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The android seemed to always be on his best behavior around Vincent, even when he wouldn't have minded bothering Dan. Sure, the other's systems always seemed on the verge of overloading and he didn't enjoy some casual brawling. But he was harmless, thus he could afford to lower his guard.
The only real threat in the house was Bishop anyway, the other humans simply looked odd. They could be ignored and he could spend some time knitting.
"Mh." He looked down as Vincent leaned in and started apologizing profusely. That was a lot of words just for daring to get a little closer. He supposed he appreciated the concern, but he didn't really care.
"You may rest." It wasn't as if it'd compromise his mobility.
Bishop smirked. The temptation to say he already knew Strohmeier's name was strong, but he managed to hold back for the sake of the game.
"The name's Bishop." he said, looking at his cards. He picked a three and placed it down, then looked at the androids.
Willow kept an eye on Sixty, if anything, to be ready in case something got knocked down.
"Even twins have different personalities. These androids have been individuals for a short time and have been molded by their most recent experiences, but they still qualify as such." the cyborg replied, taking her gloves off, "But they're hardly at the end of their path. Perhaps Daniel will improve over time and so might Vincent. Artificial beings can heal too."
That went for Strasky too, as far as she was concerned. Willow reached for the nearest toy, taking a moment to focus on the feeling of the fabric provided by the sensors in her hands.
"The children need more items to decorate their rooms with. Their preferences, according to the last survey, seem to be dogs, felines, birds and have showed less interest in toys with bright colors." she listed, "Erica will likely claim whatever they will turn down. I suppose we should pick whatever catches our attention."
Then again, she could have used a few new plushies as well.
"Well, the hope is that they'll sort each other outâŠand maybe be nicer to him. Strasky basically felt responsible for everybody else, which worked out as well as it sounds." Rook said, giving a shrug, "And I feel like he doesn't want the help. I can try to cheer him up, but I'm not Strohmeier or one of the others."
She paused for a moment, then carefully reached out to pet Prince.
Seeing Vincent more at ease convinced the android Bishop to relax, or what passed for that while he gave mean glares to all the present before shifting his attention to the tools and yarn that were being laid out for him.
He briefly glanced in Dan's direction, before picking them up and getting to work.
Bishop contemplated the rules of the game for a moment, before nodding. "Noted."
He moved to sit down, taking a moment to study the other androids. He supposed he could do this for the sake of scientific curiosity. It would be interesting to see how well machines could lie.
"I doubt that device could affect me, but I'm confident it won't be necessary." he commented dryly with a smirk.
It wouldn't be like him to join anything without talking smack first.
Meanwhile, Willow was still quietly scanning the room, taking in all the toys while studying Sixty's behavior. The lack of coordination didn't seem to hinder him, prompting her to refrain from offering her help with it.
She kept her hands folded behind her back as she listened to Strasky. "I assume they share an uncanny resemblance while the other may be more calm and collected the way Nines prefers to carry himself. He might give the impression of a well trained puppy instead of an overstimulated one."
None of that was said as a critique. She appreciated more than anyone the way the androids were allowed to thrive while embracing their personalities.
"Bulb and Prince are good enough, I guess." Rook shrugged. A Pokémon and a scrunkly looking glass creature didn't need crazy names to stand out. "Yep. That's how siblings work. At least you know he's being obnoxious because he wants your attention and not for other reasons."
It was nice to see for a change. Every time she jumped over to this dimension, it felt like dysfunctional families were the norm.
"He's not, you're right, at least in the biological sense." Rook confirmed. "His mind isn't running on his brain anymore so I guess that cuts out all the chemicals that would normally make him all bouncy. I think it's still in there somewhere, but he's also older and very traumatized. The hope is that helping out his friends will give him some peace too."
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Six people have burned themselves at Virginiaâs infamous supermax Red Onion State Prison since the start of the year, the stateâs Department of Corrections confirmed in an email to The Appeal. A Virginia Department of Corrections (VADOC) spokesperson said the men used âimprovised devices that were created by tampering with electrical outlets.â Four incidents occurred on or after September 1. The agency said it tracks incidents of self-harm but does not make reports on those incidents publicly available. âTo be clear, these inmates did not set themselves on fire or self-immolate,â she wrote. âThey were treated for electrical burns at the Departmentâs secure medical facility at the VCU Medical Center and cleared to return to the facility. All six inmates have been referred to mental health staff for treatment.â For more than two decades, civil rights attorneys, human rights advocates, and prisoners have documented the horrific conditions at Red Onion, which sits in rural Western Virginia near the Kentucky border. According to a 2018 lawsuit, one man allegedly hallucinated and spoke with his dead parents while kept in solitary for more than 12 years. In another case, a man isolated for over 600 days started to speak in numbers, lost more than 30 pounds, and signed his name with a series of random letters. The DOC settled both lawsuits. In October, incarcerated journalist Kevin âRashidâ Johnson broke the self-harm story for Prison Radio, reporting that men had burned themselves in a âdesperate attemptâ to be transferred outside of the prison. The news outlet posted an audio recording by Ekong Eshiet, one of the men who allegedly burned himself. Eshiet said staff discriminate against him because of âmy race, my last name, or my religion.â âI donât mind setting myself on fire again,â Eshiet said on the recording. âThis time, I would set my whole body on fire before I have to stay up here and do the rest of my time up here.â
Last year, six prisoners at Red Onion State Prison, a supermax facility on the stateâs rural west side, intentionally burned themselves, prompting scrutiny of the prison from lawmakers and the public. But rather than address the conditions that may have led to such desperate measures, emails obtained by The Appeal show that corrections staff discussed how best to punish those whoâd self-immolated. In the documents, which were obtained through a public records request and partially redacted, staff members discussed how to deter further incidents of self-harm. Suggestions included charging prisoners thousands of dollars for medical care and criminally prosecuting them. âI believe on Monday, we pull policy and start charging the inmates thousands of dollars for the hospital and medical treatment,â Red Onionâs chief of security wrote in September. âOnce we iron through this, we can send the word through the inmate population that theyâre going to be changed [sic] thousands for their medical due to intentional manipulation. Just my thoughts on how to prevent this kind of behavior.â One of the recipients, Assistant Warden Dwayne Turner, voiced his approval. âYeah, sounds good,â he wrote. âBut, the first thing we need to figure out is why? Do they think they will get transferred? If so, we need to make sure they donâtâŠ. obviously they think they can gain something from doing that. We need to make sure they know they wonât gain anythingâŠ.but making them pay money is good too[.]â The minimum wage for incarcerated workers in Virginia starts at $0.27 an hour. Local media outlet VPM News reported that Turner was promoted to assistant warden after he was accused of choking a restrained prisoner. Turner did not respond to The Appealâs request for comment.
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Love That Burns ~ Ending 2 ~ 59
LOVE THAT BURNS MASTERLIST
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Word Count:Â 2,500ish
Summary:Â Wade forces the group into a therapy session.
Warning(s):Â talk of death, sadness
Notes:Â I hope this isn't total trash. I think I completely overthought this chapter... Please share reactions!Â
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âNow,â Wade drawled, âwho wants to get started?â
âWade, forcing us to talkââ
âIs just want we all need,â Wade cut you off.
âYou canât keep us in here for long,â Logan retorted.
âActually, I can since we can order anything from our phones. So, once again, who wants to go first?â
The silence was thick that followed. Your head hung as you wrung your hands together. Laura eyed you nervously while Logan leaned back against the wall, arms folded over his chest as he glared at Wade. Wade kept himself against the apartment door, twirling one of his golden guns.
âI could always start,â Wade broke the silence, âbut Iâm sure my story is not the one that needed here. We can do spin the bottle to decide or nose goes orââ
âWade, stop,â you requested.Â
You looked up at Wade with tears in your eyes, immediately putting Logan and Laura on edge. You almost had no control over your powers anymore. The slightest change in your emotions could be extremely dangerous for you.
âDonât do this,â you pled.Â
âSorry, Buttercup,â Wade said with a simple shrug. âIâm just doing what has to be done. Itâs whatâs best for all of us⊠Wow. Iâm really turning into the true hero type.â
Another wave of tense silence crashed over the apartment. But, as usual, Wade couldnât stand silence for long.
âMaybe we should start with what happened on our way home from work,â he stated, a seriousness to his tone.
âI knew something happened,â Logan muttered.
âI was not a big deal,â you said, unable to look anyone in the eye.
Wade scoffed. âI had to scare off a drunk man who you clearly had a run in before.â
âWhat type of run in?â Laura asked.
âWell, he said that she burnt his jacket.â
âThe night you came home with your hands burnt,â Logan whispered, putting the pieces together.Â
âThe man was clearly hitting on her and wanting moreââ
âEnough, Wade,â you said, trying to keep yourself together. âEnough⊠I handled it then and I could have handled it tonight.â
âYou shouldnât be handling anything when it comes to your powers anymore, mom,â Laura said. âItâs too risky.â
You clenched your hands as they began to tremble slightly. Lauraâs eyes fell to your hands as she began to worry about what your powers might do. Logan watched as Lauraâs concern grew and could sense that you were growing more emotional. He pushed himself off of the wall and headed into the kitchen.Â
âDonât think you can get out of the fire escape, Peanut!â Wade shouted after him. âI will chase you down and we will have a repeat of the Honda Odyssey on our hands. But this time with witnesses. Iâm sure that our Little Flame would love that.â
âShut the fuck up,â Logan muttered. He grabbed the water pitcher from the fridge, a cup, and a few towels before heading back into the living area. He set the items down on the coffee table in front of you. âHere. Just in case.â
You looked up at him, unable to stop the few tears that escaped your eyes. âWhy? Why you do try to take care of me? You donât⊠we barely know each other.â
âI⊠Iâm trying to do better.â
âBetter? For who? For you? For⊠for the m you lost? I⊠I canât be a replacement, Logan. Just like you canât be for me.â
He shook his head. âThatâs not it. Youâre not a replacement and Iâm not trying to be one for you⊠Itâs⊠Yes, itâs a second chance in a way. This whole fucking new world is. And itâs not easy. But Iâm trying to prove to you, to Laura, to Wade, to myself that I made the right choice by not following my instinct and walking away⊠Nothing good happens when I stay, but nothing good happens when I walk away.â
âI still donât fully understand, Logan.â
Logan sighed. âThen⊠I guess I need to start from the beginning⊠I walked away from my version of you more times than I could count⊠I meet you for the first time when I first got to the mansion. I guess Wade would call the relationships an enemies to lovers. You didnât trust me.â He smirked as he remembered his original you. âYou were fiery and beautiful⊠and once I had your trust, you believed in me more than I have ever believed in myself⊠But I kept getting scared and I kept running. Every time I expected you to be there waiting for me to come back. I could see how much it was hurting you, you even fought me on it, but I continued to do it⊠Until one day, I came back after one of my longer stretches away and you had started something up with Hank.â
âOh! Beastie getting some action,â Wade commented. You and Logan shot him a glare. âOkay, okay. Iâll remain silent over here.â Wade pulled out a small notebook and pen from his Deadpool suit. âDonât mind me, just taking notes. Please continue.â
Logan moved his jaw around, trying to get back in a place where he could continue talking. âI confronted you about it and you put me in my place. But it still didnât stop me from being an idiot⊠I left for the bar that nightââ
âI know what happened,â you interrupted him. âYou donât have to say it again.â
âYes, I do.â He met your gaze. You could see the seriousness in it and the sadness and guilt. âI do⊠You tried to get me not to leave⊠You called out for me, trying to get me to stay permanently⊠But I left anyway⊠I was drunk. More drunk than I ever have been⊠I only returned because I could smell the smoke⊠I knew it like the back of my hand. And I ran. But I got there too late⊠Flames were everywhere⊠students were dead⊠The X-Men piled like wood and burning⊠Hank had tried to save you⊠That much was clear. But he died trying⊠And you had died trying to save everyone else. I killed everyone who killed them and then some⊠This asshole,â Logan motioned towards Wade, âallowed me to have a second chance to be a better man⊠To be an X-ManâThe X-Man. Yes, youâre here and you look like her, but you arenât her and I am not trying to replace her with you⊠I just donât want to lose what Iâve found. But I know that youâre struggling, seeing me. I know that I remind you of your husband. So, if my presence is only making things worse, I will walk away. Just say the word and youâll never have to look at me ever again.â
âI donât want that,â you whispered, shaking your head slightly. âIâm just⊠itâs hard⊠you look like him, but youâre not him. And seeing you has me realizing that I never fully grieved the loss of my husbandâmy family⊠On top of it all, my powers are dyingâperhaps even killing meâ and the only person I know can fix it, Iâm not allowed to go near. Iâm back in a year Iâve already lived, knowing that my past self and my husband are happily living not too far from here. Itâs rough and I donât want to burden anyone with my problems.â
âYouâre not a burden, mom,â Laura said.
You shot her a watery smile as you reached over and grasped onto her hand. âThank you, kiddo.â
âAny of us would do anything for you.â
âKidâs right,â Logan agreed.Â
âLike I told you earlier, Buttercup,â Wade spoke up, âIâve got you.â
âI donât want to put you guys outââ You cut yourself off as flames began to flicker from your fingers. âDamn it.â
Laura took a towel and dipped it into the water. âGive me your hands, mom,â she requested.
