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approachme4fun · 3 months

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MissBanshee__

Gaming & LoveLife

I have tried literally everything regarding MissBanshee__,and getting us back to where we were before the argument,but my desperate efforts (showing her that i really cant function or live without her),is being met by blocks,bans and ghosting across the board. I still technically consider me her boyfriend,and her my girlfriend. As we never truly broke up with eachother.

I did a dumb reversed psychology thing,where i needed reassurance that she still loved me,wich i probably shouldnt have done. I also got abit too upset over the fact that she yet again neglected me,when she in reality herself had promised that the entire weekend were supposed to be "our time only",as she streams in the week days.

But lately shes been jumping on invites or other friends streaming lobbies,despite her saying to me things like her internet was gone,or her migraine really bothered her. I always wait patiently on my girlfriend then,because i know up front what is going on.

But this past weekend,she claimed her internet went out and i waited and waited for her to say it had come back. When i got tired of waiting,me going through random streams randomly stumbled across her laughing and having a jolly good time,online in a tcm lobby with people she apparently had told on her Thursday stream that: "Starting tomorrow and throughout the weekend,ill be spending it with my mans."

Again,this is not me putting restraints on MissBanshee__ (her twitch account) or making rules for her,like Megyhs (now a unseparated friend of MissBanshee__ thanks to me introdcing them to eachother) accused me of,on a recent Minecraft stream. (Megyhs has now followed blindly in MissBanshee__`s footsteps,just blocking or banning me wherever i try to reach out to make things right.

I have 2 main things i have anazlysed up and down i was ready to apologize for,1 is already said reversed psychology where i unfollowed her twitch and questioned her in ways that might have confused her. Again,all i needed was to hear her say that she loved me and wanted to stay as a couple,because what hurts even more then a F YOU Approach to my face,is hearing "maybe we should just rather be friends". As i cant live without her love,if she only let me explain....

I came from a state of mind where i didnt really have a life,it was a dark place of miserable existence. She came into my life,first talked me into adding her on discord,wich i was hesitant to. And after that over the following weeks she won me completely over,knowing about my past relationships that left me hurt and packed with mistrust.

She promised me she would never ever block me out of her life,the only thing she said was "It has to be you breaking up with me". I guess she could have viewed the unfollowing and general reversed psychology as one,but i was never going to. And since i can no longer apologize to her,i apologize to the masses on twitter.

I wish i didnt come off soo angry at her either,but in reality all she would have done to prevent this,was to let me know up front that she was invited or wanted to play with people she plays with the week through

And recently had been living ingame with over a 2 piece attempted 48hour stream that went with a small internet outage break,lasted long over 60ish hours,and just days after that another 24 hour stream,where i never had any real quality time with her whatsoever,and it was driving me slowly insane over the past weeks,where also our weekends was ruined by something or someone.

I love her that freaking much,she gave me a life of hope wich i havent had in YEARS! I could have done anything for her,and i did. I can not go into full detail about what i did for her,but it required often that i neglected my own need of sleep to be present for her whenever she needed me.

She had me 24-7 and i never complained,because i loved being her best support she has ever had. And my heart still wants to,thats why its soo heartbreaking that she cold and evil just blocks and bans me everywhere,even when im begging her for 5 minutes of her time on discord,where i can make everything okay again.

I even paied her 1USD for each minute of those minutes on PayPal,and while i was being respectful she was heard saying on her stream: "Can i block people on PayPal?" (I have that recorded btw)

So once again she hurt my feelings,and i told her some harshfull stuff,while still begging her to talk with me,and i also questioned her intensions,since she keeps hurting me and confusing me,as this is not the MissBanshee__ i once fell for.

She gave me life promises i couldnt believe that she wanted to do for me,that actually had me tearing up of happiness. Based on living things that meant too much to me f ex.

Now,i havent slept properly in going on 4 days,i keep waking up panicking,looking at the screen,hoping for a sign of contact from my woman,my girlfriend....future wife. A flimmer has even been in the picture. I can not function or eat without her daily love and support,the way i thought she couldnt live without mine. I thought we had similar strong feelings for eachother,but i seem to be the desperate one when it comes to trying to get through arguments and continue like we used to.

Learning from our mistaces,growing stronger as a relationship and couple,but she got over me before the actual argument had even gotten cold. She already has new besties she barely knows compared to me,and has replaced me on her stream screen,wich she honestly never even had on there.

Makes me question her on several areas,and the fact that shes over the top happy go lucky on her streams. I have heard about putting on a brave face,i know that feeling all too well,but i would have heard on her that she was truly sad and hurt on the inside,if thats truly what she felt like. I know her too well.

Im not gonna paint myself a saint in this argument,i did 2 things i wish i could take back,have undone/unsaid. But also honestly,she didnt do it easy for me by keep on neglecting me,and letting me find out on my own,that she was "breaking her own weekend rule,with people she LIVES ingame with throughout the week days".

I never play with her during the week anymore (before the argument) Because i back off and let her do her thing,i dont want to interupt,our playstyles crash and what not. I dont feel like im worthy of playing with her on stream,and she seems to have way more fun being over the top aggressive and toxic ingame,with sweaty players.

Im soo fu**ing respectful normally and patient its crazy,all i want from her is to let me know up front,if she runs off hanging out with people,when she has promised me that its our quality time,with no other persons involved.

Every day that goes by,i think of her every minute,every second. I cant stop breaking into tears,my heart aches too much,just longing for her to once again embrace me,wanting me also for the future.

I cant simply live without her,i havent done anything in 4 days but to use my last bit of draining energy on getting my love back,only to get coldly stomped on. I havent used the best of words always,but im sure she doesnt either if she were in a desperate love aching situation,she uses more fowl language on her streams,then i used against her. I never judge her for it though,im just saying.

I dont have a life anymore,she was my last bit of hope and sparkling light in a dark tunnel. I love you until i die,MissBanshee__! (Or until my heart and soul doesnt have energy left to scream out for you to come back to me) Why did you become so cold and evil? We could have come out of this argument even stronger. We both are to blame heavily,its just not one side. Why did you stop fighting for me? :(((

Unless you magicly come back,Goodbye my love! :((( #Heartbroken

The characters we first met ingame as,Johnny and Julie. I dont even have fun playing this game anymore,without her :(( Plz come back to me!?!

PS: Came to my attention that one of her moderators that looked over my unban request,calls me a stalker. Uhm,im technically her boyfriend and i have genuine strong feelings for someone i have gotten to know well for months. BTW,interesting of a moderator to say,knowing that one of the ones she plays with again now reguarly,is the biggest threatening stalker,and hated tcm community member ever,that even the devs has banned once already. That doesnt make much sence to me. And i dont bother her,im begging my "girlfriend" to speak to me,wich would make me relax,maybe get some appetite back (im super dizzy most of the days,im just slowly fading away)

She keeps on hurting me,by not responding and just blocking and banning me all over the place. Im simply just a "boyfriend" that needs to sort out missunderstandings and the argument from my side,so she can feel better too.... Im shocked that im being looked at as a stalker. Would i call her that if i blocked her and she kept trying to get in contact with me? No,because my love for her would want to hear her out,and start over. So now im just gonna wildly assume that she has taken the toxic path? Super unaffected,with a fresh argument she deserved to be "yelled at" for just behind her,but wich i also need to take my guilty parts from.

Are we 12 or are we both adults,how about we solve things in a non immature way???? She has sounded way too unaffected on both her streams,for someone that loved me as much as she claimed she did, I just find it all super immatured,toxic cold and evil. I did 2 mistakes,but its nothing compared to how she mistreated me. If she cant take me letting her know,then she will never learn regarding relationships.

#MissBanshee__#Twitch #TCM #Texas Chainsaw Massacre The Game #We Met Ingame #True Love #Heartache #JohnnysPlaything #The Love Of My Life #I Never Meant To Hurt You #I Never Meant To Scare You

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gris-nv · 1 year

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Mental health breaks

I’ve always been very vocal about the importance of mental health, I mean I even studied psychology so I kind of gotta walk the talk, right?

Some months ago, I wasn’t in the best place mentally, I was burned out, it started with a short term assignment, I’ve been very vocal about how horrible it was too, I was alone in the middle of nowhere and my colleagues at work there weren’t the most helpful or welcoming people, also the person whose brilliant idea it was for me to go there in the first place left the company so I was even more alone, work wise, if that was even possible.

When I came back I thought everything would go back to normal, but as usual, the universe had a different character developmental plan. The other senior recruiter that was on my team left just as a huge project with more than 25 open positions came, so I was the only senior recruiter left already with 20 open positions to fill by myself, the project was important and it wasn’t an overnight thing, my boss and her boss knew it was coming and that we were short staffed, when I raised my hand to point that out they only said “help is on its way, we will have more hands, hold on”, time passed, the project started, now we needed a “senior” person, in this case me, because it was a corporate function and they already knew me, as the project started we had just 2 junior recruiters to help, however I had to train them too and help them with some positions, which ok fine, I like to train junior folks, but not when I already have now 45 open positions to fill, a useless boss and on top of that train the junior staff, teach them and answer the thousand questions they have each day, plus the meetings, plus “now you have to come to the office to do the work you can perfectly do remotely since is already remote.

Understandably it was a lot, I was already burned out and overwhelmed, so I told my boss I needed some time off, a week to be specific and in her eternal generosity, and yes it is sarcasm, she gave me 3 more days. When i went back to work it was the same plus some colleagues didn’t really took care of my open positions so I had a couple of very angry managers. I knew something else was off too, now if you or someone you know is in a place where you start to think something’s wrong with you because you don’t fit, it might actually be the environment, an environment that’s really not welcoming for neurodivergence and or introversion, mix it with burn out and you have a severe imbalance for your mental health.

Some time passed and I began to feel even more burned out, I had a talk with my idiotic boss, now I know I shouldn’t call her idiotic but truth is I’m still mad haha, but I promise is justified, we are people working with people and correct me if I’m wrong but if an employee tells you that they’re burned out, they cant handle the anxiety and feel overwhelmed in general, the minimum thing a decent person would do is trying to find a way to give support, maximum if you’re the freaking manager, that’s kind of your job, to manage, not gaslighting the employee telling them that you were super generous in not just giving them a week off but added 3 more days, or telling them that they’re using the burn out and neurodivergence and anxiety as an excuse and they are playing the victim, I should have quit right there and then and told her how ableist, idiotic and in general bad person and shitty excuse of a leader she is, but I stayed for one more month, for my team, for them to speed up, ask all the questions they had, and give them my blessing lol.

In the end I decided to leave and take some months for my mental health, recovering from burn out takes weeks, sometimes even months depending on the severity of the case, that’s scientifically proven. I had time to be with my family, my cats, just relax in general, and I know that I was or I am in a privileged position, being able to take some months off work and finding a better place to work, and not settling for the first thing.

And I do recommend it folks, if you can of course, if its possible for you to take a break when you’re burnet out, do it, it helps you put things in perspective, it helps you to not settle for the first shitty job that comes your way, it helps to focus on whats really important, it helps to understand that work is just something we do, not who we are or at least it shouldn’t be. What’s really important is family, true friends and health because without all of those things we have nothing.

Anyway folks, mental health is health and we should always pay attention to it.

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dnbup · 2 years

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G'day may i ask a scenario where shenhe, jean and barbara with a gn s/o who is blind after an accident

yes! i can absolutely do this for you:) we need to give barbara some more love!

Them with a reader whos blind after an accident

//sfw (fluff, very very slight angst & crack)

Warnings: none

Send me requests! <- Heres what I write!

SHENHE

Shenhe knew what a blind person was but she didn't know very much about the needs of one.

Whenever you two got together she would read extensively about visually impaired people, and how to help them in their daily lives.

At the start of your relarionship she would go over the top and be overly persistent about assisting you, but she quickly realized that you are just as capable of functioning as any other person, just with the added bonus of being unable to see.

Does things for you like, getting you a book and reading to you, pouring you a glass of water. Hell, you even ask her to carry you, but only because you like being held by her >:)

She is 100% protective of you. She tries to take you out with her as much as possible but if you don't wanna go she won't force you.

She drops everything she is doing to cater to your needs.

If you're stressed or remembering what happened on the day of the incident then she'll take you somewhere private and let you cry into her shoulder while holding you close. Listens to each and every single one of your vents and never judges you, ever.

Going on walks with Shenhe is truly a delight, due to being born with sight you can still barely remember the scenery of Liyue, the sparkling of the water and the happy smiles on the childrens face.

