#shanbear

[nekrokatart]

Genshin OC - mystery character design for ShanBear

[shesastrangertosome]

These two sets of eyes are my weakness 👀

[mellowdreamer]

Aang, Hakoda, Momo~ love ur dadleaf

dadleaf!!!!! i’m love you!

aang — what do you like to do to calm yourself?

i calm myself down by getting out all the energy!! this is usually playing some loud music and jumping around my room as i vigorously lipsync to the song. my current calm down song is Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) by My Chemical Romance!!

hakoda — who is someone that inspires you?

usually i’m more inspired by experiences or places than people, but i guess i’d say all of my friends and found family! (and yes this includes crimily :D)

momo  — how did you meet your group of friends?

surprisingly i have a lot of friends,,,

aioli pal — we met through my best friend at the time, who she was dating, but i hated her when i met her because the boy i had a crush on (and dated for like a week?) was in the 7th grade equivalent of love with her. once i got over that bias, we became really close friends and even three years later, i’m closer with her than with anyone else. she’s my sugar baby, candle man, sister, best friend, wife and everything rolled into one.

@one-moist-watermelon​ — my wife!!!! we’d been in mutual classes before but the first time i really met them was in our year 9 drama class!! i don’t quite remember how exactly we met but the time i knew i wanted to be friends with them was when we and two others wrote a little skit about harold holt. if you don’t know who harold holt is, he was an Australian prime minister who went for a swim one day and vanished. in our skit, harold holt (played by yours truly) was running away to new zealand under the fake name richard richardson. shanbear’s role was that, after a customs officer became close to finding me out, i pointed at them and yelled “that man is smuggling dr-gs over the border!”. they ripped off a mustache they were wearing, yelled “i’m not a man, i’m a woman!” and were taken away by a security guard. i then slipped through customs and made my escape to new zealand.

also fun fact: australians named a pool after harold holt. we named a swimming pool after the PM who is believed to have drowned at sea. let that sink in just like he probably sunk.

fridge gang — oh boy. we met through a dc/batman roleplaying server and bonded over our love of buzzfeed unsolved, chaos, murder, john mulaney, more murder, and memes. we did end up leaving the rp server because of complications, but we’re still close and arguably closer than ever!! i love mooria and parkoo so much and i would murder someone for them. this is probably the friend group i have the most inside jokes with. *looks wistfully into the distance* autothots, roll out.

crimily — the crime fam!! i met them in @fyrelordzuko‘s atla discord server (which is now closed to the public, so don’t try it.) and they’re the friend group i’ve known for the least amount of time so there isn’t a lot of story here :( we bonded over crimes! they all adopted me except ver cause they’re younger than me. they’re amazing people and i love them very much!!!!

send me asks based on atla characters!

[echeloncwb-blog]

#Repost from @shannon_letos_girl_l490 with @regram.app ... And now for what this beautiful man is all about!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #hispassion #hisenergy #ourshanimal #themuddafugginboss . (cto❤️) . @shannonleto #shannonleto #30secondstomars #shanimal #shanbear #sexyshannonleto #adorableshannonleto #ilovethisdrummer #shannonletoisthebestdrummerintheworld #shannonletodrumgod #thebestdrummer #theboss #onesexybadassdrummer #shannonletoishotterthanthesun #themostgorgeousmanonearth #themostbeautifulmanintheworld #themoststunningmanthatseverlived #thesweetestmanever #sosexyheshouldbeillegal #shannonletosgirl #heismyremedy #iamhisremedyhejustdoesntknowityet #alwaysloveshannonleto #mylovealways #❤️🌹 https://www.instagram.com/p/B3XUaxBgXX3/?igshid=hqmb4jqm6fkm

[lolainblue]

Just some random b/w Shanbear

[shanscript]

Hi shanbear! That's my new nickname for you and I'm stickin with it 😘 again SUPER congrats on reaching 1K that's so incredible and you deserve it!