You looked away as you offered her your hands. Laura gently wrapped your hands in the damp towel. Wade pushed himself off the door, tore off his mask, and sauntered over to you. His hands came up and held your face, forcing you to look him in the eye.
âYou will always be my favorite superhero, Ember,â he told you, more sincere than you had ever heard him. âEven more so now. Your strength is more than your powers.â
âI donât know how to do this⊠how to be helpless,â you cried.
âYouâre not helpless, Buttercup. Weâll figure out your limitations and help you thrive where you can. Youâre not one to give up and Iâm not going to let you no matter how hard you try to.â
âNone of us will,â Logan added.
âJust let us help you, mom,â Laura pled.
You swallowed and nodded. âOkay,â you rasped. âIâll try.â
Wade pressed a kiss to your forehead. âGood,â he said. âNow, I think itâs time for a group hug!â
You laughed as Wade pulled you in for a hug and quickly reached behind you. He pulled Laura over who quickly joined the hug.
âCome on, Peanut!â Wade called, waving him over.Â
âNo,â Logan shook his head.Â
âCome on, Logan,â you urged, glancing over at him.Â
Loganâs eyes flickered from yours to Lauraâs, who he could tell was hesitant but wondering if he was going to go through with it. âFine,â Logan gave in and came over.Â
Wade was quick to pull him in and the four of you hugged. It was a nice, weird family moment, but very much needed.
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It was quickly decided that you were no longer allowed to walk home from work alone. Either Logan or Wade would be there with you or, in certain circumstances, Laura. Wade also insisted that you never work late on Thursdays and that becomes movie night. You were willing to make it work, though Logan wasnât as big of a fan. You were forced to pinky swear with Wade that you would be honest when you werenât feeling well, emotionally and physically. You quickly told everyone else that they had to do the same thing.Â
As the days and weeks went by, it became easier for you to allow yourself to ask for help and let yourself be helped. Though, there were still times you wanted to hide away, you pushed through with the help of your make shift family.Â
Unbeknownst to you, Laura, Wade, and Logan had teamed up to try to find you some help. Whether that help would be a telepath to reverse the damage that Charles had done or someone that could ease the pain that your powers now caused. Wade kept pushing for another multiverse adventure, but Logan and Laura were insistent that there had to be a solution nearby.
The summer flew by faster than you would like. It was late August now and you were getting your apartment set up for tonightâs movie night. Logan got off work early and got cleaned up before heading over to your place.
âY/N?â He called as he entered the apartment.
âIâll be right out!â You shouted from down the hall.
Logan entered the apartment fully and shut the door. âAre you alright?âÂ
âIâm fine,â you appeared in the living room with a few blankets draped over your arms. âJust grabbing these.â
âI can take those.â Logan grabbed the blankets and pulled them from you.
âThanks. Iâm gonna finish up dinner.â
âNeed any help?â
You looked back at him with a smile. âSure.â
Loganâs brows furrowed as he turned to set the blankets on the couch. Something stirred inside him when you smiled at him. You smiling at him wasnât a new concept, but there was something new that sparked within him. He shook the confusion off and headed into the kitchen where you were working at the stove. You could sense him behind you causing you to quickly grab a spoon and scoop up what you were cooking.
âHere,â you turned to him. âTry this.â Before Logan could protest, the spoon was slipped between his lips. âWhat do you think?â
Logan took the spoon from your grasp, something shooting inside of him like a bolt of lightning as his fingers grazed your hand. âItâs wonderful, doll.â
âReally? What a relief! Iâm trying a new recipe and I didnât know if you would like it.â
âDidnât know if I would like it?â
You shrugged, turning back to the food. âYou are the pickiest one out of all of us. Wade will eat anything and I already know which foods to avoid with Laura, youâre the one Iâm still figuring out.â
Loganâs insides warmed at the thought of you worrying if heâd like what you made. It was pretty sure that heâd eat anything you made. âWell, Iââ
âMom! Mom!â Laura came bursting through the door with Wade hot on her tail.
âWhat is it?â You asked, hurrying from the kitchen with Logan. âIs something wrong?â
âI finished!â
âOur Little Wolf here got her GED!â Wade exclaimed.
âOh, kiddo!â You rushed over and pulled her in for a hug. âIâm so proud of you.â
âGood job, kid,â Logan congratulated.Â
âThanks,â Laura responded with a smile.Â
âSo what colleges are we going to try for?â Wade asked. âIâm sure me and Peanut can scare some Ivy League schools into admitting you.â
Laura shook her head. âIâm not applying anywhere. I canât leave, mom.â
âSweetie,â you breathed out, taking her head in your hands, âif you want to go to college, I cannot be the thing that stops you. You need to live your life despite whatâs happening with me. Do you want to go to college?â
âYes.â
âThen we will apply wherever you want to and we will figure out the rest when the time comes. Okay?â
âOkay.â Laura pulled you in for another hug. âI love you, mom. I wouldnât be here without you.â
âI love you too kiddo.â
Logan smiled at the sight of the two of you. He was always amazed at how you had raised Laura and the connection the two of you had.Â
Wade caught the look that Logan was giving you and smirked. He knew that it was only a matter of time before one of you sparked feelings and he wasnât surprised Logan was first. Wade had traveled through multiple universes and had seen that every Wolverine had an Ember in some way or another, like they were drawn together with an invisible string. And despite you and Logan having previous versions of each other, Wade had an inkling that the two of you were also meant to be. Wade walked over to Logan and nudged his side.
âHey, Romeo,â Wade whispered. âI think itâs time to start making the moves.â
Logan scoffed. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â He turned on his heel and went back into the kitchen.
Wade laughed. âOh, the fun has just begun.â
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Arthurâs Note: Talofa everybody! I was having some thoughts about my Black Ops OC, named Koa Nikau. Ever since I was done watching the Black Ops 6 Campaign. I was SO hooked up that I wanted to see if I could add Koa in there somewhere. And I also wanted to thank Khushi for helping me to figure it out. Since she also planned for HER OC entering this Universe! (Her Bell OC of course!) And this shows (SPOILER ALERT) after Adler, Sims and Chase had caught and interrogated Gusev. Since they have the lead that the next location is in Vorkuta. So you guys may enjoy reading this! Thank you! Love ya, peles! đđ
âMarshall.â
âWoods?â
âI know that you, Sev and Case will handle this mission. To Vorkuta. But Iâm having a bad feeling that Jane has something or someone ELSE up from her fucking sleeves.â
âHow can you be so sure?â
âIâŠdonât know but I could feel it in my damn guts. I have someone in mind to help you and the others out. Just for backup.â
âOh yeah? Who?â
âHeh. Youâll see. I just hope that heâll agree to assist us.â
â...alright, Woods. Iâll accept this extra help.â
âDonât worry buddy. Heâs an old friend of mine. Iâm sure heâll listen to me.â
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Balmoral Military CampTekapo, New Zealand
The sun was rising high above the plains and the mountains. Where the sun had shone down at the plains were soldiers, jogging their way through the fields with big heavy backpacks on their backs. Sweating like crazy under the heat of the sun. Many of them were running together to reach the end of their destination.
And at the end of the line from that destination. Standing two higher officers. A female Lieutenant, named Rui Hehu, standing next to her boss. As she watched the soldiers running. Looking through her sunglasses. âTe ahua nei kua tino pai ta matou tamaiti koura i te arahi i tana kapa. He pai hoki te wa.â She said in their foreign language. Pointing at the man who was leading the group.
Her boss, who is a Commander, had shown a small smile. Commander Koa âHunterâ Nikau. The man who everyone had heard about his mission that he had fought and succeeded. Had also watched them running in through the finish line through his own sunglasses. And saw one man walking towards the team and giving them high five. âAe ra.â He said softly.
Soon the two walked over to meet up with the soldiers. Before Koa told the Lieutenant to call out their team.
âSOLDIERS! DROP YOUR BAGS AND FALL IN!â She yelled out to them. Making sure that they could hear her.
Seeing the soldiers pile their bags on one side before running up to form a line across. Standing straight as Koa started to walk over with his hands behind his back. Seeing his soldiers lining up and looking straight ahead.Â
He passed by them. One by one, watching them from one eye to another. Seeing them not even glancing at him. Which is good. It goes to show him that they RESPECTED him. And that made him proud.
âAlright, listen up.â The Commander said as he continued to walk past them. âFor those who are NEW into this camp. I am Commander Koa Nikau. You will address me as Commander Nikau or sir. I am here to train you to become a better soldier. A GOOD soldier.â He kept walking and started to turn his boots around as he stood straight and stared at them. âIf you really want to survive through any battles that hit in front of you. You shall listen to me and pay every single detail of what Iâm going to train you for. Is that CLEAR?â
âSIR! YES SIR!â
He smiled a bit before he saw one of the soldiers from afar had run up to his Lieutenant. Seeing them whispering something to her. Her expression seemed serious before she nodded and looked at Koa.
He was quiet for a moment when he looked at her eyes. Then he started to look at his soldiers. âNow, go take your bags and get yourself ready for training. In 20 minutes.â
After he dismissed them, he walked up to the Lieutenant before hearing someone calling up to him.
âCommander! Sir!â A young man called out to him.
Koa turned his head before smiling to see him. âSergeant Haimona Eruera. How may I help you?â
The Sergeant, who is named Haimona, is one of Koaâs BEST soldiers in the team. He had met him after he came back from his mission from the Safe House. His Colonel had introduced this man to him. And he heard his story about joining the army. It wasâŠthe same fate that Koa used to be when he was young. And it gave him the heart to have this Sergeant under his wings.
Haimona saluted the Commander before responding. âIf I may ask, sir. Do you think I could join you on the next mission?â
His eyebrows went up after hearing that. âOhâŠuhâŠI donât know, Sergeant. I donât think youâre-â
âSir, please.â The Sergeant said as he lowered his arm down. âI have been training for YEARS ever since you brought me under your wings. Which I do appreciate. But I want to prove more and expand my skills.â He respectfully asked his Commander to give him a chance. He heard about his mission from the Safe House and it inspired him so much that he wanted to be trained under him. And even wanted to go on a dangerous mission with him too.
Koa looked Haimona in the eyes. Seeing his eyes fills with determination and he could tell he has no fear to show. That is the kind of soldier that heâs looking for butâŠthere are some missions that Koa went that he doesnât want this boy to see. Not even wanting him to find out what he was actually doing in the safe house. Some images started to flash into his mind. Remembering some of those old friends of his and some foes as well.
âHaimonaâŠI appreciate your enthusiasm but youâre not ready to go with me. Not yet.â
âBut sir-â
âThat is final, Sergeant.â
âI know that Iâm-â
âSERGEANT.â Rui raised her voice at Haimona while giving him that serious look. âListen to your Commander. If he said youâre not ready. Then youâre NOT ready. How about you lead the training for him? He has an important phone call with someone.â
Koa turned his gaze at Rui when she mentioned someone calling for him.
Is that what the soldier was telling her? Someone was calling for him? But who?
âSir, theyâre waiting.â The woman said to her boss.
Koa nodded at her before looking back at the Sergeant. âMake sure to go over the stretching routine and start. Alright?â He gently patted his shoulder and left with the Lieutenant and the other soldier.
Haimona watched them leave as he sighed and felt disappointed. But just did as he was ordered to do while being a bit upset.
Koa and Rui were walking side by side with the soldier walking next to the Commander.
âWho are they?â He asked while glancing at the soldier.
âH-He wonât even say his name unless itâs YOU, Commander.â
âHe? Sounds suspicious. Donât you think so?â Rui said as she gave that look of suspicion. Doesnât even trust this man that the soldier had mentioned. âDo you really want to take this call? I can take over?â
âNo. I got this. And Iâll talk with this man, Lieutenant.â
âYouâre the boss, sir. Iâll wait out here for a bit while taking a smoke.â
âThank you. And donât smoke too much.â
Soon the three had made their way to a small cabin where their communication lines were stored. To contact other bases in New Zealand and in the state.Â
The soldier opened the door for Koa and walked right through. While Rui stayed outside and lit up her cigarette. The sound of their boots on the ground had echoed around the hallway and hearing the door closed. He started to follow the trooper up to a machine with the phone handset on the side.
Koa started to sit down and grabbed it before nodding to the soldier to make the contact.
They nodded back at him before pressing some of the buttons. âAll set. Contacting him now.â
He waited as he heard the phone start to ring. And once it stopped ringing, someone on the other line answered. So he put the phone against his ear. âHello?â
âKoa? Is that you?â
The Commander paused for a moment once hearing that familiar voice. He tries to recognize so he continues to interrogate this person. âWho is this? How do you know my name?â Then he started to hear laughter on the other end of the line. A laugh that Koa had remembered from somewhere.
