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you know i just realized my boy is blue is actually kinda rocking a whole fucking black parade thing (well except blue, blue parade)
"No I know that I can make you stay, but where's your heart, but where's yoooour heaaart, but where's. your. AND I KNO" -Rouxls after finding out his puzzle sucks and it's not stopping anyone
admireth the worm
#mcr brain rot#the brain is rotting#my brain rot#she brain#on my rot#till i my chemical romance#she chemical#on my brain#until i rot#she was a young boy#in my city#til i parade#she could care less#on my teenagers#until somebody bleeds#she na#on my na#till i na na na na na#she bob#on my frank#till i'm ray#she not okay#on the bathroom floor#till i thank you for the venom#she only goes up to 10#on my elevator#til im only looking at men#she say goodbye#on my hearts you break#til ALL THE CYANIDE YOU DRANK
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#au where barok does end up finding klints letter after genshin dies#goes thru a depression spiral where he gives up being a prosecutor because of his lose in faith#bUT does end up knowing about iris and in make sure she doesnt end up involved in the public blacklash against his brother#moves to japan (he found out about mikotobas original plan of taking iris with him)#what im saying is#10 years later english college major ryunosuke keeps running into this scary ass english man#in restaurants where he seems to drink his own weight in alcohol#and yeah he does sleep with him cause hes just as hot as he is scary#also in the back of his mind hes not 100% sure that barok ISNT a ghost of a man who was murdered in japan#hes just so pale and only seems to come out at night#a lot of thots about barok actually handing iris over to herlock and miktoba to do the majority of the raising because hes so so depressed#those first few yesrs#whivh means 2 things#mikotoba bringing herlock to Japan and essatially doing the 'meet ur new mom susato'#and susato getting to carry baby iris in one of those baby backpacks while she watches herlock eat dirt that was stuck on her shoe#and deducing her exact errand route
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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Omg hi :3 (also glad to see you back in the submission box!)
Gem’s stream, presumably from around October 25th/26th.
[ID: a minecraft screenshot with Gem’s stream overlay, taken on hermitcraft 9, within decked out - possibly the room to set your spawn in before running the dungeon. The viewer, Gem, is looking up at Tango who is crouching and has seemingly broken a hole in the ceiling to look down at her. He’s in the full dungeon master outfit, hood and all, and he’s wearing diamond armour. He’s holding a diamond pickaxe and a totem. Gem’s facecam in the upper right looks delighted to see him. End ID]
#submission#tango tek#tango but everywhere#tangotek#hermitcraft#hc9#geminitay#submitted tango#sorry i only saw this yesterday and it was past 9pm aest by then#thank you for the submission#also if anyone wants a more detailed image description i’m more than happy to do that i didnt describe how gem looks or what the chat’s#saying#(it’s mostly variations on ‘good luck gem’ - she’s about to do a run)#i’m just doing this at 10:30 at night after a long day 👍#but by the time this goes up my assignment will HOPEFULLY be submitted because if not i have 2 hours left to do it and that’s bad.#<- this is my blog and so you get my stories
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I know I'd decided to only write one more bowuigi fic aside from the one I'd already written but I can't stop thinking about the idea of Bowser repeatedly kidnapping Peach for relationship advice and Peach getting so fed up with him about it that she tricks Luigi into being her body double so that Bowser kidnaps him instead and they can talk like Actual Adults instead of using her as a third party to vent to all the time
#i imagine Luigi also talks to Peach about the same relationship problems#because shes more in tune with romance stuff than his bro is#(whos still low-key trying to wrap his head around his brother dating Bowser of all people)#and theyre not listening to her very reasonable advice of 'just talk to each other about it it'll be fine'#so neither of them are doing anything about the misunderstandings and its driving her mad#anyway it would be funny for Bowser to have a whole conspiracy board#about how Luigi not sending his daily 'buongiorno!' text and shooting down 2 of Bowser's 3 date ideas in less than 5 seconds#means that hes fucked something up irreparably somehow and Luigi's mad at him what do you think Peach how do i fix this#meanwhile Luigi-dressed-as-Peach is standing there tied up like ah.#maybe we should talk about this properly.#(theyre both anxious messes about this fledgling relationship lmao)#meanwhile Peach tells Mario to hold off on the rescue for a day or two so Luigi and Bowser can sort things out#Mario has no problem with this because he too has also been subjected to the ever-shifting conspiracy board#and has no desire to hear about his bro's relationship from Bowser's perspective beyond a surface level ever again#(the conspiracy board goes beyond a surface level)#and Kamek knew from the second Bowser grabbed 'Peach' that it was actually Luigi#but he's also tired of Bowser asking him every 10 minutes if Luigi actually likes him or not instead of paying attention in meetings#so he just leaves and takes a nap instead of letting Bowser know about his mistake#because he sees what Peach is doing and yeah this is the only way this problem's gonna get solved#bowuigi#bowser#luigi#princess peach#yeah so i'm rubbish at writing established relationship stuff so if anyone wants this then please take it away from me thanks#mlv.txt
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shit went down at work today and there's a chance they'll fire me 🙃
