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treasure planet au, last of the batch (Poppy & Floyd)
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls au#trolls poppy#trolls floyd#trolls viva#trolls branch#treasure planet au#these two gave me a bit of a struggle lol#both drawing and deciding their places in this au#so... yeah!! here they are!!#Poppy as first mate!!#well sorta she's still in training#ik she'd make a great Ben haha but i really really wanted them to still be sisters!! and teen poppy would be the cutest!!#She's the biggest divergence this au takes from the og movie#edit: forgot to add that poppy does NOt fall into the black hole#lolol sorry for the scare#oh and also floyds here but also isn't#floyd's not present in this entire voyage rather his absence haunts#he's busy being bottled anyway#he lowkey takes Jim's dad's place#sorry floyd fans (gen)#but floyd was also very sweet big bro before he left so it also made sense for him to take sarah's intro scene.#as you guys can tell being pretty loosey gossey on which troll goes to which tp scene#again thank you guys for your input and ideas!! they're a great help!#so much empty space...#trolls fanart#my art <3#excuse the messiness
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halloween fic idea: the strangers au where it’s actually feixiao, moze and jiaoqiu on halloween night scaring you to death outside of the rental you’re staying in because they’re all strangely obsessed and extremely possessive of you.
thoughts are being thinked
#✦ ( misc. )#✦ ( scribbles. )#( like jiaoqiu turns the corner and stares directly at you and you’re like ??? what in the world )#( and then he walks straight past you. )#( realistically im sure he can hear you quite well with the ears because fox ear anatomy hearing good reasons )#( moze is the silent brooder that ALWAYS seems to be in the right place at the right time )#( watches in the shadows. springs out of nowhere and scares the shit out of you )#( number 1 manhandler will grab you and drag you about )#( and feixiao… ohhhhh… she knows you. )#( ringleader of ALL of it. )#( set the whole thing up. posed as a friend for YEARS just for this very moment )#( this idea is lowkey haunting me i can’t do this anymore )#( ‘who wants dinner!!!’ the stranger that walked into your house says as you’re being roughly restrained to the dinner table )#feixiao x reader#moze x reader#jiaoqiu x reader
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Hii, I just discovered your fics and am reading my way through them. Love, love, love the ones I’ve read so far.😊 I was just wondering what your favourite Draco is you’ve written, and what your fave Draco is in fics written by others? ☺️
ACK thank you!! what a question!! i've considered this v carefully and it turns out i have………a lot of thoughts. i will keep them under a cut so nobody is accosted with a full 700 words of my Draco Opinions 😂 so my quick answer is:
my fave draco i've written: the taste of țuică my fave draco ever: rookie moves by peu_a_peu
draco is an interesting one for me bc i don't really LIKE him? but i have sooo many feelings about him. really not sure i could summon the same fervour for harry, for example, who is my number one boy forever and always.
(i saw a thing once that said a pairing becomes ur otp when u relate to one of the characters and want to fuck the other one, and 🙈 i mean, i think you're supposed to relate to the gryffindor, aren't you. whoops.)
OKAY SO HERE'S THE UNHINGED DRACO MALFOY ESSAY BY FLUX W. EED.
listen. i love and respect people who are Refined Draco enjoyers. connoisseurs of redemption arcs. appreciators of majestic malfoy bone structure and ethereal grey eyes and soft windswept hair. fans of dracos who insult harry (with hidden affection) and who are a bit snobbish (in a rich, sexy way) but ultimately have realised the error of their teenage years and have become a better person. perhaps this draco has built a potions business and helps the aurors. perhaps he IS an auror. either way, he has a biting sense of humour, maybe, but he's a good guy.
unfortunately, the draco of my heart is a horrid mean little rat man.
i've never actually managed to write him the way i love him. i tried to aim for immoral bastardy in what's mine is yours but i got so caught up in trying to nail the feelsforbreakfast-style humour in the narrative that i ended up focusing much more on that and much less on writing genuine bastardhood.
i've written him as reserved and clever (in the four doors – this draco was written entirely for @jovialobservationanchor, who had a weak spot for closed-off academics with soft centres) and as a traumatised self-loathing mess (in two to lie and to some extent for lack of wanting and say no to this) and hopelessly sexually/emotionally horny for one harry james potter (in, um, most things) but i've never managed to capture the genuine cruel streak and flawed personality that is sooo so important to me.