âHahaha! I thought you might recognize my voice, you old Gorilla!â
That nickname âGorillaâ had gotten his attention as he remembered only ONE person called him that. âWoods?â
âThe one and only! And also still breathing!â
Koa started to sigh in relief before laughing a bit. âWOODS! Hahaha! How are you my friend?â
Frank still laughed along with the old friend as he started to clear his throat. âStill living and serving the country, buddy. How about you? How was your end?â
âThings are going good now. Taking care of my own team that Iâve been training with.â
âOh right. I heard that youâre a COMMANDER now?â
âYup.â
Frank chuckled softly. âWell, congrats. I should salute you when I see you.â He could hear Koa laughing softly on the other line. Which made him smile a bit. âHey, Koa? Are you alone?â
Koa looked at the soldier who was standing only inches away from him. He nodded at them to let them know that they were dismissed. They nodded and marched their way out. And once Koa saw the door slowly shut. He went back on talking on the phone. âI am now. Whatâs wrong?â
Frank sighs softly as he tries to find some words that wonât get on Koaâs nerves. âListen, IâŠI know you said to us before you left. To NEVER contact you. ButâŠwe really need your help.â
The Commander felt silenced for a moment when Frank had mentioned that. About him telling his ex-team to never contact him before he left that Safe House. He still remembers that anger inside of him when he found out about what Adler had done. Something that he did was UNFORGIVABLE and he would never want to be part of that.
Back at the safe house in 1981. The day after saving the United States from being blown up. That was under the attack of that Soviet Spy named Perseus. It was a winning victory for them since they had found out where Perseus had hid those missiles. And itâs all thanks to that one person who had helped them along the way. The person that Koa had called a close friend or make thatâŠsibling.
But it was already too late as soon as he finally realized what happened to them. Of what Adler had done. It angered him but also saddened. So much trust that person had given to Koa. Has been shattered into millions of pieces.
He couldnât take this pain and anger much longer. So he quit working at the safe house and came back to the Army. He also told them to NEVER contact him. For he doesn't want to do their dirty work any more.
But here he is. On the phone with an old friend who actually called him for help.Â
â......does it have to do with Adler?â
And now itâs Frankâs turn to be silenced when Koa asked him that. The bearded man knows that he and Adlerâs relationship wasnât on good terms ever since that day. So he tried to answer his question CAREFULLY. âYes. But weâre working together to stop someone before the whole state gets into a fucking WAR or WORSE!â
Koa started to listen to Frank about their mission of trying to stop this group called the Pantheons. For they are going to Vorkuta to collect an object called the Cradler.
âVorkuta? ThatâsâŠpretty far away for me to go to.â
âI know. And thatâs why I have to give you an early call. Hoping that you will take an early flight there. The team is setting up and leaving in an hour.â
âOkay. But I donât get why you forget that I mention NEVER call me when it comes to those CIA bullshits missions. Even with Adler. Whatâs wrong with your team you have now?â
Frank sighed as he tried to explain. âThey might need Manpower for this one in case the mission goes south.â
âWhat about Sims or Park?â
âPark is busy working with the SAS in Iraq at the moment. Sheâs not available. Even for Captain Sims who is in Kuwait. In the battle right now.â
âWaitâŠCAPTAIN Sims? Huh. I thought that heâs going to be more of a tech guy or something.â Koa smiled a bit to hear Frank laughed lightly from the line.
âNah. Heâs actually looking forward to being on the battlefield, Koa. And you may have inspired him to take the step out of the CIA ground. Hehehe.â
âGood for him. But what about Mason? Isnât he there with you?â Koa then heard a long deep silence from the line. Not even one minute, Frank didnât respond. Something was wrong. âWoods? Woods you there?â
âU-Uh- Sorry. I umâŠkinda lost track there.â
After hearing Franksâ unsteady response. Koa knew something was up when he brought up Mason. âFrank? What happened to Mason?â
Another full on silenced from the old tired soldier. Koa can hear him sighed as he could tell that he was rubbing his face on the other side.
âMason and HudsonâŠtheyâreâŠtheyâre both KIA.â
This news had suddenly given the Commander a shocking expression. His eyes went wide as he could feel the world around him paused. âW-What? How, Frank?â
Woods had sadly started to explain the mission that he went to. Along with Mason and Hudson. To stop the man named Raul Menendez from pulling up a war that will destroy the world. They were supposed to take him ALIVE but because of Frankâs selfish act. It had causes Menendenzâs anger fueled more after of what he had done to the sister.
Koa kept listening and nodding at every sentence that his poor friend had gone through. It even made him feel pity towards Woods when he explained further.
He started to tell Koa that last mission he went with Mason to kill Menendez once and for all. Had backfired them. One of the men who was Menendez armâs dealer had tricked Frank. Instead of shooting their main target dead. He shot Mason instead. Koa could feel Frankâs anger and sadness. He could also feel the guilt was rising up from the other line.
âWoods?â
âI shouldâve known that the two-time face son of a bitch would trick us!â
âBut you didnât know.â
âWell I should HAVE! Mason was DEAD because of me! Not only that, he also captured his SON with him! And Hudson was there! And you know what happened to HIM?â
âWoods-â
âHe got fucking SHOT! Right in front of my fucking FACE! And DaveâŠthe kidâŠhe just saw his dead dad laying thereâŠâ
Koa kept being silenced as he waited for Frank to calm down. But then he could hear a sniffle from the line. Is heâŠCRYING?
âThe kidâŠhe shouldn't have seen his own father dead laying thereâŠhe was too young to see all of thatâŠâ
Those sentences that Frank had said. Had gotten him by surprise. He never knew that Mason had a son. And after hearing that from Frank about the young boy seeing his own father laying dead on the ground. Reminded him of the memories that he used to experience. But it was the opposite. â...how old was that kid? WhenâŠWhen Mason passed?â
â...he was only 7.â
Koa took a deep breath through his nose as he closed his eyes. Feeling that small sharp pain in his chest as he felt so hurt. As a father himself. He couldnât imagine if his own children would experience that kind of tragedy at that kind of age. Masonâs son was a young boy at that age. Witnessing his own fatherâs death that is right in front of him. It mustâve traumatized him.
âHeâs in a safe place though. Hopefully Menendez won't get to him again.â
âThatâs good.â Koa said as he slowly opened his eyes. Just staring at the machines that were working on the phone that he was on.
Soon the two were silenced. For it feels like an eternity between them. But Frank had finally broken that silence as he started to speak.
âListen, Koa. Iâm not telling you this to change your mind. And I know it wonât if it involves Adler. ButâŠwe really need your help. I need your help. You are the only person that I know who has the guts and strength to take these motherfuckers DOWN.â
Koa was still in his silenced area as he thought about it. Before he took something out of his pocket. And it shows it was a photo. A photo of a teenage girl with that brightest smile that he could ever see.
His daughter.
He kept looking at the photo while rubbing his thumb over it while Frank was still talking.
âSo please. Koa. Can you help us?â
The Commander kept looking at the photo as if in his heart. He knows what to do. âIâll bring my team to assist me to deal with these Pantheons.â
âOkay okay. Listen, I- Wait what? Really?â Frank was caught off guard after hearing Koaâs answer. âAre you fucking with me right now? Like, youâre actually agreeing to do this? No jokes or serious lectures about that?â
The Commander made a smirk on his lips when he heard Frankâs reaction. âNo. Iâm not fucking with you, Frank. Iâm MARRIED.â He felt pretty pleased to hear him laughing at his humor.
âHahaha! I KNOW youâre married, you sick bastard! You know what Iâm talking about!â
âYes yes. I know what you are talking about. And yes, I am serious about agreeing to this mission Frank. Iâll be getting my men right away.â
âHeheheâŠthank you, Koa. I owe you one.â
Koa softly smiled after hearing that. âNo need, Woods. Iâm doing this for Masonâs sake. And Hudson. Even though I hate that bald headed bastard as well.â
Frank laughed again but a bit more loudly. âHa! Yeah, I understand that. And uhâŠKoa?â
âYeah?â
âIâm sure your dad is really proud of you. And your kid too.â
Those words had suddenly touched his heart as he chuckled softly. âThank you, Frank. Now, Iâll go and get my boys. And weâll be there in 22 hours. Will that be a problem?â
âNope! Not at all! Itâll take a few hours for us to get there. So weâll see you soon.â
âAlright then, see you there.â As soon as Koa hung up, he took a good look at the photo and smiled softly. âKa hoki pai au ki te kainga, e tama.â He said in a soft voice before standing up and leaving the room. He opened the door and stepped outside before seeing his Lieutenant just finished smoking her cigarette as she flicked the leftover down to the ground.
âSo, who was it?â Rui asked as she stepped on the butt of the cigarette. And looked at her boss while crossing her arms.
âAn old friend. Heâs asking for help so I accepted. Get our team ready. Weâre heading to Vorkuta.â Koa said before starting to walk off. âIâm gonna get our ride.â
Ruiâs eyebrows rose when she heard that. Quickly following Koa. She started to feel uneasy about that area. âVorkuta? As in VORKUTA in RUSSIA?â
âYes.â
âSir. I didnât mean to sound rude or anything about your friendâs request. But isnât it a bit dangerous for our comrades to participate in this mission? To THAT place?â
âThe new recruits will stay. But the one who I trained for. I know they are ready.â
âEven Sergeant Eruera?â
That had made Koa stop as he just remembered about that Sergeant.
Rui could see him hesitated as she sighed. âSergeant Eruera came in the SAME time and day as the rest of those recruits. Ever since youâve created this team, sir. And if you say that heâs not ready, then the team is not ready.â She stood firm as she continued reasoning with the Commander. âIâm not saying that they CANâT do it. All Iâm saying is that they are still learning how to defeat the toughest enemies. And THESE enemies that you are sending are much tougher AND stronger than the one that we have faced before.â
Koa slowly looked down to the ground as he listened to the Lieutenantâs words.
She was right. The men that he had trained only knew a few ways of fighting the enemies. And this mission that heâs going to. Is MUCH bigger than what they have experienced. He closed his eyes as he started to think for a few minutes.
âSir?â
Koa opened his eyes again before glancing at the Lieutenant. Who was showing a concerning look.
âListen, I never doubted your decisions when it comes to battle. But I also donât want you to come back with regrets.â Rui said as she kept looking at her boss. Hoping he understands what's going to happen over there. âYou have sacrificed SO much ever since youâve come back from that mission in the state. It really hurts me to see you like that, Koa.â
The Commander sighed as he hated to feel like someone else was right. âI know, Rui. I know the consequences if we ever step into that area. But my friend was asking for help. And I want to help him. And I will make sure that our men will come back in ONE piece. I promise you that.â
Rui shook her head a bit after hearing that answer but smiled a bit. âYou truly are a stubborn one, Nikau. And I admired that.â
Koa smiled back at her as he nodded. âThank you, Hehu.â
âAlright then, Iâll get the boys and explain everything to them but Iâm coming as well. Donât you dare think that I want to miss these fun activities.â
Koa smiled to hear the Lieutenant wanting to join in the fun. âNo doubt. Iâll meet you and the others at the plane area in 10 minutes.â
She saluted him and nodded. âSir yes sir!â Then started to walk off to get their recruits.
While Koa went in the opposite direction, heading towards the building where the planes were at. As he started to think about his decisions.
Will they make it out alive or will they die in that area just to help a friend?
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Ok I love this so so much, it opens up so many new avenues for character development and shows that mha can have alignments other than chaotic evil and lawful good, and it present natsuo in a whole new light and it gives us so much potential for the other todorokis and their reactions when they find out
I want to yap about a few of said options so bear with me
First and the easiest, they donât find out until Touyaâs final scene when natsuo doesnât try to stop him and Touya laughs maniacally and then the scene goes pretty similarly made natsuo steps in on his behalf maybe he just keeps his mom and sister out of the fight who knows
Then again maybe natsuo is just there for dabis dance and seconds what heâs says basically
Now for the (in my opinion) more fun options
How does Dabi react to natsuo being the mole? Does he even know at all, maybe they kept him in the dark to preserve the moles identity and make it as easy as possible for him to maintain his cover, but (thatâs less fun) Dabi is a core member of the LOV so maybe he does know, and how would he react to that
Maybe he doesnât care at all because he really does have no connection to or fucks to give about his family and natsuo can do whatever he wants, but i think heâd be just thrilled that another one of endeavors kids feeling the same way as him and wanting to take the bastard down
Now say what would Dabi do if natsuo wanted to get in on the action, he wants to be on the front lines, more involved than just a rat
Does Dabi stop him? Maybe, maybe some tiny burnt shrivelled part of his heart still beats for his little brother and doesnât want to see him hurt, so maybe he draws his line in the stand
But what if he does let him? Is it because he really doesnât care, doesnât see natsuoâs as a brother anymore so what difference does it make to him, or is it because deep down he wants to fight with his brother against the man who hurt them both
Either way I donât think he be allowed to fight cause theyâd want to preserve his anonymity, makes him a better spy, my question is, does Dabi breathe a sigh of relief or disappointment
And in any of these scenarios really, does natsuo get to know who Dabi is, does Dabi give up his own identity to know his brother again, or does he maintain his cover and observe from the sidelines, assuming of course that he cares enough to watch at all
Now, what about fuyumi?
