iron Bull.

1.

Jettine is a girl in her rebel yell phase of life, coming into her own, figuring out who she is outside of growing up with her two dads and the Inquisition. She's a little cocky in her own abilities, and is in the militant anti-authority mindset that comes with being a young passionate 20 year old with something to prove. Someone that is freshly on their own for the first time, and thinking they know everything and have it all under control.

This extends to her views on nobility, royalty, the power structures involed. She's against it but knows from her soft-handed diplomat papa, Red Bear, that you get more flies with honey and an open dialogue. She grew up watching him and how he moved in negotiations, diffusing hostility with kindness, and navigating a world prejudiced and wary of Qunari. Sometimes you just have to 'play the game,' as her mentor Leliana said. Beat them at their own social webs, outmaneuver them, crack the system from within little by little. And don't get caught.

2.

While not religious, Jet has taken on an agnostic viewpoint like her papa (Red Bear). She believes in the/a Maker, but not necessarily what is written in books and sold by Chantries or the Dalish or the Avvar.

She definitely isn't a believer in the Qun, but appreciates being brought up in a home where it and the politics of it were openly talked about. She learned a lot on the Qun from her dad, Iron Bull, and found the ways Leliana spoke about the Maker and faith (and the struggles of having it) to be deeply meaningful. She desires to believe it all has meaning, that it is all worth something, and that they're not all just flailing in the dark without purpose. If it all amounted to nothing… well, that's more frightening to Jet to even consider.

3.

The biggest motivation in Jet's life right now is to 'make it' on her own, embracing this new free phase of her life, deciding for herself what she wants to do and who she is going to be. Figuring herself out, proving herself (to herself, to her dads, and to the world at large), and doing good along the way for the Greater Good. Being part of the Shadow Dragons, helping to free slaves in Tevinter, sabotage 'experiments' and relics used on innocents, and fight the good fight against ruling oppression, is a big part of that.

Her dream is to be… a somebody. To have left a positive mark on the world, one her dads would be proud of.

Also to kiss a lot of hot girls.

4.

Jettine is an orphan. Her family was killed by demons outside of Redcliffe during the events of the Breach and the demon rifts that opened up across the countryside. Jet was 8 years old at the time. Trying to flee to safer pastures, her birth family (mom, dad, two sisters) moved in with her grandfather on his little goat farm he had outside of Redcliffe. One night, a rift opened right outside and the worst fiery nightmare of her young life happened. Being so small, her sister pushed her into a clothing cupboard to hide when the massacre happened.

The ceiling and stones caved in, trapping her in the cupboard but also keeping her safe from the demons. She spent three days in the dark before Inquisitor Red Bear, Iron Bull, Dorian, and Sera came along to seal the rift and pulled her out of the rubble. She became like a barnacle on Red Bear and Iron Bull after that. Officially they were able to adopt her in Trespasser. Dorian became her godfather and Sera became Auntie Sera. Her adopted family means everything to her. They're all very close.

5.

Card games. Jet loves to play cards - and is something of a card shark pro. One of the only thing she remembers about her birth mother is getting a gift of cards and being taught how to play. The cards had hand painted locales of places from across Thedas, and it instilled within her a desire to see the world for herself. And to carry those cards, and this memory of her mother, with her to all the places she dreamed about.

Playing cards also helps her to focus, organize her thoughts, and strategize. When she needs to think something through or clear her head/decompress, she'll start shuffling. She also has hypermobile joints, can guess any seasoning spice in a dish, and is a great whittler.

6.

Jet's scent is a mix of patchouli, leather, and caramel, with top notes of almond and mandarin orange.

She could eat her weight in spicy almonds.

If she were a meal, she'd be an almond pear tart or an almond stew (Khoresht Badam).

7.

Jet's ruled more by her heart. Her passions set her course, and her dogged determination and sheer willpower carries her through more than logic. Heart, spirit, head, in that order. Despite being highly trained and capable, she's still young and going to make mistakes when passion overrules thought on the crossroads of recklessness and thrill seeking/something to prove.

