#she should've been there for hope
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Aegosexual flag color picked from Argo cornstarch cause my phone keeps autocorrecting it and I thought it was funny (I had to cheat a little and use the pixels where the colors blurred)
Bonus: A version with the Argo cornstarch colors
#me and maybe one other person will find this funny#I really hope she sees this#aego#aegosexual#i probably should've done the aegoromantic or aegorose flag#that would've been easier#asexual#acespec#aspec#ace#Argo#Argo cornstarch
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guys wtf i've been possessed because wdym i'm posting art AGAIN. horrortale doodles this time because i'm in a horror mood :3 ermm aliza jumpscare on 3rd photo
4th image is horror (if i cracked his back it would sound like a pop tube fidget toy)
#horror with a chainsaw is forever going to be in my mind. i will never forget him#HE'S JUST SO CHAINSAW CODED. like horror with a chainsaw should've been his thing. no axe no cleaver CHAINSAW#i think he does the counting gimmick often. starts from 10 and drops to 1 quick. i stole that from hi3 lantern btw#i learned how to draw a chainsaw just for this single thingy. are you proud of me :3#how is aliza walking around everywhere with no shoes. she has frostbite v.320 i presume#aliza is my little princess i love aliza. im so excited to see where her story's going#ALIZA MY PRINCESS!!! ALIZA PLEASE DON'T DIE!!!! aliza.... aliza free horrortale please free them..... PLS!!!!!!!!!!#we WILL be playing the horrortale waterfall section game coming out soon TRUST‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#sourapplestudios thank you for making horrortale we love you#horror is soooo cutie patootie i love him so much. my art will never be able to capture just how creepy he should be but its ok bc hes cute#i can't draw creepy stuff BUT i can draw cute :3 look at horror with his little chainsaw AWW!!#horror going to the bar before almost murdering aliza. alcoholism is real guys (there is no alcohol in horrortale 💀💀💀)#i could cosplay aliza ngl. just need a shitty purple dress and then off to the conventions. don't even need shoes!#i love drawing on paper i feel invigorated when i draw traditionally. sorry my ipad 🙁#horrortale flowey is SO FUCKING REAL BRO. like how the hell does aliza still have hope in these monsters STOP IT YOU IDIOT!!!!!#horror sans#horrortale aliza#murder time trio#bad sanses#bad sans gang#utmv#horrortale#sans au#tricule art
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just remembered that if the doctor didn't send rose back to pete's world while she was making it clear that she chooses the doctor and will always choose the doctor over everyone and everything then she wouldnt have gotten two more doses of void particles all over her (trip to pete's world and back) and she wouldn't have been pulled just that much harder than him when they were closing the gap between worlds and slipped off. how much do you think the doctor agonizes over this? because it's been a decade for me and im still in pain
#gained consciousness. randomly remembered this. heart sunk#is everyone happy? im not#im grateful they resolved rose's plotline with her dedication to the doctor and returning to him in s4#but FUCK the heartbreak will never go away#she was meant to be with him. in the tardis. forever.#she couldve been there when donna warped in. she should've been. she was supposed to BE THERE#AGONY#ANGUISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i think thats what hurts so much: the hope/the promise/the belief that somebody is going to Be There#and youre going to have this future together#and when something happens. when you lose someone. its. entire timelines shutting down#all things you still were ''supposed to'' do together#promises unkept#my fucking god#grief#thats what it fills me with. fucking GRIEF#dw#doctor who#rose tyler#rose and the doctor#dw s2#doomsday#ow ow ow#dw.txt#.txt#pete's world#the tenth doctor#loss
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Reminder that Senju was raised mainly by Haruchiyo and he knows her enough to predict her movements:
Still not over the fact that for all his mockery and his condescendent behaviour with Senju, he acknowledges how strong she is and even expresses his "dissapointment" when she doesn't meet his expectations.
#damn takeomi really was shitty as a brother and caretaker#i mean what can you expect from a man that abandoned his little sister in favour of brothels and casinos until he was drowning in debts#senju was a saint for still taking him in her gang and trusting him like nothing happened#seriously we should've seen more of these two#hope the next spin-off its about the akashi siblings because there's just so much to uncover#sanzu and senju's relationship clearly has a lot of layers and their story runs deeper than the manga showed#haruchiyo carried the weight of a duty that no child should ever have (all because takeomi was too self-conceited to care)#he was forced to be a parent for senju when he was just a child like her#and imagine senju's thoughts in all this mess#the kind of bond she must've had with sanzu before he cut ties with them#he wasn't just a brother to her he was also her parent#he was her everything and then he abandoned her#just like takeomi did#senju was dumped by both her brothers because they chose someone/something else over her#and she had to live on knowing that#for takeomi she kinda expected it#but for sanzu? the one who actually looked after her and she thought he cared?#oh she must've been HURT with that#senju kawaragi#sanzu haruchiyo#akashi haruchiyo#akashi takeomi#akashi siblings#akashi senju#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers headcanons#tokyo manji gang#kanto manji gang#tokyo rev headcanons
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Just saying, a lot of Edelgard's White Clouds interactions with TWSITD are a hell of a lot more forgivable when you remember its not just an Emperor and the devil she made a deal with, it's also a deeply traumatised teenager forcing herself to continue to interact with her abusers because she's trying to convince herself that her suffering at their hands meant something.