But while you were busy thinking about all that, you had accidentally bumped into someone

"Oh, I'm so sorry it was accide-"

And then all of the sudden you didn't feel their presence anymore, but you did feel your girlfriend dragging you away from the scene with screams erupting behind you.

Turns out Shenhe "dealt" with the guy for you because he looked like he was about to throw some hands at you.

BARBARA

Before the accident causing you to go blind, you had seen Barbara almost everyday because you attended church services.

But when you were rushed to her for emergency care, she took great care of you. Naturally, you both hit it off great.

She keeps you close while you both do church services, not ever letting you out of her sight when you guys aren't home together.

Barbara isn't very confrontational at all, if someone is insulting you or being a dunce she'll get Rosaria on it in the blink of an eye.

All of the church workers love you, and if you need help with something they will never refuse.

Shes very very worrysome, she just cant stop worrying about your wellbeing, but she still gives you space if you really need it.

If you're feeling stressed then she'll hold you close to her and sing soft tunes while she plays with your hair. Her clothes are suprisingly soft, when you burrow your head into her chest its like a little pillow for you.

Being at the beach with Barbara, she'd undeniably run off to collect seashells while you layed on a soft towel basking in the sun.

With Barbara only being about 11 feet away from where you were, she could still keep an eye on you.

But when some random person came over to you and started lecturing you about being in the way, their little rant was quickly cut off by a scream and then water splashing.

"Barbara!! Did you drown another person with your vision?"

"Um, noo..."

JEAN

Always has you around in her office while she works, but if shes too busy to have you in there she has Lisa give you company.

Lisa reads you books and brings you hot coffee, while at the same time being a guard dog, if you run off without her knowing, be prepared to get lectured by Jean and get a little shock from Lisa.

Jean 100% babys you, she doesn't mean to, shes just worried you'll get introuble or get in a situation that she can't get you out of.

Brings you anything that you ask for, shes like your seeing-eye dog, she holds your hand in public, tell her where you wanna go and she'll lead you there, hand-in-hand

When you're stressed she takes a day off to be home with you, she will always have her arms protectively wrapped around you, why need a blanket when you have Jean?

You and Klee sneak off together to go fishblasting, but shes very gentle and cautious with you around.

The woods around Mondstadt errupted with giggles while you and Klee messed with the fish, she threw a bomb that was a little too big and water went splashing everywhere, soaking you and Klee.

You both started laughing even louder before you heard Jeans voice.

"Y/N."

You and Klee both froze and daring to move a muscle.

"Lisa told me she saw you and Klee run off together."

Klee began apologizing, you could imagine the child getting on her knees and begging

"Klee. you know the consequenses, Y/N see me in my office."

#genshin impact x reader #genshin impact #genshin imagines #jean gunhildr x reader #jean x reader #barbara x reader #shenhe x reader #shenhe #jean gunnhildr #jean #genshin x you #genshin girls #genshin women

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kaz11283 · 3 years

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The Shape of You

Summary: While at one of Tonys top end parties the god of mischief asks you to dance to your suprise. You didn't think he was the type to dance muchless to the song that he decided to ask you to dsnce to.

Characters: Loki, Thor, Tony, Natalie, Wanda, Clint, Steve

Pairings: you x Loki, you x Thor (platonic), you x Tony (Brother, sister)

ANNOUNCMENTS: I got this idea while listening to "Shape of You", then I really started getting into the story everytime that I listened to it (which was a lot). Ive had this on my head for a while now but i had to finish up I think I'm in love and part 2. I also got 200 followers today, next is 300, lets get this! BTW I know that this is a GIF from High Rise but it gives you a PRETTY good iead whats going on. 💚💚💚

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"Why do you insist on bringing me to the boring ass parties Nat?" You asked trying to pull the hem of the dress down that she had picked oit for you. It wad a dark blue thigh length dress with a very low v neck, the shoes where a high heel ankle strap black shoe with small bows on the side the same color as the dress.

"Stop. Stop pulling, your not gonna make it any longer by doing that." She said swatting your hands away. "I bring you to these 'boring ass parties' because you spend to much time in the library doimg research, in your room working, or sitting in the lab trying to make something better. Point is, you are always working."

"I dont hear you complaining when something of yours gets improved, or an upgrade. Nat I love you but I am a weponds expert. I work better in the quite, thats my zone. Not here."

"Is that why you enjoy spending time with Loki? Because I have to tell you y/n hes not really the quite type." She rasied an eyebrow to look st you.

"Hes not the quite type around all of you because you all make snide remarks. Hes usually quite around me because I dont pick on him or call him names." You turned and looked straight at her.

"All of the other reindeer, use to laugh and call him names." Tony sang walking up to the two of you with a drink. "Couldnt be talking about reindeer game could you?"

"Thank you Tony, and we were just finishing talking and Loki." You answered walking off to sit at the bar where Steve and Thor was sitting.

"Your brother throws one heck of a party." Steve saod tilting his beer to his mouth. "Defiantly better than some of the parties I've been to."

"It is a good party but nothing like the ones on Asguard." Thor boomed with laughter. "You must come some time, we would have a grand celebration in your honor."

"Hes always been a little over the top, if you cant tell. Always had an eye for big, expensive things. Flamboyant parties, playboy style women, expensive cars. Whatever he wants he gets, now dont get me wrong he does work his ass off, but sometimes it would be nice to just have a weekend were the walls didnt shake while I am trying to work on something."

"Ah but little sister, all work and no play makes y/n a dull boy." Tony answered lightly slapping your back.

"Jesus Christ Tone, stop quoting movies, it gets rather annoying."

"Another round, bartender, for little sister." Tony said ruffling your hair.

"You realize I cant stand you right?" You shot him a sideways look.

"Thats why I dont let you work on my toys." He answered giving you a kiss on the top of the head before walking off.

"Thor?" You turned to the god of thunder.

"Yes Lady y/n?" He turned to were he was facing you, his legs on either side of your thighs.

"Do you know of your brother is going to show up?" He laughed turning back to the bar. "Dont get me wrong I absolutly love your company but...."

"You would rather have the company of a more slender, raven haired man tonight." He raised a brow while taking a drink of his beer.

"Well, yes. He is quite interesting to say the least." You laugh.

"Well lady y/n, he said he would be down shortly. He did say he was going to make an apperance though."

"Thank you." You stood, leaning down to kiss his cheek before walking off to find someone else interesting to talk to.

"Hey y/n! Over here!" Clint shouted waving you over to were he, Nat, and Wanda were sitting.

You sat talking to them for a little bit about what new stuff you had added to their weapons and gear, Clint was excited about trying out some of the new arrows that you had developed. You kept gnacing around the room hoping to catch a glips of Loki when he decided to come down.

While you and Wanda was in the middle of a conversation you felt a tap on your shoulder. Turning slightly you seen Loki stamding there was a know it all smirk on his face, he was wearing a completly black suit with his hair slicked back, you coud have swore that your heart stopped.

"Hello Darling, I heard you had been asking about me?" He offered you his hand to help you stand.

You laughed tucking your chin down slightly, you could feel your cheeks heat up. "I am going to kill your brother." He lead you back to the bar and getting you a drink handing it to you.

"You look quite ravishing tonight." He leaned in whispering in your ear. "Dont start being bashful tonight, after what happened last night." He had caught you off guard causing you to spit your drink back in your glass.

"Loki," you hissed smacking him on his shoulder. "We dont need Tony going all Iron Man on you tonight."

"Dance with me." He took your glass sitting it back on the bar and grabbed your hand.

"Oh no no no no. I dont dance." You tried stopping but he pulled you to the edge of the damce floor.

"Then dont dance, let the music guide you, or just follow my lead." He grabbed your waist pulling you closer to him, the song was an up beat song and he started moving. "Midguardian dances are so simple, it would be a type of tango I am assuming." He took you hand and wrapped it around the back of his head before placing his hand on your lower back pulling you even closer.

"This is crazy." You laughed after a few practice steps. It was simple yet intimate at the same time, you had a feeling you knew where this was heading.

"But simple, you are better than what you give your self credit for." He spund you around a few times as the tempo changed, when he spun you back to him his chest ws aginst your back as his hamd splayed across your abdomen.

He traced his nose up the side of your neck as you both moved causing you to give a small moan. "My bed sheets still smell like you." He whispered.

"Loki, can I let you in on a secret." You turned back in his arms to face him.

"Of course my dear." His fingers stroked your back.

"I think I'm in love with you." You wrapped your hand around his head so that you could pull his ear down to your level. You heard him take a breath and the dancing faltered slightly but he kept moving.

"It feels as though I might be returning those feelings y/n." You smiled up at him he turned you in a few more circles causing you to be facing away from him again. His hips following yours in a delicious manner causing your thoughts to go back to the night before. His trailing kisses down your neck to your collar bones, fingers caressing up your sides pulling your shirt over your head. You returning the favor and being speechless at finally seeing him with out his shirt on. He had a more slender figure but his muscles were still there. Remembering the feeling of his chest clenching as you ran your fingers up and around his neck to pull him closer for the earth shattering kiss that had lead to so much more.

"You reliving some of last nights activities, y/n?" He asked quietly.

