#she looks akward hahaha

[watmalik]

Tim’s smiling ear to ear ‘cause he KNOWS they’re next.

[misguidedasgardian]

I need to (12)

... Have you

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Summary: Your few first times with Cregan

Pairings: Cregan Stark x Fem!Reader 

Warnings: cursing, drinking, horny people, PDA, teasing, smut, a bit akward amut, it's their first time alright? haha, use of preservatives and discussions about birthcontrol, might miss some warnings, you know what this is about jeje, reader is a carnivour

Wordcount: 3.8 k

Notes: I was going to put this in warnings hahaha but I think, if you want, listen to “can’t keep my hands to myself”

“There is something I’ve wanted to try for a few weeks now”, you said lowly, your eyes sparkling, Cregan looked back at you with interest

“Oh yeah?”, he purred

“Yeah”, you sighed, passing on his coffee, he took a long sip, not breaking eye contact with you, as you did the same with your chocolate induced coffee

And then you locked lips

It was as delicious as you imagined, coffee, chocolate, cinnamon, Cregan… Mmmm

And then, you split when you heard Sara making retching noises

“You are going to give me diabetes with all this sweetness”, she mocked, while Jacaerys pretended to make himself sick by putting his index finger on his mouth

“Very funny”, mocked Cregan, finally turning to them

“I thought you were rooting for us”, you said, feigning to be offended

“Yes but this PDA is just getting out of hand”, muttered Sara

“So, where are you going on saturday?”, asked Jace

“It’s a surprise”, he said, placing an arm over your shoulders 

It’s been a week since the party, and you had been with Cregan every time you could after classes

You felt a like a little girl with her first crush

You were advancing slowly, tomorrow you were going on your first official date, and you couldn’t wait for it 

He was acting… more handsy, and you think he was expecting you to go back to his place after… and that got you a bit nervous

Sara immediately saw your change in attitude

“My gorgeous friend and I need to get to class” she said, standing from her seat and grabbing you, you didn’t complained, grab your coffee a last peck to Cregan and walked away with Sara

“What’s going on?”, she asked quickly

“Nothing”, you muttered

“Don’t lie”

“Nothing I just… think that Cregan would like for me to spend the night, and I’m so nervous”

“Don’t feel pressured”

“I won’t is just… the the only person I had sex with really did a work on me, I have only been with one person before, and I’m nervous”

“That is understandable”, she offered, “talk to him”

“I’m done talking, I want to show him how much I care and want him”

“Your chemistry is great, I’m sure you will be fine”, she assured you, “but don’t feel pressured” 

“I won’t”, you said

You were nervous, what if… you didn’t perform correctly? What if he didn’t? What if it was weird?

Aemond was your first, you were his first, you were really young, horny, and as his family sexually repressed him, you were really ignorant, and learned on the go, together… you were really… you wanted to try new things… Aemond… not so much

You didn’t want to compare, but… he was the only experience you had

It was quick, to quench your thirst as it were, not very personal even though you always felt strange, like he was using you to satisfy his needs and that’s it… 

You shouldn’t compare, but again, you weren’t, you just had… a very limited experience 

You had nothing to compare it to

You did not had classes at this hour, but you did had therapy, and it was a great opportunity to talk about this with her 

But with Cregan everything felt so right, so amazing and sweet, it was going to be fine

Your therapy session went great, and your therapist just advised you to “go with the flow” regarding the night, and well, other things that made complete sense

You could breathe a bit lighter and even though you just saw him this morning, you wanted to see Cregan again! 

What was up with you???

But you hold on a laugh, class was done for the week and you were ready for your date, but you also wanted to distract yourself, so you went back to your dorm with Sara’s and your’s favourite sandwiches and a soda

“Should I wait for you?”, Sara teased, you laughed nervously, as you finished applying your favourite shade of lipstick

After being all day worrying and being nervous, you decided to play to your strengths, you wore comfortable shoes and pants, but with your favourite, more fancy shirt, and nice accessories, and your favourite look in makeup and hair

Cregan already knew who you were, what you looked like, but you wanted him to be pleasantly surprised, besides, you used your favourite and most sexy lingerie… just in case

Just in case

Either way you felt more sexy like this 

“I’m outside”, ringed a text from Cregan, you shrieked

“He is here!”

“Go you idiot!”

“Wait, what are you going to do tonight?”

“Don’t go to your and Cregan’s date, that's for sure!”, she mocked

“Sorry alright…. See you!”

You ran down the stairs almost endangering yourself, and then… then you saw him, waiting for you, he wore a beautiful smile on his face, a nice dressing shirt, leather jacket, and slick jeans… he looked so handsome

You threw yourself in his arms and he laughed as he held you

“For you”, he said when he released you, giving you a simple and yet beautiful bouquet of flowers, with northerners' flowers. You kissed him softly

“They are beautiful”, you whispered

“Just like you”, he said back, you giggled

“Sooo cheezy”

“Shall we…? My lady?”, he asked pompous, offering you his arm, you laughed loudly, taking it

“Sure my loooord”

He directed you to the road that led to campus, and you gasped when you saw it, a classic car, a beautiful model and colour

“Cregan!”, you gasped

“It was my parent’s”, he said softly, “I only drive it in special occasions”, you gave him a bright smile

“This is so amazing Cregan”, he went ahead and opened the door for you, and you looked at him, standing like that waiting for you, you wanted to cry, you felt butterflies in your belly, you felt so happy and excited

You climbed into the car and he close the door for you to ran around the car and jump in

“So… where are we going?”. You asked him

“Do you like Yi-Ti food?”. You nodded enthusiastically. He smiled softly 

He drove flawlessly trough the city streets, it was a whole new perspective from the caar and you couldn’t stop watching outside the buildings and streets

And the place he took you to?

It was breathtaking

All designed in Yi-Ti fashion and colours, it was a real restaurant from that country, inspired food and decorations, the vibrant colours.

You ordered things to share, as you sat on a secluded spot, a small booth

“I want to know all about you”, he confused

“That is a lot”, you laughed

“Where did you spend your school years?”, he asked

“King’s Landing”, you answered, “there was a year in between which i lived in Casterly Rock, but it didn’t quite do it for me, so my godmother decided to move with me back to my home”, you said, “how about you?”

“Here, all my life”, he admitted

“Would you like to see more?”

“Of course”, he answered, “when I get off of college”

“That sounds like the time”, you were interrupted when they brought you the food, an assortment

You weren’t a big “sharer”, and that made you laugh, but you were willing to start, with Cregan, he seemed to read your mind, and laughed with you

“I will not share dessert”, you teased

“Great, me neither”, he said back, and you both laughed together

“Are you nervous?”, he asked softly, you shook your head

“A bit, yes”, you confessed

“You don’t have to be’, he said dismissively, he grabbed the chopsticks and took a piece of the food, looking straight at you, he fed you the piece and you ate it happily

And that made you shake, you felt goosebumps all over your arms

“Let me”, you tried, and you picked a piece and fed him with it

“Are you still nervous?”, he teased

“No”, you answered truthfully 

It was such an intimate gesture… but it felt so right

You were seated on a booth but decided to sit only in one side of it 

And you talked, all night

He couldn’t drink, because he was driving, and you wanted to sympathise, even though you felt like one drink could ease your nerves, but somehow, being sober only made you feel things more clearly

As he spoke about the things he enjoyed, and how his eyes sparkled, you realised you felt nervous over nothing, you were so ready to be with him 

By the time the desserts arrived, you realised that what he ordered looked even better than what you ordered

“Yours looks better”, he mumbled

“Alright maybe I’m willing to change my rule”, you relented, you were the first to steal a bit of his desert, and he laughed and stole one piece of yours

It was a great date, not only because of the electricity running between the two of you, but because he was the perfect gentleman, he got you, in a sense, you enjoyed the same things but different, you like the same genres of music, but different bands, you liked the same sports, but different teams, you liked the same topics in books, but somehow different, and that was so entertaining.

And as soon as you got in the car, alone, more intimate, you started kissing again, more passionately, heatedly, you were desperate for him, and he was desperate for you 

“Want me to take you home?”, he asked, his pupils were blown out, his skin was heated… yours was too

“Can we go to yours?”, you asked him, and he smiled, like he was relieved

“Yes, yes please”, you laughed, he drove fairly quickly back to his apartment building

You were touching all the way up to his floor, his hand on your, or in your lower back to guide you, you even sneaked a hand in his pocket

You were so ready

When the elevator dinged you almost jumped off of it

You were holding hands, a complicent look on your faces, heated cheeks when you both reached the door to his palace. 