(with a side of a very clearly displayed implication that they won't hurt her while she's useful to them-)
#Like. That is the one thing I don't like about Hopes so far#It should've been Hubert suggesting the plan#And Edelgard fretting about the risks#Would've given both a chance for a rare scene of emotional vulnerability between those two#AND a lot more weight and stuff to work with for Edelgards guilt in Monica's supports#Cause. As is her guilt mostly feels like a 'haha she rescued Monica here but YOU know a timeline where she didn't don't you player?'#Which sucks because if it were handled better it could've been an amazing exploration of both thier characters#Instead of the (admittedly funny) Monica simping hours we got-#But yeah I will argue to my dying breath that taking down Cornelia is Edelgard's most important character development on CF#And it's the reason we don't need to see her take down the entirety of the Slithers#THAT is the moment Thales illusion of control over her conpletely shatters#Which is only emphasised by the fact that this is the point he LOSES.#We know from the other routes that the second he fired those javelins his days are numbered#And here he did it as little more than a power play- a futile attempt to remind El of his control#fe3h#fire emblem 3 houses#fire emblem three houses#edelgard von hresvelg#edelgard discourse#edelgard positive
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#i never expected too much from the adaptation and i like watching it mostly because i can joke about every scene with my sister#but suki#my girl my dearest#she was just so meh from my expectations#and yeah taking katara's anger away was way worse#but suki was a minor side character in season 1#she didn't have that much screentime even in the og show so it should've been easy to make her character more like the original#they took away her sass and her strong personality#she gives vibes of a crane now when before she was more like a tiger#and i wish her hair was shorter sigh#they also robbed us of a sokka in kyoshi warriors uniform moment#one more thing that was just amazingly horrible is how often they use the word hope#if it was like that in the og then i apologize#but damnn it sometimes feels like i'm watching the ember island players#atla#h talks
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the thing is is that there's not a single conceivable in-reason universe to not promote Harry
#star trek: voyager#harry kim#this is one of those things im gonna be mad about forever#like I know Why he didnt get promoted its cause of racism irl#and its so glaring cause like. I would go as far as to say its actually insanely OOC of Janeway to NOT promote him#like she adores Harry and even if she didnt he's just really damn good at his job??#and he takes on all these responsibilities?? he runs the night shift he sits in the chair??#Janeway wouldve been promoting him every season#he should've been a high-ranking officer by the end of Voyager#you cant even use the excuse that nobody in Voyager gets promoted- Tuvok does#and you cant use the excuse that it would be 'too fast' look at TNG and how far up the ranks Geordi gets#Harry they really did rob you#I hope when they got to earth Janeway just grabbed him and held him in front of an admiral and went 'make him a captain'#I firmly believe that if promotions had been given as they should've been then Harry would've made captain at like. 24
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i love making pretty ppl giddy over really mundane stuff (。ノω\。) don't giggle at me omg..
#i always think of something good to say 30 seconds later 😔😹#i got complimented on my choke chain at the bubble tea spot and all i said was thank u i hope u have a good night aksjdj#and then she got real giddy about it‚ girl ur gonna make me want to come back looking extra hot just for u#i should've asked her if she wanted to give it a tug#thinking about u bubble tea girl that was adorable#a girls been making ppl giddy lately 🧐 idk if They Know but it is doing wonders for my already great self esteem#mentally kissing u on the forehead i love u
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i am at the looking-at-dolls-as-self-soothing part of the night. i definitely wanna beef up my bratz collection since unboxing my alwayz bratz yasmin was just like... oh... oh man... and... and i didn't think it'd be like that for me man i didn't think i had as much nostalgia for bratz as i actually do not just buy owning some but by touching them and playing w their clothes and their hair.