"Yes but sadly I am having trouble remembering some parts. You might have to remind me." The song ended as you pulled him off the dance floor and through the doors leading to the hallway.

~~~~~

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ANNOUNCEMENT 2: Wow wow wow, ok so some slightly adult situations but oh dear lord, my face is a little red just from writting that. I've read worst but never wrote. What I would give to be twirled around the dance floor like that by him. Thank you guys for reading! I really hope you enjoy this one. Like I saod I have been thinking about this for about a week now and here it is. I habe to say this is like top 3 of my faves (my first was and still is my fave "Bath Time For a Prince") Thank you again for all the love and the support!!!!

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mp100fanworkstranslation · 3 years

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Reigen gets a Smart Phone

Reigen thinks: When did they all switch to smart phones?

So does that mean I’m the only one still using a flip phone?

No... No that cant be, the main purpose of a cell phone is to communicate. In that respect, it does great. More functions are not necessarily useful. Most of it is just entertainment and pointless frills.

The battery drains faster, the screen is a lot easier to break and they’re more expensive.

Haaaaa!! Check it out Losers! Six super rares! Told you I’d get ‘em!

Serizawa: WHOAA!! Ekubo Senpai, you’re amazing! That’s so much grinding, I’m not even close.....

Mob: My mom won’t let me to play on the phone at night, so I never get the chance to grind.

Ekubo: HAHAHAHA That kind of skill is difference between you ordinary people and gods like me! um... not including shigeo’s ???% form that is....

Reigen: Um.... Guys?

Reigen: Aren’t you guys spending too much time playing phone games at work?

Serizawa: Ah! I... I’m sorry.

Mob: But isn’t this our lunch break?

Ekubo: HAHAHAHAHA What, you guys can’t tell? Reigen’s just jealous cuz he doesn't have a smart phone.

Reigen backpedaling: I’m just curious is all. Why did you guys all decide to switch to smart phones all of a sudden?

Serizawa: The GPS app is really helpful, now that I’m no longer at home all the time. The other apps are really useful for work and school.

Mob: My mom got it for me after I did well on midterms.

Ekubo: How should I know. It came with the body.

Some time later, Reigen is outside the phone store looking at the ads.

The phones are free. The plans range from 90 to 100 dollars monthly.

Reigen: It’s almost a hundred dollars a month! Several times more expensive than my flip phone.

This is a money sink that’s not going to contribute meaningfully to my life.

Ugh.. when I really think about it, I don’t need a phone with so many functions. The phone I’ve got now is by no means old, and I’m pretty used to it.

Reigen: I can’t get carried away by vanity. I don’t blindly mirror the choices of others, that’s not who I am and how I want to live.

Little girl: Mom, that basic guy has one of those basic phones.

Mom: Shh! Not out loud! ------

Cashier: Thank you for the purchase!

-Later at Reigen’s apartment-

So this is the cutting edge of communications technology... It feels like opening a treasure chest. - as he opens the box -

WOOOOOW!!

Ah! so this is the user manual. I see... I see. What was the game they were playing?

Found it! Ooooooo! My avatar looks so cool.

Hahaha found Ekubo! What a fitting avatar for an evil spirit!

Ah! Mob’s avatar is adorable. Aww he’s going to sleep now.

-The next morning-

Ugghghhhh can’t keep grinding....

You can’t get past any of the bosses without seriously strong upgrades.

-Gets up stiffly-

Okay time to spin for the powerup bonus.

-He taps to draw a new powerup.-

.....................

NO RARES, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!

-throws phone- -nervously catches it again-

No gems left, no gold left.... is making an in game purchase the only way to get more draws?

No wait Arataka, it’s just an app game... be reasonable!

Calm down... think about this...

-LIMITED TIME ONLY! 100% CHANCE OF RARE ITEM-

Reigen taps “buy” and there is a cash register sound effect.

As the scene zooms out, the sound effect rings several more times. (ie, he makes a bunch more in-app purchases)

Mob: Master’s been working really hard recently. He didn’t even take a lunch break today.

Serizawa: Did something happen?

GODDAMMMMIT I maxed out my funds on in-app purchases. Have to take on more jobs to make up for it.

--For the first time in his life, Reigen Arataka realized the terrifying allure of escapism.--

I’m switching back to my flip phone.

By Tamadango

This is one of my absolute favorite comics. It’s got everything I love about ALL of the characters.

- The spirits and such team just hanging out around the office, not doing any work, just casually sharing something they all enjoy.

- Ekubo having to be THE BEST... Canonically he refers to himself as Ore-sama or “本大人” which is more accurately translated as “Your Majesty, I....” He is clearly better than everyone else and he needs to show it at even trivial things like a phone game.

-Ekubo possessing his host to play for hours and hours just so he can one up his FRIENDS (two of the most powerful psychics in the world)...and justify them as “followers” with “much to learn”.

- Mob is the most powerful esper in the world and can flatten cities effortlessly, The three adults treat him as an equal, and Serizawa even treats him as a superior. Yet he’s still a kid that needs boundaries. His MOM bought him the phone as a reward for good grades and takes it away at night.

- Serizawa stopped being a shut in and his GPS app is allowing him the independence to be out and about for the first time in his life. His smartphone gives him the agency to start living on his own terms, just as Reigen’s flip phone allows him to stay focused on what’s important to him.

- Reigen for all his sweaty conman disasterness is a dilligent, organized, autodidact, that started his own successful business at 25. He doesn’t play games, he’s constantly working on his business, and he understands and is proud of how offbeat and uncommon that is....but he’s not beyond moments of insecurity driven impulsiveness. It’s incredibly consistantly depicted, him being a spoilsport about the game, buying the phone, but also throwing it when he doesn’t get the in game item he wants.

- Reigen isn’t someone that does a half assed job. He gives 110% even on jobs he’s not being paid....so it makes perfect sense that he can’t seem to stop himself from becoming overly dedicated to a phone game.

-But lastly, some culture/language meta. The characters and series is japanese, the artist that drew this comic is chinese, and it’s being translated into english by an american. The little girl at the phone store says “Mom, that basic guy has one of those basic phones.” what she really says, is “Mom look that guy has a flip phone, it’s so provincial/rural.”

China has this interesting divide between the urban and rural population. Where people living in cities view people out in the countryside as dumb rednecks that are decades behind in education, technology, social norms...etc. This is not true, but saying that someone is from the countryside is a massive insult. No one wants to be seen that way.

English lacks this divide between urban vs rural, and the only word that fits even a little is “basic.”

So even if this is a fanart for a japanese series, the context of that line can really only be understood in chinese, and there’s no word that really comes close to that idea in english. From a translation standpoint I find that really interesting, when media hops countries it loses, but also gains things.

God I love this comic so much

#ekubo #serizawa katsuya #shigeo kageyama #reigen arataka #mob psycho 100 #mp100

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helloo! can i request the brother with a virgin mc who’s really nervous when they get intimate because she’s scared she cant pleasure them? you can make it nsfw if you want. btw i really like your writing! i hope you have a good day 😊

Hello anon! Thanks for asking, I’ll be making this one nsfw! It’s pretty long since I included smut scenarios at the bottom of each, and as an opening to each hc! Just skip the italics if you don’t like nsfw or feel free to skip this whole thing if it’s not your style, random tumblr user ✨ And thank you I hope you have a good day too anon 🥺🥺

I’m such a kinky person who had to include tail fucking by levi even if no one agrees that is his kink and no one can tell me otherwise.

Brothers react to a f!virgin!MC (NSFW)

Lucifer

Quiet moans filled the air as Lucifer began undressing you. Taking off your blouse, he cupped your left breast through the cloth of your bra, eliciting a yelp from your slightly swollen lips. Slowly, he etched his hand down to your core, rubbing it.

Before he could continue, however, you let out little sobs. You thought you were ready for this, but could you really do it? You were a virgin and judging from his height he’s probably as giant down there as his ego is.

Would you even be enough for him? There’s no way, right? What if he wants you to do something? Are you just going to ruin the mood?

Confused, Lucifer immediately stops his actions and tries to console you. Did he do something wrong? Was he pressuring you into this? Did you not actually want him?

Covering your face with your hands, you tell him that you’re actually a virgin, and don’t know what you should be doing. Would he even be satisfied with you?”

“MC, darling, show me your face.” This was not a command, it was a request. He wanted you to look him in the eyes when he talks to you.

Bringing your arms down, you look up at him and start to cry a bit more. Was he going to berate you?

“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, okay? I assure you, I want to do this with you, you are more than enough to satisfy me. And all you need to do is let me hear that beautiful voice of yours.”

Now a crying and blushing mess, you bring your head up to give him a quick peck on the lips, a sign telling him you want to continue.

Deepening the kiss, Lucifer easily starts the mood back up again. Kissing, biting, and sucking all over your neck down between your breasts. Dark purple hickies covered your body by the time he was finished. Somewhere along the lines of him biting and sucking, he had managed to discard your undergarments.

His finger slowly entered you as you stifle in a moan. As he fingered you, he gradually let you get used to it before adding a second, then third, and even a fourth. The sensation was so foreign to you, but oh so very welcomed. Clenching around his fingers, you let out a small cry that it feels weird, as your sticky fluids coat his fingers and trickle down your thighs.

Smiling down at you, he removes his fingers and licks them clean before kissing you and letting you taste a bit of yourself. “You’re doing perfect, what was there ever to worry about, love?”

Mammon

“Of course the human wants to do it with me, who wouldn’t?” Mammon semi-yelled in an attempt to cover his embarrassment. Taking both your hands in one of his, he slowly lowered you down on his bed as he gave you a kiss.

Before he could do anymore, you brought your knees up and told him to wait. He was sort of offended and embarrassed, but decided to listen to what you had to say.

“Im-a-virgin-please-be-gentle-with-me-and-don’t-make-fun-of-me-I-don’t-know-what-to-do-or-how-to-pleasure-you.” you very quickly said before burying your face inside of his pillows beside you.

“What was that MC? You gotta say it slower! Slower! Ya know?” Mammon responded. Truthfully, he heard you clearly the first time, but he just wanted to hear you say it again, but slower, and let him soak in the glory of this.

Taking your face out of the pillow, you looked up at Mammon and repeated yourself. “I’m a virgin, Mammon. I don’t know how this works or how to pleasure you, but please, be gentle with me.”

Seeing his sly smile, you wanted to die. He did it on purpose, didn’t he? Before you could hide yourself from reality again, he pulls you into a deep kiss. “I’m gonna tell everyone the Great Mammon was your first in everything!”

“Ma- mpf!” You were cut off by another kiss. Turning you around, Mammon propped your ass into the air and gave it a small spank making you squeal. Today, he’ll let his little human be, and work hard for them.

Ripping off your pants and underwear, he pushed his fingers into your ass and began to slowly push in and out. His other hand worked at stroking himself, telling you to watch so you know how to do it next time, because you will be giving him a blowjob eventually.

Climaxing on his fingers, he pushed them into your mouth and told you to suck. You ate every last bit of it as if it were the tastiest substance. Pulling his fingers in your ass out, and pushed his length in, causing you to cry from the size. “You were that hungry for my cum MC~? Get ready.” That cocky son of a bitch.

Leviathan

Loud moans from the both of you echoed throughout the room. Levi’s hands were roaming your upper half while his tailed worked on getting rid of your lower half’s clothing. But just as he got to taking off your underwear.

You didn’t mean to, but you started to cry. You were shaking. You just couldn’t control it anymore, out of everyone, you figure Levi would be a virgin and not know what to do like you. But you underestimated how many eroge games he plays.

Startled, Levi was trying his best to function. Why were you crying?? Did you not want a yucky otaku like human? Did you not like him? Did you agree to date him for a few months out of pure pity and suddenly want to get rid of him?

Trying your best to calm yourself, for both your’s and Levi’s sakes, you let out a shaky breath and explain to him what you’re feeling. The gears in his head are finally shifting.

“You mean a beautiful and amazing person like you is a v-virgin?” Levi asks, unsure if he’s hearing it right or if you’re making an excuse.

Repeating yourself, this boy was ecstatic. It was the complete opposite of what you thought was going to happen. You mean he gets to be your first?? And otaku that likes to watch idols and plays video games 17 hours a day actually gets to be YOUR first time?

Levi was amazingly happy and even expressed that very loudly. His little tail was wagging. You couldn’t help but laugh at his reaction, soon enough forgetting your own worries.

Levi told you not to worry. Although he’s also a virgin, he’s played plenty of eroge games and seen enough hentai to know what to do!!

Spreading your thighs, Levi inches closer until you could feel his hot breath hovering over your clit. Using his tail, he pushed it into your mouth, causing you to moan in shock. As his tail began fucking your mouth, he began working on eating you out.

With one of his fingers, he reached up and began to pinch one of you buds while keeping up the pace. All of this was extremely stimulating for you, a virgin. Two of your holes were being filled and your breasts were also getting attention. Pressing your thighs against his face, you began to smush him as you got closer to your edge, which only excited him even further.

As he pulled out of your mouth, you climaxed and dug your hands into his back, leaving scratch marks. However, the night was still young and just one climax wasn’t enough. There’s a reason he was fucking your mouth, as he shoved his tail into your ass and pushed his length into you.

Satan

Swallowing, you look up at Satan to try and gauge what on earth you should do. Taking his length into your hands, you slowly began to rub and stroke, as best you knew how.

At that point, it was obvious. You couldn’t fake it. You were shaking, you looked confused, and you clearly did not know how to give a blowjob.

Satan was first to speak up between the awkward silence you two shared. Your boyfriend wasn’t going to judge you, but he wasn’t going to get off this way either.