I find it hard to believe she doesnât know unless she doesnât want to, and maybe thatâs the case, maybe she knows somethings up with natsuo, hears just enough cryptic calls, sees just enough sneaking around, knows just enough, to know she doesnât want to know anymore, she leaves it at that, content to live in the dark where things make sense and she can keep the peace a little easier
I think she knows, and it bring up, does she tell?
I mean she should right, to protect her father and her littlest brother and everyone really, she should tell, itâs the right choice
But natsuo is her little brother too, and to protect him she has to keep quiet, what does she do
I think she probably tries to reason with natsuo, maybe not to incriminate himself but to stop, heâs not in too deep yet (she hopes) he can get out, even if they reveal his identity it wonât be hard to spin up that he was under duress or being manipulated, they can fix it
But he doesnât want that, he doesnât want to stop and he certainly doesnât want to cover his own ass and hang the others out to fry, and he tries to explain it to her, why he has to do this
And she gets it, she really does, the desire to hurt their father for everything heâs done, to burn the system that let him do it, to hate everything that he is, everything that made him and everything that heâs made, she gets it, probably more than anyone else, more than natsuo even knows (cause after all, sheâs fuyumi, how could she hate so deeply to know his, how could she hate so much and still do what she does)
But it canât be worth this, it canât be worth so many innocent lives, can it?
She should tell, she knows she should, she can make the perfect argument for it too, in her head, sheâs protecting her father, Shouto, every innocent hero, student, and civillian that will be caught in the crossfire of their war, and natsuo wont back down, he wonât stop, heâll keep pushing and pushing until heâs in the middle of this stupid fight too, heâll get hurt, in the long run itâll be so much worse for him too if she doesnât tell, so she should, and she knows it, she knows all the reasons itâs the right choice
But thereâs a burning feeling, an ache in her chest sheâd thought sheâd long since filled with ice, for the fire Touya bared to the world, for the kindness that used to live in their fathers eyes, for the life in their mothers, for the innocent in all of them, and that fire in her heart sheâd buried beneath the glaciers in her lungs forcing her to bite her tongue, it burns for something, something some would call vengeance, and others would call justice, itâs the same thing really, for her at least, isnât it? And she wants to consume the world in that fire, her father, the commission, the society that lets women be bought, children be bred in a lab, abused and killed by men who will never see the consequences, and then be sent to a war they had no part in starting, canon fodder, pawns on a board so big theyâll never find the edge, and certainly not the people moving them, she wants all of it to burn, and burn and burn, until it burns itself out, and all the ashes are lost, buried beneath a layer of fresh snow, that melts to water new grass and flowers, things that have never known war, or pain or abuse like she has, things new and untouched by everything thatâs tainted them
So maybe she doesnât tell, because she knows itâs the right thing, but, what if, this one time she didnât do the right thing?
And Shouto canât know, he just canât, heâs too good, to perfect, to heroic, he wouldnât understand, he didnât feel what they all felt, not really, even fuyumi, who natsuo trusted but was never totally sure of when it came to stuff like this (but for some reason Dabi knew, he would have gone under oath, sworn against all but his name, that she wouldnât tell, because natsuo knew fuyumi the big sister, but Touya knew fuyumi the girl) she understood something that Shouto just didnât, couldnât, not the way he was now, he never really took much notice of his siblings oddities anyway, I mean, how was he to know if they were really oddities at all
Obviously Endeavor doesnât get to know until they want him to, until they can hurt them the most with it, but neither does rei, cause she was a victim too, but maybe they canât get over it, maybe they canât accept that she keeps choosing him, and even if she didnât, they canât trust her, not really, because they donât know her, not really, no one does I donât think, because they know rei the mom, rei the wife, rei the patient, but none of those are her are they?
So they get to it, the dance, when all is revealed to the world, and sure Endeavor looks shocked, and natsuo tries to, and wow when did he become such a good liar, fuyumi was alone when she saw it on tv, she didnât have anyone to pretend for, and she didnât, she didnât look shocked, she didnât look knowing either, she looked⊠not sad, sad wasnât the word for it, maybe resigned? Resigned to it, because she knew, she didnât know of course, no one could have, but sheâd see the photos of Dabi posted everywhere, seen the footage, and those were her eyes, and that was the way Touya used to throw the first punch, and that scar hidden by all the others, it was older, and fuyumi remembered laughing at her big brother for tripping over a ball while she pushed a bandaid over just the same spot, so no she didnât know, but if she honest she did
And when the big moment finally came, natsuo stood with fuyumi, but they both had this strange look of calm to themselves, not quite the panicked civilian they should have been, and when she stood together and wielded their âweakâ quirks they were so strong, strong enough to stand behind their older brother, strong enough to cool him off and coat his limbs in fuyumis frost, while natsuo made every effort to blast their father back, it may not have been obvious to an outsider whoâs side they stood on, but to the todorokis it was more than clear who, what, theyâd chosen
Endeavor didnât die that day, but neither did Touya, he would go to prison for a long time, but with twice weekly visitations he doubted heâd be lonely
Natsuo and fuyumi made the wrong choice this time, and if anyone can ever prove it beyond their familyâs word, then theyâll be in matching outfits with their big brother, but maybe thatâs not the worst thing in the world, because for once, their wrong choice finally felt right, they felt free
Honestly, I think it would have been really interesting if Natsuo had been the traitor.
He had a hell of a motive. Older brother is killed in a tragic accident brought about because of their father, younger brother is abused by their father, mother is institutionalized because of his father, and Endeavor faces justice for absolutely none of it.
All of a sudden this news broadcast showing Stain yelling for the public to open their eyes to the false heroes among them happens...just saying, that could have appealed to more than one of the Todoroki siblings.
And with Shouto a UA student, that places Natsuo in a prime position to potentially gather information about classes on and off campus. He wouldn't be an active member of the LoV; he's just the mole. It might be a stretch to say he wanted Shouto in harm's way, but if you remember that Shouto was exhibiting the exact same anger and arrogance Endeavor had, there was room for a narrative where Natsuo reached a, "Fuck, now there's two of them," mentality and didn't care what happened to him. And that only expands on the betrayal. Shouto realizes he's on a path to become his father, then starts trying to reconnect with his mother and estranged siblings. Natsuo doesn't even have to approach him to form a connection.
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Shouto: Why did you do this?
Natsuo: If you had any original thoughts of your own, you'd have done it, too. But I guess it's not your fault Endeavor raised you to be a puppet.
Shouto: This isn't who you are.
Natsuo: *not even anger at this point, just pity* Are you sure? Can you say with any certainty that you know any of your siblings? Or am I just the one who went to college, Fuyumi is the one who cooks, and Touya is the one who died?
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To be loved is to be changed
18 years of love
#i still sleep with him to this day#lashfaz ramblings#literally cried when my grandma handed him to me today#the difference in the brand new one and him is crazy#she said the new one she kept for 'just in case'
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reading Krakoa era out of order bc reading lists online make it confusing and my local library only has so many books
just as god intended right on my friend you're doing everything right and don't let anyone tell you otherwise
#snap chats#the key to reading comic books isnt to read them in order or even all of them just the ones you like#until eventually someone tells you some wack as hell fact about an issue and then you go read that one#many such cases why do you think i picked up onslaught revelation. cause that fucker is back#why do you think i picked up wolverine number 3 because my beautiful wife is hammered for two pages in it#brother was just talkin to me casually bout onslaught one day and i was like NO FUCKIN WAY thats how you do it !!!!!!!!#like the first krakoa story i read technically was resurrection of magneto followed by the trial of magneto#clearly we see i had an agenda vjALKJKLAJ BUT STILL#it was STILL a really good run ... i could piece together enough of the background before then and really enjoyed it on its own#with that said tho it was very cool/funny to see crumbs Of trial of magneto in way of x#BUT NOW I HAVE LEGION OF X HAHAAAA i cant wait to properly sit and read it ..... after i get through my New Mutants issues ....#i got those a while ago but i kept putting off reading them ... oops ..... i read the first one at least#i was gonna say something but i forgot. oh no i didnt i remember thats what i love about comic books#because theres So Many and so many timelines and stories it invites a lot of community interaction#just to be like 'oh hey did you know This happened in This issue you should check it out'. thats beautiful#even if. its to talk about utter dog shit like she lies with angels BUT STILL ITS COMMUNITY !!!!! we can be lovers AND haters together <3#its why i love getting physical comics too. i mean i dont have friends or people who visit me LOL#but i like the idea of bringing up what i have and letting people borrow it. community ......
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#can I just. scream for a second#so as is news to no one#we need to start over the entire us medical system from scratch#also I would like to be flayed alive and start over from scratch in the skin department as well#anyway for context: I've had some kind of rash/acne/infection/irritation all over my legs for over a year now#have tried various products and changed habits and products to try and get rid of it to no avail#everyone said you should really just go to a dermatologist#(I was not that inclined to do so bc the previous and only time I'd seen a dermatologist it was not a good experience. very condescending#also I don't like making appointments and stuff. girl I don't have time)#but I decided to be an adult and go (my insurance info seemed to imply I could go with zero copay even)#spoilers: that was not the case#anyway so I show up and surprise surprise: it sucked#she was dismissive and condescending imo. was literally like 'well it could be A B or C but I can't tell'#'all of those are basically impossible to get rid of anyway but the things to try are X Y or Z'#I asked to try Z since X and Y are things that I already tried and did nothing (which I had told her!!!)#but she just kept being like 'you just need to stop picking at it. that's the real problem and that's what's exacerbating your scarring'#(wow thanks never thought of that!) (she also insinuated that my scarring was ugly)#girl I'm not 5 years old I understand.#unfortunately for me that is a compulsion so strong it would probably take years of directed therapy to get me to stop doing that#what I'm here to see you about is to figure out what the problem is and how to stop it from happening in the first place#and STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT A COSMETIC ISSUE#it's causing me pain and discomfort that's the main problem! I would like that to stop!! and me not touching it would not solve that proble#also I wanted to ask her about something else but they were too quick about it. felt very Handled if you know what I mean#but anyway#she gave me a prescription for topical antibiotic which was the thing I had not tried#apparently my insurance doesn't cover it and it's also made of gold and plutonium or something#so she gave me a coupon for it#but get this#when I went to pick it up at the pharmacy they didn't take the coupon#the guy said. 'um this only works for the generic brand. and we don't have the generic brand'
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For Dante(MW Rook) the worst thing that ever happened to him also doubled as they day they fell head over heals for Emmerich.
Vorgoth and Emmerich had insisted that he make a few more friends then just them and so he had begun making attempts.
For a couple of weeks he was unsuccessful until he met a young woman and they got started talking about the newest smutty romance novel they were reading.
it started to become an almost weekly thing, where they would both grab the same book, read it and then discuss it like their own personal little book club.
At the height of their friendship he had even brought her to see the Rookery where he kept all his corvids, gushing about each one and telling stories about them, while she in turn showed him all her dolls that she had collected and how rare each one was and the stories behind them.
He was excited, thinking that he had finally succeeded in making a new friend.
So excited in fact that he wanted to have his friends meet each other so they could have new friends too.
However, when he asked the girl if he could bring his friend Emmerich for their next meeting since he had already read the book they were working on, she got upset.
Because apparently, to her, they weren't just having weekly book meetings and friendly info dumping sessions, she had believed they had been dating for several weeks.
Panicking he tried to explain how it wasn't his intention and since it wasn't something that never came up he had assumed that their relationship was purely platonic, but she was having none of it.
So, in order to bring the point home of why he would never date her, he revealed that he only liked the company of men when it came to such things and when she started slinging insults at him he just left.
He immediately told Emmerich everything that had happened, including who she was, and what she said/called him and before asking if he had done something wrong.
Emmerich calmly explained that he had done nothing wrong and that her assuming their relationship was something it wasn't was no fault of his. But made sure to write everything down he had said, just in case.
Emmerich would not elaborate on what that meant and Dante didn't push and instead just went back out to try and fins himself a new friend again.
Then, about a month later after he had started to make headway with the family that did his tattoos, he came back to the Necropolis to the young girl standing outside of his rookery with a half dozen guards carrying dead birds and a smug smile on her face.
Dante pushed through them to the Rookery to see every one of his birds dead. The rookery silent except for the woman gloating about how he broke her heart so she was gonna break his.
He didn't listen to her as he picked up one of the bodies, cradled it against his chest, dropped to his knees and screamed.
He kept screaming until his lungs burned and his throat was sore, clutching the body to his chest so tightly it caved in like it was filled with dust.
That was when he froze and looked down.
The body crumbled in his fingers as if it was so long dead the barest touch turned it to nothing.
Wait...
That wasn't right...
That was when he heard Emmerich push through, demanding what was going on.
When the girl gloated about what she had done, he heard the sound of a slap and the girl gasping in offense.
He didn't here what Emmerich said but whatever it was got her to leave in a hurry, leaving him with what he had believed moments ago to be the bodies of his beloved feathered friends.
When Emmerich kneeled in front of him he looked up at him, holding the crumbling body in his hands confused.
Emmerich chuckled nervously, "It seems she moved with her plan a little earlier than expected. I had hoped i would be able to warn you when you got back but..."
Dante stared at him, his hands shaking, unable to speak.
Emmerich in response tapped his staff against the ground.