You were ready, you were wanting, you wanted to climb your Cregan like he was a tree, yes, let’s do it

He opened the door to the apartment, and…

For fucks sake

It was a freaking party happening

The apartment was swarmed with people

“What is this?”, asked Cregan, the place was small, so in the midst of all of them appeared Jace

“Sorry, I just… I hung out with the boys of the team and they wanted to keep it going…”

“So you offered our place?”, asked Cregan, he looked back at you and your horrified face, but you tried to smile

“It’s alright”, you said softly, Jace leaned in and whispered into Cregan

“I thought that you were going to take her home”, he whispered, “in your chivalrous crap”

“I thought so too”, Cregan whispered back, he turned and looked at you

“You can still stay”, he said softly. You didn't want to leave… you wanted to be with Cregan, although the prospect of a romantic first time/night with him was far from happening, you still wanted to stay a bit longer

“Sure” 

There were mainly boys, but they inviting their girlfriends, and girl friends, Sara wasn’t here and you wondered why

“I need to take care of something”, he whispered huskily, and you only giggled, “but then we can have a drink”, the prospect of being alone inside a place with people you didn’t know didn’t appealed to you, you smirked

“Want some help?”, you asked, Cregan’s eyes shined mischievously

“Really?”, he asked, smirking

“Let’s go”, you whispered, he smiled widely, taking your hand

“I know this is not as romantic as I have planned”

“It's fine”, you said simply, “parties do make me a bit horny if I had to admit”, you shared looks before he opened the door to his room

You both screamed when you saw two figures on his bed, at you coming inside, one of them, the one that was on top, rolled off, getting off of the other, who turned out to be…

“Get the fuck off my bed Robb!”, growled Cregan, you had never seen him so angry before

“Calm down little cousin”, he mocked

“What the fuck is wrong with you?”, he asked, “get out!”, his fly was down, you looked away

“Relax, we were just having some fun”, he said dismissively 

“Go to your house then”, he said, Robb stood up from the bed, shamesly fixing his pants while his “date”, rushed pass you both

“Sorry”, she lamented

“Oh I’m sorry, I thought that you were out…”, he said mockingly, he carried himself like he was the owner of the world, he then turned to you, “Did I interrupted something?”, he asked

“That is none of your business”, he said

“You deserve better than this”, he said, looking at you with a smile

“Like a trashy room in a trashy house?”, you asked, mocking him, “this is just fine”, you said back, defending Cregan, who was a tidy, organised, responsible guy… seemed like

“Whatever, I hope I didn't ruin anything”. He said mockingly, walking away. You both shared looks, and then to the bed in disarray

You sighed, even though you didn’t have them, you felt blue-balled 

Cregan did as well

“Sorry, I’m not… sleeping in there”, he said

“Yeah, me neither”, you giggled, you then looked at him, “let’s go to my dorm”, you offered, “Sara is there, but, we can sleep”

“I’d love that”

You walked back to campus, and when you entered the room, Cregan took his dress shirt, revealing his simple shirt underneath

You both got inside the sheets, you in a cotton shirt and pants, and him in his underwear and shirt. You didn’t feel nervous, you had slept together before, but not like this, Cregan’s bed was bigger than yours… so… 

“This isn’t the romantic evening I had in mind”, he whispered, you giggled

“It’s fine”, you whisper back in the dark

“Can I hug you?”, the bed was small, and you were somehow trying to avoid touching each other 

“Please”, you said back, he did, he held you in his arms and you felt him, all of him

Sara was sleeping next to you, you were not going to do anything, but it felt so sweet, holding each other like that 

Sunday rolled around and Cregan left before Sara even woke up, she was a heavy sleeper

When she did woke up and saw you sleeping right next to her, she whined

“No!”

“Hells, good morning to you too”, you mocked

“Why are you here?”, she asked

“Because last night we try to go to his, but there was a party going on and Robb was getting blown on Cregan’s room”, you resumed

“THAT FUCKER”

“Cock-blocker”, you corrected, “do you think that he did it on purpose?”, you asked back

“Yes”, she said sincerely, “he is a evil mastermind”

“What do we do?”, you asked, she whined

“I’ll get Jace out of there tonight, you just go and jump him”

“Great”

You knew for a fact that Cregan was staying home tonight, it was Sunday after all 

So as the day rolled around, and the sun was hiding on the horizon, you ran to the tavern, and order a big, big set of ribs, and a six pack of beer, and you went gingerly to Cregan’s place, to surprise him

You knew that Jace wasn’t there, so when Cregan opened the door, he smiled widely

“It’s you”

“It’s me”, you teased, and only then, when you were seeing each other for the seventh day in the week, you felt self conscious, “is it too much?”, you asked, raising your hand with the ribs

“Never”, he answered, “because I was about to ask you to come”

“Really?”, you asked, as he let you pass

“Yes, because I had something fixed…”, you left the wings in the table of the dining room, and then he grabbed your hand and took you to his room

You gasped when you saw he had purchased a new set of sheets, a bed cover, and pillow cases

“I also did this”, he said, pointing at the door knob where you saw a new lock installed

“Cregan”, you whispered, he leaned in and kissed your cheek

“New relationship, deserves new sheets, right?”, he asked, “I don’t know why my cousin is giving us a hard time, but… this is my home, and I want it to be our safe space”

“I want that too”, you said

“Great, and i’m starving”, he teased

“Let’s eat”, you said, so happy, you opened the beers, you sat on the couch and while you watched a movie, you ate the best ribs

“So this counts as a second date, right?”, he asked

“Of course, wouldn’t like you thinking I’m so easy”, you laughed

“Never”, he said 

You kept watching the movie after you finished the ribs, you tried to concentrate but you felt Cregan’s gaze on you, his heavy, heavy gaze, you looked at him with a smile on your face

“What?”, you laughed

“You have a bit of sauce”, he whispered huskily

“I’m a messy eater”, he leaned in kissed you on your cheek, and then, he licked the corner of your lips, you let out a soft moan, it wasn’t at all pleasurable, but it was sort of herotic

“I’ve been wanting to do that since the first time I saw you” he confessed

“Lucky us, now you can do it everytime you like”, you teased

Your lips finally collided in a heated, wet, messy kiss

“We should wash our hands and mouths”, you muttered when he abandoned yours

“Fuck it”, it was needy, it tasted like BBQ Sauce and beer, and somehow, it was so pleasurable, “I don’t want to assume, but… do you want to…?”

“Take me to your room”, you begged 

“Oh great”, you stood up, not caring how, you felt like you were levitating, you barely left each other's bodies and stumbled towards his room at the end of the hallway

When finally the door close behind you, he started undressing you, first your top and then his

“Can I undress you?”, he asked

“Yes!”, you teased, you took of your shoes as he did his, and then his big, soft hands went to the button of your jeans, undoing it

This wasn’t the time to feel self-conscious, you were all in, and so was him, you felt like you didn’t have to worry about such things with him.

You felt to the bed, only in your underwear

“Are you sure?”, he asked again, abandoning your mouth to drop open mouthed kisses in your jaw and then neck

“Yes please, have me!”, you begged him 

Maybe you were rushing it, you have known him since like three months, and been relatively dating for a week, but you didn’t care, not anymore

You felt his hand sneaking to your back, and he undid your bra, getting rid of it swiftly

It was so different, all of it

“You are so fucking gorgeous”, he whispered, leaning in and kissing one of your breasts

You moaned, feeling electric 

“So fucking delicious”

“Cregan”, your hand were everywhere you could reach with him, his face, shoulders sides, until you reached to the edge of his boxers

“Wait one sec”, he said, and quickly jumped out of the bed and ran out, you shrieked, covering yourself, you felt his feet padding away, and quickly back

“Sorry, I wanted to buy, then then i didn’t want to assume”, you laughed when you saw that he stole a condom from Jace

“Please get back here!”, you demanded, covering your breasts

“Sorry”, he jumped back in, directly into your arms, and his mouth founds yours

You felt a bit brave, and you touched him until you found.

You moaned, it was… big, you smiled widely at his mouth

“Oh you liked that, didn’t you?”, he teased

“Mhm”, you hummed, he in turn, reached your centre, gently, slowly, over your panties, and only that had you buckling your hips against his hand

“Fuck Cregan, I need you”, you begged, touching his cock until you felt him twitch under your fingers

“Yeah”, he moaned.

You took off each other’s last piece of clothing, it was dark, so you didn’t get to see him. 

You spread your legs for him, finally feeling how wet you were, you wanted him so badly 

He put on his condom, and accommodated himself between your legs. He kissed you hungrily, tenderly, as he entered you slowly, it fit inside so perfectly, it had you both moaning and panting 

“You feel s good around me”, he confessed against your mouth, your mind was elsewhere, only being able to whisper his name, like a prayer 

He retrieved himself only to snap his hips back into you, making you moan loudly

“Wait wait wait”, you called, Cregan looked down at you, stopping his movements, “could be go slow?”, you asked him

“You want to stop?”, he asked, concerned 

“No, no”, you released a sigh, smiling warmly, “I just… want to enjoy it, slowly”, he smiled leaning in and kissing you

“I got you”, he whispered sweetly. He held you as he made love to you, his hips snapping at your centre, sensually, slowly, you could feel every inch, every ridge and vein of his cock as he thrusted into you

You let out the most delicious and delicate sounds as you hugged him against you caressing his shoulders, arms, sides, as he cradled your face

“Look at me”, he begged sweetly, and you did

This wasn’t fucking, this was more slow, more intimate, you were connecting in the most primal and beautiful of ways. His eyes looked down to yours, his beautiful eyes.

He leaned in and kissed you as he fucked you

You never thought it could felt like this

Your climax washed over you like a tidal wave, unexpected, and it felt so so good

“Fuck”, Cregan could feel it, “you are squeezing me darling, did you cum? You are such a good girl”, his praising only made you ride out your own orgasm for longer, moaning wantonly. You hugged his hips with yours legs, drawing him even more into you, your hands on his hips, “oh that’s it, guide me, I’m yours”, he murmured against your mouth

You didn’t want this to end.

But Cregan couldn’t hold it any longer either, he cummed with a grunt, hiding his face in your neck, hugging you tightly against him

You stayed there, regaining your breaths, holding each other.

That had been so… 

So…

“Fucking amazing”, he whispered, kissing where he had his mouth, “are you alright?”, he asked sweetly

“Cregan?”, you called

“Yes?”, he leaned back, looking down into your eyes 

“That was incredible”, you said with a wide smile , he kissed you tenderly

“I’m never letting you go”, he whispered caressing your face, “you are so perfect”

“You are the perfect one”, you whispered, with a last kiss, he sealed the night, before you got inside the sheets and slept holding each other

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[arziaisfrench]

▪︎ IPKKND Ep 172 : Greeting each other for the first time

" -Hi. -… "

Hahaha Khushi's reaction was exactly mine when I watched for the first time Arnav greet her with some much tenderness ! Arnav's voice when he, for the first time ever since they met, greets her was so sexy riiight?! 😏 Poor Khushi was so shocked !

Khushi can't bear all the feelings her whole being is experiencing when he refuses to detached his eyes from her.

Arnav is delighted to see how much that dance affected her and how much it's hard for her to bear the tension.

Arnav is now openly acting as her boyfriend and tempting her everytime he can !!! UUUUUGH I love it !!!