“Do you, perhaps not you know, know how?” It was definitely awkward. The two of you were inwardly cringing. Sex wasn’t something you two often talked about, or well, ever talked about. You never thought about having sex with anyone in general.

Quickly, you responded with a little “no”.

He isn’t judgemental, he could predict it from the fact you would close your eyes if two people held hands in a movie calling it “lewd” and unforgivable. He thought it was a human joke at first, with Solomon saying that too, but the blush on your face was way too strong for it to be a dedicated joke.

Satan takes liberty to guiding your hands over the sensitive parts, and the general parts, telling you how and where to touch and suck.

While he’s explaining, he’s also boasting his knowledge of dick anatomy.

Placing your hands on his hips, you began to lick the tip of his dick before moving to the underside, making sure to give it all the attention it deserved. You soon took a third of him in, your limit, and used your hands to stroke the remaining parts.

Groaning, he entangled his fingers into your hair and began to accidentally choke you against him. Little tears were forming in your eyes, but if felt damn good to have his thick member filling you up, as you listen to hear his groans that you made.

Climaxing without warning, his hot bitter seed filled your mouth. You nearly gagged it out, but swallowed it whole in order to try your best to pleasure him. Patting your head, Satan tells you that you were amazing, and a very quick learner.

Asmodeous

“How about we have some fun, darling?” Asmodeous whispered into your ear before biting it as he wrapped his around you from behind. His hands began to slowly fondle your breasts, but before he could any further.

You knew this day was coming. Asmodeous was the demon of lust, and he was your boyfriend. A very amazing boyfriend who held back on his lust and stayed loyal to you meaning he’s been sex deprived for months. It was finally time, or you might accidentally kill him.

You were more than willing to help your boyfriend, you really were, but you were also scared. He’s been with probably thousands of people by now- he’s probably a thousand and slept with a hundred thousand! How could you, a virgin, satisfy the master of fucking?

But only because he is the master of fucking, he could tell you were uneasy. He tried to avoid making too many moves on you, other than flirting, because he would just know you were feeling nervous, but he couldn’t understand why. He knows he’s beautiful but you don’t have to be so worried to see him nude?

Asmo began to stroke your back and slowly backed down, he could wait until you were ready. But you however, had made up your mind. You were terrified, you knew you wouldn’t be as good as him or the other succubusses who were literally born to fuck, but you wouldn’t want him to be horny and be unable to do anything about it because he loves you.

Grabbing his hand, you turned around and looked up into his eyes, and swallowed putting on a brave face. “Asmo... I’m a virgin, and I’m not sure if I could pleasure you, but if you would, please take care of me.” You started off strong but slowly began to mutter, blushing wildly.

Asmo was incredibly happy. You mean his darling MC is a virgin;; like his girlfriend was worried about pleasuring him and wants to be fucked by him?? And only him?? Ever?

He literally forgets he was trying to get the sick and begins to squeal. He’s holding your hands and telling you words of encouragement and that you’re the only one for him, and that he will teach you exactly what to do.

Groping your ass, he gave it a rough squeeze as you yelped. Taking advantage of the situation he shoved his tongue into your mouth and easily claimed dominance. Swirling his tongue around, he made sure to taste all of your mouth. You’re his.

“That’s just the basics on how to get a quick kiss~” he teased as he started to nibble on your neck. His left hand was already under your panty, fingering you, while his right was massaging your breast. Your small whimpers and mewls only encouraged him to continue and do more.

He knows he should only do so much while you’re a virgin and probably don’t have a high enough stamina yet, but damn were you sexy as fuck. You on the other hand, were drowning in pleasure as he sucked and bit your buds and was pushing even more fingers deeper inside you, hitting your g-spot.

Beelzebub

Beel’s big figure dominated you as he pinned you down underneath him on his bed. You had always know he was tall and well sculpted, but being this close and intimate with him, you were having second thoughts.

“You’re so pretty, MC.” Beel whispered as he gently kissed you on the lips, as if going any harder would cause you some kind of harm.

Ah, of course he was gentle. He always was. It sort of made you feel bad, and even conflicted for having thoughts of being scared. But hearing him unzip his pants, and looking at his dick brought you back into reality.

There’s was no way it was going to fit. Your two hands could not wrap around that. Your mouth could not fit more than a third of that, even on a good day. How are you going to pleasure him or have sex if you can’t even fit him?

Beel was always watching you, so he could immediately tell you’re uneasy. And he immediately began to tell you not to worry, and it’s okay. And that he will stop and go get snacks for you if you want to stop right now.

It caused you to cry. He’s just so sweet, how did you land the greatest and softest boyfriend in the history of the world?

He wasn’t sure what to do so he went to his dresser and pulled out a bag of chips and offered it to you. Seeing Beel so worried and concerned made you feel a lot better.

“I’m fine, Beel. I just really love you, but I’m a virgin. I’m not sure if I could fit you, or well.. pleasure you. I’m sorry, it’s stupid.” You ended up telling him.

Did you think he was just going to go put it in without prep work?? Of course not! You silly goose, he was going to prep the life out of you. And him. Don’t worry. You probably won’t even be able to go all the way today.

“Oh.” Well now you learned about what prepping was. And you thanked whoever came up with that idea.

Bringing your thighs into his shoulders, he pulled your panties down and pushed his tongue into you, and started to swirl. One of his hands was covered in lube, working on himself, while the other was working on your ass.

Going deeper and deeper, you let out small whimpers that gradually grew into loud moans. Your body was no longer in your control, and the only thing in your mind was now your desires.

Climaxing for the first time, Beel didn’t even bother to stop. He ate you up like his favorite meal and continued to work on you, pulling his fingers out of your ass to give it a light smack before continuing his work. “One day, we’ll get to the full course, but let’s enjoy this first.”

Belphegor

“You’re such a good girl.” He whispered pulling you closer towards him. As he took off your shirt and bra, he gave your nipple a quick pinch before starting, causing you to yelp in surprise.

You honestly had no clue what you were doing. You knew you were being intimate with Belphie, but how did you get to this point? One second you two were cuddling, and the next he asks you to help with his hard on.

You didn’t realize there was so much to the bedroom world. There were different positions? Styles? Ways of pleasuring people? What on earth is a breastjob? Is that like plastic surgery?

Before you could say anything, Belphie could already see you shaking. Hell, you were shaking more than the time he kind of killed you.

He already had his suspicions that you had no idea how this worked, but is that really something to be scared about? He didn’t get it.

Sighing, he tried his best to tell you how it works. He didn’t want to embarrass you by making you say that you’re a virgin allowed, so in a way, he was being nice.

“Put your hands on my dick and suck. Afterwards pull out and put your breasts against it. It would kill you if we did it raw.”

Blushing, you stared at him with wide eyes. So he could already tell you’re a virgin, huh? Was it really that obvious? But before you had time to express your inexperience, and how it was obvious, Belphie unbuckled his pants and removed his boxers. He just wanted his hard on gone, not a therapy session.

Thanks, Belphie. You tried to be nice in your own way.

Letting saliva form in your mouth for a bit, you bring your face closer to his length as you open and start to suck. Belphie’s hands entangled themselves in your locks, guiding you on how to slowly bob, and when to stop.

As you removed yourself from him, he gripped you by the hips and pushed you forward, your breasts against his lower half. Parting your breasts, you push him all the way inbetween, before slowing starting to move up and down.

With the help of Belphie, you gained a steady pace and gradually began bounding on your own. His low groans encouraged you and you went as best you could. With him no longer needing to guide you, he began to squeeze and roll your nipples between his fingers, causing you to cry out in ecstasy as well.

#obey me #obey me hc #obey me swd #obey me headcanons #this is a long one so it took awhile sorry for posting it late #request

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mingot-studios · 3 years

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Things currently polluting my mind (will be added to as i think of things)

How bad the Star vs. Finale was, and weather i should even bother trying to watch the show again at this point

The fact that the next JoJolion chapter is coming out soon and I STILL haven’t read 107 with my mom even though I’ve already read it

Not being caught up on One Piece and having 0 IDEA of whats happening at this poin as well starting to flaws with the series (racism, transphobia, and homophobia) that i knew was there but chose to ignore and weather it should hinder my relationship with the series. Also wanting to murder Oda for demoting Franky to ‘Pervy Grandma’ (srsly wtf oda)

Upset Infinity Train was cancelled even though i never watched it, and wonder why the fans cry for it to come is suddenly not happening?

The fact i’m going to be returning to in person schooling which is my personal HELL

my brother leaving for college upstate (Me and my brother have never really been that close, we fight alot but I cant imagine life without him)

The fact that my procrastination has gotten so bad that I nearly had to retake PE, World History, and English

The Owl House coming back on the 12th but i had downloaded the first 2 episodes but haven’t watched them and debating if i should, also having a meltdown over Disney screwing the show over and having its third be 3 or 4 (i cant remember) 44-minute specials

The fact that me and brother STILL haven’t finished our Yume 2kki Let’s Play

I haven’t been watching anime regularly with my mom

I haven’t posted anything to my DeviantArt or YouTube in months

I have so much energy right now but no outlets

I still haven’t tried out my drawing pad i got for my birthday last year

I have so many drawing ideas but my spiral sketchpad is filled up and I have yet to get a new one

Ive many intricit and detailed story ideas that i know im gonna forget if i dont write them down bu due my procrastination i haven’t done so im prolly gonna lose everything

The fact Thurston Waffles hasn’t posted anything since late April as well as the fact that he’s got Kidney problems

So many ideas for videos but I only have WindowsMovieMaker and the HumbleBundle my mom got me idk YEARS ago won’t install

I’m gonna be 17 at the end of September, which i only have until next June before I graduate High school, have to give up my Chromebook, start thinking about college and getting a job, possibly moving out and living on my own, the knowledge that my parents are in their late 50′s and early 60′s so hey might be gone sooner than most parents and I dont know how to function without my parents doing everything for me

These weird tingles ive been getting in my body for he pas couple days

The fact that im not gonna a kid soon and im gonna have to grow and stop doing whatever i want whenever i want and i’m gonna never accomplish my dream of creating a successful cartoon and will probably end up at a dead end job I HATE just to make ends meet and eventually dying alone because I dont wanna be in a relationship or have kids

Everything is too overwhelming. The light, the sound, my thoughts, its all too much. I wanna curl up into a tiny ball and disappear from this awful experience called life

Capitalism

i hate being so passionately when i’m upset, everyone else is calm but i have meltdowns and freaks outs over things i shouldn’t even care about or are miniscule (Comes with being autistic i guess)

I have 0 patience and i hate it

I’m starting to regress back to being a childish brat after all the progress i’ve made

i’m constantly surrounded by either criticism or praise that contradict each other so i dont know what to believe about myself

the fact that i have so many great story ideas but i cant write a cohernt thought with proper grammer or sytax or spelling o save my life, nor the art skill or the patience or the tech to draw comics

i haven seen my therapist in days and i need help but i know im not actually gonna change

having gender panic

I have no in person friends and ive forgotten how to interact with people

ive become a noodle limbed nerd

Ive gotten super skinny

I want someone o break through my shell and help me change bu I know thats just a fantasy and im the only one who can do that but im too lazy to put effort into it

everything i used to enjoy suddenly feels tedious monotonous repetitive and uninteresting

I feel trapped and scraed

The fact after being bulied so much the only way i can really assert myself is to get violent and angry because they would want me breakdown and cry

I have this image in my head of who i want to be; And badass that people including adults, are scared of and know not to fuck with me or they’ll get hurt (Basically Jotaro, bu I’ve had this image since before i even knew what jojo was) And the fact I KNOW that i’s a pointless endever and that i only dig my own grave when i get mad but its like ingrained Branded into my my psyche so im always going to larp that vision of myself but not get anywhere and only regress further

I want to address my problems and change but I never do and stay static and regress

I cant take crticisim even though i know its true

The reason im so scared of writing fanfiction is because i know its gonna be a mess despite what i think is a great story and people will end up mocking it and what little self confidence i have will shatter

Star Vs wasted potential

the fact that I dont know where to take the whole “Rubi dies at the end of he first season but comes back o life except she’s not actually she’s just a walking meat sack containing an anchint eldritch god that will, sooner or later, burst out of her and destroy her body, and she’s fighting for control of her ow body due to Skarlotus trying to devor her soul and Data’s medience is only delaying the inevitable” storyline of my concept cartoon, The Crypto Club

I have an AMAZING idea for an Invader Zim storyline that has fascism, rascism, mass genocide, child soldiers, political intrigue, propaganda, baiscally space hitler and more (okay that came out sound REALLY bad, but NONE of it painted as good!) It also involves Zim and Dib coming together to stop an even bigger threat and there is a really ironic ending that brings my OC GA83′s story full circle

#the owl house #yume 2kki #thurston waffles #star vs the forces of evil #JoJo's Bizarre Adventure #jojolion #one piece #vent #save infinity train #infinity train #amphibia #gravity falls #the crypto club #invader zim #Princess Ovilium Midorihato Metamorphosis Androma Serugi The First #Princess Ovil