Her persuasion, diplomacy, and (spycraft) emotional manipulation style is 40 percent Ethos, 30 percent Pathos, 30 percent Logos. Though it can veer more toward 60 Ethos, 30 Pathos, 10 Logos.

8.

The biggest flaws for Jet: the drive to prove herself, being young and overeager and overconfident at times, biting off more than she can chew. Jumping into missions that can end up way above her head in terms of the ripple effect or geopolitical ramifications. She's focused on the short-term, immediate objectives and can lose sight of the much larger picture's butterfly effect.

Irrational regret: She has survivor's guilt and lives with an internal dialogue about how she should've done something to save her family. It doesn't matter that she was only a child. "If only I were smarter, faster, stronger…"

[torreshalstead]

I’ll show you mine - part 12

Summary - He didn’t fit. His clothes were too nice, his hair too neat, he was raising all the red flags for Hailey. She didn’t think he was part of the crew she was trying to take down, but why else would he be in such an establishment on a random Tuesday night? But then he muttered the words into her ear that she had least expected - ��I’m police’.

Chapters - 12/13

Notes - thanks so much for the love on the last chapter, we pick up exactly where we left off ❤️ AO3 Link

You could have knocked Hailey over with a feather at that moment, her stomach leaped up into her throat and any coherent thought she might have been able to produce vacated her head immediately.

‘So he’s not crazy,’ Kim said, noting Hailey’s reaction as her jaw almost fell open. Kims eyes grew wide and a grin pasted to her cheeks.

Hailey managed to take a breath, a huge gulp like a drowning man who had just found a pocket of air. ‘He’s not crazy,’ she whispered, feeling the colour rising in her cheeks as what Kim had told her settled in.

Jay had thought Kim was her, so had said I love you. Jay loves her. He loves her.

‘And I’m guessing you return his sentiment judging by the look on your face,’ Kim chuckled. ‘Well that’s adorable. Anyway, he’s awake and I thought you might want to see him alone before the rest of the troops pile in.’

Hailey nodded, not trusting herself to say anything out loud with her mind still being a whirlwind of thoughts.

‘He’s up in Room 205,’ Kim said, giving her shoulder a gentle squeeze as she began to head towards Hailey’s vacated chair. ‘And we will talk about all of this,’ she gestured animatedly at Hailey’s blush, ‘later. I expect the full story Upton, no cutting out the good parts!’

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Hailey made her way up to Jay’s room. She didn’t know if she wanted to run there or take her time. Her emotions were running haywire in her brain and confusing her beyond belief.

There was a part of her that wanted to run, wanted to throw herself into his arms, kiss him senseless and tell him that she loved him back, of course she did. How could she not?

But the part of her that wanted to dawdle was worried that his words were just an illusion, a figment of his imagination that had been brought on by a cocktail of painkillers. That when she walked into the room, he wouldn’t be excited to see her at all and definitely wouldn’t repeat the same words he had spoken to Kim.

She tried to bury down that self sabotaging thought. He had said the words, whether he was slightly under the influence of hospital strength drugs or not, he had said them. And she knew how she felt, how much she loved him.

By the time she had managed to get her feelings into some semblance of order, her feet had carried her all the way to the door to room 205. Before she could second guess herself, she pushed open the door and walked inside.

Jay was asleep, or at least his eyes were closed, as he lay on the bed, the various wires and sensors hooking him up to the myriad of screens that showed numbers and lines that Hailey did not hold the qualifications to understand. He was dressed in the standard issue hospital gown, the bandage covering his wound just poking up out of the neck. He looked surprisingly peaceful laying there, but Hailey knew how much he hated hospitals so would be trying to sweet talk the nurses as soon as he was able to stand, or even before if he was being stubborn.

She made her way over to him, letting herself reach for the hand not attached to his IV and thread her fingers through his. She knew she should take a seat in the chair, that’s what it was there for, but she perched herself on the side of his bed, needing to be closer to him and reached down to push some of his hair out of his face.