WHICH IS WHY i picked țuică!draco for my favourite of the ones i've written. he's still a bit too emotionally intelligent to be Just Right, imo, but i think he's maybe the closest? he's unrepentantly rude to people. he's not attractive. and he has a streak of self-destructive fucked-upedness that is some form of wartime guilt, but certainly not a pretty one.
HOWEVER. rookie moves?? NAILED it. i adooored how genuinely fuckin MEAN he is, even tho he's an auror. i love love LOVED that he's kind of bad at his job in a way that's in complete opposition to how drarry!draco is often written these days:
The look on Malfoy’s face was not only troubling, Harry realized, but familiar. At once activated and dead behind the eyes, like an invasive species in an ecosystem that could not check it. It was the look of the meanest fucking teenager Harry had ever known, giving in to his urge to bully.
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What Malfoy wasn’t good with was people. Despite his repeated insistences that his upbringing had equipped him with impeccable manners and a facility with society intrigue, the truth was that he rubbed almost everyone the wrong way. He was, undeniably, annoying. Witnesses were put off by his snide, dismissive tone, and he didn’t know how to coax out information with curiosity, warmth, or strategic silence.
that's not to say unrepentant cunt draco is the only one for me!! i DO enjoy the classic redeemed drarry draco!! i love a quirky draco, à la wwpwcs or maya's drop dead gorgeous. gallaplacidia's draco is sooo painful for me to read (complimentary) that even though i adore her fics, i still haven't read them all bc i have to space them out, for my health. and i'm sure there are dozens more dracos that i'm forgetting how much i like – basically, as long as he isn't super suave, absolutely gorgeous and/or obviously tom felton, i'm on board.
#also ohsodraco i'm lowkey starstruck that ur in my inbox + ao3 comments#i've been following u from my main acc for approx a thousand years#i'm all aflutter#also speaking of being starstruck#v glad that peu doesn't seem to have tumblr so she might not see me being weird about her fic AGAIN#nobody send this to her god#i've embarrassed myself enough as it is#ALSO. i have a poll saved in my tumblr drafts abt that 'otp = want to fuck/relate to' theory but i am too scared to post it#bc i'd be so embarrassed if it got like 2 votes lmao#someone with a Following pls promise to reblog it so i can gather data bc i'm sooo interested to know whether it's true
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EARTHSPAAAAAAARK (S2/S3/S???)
ACTUALLY ADDRESS HASHTAG'S MIND-CONTROL TRAUMA AND HOW IT IMPACTS THE FACT THAT SHE APPARENTLY JUST HAS AN AI IN HER HEAD NOW
AND MY LIFE
IS YOURS
#SINCE HER BOND WITH STARSCREAM THAT WAS ACTUALLY INTERESTING IN S1 IS GONE JUST GIVE ME THIS#i would pay a crisp 20 dollar bill to have smth where Val malfuntions (val-function. episode title. boom.)#or goes haywire and it makes her really freaked out bc Mandroid Trauma and she doesn't understand why bc she thought she Got Better#and one of the Adults has to tell her that sometimes if something really bad happens it Doesn't Get All The Way Better#and that if something similar happens again. even if it's not as bad. it can still make you feel really scared and upset#and it doesn't mean she's Bad at Getting Better. it just means that it's something she has to be careful about#and that she has her family to support her <3#...i wanna make a fic with that so bad lowkey#mine#transformers#tf#tf earthspark#earthspark#hashtag malto
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Harry Kim saying Naomi is lucky to be born on Voyager and that he would have given "anything" to have her life when he was a kid...