When she gets too overwhelmed by their physical proximity, as he always do, he starts trying to apease her shyness/akwardness by talking about their challenges lol, intendind to argue-flirt, a way to shift her attention ! And it works, but this time he can't hide how adorable she is when overacting to his attempt to challenge her. He can't hide his smile.

"How can she be this cute?!"

" -You can't force me to do anything because the conditions are not fulfilled! Khushi won. He has let her win, that's why she's not trying to ask for her prize. Khushi didn't have any intention to ask him anything but he made sure she remembers LOL !

Maybe he did, for her to actually ask him about his feelings. Asr is scared of her asking but I do believe Arnav is wanting her to dare to !

-What do you think? That I care if you are there or not? Even if you wouldn't be there, still I would've won! You bother me so much that sometimes I pray to god, that I hope you never come infront of me !" Arnav saw her pray for him to not come infront of her before.

He remembers. He knows she prays to not see him but before, he misunderstood the reason why she didn't want to see him.

He did get a little trigger by her words here (look at the way Barun's expressions swtiches to something more intense, her words did hurt him. And often when he's hurt, he hides the pain with anger and impulsivity but this time he did a good job at controlling that feeling.

It proves how much he already changed, how he's getting more confortable about his feelings for her, how his fear of a possible imbalance between their love isn't controlling him anymore.

He knows she cares. He knows she has feelings for him, deep feelings.

And when she made sure to look at him before leaving he knew she didn't meant a word (that's why he didn't get angry). He can see how she looks at him, her stir is evident, and it makes him soft hehe !

He starts to understand that she prays not to see him because she can't bear how much he made her feel !!

[safedistancefrombeingsmart]

hi there :) (damn i come here often lol)

do you you have any nickname, you would be cool with me calling you? i love "safedistancefrombeingsmart" (because honestly: what a fucking mood) but it's pretty darn long... 😅

like could i call you safe? or like... idk sadifrobes? (get it? safedistancefrombeingsmart ? (or like "sadist" because that is also in your username and you truly ARE a sadist 💀)

if not - that's cool too just thought i could ask ya ;P

and ALSO what are your pronouns? (again: only share if you're cool with it - not that you need me to point that out but yk....)

(PS: i kinda feel like that annoying weird kid who REALLY wants to be friends with the cool popular kid....... *looks awkwardly at ground*)

Hi there :) (again lol - but I really don't mind, actually I REALLY like it) Nickname? Hmm, I haven't really thought about that, tbh. But I realise that safedistancefrombeingsmart is quite a handful (because I write that MANUALLY on (nearly) every gif I make because I am stupid). I am okay with 'safe', I am not okay with 'sadifrobes' because WTF? xD (and I am weirdly okay with 'sadist' because there is some truth in it, I guess xD, but no, don't call me that hahaha ) Maybe 'safedistance'? That's a least a bit shorter... but you'll still have to work for it to write it. :D Your own name is quite handful as well, just saying! :p

Pronouns: she/her

(PS: I've never been the cool popular kid. Sure, I've been a kid (long ago), but that's about it. *tries to deduce what you're looking for on the ground because I am too akward to ask* xD )

But seriously, sadifrobes??? What were you thinking? xD

*inserts gif* I wonder which gif I should choose...

(There, you got lucky! )

[enoeji]

𓆩♡𓆪 MY LAST STRAW : HANG WITH FRIENDS 𓆩♡𓆪

━━ with your new album you get to meet with idol han jisung who you’ve been looking up to for a long time he finds your secret fan account with your simp tweets

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you had texted han you guys were still up for tomorrow and here you are with dani, mimi and yerin waiting for han and his friends you text him where he is and he texts you back saying that he and his friends were at the boba shop you tell your friends thats were you guys have to go you walk as you spot han and his friends “han!” He turned around as he spotted you and started waving his hand you run up to him and his friend, your friend’s are chatting up with the stray kids members while your talking with han about where you should go and you guys agree on grilled pork “whats the closets pork shop to here?” you ask “its not far” he starts searching around the area “there” he points at the pork shop you guys start walking and occasionally taking pictures and when you guys reach the restaurant you split up into two tables since there isnt one table big enough table 1: you, dani, han, felix, hyunjin and i.n table 2: mimi, yerin, chan, lee know “what do you want to order?” Asks han you guys decided with grilled pork belly when you guys are done you decide to go on a walk “have you seen the fanpage rumors?” han says “oh.. yeah those dumb rumors..” you answered worriedly “i know it dosent even make sense” you look behind at dani who was talking to felix for help but she dosent notice “hahaha.. yeah” you were focusing on anything else but han and then trip “oh fuck” you were prepared to fall until you didnt you open your eyes and see han you were probably blushing so hard rn it was like those kdrama scenes the slomo ones and you guys are just staring at each other will you were staring at his lips you guys stood up and you brushed yourself off “haha its really late we should go” you say even tho its only 8 “we’ll drop you at dorms cmon” says chan and now its an akward walk to the dorms with chitchat and you and han occasionally staring at each other

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[tinylittleobsessions]

okay, first time trying this. I really liked these questions haha 👀

put visions into Ominis’ head for sure; I would never want to read anyone’s mind haha

ARGH, I think Professor Fig would be less akward?? so him

he walks in, idk 🤷‍♀️

hummm be able to see my own future, it would be more useful haha

change the past. I think I wouldn’t need to worry about Sebastian’s future if Anne hasn’t been cursed 🙃

I’m a sub for life, there’s nothing I can do about it 🤷‍♀️

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I kinda like the idea of Ominis being dominating to EVERYONE BUT Sebastian, haha. so Sebastian is the dominating here 😌

date Sebastian (not only ‘cause I would rather date Sebastian, but also because I think being hated by Sebastian would be more dangerous, lol)

have the boys hate me. nothing worse than indifference

save Sebastian from Azkaban NO MATTER THE COST, sorry, Ominis

Sebastian

lol, I love you, Sebastian, but I don’t think I would ever ever sacrifice myself for anyone 😬

again, sorry, Anne, not sacrificing myself for you

I’ll have Ominis love me, I guess. I love him but I don’t have SUCH a crush on him, sexually speaking, hahaha

cure Anne. because I love Sebastian and I wanna make him happy, but also because I don’t want to be around just to be “Anne’s replacement”?

WTH is this first bonus question LOL. I guess I’ll kill Solomon, he was gonna die anyway (sorry). fuck Peeves (???) and marry Moony, I guess...???

I would marry Sebastian, because of course, but then EXCUSE ME??? how the hell am I supposed to kill one of the other twoo 😭 I can’t believe I’m writing this, but I think I would kill Ominis...? 😥 I’M SORRY, but Garreth is a WEASLEY, you can’t kill a Weasley (unless it’s Percy), for fucks sake. (also, he looks like he would be great in bed)

I would marry Poppy, because I LOVE HER. and I would fuck Imelda ‘cause she looks like she would be good at that (and dominating, so). what makes me kill Natty, AND I’M SO SORRY, but??

I would marry Poppy again. but then...??? ARE YOU GONNA MAKE ME KILL NATTY AGAIN?? ‘cause I don’t wanna kill Anne, I like her a lot, AND THAT WOULD MAKE SEBASTIAN HATE ME (I’m so lame, lol). so I’ll fuck Anne, I guess?? damn

marry Garreth, fuck Amit, kill Leander 🤷‍♀️

okay, this was fun hahahaha

Would you rather:

Sebastian x Ominis Edition ʕ •̀ω•́ ʔ✧

I just like interacting with you people, okay, enlighten me. Now, these are going to be a mixed bag — humour me. (Reblog with your answers!!!)

WOULD YOU RATHER:

Be able to read Sebastian's mind or be able to put visions into Ominis' head?

Be seen, naked, by Solomon or Professor Fig?

Have Solomon walk in on you having sex or you walk in on Solomon having sex?

Be able to see your own future or be able to see Sebastian/Ominis' future, but not your own?

Be able to change the future or the past? (Anne's curse, Ominis being traumatised or stopping Sebastian killing his uncle etc)

Be submissive or dominating?

Have Sebastian/Ominis be submissive or dominating?

Date Sebastian, but Ominis hates you for it or date Ominis, but Sebastian hates you for it

Have the boys hate you or have the boys have no idea who you are

Save Sebastian from Azkaban, but have to silence Ominis or agree with Ominis and have to silence a refusing Sebastian

Sebastian or Ominis (only can have one rip)

Sacrifice yourself for Ominis or have Sebastian sacrifice himself for you

Sacrifice yourself to save Anne or pretend you don't know how to cure her

Have Ominis despise you, but you get angry sex (only sex, never anything more) or have Ominis love you, but never have sex (no teasing, nothing)

Cure Anne, but Sebastian no longer needs you or don't cure Anne and Sebastian uses you as a replacement

Bonus Questions:

FUCK/MARRY/KILL —

Solomon, Moony, Peeves (LMAO)

Sebastian, Ominis, Garreth (RIP)

Poppy, Imelda, Natty (RIP)

Anne, Poppy, Natty (RIP)

Garreth, Amit, Leander (side eye)

I really don't know what this is but have fun with it, I'm truly curious lmao and I am so sorry. (not really LOL)

[jeriachamendoza]

My Diary During 1st Semester

Dear Diary,

          First day of school I'm so excited and super nervous. Excited because its back to school after 2 years, but kinda nervous cuz Im afraid of  public speaking and I don't have friends. But sir Mark said that we need to introduce our self to know each other and he said that start in last,  that time I'm so nervous and shaking cuz I am  the fifth in introducing our selves so my turn to introduce my self, I'm shaking saying my full name and all their eyes looking at me and I removed my face mask cauz sir Mark said that remove your mask so that we hear  your voice loudly and I removed it but some of classmate didn't remove their facemask so unfair hahaha lol. But  I'm happy because I survived my weakness and fight the nervous I felt. And I know the name of some of my classmates but I'm shy to socialize my classmates. Every end of the class I go to home directly. 1week I'm lonely and I don't talk to much because of shyness and akward hehe but  I am happy that I met Rem Hermosa she interact me first and now we'res friend and her friends too, all my classmates rn is now all my friends. Sir Mark is our Adviser the beautiful one and super kind and funny he always entertain us. Starting this semester, I was extremely intimidated by senior high and was nervous that I would not be able to do as well in senior high  as I did in junior high school. I figured that the work would be much more difficult and that the teachers would not be as involved as they were in junior high school, which was true but after the first month or so, I began to really apply myself to my classes and now I feel like I have definitely adjusted well to the senior high atmosphere. Even though the whole “first semester” experience was not always easy or pleasent, I am very proud of myself to getting through it as well as I did and I am determined to improve next semester. My “frist semester experience” was a huge wake-up call for me. It made me realize that I can no longer rely on my teachers or my mother or my friends anymore and that it was time for me to be independent and handle things on my own. These past couple of months have included some of the most stressful experiences of my life, but they have made me mature and grow up much quicker than I ever imagined I would have. Although this semester has been rough, I would not have wanted it. As of recently, I’ve been putting all of my deadlines and important dates regarding my classes into my calender so that I can organize my time better. I’ve also been trying to set more time aside for studying instead of just trying to always cram information the night before. Studying has always been especially diffuclt for me because I get distracted so easily, but now I am trying to create study sheets and I use index cards to keep myself more focused when studying.