He hummed in response to her fingers dragging against his skin.

‘Hey,’ she whispered, not fully expecting a response but wanting to let him know it was her anyway.

‘Hailey,’ he murmured, his voice thick from the sedatives, the word a little slurred.

‘Yeah, it’s me,’ she said, continuing to let her fingers trace the outline of his jaw.

‘Where did you go?’ He asked, leaning into her touch but not opening his eyes.

‘Nowhere,’ Hailey said. ‘I’m not going anywhere Jay.’

‘But you left,’ he said, confusion evident in his tone.

‘That was Kim,’ Hailey admitted, ‘she was here then she came to get me.’

His eyes fluttered open, taking a second longer than usual to focus on her. She could see the gears spinning in his head, trying to put together what was an illusion brought on by his medication and what was reality.

‘Kim?’ He asked, his eyebrows pulling together in the middle.

‘Yep,’ she said with a little nod. ‘She rode in the ambulance with you and then stayed here, I got here a little while ago.’

‘Kim in the ambulance,’ Jay repeated. ‘She was here?’

‘Uhuh.’

‘So if it was Kim…’ he paused and Hailey let herself smile.

‘So you told Kim that you loved her, not me,’ she chuckled, giving his hand a squeeze.

Jay groaned, closing his eyes as he remembered.

‘But Jay,’ Hailey said, gently angling his face back to look at her, ‘I love you too.’

It felt so good to say outloud, like the words were birds in her chest that had suddenly broken free and spread their wings for the first time, feeling the air buffeting underneath them. She loved him.

She watched as Jay’s smile grew wide, his eyes sparkling under the fluorescent hospital lighting.

‘You love me?’

‘I do,’ Hailey repeated.

‘That’s good,’ Jay said through his smile, ‘Because I love you too, even if I accidentally told Kim instead of you.’ He chuckled and Hailey couldn't help the laugh that bubbled out of her.

‘She’s going to question me so much later so thanks for that,’ she playfully swatted his non bandaged shoulder. ‘But, how are you feeling?’

‘Like I’m on top of the world,’ Jay said with a grin. ‘My girl loves me back.’

Hailey blushed, saying things like that came so easily to Jay - it was just one of the things she loved about him. ‘And they have got you on the good stuff,’ she said, gesturing to his IV.

‘And that,’ he nodded. ‘Seriously though, I don’t feel too bad. And now you’re here, I feel so much better.’

The tightness that had been in Hailey’s chest since she had watched him get loaded into the ambulance and drive off without her returned with a vengeance.

Jay must have noticed the change in her expression or felt the tightening of her hand around his as he asked her what was wrong.

‘It’s nothing,’ Hailey said, shaking her head as she desparetly tried to prevent the tears that were forming at the corners of her eyes from giving her away and cascading down her cheeks.

‘Talk to me Hails,’ Jay said, the concern rolling off him.

‘It’s stupid,’ she quietly tried to shake him off.

‘Nothing you could ever tell me is stupid,’ Jay said softly, returning her hand squeeze from earlier.

Hailey looked at him, really looked at him. Saw the worry etched into the corners of his eyes, the concern clear across his face, saw the love that he had for her pouring out of him. The feeling she reciprocated with everything that she had.

‘When you got shot,’ she started, talking slowly to keep herself calm. ‘I just wanted to be by your side. But when I got down to you, they were wheeling you into the ambo on the stretcher. There was so much blood and I didn’t know if you were okay,’ her voice started to crack but she had gotten this far, she needed to finish. ‘And then Voight stopped me, let Kim get into the ambulance with you and then the doors shut and you drove away. Away from me. And I didn’t know if you were alive or dead.’

‘And I know, Kim was your partner, it made sense for her to go. And it made no sense for me to be there. Because to everyone else I’m just your colleague, just someone you went undercover with that one time. I had no place to be there holding you hand,’ Hailey swallowed and focused on the feeling of Jay’s hand in hers. ‘But I should have been,’ she admitted, ‘I should have been the one holding you hand and talking to the doctors. But I had to wait for someone else to tell me and I had to pretend I was just worried.’