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jumoonjae · 4 years

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Consequences (M)

PAIRINGS: READER X LEE JUYEON

GENRE: FLUFF X ANGST X SMUT

REQUESTED: NO

WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT

SUMMARY: You had no intention to resist Juyeon and it leads to countless bed session with no string attached. But what will happen when you're pregnant?

You were listening to one of your friend telling a funny story that just happened while he's on his way to the gathering cracking everyone in the room. It was your college classmate reunion which your friend occasionally held every once in two or three month just to catch up and you all gathered in different person’s house each time. But Changmin had held the gathering at his house for three times in the row now that he said he like having people gather at his house because it could be lonely sometimes, but this was the first time you joined at his house since you went to your mother at the first two times. Its just a gathering with few games, music and alcohol, nothing much. It was more like finding comfort in them when its hard to cope with the adulthood. Sometimes reminiscing all the stupid stuff and memories from college really help you put all the problems to the back of your mind for a while.

You took a sip of whatever the drink you were holding that was made by Kevin and was quite strong that you felt your head a little bit lighter with every word slurs from the tip of your tongue, even every word came out from your friend lips sounds funnier and you had a good laugh that evening. The main door open revealing a guy, tall, lean and handsome entering the apartment with his suit on. You two lock gaze for a while and he look away to your friend when they greet him making you turn your head to Kevin who was sitting next to you. You wait for Kevin to look back at you after greeting him and when he does you raise your both eyebrow and he gets you right away.

“Changmin’s housemate.” You nod looking back to the guy who was walking to his own room before looking back to Kevin and he give you a knowing look making you both giggling and slapping each others shoulder. About half an hour later he came out from his room sitting on the opposite couch facing you, naturally join in the conversation like he was always been a part of the group. You felt a bit distracted by him, no longer paying attention to your friend anymore deciding to steal a glances at him and when you did, your gaze meet his making you both flustered and both immediately look away. You figured he's been stealing glances too and you couldn't help to smile bashfully. Kevin noticed your shy smile and nudge your side and you just shake your head pretending to play with your phone.

“How about we go to Karaoke next?” Changmin suggested gaining a loud cheer from the other including you and Kevin. You got up from your seat taking your glass and Kevin's to the sink and starts washing the dishes that was left on the sink.

“Let me,” You look to your side and your body stopped functioning when you saw Changmin's housemate standing tall beside you and you had to take a step back to take a good look at his face which you regret immediately when warmth crept all over your body.

“I was in hurry this morning, didn't have enough time to clean the mess.” You were flustered by how close he were with you that you unintentionally stare and he does too. Maybe the time stopped between you two and for a split second you swear his eyes shifted to you lips, biting his own.

“Y/N, Juyeon, leave the dishes. We're going now.” Kevin called from the living room snapping you both from staring at each other and you both awkwardly pretending helping each other with the dishes and when he thought he had turn the cup upside down to pour out excess water from it, he hastily hand it over to you a little too hard that he unintentionally splash you with cup full of water. Yeah. He forgot. You gasp petrified by the cold looking down at your drenched blouse and half of your jeans.

“Sorry.” He was contemplating whether to wipe the mess on you or not but he decided to take the cloth behind you anyway closing the distance between you two and your body touches making you stop wiping your blouse, looking at him wide eye. You could smell his scent making you nervous and your heartbeat picking up a quick pace. He suddenly place his hand at the small of your back guiding you to move a little for him to reach the cloth and you didn't move a muscle, taken aback by the sudden contact.

“What happened?” Kevin came when you both took so long and saw your wet blouse. He exhales.

“You clumsy ass.” He clicked his tongue shaking his head with his arm crossed on his chest and you give him a threatening look making him rolled his eyes and you then mirrored his action.

“You can borrow Changmin's shirt.” Kevin suggested and you point down to your half drenched jeans.

“Right.. that's mean she's not coming. Juyeon come on.” He said knowing if once you get home, there is no way you're going out from that lair of yours.

“Who’s sending her home then?” Juyeon asked and you had to bit your lips hiding your growing smile at how considerate he was and Kevin notices that making him scoffed.

“She is very much capable of walking few blocks away from here.” He stated but an idea of hooking you up with someone came across his mind. “Unless you can be her knight of shining armor and walk her home. Alrighty then. See ya.” He waved spinning on his heels walking away without looking back as excitement crept inside him thinking that you could finally seeing someone else and let him live his own life peacefully.

“Its cold outside. You might catch a cold walking around drenched like that.” You look up from wiping your blouse and saw Juyeon walk out from his room with a neatly folded hoodie on his hand and you smile taking it from his hand muttered a thank you.

“You can change in my room.”

You walk out from his room wearing his hoodie while he still washing the dishes on the sink. You felt bad by the sight of the plate and glasses that you walked to him helping him drying the dishes. He muttered a thank you and you nod. You cant ignore the nervousness everytime your hand came in contact with his whenever he hands you the mug. You felt the tension rising between you two with the constant touching and when your shoulder bumped into each other. When your clumsy ass accidently dropped the cloth, you both bend at the same time as an instinct to retreat the cloth, your hand touches sending a vivid sparks of electricity all over your body and you flinched a little. You look up to him and he does too, his deep dark gaze send shiver down to your spine and you felt something twitched inside you, something dark, something lustful and by now you had acknowledge the effect he had on you. Maybe its his lips, the way his cupid bows perked up with every movement of his lips, maybe its his eyes or just him. Your eyes dropped to his lips, you licked your lips wondering how does his lips taste on your own lips, and how does it feels when he explore your body with those lips. Next thing you know, he leaned forward capturing you lips with his soft one.

You were taken by surprise at first but quick to join the movement of his lips, matching with his rhythm. You both stand up not breaking the kiss, and you shut your eyes as the kiss getting more and more heated. You pull his face deepening the kiss and his tongue slips inside your mouth while his hand gripping the back of your head while the other on the small of your back.

He then grab your both tight, hoisting your body up putting you on top of the counter then his lips landed on your jaw then your neck, licking, tasting every bit of your skin that had you bit your lips keeping yourself from moaning his name out loud when his lips trail down to your shoulder. You let your head fall back as you drowned yourself in his touch and kisses.

He then stood straight catching his breath looking at you straight in the eyes with half lidded eyes. He push your hair behind your shoulder before letting his hand played with the hem of his hoodie that you were wearing, slowly tucking his hand inside caressing your skin before pulling his hoodie up over your head tossing it to the side, he stared at your body causing warmth crept on you cheek, you never felt smaller under anybody's eyes before.

He lean in cupping your shoulder with his lips kissing it ever so gently and the sound of your heavy breathing echoes throughout the apartment. His hands slowly making its way to your back then grab the back of your neck pulling your body closer to him as he kissed your chest, he struggled a little trying to unclasp you bra before tossing it to the same spot where his hoodie was and plastered a kiss all over your bossom.

He nibbled your nipple slowly while his other hand massaging the other side and you couldn't keep your moan anymore and it riled him making him pull your hair back and kiss you back up to your chin. You love the way he pull your hair and suck the sensitive spot on your neck before nibbling your ear. He pick you up walking to the couch before slowly placing you sitting down on he couch kneeling between your legs.

He tug your jeans together with your panties revealing your wet core that got him smirking at the sight before pestering kisses on your knee, slowly spreading you leg while kissing your inner tight until he reaches your wet core. He let his lips ghosted over your folds as his thumb rubbing your wet clit in circular motion before replacing it with his tongue that had you arch your back to the sweet sensation.

You grip his hair when you felt his wet tongue entered you, you licked your lips at how good it felt. His tongue then played with your clit and his finger thrust into you slowly while your hips moves matching his finger.

“You're so wet.” He murmured to your pussy now adding another finger twisting it slowly to adjust his finger to your opening making you gasp, he eyed you while sucking your clit as his finger began to thrust slowly at first but getting faster when he found your sweet spot, hitting it harder when your moan starts to get louder. He could feel your wall clenching his finger and he pick up the pace while sucking your clit, biting it gently then licking it, doing wonder with his sweet tongue.

“Juyeon right there, right there. Just like that.” You moaned and his finger thrust faster while his other thumb now rubbing your clit merciless sending you up to your high. Your back arched and you're seeing stars while your leg shaking like crazy. He kissed your tight climbing up to you leaving wet kisses on your neck and your lips. He lick his finger that was coated by your arouse then shove it into your mouth smiling at the way you suck his finger.

“My turn now pretty baby.” He whispered to your ears sitting next to you and you lean in closer to him, capturing his lips into yours again pushing his body with yours until he's laying down and now its your turn to shower every inch of his skin with wet kisses and you love how his body reacted to your touch. His hands on your back while you slowly climb down with your kiss without breaking the eye contact with him until you reaches his pants. With a little tug, his cock was out and about ready for your next action.

You kiss the pink tip of his cock that was coated by his pre cum before running your lips down along his length, you lick his balls wet and he flinch to it making you smirk before sucking it, you felt his body tense and his grip on your hair tightens at every move you made with your lips while your hand stroking his cock slowly. Then you lick his cock up to the tip before sucking the tip gently like it was some kind of lollipop loving the way he look at you. His half lidded eye made him ten times hotter and you took in his full length inside your mouth until the tip touches your throat and you starts to bop your head up and down sucking his cock. Your hand played with his balls with your other hand stroking his cock at the same pace as your mouth. You let go of your hand when he took control of your pace by holding your head and moving his hips faster and push his cock deep down into your throat that had you gagging.

“Oh yes. You look so good from up here.” He said throwing his head back while his hand still controlling your pace until he came inside your mouth. He pull you by the chin closer to his face taking his shirt on the floor wiping it clean before tucking the strands of your hair that was sticking on your face to the back of your ears and kissed you slowly, so passionately that you and him both smiling to the kiss. He shift his body without breaking the kiss until you're under him and him between your legs. He rub his tip on your opening slowly, then push his cock inside you making you gasp breaking the kiss, pulling him tight hiding your whimper on his shoulder while your nails dug the skin on his back when he filled you. You shut your eyes when you felt his size filling you tight core, exhaling the breath that you didn’t realize been holding in. You felt his heartbeat beating at the same pace with yours.

“Tell me if its hurt okay. I promise I’ll do it slowly.” He said softly to your ears then kisses the side of your head and you nod. He lift his hip slowly and you bit your lips at the tight movement. His thrust was slow and steady at first letting your wall adjust to his size. He pull his body away from you and look deep into your eyes, smiling down to you and you bit your lips at how beautiful he was, he was glowing as his abs glistening with sweat. You let your head fall back taking in the sweet feeling between your legs holding on his arm letting your nails dig deep into his skin.

“Does it feel good?” He asked leaning forward kissing your exposed neck, sucking it leaving a deep purple mark that you know wont be gone next morning but you couldn’t care less. You let your moan escape your lips sounding so sweet ringing inside his ears. He then pull your leg up placing it on his shoulder thrusting deeper making you bit your lips harder and he noticed.

“Scream for me Y/N.” He whispered low and you swear you felt electricity surges all over your body, screaming onto his shoulder when he thrust faster and harder hitting your sweet spot with every thrust. Your moan filled the empty apartment and his pace become sloppier when he starts to chase his own high sending you to your won. You felt numb between your legs before feeling something that you cant even describe surging up through your back that made it arch hard then up to your head making your eyes rolled back.

“Juyeon.” Your scream laces with moan making his thrust become harder and merciless. You screamed his name again when you feel the same sensation, wall clenching his cock tightly and he came too, releasing his juice inside you. Your body trembles when he pull away and he plastered kisses all over your body until you come down from your high.

“That was amazing.” You said breathlessly and he smile contently before leaning down kissing your lips in a slow deep kiss. He then kiss your forehead before squeezing in between you and the couch and gesture you to lay on top of him and you did.

You wake up when the sun beamed from your window stirring you from your deep sleep. You felt a hand weighing on the small of your back and you turn your head to the other side to see Juyeon still sleeping. He walked you home last night after that amazing sex at his apartment, the alcohol still washing in you making you pull him inside your own apartment and had another amazing round that leads to another one and another one until the dawn break. You smiled admiring his features caressing his cheek slowly before getting up, sliping your oversize tee on, picking up his clothes that was scattered on the floor putting it on the washing machine together with yours.

