#shauna shipman insanity arc

[vanpalmerenthusiast]

little ghost jackie jackieshauna thing i’ve been fiddling with

honestly this is very messy, not edited, and very confusing to read, but people were asking me to post it so here it is!!

outstretched, delicate fingers swirled in the rays of light peeking through shauna’s curtains. she was asleep, finally, after a night of insomnia lay her to rest in the early hours of morning. her deep sleep withheld any vision of the person standing above her, her fluttering eyes a telltale sign that she had entered REM. the almost translucent girl in shauna’s bedroom was small, with caramel colored hair falling softly on her shoulders and deep-set hazel eyes full of sorrow. she was wearing a blue soccer uniform, with a yellow striped collar and a bold number 9 on the right breast. a little gold heart dangled from the necklace she wore, and a yellow headband with a small bow was nestled in her shiny hair.

the girl pressed her extended fingers delicately against shauna’s warm, limp hand, spread across the mattress next to her head. a dull buzz of energy throbbed between fingertips as the honey haired girl swept falling hair from her eyes. shauna stirred, clenching her fingers tightly and then releasing them just as quick. “shauna,” the girl whispered tearfully, her soft voice somehow filling up the entire room. the sleeping girl twitched slightly, but didn’t wake. the purpling circles under her eyes were comparable to a product of disease, and her bones seemed more defined than the other girl had ever seen them. the soccer player shook her head, and decided to just let her rest.

she had been the cause of shauna’s sleepless nights, after all, and even while she slept, the girl inhabited her dreams. she quietly removed her expensive cleats, revealing blue socks that matched with her uniform, and climbed into the bed next to shauna. she pulled the blankets over her carefully, as to not wake her best friend up. she let out a soft sigh and drew the covers closer. she had been feeling very cold for quite some time, but she couldn’t put her finger on why. but watching shauna sleep, in peace for a moment, warmed her to her core, if she even had one anymore. the girl pressed her forehead to shauna’s gently, connecting them. as if they wouldn’t be so terribly connected for the rest of her life. the heat between hers and shauna’s foreheads began to feel hot as a branding iron, as if when they were separated, the evidence would be bright red and damning.

moving back, the soccer player studied shauna’s face, every quirk of her eyebrows and flutter of her eyelids while she dreamed. she wondered what she was dreaming about, but then again, she knew. shauna muttered faintly in her sleep, calling out a name that sounded strange and familiar. “jackie,” she called faintly in a low whisper, repeating the name over and over as if she was trying to remember it.

jackie was trying to remember it too, but her only comfort and memory in this unbroken purgatory was her best friend, who couldn’t feel her anymore. if shauna could no longer know her, why should she be anything worth knowing at all?

guys this is scary i’ve never posted anything fic related before bc i hate my writing

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2nd Ultimate Incest Tournament- Round 1

Propaganda under the cut:

Shauna/Callie:

Shauna is an insane woman with a psychology stuck in her late teens due to the huge trauma central to the show and the loss of her homoerotic friendship Jackie. Callie is her daughter who reminds her a lot of said homoerotic friendship a lot.

The first scene we see of adult Shauna is her masturbating on her daughter's bed looking at a pic of her and her boyfriend which tied back to how Shauna stole Jackie's boyfriend because she couldn't have Jackie.

Callie starts the show as a normal snarky teenager who might look down on her mom a bit, until she catches her cheating on her dad (the boyfriend she stole). Also, Callie is wearing Jackie's old uniform at this point (thinking it was her mom's). They have a talk about the affair and Jackie and it's one of the first times we see how much she wants to learn about her mom and her crazier sides.

Shauna is completely incapable of acting like a normal mother and doesn't know how to give Callie proper displays of affection.

As season 2 rolls in Callie wants nothing more than help her mom escape prison after killing her new boyfriend and for her mom to show her dangerous side to her and to include her in everything even if it's illegal.

At this point, we're at a point where Callie is just as into the freaky headrush of survival-type situations and that probably will keep entangling her with her mom more and more.

Shauna also had an arc about remembering her first baby she lost and how that and so many other things get in the way of her to show proper love to Callie even if she wants to protect her more than anything.

Shauna inadvertently got her best friend, Jackie, killed and is haunted by her memory. She attempts to replicate that dynamic with her daughter Callie but also refuses to let herself love her because of the pain of losing Jackie

mom who masturbates in her daughters room looking at photos of her daughters boyfriend. daughter happens to be an exact replica attitude-wise of the mother's childhood best friend who she killed (accidentally) and ate (not so accidentally) and still has romantic hallucinations of. The daughter dresses up in the dead situationship's uniform and mom mentally can't tell them apart….the good stuff

Stanley/Stanford:

Look. they are brothers. they are mirrors of each other. they are the only people that understand each other. they are possibly the guys that understand each other the least. their relationship to each other is the most important one in either of their lives.