[nocturnalazura]

Picture Perfect- Bakugou Katsuki

A/N: This is my first piece of work on tumblr! I don’t usually do self insert so please forgive any akwardness!

Summary: Bakugou drops a box of memories and you can’t help but go through some of them while wondering about the future.

Warnings: Cursing. (It’s Bakugou what do you expect.) Pregnancy. 

A loud thud and curse draws attention away from the pile of laundry you’re currently buried in, pausing the soft music playing from your phone anticipation loud yelling and explosions only to be met with silence. Reaching to turn the music back on you finally hear soft cursing from the hallway, giggling softly you push the laundry to the side and clamber out of bed. Sliding your slippers on you quietly pad over towards the bedroom door and peek out in the hallway, only to find a flurry of papers and photos scattered around. Opening the door fully you finally catch sight of the culprit, crouching down muttering constant curses and attempting to gather everything back into the once neatly organized box. 

“‘Suki? Babe, what happened?” You giggle, covering your mouth with your hands as he glares up at you. Bright crimson eyes narrow at your giggling figure letting out a soft growl at you.

“The fuck does it look like happened. I knocked this stupid box that you packed off the top shelf and all this shit was crammed into it.”  Bakugou growls out gesturing to the mess around him.

Shaking your head you pad off towards the edge of the mess and slowly lower yourself down, instantly his hand is grabbing yours helping to help support you. 

“Careful dumbass, don’t fall you’ll hurt yourself.” Bakugou grumbles once you’re settled on the floor.

“I’m pregnant Suki, not made of glass. If I can manage to be a hero and not get killed I can sit on the floor just fine.” 

He softly glares at you before shoving some of the pictures over to place the box between you too. Quietly you begin gathering and flipping through all of the different pictures, smiling at the memories and happy faces throughout the mess. Not long after you and Bakugou had gotten married and purchased your perfect little house Mitsuki had appeared at your doorstep dropping a box of pictures and other various items into her son's arms, wrapped you in a quick hug and disappeared. That box of course contained pictures of Katsuki, almost every picture she had taken of the two of you over the years, and any picture Bakugou had in his childhood room. 

You can’t help but smile at the picture of you two and the rest of class 1-A back in your first year at UA. You were sandwiched between Kaminari and Kirishima while Bakugou scowled on the other side of Kirishima. Flipping to the next photo it’s another class photo of you guys in your second year, this one was taken not long after you two had started dating. Of course in true Bakugou fashion he had his ever present scowl while you were pressed against him with Sero on your other side. Kaminari’s kneeling form covers the fact that Bakugou’s arm is wrapped around your waist.

“Aww Katsuki look! I found our class photo from third year!” You squeal happily, waving the photo around. Quirking an eyebrow at you he reaches over and snatches the photo from you. Snorting at the picture he can’t help but allow the smallest hint of a smile cross his face. 

“Shit, twelve years. Hate to say it Y/N but you should work out a little, looks like you’ve gained a little weight right here.” He teases lightly tapping your pregnant belly. 

“Hahaha you’re so funny. Carrying around another human isn’t exactly easy.” You joke sticking you tongue out.

“Mmhmm, you make it look good though. Love watching your cute little ass waddle around.”

Shaking your head at him you grab the picture and place it in the box neatly with some of the others. Half an hour later and the two of you have the majority of pictures once again neatly packed away in the box. Only left with a small pile composed of your combined collection of childhood photos. Thumbing through them you one of your own baby pictures and one of Katsuki’s. Holding them up together you try to imagine what they would look like combined. 

“Suki?”

“Hmm?” he hums not glancing up at you.

“What do you think he’ll look like?”

“Who? The baby?” He questions looking up at you.

“Yeah. I mean do you think he’ll look more like one of us? Or maybe bits and pieces of each of us?” You ask holding the two baby pictures out towards him.

“Honestly, I think he’ll look more like you. But either way the brat will have good genes so he’ll be fine.” He says setting the final two photos back into the. “Thank fuck those are all back in there now.”

“What were you doing to knock this down?”

“I was clearing out the closet in the nursery since you were folding all of the clothes. Figured you’d want to actually put them away right?” He says while helping you off the floor. Once you're settled on your feet he closes the box and puts it back into its spot in the closet. 

“You know if in our first year at UA someone told me I’d be pregnant and married at 30 I’d say that sounds ok. But then, then if they told me, I’d be married to hot headed, loud Bakugou Katsuki I’d say they were fucking insane.” You say wrapping your arms around his neck. “ And all these years later here we are and I can’t imagine being anywhere else. You’ve grown up a lot over these past 13 years.”

“Yeah, well you gotta grow up eventually. I’ve gotten better at controlling the hot headedness.”

“You could still work on the loud thing. I’m glad I gave you a chance in second year. You were still loud, proud and a little crude but you’ve always had a soft spot for me huh Suki?”

“You’re pretty hot, so you know.” He shrugs. “Thought I’d give it a shot.”

Rolling your eyes at him you lean up to kiss him. Smiling into the kiss you feel the soft kicks of your baby. Pulling away you pull his hands towards your belly so he can feel the baby as well. With a slight smile he kisses your forehead and rests his head against yours. 

Two months later you’re laying in a hospital bed with Katsuki leaning over you. You both stare down at the perfect little bundle wrapped in blue. Pushing his little blue hat back you’re met with small tufts of ash blond hair that almost perfectly matches your husband’s. Bakugou can’t help but gently run a finger along his son's soft newborn little cheek, stopping immediately when he starts to squirm and let out a quiet whine. Cooing down at him you immediately pause when you’re met with eyes that perfectly match your own.

“The perfect combination of us.” Whispers Bakugou. “Perfect y/e/c eyes just like his mom.”

“Grab the camera, we need a picture of our perfect little boy.”

Nodding he walks to the bags set in the corner searching through them to grab the small camera you had packed away. Once he’s hovering over you two again he quickly snaps a picture of just your baby before backing up to take a picture of the two of you. 

“Perfect, the brat is perfect.”

“I love you Katsuki.”

“I love you too Y/N” He whispers, pressing a kiss to your forehead.

[fragiledate]

hhELLP guys this started from fucking football discourse cmon now

why do french kids take insulting mothers so seriously 💀💀💀 mfkers fighting on the class snapchat group WEAK

[chiptrillino]

I just found out your last drawing. I've been smiling like crazy !! absolutely love the way you drew katara! She's glamorous and so delicate. Also the main reason why im so happy is because you drew rangshi hahaha another incredible artist who recognized them!! I just.. *happy tears*

your ask makes me so glad that i last minute decided to redraw katara!!! (first version looked so odd and akward)

i... i am not good in drawing her. idk what it is? maybe i have a hard time finding a good reference ;;; thank you so much! *dabs concerned tears with flower cloth*

[chappedandfadedvds]

Nov 1st, Sunday 18:35

„We should definitely meet up tuesday. Maybe Sander can take some shots of us for youtube.“ Robbe suggested exited, halfway into his coat as they stood gathered in the tiny hallway at the entrance ready to leave. His mother would be back at 8:30 and Jens needed to still clean up the mess they left. Dirty plates and cups and glasses strewn around the living room, they all had spent the whole afternoon in.

„Can I come too?“ 

„If you can convince mom or me to ditch piano class...“ Jens reminded his little sister, who currently stood next to Sander and Milan waiting on Robbe to be done. She looked at him through big eyes. Must have forgotten about it then, he figured, even though it was a weekly thing.

Jens opened the door, Sander and Robbe hugging his little sister tightly, promising to be back soon again. She laughed at something Sander whispered into her ear, making Jens very suspicious as to what this was about, but then he went on to take Robbe’s hand stepping outside.

„Eh, is Lucas not coming as well, he probably needs to get the bus too, right?“ Milan asked throwing a searching look over Jens, to see if he could spot the dutch boy still inside.

„He is getting his jeans, I think.“ Jens said unsure, as Lucas seemed to take his damn time at it. Milan in response only nodded unquestioning the odd reason provided, before he continued: „Well, we’ll go then. The bus should leave in six minutes and Zoë is waiting with dinner. I hope that’s cool with Lucas? Tell him sorry, okay?“

„Will do.“ Jens promised with a wave to send them off as they crossed the little front yard and vanished out of sight down the street. Turning around he found his sister running off towards the stairs, where Lucas came down to join her at it’s foot.

„You just missed them, if you run you can probably catch up.“ She explained pointing towards the door. Lucas instead smiled at her shaking his head.

„I’ll take the next one in 20 minutes. I really don’t want to run.“ He explained, glancing over to Jens as if he wanted to communicate more to him, than what he had said out loud. Jens didn’t get it really though. Was he missing something important?