You were making coffee and breakfast when you noticed he stirred from his sleep and turned off the stove. You leaned forward on the kitchen counter resting your chin on your palm, elbow propped on the counter watching him and he saw you, he covers his face with the sheet chuckling shyly and you giggled to yourself from the excitement and content from last night and the entire morning. Having someone next to you when you wake up made you happy.

“I made you coffee.” You walk to him with his mug, placing it on the bedside table and he pull you lying next to him snuggling his face on the back of your neck.

“Good morning.” He greets in his raspy voice.

“Morning.” You turn your body facing him stroking his soft hair back smiling like an idiot.

“Its Sunday, why so early?” He pull you closer and you snuggles to his chest as his hand strokes the skin on your tight.

“I’m working today.” You draw a circle on his toned chest looking up meeting his eyes with a small smile. You really want to stay and spend all day with him.

“What? On Sunday?” He shift his body back a little looking at you brow furrowed.

“Our gallery held an bidding event that i need to manage at ten.”

“Its still eight though.”

“Yeah. I need to make sure everything is in check.”

“Can I see you after work?” You look up to him from his chest smiling before heaving a long sigh. You then pull away from the comfort of his embrace standing up.

“There’s a dinner right after with the fundraiser and I don’t really know what time it'll end,” he pouted to your answer making you giggle and you lean closer to peck his nose.

“I’m getting ready. I've made you breakfast too.” He sit down and his eyes wander to the floor where his clothes should be.

“Where’s my pants?”

“Oh I washed it just now.” He looked at you questioningly gesturing down and you understands right away smiling smugly.

“I don’t mind having a hot guy walking around my house naked.” You shrugged gaining a heartfelt laugh from him. He then stand up putting the sheet around his waist walking closer to you with a smirk. With wide eye you took a step back until your back bumped into your dinner counter cursing at your small studio apartment, he cornered you blocking your way by placing his hand both on the counter letting the sheet fall. You didn't have to look down to know how erected his cock was. He leaned closer face hovering yours tickling your skin with his breath and he kiss the skin on your neck.

“Juyeon I'm going to be late for work.” You said breathlessly and let you head fall back closing your eyes feeling his lips against your skin.

“Your lips saying that but your body acting otherwise,” He said as his hand finds the way to rub your already wet core.

“Just one more time and you're free to go, i think I’m addicted to you. I promise I'll make it up to you if you late.”

“and how is that?”

“A dinner date.”

“You’re late.” Kevin crossed his arm on his chest looking at you judgingly as you run from the parking lot to the back door that leads to the storage room where you kept all the paintings for the auction.

“Just a few minute.” You rolled your eyes catching your breath pushing your hair back looking at your watch.

“Where’s the document?” He hand you the document the he's been holding and you walk to the van that was parked back facing the storage room door followed by Kevin.

“I heard from a little squirrel that his housemate wasn't home when he got back last night.” Kevin whispers making you stop momentarily turning your head looking at him, blush creep on your face.

“And?” you shrugged continue walking to the transportation where one of the guy noticed you and you nod for him to proceed loading the painting into the van.

“There’s a hickey on the back of your neck, and if I look closer, I can see bruises through that sock of yours.” You touches the back of your neck and look down to your tight and you see nothing. You shot him a look and he grinned know that he succeed in tricking you.

“Kevin.”

“Spill.”

“Its just one time okay.”

“You know one can leads to two?” He wiggled his eyebrow and you pushed his shoulder away bashfully.

“So is he good at bed?” He leaned closer whispering making you smack him hard on his back.

He pull your hair fistful humping you hard from the back sending you to your high while chasing his own. Your moan echoes, filling your apartment when you both reached your high at the same time. He pull your hair up until your back touches his abs kissing your shoulder holding your body tighter, thrusting slowly releasing his juice inside you, he let your body fall on the mattress before laying next to you.

It was pretty much your weekend routine where he would show up unannounced at your door, kissing you before you could lock the door guiding you to your bed, stayed until you went to work next morning and sometimes he stayed at your house all day until you came back from work, take you to a nice dinner and end the night with another amazing sex. Kevin said you both were in your honeymoon phase but the thing is, you and Juyeon haven't take your relationship to the next phase yet. You didn't confess because he doesn't seems like going to.

“Friends with benefit?” Kevin almost dropped the painting when you answered his question about your relationship with Juyeon.

“Hey watch out.” You warned him, shaking your head. Kevin was always known for his clumsiness and almost ruin almost everything he touches.

“Its pretty obvious isn't it?” You shrugged didn't really want to talk about it. Your gut twisted everytime Kevin brought up the topic, it was actually fine because you didn't want to rush anything with Juyeon even when your feeling for him keep growing day by day, but when someone brought it up, saying it out loud, you were embarrassed and starts to overthink. Why haven't he confess yet? Does the time you both invested to each other means nothing to him?

“You don't even seems like friend to start with.” You rolled your eyes gesturing him to move over for you to unwrap the other painting for you to display at the showroom.

“I think its better to stay like this to make it less awkward.”

“Awkward? How are things between you two going to get awkward when you both already seen each other naked?” You crumple the wrap in your hand throwing it to him trying to make him lower down his voice.

“It’ll get awkward if one of us doesn't feel the same way that is all.”

“Well do you have feeling for him?” You stop for a second before staring at him didn't know how to answer him.

“You do have feeling for him. Just confess to him. What is wrong with both of you? Its almost three month isn't it?” You exhaled trying to focus on unwrap the painting without leaving any scratch ignoring him completely.

“Y/N wake up.” You heard Juyeon calling your name softly and he shakes your body lightly waking you from your sleep, but your head suddenly felt dizzy and your stomach feels like something been pressing and pushing it making you ran to the bathroom covering your mouth and Juyeon tails you worriedly from the back but stop when you shut the bathroom door on his face.

“Y/N are you okay?” He knock the door softly while you throwing out completely nothing from your system.

“Yeah I’m fine.” You wash your face, flushing the toilet before opening the door revealing him with a concerned look and you force a weak smile at him as he help you walk back to your bed.

“You should call it sick today. You look pale.” He said trying grab your arm but you push his hands away assuring that you were fine and make your way back to your bed lying down and he sit on the edge caressing your arm. You snuggle under your sheet patting the spot next to you asking him to lay down next to you but he didn't move.

“I'm going to cook something for you okay.”

“You don’t have to. Its probably just that time of the month an-” you stop talking when a realization hit you hard. You felt blood rushed to your head when you remember you didn't had your period last month and you're days late this month.

“Hey. What's up?” He touch your hand snapping you from your trance. You stay in silence watching him tilting his head trying to figure out the things in your head before his phone rings and he kiss your forehead excusing himself.

You stare blankly at the pregnancy test sitting on the toilet, it was positive and you're carrying Juyeon's child. You throw the test away rubbing your face harshly with your sweaty palm. You were nervous, and couldn't think of anything. There was too much worries running round your head. What if Juyeon doesn't want this child. What if he left when he never been yours to start with. You didn't realize you're crying and starts to wonder when did it went wrong. You always took your morning after pills right after.

You went to work the next day trying to fight the drowsiness and the feeling of vomiting. You didn't call Juyeon or reply to any of his text since last night. You didn't hate him, you just afraid that he'll hate you. He came during your lunch break gaining some whispers from your co-worker who was oozing for his good looks which you ignores.

“Are you feeling better today?” he asks and you nod looking at your food with pure disgust. You push it further from you taking a sip of your lemon juice that really help your morning sickness. He notices and grab your hand.

“Why aren't you eating?”

“I’m not hungry.”

“But its your favorite.” Your heart swells at his words, touched at how he could remember what you like and what you hate. You smile softly at him caressing the back of his hand with your thumb.

“I know. I had my breakfast a bit late today after sourcing the new painting. No one covered my place yesterday so I’m kind of busy today.”

“Make sure you eat something later okay?” you nod while smiling at him and he mirrored your action making your stomach churn at the way he smile. It was so genuine, transparent that you could see his feeling through his smile and it hurt you. You were wondering, will he act the same when he know you're pregnant.

“Is there something bothering you? You seem so quiet today.”

“Just some headache.”

“Are you sure its just that?” He tucked the strands of your hair to your ears. You nod nervously pressing your lips into a thin line before smiling at him.

“I'll stop by at your place tonight and cook something for you okay?”

Your bed rocked steadily as he thrust into you hands pinning yours above your head while your moans fills the room. You clenched your walls around his cock gracing his size as he thrust was getting faster and sloppier hitting your sweet spot sending you to the edge. Your back arched and he took the opportunity to cup your breast with his lips thrusting even harder before he reached his high. He hold you after, kissing your forehead pulling you closer to him. He rest his hand on your stomach making you nervous and you pull his hand to your chest afraid that he'll notice. You didn't know if your bump was visible or not because you haven't eaten much for the past few days and you hope that he didn't notice the changes on your body. He kisses your shoulder before pulling it to turn your body facing him and he played with your hair a bit before drifting into sleep and so does you.

You realize your bump was getting bigger day by day and your appetite starts to get the best of you while your morning sickness was getting worst. You're glad it was almost winter and you could hide your growing bump from your co-worker. You were just throwing up and you got out from the restroom when Kevin who was standing next to the door shock the life out of you. He had this tight look on his face making you nervous.

“that’s the fourth time this morning.” He said still not smiling. He looked pissed and you fake a laugh to brush the tension between both of you.

“What do you mean?”

“You’re not wearing high heels anymore and I thought you hate flats.”

“My back starting to hurt and it-“ you didn't get to finish your words when he walked closer to you making you walk back timidly until your back touches the walls.

“You’re pregnant and you're hiding it.” Your blood rushes to your head deafening you. If it was someone else you could just spit a lie to their face but not Kevin. You could lie to him left and right but he always figure things out. You bit your lips not knowing what to say looking down.

“Does they know?” your voice came out slow almost like a whisper.

“Who cares if they know. What matters is does he know? Because you look like you're hiding it from him too.” There’s a crack happening inside you and you feel like crying but you bit your lips preventing yourself from doing so.

“No.”

“Why?”

“He just start his life”

“And you're not?” he cut your words sharply making you flinch and tears starts to welling up in your eyes. You chew on your lips looking down fidgeting your finger.

“I’m afraid of how he will react to the news. What if he hate me and the baby. I'm not ready for the rejection.”

“So you're planning to reject him first without asking?”

“You were happy with him and i could tell he's happy too. Changmin know he like you just the way you like him. What's with the hesitation?”

“What if he hates me?”

“Stop with the 'what ifs' Y/N. Stop overthinking and face him.”

“No.”

“Fine. What are you going to do?”

“I’m going to see my mom. I need her.”

“Oh Y/N. What have you done.” He throw his head back frustrated by your stubbornness but he knew that what you need now is support so he come closer to you and wrap his hand around your shoulder. That simple gesture crumbles your walls down and you cried.

You went back to your mother after texting Juyeon and left without seeing him with a heavy heart. He called you few times but you didn't want to pick up, afraid that it'll change your mind and run back to him that instant, you turned you phone off held it close to your chest apologizing to him silently looking out to the window as the bus stride leaving the platform. It get heavy when you saw your house stood tall right in front of your eyes and when your mother came out from the door you broke down and she rushes to you helping you out with your stuff. You told her everything aa soon as you both get into the house.

“He seems like a nice guy.” You smile as your mother scrolling his picture on your phone.

“You really don't want to give him the chance”

“No. I don’t want to deal with another rejection.” Her gut twisted at your word, a huge wave of guilt washes her and she stare at you lovingly caressing your hair and you look up to her with a bitter smile that hurt her. Your father really left a deep scar inside you and she despise him for that.

“You will be a great mom.” She stroke your hair back then touches your bump making you smile.

“Can i stay with you?” you asks shocking her.

“What are your plan? You cant just leave like that.”

“I just don’t want to see him at the moment.”

“Then stay here until you're ready. You know you can't hide from him forever. Its not fair for you to compare him with your dad Y/N. As far as I heard you talk about him, he was different. You father was abusive since the start of our relationship and Juyeon isn't. From what you've been telling me about him, he's a total sweetheart.” Your heart break when your mom mentions his name and you cried leaning to your mother shoulder.

“I don't want to ruin his life.”

“Hey, having a children does not make your life ruin. Look at me, my life is a blessing since you were born. Look at us now, look at yourself. We're happy even without that bastard who calls himself your father.” She pulls you tighter and you finally could smile looking up at her before laying on the couch, head on her lap as she stroke your hair gently.

Kevin was checking on the list for the new art for the upcoming bidding event replacing you who’s on leave when his co-worker comes for him telling him someone wanted to see him and he walk out from the storage room straight to the reception to see Juyeon.

“Do you know where Y/N is?” He asks as soon as they both seated at the restaurant not far from the gallery.