‘But my heart was breaking Jay,’ the tears had started to fall now and she could see her pain mirrored in Jay’s face, ‘I didn’t know if you were okay and I had to pretend it was the same as if someone else had been shot. And I care about them, of course I do, but it’s different. I love you and concealing my pain was so hard.’ She let herself fall into silence, the tears staining her cheeks.

‘Then we tell them,’ Jay said quietly, his eyes had stayed on hers the whole time she had admitted what was in her heart. ‘We tell Voight we are involved. That way, if something like this ever happens again, although I’ll try to duck this time,’ Hailey laughed wetly at his poor attempt at a joke, ‘then you won’t have to be by the sidelines.’

‘But his rule-’ Hailey started but Jay shook his head.

‘I don’t care about his rule Hailey,’ he said, ‘I care about you. And anyway, it’s pre-existing,’ he winked at her.

Hailey smiled, leaning forward so she could finally kiss him, mildly impressed at her own self restraint for being able to go this long without doing it. She pressed her lips to his, trying to show him through her touch how much she loved him and how much him wanting to out their relationship meant to her.

He deepened the kiss, nipping at her bottom lip and swiping his tongue against the seam begging for entrance which she was more than happy to grant. The beeping from his heartbeat monitor got a little faster but neither cared as they poured all of themselves into the kiss and into each other, so much so they forgot they were in the middle of a hospital and Jay was supposed to be recovering from surgery. He didn’t kiss like a man recovering from surgery, more like a man starving and Hailey was the only food he had seen in days.

The door behind them opened and they sprang apart as a red headed doctor walked into the room.

‘So this is the girl you’ve been hiding,’ he said with a grin that was vividly familiar.

‘Hailey, this is my brother Will, Will this is Hailey,’ Jay said, gesturing between them.

‘Wish we were meeting under better circumstances,’ Will said with a smile as he walked over to stand at the foot of Jay’s bed, ‘but it turns out this one has forgotten the number one rule. Avoid the bullets.’ He patted Jay’s foot under the blanket condescendingly and Jay rolled his eyes.

‘Will is the doctor in the family but clearly today he is trying to be a comedian,’ Jay said and Hailey chuckled.

‘Lovely to meet you Will,’ she said, quickly trying to wipe the stray tears that were still on her face with the back of her hand.

‘I assume Hailey can stay whilst I tell you how much of an idiot you are?’ Will asked.

‘Yes,’ Jay said, running his thumb across the back of her hand in soothing circles. ‘Whatever you say to me, you can say in front of Hailey.’

‘Wow, you’re a goner bro,’ Will scoffed but Hailey watched as Jay’s eyes flicked towards her. If he was a goner than she was too, her heart belonged to this man and she knew she was never going to get it back. Not that she wanted to, he made her happy and that was enough. Telling Voight about them however, she wasn’t sure how that was going to go.

[susie-dreemurr]

(Was out so liveblogs of where I stopped in HXH election arc up till beginning of ep 144 were written in notes app. It’s long .)

Lmaooo even Hisoka is like “bitch you think Killua loved you? Tf is wrong with you”

Oh my God Pariston is a fucking influencer

Let’s fucking go

LEORIO. AND KURAPIKA. ALALUIEA

Gon is LITERALLY IN THE SAME TOWN as Gin but he can’t go see him because he’s in a coma. Fuck everything and FUCK GIN

LEORIO THE GOAT I LITERALLY DAYDREAMED ABOUT A CHARACTER TELLING EXACTLY THIS TO GIN. LEORIO JUST LIKE ME FR FR

LEORIO THTE GOAT PUNCHED GIN IN THTE FACT AND TOLD HIM TO “DIE YOU ASSHOLE” THATS MY BOY

LETS GOOOO LEORIO PUNCHING GIN IN THE FACE NOT ONLY SAVED THE ELECTION BUT ALSO MADE HIM GET THIRD PLACE IN CANDITACY. GIN DYING IS WHAT THE PEOPLE WANT. GIVE IT TO THEM. I love democracy

Please Leorio win this election it would be so fucking funny. If not you then Morel because Bisky is too cool to be president as wel so

HELP “Gin Freecs o vagabundo dos Zodíacos. Foram votos de pena que o colocaram aqui?” Quem quer que for o comentarista (não posso ouvir a voz mas acho que é o feijão verde) te amo.