The six of them had had a long breakfast and afterwards all of them had moved towards the sofa. Jens and Lucas taking the floor instead, sitting close together. Close enough that they could exchange the occasional touch of knees, or shoulders, or hands, or anything really. Ít didn’t quite matter in the end. They all joked and talked and watched cartoons, some skating videos on youtube thrown into the mix. Lotte and Sander had started drawing at one point, after him and Robbe had cuddled for hours it seemed. Keeping it child friendly though. Lucky for them, because Jens would have killed them, if they hadn’t. Not that he did assume they would forget about Lotte being around, but then it was Sander and Robbe.

„I’m gonna take the drawings to my room.“ Lotte announced loudly storming off to collect said papers from the living room floor, before she hurried up the stairs. Lucas meanwhile had went over towards the kitchen, opening up the dish washer.

„And what are you doing?“ Jens asked raising his brows amused as he leaned against the kitchen table, on top of it all the carved pumpkins staring at him. They had done a great job yesterday Jens thought.

„Eh. I don’t think it’s fair to leave you on your own to clean up. I’m really good at it. See!“ 

„I can indeed see that.“ Jens snorted, as Lucas proceeded to slowly but deliberatly put one plate after the other on the dish rack, looking up at Jens each time he did so. 

„Alright, I guess you proved to be useful to have around. I concede and instead go and collect the stuff from the living room.“ Hands up to signal his defeat he walked backwards, watching Lucas grin at him.

There it was again, the feeling of wanting to kiss the boy in front of him, so before it could grow further, Jens turned away, to keep his word and get everything to the kitchen.

They definitely forgot about Lucas having to catch the bus, so instead of the next one, it was decided to take the one after. The dishwasher nonetheless had been filled and turned on, all pillows collected and taken back to were they had come from. Lucas even had helped Jens with the matrasses in his room.

 And thus they now found themselves standing akward in the hallway of the entrance. Lucas already dressed in shoes and jacket, looking at Jens nervously.

 They still had three minutes left.

„Uhm, thank you again for the invitation.“ Lucas said smilingly brushing through his hair with one hand. „Also wanted to let you know that I’ll be visiting my friends in Utrecht next weekend. I’m leaving on friday already. Somehow thought you should know that.“

Jens appreciated that greatly, if it wasn’t for the fact that it meant they couldn’t meet up next weekend. Not that they had anything planned or talked about. He just had assumed Lucas would be here for his upcoming birthday. This reminded him.

„Fuck, unlucky timing, I guess. I’m turning eighteen on friday. So I guess I won’t be able to invite you for the little gathering at the flatshare.“

Lucas whole happy face fell at Jens’s words, almost in disbelief.

„You serious?“

„Yup.“ Jens said, popping the ‘p’ as he scratched his neck and tried for a reassuring smile. „Honestly, it’s cool. With everything going on, it is just the broerrrs and the guys from the flatshare. Nothing fancy, so it is not like you are missing out on a big celebration.“

„Still, I hate that I can’t be there.“ Lucas seemed to want to say something else, but reconsidered instead, pulling out his phone to check the time.

„You should go or you’ll miss this bus as well.“ Jens broke the silence, taking a step forward to open the door for Lucas as he had done before for the others.

Lucas nodded not quite leaving yet. Rather he took hold of Jens’s hand again, like he had this morning, looking at him all earnest with his smile back on his lips.

„We’ll celebrate once I’m back. Promise. Just the two of us. If you’d want that of course.“ If they wouldn’t stand as close as they did, Jens may have not been able to understand the whispered words at him. And god was he glad he did, because it send a happieness through his body, he hadn’t feld in ages.

„I’d really like that.“

„Great. See you tomorrow, then.“ Lucas said, letting go of Jens to catch his bus in time. He definitely had to hurry by now, so Jens didn’t hold him back, even though he wanted too. He really, really wanted to. But his mother was already on her way back home from her friend’s place, so this was probably for the best. 

Only when he couldn’t see the boy jog down the street any longer did he close the door. It was then that he realised that they sort of had a date the week after his birthday. Or maybe not.

No, he was pretty sure they agreed on a date.

It took him five minutes from his realisation to him actually moving again to get dinner ready.

A date.

With Lucas.

He was fucked.

__ __ __

Sooooooo... I completely forgot about fall break... oops. well sucks to be them not having off until christmas I guess. hahaha

and I don’t care if Jens birthday isn’t on friday, this is gonna happen 😅

i needed a short bit to send them off today it felt like, so I’ve written this an hour ago... 🙈 We gonna see them tomorrow in school, my story is already outlined completely since the start, and the next four days written, so that’s that

thank you all for reading this, I’m so happy people like this!

stay safe everyone

[biktor]

Is that eh title of the ep then

ominous

a sense of how small one is in the universe might be the cause?

sounds like a lie

ahh maybe its like getting mad over something small, but as soon as you get to calm down you feel like a worthless human being

yes

and that is a lie

a specific date huh,

ominous

hmm

everyone has things they just can not handle and that is understandable

i know i personally can not stand the sound of chewing

or when nothing is happening

i really feel this person

ahh the amount of tiems i have wished that

hmm?

its thanks to salt

oven? hmm is it weird that i am worried

fourth wall what wall there are only three here

so that is the title ey ,i am intrigued 

i certainly hope not

thats mean. again i really love the eyes in this series

look how detailed that eye is,

interesting

language lesson

i think that is a thing already

but you just said you did

understandable have a good day

i when i read that accidentily added a t after the o

you used to live here?

good rules

when the fire nation attacked

why crab

crab touch? he is just staring at her boobs

humble

for some reason i feel uneasy

thats good friends are nice, i would have never started watching this series if it were not for a freind

=very pretty eyes

please dont be awkard i dont handle akward scenes well

...

okay not awkard just a bit of fun to watch

she is establing dominance for future friendship

interesting tears

hahaha

that is dangeours to say to a teenage boy, just saying

nice referance

and it is not over yet!

they are having a fun day at the park

but what about that but for your entire life

dont do that!

i am starting to thing she has a crush on him

what!!!

hahahahaha

yes

pictured a boy trying to say he is not a pervert

hahahahahaha

i mean, i think it is the 3rd most innocent one she said

i mean juding from where he is looking now he would be happy i think

why not?

hahahaha and shot down all his hopes and dreams

is that sarcasm?

and hes dead

 i have you know i am extremly picky probably why i still am not in an relationship

good for you!

where is this going

i dont know what is the truth anymore

so both a burn and a selfburn, you will both need some ice for that nice damage

thats sweet

awww

oof

same

interesting

ah my fav list

hmm

that is not nice to say

and he just agreed

nice

high grade animation here

sad time

harsh

what.. that ... that face what is that face

that face and that sub is wow he wont be alive at the end of the day, cause of death burning

that is probably accurate, i mean i dont have any little sisters but i have friends i see like little sisters and the thought of doing stuff with them is really unappealing.

i hope he isnt

what is that?

still does not tell me anything,

ohh, that,,, that would be weird

so you think he likes younge women?

ah she is still in the line of thought that he just wants an incest relationship without the actual incest

i really like this girl she is fun

?

she has her place in my top 100 chars now

alright freeza

hahahahaha

i like this style of animation

i like this animation to

i think she hit the nail on the head

pretty eye

his eyes changed colour

hmm

112 i want to report a burn

and he got shot down

 a bit harsh

not gonna lie he is acting really creepy

she is just sitting there confused

 i dont like where this is going

true

he just keeps getting burner

hahahahaha

cool

uhm that is kinda uhmm

except children children gets knocked out

mr man beast

this girl is a delight

she kicked him so hard he changed artstyle

uhmm this is not good

 but she grabs his hair

and elbows him in the head

and fight cloud who will win, well never know

evil laugh

and all of a sudden he remembered

hahahahahahaha

not gonna work i think

not a dream i am afraid

understandable

i really liked this ep, but my brain is tired now, i will take ep 4 tommorow i think! the ending is really interesting but love this show so far!

[felinememory]

•CHASING MEMORIES•

"Why do you travel alone?" He asked.

"Finding bliss in solitude", then she smiled and take a sip of her coffee.

"Lalim.. Hahahaha..."

"I wanted to travel and enjoy.. Ayan simple na.. Hahahaha"

"You're shots were good. Nakita ko yung mga pinost mo".

"Oh, you're stalking me?" she said with a laugh.

"No. No. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way".

" I'm just kidding". She smiled, "ang seryoso mo eh. Stalker ba talaga kita? Hahaha"

"You're taking too many photos. Why not enjoy the view instead. It's already in front of you. Professional photographer ka?"

"Nope. Travel enthusiast lang. Memories. I wanted to collect memories."

He nods, "but you can instill it in your heart and mind you know. That's what other people do. Masarap ienjoy lang yung view, yung ambiance. "

"I'm enjoying. Masarap yung hangin. Maaliwalas. I've never been here. Atleast i know na ito ang unang beses. And i never went to a place twice. Kaya sinusulit ko".

"Even if the place is as beautiful as this? Masarap bumalik dito. It's my third time and I'm still inlove"

"I wanted to reach different places first while I still can. Kaya hindi ako bumabalik sa lugar na napuntahan ko na."

"Ohhhh, mabilis magmove on.. Hahahaha wag ganun..."

She sipped her coffee.

"Eventually I'll forget that I've been to this place. Those photos will be my memory of it. Yun lang yung pwede kong pang hawakan na nanggaling na ko dito. Na minsan sa buhay ko, hindi ko man maalala. Alam kong totoo pag nakita ko sa mga litrato. " she said with a smile but with the saddest eyes.

While he hide his. His own sadness hearing it from her.

They sipped their coffee in silence. But not an awkward one.

"Wanna try creating a memory with me?"

"Akala ko ba hindi kita stalker? Crush mo ko noh? Ahahahaha"

"No and Yes. No I'm not your stalker and Yes I like you"

" Wow. That's .. That's too straightforward", she felt a bit akward.

"You're asking"

"Yeah , oo nga naman. I asked."

"So is it a yes?"

"I have 3 rules".

"Fire it."

"First, be my photographer during this trip.