#my boss will talk to the ceo tomorrow and it's entirely up to him.......#multiple people at work saw me crying and i was so ashamed i wanted to cry even more lol#i'm just so bad at this job and i hate it but it's so hard to find a job when you dropped out of uni twice#and they pay well and i truly love some of the people there#like my boss expects me to do better (if i won't get fired) and she wants me to propose some improvements#but like. the problem is me. the workload is too much for me and there's no magic way to solve it#and the worst part is i'm so emotionally unstable i can't even talk about it without crying#i'm crying even now lol#and i know if i start crying tomorrow it will only annoy him#and i'm not doing it to seem pitiful i just can't control it at all#godd i'm so tired#i wish i could just cry it out today and then have a serious conversation tomorrow but it doesn't work like that#i had plans today but i start crying every 10 minutes so i just came back home and opened a beer#maybe it will put me to sleep idk#at this point i'm also annoyed with myself#i will let you know how it goes tomorrow 🙃#k.txt#dl#btw please don't try to comfort me because it only makes me cry harder lol i'm just writing to let it all out
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i had been meaning to check on my one mutual who liked bucktommy but i couldn't remember her url and i couldn't see her in the people i follow and it's because she blocked me...my bad
#it's funny because we're mutuals because of stranger things right. have been since 2022 and her st blog is a sideblog and i only followed#her main earlier this year or last year idk but i'm blocked from her main and not from her sideblog (that's how it usually goes because#people forget. but i always think it's funny)#i genuinely think it's because of the bucktommy thing like maybe she saw my post from the other day (i don't know because i don't know when#she blocked me and i had that tag filtered so i didn't notice a sudden change in how much i saw them on the dash and also im#lowkey never here anymore) and that was her last straw but it's funny because i don't even watch the show like i obviously don't actually#care😭 but i kind of get it if my favorite ship of the moment broke up and someone made fun of it i would maybe block them too. maybe not.#it would depend on how much i liked that person. obviously. and i thought about her the other day too because i talked about something and#it reminded me of a post i made like...a year and...10 months ago and i remembered that she replied to that post and gave me advice! now#i'm not even allowed to read it. i did read it just now because when i opened the post it opened it like on maddy-ferguson.tumblr.com#not on tumblr.com/maddy-ferguson you know. but you know#and like i say: brf slt
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saw this comment on an ig reel
and it fucking hit me like a semi truck bc i knew my former best friend did this but seeing it explained like this was just- 🧍🏽♀️
#and she doesnt even text me every few days but every few MONTHS#IF THAT#and i thought it was chill bc she’s an adult- im an adult- i get it things happen and life is life ya know#but when someone says they “miss you” and youre their “only friend” like… HOW. how can i be your only friend and be missed when you dont-#want to hang out? like- ever. you dont even want to make plans to hang and you dont text me or want to talk on the phone.. likeee HUH#we were best friends for more than 10 yrs#im still fully expecting a text at some point this month to ask me if i can do her a favor bc this is usually when she goes on vacay#but the silence is going to be SO LOUD bc guess what 😀 time ran out :)#long rant long rant long rant but that ig comment really fucked me up lmao
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i cant believe ive played world of warcraft for 20 years
#i should write all my warcraft oc lore into fanfics or something#let tarwas and larevasha live forever on AO3.com#i have a druid (larevasha) nelf and demon hunter (tarwas) nelf and they were gfs before the sundering#then they got separated in the chaos of the legion attacks and sundering itself and both thought the other was dead#before all that tho they were both druid trainees and larevasha was good at it but tarwas was total ass at being a druid#(tarwas was never able to shapeshift)#after the sundering larevasha fully dedicated herself to druidism and got really powerful#but she spent so much time in shapeshifted forms that she has lost a few marbles over time#she gives a bit of a Radagast the Brown vibe#while tarwas said fuck this to druidism and instead chose vengeance#still thinking about wtf she wouldve been upto between the sundering and illidan starting the illidari#but im pretty sure this is where her rocky training montage goes and she gains proficiency with martial weapons and gets angrier and angrier#then she jumps at the chance to become illidari and becomes the slayer (dh leader) while larevasha becomes archdruid#then they both meet at the pep talk circle khadgar gives before the tomb of sargeras raid#but they don't recognize eachother at first because it's been 10 thousand years and they thought the other was dead and theyve changed#they only realize partway thru the raid (i imagine the raid more like a darkest dungeon run where they take short camp breaks to rest)#they both freak the fuck out#queue drama during the raid and final couple boss fights#after the raid and in between all their duties leading their factions they try to make time to catch up#it gets worse before it gets better though and there is not much free time in between saving azeroth and invading what's left of argus#there is a short respite after legion before bfa though and they do a lot of catching up there#then sylvanis fucking burns down teldrassil and tarwas and larevasha and the rest of the nelves loose their collective shit#*sylvanas#all through bfa they remain close and start getting a little flirty again (keep in mind it's been 10k years)#they both go into shadowlands fully intending on supporting tyrande 100% btw#in shadowlands however the slow burn starts cranking up the heat and by the end of shadowlands they're gfs again#then in the few years of no world ending threats between shadowlands and dragonflight they basically get married#(i do still need to look into nelf culture around that but the gist is theyre partners forever)#dragonflight would mostly consist of them holding hands while beating the shit out of the primalists#and i havent played the war within yet but i imagine itll be similar
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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?