ILLUMI FUCKING DISOWNED HIM

Also I never mentioned it before but. Everyone but Killua deadass misgendering Alluka. Zoldyck family (aside of Killua and Alluka herself) will be killed in the gender war.

Btw Ginger Hisoka is strange to see can your hair go back to being pink-ish. Also can’t believe he’s the tamer one out of tbh he two Illumi really is unhinged

… did hisoka intentionally rile him up to show people Illumi is here. Because as soon as he found out there were rules Killua knew, maybe he’d be hoping then that Gon would be able to be saved after all. He wants to fight him so bad— HEP THE SHOW LITERALLY STATED THIS RIGHT AFTER. Unfortunately I know Hisoka well enough to tell.

“Alluka, if I were the only person in the whole world who loved you, would you be alright?” Fuck he’s asking that because he knows. He knows they don’t love her. At the very least, they don’t show it not even a little bit.

And yet all Alluka can hear is that there is someone in the world who loves her. All she can hear is she’s loved, after all.

Btw given that “you could have fought the president or those ants had you not been playing tag with Chrollo” so I’m assuming that the reason Kurapika isn’t going to Gon is because he’s back to hunting the Phantom Trouoe

NAOOOOOO GOTOH PUTA QUE PARIU. Tem algum jeito dele sobreviver com esse pescoço não :((( uma das duas únicas pessoas boa pro Killua nessa casa….

You know I was thinking to myself more jokingly that I was so starved for girls in shonen interacting that Canary and Amane are yuri to me, but… “You’re cute when you let lose a little” 🤨🏳️‍🌈? Canary do you have something to share with the class. (And then Amane blushes.)

HELP. Illumi and Hisoka “need more people” but neither of them have any friends aside of MAYBE each other so Illumi has to resort to brainwashing. Ok the cringe & fail duo

Ok is it bad that I’m rooting for the Anti-Netero faction. Like they make a good point (the exam allows to many crazy ass murderers in) … although their speech isn’t good, but like. Politics.

NO WAY GIN DIDNT EVEN SHOW UP JUSTIFY HIS LOSS. Cringe & fail.

Fucking. Hisoka trying to sabotage Illumi with a fake map but Illumi having a real one so Hisoka is just like “ah. Never mind.” Anyway fucking insane that we have to rely on Hisoka of all people

Btw I’m like 99% sure Amane is the “spy” Illumi is talking about so RIP my Yuri. Oh well, what fictional gay couple didn’t betray each other at least once, right?

Oh Tsubone was the spy. Nvm.

HES CRYING NOOO KILLUA :((( also fucking creepy too Illumi godamnit

KILLUA DISOWNING LETS GO

Hisoka don’t you dare do what I think you will. Get this murder card OUT of the hospital

Oh thank God it wasn’t gonna target Gon or Morel

Lets go call Gin’s ass out Pokémon character looking girl

[revivemyreverie]

Marigold, Jasmine, and Orchid for anyone of ur choosing? 🫣

EHEHEHEHE ILL RUN WITH ANNIE FOR THIS… she’s slowly becoming 1 of my faves LOL

Marigold: Describe your oc in 3 words or less

🛍️.

Hot, sexcy, aggressive ^///-///^

OK BUT FR SHES ALL THESE THINGS AND MORE I COULD TALK ABT ANNIECHAN FOR HOURS.

Jasmine: If your OC had a tumblr blog, what would their URL be?

Annie’s tumblr would be a corporate one, labeled AAngel-Official, it would have thousands of followers despite its very few posts.