Second, let's both cut our connections to everyone outside this travel.

And last, no attachment. When this trip is over. We'll forget everything. Back to strangers. Deal?", she raised her cup.

"Deal.", and he did the same.

That happened a year ago.

He is still looking for her. Maling mali ang naging decision nyang bitiwan ito pagkatapos ang isang linggo nila sa Siargao.

Every where he went, sa tuwing magtatravel sya. He was still hoping na magkikita sila ulit.

She deleted her social media accounts.

She changed her number again.

Her blog stopped posting travel pictures more than 6 months already.

Nawalan na sya ng mapa para sundan ang dalagang nagpapatibok ng puso nia.

Nagtatanung pa din sya kung anung ibig sabihin ng mga huling salita na binitiwan nito bago sila maghiwalay sa airport. Akala nya ay tulad lang ulit yun ng dati.

"Thank you for making this travel different" like before, her smiles were trying to hide the sadness.

"Malay mo naman magkita tayo ulit sa sunod nating travel"

"Third rule dba?"

"Then we'll start over. Hahahaha.. I'll introduce myself and make you mine again for real." He kidded.

"Hahaha.. puro ka biro. We enjoyed this one. Memories dba?"

"Pero seryoso, sana magkita tayo sa Manila or sa sunod nating travel. I'll be in Batanes next. Baka lang naman".

"Hey." Aniya ng may halong lungkot, "rule 3".

"Oo na.. Oo na.. I'll stop. Fate na ang bahala".

Yumakap ang dalaga sa binata.

"My mind might forget this place and everything we've had. But i know my heart won't. Thank you so much. Kung sakali man na magkita nga ulit tayo. Maaring nabura na lahat ng alaala ko. Pero alam ko, makikilala ka ng puso ko. At kung ito man ang huli, salamat."

Hinigpitan ng binata ang yakap. He felt like if he let go. He won't ever see her again.

This is the first time he felt that way. Hindi tulad ng dati.

"Goodbye Kian." It hurts him hearing those words from her.

"See you again Allen."

And until now, He's searching.

Iba na naman ang numero ng dalaga.

Her Facebook's deleted.

Blogsite lang nito ang tanging paraan para masundan ito and her facebook page.

Pero tila ayaw talaga nitong magpahanap.

This time iba.

Batanes. El Nido. Cebu. Coron. Laguna. Davao. Hongkong. Singapore. Kung saan saan pa. At heto sya. Nasa Siargao ulit.

Kahit na sinabi ng dalaga na hindi sya bumabalik sa lugar na napuntahan na nya.

Umaasang magkikita sila.

He even used all his connections. Bigo syang mahanap ito. He went to her place pero wala na ito doon. No one could answer his questions. They were helping pero bigo pa din.

It already took him a year. A year of searching. A year of regret.

His phone beeps. A notification from a blog site. At halos mabitiwan nia ito ng makita kung anu ang notification na 'yon.

Allen's blogsite just posted an update.

A picture of a man holding his coffee. A silhouette with the sunset. With the caption," I think my heart find its way back".

To his shock, it was him.

Napatayo sya. Inikot ng tingin ang lahat ng direction malapit sa kanya. And there , he saw her. Holding the camera. In her white summer dress and fedora hat on. Smiling at him full of love and longing.

Teary eyed he went near close her. He wanted to know if this isn't just an imagination.

Tangina. Kape ang ininom nya hindi vodka. Kaya imposibleng naghahallucinate sya sa kalasingan.

"Hi." That's all he could say ng makalapit sya. Yun lang ang tanging nasabi nia.

"Hi," she answered.

And there, he pull her close to him into a tight longing hug.

Finally. Finally.

The search is over.

"Sorry it took me long to come back" she sobs on his chest.

"I've searched and waited. I even trusted fate."

"I will never leave you again."

"Hinding hindi na kita bibitawan. Hinding hindi ko na hahayaang mawala ka ulit."

"Hinding hindi na ko aalis. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the selfish decisions I've made. Ayokong masaktan ka".

He hugged her tighter.

"Napakamakasarili ko. Natakot ako. Natakot akong mawala lahat ng alaala ko ng tuluyan . Natakot akong hindi na kita marecognize. Last year.." , she cried even more reminiscing what happened last year there in Siargao.

"Shhhhh.. Tama na. You're here. Andito ka na."

"Sorry Sweetheart. Sorry for not recognizing you that time."

"It's all over now. Andito ka na. Andito ka na", he said in tears.

"Hinding hindi na ko mawawala ulit."

"At hinding hindi na kita bibitawan. Makalimutan mo man lahat, mawala man ang alaala mo dahil sa sakit mo. Hinding hinding na ko papayag na aalis ka sa tabi ko. Ipapaalala ko sayo lahat at gagawa tayo ng mas marami pa.."

"Hindi na mangyayari ulit yun. I'm good now, magaling na ko. And I won't ever forget you. I will never forget how much i love you".

He kissed her. That's the only answer he could give. He's happy. Ecstatic actually. Akala nia nawala na ito ng tuluyan sa kanya.

But no.

She's there.

She's back.

The search is finally over.

[morganisboringg]

Omegle friendship story ;-;

Stranger: m

You: hiya

You: f

Stranger: bonjour

You: hola

Stranger: im 18 bitchh

You: im 14 hoeee

Stranger: shidddd

Stranger: 😂😂

You: yeah im a childdd

Stranger: lmao

Stranger: yeah

Stranger: but im not a creepy guy so ur good 👌🏼

Stranger: hahaha

You: yeah ie had a 20 year old try to keep talking with me

You: and a 17 yr old ask if i have a nice ass XD ive delt with creepy guys XD

Stranger: hahaha dudes are horny

Stranger: used to be like that too but i realized its wrong

Stranger: so yeah just vibing rn

Stranger: 😤😤😤

You: yeah they are, i be vibin too im watching sky high B)

Stranger: lol

Stranger: im watching rick&morty

Stranger: im the ultimate virgin

You: lmaoooooo , i mean u have to also like game theory and film theory for that but ur close XD

Stranger: never heard of that

Stranger: 😂

You: theyre nerdy yt channels, they make theorys on games and films and shows and stuff

You: they have a bunch on rick and morty

Stranger: oh

Stranger: i watch some of those

Stranger: 😤😂

Stranger: im an ‘adult’ child

You: yeah i do too, i literally have their merch

Stranger: hahahaha

You: oh i hope to be an adult child bc gRosS adults

Stranger: yeah i dont wanna be an adult

You: me either, adults get stares when they only dress in hot topic clothes why would i want that

Stranger: hahahah yeah

Stranger: thats the reason i dont have a gf

Stranger: bc im too childish

You: well then u just havent found the right childish girl

Stranger: that is a fact

You: might i reccomend the single rider lines at like amusement parks XD

Stranger: hahaha why

You: ive seen plenty of dudes shoot there shot there bc the girls are by themselves then they get to ride a rollercoaster together

Stranger: hahah yeah thats fun

Stranger: maybe i wikk

Stranger: :)

You: yeah XD then if it works out a cute date at an amusement park!

Stranger: hahah yeah

Stranger: do u have a amusement park obsession

Stranger: lmaoo

You: uh- thats uniMPORTANTTT

Stranger: hahahhah

You: theres food and adreniline whats not to love!

Stranger: i love them too

Stranger: i once forced my cousin to ride the same coaster 12 times in a row

You: ive ridden king da ka the tallest rollercoaster in the world XD

Stranger: he puked after

You: lmaoooo sounds like smth id do

Stranger: hahaha

You: but then id just say again and go again XD

Stranger: hahahah same

Stranger: adter he threw up i went alone

Stranger: lmao

Stranger: dude i need some advice

You: sure

Stranger: my friends sister (shes 15) has a crush on me

Stranger: what do i do

You: oh shit uh- tell her shes too young

You: or like take her on a cute date but say its a friends date

You: thats a nice way to friend zone sm1

Stranger: yeah true

Stranger: its kinda weird

Stranger: my friend says he doesnt mind

Stranger: 😂

Stranger: but still wekrd

Stranger: weird

You: well thats uh getting to chris hansen levels so gotta shoot her down lmao

Stranger: yeah hahaha

You: but like yk when like a little sisters older siblings s/o would take them on a "date" to show them how to be treated u could do that- idk

Stranger: yeah idkk

Stranger: we shall see

You: we shall broski, just uh dont do anything that chris hansen would ask u to sit down with him over XD

Stranger: hahahah

Stranger: i have no idea who that is

Stranger: oh i looked it up

You: yeah XD

Stranger: lmao

Stranger: yeah like it is weird but not the age difference

Stranger: 3 years is not a lot

You: oh abt the friends sibling thing? XD

Stranger: ya

You: ik 3 years isnt alot in like the grand scheme of stuff but NOW 3 years is the difference between 6th graders and freshman and thats really weird

Stranger: yeah true true

You: and abt them being a friends sibling, um dont pull a kissing booth and be all dating behind everyones back- that movie was weird in general smh

Stranger: hahah

Stranger: yeah i wont

Stranger: his mom told me i would be a good son in law

You: LMAO too soon??

Stranger: 😂

Stranger: yeah right ilnow

You: 1) u arent even dating and 2) u think its weird

You: that would creep me tf out

Stranger: yeah but i dont really care

Stranger: i take it as a compliment

Stranger: it means im nice

You: yeah, im just a generally akward perso so XD

Stranger: hahahaha

You: but like uh if u dont wanna date a friends sibling dont, in most movies thats like number one best friend code no dating sibkings

Stranger: yeah i dont really care if my friend doesnt mins

Stranger: but i dont like her

Stranger: i like someone else

Stranger: and she doesnt like me back

Stranger: 🙃🙂

You: oh cool, aw that suckss u seem really chill and have a good personality so idk whats not to like thats prob my pansexual talking tho XD

Stranger: hahha

Stranger: ur attracted to pans?