#He sees NO downsides????#Also I love how Neelix was yelling and panicked and Harry was like 'haha ok buddy. Hey this little guy is ugly huh~? See ya later!'#absolutely unbothered and not the least bit curious - love him <3#saw someone post about how they don't like 'once upon a time' bc Neelix doesn't tell Naomi right away about her mother .... bro.#c'mon. Anyway I love Neelix and him trying so hard to shield Naomi from bad things / upset bc he KNOWS how fucking painful#it is to lose a family DID make me tear up.#Also Naomi in that burned-down forest (symbolic of innocence?) was a kickass visual. Neelix telling her about his family and Naomi trying#to comfort HIM??? SHE'S SUCH A GOOD KID MAN....Neelix making her a flotter doll was also v cute#OH AND Naomi going 'I Am Borg...' and Neelix going '~??? No you're not~!!!' and Naomi giggling...added NOTHING to the#episode - as it should be!! Sometimes you've just gotta have a really cute silly moment <3#Tuvok: [says something] / Tom: Nice bedside manner Tuvok =_=#Tuvok: [about to say the most beautiful comforting words you've ever heard one parent say to another] And I took that personally.#Love how Naomi is scared of Seven at first...girl that's your roommate.#HEHEH she starts off the series scared of her but by the end she's her little buddy and also her intern#but yeah never forget that Harry Kim can and will say the most unhinged things but so casually that no one will really clock it#NEVER forget that he says he remembers.....either being an infant or his own birth - both WILD to me#Harry Kim lowkey loves destiny and being special and the idea of 'chosen ones' and the narrative even though he will fight it all if it#harms the ones he loves#Harry: (guy from an alternate timeline who replaced the dead Naomi with the alive one from his own) That kid's living the dream <3
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jesus christ i feel so awfull. I started to do things i actually want to so late
I wanted to buy a guitar at 10 but"im too stupid and useless and uncool to play a guitar"
wanted to go on a festival at 12 first time(im buying tickets for next year) i was too scared bc my mom wanted to go with me, and im scared of her. so i never went
wanted to go to art school "my parents will never be proud of me if im an artist" and i stopped drawing for a year
#it feels so bad bc i know people who are like 15/16 and doing things#meanwhile i just always assumed im gonna be dead soon and ended up doing nothing#and i feel so old#and im still so scared of her i think she lowkey traumatized me
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I was looking at some scenes of Elena, why the actual HELL is she so tall⁉️ No kidding her and Gabe are like the same height, and comparing her to say Isa who I’m guessing is like 5’0 ELENA LOOKS LIKE A HP LOVECRAFT ENTITY COMPARED TO HER 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏
I need to see this fact incorporated in more fanart. I wanna see Elena TOWERING over her fellow compatriots like they’re just mere ants to her. MORE TALL ELENA FANART ‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️ I WANNA SEE MY BBG AT NBA HEIGHT ‼️‼️‼️ I WANNA SEE HER DUNK ON SOME HOES 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
#elena of avalor#eoa#elena castillo flores#shes actually so tall im not joking#i love that shes tall tho#lowkey makes her so attractive DHKSHDJWJ#i am actually forming the fattest crush on Elena no joke shes actually so goddamn fine#ive been told by some school friends I should draw her ‘oiled up’ 😭#I am NOT doing that shit 😭😭🙏🙏#I am not gonna get rid of her dignity like that#shes too girlboss to be seen as someone who should be ‘oiled up’#some of her fanart actually scares me
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PEOPLE WHO WORK THE TOLL BOOTHES CAN HEAR U?????