However, I can also see her having a more secretive blog, where she’d crap on both other stars and classmates who piss her off. It would probably be called something egotistical as hell like annie-angel-fan1000. Annie can egoseach herself that way HAHA

Orchid: What is your oc’s biggest fear?

Annie’s fear? Well, she has many. Underneath her mean-girl facade lies a girl knowing her fall is always nearby. When under pressure, she’d probably respond that she’s scared of being guilty for a certain sabotage back then. But if you went even deeper than that, what Annie is scared of is having her precious spotlight no longer on her. For stars like her, it’s best to always be in the limelight, even if its one blaring red and burning.

[ao3feed--reylo]

Bond Status

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by leftofhere

Rey's doing the thing again: isolating herself because intimacy, even among friends, is just too much. Now that she's graduated from law school and started working at the Organa Law Group with her friends Finn and Poe, and they've started dating, what use does she have to them? Easier to hide herself away than let herself be hurt again. So of course, when her boss Leia sends her on a business trip to a conference, she's more than happy to oblige. But things get complicated when she's put in a mock trial against Leia's estranged son, Ben Solo, infamous for his cold intensity, drive to win, and lack of any basic human morals. At least, that's what people say -- but Rey can't help feeling like there's something else going on with him, too. She might try to pull away from him, too. But will he let her?

Words: 2842, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M

Characters: Rey (Star Wars), Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Kylo Ren, Finn (Star Wars), Poe Dameron, Leia Organa, Luke Skywalker

Relationships: Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Kylo Ren/Rey, Rey/Ben Solo, Rey & Ben Solo, Kylo Ren & Rey

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Lawyers, Lawyers, Hotel Sex, BDSM, Dom/sub, Dom/sub Play, Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers, Modern Era, Sub Rey, Dominant Ben Solo, why is there a fr tag for dom ben solo and not for subby rey? boo, both a little switchy at times though tbh, rey learns to stop self-sabotaging her relationships and intimacy, ben solo learns to stop dissociating and closing off all of his feelings, both through the power of esperately needing to fuck the hot person who is pissing you off, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers, those lines blur a little so! make of that what you will!, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Aftercare, good bdsm practices throughout, Consensual Non-Consent, Mildly Dubious Consent, inasmuch as weed sex will happen, but like. real stoners Know, also drunk sex will probably happen too. so inferior to weed sex tho, Semi-Public Sex, Masturbation, Forced Orgasm, i am not a lawyer i do not know what im talking about. i am just a horny fool

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[vehsel]

DP Manifestation Update RANT😠

When i manifested talking and becoming online friends with my dp it immediately happened so the manifestation definitely worked but she was very rude, i joined her discord server (which is dedicated to eating disorders😅😣😨) and i talked to her there. Basically she and another girl were talking about how they hate recovery and that it ruined them and I said that recovery isn't about fixing your weight but about fixing unhealthy eating and thinking patterns and then she replies to me saying I'm trying to sabotage them, says I just want to make them fat. So then I get timed out for 5 mins. Another girl asked a question if starving slows down your metabolism I'm like yes it does but then the same girl (dp) is like no it's doesn't they're just trying to sabotage you. She was quite nice to me and then suddenly gets pissed off when I try to be nice and caring I swear all this girl does is just be rude and toxic. She keeps saying how she hates her little brother just cause he gets more attention than her. Ok? Then she posts him all the time on her tiktok☠️

Sorry for being caring?!? And she starves herself so much, gets low blood sugar and uses it as an excuse to stuff her face with chocolate😂

And she claims she's pro recovery the hell she's not she keeps giving dangerous advice and is just a shitty person. I don't even know why I wanted to be friends with her☠️ And she's 13, and already a bitch ass little shit trying to act all grown up thank god her parents beat her that bitch acts like she's the best person in the world like no you're not just cause you're skinny af (looking like a skeleton is ugly) doesn't mean anything. She thinks she can model but she's so ugly and disordered i don't think modeling agencies would want her. She can't even do a proper walk.