Could I ask for a plaything matchup from you? I read some and they are soooo amazing (and lowkey I've been looking at all these toys too for research purposes 👉🏽👈🏽)

1. My haikyuu faves I can narrow down to Boukto, kuroo, and Daichi

2. She/her ♀️

3. V for volumpcious vajayjay 💖👄💖

4. Indeed a night owl 🦉

5. Hot tea🍵

6. I honestly use both so much but I'll go with YouTube 💻

7. Introvert 🙈

8. I like neutrals 🍂

9. Shuffled playlist because I love to rock out to kpop then cry about love 🥲

Thank you so much in advanced and takenyour time with these so you don't burnout!

your toy matchup is the arc 💕

part of my playthings 1k matchup event!

who: daichi x v!reader

what: adult characters, thigh worship, oral sex, use of an insertable vibe, a lil spit, squirting

aaaahhhHHHHH TOONY HI BB. oh my god your responses were such a fuckin joy to read (shanbear! 😭) just by the emojis alone i would KNOW EXACTLY WHO THIS IS FROM 💕✨ i’ll forever appreciate your undying love & support. i’m matching you with one of my fave toys, it hiiiits so good also throwing in a fave position of mine too uwu. i know you simp heavy and would enjoy some hard lovin & thigh squeezin so this one goes out to you! (sorry it’s kinda long)

Your fingers brushed through Daichi’s hair before softly scratching the back of his scalp. You admired him from above, at how handsome he looked lying between your thighs. His arms were draped heavily around your hips as he trailed slow kisses across your plush skin. His hands roamed up your sides, fingertips barely brushing the edges of your breasts. Daichi sucked and bit little marks all along your inner thighs, just to draw out of you those little sounds he loved so much.

He inched forward a little on his elbows, bringing his mouth dangerously close to your exposed pussy. Your fingers in his hair began to twist and pull as he extended his tongue to taste your lips. He alternated between swirled and wide licks, pointing the tip to your clit every few seconds. His fingers tightened around your waist, and he dragged you down onto your back. You gasped out a moan as he pushed your knees up to your chest and plunged his tongue inside your pussy. Deep, curling licks coaxed your walls to swell and tingle.

Placing one last kiss to your pussy lips, Daichi sat up on his knees. He dragged your ass up into this lap and grabbed the slender vibrator he’d left waiting on the edge of the bed. You panted and whimpered as he leaned over to spit on your clit. Something about the way he wiped his mouth on the back of his hand after made your pussy clench down around nothing. You reached up to grab at the pillows beneath you as he activated the toy with a flourish.

Keeping your knees pinned to your chest with his forearm, Daichi pressed the rumbling silicone to your slick clit. Your back lifted off the sheets once the vibrations made contact, and the last full breath you’d take for a while escaped your lips with a cracked moan. He rubbed his spit into your sensitive skin, flicking the ridged head back and forth. Back and forth. Each twist of his wrist made your whole body roll with pleasure.

Daichi leaned a little more of his weight into your thighs, keeping you from squirming while he pushed the bulbous head of the toy inside you. Your brows pinched into a pout as you felt the short, searing stretch. Daichi intently watched your expression contort when the firm toy immediately found your g-spot. Holding you in half like this made it so easy to milk your gummy ceiling, to bump and thrust against your favorite spot, with powerful pulses.

Your breath quickened and your mind raced as Daichi pumped his arm faster and harder. You could only form parts of his name, in high squeaks and whines. The pressure inside you built to match the heavy impacts against your g-spot. Daichi’s rhythm rose to something wild and chaotic, accented with his soft grunts. Your mouth hung open silently as your hips jolted in his grip. Your vision blurred as your release enveloped your core. With a desperate cry, you clenched and gushed over his hand, splattering your juices up his veiny forearm.

Daichi looked up at you, his expression reading as both surprise and wickedness. He turned off the vibrator, but idly twisted it just to hear it move in your sweet juices. He finally breathed a low groan. “You… you’re my favorite little mess.”

taglist: @nepenthendline @kou-taro @devilgirlcrybabiey @omiishii

[echelonlab-blog]

Comfort Food

submitted by @lolainblue

   T/W: Describes a depressive episode. If this is going to be upsetting to you please skip this piece.