#yall.#i was coming back from a long shift and accidentally missed my turn & ended up on a one lane#no backsies unless u wanna cause a crash#toll booth to get home#i was so fucking mad at myself#it wasnt even a lot it was like a dollar LOL but i was so pissed i had to spend money when i didnt have to#cussing myself out and stuff saying i couldve bought a damn candy bar or smthing#(even tho i know i couldnt. not in this econmy LOL)#instead im spending my stupid ass dollar on me being accidentally stupid#pitch black outside and it was just my dumbass out there using the toll#i pay it wtever the thing goes up#and all a sudden i hear a very quiet '...im sorry..'#LMFAOO I DIDNT KNOW THEY HAD MICS AND STUFF THAT SCARED ME#i told her shes fine and apologized and got in my car but damn 😭😭 i didnt know they could hear ur struggle#craziest thing i was like 5 minutes from my location when i missed my turn and ended up at the toll like i was Right there#i hope she knows the anger was at myself LOL#lowkey sounds like a nice job working the toll like
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i miss the magnus archives SO so much (i am like 5 or 6 ep away from finishing the og season 5) but i havent been able to go back to it for a while now because some of the episodes still genuinely haunt me at night and i dont think i can add more fear and anxiety on top of that. be cursed MAG 86 and MAG 164 and honestly? MAG 2 too
#me yapping#tma#tma spoilers#im joking about the entity vs bowl of ice during the day and then shake at night#i wasnt really afraid of the dark as a child generally but i am now#i think most mag is ok for me and disturbing in the moment but some things linger...#i think its actually the most removed things that affect me the most because im used to the more realistic horrors i experience irl#actually only one thing ever lingered as much as that blanket episode#and it is a story my mom told me for years of a creature she saw in the corner of the room#now i suspect it was sleep paralysis but as a child i was shitlessly scared#never stayed alone in that room when staying at her parents house#thanks mom the og jonny sims#honestly my parents lowkey give jonmartin so
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Okay children, gather around. It's "Spencer Complains and Acts a Little Mad" Time:
I have been raw dogging life for 1 month without my adhd/depression/anxiety/mood stabilizers medication and without a single Therapy appointment
I haven't left my house in 1 month, I haven't spoken to any of my (in person) friends in over 1 month, I haven't seen my family in 1 month, I haven't seen my bloody cat in over 1 month, I've barely left my bloody room in over 1 month, and I've been listening to my bloody voice almost every day for 1 hour so I can finish editing the bloody podcast for over a month
To top it all of: I haven't had a decent night's sleep in about 4 days now (in which I just don't sleep or I have extremely vivid nightmares with my departed mother and/or scenarios where I die over and over and over again but can't speak to ask for help before it happens - fun for all the family, if you ask me) and I might or might not be completely and absolutely going insane, with only Good Omens season 1 (6/6) and season 2 (5/6) and the existence of Crowley/red haired Fire Pokemon David Tennant Edition being my sole producer of any amount of serotonin
How am I alive? Good question. Beautiful genderfluid demonic content can be some very nice very distracting content for individuals that simp for Fire Type David Tennant Pokemon like myself
I am quite sure my only contact with anything mental health related in the past weeks has been my best friend whom is very very annoying and refuses to leave me the heck alone and whom is a nurse and is working extra time to advice my stupid ass the best she can, bless her heart
So, with my personal nurse's permission, I have doubled my sleeping medication for the night and, as Fall Out Boy once wrote for the song "Alone Together" in one of my favorite albums to have ever been created "Save Rock and Roll": I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead
#i took so long writing this nonesense for no other reason other than the fact its 2 am and no one makes good decisions at 2 am#that i am actually already feeling sleepy#if my best friend actually manages to give me 1 good nights sleep i will kiss that woman in the mouth and get hitched with her in ibiza#jk shes straight as shit and shes like a sister to me so that scenario is making me cringe but the sentiment prevails#alas dont do drugs unless your doctor tells you to kids#or your nurse best friend#bro im getting so sleepy the word “nurse” aint even looking right anymore#is that even a real word#yes#google says it is#it is not about viking mythology like a thought for about 2 seconds#okay good good nice nice#anyway#i talked about you know what so i have to tag this post for my adhd sake#good omens#crowley#anthony j crowley#david tennant#there#in case anyone cares about a post that mentions crowley for 1 second while in rhe middle of a whole ass sleep drug inflicted rant#lowkey kinda sure ive writen more in the tags now than the damn post jesus christ#hopefully ill be able to have money to buy my medication on the 12th and ill be somewhat mentally stable by the 14th#which means i might actually upload my fanfic next tuesday if my brain is working again#night peeps dont let the bed bugs bite#idk what im saying anymore#my closet just banged by itself and now im scared#sully?#mike?#bo?
