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smellyprincetm · 2 years

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i feel so embarassed about my body and my eating habits whenever im with my sister, cause we used to eat loads of stuff together and share the same size, but now we cant anymore simply cause i lost weight and avoid food at all cost

#i notice her trying to follow in my steps and it seriously makes me want to kill myself #she sneaks food cause she doesnt want me seeing her eat and it makes me feel so fucking horrible that ive done this to her #she tries to eat like me but then begs me to eat so she could too #she cant keep up with my diet and restriction #but she still tries to and its heartbreaking #she has struggled with it in the past so im afraid i triggered a relapse #but shes older than me so i always expected her to be smarter than me

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