I regret sympathizing for her and being on her side all the time. She fr just argues with anyone in her server if they don't have the same beliefs and values as her. Now I understand why you can't keep a friend for more than a week.

Also thanks for letting me know about how you have a bad spitting problem and can't go a minute without spitting and your little bedroom smells like your spit. You ass.

[dilfpredator]

this is me projecting hard but in the substance there's a theme of being able to make the situation better but self sabotaging instead. Elisabeth was so good at cooking she was making entire fkn thanksgiving dinners fit for a king and instead of being proud of herself Sue just complains that all Elisabeth does is eat... she could have made the decision to love that part of herself but didn't... when she was invited on a date and didn't go... that was social interaction she needed. Oh my godddd she's just like me fr.

[poop-flying]

FR Username/Numbers: shanncrafter #84422 on FR!

Basic Clan Lore: I’m planning for Tooth, fresh out of the Gaplands and starting to make a name for herself, to be targetted by The Sentinels of the Sun. They’re an organisation dedicated to hunting down malevolent spirits/dragons, and they tend to keep an eye on powerful individuals. They don’t know what her motivations are and until they do, they’ll see her as a threat.

Plans For Dragon: That’s where the Realmwalkers step in. Where the Sentinels work in the light, the Realmwalkers keep to the shadows. They’re larger and older than the Sentinels with the same goals; they may be much more disorganised but they’re willing to recruit those with useful talents.

Tooth will be a catalyst for the growing tension between its leaders (as well as between the two organisations). One of them, a young Fathom named Morien who leads the corp’s elite division, is at the centre of it all. Tooth, however, will be recruited by Udyr, who manages the unsavoury business of the Corps and whom Morien respects.

Tooth…will hate this. In the course of her relatively short life she has been many things: a daughter, fighter, a necromancer. The last thing she wants to become is a pawn, trapped in a series of events beyond her understanding.

She’s never been underestimated before. She’ll have to get used to the feeling before she can use it to her advantage.

Intended Payment: combination treasure and gem payment + some extra items!

Some other stuff below the cut!

Extra thing I wrote re: the discussion between the Corps' leaders on whether or not to recruit Tooth.

Here’s her outfit at the beginning, mostly inspired by the original! I’m thinking she has to find more of herself first before I make major changes to it. I’ll probably tweak a few things but this is it for now. The accent is Battlefield Spoils.

I was also reminded of that ‘Tho’ Nature, red in tooth and claw’ line from this poem.

Adding on to the trivia:

Her need for approval will result in her falling very quickly for certain lies. Udyr keeps her secrets but she’ll position herself as Tooth’s only hope. She’ll find a way to turn Tooth’s hunger to her advantage.

I really really love the teeth-as-daggers thing and I’m still thinking of a way to incorporate that!

I’m a little conflicted re: her charge. On one hand, I want it to be Morien just to make things messy for everyone. On the other, I want to leave it a little open. In my lore, since the Tidelord disappeared, the pull of a guardian’s Charge has gotten weaker with every new generation hatched.

There are necromancers in my lore but there’s also Camphor, a reanimated corpse shuffling around. Camphor would seek her assistance because he’s in bad shape. There are also some eldritch horrors I think Tooth would get along with (or at least try to kill. For fun. For fun!), one of whom being Innsmouth.

Two of the Realmwalker leaders will not like this at all: Verbena, in charge of general operations, and Voltimand, who oversees the mages and archivists. They’ll do anything short of sabotage/murder to see that Udyr doesn’t get what she wants.

Tooth will keep in contact with her family as much as possible. Though there is a risk of her mail being read...

Her signature is her name + a scribble of a tooth. If she's in a hurry it'll just be the scribble.

Good luck to everyone else applying! There are so many cool ideas :O

PIGLET APPLICATION #01 TOOTH THE RESSURECTIONIST.

RULES OF ENGAGEMENT:

These Piglets are for lore clans with a tumblr presence (sideblog, FR posting on mainblogs, etc you simply have to be a lore clan who engages with the community here on tumblr.)

