#she was only 3 :( ryans. crushed rn i feel so terrible

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

ok. currently dealing with. loss of a pet. im ok im mostly worried abt my brother bc she was his and this was rlly unexpected so. yeah theres that

[amoktime]

i was tagged by @sttng thanks alex!

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

1. last drink: i had white wine in spain because it came with the meal i ordered at a restaurant and the waiter probably thought i was 18. i’ve had wine before but i honestly hate it

2. last phone call: my dad

3. last text message: my friend ryan

4. last song you listened to: im listening to the soundtrack to shape of water rn! the last actual song i listened to i think was breakfast by brockhampton

5. time you cried: in the car today a little

6. dated someone twice? :-(

7. kissed someone and regretted it? i haven’t kissed anyone yet so thats a no i guess

8. been cheated on? again i’d have to date someone

9. lost someone special? no

10. been depressed? yes

11. gotten drunk and thrown up? no i’ve never been drunk

fave colours

12. blue

13. purple

14. green

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends? oh yes

16. fallen out of love? i mean. i guess

17. laughed until you cried? for sure

18. found out someone was talking about you? i think so

19. met someone who changed you? yes

20. found out who your friends are? sort of?

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list? :-(

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl? all of them i dont really use facebook and i only accept friend requests from people i at least know

23. do you have any pets? no i wish i did tho!

24. do you want to change your name? i hate my first name but i don’t really feel the need to legally change it or if other people call me it i just prefer going by my last name

25. what did you do for your last birthday? i had some friends over and we watched a movie and we just chilled! it was very nice and enjoyable

26. what time did you wake up today? about 9

27. what were you doing at midnight last night? trying to sleep

28. what is something you cant wait for? my friend’s getting me brockhampton merch when he sees them live on wednesday im so jealous but at least im getting some bh merch!

30. what are you listening to right now? the shape of water soundtrack!!

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom? oh yes my neighbor and this british kid at my school who i have mixed feelings about

32. something thats getting on your nerves? fake people

33. most visited website: my school’s website

34. hair color: dark brown

35. long or short hair: quite long

36. do you have a crush on someone: i never really know

37. what do you like about yourself: uhm im not always terrible at music

38. want any piercings? never 

39. blood type: i actually don’t know its either a or o something. either way i can’t donate my blood :-(

40. nicknames: worm, hatlas, egg, and a few others

41. relationship status: depressingly gay and single

42. zodiac: pisces

43. pronouns: idc at this point really but they/she ig

44. fave tv shows: star trek

45. tattoos: no

46. right or left handed: right but im working on becoming ambidextrous for fun!

47. ever had surgery: yes for dumb reasons (swallowing a coin and getting it stuck in my throat when i was 5, wisdom teeth, and loosing my mole)

48. piercings: no

49. sport: im in marching band and thats the closest i’ll ever get to sports

50. vacation: im going on a cruise with my grandparents in june!

51. trainers: uh i wear whatever’s comfy so like sneakers/converse or flipflops

more general

52. eating: i just had popcorn

53. drinking: water

54. im about to watch: rewatch some star trek enterprise

55. waiting for: highschool to be over

56. want: a gf and mental stability

57. get married: hopefully

58. career: music teacher!

which is better

59. hugs or kisses: i’ve never been kissed so idk

60. lips or eyes: eyes

61. shorter or taller: both are so good. also same height

62. older or younger: .. same age

63. nice arms or stomach: arms .,

64. hookup or relationship: relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: hesistant

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no

67. drank hard liquor: no

68. lost glasses: yes tragically

69. turned someone down: no

70. sex on first date: no

71. broken someones heart: not to be emo but only my own

72. had your heart broken: yes. by myself cause i’m a damn fool!

73. been arrested: no

74. cried when someone died: yes

75. fallen for a friend: all the time :-(

do you believe in

76. yourself: maybe in an alternate universe

77. miracles: maybe

78. love at first sight: maybe!

79. santa claus: no never have im quite jewish

80. kiss on a first date: idk

81. angels: angels are among us in the forms of best friends and stars

other

82. best friend’s name: astra

83. eye colour: brown

84. fave movie: moonlight

85. fave actor: don’t really have one ig i’ll say jake gyllenhaal

i have to go do my psych hw so i tag anyone who wants to do this!