    Rylie comes into the kitchen and sets the bags of takeout down on the counter. She knows there is too much of it, there’s probably more than enough here to feed a half a dozen people not just the two of them, but she doesn’t know what might tempt him to actually eat today and so she has covered her bases. Before spreading out today’s provisions she first opens the refrigerator, gathering up the uneaten repasts from several days back. She tosses the carcasses of old clamshell packaging and their questionable contents in the trash container, noting with a wrinkle of her nose that she needs to take that out when she leaves. She tosses away the rest of the refuse she sees laying about, and then gathers a clean washcloth from the drawer by the sink and prepares a basin full of hot, soapy water, which she uses to wash down the counters and clean the few glasses left sitting out. Once the kitchen is put to rights and smelling like a tropical breeze, she finally opens the bags she has brought, setting out the food in what she hopes is an appealing manner.     “Shannon,” she calls out in the quiet house, but she doesn’t expect an answer. She calls his name one more time when she has finished and then heads back to his bedroom, where she is almost certain he is.      She finds him on his bed, in almost the same position he was in when she left him last night. She takes a deep breath and swallows, counting to ten, determined to keep the quiver out of her voice that she feels on seeing him like this. “Hey Shannon, I brought dinner again.”      She doesn’t ask how he is, she knows the answer. It’s the same one it’s been for days now, although she hopes for something better every evening she shows up at his door.      “Ry… I don’t think….” Shannon mumbles, his face still buried in the rumpled blankets.      Rylie swallows again and grits her teeth in determination. Shannon is in the same sweats and t-shirt he has been in for four days now and she can smell him from where she stands in the doorway. Enough is enough. She knows he can’t sort it for himself so it’s up to her to help get him moving.      She walks past him without another word, directly to the en-suite bathroom where she turns on the shower. She gathers everything he’ll need and lays it out where he can easily reach it and then marches back to the bed.     “All right, Up you go. You smell like a hobo and you’re ruining my appetite now too. And I picked up dinner from El Coyote so you’re not going to spoil that for me. You know it’s my favorite.”     Shannon groans and rolls over, pulling the blankets over his eyes. Rylie quickly snatches them away from him and begins stripping the bed around him.      “These sheets have got to go too. Trust me, you’ll feel much better once you’ve showered and have fresh sheets.” When he doesn’t move she stops, her voice softer as she brushes her fingers through his haphazard mop of hair. “Come on, Shan. It’s Friday. I can even stay tonight if you’d like. But I’m not going to curl up back here with you if you don’t wash up and put some fresh blankets down.”     This seems to give him enough push that he sits up and puts his feet on the floor. Rylie goes back to stripping the bed, pulling pillowcases loose as she watches Shannon stretch one muscular arm after the other, rotating his head from side to side as his muscles adjust, before finally getting up and padding across the floor and into the bathroom. She is pulling out fresh linens for the bed when she hears a plaintive cry from en-suite.     “Ry….”     She immediately drops the sheets and goes to him, finding Shannon in his boxers, standing in front of the toiletries and change of clothes she has laid out for him, a look of confusion on his face. She wants to cry, this is a particularly bad day for him and her heart hurts for what he must be going through, but instead, she gently wraps her arms around him and rests her head on his shoulder. It takes him a minute, but eventually, she feels his arms wrap around her too, and she holds him like that until she feels him start to relax.      “I know it feels overwhelming,“ she tells him in what she hopes is her most calm and reassuring voice. "Just break the tasks down, one thing at a time. All you have to do right now is take your boxers off and get in the shower”     “I’m sorry, Ry. I don’t mean to be so much trouble. You don’t have to do this you know…”      She sees that his eyes, already red-rimmed and swollen from what must have been an earlier crying jag, are growing moist with another threatening storm. She is determined to head it off. “All right, none of that. You know I don’t mind. I’m here for you whatever the reason. You’re just sick. Just like anyone who has the flu or a cold. You’d like me to come take care of you and feed you chicken soup if you had a cold right?”     “And maybe give me a sponge bath?” Shannon jokes, almost cracking a smile.      The little bit of hope that glimmer of normal Shannon gives her refuels her determination. “I think you’re too far gone for a sponge bath, mister. Now strip and get under that hot water.”     He does as she requests, not shy about disrobing in front of her. Shannon has never been shy, and it’s not anything she hasn’t seen before. They were more than friends once, although it seems like that was several lifetimes ago. She misses it more than she lets on, but she’s happy to carry that torch for him. Whether or not anything ever changes between them she knows she is more special to him than he admits as well. It’s an equilibrium that only they understand.      She stays long enough to make sure that he’s finding his way now, lathered up with body wash and sighing under the hot steam, before she returns to making the bed. Once it is made she begins straightening up the bedroom, throwing away tissues and wrappers, straightening pill bottles and gathering dirty cups, until she hears the shower cut off. She waits patiently to make sure he gets dressed without any further hiccups. He finally appears in front of her, in a fresh t-shirt and sweats with a pair of fuzzy spotted socks on his feet. He is damp and his hair is ruffled and something in her heart tugs affectionately just a bit.     "You’ve been taking your meds, right?” she asks as she waves a half-full bottle at him.     Shannon grumbles and takes the bottle from her, opening it up and popping a single pill in his mouth and dry swallowing it. “When I remember,” he confesses.      “You need to hydrate too. Take those things with water.“ She takes the bottle back and returns it to its spot on the nightstand. "Come on, there’s food in the kitchen,” she urges.     “I’m not hungry,” he tells her, letting himself fall forward onto the freshly made bed. He grabs and pillow and pulls it underneath him, tucking his knees up and rolling to the side.      Rylie snatches the pillow away from him. “Well, I am. And you’re not going to make me eat by myself so you’re going to march into that kitchen and sit down next to me while I tell you about my day. And if you’re very good and maybe eat a flauta we can come back in here and curl up in the bed and watch some movies together.”      Shannon grumbles but follows her into the kitchen. He looks over the spread she has laid out for him while she pulls out plates. “Jesus, Ry. This is too much food. I haven’t even eaten the stuff you brought yesterday.”     “Or the day before or the day before that,” she adds. “But sooner or later something will sound good to you and I want there to be food in the house for you when that happens.”     He doesn’t say anything else, just watches as she makes herself a plate and then stubbornly puts some food on his too. He gets a bottle of water from the refrigerator and drinks that while he watches her eat and chatter on, her voice filling the otherwise silent house. She makes him feel less alone in the world. She is an anchor for him, and he needs her more than he thinks she knows.     Eventually, Shannon picks up his fork and starts picking at the food, and before he realizes what has happened he’s finished a tamale and some rice. He can see that Rylie is trying not to make a big deal of it, taking his half-empty plate with what he imagines she thinks is a casual shrug but he can see the big smile that is spreading across her face. He manages to pull his wits about him for a time and helps her with the cleanup, He adds the leftovers to the burgeoning pile in the refrigerator, it’s generous interior nearly bursting at the seams with her meals. He closes the refrigerator door but stands unmoving in front of the appliance, his wavy reflection looking back at him from the stainless steel surface. The evidence of her care is there, in his still damp hair that smells of shampoo, the tidy room with a freshly made bed waiting for him, the persistent meals spilling over on their chilled shelves. The way she never scolds him but always encourages him, the way she is there when he is on top of the world and when he is an absolute mess. The way he looks forward to her laugh, and the way his world seems a little less colorful when it is absent.      “I love you, Rylie,” he says simply.     She hugs him tightly, both of them savoring the feel of each other. “I love you too, Shannon.‘      He means more than that, he is almost positive, but he knows now is not the time. “Are you going to make me some popcorn to have with these movies, or are we just going to sit around and watch them like animals?” he asks.     Rylie laughs. “I’ll make you all the popcorn you’ll eat Shanbear,” she tells him, using a nickname he hasn’t heard in ages.     He pulls the large bowl he uses for popcorn out of the cabinet and feels the first real smile he has had in weeks stretch his cheeks. He’ll tell her tomorrow, he thinks. It’s good to have something to look forward to.