and one of my issues of course is that i'm a redhead and as a redhead my Default Lookalike Doll is meygan (not that having a doll that looks like you is the most important part of bratz, but it is so much of the fun right? the fact that there's a character out there for just about everyone?). and i like meygan as a character well enough, that's not the issue. but of the meygan dolls that have been reproduced, there's none of them that are like, hardcore needs for me except for sweetheart meygan. and i did not buy sweetheart meygan in time. i was not really collecting at that point. that was like 2022. i had a few... na na na surprise dolls at that time. which is funny bc i have four of those that i got all either on clearance or w giftcards and i do really like them even though a lot of doll collectors thought they were kinda dumb, and they were. i just liked the gimmick of the fabric bodies and there were just enough dolls i thought were really cute that i kinda caved at one point. i also knew it was a brand i wouldn't go overboard with. anyway. we were talking about meygan...
sorry meygan back to you girl. i know original 2000s bratz that have not yet been reproduced at crazy expensive on the secondhand market and it's genuinely out of control. but sweet heart meygan, both the repro and the original, are selling for triple digits on mercari, ebay, what have you. that's just ridiculous. frankly. i'm not buying her at that. i don't even like her enough to hunt for her regularly, if that's how it's gonna be. there are plenty of more readily-available bratz dolls that are either regular retail price or clearancing online andin stores. did you guys know alwayz bratz jade is going for 15 bucks on amazon right now? that's crazy. the other always bratz dolls aren't going for that low if they're even marked down yet. that release wasn't even that long ago. anyway i'm thinking of getting jade from that line bc i know some ppl thought that alwayz jade was a let-down, but i thought she was cute. yasmin was my favorite from that line and that's why i got her but jade was my second fave there easily.
i also wanna get the kumi they reproduced sometime and maybe girls nite out cloe since i see she's still available. it's funny there aren't that many core girls i've wanted from the repros but if i go for any of the cloes, new or old, it's gotta be girls nite out. cloe isn't even usually my favorite character no offense blondes she's just kinda. she's just kinda cloe to me. idk i love her but i'm not gagged over her most of the time. these are still bratz standardz we're talking about here so obviously i love her.
there's nothing going on in the world right now other than my bratz dolls. and if someone we won't mention wins the election, i'm definitely going doll crazy. i'm gonna be buying dolls after this anyway, but i'm gonna justify spending an unusual, nearly-irresponsible amount of money. you know. bc i'm an adult and i can.
hey also and of all the lines they could've reproduced why is their most recent slumber party? why? why? when the poll posted by mga had tokyo a go go WINNING? bc tokyo a go go is the correct option? i mean the slumber party line is cute and i like the base dolls and the accessories especially the stuffed animals are cute. but. everyone knows the bratz audience these days is adult collectors. which adult collectors are losing their minds over dolls in pajamas and bathrobes? again they're CUTE. but why. also why did they reproduce bratz babyz when those things were nightmare fuel
#tales from diana#yeah and i have the jimmy paul pride two-pack w roxxi and nevra arriving tomorrow :)#i'm still probably gonna buy all these dolls i'm talking about at some point but i'm just gonna space them out#now is a pretty good time to be a budding bratz collector bc there have been AFFORDABLE OPTIONS once again#but they are not all that way#and i'm so happy for my own sake that i had no emotional investment w the mean girls dolls bc that shit was ridiculous#fuck mga for that one for real#yeah the bratz i have now are the alwayz yasmin and the campfire felicia repro#i should've unboxed felicia first bc i honestly like her better and her hair (being braided) would've been way less of a mess#i have to wash yasmin's hair and im worried about it bc i've never washed doll hair before#but i'm gonna be so honest w you. the state that shit was in? was borderline unacceptable. lol#it's so hard and gelled that i cannot just brush it or anything#the back ie what you could not see in the box is especially nasty... like come on#the alwayz bratz as much as i do like them overall are not the same quality as 2000s bratz. i have to say#not just bc they don't come w a second outfit but the fabric quality and construction just isn't what it used to be#they're still good dolls don't get me wrong. but i feel like they're less pressured bc of how cheap barbies are nowadays#they don't have to put in the same elbow grease to be 'better'#anyway i'm glad i'm talking about bratz dolls which are the only thing that matter in the world to me right now#la la la la la i'm plugging my ears. la la la la la nothing is going on#i have to get a sasha at some point too but idk which one i want? and i want one that's on shelves now not a secondhand. not dealing w that#i think i'll hold onto the hope of tokyo a go go being reproduced bc that's one of my favorite sashas. & she's the best in that line imo#her hair and makeup are just gorgeous and her outfit is adorable#that's like peak sasha and peak bratz to me#but i also like the new pretty n punk sasha. idk. i will wait for suuuuure. don't rush diana#i don't think i wanna have more than one doll of any character before i have a more extensive bratz collection#so who i choose to get for the core 4 is vital... i'm happy w my current yasmin though. the other 3 are kinda up in the air
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actually you know whose reaction I'd be really curious about, potentially coming across fourteen in the shops? Francine!