Stranger: thanks lmao yeah idk

You: no i came out of the pantry smh

Stranger: 🤯🤯🤯🤯

You: common misconseption XD

Stranger: yeah shes my girl best friend

Stranger: so thats why she doesnt like me

Stranger: but maybe some daaaaaayv

You: oooo thats a hard place to get out of the f r i e n d z o n e

Stranger: ivee been tryyiiiiiiiing

Stranger: to make u love meeee

Stranger: but everything i try

You: *blasts u belong with me by taylor swift on a boombox* now go stand outside her window

Stranger: just takes you further from me

You: XD

Stranger: ghost town by kanye west is such a good song

You: oh i dont think ive listened to it lmao too much emo music and musicals

Stranger: you like kid cudi

You: who..? ugh i feel stupid not knowing stuff

Stranger: ur too young

Stranger: hes a legend

Stranger: makes good music u should listen to him

Stranger: kind of drug/depresion related

You: oh okay, that sounds like smth id listen too XD

Stranger: listen to love. by him on youtube or soundcloud

Stranger: it isnt on spotify

You: oh okay, i use amazon music like a loser XD

Stranger: oh

Stranger: yeah its only on yt or soundcloud lmao

Stranger: hahah doesnt matter right

You: yeah lmao

You: u wanna be friends? its ok to say no cause im 14 XD

You: im morgan btw whats ur name?

Stranger: hahaha aw thats a nice thing to ask

Stranger: but i just came on here to twlk to random people :( sorry

You: im not good at the whole "making friends" thing so idk what to do but ask lmao

Stranger: my name is julian

You: oh okay

Stranger: im sure u will make friends some day

You: OMG ofc its julian- i meet guys with m names or julius/julians never anything else

Stranger: hahaha what do y mean

You: i mean in the past week ive met a mike, mikey, and a mick then ive met like 4 julius' and 2 julians

Stranger: ahhaha wow

Stranger: thats funny

You: i swear idk what is up but smth is

You: my fbi agent is on smth ig

Stranger: hahahhahaha

Stranger: tryna set u up

You: yeah they want either an m&m or m j XD just m&ms or michael jackson IDFK XD

Stranger: haahahah

Stranger: so when did u find out u were pan sexual

You: uh when i was 11 i thinkk

Stranger: wow

Stranger: when i was 11 i was eating boogers out of my nose

You: yeah i knew i wasnt straight since like pre school girls are just too cute lmao

You: lmao thanks for sharing

Stranger: that is a facr

Stranger: women are cute

You: yeah they are XD

Stranger: hahaha

You: ummm idk what to talk abt now lol

Stranger: yeah me too lol

You: uh do u like heathers? like the movie or the musical

Stranger: never heard of it

You: REALLY??

You: my friends saying to skip u smh but i wouldnt dare

Stranger: what do u mean hahah

You: heathers is like a cult classic 80s movie like breakfast club or 16 candles or the outsiders

Stranger: ohh ok hahah

Stranger: i dont watch a lit of old movies

You: u know what those are right? especially the outsiders?

Stranger: only fiction

Stranger: never heard of them

You: U HAVENT???

You: OMG I SWEARR IF I KNEW U IRL ID LIKE FORCE U TO WATCH IT ITS THE BEST THING SINCE SLICED BREAD MMMMMMm

Stranger: whats sliced bread

Stranger: 😂😂😂😂

Stranger: i swear i dont watch movies

You: like a loaf of bread XD its an expression

Stranger: oh lolllll

You: but like look up dallas winston MMMMM I LOVE THAT MAN

Stranger: hahah ok

Stranger: this was a fun talk dude hahah

Stranger: i ahve to go eat rn

You: okay byee nice talk too bad we cant be friends i wish u luck <3

Stranger: were kind of stranger friends

Stranger: so count me as a friend

Stranger: :S

You: okay too bad after this we'll never talk again

You: S?

Stranger: idk lmao

Stranger: yeah but thats life

Stranger: byeee 😘

You: yeah it is byeeee

Stranger has disconnected.

[allthosefanfics]

Welcome home present 3

*Serah's POV*

I was walking around the bus area with Sophi in my arms we've been there for an hour and she was already tired. Someone came up behind us Sophi screamed when she saw the person sprinting toward us. I turned around and put her down and was about to release my mad ninja skills, until I realized who it was. "CC!!!!" "Serah!" He gave me a bone crushing hug, when he released me Sophi grabbed my leg. I picked her up and hid her face in the crook of my neck. "And who is this little cutie." She looked at him. "I'm Sophi." "Hi I'm CC." He said smiling at her, she giggled and whispered in my ear. "Hahaha. I don't know you have to ask him." "What?" "Can you do my make up please?" "Awwe that so cute, of course I will. Follow me to the bus. We have to walk across the parking lot." He grabbed my hand and led me and Sophi up the steps of the bus. I walked in to see all the guys sitting in the lounge room of the bus. "LOOK WHO'S HERE!" CC screamed. "SERAH!" All the boys screamed and hugged me except Andy. He stood and walked toward me. He looked from me to Sophi. "Sophi why dont we do your make up." CC took Sophi to the bathroom and there was an erie and akward silence. Andy finally decided to speak to me. "Ummm. Serah can i talk to you privately." "Yes." He turned toward the back room and I followed. We sat on the couch with a fairly deacent size gap between us. "You look good." He said scratching the back of his neck. "Thanks." I said with a smile. "And your daughter is beautiful, you and your partner must happy." " Im not with anyone Andy she's your child you got me pregnaut that night I left." "She's mine!?!?" He said wide eyed. "Why didnt you tell me!?!" "Don't turn this around on me, you cheated and acted like a child, you only wanted to be a rockstar, and after six years you're still acting like a child! God Sophi is more mature than you and she's five!" I stormed out of the back room to see everyone starring at me and Sophi all dressed in war paint. "Come on Sophi we're leaving." I grabbed her hand and raced outside. "Serah wait." I spun on my heels it's CC runnig after us. "Serah you cant leave we've missed you and I have a propisition for you we need a new photographer." "I don't know CC. If Andy and I can't get along I dont know how it will work out." "Please just consider it we miss you, youre an amazing photographer, and we all absolutly adore Sophi." She pulled my hand. "Pleazze mommy can we stay with CC pug?!" "Just think about it please." "I'll think about it."

[fatrainbowmermaidunicorn]

Dear Jungkook (Jungkook x You) // Chapter 2

MASTERLIST

Summary : (I suck in doing summary, so yeah)

Jungkook, Y/N and Jae Eun are the best of friends. While Y/N is in love with Jungkook ever since she can remember, Jungkook founds himself falling in love with her cousin, Jae Eun when Y/N introduces them a year later.When both Y/N and Jae Eun move to the States, Jungkook tried to keep in contact by emailing Jae Eun. As the emails grew constant, Jungkook is sure he’s falling more in love with the Jae Eun that he got to know through their emails.Little did he know that all these while, Y/N is the one who has been emailing him back.

Y/N and Jae Eun has been living in the States for almost seven years now. Jae Eun has successfully become the queen bee that she always wanted, with her own little clique who worships her. Y/N has grown into her looks and self confident, turning her into a beautiful young lady, no longer akward and reserved,  who is easily loved by everyone she meets. She's kind, friendly and intelligent. The two cousins might seem like a polar opposite but despite what people might think, they are the best of friends.

"Yah, Y/N, is this really Jungkook?" Jae Eun stormed into Y/N's room one day during one her lazy days spend in bed, shoving her iphone right in Y/N's face. Y/N squint her eyes and saw an article about Bangtan, the current hit idol group in K-pop, attached with a picture of Jungkook and the rest of his members right in the center of it. Y/N knows everything there is to know about this particular group. Jungkook had mention on more than several occssions about his group and his members antics in their still on going emails and online chats.

"Ye...yes," Y/N looked up to see Jae Eun smiling with glee. She can sense something bad is going to happen. Its been seven years since Jungkook's name even crossed Jae Eun's mind, why is she asking about him this time?

"You are still keeping in touch with him right? Still emailing him?" Y/N nodded and earn a chuckle from Jae Min as she plopped down beside her on the bed.

"I cant believe it has been seven years and you are still emailing him! How do you even find time for that?" Jae Min questioned and scoot in closer beside Y/N. "How come you didnt tell me that he has become this hot shot celebrity? And look at him, he is really  hot " Jae Eun tapped her fingers on Jungkook's smirking face on her phone. Y/N just keep her mouth shut, not knowing what to say. She looked at the photo, yes Jungkook is handsome. Very much so, but that is nothing compared to his mind and the way he thinks that Y/N adore so much. She look over at Jae Eun who is gawking at the photo, mentioning something about how cute the rest of the other members are too. Y/N didnt think Jae Eun even remember who Jungkook is anymore. "Anyway, since we are going back home soon, I might as well continue to email him, dont you think? It will be weird when we meet him again and I look lost," Jae Eun ponders, more to herself than directing the question to Y/N. "He still has the hots for me right?" Y/N nodded her head when Jae Eun looks straight to her face. Its true, despite being in an internationally famed idol grouo, Jungkook still seem to be very much in love with Jae Eun. At least it seems like it in the way he write the emails to Y/N. Sometimes it breaks Y/N's heart knowing that all his sweet words are meant for Jae Eun, and not for her, although she is the one who has been telling him things and sharing her own experiences all this while.  "You can stop helping me now. Thanks for your help though," Jae Min who was busy scrolling through her phone didnt even notice the change in Y/N's face. Y/N just sigh, knowing there's nothing she can do. After all, Jungkook thought he is emailing Jae Eun and he is in love with Jae Eun.

Y/N's father had mentioned that they will going back home in about a week's time for the summer. They will be spending the whole season back at home and later, both Y/N and Jae Eun can freely decide if they want to come back to the States continue to theur studies or just permanently stay home. Since the business deal that he had come there for went through, there will be a lot of back and forth trip to the States so he figured its fine if Jae Eun or Y/N decided to stay there instead of their hometown. Y/N's father is never one to forced anything onto his children and always gives them options to choose from. Y/N is both nervous and excited to come back to her beloved hometown to the point she cant get a goodnight sleep for about a week before they did. The place where she spend all her childhood and created amazing memories. The place where her mother is born and buried. Where her parents fell in love. The place where she herself fell in love.