A glamour lifted from the Rookery, revealing that the birds that had been in here were in fact nothing but groups of bones and feathers made to imitate his beloved birds.
"What?" He croaked out as he dropped what was in his hands.
"Do you remember when i asked you what you wanted for your birthday?"
he nodded as he dared to hope.
"Well, i got it done just in time. I moved them in their the day before yesterday. Come, let me show you."
Emmerich walked him over to the new Rookery that was built in a more centralized location of the Necropolis.
It was twice as big and allowed for his friends to come and go as they pleased through a hatch in the ceiling.
There was even a specific spot to leave offering to the birds and another where they could leave little trinkets in exchange.
Dante began to cry joyful tears right before he turned to Emmerich and kissed him, then wrapped the man in a tight hug as he sobbed in relief into his shoulder.
Emmerich returned the hug and sighed, "I am sorry that, even for a few minutes, that you believed you had lost them because of her. When you told me her name I realized I knew who she was. She is a vindictive creature and i should have warned you but I wanted to make sure that your friends were safe first and i couldn't let her know they were being moved."
"It's okay. Thank you. Thank you so much."
"You are absolutely welcome. The Necropolis would not be the same without them and neither would you. It was my honor to keep them safe."
After that, Dante was done. There was no one else after that day.
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For Dragona, it was when Lucanis went missing.
Because just as with Caterina, they knew that the body that was brought back wasn't his.
The proportions were wrong, the face was wrong, the scent was wrong, everything about the body was wrong, even the clothes.
And when no body believed them they went postal, screaming at everyone who wouldn't listen and when Illario tried to tell them to get over it they rounded on him and started beating on him, screaming, "Where is he?"
They knew Illario was jealous of Lucanis.
They knew Illario was jealous of them.
But out of the two of them, Lucanis would be the only one that he could get to believe him.
So Illario had waited until Dragona was out on a job to make his move.
The ring had allowed them to know this and they were going to get answers.
However, before they could do serious damage, Viago pulled them off as Catarina called for quiet.
Catarina then called Dragona to follow her into her quarters where she laid out the plan.
They were both in agreement that Lucanis was still alive somewhere and would need to be found.
And that the only they would have the skills to find him.
So, making up the story about the Antaam operation, Catarina released Dragona to go after Lucanis in secret.
Which, coincidentally is how they run into Varric and make use of his connections in exchange for helping the Veilguard.
Heyo, itâs Friday again!
Itâs the Rook Introduction Hour! âšđđđ„ł
How it works: I ask you a question about your Rook(s) and you answer it with as much brevity or verbosity as you desire. You can do this whenever you want, and Iâll reblog it + add some comments! Thereâs no time limitâ if you want to do the older ones, they are collected here! (The post is updated on Fridays!)
Todayâs Question(s): What is the worst thing thatâs ever happened to your Rook? Was it during the course of DATV, or before that? What impact did it have on their life? How did it change them as a person? If their decisions had a part in creating the situation, do they regret it?
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today should be a t break day
bc I'll need it to be more effective in the coming days if we see family, and then I'll have the survey shifts
but since late last night i keep randomly nearly breaking into tears and thinking abt the stupidest shit that needs to stay in the box in my brain
so idk. maybe it will be. it is thus far. but I'm not leaving my room without a container of some edible or another in my pocket either
#text post#no idea where the fuck this came from and it kept me up until fucking four in the fucking morning#but only NEARLY crying my body/brain still won't let me FULLY cry#and i did email my prior doc with a 'can i ask u just abt this one current symptom and if it is abt what i think & ill send u 20 bucks even'#she said no to the twenty bucks but said yeah it does sound like my ptsd has been triggered by multiple things over the last year#and the not being able to cry is a part of it. my body's trying to protect me from feeling anything abt it and breaking down#and part of that means not letting the tears fall so there's no physical acknowledgement of any feelings#which is what i was thinking was going on but it's nice to confirm it with someone who knows their shit#doesn't fix it but at least i know.#the thing is that the triggers are like. good? bc im in a healthier safer environment now with ppl that don't do what my mum & fam do to me#but it means my brain is learning just how much of a lot of it Wasn't Normal and was actually Pretty Harmful and that's.#i want my brain to just accept and get over that already tbh. okay so that's the case it doesn't change anything????#why are we still thinking abt it and having feelings over it at this point bc that feels like a waste of time#there are no apologies I'll get for things that happened from when i was younger and there's no closure it just Is What It Is#I'm tired of even wanting to cry over it when I'd rather be throwing myself into making money & being productive art-wise#it manages to interrupt so many fucking facets of my life like#whatever. anyway considering a music au new draft where ed and izzy meet seth. and immediately offer to kill him for Pickles aksnsjfnfgj
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#full transparency i didn't read the whole the whole live-blog twitter thread about the podcast episode#but i started reading the first one#because i kept seeing people talk about them#and idk they were giving me bad vibes. like parts of it felt. idk victim blamey???#also it started off by being like 'this isn't a power imbalance if it's just a fan and a famous author'#which i just simply don't agree with#to me it is an imbalance if one of you is a literal celebrity and the other is a barely adult fan of yours#that's just my own opinion#but the whole thing just gave me a bad taste. like there was a lot of 'what she just laid there and didn't say anything?'#which is so. maybe i'm jaded but idk maybe she did even if she didn't like it#and also there's been multiple cases of confirmed abuse/assault that i've read about/seen where everything looked happy on the outside#like the fact that she sent him 'loving' messages the day after isn't enough for me to conclude that this woman is lying#and like. i'm not saying she can't be lying#but i also don't think there's enough evidence either way#at worst the allegations are true#and at best they're false and the people who published this piece are capitalizing off allegations of SA#both fucking suck#i said i'd stop talking about this but a lot of people's talk of the situation is rubbing me the wrong way#i was talking to a friend abt this and she was like 'the outlet and the journalists being sketchy doesn't mean the accusers are too'#which is personally how i feel as well#like yeah you're right the people who broke the news have red flags all around#but i wouldn't put it past people like this to capitalize off SA. real or not.#vent#rant
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3AM sukuna underestimated just how much sleep he'd lose after having a kid (dad!sukuna x fem!reader)
the soft pitter patter of your baby's feet was enough to alert his senses. he didn't moveâdidn't even open his eyesâbut his ears were tuned to the sound of your daughter's heavy breathing and the occasional babble.
he could hear her fiddle with the drawer handles, a soft rumble causing her to hum as she pulled the drawer out. a thud meant she bumped into it as she drew closer, messing around with the paper and cords inside.
he peeked one eye open. you were fast asleep beside him, and he was inclined to keep it that way. he didn't like to see his woman exhausted and seconds away from falling flat on her face because his little girl was, apparently, nocturnal.
"mama." she huffed as she finally turned her attention to the bed, fussing as she attempted to climb up.
he sighed. that was his cue.
he groaned as he rolled over, peering over your resting body at his daughter. she paused for a second, staring up at him with those shiny eyes that reminded him so much of you.
he raised an eyebrow.
she ignored his judgement and bounced in place, stretching her arms out to be picked up. "mama."
"mama's sleeping." he grumbled.
oh. oh, no. she didn't like that. she pouted, eyebrows furrowing in what seemed to be anger. her fingers curled into tiny fists and sukuna's lips twitched upwards in amusement. how adorable.
"mama." she said more adamantly.
he glared right back. "if you're coming back up here, you're gonna go to sleep."
whether she understood or not, she kept fussing to be picked up. he rolled his eyes and scooped her into his arms, rolling onto his back. baby was on his chest, leaning up so that she was sitting upright.
sukuna held onto her back, in case she toppled over and fell over like the bobblehead she was. "lie down."
"no." she chirped, looking out the window at the moon against the midnight blue.
"sleep."
"no."
he scrunched up his face. his life was much easier before she learned that word.
growing bored of the night sky, your baby rolled off sukuna's chest, scooting her way through the mess of sheets over to you. she glanced back at him as if to see if he was watching.
he gave her a look, observing her carefully. "don't you wake her up," he warned, propping his head up by his elbow.
her round eyes showed no trace of acknowledgment before she turned back to face you. there was a pause before her hand lifted in the air.
"okay." he sighed, catching the tiny hand in his before she slapped you awake. "come on."
she whined, writhing in his grip as he pulled her off the bed by the leg, dangling her in front of his face. "you really are little menace, aren't you?" he scoffed, flipping her over and holding her just like you taught him to.
she just babbled as her finger pulled at her mouth, the other hand resting on his shoulder.
he dragged his feet out the bedroom, into the kitchen. "what is it that you want, hm?" he rifled through the cupboards and pantry tiredly. "want a cookie?"
she squealed happily and pat his shoulder, a good enough answer for him to pull the package out. he dropped onto the couch, handing her one.
she nibbled on it, the chocolate staining her hands and mouth. he watched her fondly. to think he'd have a child of his own still confused him to this day. for all his wrongs, he must have done something right.
"wan' one?" she slurred, holding up the half-spit cookie to him.
"...no." he said plainly, though he did pick up a new cookie and took a bite out of it. might as well, he thought.
his eyes drooped until he felt his cookie being snatched out of his hand, replaced by the spitty cookie with most of its icing dug off.
"daddy take that one." she giggled, feasting upon her new cookie.
sukuna... what could he do? he ate that thing.
when you woke up the morning after, you just shook your head at the sightâyour daughter resting on your husband's chest, cookie crumbs and chocolate smears all over the both of them. fast asleep. sugar coma.
you saved that picture for later <3
© miniimight ! thanks for reading <3
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Arcane women accidentally confessing to you. | Sevika, Jinx, Caitlyn, Vi x Gn!Reader
This is very self-indulgent, so enjoy.<3
Content: pre-season 2 because I want to be happy rn, slight angst if you squint, fluff, accidental confessions, maybe ooc??, cursing, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns!
((Not proofread))
ăSEVIKA
She was resting at the last drop with you during some downtime in between missions. One hand lingered on your hip whilst her metallic one held onto her cigar, eyes focused on the pocker game she was playing with a couple of Silco's other henchmen. She always kept you close this way, a clear sign of who you belonged to despite never having said a word about it yet. It was a mutual understanding only you could have, and so she didn't think a confession was necessary.
Until today, it seemed.
You were secretly helping her cheat a little and eventually told her the winning move, which earned her a large sum of money. Letting out a smug laugh at everyone's angered and defeated glares, she gave you a lazy grin. "Thanks, sweetheart. This is why I love you." She hummed to you, smoke exhaling from her dark lips, before she froze ever so slightly. Well, it shouldn't be that much of a surprise to either of you, and yet she couldn't help but chuckle at your own stunned face.
Looking at the men around her, she threw some poker chips towards them, clearly asking for another round. She wasn't the type to get flustered or shy anyways, so her moving on like nothing happened was on brand.
The only acknowledgment you got, however, was the hand on your hip tightening.
ăJINX
She has a hard time hiding her feelings for you due to her rather energetic and extremely clingy nature. But there is still a clear distance between you two that she's too scared to cross. It was a deep fear of ruining everything she had with you in case her confession went wrong. She'd rather you consider her your best friend for life if it meant for you to stay at her side. She didn't want to lose more people after all. And yet, as fate has it, she eventually lost herself in a good and happy moment with you.
You were tinkering on some projects in her hideout whilst listening to music. Her head was leaning against your shoulder as her eyes traced your focused gaze. Jinx felt so content and at peace in that moment that she couldn't stop the words that spilled out of her mouth. "I love you." It took her a second to realise what happened, and her body was quick to flinch away from you. You kept her in place, however, with a free hand placed against her head. "Hey, it's okay. I love you too. I'm not leaving." You reassured her quickly with a smile, one that made her heart skip a beat.
She may not see herself as deserving of you, but she's glad to have you at her side anyway. Hopefully forever.
ăCAITLYN
Caitlyn was good at hiding her emotions from you. In fact, she had refused to tell you in fear of breaking the professionalism you two had and, most importantly, your friendship that she cherished deeply. And so, she was very careful not to reveal a single thing... until her confidence betrayed her and caused her to slip up.
You two were reviewing a new case together, and whilst she wasn't paying attention, she accidentally slid you her diary over. It unfortunately looked too similar to her work notebook, something she only realised the moment you opened it and froze in surprise. She may have scribbled your name all over it. She may have childishly drawn hearts around your name. She may have made it awfully clear that she loved you. And it made her wonder if there was a god out there that hated her deeply.
"... My apologies. Please ignore that-" "-Haha, I'm so relieved that I'm not the only one who did this!" You let out a soft laugh before pulling out your notebook and showing her similar pages to her own, just with her name written all over them. Her face was flushed from how flustered and embarrassed she was, but alas, she too couldn't help and chuckle at how silly this all was. At least you felt the same.
ăVI
It's not like she didn't want to confess her feelings to you. She just didn't know how! Her confession should sweep you right off your feet in her mind, and yet nothing she came up with seemed good enough. Vi hoped that her flirting would get the point across, but she lacked the confidence to go any further than compliments. She just didn't want you to think differently of her and therefore kept her distance for the most part regarding the subject. That is if she could keep it in for lobger than she already has. She always felt so strongly about others, after all.