Other players with their siblings (and myself with their parents) will be not only welcome to but encouraged to write interclan letters/in character messages to their siblings, and you'll have to be okay with everything that comes with that (On-Site DMs, the potential of a message going unanswered/etc) I would also appreciate if you ping me for the stuff you do with them because I want to see what they get up to <3

If you win one of the siblings, please refrain from applying for another, this is so everyone interested gets an opportunity and a fair shake at taking one of the girls home!

If you're the selected winner, the dragon is yours to do what you please with! (Regene, change species, rename, change gender identities/pronoun preferences, etc) I ask only that you have a lore/character reason for breed or name changes, as they'll be connected to a wider group of dragons that would need to know these things (What kind of dragon their sibling has become, What to call them in letters, etc) and if you can keep them a modern breed so they can keep their cleavers, well that'd just be nice for their old man Pig.

Please honor the basic lore of the dragon you win, you're welcome to rewrite/reinterpret the lore they arrive with, but please don't eliminate that history entirely, since they'll be interwoven with other clans/players!

[and a big thank you to Khadjin for reminding me I never mentioned this yet!] my lore deviates pretty substantially from site lore. however every aspect can be explained within the context of the site, please don't feel like you have to adopt my headcanons to participate in these!- my "Lesser Gods" are nothing more than magically afflicted/overcharged spirits or magically mutated dragons created in a reactor explosion somewhere in Lightning and some timeloop silliness, and the 'Gaps' are highly concentrated leylines caused by this incident. the eleven gods of sornieth remain the only true gods in my lore much like the site on the whole!- the Piglets and their parents simply lived under the affliction of spirits, cults, and mutated dragons and contextualized them as "Gods" the very same way we create urban myth/legends. While they would know of The Host and the Gaps because of the direct effect both have had on their parents, they are not required to have continued to believe in them as "Higher beings" and can have learned in their time away from their family that these things are likely, little more than the arcane gone haywire.

BLANK APPLICATION

Please copy/paste and fill this out in a Reblog here on tumblr or send it to me through my submit box here so I can keep track of things on a per-dragon basis for the course of the 48-hours each application will be active!

FR Username/Numbers: Basic Clan Lore: (just a general description of the lore/area of your clan you intend to place this hatchling in!) Plans For Dragon: (A little description of any of your ideas, headcanons, story beats, etc you're thinking of for the dragon you're applying for! This can be anything you've got in mind, scries, outfits, etc, feel free to go as big or as little as you want, I wanna see what's going on in your head!) Intended Payment: (These dragons will be PWYW, but I need everyone to acknowledge they're not free, so whatever you're planning on paying/trading for them, even if you change your mind when the time comes, stick something here.)

RINGLEADER'S HEADCANONS

These are just some smaller lore bits and pieces you're welcome to use or disregard for each child, things that I couldn't fit into the bios in a way that made sense. much like the example outfit photo up-top, this is for fun or stuff to help get ideas flowing, if you're stuck!

Tooth has horrible first-child syndrome despite being the third-born, she wants her parents' (and others, really) approval in any way she can get it, which has led to a deathly competitive streak- dangerous in a dragon closer to a horror slasher than anything else.

Tooth is the child with the most heavy proclivity toward plague's flesh and bone sensibilities, and while this is fitting for a necromancer, it makes her look odd when engaging with hobbies that aren't hunting, killing, or doing strange magic- she's mildly self conscious about this.

Her tendency to pull her own teeth to create resurrection daggers has led to her using her mouth as an odd accessory, adorned with teeth carved from precious stones, metals, and various other souvenirs she's chosen.

She's one of the few members of the Piglets who actually has an innate sense of magic, as her talent with resurrection does not require any outside intervention beyond a focus for her powers!

THIS APPLICATION IS OPEN FROM 3 PM DECEMBER 2ND, 2024, TO 3 PM DECEMBER 4TH, 2024. REBLOGS AFTER THIS TIME WILL BE DISQUALIFIED FROM THE RUNNING.

Annnnd the auction pings for my tumblr lovelies!~:

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