can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit
#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me#i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to#me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited#still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free#and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk#and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted#tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt#and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought#that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners#bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever#especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but#despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people#or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend#i’m just. noticing behaviors#they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i#idk what to do!! i’m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it#so like. who tf knows when we’ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all#bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting#ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel#discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all#and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth#which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about#but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them#humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol
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in the same vein of fangames being really wild: the ending for pokemon uranium was just the Worst Family Reunion
#lemon time#imagine youre like. 12. youve only just barely met your dad for the first time in 10 years#your mother locked herself in stasis for those 10 years w an artificial pokemon she grew to love more than you#she goes insane in there and tries to kill you all. you dont know thats your mother until shes been defeated for the last time#first thing your father does when he sees her is rush her to the hospital. you are standing there in shock.#you then end up learning that your new artificial pokemon sibling was going to be killed in a fabricated meltdown.#your mother went insane w hunger and paranoia because she didnt want to lose her other child. leaving you for a decade.#you have a mother that tried to kill you a father who wasnt there for 10 years and a new sibling who just wants to live#how do you cope? youre like 11 or 12 btw.
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these last two seasons of bones are wack as fuck
#my mom loved this show so much when i was a kid and we watched up to season 10#and the season 10 finale was written to be the series finale#so when it got renewed after that for some reason my mom just never watched the last 2 seasons#and in all of my rewatches over all these years i always stopped on season 10 episode 2#if you know you know#but i decided to give the last 2 seasons a try at least once and uhhhhhh no#in season 11 soooo many victims had the same cause of death#and a bunch more were also disposed of in the same way#not to mention other dumb shit like angela doing a facial reconstruction on a body without a head#and then a few episodes later someone suggests she use the same shit she used to give a face to a headless body again#and she goes 'are you crazy? there's no head'#and don't get me started on the puppeteer#I've only seen one episode of season 12 and by the end i was laughing over how ridiculous it was#bones#text post
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#its seems we really may be at the end of vanity#i missed a call from my dad and thought we might be in a connors birthday situation but no. not yet#he did say that it feels like this is it bc my mom's situation is complicated bc she has so much wrong at this point#its like a h0use md episode. the doctors dont seem to kno what to do and shes not very coherent#so my dad was saying that i should look at flights and by tonight hell let me kno if i should pull the trigger and buy a one way ticket home#it sucks. he sounds rough. i feel so bad for him. his wife of 29 years is dying#its not fair. shes only 53#i wanna be there but im stuck here across the country. i wanna go home. thats a bit frighting tho bc itll take me at least 10 hrs to travel#and i dont want her to die while im in the air but i also dont want her to suffer#i hope she gets better but if she doenst i hope its fast. there dont seem to do any good options. shes so tried and its so complicated#and if she does get better than this then what would that even mean? my sister says it doesnt feel like there will b a better anymore after#this. and bless her to the ends of the earth she reached out this morning and was giving me updates#comforting to kno im not just being dramatic. its actually just really bleak#its kinda funny tho. my sister was like meh it doesnt seem so bad and then like 10min later she was like yeah no i was wrong its sorta#horrible apprently shes been deterorating#god. if i go back home do i take clothes for a funeral? do i keep up to date with my genomics class? will i become offset from my graduate#cohort? will i get my wish to play with legos at home? all questions worth considering#well. ill deal with whatever comes. so it goes. itll b fine. i mean ill b fine#just sad ya kno?#three weeks ago she was alright and saying she could fly out to take care of me after oral surgery#now shes dying#unrelated
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Rate your muse’s traits 0-10!
