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as soon as the internet decided depression and anxiety were the everyman mental illnesses and therefore not to be taken seriously we were all fucked tbh bc the fact that i have to feel embarrassed to admit i have debilitating anxiety because people will think im just an uwu dont call me out coward is ridiculous. its insane that i have to clarify that my depressive episodes are like life threatening and not whatever dipshit dumbed down idea of depression people seem to have like oh yeah i just wanna watch netflix and eat ice cream and not text people back. like bro i think im the devil

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Spider from Minecraft

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sex isn’t real they made that up to sell rock n roll records

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assignmence

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do not scroll mindlessly look at images with a sense of purpose

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How it feels to listen to take me out by franz ferdinand

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they should invent a constructive feedback that doesnt make me feel like the guy on the ten of swords tarot card

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martin scorsese just won best rpf director

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At the Nosferatu in 35mm showing last night, the host told everyone to keep off your phones and don't talk or else he would "send a burly man to suck you dry" and I really don't think that guy considered his choice of words, it wasn't really the threat he intended

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theres even shorter form videos now that are only 0 seconds long doing even more damage to our attention spans, and its called images

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okay this is definitely a huge reach and i have no clue if anyone else has talked about this before but its a fun theory anyway!

dennis is d.e.n.n.i.s.-ing mac but he’s doing it BACKWARDS. okay stay with me here. it’s the sinned system— it subverts the original dennis system in every way because 1) it’s dennis’s uphill battle with real authentic love for the first time in his life and 2) none of it is planned or happening on purpose. here’s the evidence so far

S - separate entirely: the guy you’ve been in a codependent mildly homoerotic relationship with for 20 something years came out of the closet and he’s in love with you. flee immediately and give him a fake number. start a new life with a new family thousands of miles away and don’t ever talk to him again.

I- inspire hope: never mind that was horrible. come back home. don’t let anyone know your next move.

N- neglect emotionally: you expected everything to go back to normal after coming back but this just doesn’t feel right. he’s coming on way too strong. you need to create some distance. for his sake, obviously, not yours…… right?

N- nurture dependance: you totally don’t need him as badly as he needs you. this is just asserting your dominance and keeping him wrapped around your finger. nothing more.

E- engage physically: one pandemic later you realize pushing him away this much was a bad idea. theres no way he actually moved on from you, right? start touching him again. keep it casual.

and that just leaves us with D for demonstrate value…. maybe….. some big gesture or emotionally charged moment that shows how he feels. now i’m not saying the narrative is setting it up but i’m not not saying it either. just something to think about