#francine jones#martha jones#the doctor#dw#doctor who#the (second?) last time they saw each other she nodded to him#and i tend to interpret that as a mix of 'thank you for talking me down' 'hey we survived hell together' and 'thank goodness#martha is coming back to us and you and i both know it's the right thing even though i know you're a fucking mess too but also pls go'#not in the sense that martha was trapped with ten but that ten maybe Could have convinced her to stay potentially#or even just that francine was afraid that ten might do so/martha could possibly choose ten over them#also just that in some ways the jones fam saw the doctor and the master being An Terrifying Other Species moreso than most#there's that relief when martha comes back like they weren't sure she'd be walking back inside#so they dont end it on Bad terms technically#but also potentially... sees fourteen and it's a trigger? sees fourteen and is afraid for martha?#sees fourteen and assumes the end of the world is coming back? sees fourteen and is just... oh... hoped id never see you again#sees fourteen and it's an awkward british 'how have things been? good. you? yeah good. got a garden now. oh that's nice'#(was francine there when martha was on that joint call -- she was wasnt she?#i cannot remember if there's any Looks between them there that indicate how she feels about ten at that point)#anyway i think francine should've been in martha's final scene i think francine was the most important part of martha's life#that symbolised the ways that ten had affected that life#and seeing how francine potentially felt after end of time would have been such a strong indicator of how that story ended there#the tenth doctor#the fourteenth doctor#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers
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okay pretty weird ask but do you accepts asks about crackships/crossover-ships? stuff like vriska x asuka langley-soryu, or gamzee x nagito komaeda?
the thing is i wish i had a deep and intimate understanding of any of those characters to be able to answer those types of questions. that being said i think that there should be a psychological horror/romance crime and punishment modern au fanfic where broke harvard law transfer student rodion raskolnikov kills nanna crocker while robbing her joke shop out of a strange morbid compulsion that arises in him one night and he steals a mysterious game disc off her office desk and ends up playing her copy of sburb. and he keeps being haunted by traces of this strange old woman and the greater secrets he has suddenly stumbled onto and wonders what the fuck he's gotten himself into while glimpses of her alternate selves and just general paradox time bullshit mess with his inherently doomed one player session. and then he can use time travel bullshit and then meet 1960s milf jane after attempting several scratches and they can go do dead ghost spades-make outs in the dream bubbles after a long game of godtier cat and mouse where they break everything about skaia and the game and kill several versions of their universes while finally succumbing to their fates in each other's bloody arms. or something like that. i think it'd be interesting
#jane crocker#homestuck#bottlehawk text#asks#and he should be a thief of hope. and there should be a lot of symbolism with that and the maid of life.#and catholicism should be a really big recurring theme. and faith. and doom. but also acceptance? and the cosmic horror of the unknown#and also i want to underline that she's a mysterious hot crazy gilf in this we need more gilf x twink romances.#because howl's moving castle was a coward. and that girl should've stayed a gilf in that movie. it would've been better that way
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I'm so fucking heartbroken over all these plans I haven't felt good enough to participate in... It's not fair. It's not fucking fair...
#i have missed so much this summer and i miss my friends immensely#next weekend we have ren faire though and im not missing that#i just hope to god i feel okay...#but im ESPECIALLY heartbroken over the fact that i couldn't make plans to go meet Roger Clark and Rob Wiethoff...#my mom told me if i could pay for most of it she would go with me but... i felt too sick to even attempt a goddamn thing#like im actually crying because i just wanted to go meet these cowboys and we had a plan#but whatever the fuck is going on with me got in my way#i was so excited for so long that I'd get to meet them and gush about rdr2#my mom and i made this plan like two months ago now#i wanted to make it work so bad...#hopefully i can meet them another time when i can actually function#im just bummed because rdr2 has been what's keeping me sane all year...#i started playing in February and ive put in almost 900 hours. im so close to 100%ing it#i wanted to go meet Arthur and John's VAs so bad dude#anyway#dont mind me#i should've learned to stop making plans by now...#i probably would have died trying to go to a con anyway but i would have pushed myself for that.
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Tbh I would've loved it if Taylor just slapped Daniel at any random time during the game.