So, during a little hang out session in a bar somewhere in Zaun, she attempted to find the courage to tell you how she felt. Whilst she went off to go and get you a drink first, however, a drunken man showed up at your side and started flirting you in a rather uncomfortable way. You tried making it clear that you weren't interested, but as he went to grab your arm, a hand slammed in between you two onto the bar table. "Hey, I think they told you no, asshole." "Who the hell are you?" The man barked back, yet Vi didn't back down and simply blocked you from his view with her body. "I'm their girlfriend, now fuck off." She hissed, and the man just rolled his eyes before walking off grumbling.
Silence filled the space in between you two until you chuckled softly. "Girlfriend, huh? I like the sound of that." You hummed, secretly trying to ease her embarrassed mind, that quickly recovered at your words with a sly grin. "You do?" You mirrored her smile with a nod. "Very much so. I'm glad we think alike."
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âŁ àł Rom-Com Gone Wrong
Ë Â· . bakugou katsuki x afab!reader
: ÌÌâ takes place during their third year, mentions of injuries and blood, forced intake of aphrodisiac, unestablished relationship, mutual pining, love confession, both characters are 18, protected sex, implied unprotected sex, virgnity loss, misunderstandings, a bit angsty, bakugou is lowky ooc and gentle, this is really long
following a rough battle with a rather inconvenient villian and his quirk, y/n finds herself induced with aphrodisiac against her will. she wins the encounter, only to be told if she doesn't relieve her sexual desires within 24 hours with another individual she will die.
"i'll be the one to do it," mineta says, trying to sound nonchalant about the situation, flipping his non-existent hair off to the side if his shoulder. the girls, in unison, disagree verbally, knowing of his creepy tendencies.
"can't she just do it with a girl?" tsuyuri thinks aloud, attempting to find an easy way for you to feel more comfortable with the situation. "if that's the case, then i'll do it!" ashido declares, raising her hand in the air.
this has been the subject of conversation for the past hour or so. yes, your classmates and even teachers are conversing on what to do about your current state, on who will be the one to sleep with you. it's almost heartwarming, to know that your classmates care so much about you that they'd be willing to sleep with you if it means you'll live.
which is exactly what it means. exactly nine hours ago, you had a confrontation with a well-wanted villian. you knew of the risks, you knew of his horrendous and taboo quirk. you knew that he used his quirk to take advantage of women who were defenseless and practically leaving them for dead within 24 hours of interaction.
quirks like these were rare, none of your classmates nor teachers had any experience with this type of thing. originally, the teachers were going to discuss of this situation privately, but after almost three hours had gone by with no real possible solutions, they had decided to involve your dearest classmates to come up with something, anything to help save your life.
"no, according to the villian and the tiny information we were able to get out of him, it has to be done with a male." midnight had said, rubbing at her temple to ease her stress. your female classmates groaned with frustration, side-eyeing mineta with disgust.
"t-then i'll do it!" a new contender had volunteered. "y-you? y/n needs a real man, denkiâ," jirou had said, trying to play of her nervousness with a chuckle. "i agree." momo said sternly.
"no offense but.. how about the boys leave this discussion to the boys." she added on, having distrust in the intentions of her male classmates. "i know you boys just want to do what you can to help her, but we also have to think about how this will affect her mentally."
the topic carried on with the girls, occasionally one of the boys attempted to give a idea, but were almost immediately shot down due to it's risk.
admist to all the tension and debate, there was one who was uncharacteristically quiet. bakugou katsuki.
all of the boys were huddled into a circle, behind the girls, listening into their plan. however, it was bakugou who stuck out like a sore thumb. he kept his hands in his pockets, a rather stoic expression written onto his face as he stared up to the ceiling.
"i'll do it! you guys just gotta trust me!" mineta yelled once more, his body jolting with fear when he was met with clear resistance from the girls.
everyone was too wrapped up in figuring out a game-plan to even notice that bakugou had taken his leave, muttering a scoff at his classmates's immaturity and perversion.
he made his way to the dorms, his hand rubbing at the tense skin of his nape. bakugou stopped in his tracks, seemingly he wasn't the only one who had the same idea. his hands returned to their place in his pockets, his eyebrows furrowing at the sight of his classmate, todoroki shouto, standing a few feet away from your dorm room.
"what are you doing here?" bakugou asked, resting his body weight on his right leg. todoroki looked back at bakugou calmly, observing the blonde's stiff movements. "i want to help y/n-san." todoroki stated, glancing back at the door of your room.
bakugou scoffed at his answer, rolling his eyes to the back of his head. "yeah rightâyou?" he hissed, coming up to todoroki and shoving him away from your door. "don't make me laugh. i'll be the one to do it."
todoroki stayed in place for a moment, blinking at bakugou's aggression and determination. he glanced once more at your door, and then back to bakugou before sighing with defeat and turning around to head god knows where.
bakugou scoffed once more, not taking his eyes off todoroki until he was well out of his sight. bakugou turned around, his red eyes staring intently at your door. he chewed on the walls of his mouth, wondering how to go about the situation.
as brash as he may beâhe's not an idiot. he knows that if you don't end up getting any help within a few mere hours, you'll die. and thats not what he wants. to stand and watch while his dumb classmates argue over who will be the one to have the honor of having sex with you is something he won't abide with.
àłàŸàż
a soft moan escaped your lips at the feel of your fingers caressing against your sensitive folds. a drop of sweat ran down your flushed face, running down to your collarbone and dampening the sheer tank you were wearing.
there was a knot in your abdomen, a very tight knot, that has been yet to be undone. normally, when you had this kind of urge, you'd be able to satisfy it yourself. but it's been nearly eight hours since you'be been drugged, and the effects only get more and more intense with every passing minute.
you're tired. your body is coated in a thick layer of sweat, the room smells grossly of your own scent, and it's been eight hoursâyet no release. tears sting at your waterline, your hand coming up to cover your pathetic whines and cries as your fingers scissor their way into your cunt, trying to find relief to your frustration.
you gasp with pleasure when your finger nails press ever so slightly against that one spot, hazy eyes going wide when you finally find it. your back arches off the bed, toes curling when you can barely press your fingerpads against that sweet spot, but nonetheless it's something.
your body jolts when you hear a light knock at your door, hands flying to grab onto your blanket to hide your half-naked body. you sat frozen on your bed, eyes watching the door.
a couple of moments later, once again the visitor knocked, snapping you out of your haze. you rushed to find any pajamas or clothes to wear, eventually settling on a pair of grey pajama shorts. the visitor knocks again once more, earning a groan from you. "g-give me a second!" you hiss loudly, dusting off your body and finally walking up to your door.
with a deep inhale, you open up your door a few inches, hiding your sweat-ridden body behind the large frame and peeking out your head to see the visitor.
your heart drops into your stomach at the sight of the familar blonde, his red eyes lidded low at you. "b-bakugou?" you stutter out, your cheeks blushing intensely when you feel your core throb at just the sight of him. "what... are you doing here?" you say, swallowing down the fat lump in your throat.
bakugou stares at you, his facial expressions uncharacteristically calm and unreadable. "..isn't it obvious?" he says nonchalantly, taking a step towards the door. his low tone heats up your body, making you impossibly warmer with embarrassment to top it off with your seemingly insatiable desire.
still, you don't move from the door, and if anything, push it forward so only a few centimeters remain between the frame and the door itself. your forehead rests against the wood, contemplating your options.
bakugou katsuki has come to your door to do the obvious with you. for many others, this would be a dream come trueâand it almost is, for you, almost. tears cloud your vision once more at the thoughts that run throughout your head, he's only here because you'll die.
"let me in y/n,â", "no, i don't want you here." you interrupt, still hiding behind the door. bakugou's eyes widen slightly at your refrusal, not expecting you to shut him down given the situation.
to you, it's almost insultingâbakugou katsuki is here to have sex with you, to save you. your crush of many years, is here to have sex with you, but only because he feels the need to save you, not because he wants to.
bakugou sighs silently, he knows its a sensitive matter, that you're practically forced to have sex with someome that you possibly don't like just to live. his fists tighten up into a ball, his eyebrows furrowing at your stubbornness. but he won't have you die, he won't knowing he could help you.
"y/n. open the door or i'm going to break it down myself." he says sternly, his voice raising slightly. it sends shivers down your spine, but still you hold your ground. alas, you find it within yourself to close the door, only for it to be held open by bakugou who most definitely overpowers you when it comes to strength. with a grunt, your already weak arms give in, quickly dropping back to the floor as the door slams against the wall now that bakugou has won the short game of tug-o-war.
bakugou makes his way into your room, not even caring to check if the door handle has made a new hole in the wall. his mouth opens, ready to say something, only to purse into a straight line when he sees the tears flowing down your cheeks.
"i don't want you here." you mumble out, attempting to hide your tears by wiping them away as quick as they came.
with a grunt, bakugou is pulling you up to your feet, his hands gripping onto your shoulders while his lips smash against yours. the kiss is rough, almost uncomfortably stiff. and yet, you almost let out a moan of satisfaction just by him giving the worst kiss ever. he pulls away a moment later, his hands keeping you in place.
not like you'd be able to walk away even if you wanted, your gaze was fixated on his soft features, eyeing those lips of his. this time, it's bakugou whose walking awayâand it's you who is running after him.
with haste, you push yourself forward to the blonde, your hand wrapping around his wrist and pulling him back to you. bakugou breathes out a grunt when your lips collide with his once more, desperate and clumsy, more teeth than tongue. you can't help but grab into bakugou's broad shoulders before finding better purchase by wrapping them around his neck, feet on all toes in order to reach his lips.
bakugou pulls away from you, quickly shutting the door and locking it. though, he barely has time to do the second, as soon as the door is closed, you're pushing him against it and shoving your body against his, encapturing his lips with yours once again. he swallows your desperate whines, his tongue fighting for dominance against yours. it's messy, it's not at all in syncâbut just that alone has your body heating up than what you thought was possible.
and bakugou can feel it. his hands find purchase on the small of your waistâyour skin is hot to the touch, almost fever hot. he raises an eyebrow when the feel of his skin on yours alone has you letting out a soft moan, much to your embarrassment. experimentally, bakugou's hands travel down to the curve of your ass, squeezing the plump flesh lightly, earning a gasp from your lips.
seeing this, bakugou pulls away from you, a fat string of saliva connecting the two of you. his red eyes watch you tortuously, watching the way your delicate features contort with pleasure as his hands explore your ass, his squeezes getting more and more rough as your body reacts. his finger glides up to the hems of your shorts, playing with the drawstrings and eventually pulling on one to untie the knot, allowing your flimsy excuse of so-called shorts to drop and lay around your feet.
your cheeks burn at the way he stares closely at your half-naked body, eyes darting down to the ground when you realize that you didn't even put on any underwear. to you, bakugou is eyeing your body, looking for any imperfections and unsatisfying marks.
but to bakugou, he has to hold back a groan by biting on his lower lip at the sight of your bare cunt. his hands tighten it's grip on your hips, attempting to keep his composure. bakugou finally pushes himself off the door, leading you quickly by the small of your waist to your bed.
with a gentle shove, you're laying down onto your back, your legs dangling off the edge of the mattress. your eyes widen when bakugou's hands grab the hems of his shirt, pulling it up to his head and discarding of his shirt, revealing his rather toned abs and few scars he's gained in the various fights he's gotten into as a hero.
your mouth is agape in awe, practically drooling at the sight of his fit muscles and small waist. without another word, your hand subconsciously reaches for him, generously touching the muscles of his abdomen. for the first time of the night, bakugou finally shows some emotion, smirking widely at your infatuation with his abs.
"i know i got some great abs, huh?" he grins, his hand coming up to rest on the flesh of your thigh. his grin flattens to an slightly agape 'O' when your hand travels down lower to his lower pelvis, your nails caressing the skin, sending shivers down his spine. dangerously, it continues, your fingers meddling with the edge of his baggy pants, circling the metal button.
before you could do anything else, bakugou is grabbing your hand away, and much to your surprise, settles himself inbetween your bare legs, eyeing your exposed cunt. naturally, you rush to close your legs, but are stopped by his hands that rest on both of your inner thighs.
"don't try to hide yourself from me." he growls lowly, his cock growing hard in his pants at the fuller sight of your glistening cunt. a yelp leaves your throat when you are pulled closer to the edge of your bed, cunt mere centimeters from bakugou's face. your eyes close shut, palm hiding your face in embarrassment.
"open your damn eyes, you're gonna watch as i eat this pretty pussy." he hisses out before blowing lightly onto your folds, enjoying the way your thighs shiver. with a lick of his lips, bakugou dives into your cunt, his tongue dragging across your folds and into your core. you let out a rather loud moan at the feel of his tongue exploring your cunt, your hands diving down to entangle themselves in his short blonde locks.
as told, you watch bakugou devour your poor pussy through tears, moaning into your palm to not let anyone hear the way you're getting eaten out by one of your classmates. your eyes roll to the back of your head when you feel bakugou enter his index finger into your tight walls, massaging your gummy walls without mercy.