[shesastrangertosome]

Awww what a gorgeous Shanbear 🧡

[shesastrangertosome]

That side look 🖤

Have an amazing Shanday 😍

[endsofdreams-blog]

A tribute to the Shanbear hug

[echeloncwb-blog]

Mais loco que o bátima!! 😂🤓😎 (Credits to the owner) . . . . . . . . #30secondstomars #shannonleto #jaredleto #MarsIsland2019 #LiveLikeADream #maislocoqueobatman #crazyboy #shanbear #shannonletoishotterthanthesun #shanimal #echeloncwb https://www.instagram.com/p/B1CYVgSgZti/?igshid=q27nof1v952m

[toonpai]

Whatever could you possibly mean dear shanbear??

i SAW that like @toonpai. perfect-buttcheek-crease lookin ass

[echelonfiction]

Bright Lights: Chapter 50 - That’s a wrap

Note: Bright lights is at Chapter 50, thank you for every one who helped get it here. 

Stats: 

Chapters 50

Words: 152, 322

Pages: 511

Trigger Warning: None that I am aware of, let me know if you think there’s something here

tagging: @fyeahproudglambert @msroxyblog @meghan12151977 @teggles07

Chapter 50

Jared grabbed walked right to me and held my face in between his hands. My eyes opened wide.

“You are so fucking amazing” he said his face moving in.

“No, I like the other Leto” I panicked trying to pull back as he kissed my nose. Letting me step back. “You could have just spoken do me dude,” I grumbled.

“Yeah, but I dint want you to think the video was going to be a fail,”

“Okay so scenario,” I said crossing my arms as Shannon walked up beside us. “We’re behind about half a day, because of this issue, you’ve been trying to fix it on your own, instead of coming to me you were a salty prick all day,”

“No!?” Jared rushed.