#ive been thinking of when Emma slaps Jacob in the quarry#and I think it's really funny#like at the museum when they get separated#if you make Taylor mad she should've been able to slap him#there was so much potential#it would've been so funny#I love them#but like I'm cackling just thinking about it#might just write about it tbh💀#BUT I SWEAR THERE WAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL#Every supermassive games couple should have the chance to slap each other#I think it's really funny#omg too many tags oops#little hope#daylor#supermassive games#dark pictures anthology#random stuff
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every day i miss my friend ashton back in oklahoma more and more
#when my dad died she came when i said I needed her before I'd even told her what happened#all i had to say was that something really bad happened and i needed her#she didn't even take 20 minutes to show up in my yard no questions asked and when i told her she held me as long as i needed her to#ashton would've been with me today#i miss her so fucking much i should've gone back to oklahoma when i got kicked out instead of this shitty apartment#all i can do is hope one day we'll reconnect she really set my standards high for friends
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I'm forever grateful for the dating sim options in lgts but I can't shake the feeling that - from the narrative point of view - Rozenmarine is supposed to be the main girl
#like im on freya route and i LOVE freya she's a delight the apple of my eye the most precious girl in the world etc etc#but when we find apfel and the witch is standing right beside the tree trunk and elise is like omg i hope apfel didn't see anything#you can't convince me it shouldn't have been rozenmarine instead. it would've held so much weight#im still not even halfway through though#only thursday morning..................#but i FEEL that it should've been Rozenmarine#every plot development should have her name#it would've been wise to go for her on my first playthrough but unfortunately im too easily swayed by The Green#little goody two shoes#lgts
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mother: "theres this great job where you'd be on-call to come in!"
me: "ahhh i don't really want to be on-call, that would stress me out a lot because I'd always be on edge,,"
mother: "no you wouldn't, you could make it your thing!"
me: "...my thing?"
mother: "being on call! it'd be great! :)"
me: "i would probably be crying like... a lot ahaha. because I would always be on edge never knowing when to expect having to go into work, yknow?"
mother: "nooo, you could just make it a thing!"
me: "sorry, what do you mean by thing?"
AND I NEVER FOUND OUT !!
#i feel very ill fdsjkl tonight was ... not good#not the worst definitely not the worst#just. a lot of diet talk and making fun of other ppl that she expected us to all laugh at (and we did. idk if they found it funny.)#and brother labelling some influencer having rape charges against him just ''internet drama''#number one: i dont want to hear about that. number two: that is not just ''drama'' that is like. serious. what the fuck is wrong w youuuu#my mother will say that all the food i eat is very bad for me and do that while knowing full well i struggle to eat Anything#and say that simply Adding things to the diet is pointless bc ur poisoning urself still! u have to Take Out things! i cant fucking do that!#im still baffled that two years ago when i tried to go to them for help when i was almost fainting from not eating they just shrugged at me#''okay? why are u telling us this?'' BECAUSE YOU ARE MY PARENTS. AND I AM TRYING TO GET HELP.#i should've known better than to try tbh but like. its so hard to completely let go of every sliver of hope that they'll... be kind#like me saying i was feeling suicidal a few yrs ago just garnered a ''oh don't start this again. we're not doing this again.''#and me admitting my own damn self to the psych ward just had her telling me ''i dont think you actually needed to go :/''#mother dearest if it werent for the other fuckers in the brain (caused by you abusing me) then i would've been dead several times over#i am so fucking tired i am so sick of these ppl it is so incredibly painful and terrifying that this is supposed to be my family#this is the one support system i get in life. and it is no support system at all. i am fucked !! i am so unbelievably fucked!!!#i know other ppl make it thru but they are much stronger than me. i am lacking something that they all have lmao. i am cowardly and weak!!!#i have been trying so fucking hard to figure out how to like. make this work. how to survive in this society and its just. impossible#i think we're back to the clock ticking down as my bank account runs out#i cannot be employed and ppl keep telling me disability won't accept me so i am just. unanimously fucked over i suppose#i have two years !! two years until i run out of money!!! thats a lot of time!! to make all the art i want to make!!#i will make this work for these two years i will cope and make my art and disconnect and daydream through the intolerable parts#i will make these two years so good sdfjkl im gonna make it to the end of them#sorry this is all coming flooding out fsjdkl i've just tried so hard to be like. positive abt things and laugh abt things and be okay#im tired of trying to make it okay fdsjkl i am wallowing tonight i guess. boohoo poor little me fdsjkl i'll probably get over it soon#just need to like. let a little of the pressure leak out so i don't completely crack and do smth stupid#it will be okay !!! or as okay as it can be !!! this will be blocked out by tomorrow morning probably!!#or it'll have to be LMAO i have my silly old lady yarn group tomorrow and i need to be Normal for that#suicide tw#abuse tw#ed tw
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