“I do.” Kevin restrain himself from telling the about everything but by thinking of your emotional state knowing how sensitive a pregnant woman could be, he stay silent and answer only when being asked.

“She haven’t been answering my calls and text. She was kind of sick before she left. I'm sorry, I’m just worried.”

“She had something to do back at her mother's.” He try not lying too much to Juyeon but he was curious. “Juyeon can i ask you something?” He leans forward clasping his hands together looking at Juyeon curiously.

“Do you love her?” He nods without a moment of hesitation.

“Why she isn’t your girlfriend then?”

“I was planning to ask but changmin told me once that she’s don't like being committed, so I just decided to take it slow then.”

“Of course that dumb ass.” Kevin lean back to his chair cursing Changmin inside his head.

“I didn't want to push her,” Juyeon look down, and Kevin could hear the hurt in his voice but he didn't dare to say anything but to feel bad for him.

“Is that why she left? Because I didn't confess?”

“No Juyeon, she must have her own reason, just give her time okay. Her last relationship really took a toll on her and it took her years to move on.” He smile assuringly to Juyeon.

“You seems close to her.”

“Well yeah, we live in the same neighborhood back in Gwanju. Basically grew up together.”

You lay down looking out to the dark sky letting your mind wander back to Juyeon. Its been two month since you left the city and your boss rejected your resignation letter tell you to come back whenever you want. You told her about your situation and as a single mother too, she understands right away. She even propose you to be transferred to the branch back in Gwanju but you declined, so you end up working from home. Your co-worker knew too, they even called to congratulate you and you were touched, feeling glad they didn't ask too many question. You missed them, you wanted to come back to work but you’re not ready to face Juyeon yet no matter how much you miss him. You caressed your growing bump gently feeling them fluttered inside you making you smile. It was twin they said and that's why your bump were bigger than the one who carries only one.

You took Juyeon's picture from your bedside table, looking at it longingly then place it on your chest. It still hurt, thinking about him. You missed him and you hate yourself for doing this to him. You heard your mom called you from downstairs and you were struggling to sit and you take your time to stand up, placing back the frame on the table. But before you could put your feet down on the floor, your door swung open startling you and you saw Kevin running towards you with a big smile on his face with a neatly wrapped present on his hand.

“Y/N.” He beamed kneeling down until his face was directly in front of your baby bump. “How was my twin.” He ask actually talking to your bump and he cup your bump with his both hands. You've been updating your condition to him everyday and he was always exited to hear it from you.

“A bit fussy but they're fine.”

“four month isn't it?”

“five.”

“They’re so big. Like you’re going to give birth anytime soon.”

“Yah. Is that how you’re calling me fat now?” You scoffed and he ignores you still talking to your bump.

“Uncle brought you a present.” He cup his cheek on your bump and you could feel them flutters kick right on Kevin's cheek making him squirmed in happiness.

“Oh my god they kissed me.”

“more like kicking you.” You rolled your eyes.

“you grumpy little shit.”

“Hey no cursing infront of my babies.” You smack the back of his neck making him scowls and you giggles at him.

“when are you coming back?” He asks helping you walking down the stairs.

“until i'm ready.”

“Its been two month. We missed you.”

“did you cleaned my apartment when im gone.”

“Yeah, Juyeon been helping me.” He hands you letter from your apartment. You face fell at the mentions of his name.

“He loves you Y/N.” You ignored him and the sharp stab inside your heart by opening every letter mostly from banks and your bills.

“Y/N listen to me.” He snaps.

“He’s hurt. Its not fair for you to hurt him just because you're scared that he treated you like your father.” You look in disbelief, he was no right to mention your father and he know he had pushed the right button.

“Kevin.” You snaps back at him.

“i’m sorry to say that. But Juyeon is not your father, he's been waiting for you every single day since the day you left. He went to our gallery and your apartment. He was blaming himself for not confessing earlier and tell you that he loves you.”

“If you had no other thing to say just leave.”

“No. He's right Y/N.” Your mom came from the kitchen, wiping her hands on the cloth and you look at her with a frown for siding with your cousin.

“Please give this man a chance. Just one chance, if he refuse you can just pack up everything and move back here. For your babies sake. They need their father.”

“I never needed mine, they will be fine.”

“Oh that what’s i thought too back then when your father left. But you had been searching for him your whole life didn't you?”

“How do you know that?”

“I know, i know everything, and i know he rejected you when you found him.” You burst into tears at her words. You were hiding it from her because you didn't want her to feel bad for you. You look down to your bump hiding your face from them both. Kevin hold your both hands and you let him.

“I know that rejection still affect you, and i still blame myself for not telling him about you and he end up thinking you doesn't exist. And it kills me you had to found out what kind of man he is yourself. Please, for the sake of your babies, try him. And if he refuse, you can pack everything and stay here with me,”

“Tell him that you are pregnant, at least when your children grow up and decides to look for him, they wont have to go through the same thing as you did. I'm so sorry for that honey.” She kneeled in front of you, hands rested on your knee while you cover you face with your both hands. She was crying too, but you couldn't look at her and you let your head fall to Kevin's shoulder letting him pat your back.

You were welcomed when you step foot on the gallery. You hugged co-worker one by one and let them touch your bump and they were a bit shock by the size of your five months bump. The day went well and everything seems to be the same and you were glad it somehow distract you from thinking too much about Juyeon. You didn't went out during lunch break because you bring your own food and mostly because you didn’t want to bump into Juyeon, you decided to call him when you find your courage.

Juyeon took the usual detour from work to his apartment just to walk past your house, its been his routine since you left. sometimes he asks for your keys from Kevin just to stop by stayed for a while laying down on your bed where your scent still lingers and sometimes he stare at where you always sit while watching movie, the kitchen counter where you always cook his favorite food, every corner of the house haunts him with your memory and its the only thing that could mend his heart.

He stop for a moment outside of the three floor shared house, his eyes lingers at the second floor longer, at the door, window, just hoping for the light to flickers indicating that you were there, its fine if you didn't want to see him anymore as long as he know that you're alive and doing well. He stare long before looking down, turning on his heels to walk back to his apartment. He stop when he saw Kevin got out from his car not far from him and was about to call him when the passenger seat door open revealing you, his heart dropped a thousand feet when he saw your side profile then you turn your back on him looking for something from your bag while Kevin done taking out the groceries from the back. You gained so much some weight but and he glad that you've been eating well.

“Y/N. Shut the door for me.” Kevin called walking towards you with hands full of groceries.

“Only if you say please.” You teased making Juyeon chuckled bitterly. How he missed hearing your voice again.

“Pretty please.” He could heard your little giggle making his heart flutters to the sound. He wanted to run to you so bad but he didn't want you to run from him anymore. He wait for you to turn around and when you did, the first thing he notice was your bulging tummy then he saw your face, god how much he missed you but it was bothering him, is that you're pregnant. He then turn his head to Kevin, who was waiting for you and when you get to him, you immediately lace your arm with him. He grasp his aching chest, his breath hitched and he felt his blood rushed to his head dizzying him, forcing himself to walk away.

“Is Kevin and Y/N together?” He ask Changmin who was watching horror movie as soon as he got out from bathroom.

“What do you mean? Their moms are twins. How are they even together?” He was taken aback by the new information, Kevin never mention it to him.

“Didn’t know that.” He was puzzled, trying to figure who was the father of your child.

“They never really tell anybody. No one knew. We figure it our self.”

“She’s pregnant.” His voice came out as a whisper but Changmin catch it and immediately look back to him and was about to congratulate his friend. But Juyeon tight expression confuses him.

“Why aren’t you happy?”

“What do you mean?” juyeon ask back confusing him.

“Well if she pregnant isn't it yours?” he stated a matter of fact. Pausing the movie turning his upper body completely facing Juyeon.

“No we met five months ago and i know how big five month bumps are.” Changmin brow knitted together looking at the other guy questioningly.

“So are you saying she's having Kevin's baby?” He snorts shaking his head thinking how nonsense Juyeon are being.

I don’t know.” He mumbled before walking to his room leaving Changmin with his movie.

You were still tossing and turn on your bed when you heard a knock on your door. It was past midnight and you felt your stomach churned with every knock. You got up and walked slowly to the door hoping that whoever was on the other side didn't heard your footsteps. You peeked through the peek hole and stunned when you saw Juyeon standing outside looking down. You stayed silent for a while and he knocked again making you flinch.

“Y/N i know you're in there.” You heard his voice muffled calling you and god how much you missed his voice that you had to cover your quivering lips to hide your whimper. You broke down that instant walking slowly to the door touching it trying to feel his presence from the other side of the door.. You missed him, but you're scare, nervous. What should you say to him and how should you explain things to him.

“Y/N please. I just want to talk.”

“Go away Juyeon. I don’t want to see you.”

“Why? What did I do wrong. Tell me. Please Y/N,” He asked and you stay silence, knowing very well that he wasn't the one who at fault. You cover you lips with your hand as your tears flow like a river.

“I'm sorry if I hurt you,” You could hear his voice break at every words and it kills you.

“I know its too late but I just want you to know that I love you,” He bit his lips leaning his head on the door, both hands on the door.

“I missed you.” He couldn't hold his tears anymore and it falls.

“Its yours.” Kevin words left him appalled and he had a hard time registering his words.

“Don’t lie. We met five months ago her bumps are too big for five months.”

“She’s having a twin Juyeon.”

“Why is she running from me?”

“She thought you didn't want the baby.”

“I never said that.”

“She was too afraid being rejected by you.”

“I love her. How could I reject her.”

“She’s been dealing with rejection her whole life. He abandoned her mother not knowing that she was pregnant and Y/N been searching for him her whole life and when she found him, he said he didn't want to had anything to do with her.”

“Y/N please, I love you. Give me a chance please.” He fell on his knees begging again and again. And he promised himself that he wont stop until you give him a chance to be a father to your child. To his child.

You open the door slowly and saw him kneeling down covering his face, probably didn't heard you. His shoulder shudders slowly, you got on your own knees slowly holding your bump. You hesitate at first but you stroke his hair back anyway making him snap his head instantly his face red, still crying. His frown was lifted when he saw you, a smile, a big one replacing the frown and god how much you missed his smile. He pulled you closer taking you into his arm and you could feel the heat radiating from his body, you lean your head on his shoulder while stroking the back of his back gently, shushing him.

“I’m sorry. It wasn't your fault. I was a coward, stop blaming yourself.” You tightens the hug letting him snuggles on the crook of your neck. You let him stay until the shuddering of his shoulder stopped.

He then pull away and look down to your bump before looking up back to you with pure happiness and excitement.

“Our twin.” He smiled making your heart swells at him. He touched your bump with the palm of his hand, and your twins reacted to his touch, fluttering like they were excited too. Like they knew it was the touch of their father.

“Oh my god. Are they kicking?” He asked excitedly before taking your both elbow pulling you standing up slowly. “You shouldn’t be kneeling like this.” You giggled at his excitement and let him lead you to your couch.

“I’m sorry Juyeon. I was scared and I didn't want to be your burden.” You wipe your damp cheek before wiping his and let your hand lingers on his skin, looking at him lovingly.

“Kevin told me about that,” He looked down to your bump before looking back at you.

“But please don't leave me ever again, never think of yourself as a burden. We can always figures things out. We can sort thing and the most important thing is, we need a bigger home for our little angels.” You bit your lips smiling watching as he caressed your baby bump gently, kissing it. There’s a sense of relief washing over you and you had to clutch your chest holding it from bursting. You thanked your mom silently for convincing you to come back, you stroke his hair taking his attention away from your bump, he look up to you smiling lovingly.

“I love you Juyeon,” You said, biting your lips letting your tears fall, and he wipe it right away pulling you into his warm embrace caressing your hair.

“I love you more than anything Y/N.”

THE END.

A/N: My first attempt writing a long detailed smut, it was supposed to be short and just smut, but y’know i always got carried away when it comes to writing. I hope you enjoy this one. I like to call this porn with plot. lol, sorry just had to. Please enjoy. I love youuuu.

#the boyz scenarios #the boyz #tbz scenarios #tbz #tbz smut #the boyz juyeon #lee juyeon #tbz lee juyeon #lee juyeon scenarios #lee juyeon smut #tbz drabbles #the boyz drabbles #juyeon oneshot #juyeon

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witchy-wisteria · 4 years

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I'm making this list again for @nintendo of features and functions we would like added to Animal Crossing: New Horizons, based on what I have seen the community say, complain about and discuss. This list is subject to update!

Send me your suggestions and I will add them to this list for @nintendo to see.

• Larger item stacks! 99 instead of 30/10/etc

• wide angle camera so we can take better pictures of our islands

• some kind of indicator on clothing items you already have when purchasing from able sisters changing room

• Bulk item crafting. Let us craft more than 1 item at a time if we can!

• allow us to store our crafting materials at home but be able to utilize them away from home. That way we dont have to have 10 slots or more of our inventory constantly filled with just crafting materials.

• bulk buying at the able sisters changing room. It's very time consuming and annoying having to go back in repeatedly to buy multiple shirts, dresses, hats etc.