Compassion: 6/10 Bitterness: 10/10* Happiness: 7/10 Politeness: 4/10 Chivalry: 3/10 Pride: 10/10* Honesty: 5/10* Bravery: 8/10 Recklessness: 7/10 Ambition: 8/10 Loyalty: 9/10* Love: 8/10 Sense of family: 10/10* Attractiveness: ?/10* Agility: 7/10 Sex drive: 6/10
Tagged by: @cxpperhead Tagging: @babydxhl, @corvidamned, @mister-bloom, @mirrordread, @mute-call, @ofwealthandtaste, @rubycaped, @hippievibing, @brokentoys, @oneinsanecat, (And anyone else who wants to do this!)
#Outof'Lock#(Some of these need a'splaining for situational reasonnns. 8'D;;;)#(Sense of Family gets a 10/10 cuz currently it's Dagny only. If we include her other living members it'd be a straight 1/10... For Dags.)#(Likewise with loyalty. While she IS insanely loyal to those who earn it and/or pay for it 1 point gets knocked-off for Dagny.)#(Everything usually goes out the window when it comes to her kiddo. x'D)#(As for attractiveness... Well Riv's got a fantastic bod but without make-up her face is just ok. She looks really tired without it.)#(Plus the lye scars take it down a few notches. Her confidence adds a lot but her sarcasm is a bit much for some sooo-... All situational.)#(Pride and bitterness go hand-in-hand. Riv's often INSANELY meticulous about hiding her face and lye scars with her mask or make-up.)#(If not wearing either then she's usually intensely aware of stares made towards them and will make snide comments about it.)#(She's also incredibly bitter about her face which comprises most of those points. But Riv is also vindictive in general.)#(If you earn her true ire there's usually no way to dig yourself out of that hole.)#(As for honesty... She's quite honest if it's about anything other than herself haha. Comes with being a professional killer! xD;;;)
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I don't think my husband understands that there is a big difference between the kind of sleep I've been getting and the kind of sleep he's been getting. It's starting to make me very angry
#ignore me#i only sleep for max 4 hours and then have too wale up to feed tje baby#and after that she doesn't sleep for another 4 only for max 2#which means i barely get any of the deep sleep#and he sometimes gets like 8+ hours#and then he has tje audacity to bitch at me that he deserves to sleep in too#like boyo you slept 10 hours this week#my max was 8 including the feeding breaks which means definitely not 8???#In 8+ months i had the pleasure of sleeping without feeding duty twice#like does he even understand the level of exhaustion I have by now???#i think i wouldn't care if he didn't have the audacity to pretend that he never gets enough sleep anymore which is factually not true#he sleeps more than he did before the baby which is okay cause he's been more busy since then#but dont bitch at me please? I'm tired too... I'm trying my best with not enough rest too#I'm so tired my baby thought i was upset and tried to cheer me up#what a cutie#she always tries to cheer me up when I'm not smiling which is not necessary??? i cannot smile all the time???#but i guess for her it's weird to not look concentrated or happy#i know she isnt scared. of me cause sometimes when i get a bit more stern she goes “oh oh” so i think she does it cause she is happy so i#should be making the happy face too after all she is happy???#at least i think that babies have no concept of other people feelibg other things than them. yet#anyways being a mom is hard jesus christ how the fuck do single moms manage???#or moms with useless husbands???#not saying we are perfect but at least my husband helps as much as he can and i can leave him alone with the baby as long as he has milk#i need to talk with him about this
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Victoria Chase's Instagram, featuring a post from September 2013 ꩜
#victoria#Victoria chase#life is strange#lisedit#this is so silly but lol#small little things: Victorias username is mostly “chase” on purpose / Nathan's is only his last name and birth year#Hayden I gave up creating a good username for bc he does not have a character arc but its stylized only slightly#Taylor is nicknamelastname because she mostly goes by t/tay among friends#Courtney's is her full name because she's the black sheep of vic/Taylor/courtney#I also don't think anyone calls her court in game but I might be wrong#the post is 10 years old and Victoria's account was largely abandoned post storm (save Chloe ending). it's like a graveyard#Victoria has a separate photography account that she uploads semi-regularly on#the photo was taken before the events of the 1st game in early September when the year first started. vic cut her hair near maxs birthday#after watching ciao Manhattan for her film class#oh and the caption is a Kanye lyric#panestates*
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