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Kiki and Abraham are the best duo ever. The villains spending their money making sure the kidnapped children are comfortable in their base is so sweet of them 😭
#kiki my beloved I love you I am starting to love Abraham as well#lowkey I thought the children will get scared of Kiki but I am glad she has soft spot for them#hopefully I am not speaking too soon since I didn't seen episode 9 yet#can they kidnap me as well even though I am not royal child pls :-(#delico's nursery#kiki#abraham
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My FOP: A New Wish OC Carmen! She’s the lead singer of a fairy rock band called Sparklefist and Peri’s love interest 👀 still working on her exact lore so feel free to ask me questions about her so I can flesh her out, but let’s just say she’s been THROUGH IT if all goes according to plan
#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop#fop fanart#fopanw#fop a new wish fanart#fop oc#fop ocs#Ask me about my badass rocker chick with a short temper who can’t help but fall for a bundle of nerves who thinks she’s a queen#But is lowkey kinda scared of her
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caved and watched the first 5 episodes of hotd and rn all i gotta say is i wouldn't even wish the fate of being a high ranking offical's daughter/wife in the GoT universe onto my worst enemy godddd
#YES I'M MAD LATE AND I SAID I'D WATCH IT A YEAR AGO....PLANS CHANGE STUFF HAPPENS but i always kept it on my mind#my least faves so far....otto and the cole guy.#not the biggest fan of daemon either rn. well it's more like whyyyy does he love to cause problems on purpose#all of this probs subject to change except otto i'm so glad viserys called him out on essentially pimping out his daughter#my thoughts on rhaenicent omfg........not for the weak and ik it's only gonna get worse#other thoughts. mysaria. lowkey queen i cannot blame her for getting a bag when she's just been screwed over#v interesting how even viserys is nottt above the system that allowed him to be king and HAS to take a wife + have kids#bc of his fucking council...and chooses alicent which i gasped at even tho ik it was coming obvi#like it was either her or his 12 y/o cousin when he's like. pushing 40??? mid 30s??? idfk#ick all around tho poor alicent her wearing that green dress. a statement. damn.#rhaenyra they can never make me hate you...never...am i always gonna be happy with her actions.no. am i gonna defend her. probs#srsly tho it's her birthright to be queen bottom line. i liked her seeing the white stag that was nice#rip to laenor's bf he did notttt deserve that at all ik cole thought he was being blackmailed and was mad paranoid atp but bro#imagine watching your secret lover die on your arranged marriage night if i was laenor u would have to drag me to that altar#um tldr i like it i'm scared acting supurb i like the tidbits at the end where they explain everyone's actions#hotd#my text
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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I feel like half my fascination with the tpof/btd fandom vs other horror fandoms is that most other fandoms recognize the characters as horrible people or barely morally passsable at best and draw the line at that and just appriciate it
Then there's the tpof/btd fandom, which basically does the exact opposite of this and simultaneously belittles and simps for the characters through various memes and fanarts that make me question what little sanity I have left.
#thank god Gato is here to supervise us she lowkey scares me in that my parent is watching me kind of way#every day i wake up and see tpof content on my dash a fragment of my sanity dies#tpof#the price of flesh#btd#boyfriend to death#btd 2
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hi new oc time !!
Diana and her cat Bastet. Wanted to go for a mythology theme because her parents were mythologists. originally I was gonna name her Artemis but I have a cat with that name so it felt weird, so we went with the Roman version instead. And Bastet is the name of an Egyptian cat goddess.
versions of each of them alone under the cut !
#oc#oc art#art#digital art#this literally took me days to complete because I was scared Id ruin it and decide to trash it at every step lmao#like i did the base sketch then only just yesterday i did the line art then after a few hours of researching names decided to do the colors#lowkey going insane ngl but im so glad shes done 🥰
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