Apparently, seven years did nothing to change her heart. Boys come and go during her years in the States, trying to win her heart, she even go out with a few of them, trying her best to move on but nothing ever worked out. No one ever succeed in taking Jungkook's place. Maybe keeping constant communication with someone you want to get over is not a good idea.

It's true that she is still emailing him even after seven years. Jungkook was so excited when she first responded, and since Jae Eun didnt show any interest to actually even open her email up to this very day, Y/N just kept on replying. And soon the lies has gotten too deep and to big for her to stop. Their friendship had gotten so real, its not possible for her to just cut him off anymore. As time goes by, her conversations with Jungkook turns more honest, and she become more of herself and less pretending to be Jae Eun. They even do more than just emailing,  chatting on the messenger when they both have the free time.

Her emails with Jungkook are the highlights of her day. Jungkook, thinking that its Jae Eun who he's having all this meaningful conversation with, shares everything. His struggles as a trainee, his first performance, concert, tour, his favorite band, his daily activities, everything. Jungkook has constantly asked for a video call, or maybe a photo, wanting to put a face to the person he's been talking to. Y/N, trying her best to dodge the truth, always send him a photo of both herself and Jae Eun together and decline every video call that he made, saying that she's too shy. She make a silent pact to herself that one day she will reveal herself to Jungkook. Y/N guess she will never get the chance to tell him who she really is now since Jae Eun already told her that she will be emailing him herself until they get home. Y/N sat in front of her laptop, take a deep breath and open her chat to see if Jungkook is online. Fortunately, he is. She poised her fingers on the keyboard, taking a deep  breath before she starts her chat with Jungkook, for one last time.

Y/N: Dear Jungkook,

JK: Hahaha. Why do you always start off your emails and chat that way? But its cute. I like it

Y/N: Hahaha. Fine. Hey!

JK: Heyyy! Why are you on9? Isnt it late out there?

Y/N: yeah... Y/N: cant sleep. Y/N: and since ur on9, i want to tell u sumting

JK: wat is it?

Y/N: tq for still keeping in touch with me all these years. Ur emails and stories always made my day Y/N: I enjoy everything that we talked about. And I enjoy getting to know more about you Y/N: I'm glad our friendship didnt wilt just bcs we are far away from each other

JK: .... JK: I had fun talking to you too Jae Eun. JK: U know u r the highlight of my day. No matter how busy I am, I always look 4ward 2 ur reply JK: but... JK: why does it sounds like u r saying goodbye?

Y/N: :) Y/N: i gtg now. Need some zzzz Y/N: gdnite jungkook

Y/N slammed her MacBook shut without waiting for Jungkook's reply. She can already feel tears forming in her eyes but remind herself that there's no point in crying. She's not losing anything. Jungkook was never hers to begin with. This is just a favor for Jae Eun. Seven years might be a long time. One would think its long enough for maybe even Jungkook to fall in love with her, but during all those seven years, Jungkook's heart had always been Jae Eun's. She already know this very fact seven years ago when she started this whole mess, and now that her heart has fallen more deeply in love with Jungkook, she knows there is no one to blame but herself.

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After hours of flying, Y/N and Jae Eun finally landed back home. Jae Eun puts on her expensive sunglasses and let the assistants wheeled her numerous amounts of Louis Vuitton luggage while linking her arms with Y/N. Y/N just laugh at her cousin's antics and use her free hand to wheel her own single luggage. She only brought over the neccesities. Who needs a thousand pairs of heels? After all, this is home. She still has some things left in her old room, and knowing Jae Eun, she will probably dragged her for another shopping trip. Yet still, Jae Eun insisted to bring all the latest designer items that she owns, just in case she might need it.

"I'm a model, remember? I have to look good!" she reminded Y/N of the fact. The truth is, Jae Eun has only been doing some small scale modelling in the States and that is all there is, but to her, its a stepping stone to be the next Gigi Hadid. Y/N just chuckle at her bold statement. "And also, the future girlfriend of idol superstar Jeon Jungkook!"  Y/N's heart sank when Jae Eun mentioned his name. She had been restless during the whole flight. Will Jungkook be happy to see her? Does Jungkook think that she purposely stop keeping in touch with him? Will her heart be okay to see the boy she loves after seven whole years? Worse, can she take it when Jungkook dont even know he's been talking to her all this while?

It is a fact that Jungkook still very much likes Jae Eun. At least according to his emails, he still does. "I read some of the emails you guys exchanged. You know, to fill me in. But I skipped all the boring part! And boy, there were  a lot!" she laughs. "But it sure seems like he's still into me," Jae Eun turn to look at Y/N when she didnt answer. "Right Y/N?" Jae Eun knows she had asked this same question before but she needs to really make sure.

"Y..yeah. He does,"

"Oh well. I cant believe he actually think its really me who's replying all those boring emails,"

"Do you...do you even really like him Jae Eun?" Y/N finally finds the courage to ask. Sometimes its ridiculous how oblivious Jae Eun is to the rest of the world. She cant even see how much her own cousin, her best friend is in love with the boy she's planning to turn into her boyfriend

"Well, now that he's a famous celebrity, I sure do!" she said, not even a trace of guilt or shame in her voice. "Oh look we are here!"

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Jungkook is puzzled by his last chat with Jae Eun. She sounded cold and she really sounded like she's saying goodbye. He waited a couple of days to see if she will be online again, but she didnt, so he decided to write another email.

Hey Jae Eun,

What happened during our last chat? Why do I feel like you are saying goodbye? Did anything happen? And why aren't you online for the last few days?

Jungkook

Miraculously, Jungkook didnt have to wait long as he received a reply the next morning.

Hey Kookie!

Nothing happen! Oh I have great news. I'm going to come back home in a few days time!

And my uncle is throwing a homecoming party for us, and of course, you are invited! Make sure to wear something nice you hottie. I wsnt to show off my handsome boyfriend to everyone *wink*

Love, Jae Eun

Jungkook is weirded out by the email. Kookie? Love? Wear something hot? Hottie?? Since when does Jae Eun ever say these kind of things. Plus, her emails always starts with Dear Jungkook, no matter how many times he tease her about it. And her boyfriend? Yes, Jungkook did hinted various of times that he wants ti be more than friends and all these while Jae Eun always dodge the question or laugh it off.  He doesnt mind really, he finds it cute and if Jae Eun is finally willing to call him her boyfriend, he is more than happy to be one. So he just shrugged it off, thinking maybe Jae Eun is just excited to come back home and start thinking about the party where he can see the love of his life again.

He made a promised to himself to finally make Jae Eun his the next time he see her again.

When he first met Jae Eun, he admitted that he's attracted to her by her beauty. He knows that Jae Eun never did give him the time of the day but his competitiveness makes him want to fight for Jae Eun's attention.  He spend less time with Y/N in order to achieve his mission, a fact that he knows but he always convinced himself that he will find the time for her later. But that time never comes and the next thing he knows, both Y/N and Jae Eun are leaving for the States. To ensure that he wont regret his decision of neglecting his best friend in order to pursue Jae Eun, he tried to keep contact by emailing her. It suprise him that she actually replied and as he slowly gets to know her better through their constant chats and emails, he finds himself falling more and more in love with the girl behind the screen. He is sure its for real this time, and not because of her beauty like he did years ago. Her thoughts on life, the way she thinks, every story that she tells him, it just makes him find her more interesting.

So he told himself that the next time he saw her, he will make sure she will belong to him. Jungkook did think about Y/N some times. He even told Jae Eun through his emails to ask Y/N to chat him up, he even emailed her once, but she never did respond. Jungkook grew angry at Y/N for disposing their friendship just like that and decide to just move on from her. If Y/N can easily forget about him, then he can definitely do the same to her.

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As expected of the Jang Empire, the homecoming party is luxurious. Live band, free flow of champagne, guest dressed in their perfect outfits. Jungkook even saw some other idols and celebrities at the party. Jungkook feels glad that he brought Taehyung and Jimin with him, or else he would have been akward standing alone surrounded by all these guests that he finds to be very intimidating. He akwardly stand around the party, trying to find the face that he had longed to see. Jimin and Taehyung are already off on the dancefloor, doing silly dances with some girl they just met. Jungkook just waved them off when the two boys asked him to joined them on the dancefloor, too nervous and eyes too busy searching for Jae Eun. He can feel girls are checking hin out, especially with his two handsome hyungs by his side, but no one else matter other than Jae Eun. Seven years he had stayed loyal to the same girl, and he can finally see her, smell her, touch her, tonight.

About 30 minutes into the party, Jungkook finally spotted Jae Eun walking down the main stairs into the party. She looks absolutely gorgeous in her red dress and perfect hair. Jungkook felt his breath has been taken away and a large smile crept up his face. A sense of pride start to consume him at the thought that the beautiful girl everyone is looking at belongs to him.

"Woah, who's that?" Jungkook look to his hyung who is staring at the same spot he was looking earlier. Irritation crept into him as he assumed they are talking about Jae Eun. His Jae Eun.

"God, look at her. I've never seen anyone looked so good in such a simple dress before," Taehyung still have his mouth opened. Simple dress?  Jae Eun's dress is anything but simple with its deep red hue, slits on both sides and covered almost entirely in Swavorski diamonds. Then who are they talking about? Jungkook whipped his head up to where his hyung is looking at and is greeted with the sight of a girl behind Jae Eun. The girl is wearing a plain nude knee length coloured dress with the lightest makeup and her long black hair is styled in a messy updo. His hyungs were right, she is gorgeous. The moment she smile to someone in the crowd, Jungkook's heart starts to race crazily and a sense of familiarity hit him. Its the same smile that used to give him butterflies when he was eight, when she shoved him her extra pair of Converse and telling him not to cry anymore. The same smile that he didnt realize he had miss before tonight.

"Y...Y/N?"