• MORE DESIGN SLOTS! this has been an issue and concern for us since the beginning. We really need more. I think being able to purchase more either with bells or nook miles is the way to go. I think we should have tiers. And they go up in price as we buy the extra slots.

• Remove all patterns displayed on ground function - remove ALL & remove all of selected one.

• Continue adding new hairstyles and color options. That's really cool and excites the community! I know we want more hair color options.

• Dead Trees. Perfect fruit. Miss those would love to see them brought back.

• a craftable item that catches balloons for us? Like a balloon net or "magnet" (that's not how magnets work I know). It only functions when we are outside and if we go inside, the balloons that were caught despawn. Maximum of 10 balloons can be caught per net. Multiple nets can be crafted to catch additional balloons. You do have to go pop the balloons still. Or additionally, a button could be on the net that says pop balloons and it pops them all for us.

• Flowers, shrubs, tree varieties. Those types of things continually added would be neat. Especially around in game events! New flower type added for christmas, a new tree variety added for an event. *Maybe something like the cherry blossom tree can be specialty purchased from Leif that he bred to specifically bloom year round.

• MORE GROWABLE CROPS LIKE PUMPKINS! We love those and would love to see more. Strawberries, wheat, corn, grapes, tomatoes, for a few ideas.

• move resident services building

BIG SUGGESTION:

Let us purchase additional islands to work on!

How I think this could be implemented to be fair and balanced:

• you can only unlock additional island purchases if your current island is 5 stars.

• it would have to be pricey. Maybe even potentially cost BOTH bells and miles.

• Nook will call you one day when you log all in and say he has something to discuss. Upon talking to him he has a proposition for us. Realizing we've managed and run this island so well, he wants to send us to a new island to run that one as well. He says how much it costs. Upon making the deposit, we get to choose an island layout again. (Pls let us choose from more island layouts for this. All of the options available.) He then tells is to head over to DAL and tell orville we would like to fly to our new island.

• from here it can either operate just like the start of your new game, nook is there and tells us we gotta get kk to come to this island and all that. The beginning tutorials are void however.

• you cannot have dupe villagers (ie if coco is on your main island she cant be on any additional islands)

• a neat feature: when a villager says they wanna move from one island, an additional option is now available: move to (island name)? They will then move there if there is a plot of land available.

• When you once again hit 5 stars, Nook will again contact you. You will then be able to purchase another island. *I do not think the price should increase. As it should already be expensive in the first place.

• A limit of 6 or maybe 10 islands in total you can have. Every time your newest island hits 5 stars you can then go buy another from Nook.

• @nintendo You want to keep us interested in playing this game for as long as possible. People are already bored. Giving us the ability to purchase and run additional islands will give this game much longer play time. I know there will be the concern of people who will have already bought additional switches for running new islands. I promise they would LOVE this feature too. They will be able to EVEN MORE islands.

Its also worth noting, nintendo, you dont want people hacking. Why not implement these things, like the more functional ones (more pocket space, more design slots, bigger stacks) so people dont feel a need to hack? It would help a lot.

I have this posted on my Instagram as well. Please interact and tag nintendo so we can attempt to get them to see these suggestions.

This post has more suggestions covered and more detail than my insta post.

#nintendo #animal crossing #acnh #acnh community #animal crossing blog #animal crossing new horizons #nintendo acnh #acnh island

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puppianqueen · 3 years

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i made this like days ago but forgot about it on and off until now so yea here she is. funny dog robot

some fun epic gamer facts about her that i probably have but also probably haven’t said before (long post?? maybe):

• she’s not really that like, sentient or whatever. subverting the trope of sentient robots or whatever lol

• Piko made her when she was like... 8 or 9? which ig explains how Catrobot’s a little limited in both design and functionality. look, Mario Artist: Polygon Studio cant do everything can it (i dont know if im keeping that last part as canon but it sounds funny) Piko’s still trying to work on her to this day.

◦ unrelated note: Piko is cis but might fuck around and use xe/xem on xyrself at some point

• she has like, GBA/DS audio compression on her voice. have you ever heard 9-Volt in an early WarioWare game yea its like that

◦ note: idk if her voice is voice clips of Catro or like Tomodachi Life TTS its probably the latter

• she/her not as in girl but she/her like the way some people refer to their cars/boats as she

• Piko’s trying to work on a hand add-on for Catrobot to give her like actual hands, fuzzy gloves included for definitely no reason whatsoever i promise you

• the actual real life reason why this character exists is bc i was playing Tomodachi Life years ago and saw an antenna accessory and adding/miis based off of hats/outfits in-game that i bought was something i did often. i think Amaru mightve been created for the same reason lol

• her eyes are also LEDs meaning she can change her eye color as shown here

oh right i drew these once

• she’s doing her best ok

#⍟ Catrobot #NTDO Girl

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snow-wind-and-all-we-will-find · 3 years

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Hi! My names arthur and im working on improving my word and building my story, which currently has no name haha! I have a myriad of characters who ill try to list out and give brief descriptions of, aether is technically my main character and some of the characters who are up for question are dead in canon. But you can still ask them stuff, itll just be set before death.

When asking characters questions, rememeber to include the name, their age if theres diffrent ages, i dont mind repeated questions, but if you see the question try not to ask it again lol. If you cant find it with a quick scroll just ask it, although i dont know if this blog will even get that big.

Aether

He comes in three evolutions lol, technically, theres four but idk if i would count 7 year old aether.

Ages: 13 yo - colder, hasnt gotten used to emotions, there are two to this as well, pre-rev and then post-rev 13 yo aether, remember to specify lol.

16 yo- a bit more out there, still kinda disconnected and figuring things out, a bit more defensive

22 yo- lax, hes sorta figured shit out, hes not going to go grazy, hes just gonna be chill lol.

!The gaggle Ghosts!

Yurei

Her personality is very, ehhh, becuase i havnt done work with her, and i havnt completly figured out who she is fully yet, shes 18 yo when aether is 22 yo

18 yo- pretty oblivious, somehow still a bit cynical, very nice and sometimes motherly

Kakoku

Few thousand- mean, likes to bully yurei as he huants her, lowkey a simp for yurei but he wont admit that. Kinda cynical and likes to bring others down, generally a bully

Tamashi

19- emotionless, has to be a really strong emotion to make her emote, tends to stray away from other people, likes to be alone, blunt

Gunnar

A few thousand- sweet, warm and welcoming, tries to be very fatherly and a trusted figure, is very busy most of the tiime unfortunatly though.

!The greek gang!

Argus agapov

16- unstable, pretty baby, protective over friends and family

Mythos agapov

23- whore. He also loves his family, lowkey, hes a trad wife

Perceus

15/16- timid, intrested in posiosn and acids, generally quiet, likes to eat leaves, scaredy cat

Diogenes

14- germ of phobe, kind of a brat, more just a bitch, will yell at you if he sees your hands were dirty from gardening or something while you’re walking to the sink, other than that hes fine, picky eater

Herodotus

15- disorginized, trys his best, likes to write stuff down, helps plato with his writing and grammar in general, gullible, likes record data, has a nice typewriter with tha good clicky clack

Plato

8- sweet baby boi, loves his older brother (socrates), idolizes him even, not a good idea though. He writes down everything socrates does, sometimes he imitates his brother as well.

Socrates

17- dumb of ass, also just dumb, held back a grade, feral child, bites alot of people, soft aestechic but hed stab as a warning

Heracles

30- also dumb of ass, loves cars in that ‘mah babeh’ kinda way. Hates motorcycles, he thinks they’re ugly. Chaotic but he utilizes it to be the weird and cool uncle/cousin thing

Zeus

46- too tired for this shit, is a dad, went out to get milk, jk jk, dissapeared for a hot few years, probably got captured by some gang dunno, it happens. Very serious, would make the dumbest jokes with his brothers with a straight face

Hades

50- lowkey the neglected middle child, soft goth lookin ass, loves his kid, tries his best to raise his kid, sometimes gets help from esme

Poseidon

57- proud stay at home dad, buff but does the typically wifely duties, makes sure his children get enough love, nutrience and care

Lillith

54- very active, the money maker, kinda soft, both her and her husband poseidon are so just in love with their kids, dote on them constantly, very extroverted, always makes time for her kids

Esme

51- tired of zeus’ shit, does her best to make sure no one dies, still treats mythos as her ‘little baby boy, tired mom vibes.

!the Eden gang!

Eden is a fictional country that i slapped onto the globe. It is where aether is from, technically aether is apart of the eden gang as well. Everyone here, if they have an age option, the first age option is the age they are when aether is 13, and the second will be when aether is 16 unless stated otherwise

General kyelli

49- fatherly, thinks of most of the gang as his children, calls everyone ‘son’, as a general rule. If you ask for another nickname, he will do his best. Has a bad knee, and is kinda of bad at existing physically

52+- fatherly still, loves almonds, always has a bag of almonds, dont test him. Enjoys travel, might adopt people he meets along the way, still has pains but now he sees doctors, wants to stay active

Indigo

13- sweet, optimistic, always looks on the brightside and tries to see the good in others. Little heater, understands that sometimes fighting is the only option

Akrano

16- lively, very loose and relax, can get serious when needed though, always making jokes and trying to lighten up the mood

19- a bit more, mellow. Still quite lively and childish, but with two signifigant-others you have to settle down sometimes

Ekrano

16- lively, more stern than akrano and kinda worried, but ultimatly also very loose and bright

Lilliana

16- serious, seemingly colder towards everyone, gets along great with psycho-lops, makes him new eye-patches to pass time, actually just very monotone and blank most of the time, although she does care

19- she doesnt change much, she got a bit more expressive, likes babysitting howl

Psycho-lops

16 1/2- always looks determined, actually kinda scared of conflict, likes to help out with healing though, very proficient in it as well, sounds intimidating while talking about how cute puppies and kittens are

19/20- still the same, is considering studying medicine and medical practices to become a doctor.

Bark

17- bright, incredibly lively, loves to joke around and tease and sometimes bully the others, targets aether primarily, hangs out with his brother most of the time, he can fight for himself but he likes the backup, especcially since he is kinda glass-jawed, being that hes a twig

Bite

17- quiet, intense eyes, always sounds vaugly confused when he speaks, deep voice lol, likes to train, doesnt understand barks need to tease others, likes to read to the children

20- quiet, intense eyes still, more so nervous sounding, slightly paranoid, cluastrophobic and cant stand dusty places, usually in his house or at the docks, doesnt really go anywhere else

Hanelle

17- loud, headstrong, adamant about her opinions, gets along well with bark, she tries alot to be intimidating, not a twig, but not very big, pretty friendly and sociable

!the band of pirates!

Aklea

A few hundreds of years- kinda bored seeming, loves blood, technically cannibal, but not really since he isnt human, to an extent. Despite being fine on the ocean, he gets very car sick very easily. Actually quite nice, very easily triggerd into violence, especcially by something that could be used as a good murder weapon, blood makes him jittery and more lively

Nerone

21- calm, too calm, deals with akleas bullshit wonerfully, he just stands there, blank smile on his face as aklea beats the shit outta someone, unintrested in most anything, likes to draw, but hes a much better pastry chef.

!the shakespears!

Midem(pink boi)

33- lively, loves to work with kids, very creative, likes to make things, mainly art, mainly carvings. Often make little minitures of scenes from midens writing, loves his twin, does anything it takes to fund midens intrests. Very loving to those hes close to

Miden

33- calmer by alot lmao, pretty introverted but he can hold a long conversation without becoming too drained, enjoys writing and making stories, also makes plays for fun, runs off little sleep cuase he stays up so late to write, and gets up early to write.

!gods!

Gideon

9 billion- confused boomer, loves his ‘children’, hates to be hated, always tries to help in anyway he can, despite making them, always curious into what mortals are doing, loves the universe he created and does anything he can to protect it

Merik

7 million- sore loser, does get a little salty, ultimatly bounces back and becomes a very good sport, always will adopt tactics, whatever it takes to win within the rules, keeps most all of his trophies from random feats hes done

Ventus

5 billion - calm, straightforward, tends to disregard others and do things himself, likes to sit on cliffs and watch the ocean

Kyle

Hes been around since 776 bc- very loud, lively, bright, tries his best to educate people on proper form, workout regime i intesne, doesnt allow others to take it, makes custom workout regimes for free, owns a gym, dude bro but hes nice, baby

Horo-sha

Her age technicaly is not accurate, shes like, 2 billion? Since dima was made right after her death. But since her history still lives, ima count it

5 billion but older than ventus- bitter, violent, former god of justice, fucking dead haha, hates mortals, primarily humans

Dima

Also not super accurate, hed only be a few centuries of being an active god before being sealed, but since hes technically, concious and has cognitive function hes counted

3 billion- mean lol, likes blood and gets even more violent when it starts getting messy, ‘new’ god of justice, uh, pretty bad at it like the last one, but worse, will kill over slight misdeameanors, everythings a crime smh

!misc!

Ivan

24- softspoken, from imperial russia, died young, he no longer feels his face is his own, has a mask that he likes better, has the sickness, but since he was human it killed him, can control it post mortem, is strong enough to be seen, but weak enough he can go invisible and go through solid objects.

More ocs will be added when i remember them, or create new ones, characters i dont really have built at all are not included

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