"bakugou.." you mewl out, back arching off the bed when you feel the knot in your stomach begin to unravel. the fingers tied in his hair pull tightly on his roots, earning a hum of satisfaction leave his lips, vibrating against your clit so deliciously it has you sobbing out his name within seconds and squirming within his tight hold as you cum. tears run down your cheeks as your body convulses with pleasure, eyebrows furrowed intensely as your first orgasm of the night washes over you.
a minute later, you finally come down to earth, chest heaving heavily as your eyes focus down to bakugou who licks up the remains of your delicious juices. it's so over stimulating, but it feels so good, the way his tongue laps up your cum as if he was a starved man.
for a second, you close your eyes, basking in the sweet after-glow of your orgasm before a familar vibrating sound snaps you out of your bliss. bakugou holds up the pink bullet-vibrator within his hand, cocking his head to the right. "this yours?" he asks teasingly, a sly grin painted into his face.
before you could respond, bakugou is pressing the bullet against your clit, sending waves of overstimulated pleasure up your spine. you wiggle and shift on your bed, attempting to get away from it, from him, but in the heat of the moment you seem to have forgotten of bakugou's trained strength. he pins your hips onto the bed with ease with one hand, and holds the bullet to your clit with the other.
he evilly chuckles into your cunt, his tongue gliding into your tight hole. your cries and pleas are melodies to his ears, and he only stops when your thighs are shaking for a second time around his head and your pussy walls are tightening up around his tongue. he hungrily laps up your fluids once more, the tip of his nose brushing up against your clit as he discards of the vibrator in order to grab onto the back of your thighs and practically smothers himself into your pussy.
finally, once he's deemed you cleaned up and not an ounce of your cum wasted, he pulls away from your drenched pussy. his chin glistens with your juices, his tongue lapping up any remains on his lips. his ruby red eyes watch as your chest heaves up and down, his hand grabbing your wrist that was covering your flushed face and discarding it to the side.
he passionately kisses you, not like the kisses you two shared earlier. rather, your inhaling his heavy breaths as his hips roll subconsciously into yours, his hard-on poking against your inner thigh. "bakugou.." you exhaled against his lips, your hand sliding inbetween your close bodies to palm his confined cock.
bakugou lets out a almost pained groan, his eyebrows furrowing at the feel of your hand brushing against his cock's tip. "fuck.." he groans, his head dipping down to your chest when your hand slides below his trousers and over his confined boner. "wanna help you too bakugou," you mumble shyly, batting those pretty eyelashes at him.
the tempered blonde seems to have been frozen in place at your unexpected boldness, his cock growing impossibly harder at your words. he curses under his breath when your hand glides in between the gap of his boxers, your fingers coming into contact with the skin of his cock.
you're so unexpected. it's all bakugou can ever think of. unlike all the others, you've surprised him the most. you've surprised him with your witsâinstead of strength and speed. no matter how mean or offensive he's been to you, you've been nothing but a saintâgoing so far to even nurse him back to health after a particularly aggressive battle with a villian.
thats why he had to be the one to help you. after all you've done for him, he had to return the favor in the one time he could save your life, even if it meant having sex would save you. he wasn't about to let those ungrateful, clueless extras do it with you either when they didn't deserve the opportunity to have you so vulnerable for them.
and having sex with you doesn't seem too bad, not in the slightest. especially not when your hand is pumping his cock so deliciously. bakugou's lips apart slightly, a sharp gasp escaping when your palm tightens around his sensitive cock.
you jolt when bakugou's own hand wraps around your wrist firmly, practically slapping it away from his cock. you look up at him with filmy eyes, looking for an explanation within his own. "gotta focus on you," he mumbles under his breath, his hands coming down to your hips and dragging you down to him.
bakugou finally begins to undo his belt, the metal buckle causing your ears to tingle. he pushes down his pants to his lower thighs, for a second he glances up at you, to which you can see a small glimpse of the red tint that covers the apples of his cheeks and the way he stares intently at your features, most likely waiting to see your reaction.
he slides his dark red boxers down to the middle of his thighs, just enough to free his cock of his uncomfortable confines. and, just wow, maybe it's because you're quite literally drugged with a sex drug, or maybe he's just that perfectâbut just the sight of his cock has your pathetic pussy walls clenching and throbbing around nothing.
your mouth salivates at the mere thought of his cock, and just now seeing itâgod you just want him to fuck you already. without a thought, your hand reaches once more for him, only for bakugou to pin your wrist down to the side of your body, his own climbing on top of the bed. your legs come to rest on each sides of his hips, his thighs underneath yours while he sits on his knees.
it seems you're not the only one so horny, afterall, as bakugou wrapped his hand around cock, his hips inching closer to yours, his body jolted, eyes widening. his sudden movement has your heart dropping in your stomach, a cold sweat breaking out on your body. "w-what? what is it?" you stutter out, your hand crossing defensively over your clothed chest.
bakugou's cheeks seem to bloom more a shade of red as he leans back, searching for something in his pocket. "hah.. i almost forgot the condom.." he says, taking out the unmistaken small square packet out of his pocket.
you chuckle lightly at the mistake, feeling embarrassment for yourself as well. to think that you two were so wrapped up in the heat of the moment that you almost forgot the condom gives such a strange feeling in your stomach.
finally, bakugou puts the condom on, a bit shaky with embarrassment as he slides it on. all prepared, he looks up at youâpossibly the calmest you've ever seen him, but there's a hint of seriousness and maybe even care with the way his eyebrows are furrowed lightly or how his eyes never leave your face.
"ready?" he asks cautiously, his hand gripped onto the underside of your thigh with the other resting on the side of your lower stomach. with your nod of approval, bakugou meets his thighs to your ass, his cock tip pressing lightly against your virgin hole.
before bakugou could go any further, your soft sobs stop him. his head immediately snaps up to yours, his eyes wide with shock. your eyes are once again wet with tears, eyebrows arched and lips frowning.
"i know this is not very convenient, y/n, but if we don't do this, you'll die-", he tries to say before he's interrupted by your sobs and hiccups. through fat tears and incoherent sentences, you finally manage to say something clear.
"it's not that." you practically hiss, surprising the blonde. "..then what is it?" he urges, a confused expression forming on his face. with a loud sigh, you groan loudly with anger and sadness, practically throwing your hands to your face as you try to wipe away your never-ending tears.
"i d-didn't want it to be like t-this!" you sob loudly, your shoulders jumping with every hiccup. before bakugou could press any further, the years of untold suffering and thoughts just came rushing to you, spilling out of your mouth like vomit. "i-i didn't w-want it to be l-like this! to happen like this!"
"oh my g-god! bakugou i've been in love with you since i've m-met youâand itâit hurtsâfor it to happen this wayâyou're only doing this just b-because you f-feel obligated to do i-itânot because you l-love meâ" you mumble out, hands covering your eyes to avoid seeing his reaction.
"for it to ha-happen this wayâit's like a whole prank..! like a fuckingâslap in the face!" you say, practically yelling the last part as your hands fly down to the bed with frustration, finally meeting bakugou's gaze. your sobs quiet down, stomach churning at the realization of the word vomit you just had.
you thought he would be weirded out, maybe even make fun of you for it. but instead, bakugou is now looking at you with an unfamiliar gaze, full of something that seems to just be more than politeness and friendly care. sure, he's not smiling, but the way his red eyes are half-lidded, pupils dilated so big they might as well just be black, his eyebrows no longer furrowed but instead arched upwards with what seems to be surprise.
before you could say anything else, waves of sharp pain are shot up your spine as bakugou unexpectedly pushes in the tip of his cock, his arms now finding purchase by wrapping around your waist, lowering himself closer to you.
his lips press yours, slow and steady as he inches his fat cock into you. he pulls away from your lips with a grunt, his eyebrows arched downwards as he tries to set aside the way your cunt feels so heavenly wrapped around the end of his cock.
"i'm sorry for how i've been treating you." he says lowly, his teeth nipping at the pristine skin of your collarbone. "i just didn't know how to tell youâdidn't think you felt the s-same," he breathes out, stuttering the last word when your walls clench around his cock. bakugou curses under his breath, trying to ground himself by pawing at your clothed breasts, sliding his hands under your tank to feel the bare skin.
bakugou's words has fresh tears forming once again at your water line. "the same..?" you think out loud, a hiccup escaping your throat at the realization.
"f-fuck, y/nâ," he chokes out, his balls becoming flush with the curve of your ass. "bakugou.. the same?" you urge on, a small gasp leaving your lips when his cock tip glazes against your sweet spot. it takes bakugou to find the strength to answer, but he does with a groan, rising his upper body to have a better look at the sight of you.
"..yes the same you dummy." he finally confirms, his eyes unable to lock with yours, instead choosing to glue themselves to the sight of your tight pussy swallowing his cock. without wasting another second, your hands fly to his nape, pulling him back down to kiss him roughly. the two of you moan into the kiss, your hands desperately exploring the skin of his back while his continue to grope and massage your breasts.
"hahâi just couldn't allow it.. i didn't want the others to have you.." he groans out, his hips speeding up against yours. his teeth bite at your breasts possessively, leaving dark red marks over the unmarked flesh. his possessiveness sends a shiver up your spine, making you impossibly more hornier than you thought possible.
"bakuâkatsuki," you mewl out, your fingernails digging trails of red into the skin of his back. his head nods silently at your use of his first name, his ears tingling intensely.
his head tilts up to face yours, unprepared for what you were about to say. "please fuck me. i need you."
with a few words of heavy profanity, all previously known touches of gentleness are thrown out the window and bakugou is throwing your leg over shoulder and practically folding you in half. bakugou is quick to cover your mouth with his palm, if not your screams of pleasure would be heard by all the other people in these dormsâand he's not quite on board with any nobodies hearing your pretty moans.
bakugou practically jackhammers his hips into yours, his cock tip bullying your cervix. your eyes roll to the back of your head at the foreign feeling of your cervix being fucked, of your cunt being mercilessly destroyed by a fat cock. your hand flies up to the head board, desperately attempting to find purchase on anything to keep you grounded.
his cock grazing your sweet spot has you screaming once more into his palm, creaming around him for the first time that night. "f-fuckâ" bakugou curses loudly, his teeth drawing blood on his lower lip in an attempt to hide own moans.
your cunt walls have a vice grip on his cock, practical almost leaving him unable to move as you cum around him. still, bakugou works his hips in and out, doing everything in his power to prevent himself from cumming just yet.
in an last ditch effort to do so, bakugou lifts his palm up from your mouth, flipping your body so you lay onto your stomach. he's quick to shove his cock back into your overstimulated cunt, rutting into you like a dog in heat. bakugou doesn't find it within himself to care when you're moaning so loud that the first floor can probably hear you, neither does he care that he's fucking you so hard that the bed frame begins to slam against the wall.
all he cares about is destroying your cunt, destroying you, something he's been wanting to do since he's met you. "fuck, fuck, fuck, y/n you feel so fuckin' goodâi'm gonna cum," he babbles, his cock growing hard at the sight of your fat ass bouncing with every impact of his thrusts.
you're no better off than him, moaning his name desperately like a mantra. bakugou finally comes with a sharp and deep thrust, pushing his cock so deep it has the tip flush with your bruised cervix. he groans incoherent words, most likely profanities, as he cums into the condom, his hands gripping on the swell of your hips as he tries to ground himself.
you cum just at the unmistaken warmth that pools inside of you, tongue lolling out of your mouth pathetically. your body twitches underneath his weight, hands weakly grabbing onto his biceps. "katssshuki.." you mewl out, stars practically twinkling in your eyes.
bakugou pulls out of you with a sharp inhale, taking off the filled condom. his cock twitches when you stop him just as he's about to throw away, taking the cum-filled latex from his hand and holding it over your mouth, allowing the cum to drip onto your tongue and into your throat.
he watches you with wide eyes as you practically suck the cum out of the condom before throwing it into the trash bin on the side of your bed. you look at him with a grin, licking your lips generously before giggling.
bakugou's face twitches uncontrollably, any remains of the composure and the obvious "better safe than sorry", he has left is discarded before he practically pounces on you like a wild beast.
àłàŸàż ËË-
bakugou is jolted awake, his eyes darting to the door of your room. theres a couple of knocks, his eyes look for your clock, '5:04 AM'.
he shuts his eyes, fully okay with ignoring the late visitor before theres more knocks. bakugou, begrudgingly, gets up, only because he doesn't want you to wake up.
he wraps his lower body in a spare blanket, taking a few seconds to rub awaken more before he's inching the door open, just barely enough to see who the visitor is. though, his shoulders relax when he sees it's just mr. aizawa at the door, most likely checking up on your state.
mr. aizawa blinks unexpectedly at bakugou, surely not expecting him to answer the door. his expression softens at the realization, being quick to offer an explanation. "i was just coming here to see if y/l/n was alright.. but i see it's under control, right?"
aizawa punctuates the last word of his sentence with the tilt of his head, his eyes pointing out bakugou's half-naked body. bakugou in response sheepishly shrugs, muttering out a groggy 'yeah' before closing the door.
he stands at the closed door for a second, rubbing his eyes tiredly before turning around to go back to bed, your bed more specifically. he stops in his tracks for a moment before continuing, seeing that you're now sitting up and staring at him.