We already got near-canon Old Man Toxic Yaoi with BillFord. Now get ready for Old Man (potentially toxic) Yaoi 2 Electric Boogaloo! Now with more incest and love/hate relationships depending on where in the timeline they are. They even sail a boat together completely alone on the open sea! That's as gay as two old men can get (joking)!

All of their problems would be solved by incest tbh and i love them for that

[vanpalmerenthusiast]

7 and 9 for the ask game :)

I WAS HOPING SOMEONE WOULD ASK ME THESE THANK YOU

for 7, my hopes for season 3 are that we get more taivan content because they’re my faves, van gets cured (it won’t happen but i can dream), that we get a simone and sammy update bc geniunely what is going on with that, shauna completely loses her shit (in either timeline), we find out what the hell happened to krystal, more pre-crash jackieshauna, and more hunt scenes!! i’m blanking on everything else because i want so much out of this next season but those are my main ideas.

and for 9, a scene i would get rid of, honestly i have no idea. if i had to pick it would probably either be that one scene where misty tries to poke ben in the dick or the scene where travis eats javi’s heart. now i know so many people will come after me for that but it’s not that i don’t like the concept of it, i think the metaphors and undertones of the scene are very well written, it’s just that watching it so explicitly makes me a little uncomfy 😭 and ik you’re all like “but soph, this show is literally all about cannibalism!” THAT DOES NOT MEAN I ENJOY WATCHING A KID EAT A RAW HEART

at least cook it first man

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2nd Ultimate Incest Tournament - Round 2

Propaganda under the cut

Sam/John:

Overprotective controlling dad, bratty rebellious confrontational Sam, the eventual realization of what John was trying to protect him from, the sad dad puppy eyes

Often overlooked in the Winchester family incest dynamics which is sad because it fucks so hard; John has such complex feelings regarding Sam because his birth indirectly causes the death of Sam and Dean’s mother and leads to the Winchesters becoming like that. John sees the sweet boy he loves and the monster Sam is fated to become, and is torn between saving or killing him. Keeping Sam safe and innocent is one of the main motivations behind John’s terrible, desperate actions; however through the extreme countermeasures he takes, he only manages to push Sam further away and closer to his fate. It’s only after John’s death that Sam begins to understand his actions but also believes John was right to ‘want to kill him’. John may be absent for most of Supernatural but he forever haunts the narrative and his sons, the One True FatherGod of Supernatural

Shauna/Callie:

Shauna is an insane woman with a psychology stuck in her late teens due to the huge trauma central to the show and the loss of her homoerotic friendship Jackie. Callie is her daughter who reminds her a lot of said homoerotic friendship a lot.

The first scene we see of adult Shauna is her masturbating on her daughter's bed looking at a pic of her and her boyfriend which tied back to how Shauna stole Jackie's boyfriend because she couldn't have Jackie.

Callie starts the show as a normal snarky teenager who might look down on her mom a bit, until she catches her cheating on her dad (the boyfriend she stole). Also, Callie is wearing Jackie's old uniform at this point (thinking it was her mom's). They have a talk about the affair and Jackie and it's one of the first times we see how much she wants to learn about her mom and her crazier sides.

Shauna is completely incapable of acting like a normal mother and doesn't know how to give Callie proper displays of affection.

As season 2 rolls in Callie wants nothing more than help her mom escape prison after killing her new boyfriend and for her mom to show her dangerous side to her and to include her in everything even if it's illegal.

At this point, we're at a point where Callie is just as into the freaky headrush of survival-type situations and that probably will keep entangling her with her mom more and more.

Shauna also had an arc about remembering her first baby she lost and how that and so many other things get in the way of her to show proper love to Callie even if she wants to protect her more than anything.

Shauna inadvertently got her best friend, Jackie, killed and is haunted by her memory. She attempts to replicate that dynamic with her daughter Callie but also refuses to let herself love her because of the pain of losing Jackie

mom who masturbates in her daughters room looking at photos of her daughters boyfriend. daughter happens to be an exact replica attitude-wise of the mother's childhood best friend who she killed (accidentally) and ate (not so accidentally) and still has romantic hallucinations of. The daughter dresses up in the dead situationship's uniform and mom mentally can't tell them apart….the good stuff