"katsuki.." you breathe out tiredly, practically purring when you feel his hand settle onto your hip, bringing you back down onto the bed with him.
the two of you share a chaste kiss, departing only to get a short breathe in before you're pushing your body against his, deepening the kiss once more for the nth time that night.
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The office chair felt cold against her skin as she shifted uncomfortably, the soaked medical diaper beneath her making a faint squelching sound. She kept her legs slightly apart, too afraid to move and risk making the situation worse. Her face burned with shame as she stared at the floor, clutching the edges of her pink T-shirt.
The professor had been kind, at least. âItâs okay,â heâd said, his voice gentle. âJust head to the nurseâs office. Sheâll take care of you.â
But âokayâ was the last thing she felt. Sheâd tried so hard to hide her accidents, to pretend everything was normal. But today, her body had betrayed her in the worst possible way.
The nurseâs office was nothing like sheâd expected. Instead of sterile white walls and clinical equipment, the room was warm and oddly inviting. The walls were lined with towering shelves, each one packed with colorful packages of diapersâthick, pastel-patterned ones that looked almost playful.
The nurse, a woman about her own age with a kind smile, gestured for her to sit on the exam table. âDonât worry,â she said, her tone soothing. âWeâll get you cleaned up and into something better.â
The girl blinked, confused. âSomething⊠better?â
The nurse nodded, pulling a package from the shelf. âThese,â she said, holding up a thick, colorful ABDL diaper, âare way more comfortable than those medical ones. Trust me, youâll feel like a whole new person.â
The girl hesitated, her cheeks flushing. âBut⊠isnât that kind of⊠weird?â
The nurse laughed, a light, genuine sound. âWeird? Maybe. But who cares? You deserve to feel comfortable in your own skinâor in this case, your own diaper.â
As the nurse helped her change, the girl felt a strange sense of relief. The thick, colorful diaper was undeniably softer and more secure than the clinical one sheâd been wearing. For the first time in weeks, she didnât feel like she had to hide.
Over the next few weeks, the girl found herself visiting the nurseâs office more oftenânot just for supplies, but for the easy camaraderie that had blossomed between them. They talked about everything: school, life, and even the challenges of living with incontinence.
What had started as a humiliating accident had turned into an unexpected friendship, one that reminded her that it was okay to need helpâand that sometimes, help came in the most colorful packages.
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Omegas are the best for the military. Everyone knows that, itâs just common sense.
Omegas are notoriously level-headed and calm, protective without the tendency towards aggression and territorial possessiveness that characterizes their Alpha counterparts. Theyâre cooperative and adaptable, with heightened senses that at one evolutionary time kept them safe from rabid Alphas.
Now, itâs best suited to sniffing out potential threats, communicating sub-vocally, and noticing the smallest changes in their environment. The military finds them much more economical for combat, special ops, and even espionage compared to Alphas, who are pheromone sensitive, hard-headed, and generally indelicate.
That said, theyâre not without their uses. Alphas tend to be lean, fast, and vicious. That aggression makes them both sword and shield in a fight, filing their sense of pain and fatigue down to almost nothing until the threat is neutralized.
Still, having a full-time Alpha in a squad isnât a necessity except in special circumstances.
Per usual, Task Force 141 is special circumstances.
Four specialist Omegas with a metric ton of trauma per team member has the unfortunate consequence of hormonal imbalance. One thing feeds into another, a heat is put on hold for a mission because they canât spare the manpower - it stacks and stacks and stacks until sleep is scarce and their usually well-maintained instincts are bursting at the seams. Compound that with the near loss of one of their team membersâŠ
The new Alpha is already there when the team returns from their latest assignment.
Laswell is waiting on the tarmac and an operative in black gear is standing a polite distance (plus one step more) from her elbow. Well within peripheral, but deferent. Their hands are clasped behind their back, shoulders straight but loose.
As TF141 approaches, Price expects the Alpha pheromones to waft his way any moment. Itâs normal, expected even. A new environment, meeting strange Omegas, Alphas usually burn through their neutralizers quickly. Perhaps a vestigial instinct to carve a space for themselves in the world. Not necessarily their fault, but it happens.
Price is surprised that he smells nothing from the Alpha at all. Just the scents of detergent and soap, clean and standard. A quick glance at Simon confirms their most-sensitive nose doesnât detect anything either.
Laswell introduces them, an Alpha that sheâs personally worked with before and can verify is solid both on and off the field.
The Alphaâs muzzle is heavy duty but long-wear design. Hard-case and rigid instead of the more popular soft and flexible ones. Cushioned but firm at the bridge of the nose, chin, and corners of the jaw. Buckled tight at the back of the head, steel grid pattern across the front.
Price doesnât arch his eyebrows at it but itâs a near thing.
They duck their head in greeting when Laswell introduces them as Saint, eyes flicking up briefly to each team member, eye-shine reflecting green in the bright runway lights.
Soap whistles, impressed.
âYer a big âun, thaâs fer damn sure. Didnae ken they make âem like ye,â he drawls. Ghost cuffs him upside the head, reminding him to behave.
Saint blinks and doesnât say anything. Curious.
âLetâs do proper introductions inside,â Price decides.
It goes much the same way in the 141âs den as it did out on the tarmac. Saint stands quiet and still while the Omegas take their turns.
Thereâs no scent to familiarize themselves with, so itâs mostly offering theirs to the Alpha. Except Saint doesnât duck down to the neck Gaz offers. Instead, they pluck up his hand and bring his wrist to their muzzle. Inhale so quietly that only the swell of their chest indicates that theyâre breathing him in.
They chuff softly, hold so loose that Gazâs hand nearly drops from theirs. Itâs approval, it canât be anything else, but it sounds so⊠detached.
Still, Gaz chuffs in return, and makes way for the others. Saint does the same to Soap and by the time Simon steps up, heâs already tugging his sleeve up and his glove down.
Simon, to his own surprise, receives the same polite huff as the two sergeants. Most Alphas have found his direct scent to be unpleasant - too sharp and savory, bordering on Alpha. But Saint doesnât seem to mind in the slightest.
When itâs finally Priceâs turn, the only difference is that Saint swipes their own wrist along his. Scent claim. Not marking the 141 as theirs, but rather Saint as belonging with them.
Laswell, suspiciously amused, takes her leave soon after.
The 141 has an Alpha. A permanent one.
Living with an Alpha would have been a learning curve on its own. Living with SAINT is something else entirely.
For one, they apply clinical-strength neutralizer religiously. They have spares stashed everywhere. In their go-bag, their combat gear, the den, the lockers - even one in Priceâs office. Itâs better than the ones with fragrance, but if not for their ever-present muzzle, no one would be able to tell that theyâre an Alpha.
And speaking of the muzzle.
It goes beyond common courtesy and public conduct. Even in the den, they keep the thing tightly pressed to their face, and donât remove it for anything. They eat in their room and drink through straws when necessary.
When Price tells them that the team wouldnât mind if they used a bite guard in the den, they just chuff softly and brush a hand along his shoulder. The muzzle stayed.
Itâs not to say they donât seem comfortable. Day by day, little signs of trust and ease seep into their Alphaâs mannerisms if they know where to look for it. A brush of skin here, a sub-vocal purr there. Spending hours upon hours in the den, available for any of the Omegas to sit with or cuddle or chat to. As much as teammate as an Alpha in the traditional sense.
It doesnât take Soap and Gaz long at all to start hanging all over them, but Saint takes it with all the patience of their namesake. Price finds Soap lounging in their lap most times that theyâre sitting, or leaning hard into their side while they watch recruits.
The muzzle is a no-touch zone, but they donât get even growl the first time Soap discovers that. They just redirect him with a quiet click of their tongue, and let him nuzzle in when he apologizes.
Gaz is hardly any better, scent marking Saint like some bad Alpha stereotype. Poor thing goes around smelling overwhelmingly of bergamot and honey sometimes, but they never mind, never stop him from pressing his face to their chest or their back or even into their hands. Rubbing his face over any bit of skin or fabric available, even their jugular, despite the vulnerability of such a spot.
Still, Saint is aloof.
Theyâre perfectly responsive to their Omegas, head tilting at the slightest vocalization, quick to offer physical comfort when asked. They hardly ever seek it out for themself though, and show none of the near-obsessive behaviors associated with even the most mild of Alphas on the spectrum.
âI dinnae think Alpha likes us,â Soap whines one evening.
Saint is eating in their room, leaving the Omegas to a cuddle pile while they wait for their return.
Heâs been lamenting it for a while now, repressing the rejected pang in his gut any time Saint doesnât vocalize back, or reach for them first.
They work out in the Alpha-Only gym on base and do their laundry in the designated Alpha wash. Neither of those are regulations, itâs a choice they make. And it hurts a bit.
Saint is sweet, but their politeness goes past the point of old-fashioned.
âCourse they do,â Simon grunts, dismissive. âThey probably like us too much.â
âHow do you reckon?â Gaz asks.
âAlpha didnâ go tâ eat âtil we were all fed,â he replies, shrugging.
And itâs true. Saint doesnât collect a scrap of nutrition until every one of their Omegas has had something to eat. Even Price, stubborn and work-focused as he can be, is gently urged to eat before Saint fills their own belly.
It doesnât stop there.
Saint is always the last one on or off a transport, and quick to notice if any of them are injured. Theyâre always present around large groups of other Alphas, especially recruits.
The sheer amount of time they spend available is unusual, preferring the den to rest in their off hours - even sleeping there on occasion.
Then Gazâs heat is due. A week out and heâs already feeling it descending - itâs been well over six months since his last one. His skin feels itchy, his senses on overdrive. Thirsty and hungry and generally feeling restless beneath the skin.
âAlpha,â he calls.
Saintâs eyes are on him instantly, one-sided conversation with some other, non-Pack Omega forgotten. Gaz purrs, pleased.
âI want something of yours.â
They tilt their head, a silent question.
âA shirt or something,â he specifies.
And something in their gaze flickers. Gaz isnât sure what it means, but it definitely looks positive.
Saint brings him something better - a blanket. Itâs intimate; itâs perfect. It smells incredible, if⊠oddly faded. From his most reserved Pack member, it means the world.
Gaz balls himself up with it in the nest he assembles over the next day and a half, until he wakes up one morning with the knowledge that his heat will l well and truly have taken hold before midday.
He puts in his notice and calls his Pack.
Saint is the last to enter his barrack, a huge bag of supplies in their arms. Not just for Gaz, but for the rest of them. No one will be leaving unless duty calls.
And itâs perfect. The best heat Gaz has ever had. Surrounded by Pack and protected by his Alpha, who stays on watch while Price and Ghost and Soap fuck him through the dregs of preheat and well into Heat proper.
Half of him purrs at his Alphaâs dedication to protecting them, to providing for them. The other half protests the Alphaâs attention being anywhere but on him.
âAlpha,â he calls. And when that only earns him Saintâs eyes and not his affection, he barks, sharper, âAlpha.â
They come to him instantly, settled in between his legs, smooth their thumbs along the glands at the base of his neck. He curls into them trilling and chirping and needing more than just social acceptability right now.
And finally, finally, a low rumble sounds through his Alphaâs chest. Itâs deep and rich, hits the subharmonics in a way that has all the Omegas going still and quiet. Their voice purrs out a moment later, practically vibrating their skulls.
âEasy, Omega.â
Gaz bares his neck, whispering, âSaint.â
They lean in, breathing loud and deep, warm hands soothing an ache in his lower back. âIâm here, Kyle.â
They fuck well into sundown, Kyle so wound up that he canât bear to be parted from Saint to even let them breathe. Any space between them is whined or growled or bitten out of existence, the ever-indulgent Alpha soothing their Omega with their body, with the newly discovered vocalizations that he just canât get enough of.
Ghost and Price have to feed and hydrate him between rounds, working together to manage his clingy limbs and careless (but sharp) teeth. In the meantime, Soap helps to do the same for Saint, who is far more cooperative.
âHowâre you still goinâ?â Soap wonders, amazed, slipping bites of granola between the bars of their muzzle. Saint is sitting upright with Gaz collected against their chest, sweaty but already breathing evenly again.
Saint licks a bit of chocolate off their lip and meets his eyes easy as anything, serene for how blown out their pupils are.
âIâm your Alpha. I go until you need me to stop.â
Which just sets them all off, each taking (needing) a turn with their Alpha.
By then, their neutralizer has begun to wear off, friction and sweat and fabric thinning the chemical deodorant to nothing. The scent is intoxicating, unlike anything any of them have ever smelled before. Itâs overwhelmingly Alpha, overwhelmingly good. Even Ghost and Price, rare to bend the knee to anyone, find themselves weak for that scent.
No wonder Saint keeps it on lock, itâs practically a weapon in itself, not demanding submission but expecting it. A foregone conclusion. In a social setting it would be a brutal domination, rude wouldnât even be the right word for it.
Saint isnât just an Alpha, theyâre on the extreme end of the spectrum.
The kind that comes with counseling and desensitizing therapies. Etiquette schools and specialized doctors.
The kind of Alpha that can not only manage four chaotic Omegas, but give them what they need.
With types like Saint, Alpha isnât just a designation, itâs a title. And the 141 is proud that itâs theirs.
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