“Yes!” I expressed assertively. He looked at Shannon who nodded. “If you had of just come to me first up, we could have had a better day,” I told. “Even if Riley wasn’t the solution,”

“Yeah,” he sighed. “I’m sorry,” he looked straight into my eyes. “I was wrong,” I smirk grew all over my face. He rolled his eyes.

“So, how are we going to catch up” I questioned.

“Well, how do you feel about a sleepless night?” he asked.

“We’ve got a motel, I can have sex, I can have slow roll-a-round fun, loud sex, I feel quite fine with the none sleeping part,”

“I’ll make it up to you,”

“I really would prefer the other Leto, like I said!”

“No I mean... “

“Please?”

“Yeah,” I smiled. “It’s fine,” I looked around the room, my stomach turned a little when I thought about Riley in the video. I looked at Jared, then to the ground. “So umm. . .” I looked back up. “Can you do me a favour though?” I asked stepping closer to him. “What’s that?” “Can you ask her,” I whispered. “Who?” he whispered back. I nodded toward my sister. “Riley?” he questioned. I nodded. “Wh-” “Make it seem like your idea?

“Phoebe,” he sighed.

“Please?” I begged.

“Whatever,” he shook his head. “I’ll do it when you’re on stage”

“Awesome” I grinned hugging him. “Thanks.”

“Can I have my girlfriend now?” Shannon grumbled grabbing my arm pulling me to him.

“sure,” Jared grinned. “She deserves some amazing sex,”

“That was the plan tonight,” Shannon smirked. “But you took it away from us,” with his arms around my waist he snuggled me tightly.

“What ever,” Jared laughed walking off.

“You’re amazing,” Shannon whispered. I spun around in his arms so I could look at his perfect face. “I am so proud of you,” his eyes were basically shining.

“Thanks,” I grinned.

“That’s really brave,”

“It had to be done,” I told. “it was the only option, I just wish he came to me sooner.”

“He was scared,”

“Yeah but how long did you know?” I asked. He sighed softly.

“I had been picking up on it all day, but he told me when you flipped out,” I narrowed my eyes at him.

“You could have told me,” I pointed out

“He asked me not too,”

“I’m your girlfriend,”

“His my brother,” he told. “my little brother who I protect,” he snapped. “I have an obligation to protect him, just as much as I do you,”

“Okay,” I sighed, “You’re right,” I smiled at him.

“I’m still so proud of you though,” he said squeezing me tight.

The gig was amazing, the crowd went wild for Behind These Hazel Eyes. It felt so amazing. Jared, Shannon and I went back to the loft where the video was being shot it was so quiet. Courtney was here and so were a few sound guys.

“So we want to get the shot in the black dress,” Jared said. “So, Phoebs, you go get changed and made up, we’ll set up here and get the lighting right.”

“okay,” I smiled kindly as I walked off.

It all went pretty smoothly. I’d wait while they were setting up cameras, I did most of the takes pretty well, only had to retry about three nights the entire time. I was waiting in the spot Jared told me too. Looking around Jared did the set pretty amazing. I felt a huge yawn coming on.

“You look about as tired as you boyfriend,” Jared laughed walking back up to me. I looked over at Shannon he had his head rested on his arm sound asleep.

“I’d happily be doing that right now,” I laughed. “I think he’s got the better end of the Shannoebe at the moment,”

“You’re making money for his future babies”

“Ewh,”

“you know you ca-”

“Ewh,” I grumbled he went to talk again. “dont,” I covered his mouth. He pointed to his camera. I let my hand go

“You have to give me a nephew.”

“How about you leave the shannoebe business to the shannoebe people and you go do the Cubbins stuff,” I offered.

“hmm,” he pondered looking over to Shannon who had now moved his arm and was face first on the table, so cute. “whatever,” he laughed walking over to the camera. We did a take of me not singing just looking around then me singing normally.

We went pretty well. we’d just finished a few shots of me just looking around, Jared called cut, but I kept looking the place was pretty beautiful. We hired out an old church and transformed it in.

“Buttercup,” Jared called, I looked over to him. He walked right up in front of me. “We’re going to do one more full run through with you singing,” he told as he looked in to my eyes. “but I need you to put as much emotion in to it as you can!”

“Okay,” I said furrowing my eyebrows.

“Let the pain show, let the hurt show, bring out everything you can.”

“I’ll try,” I nodded.

“A heads up, I’ll need you to do the same again in the bad scene,”

“Okay,” I took a deep breath and looked around thinking about everything I could to bring these emotions up. I didn’t want to ruin myself. I looked over to Shannon, still sound asleep. I knew I could turn to him if this hurt to much!

“Ready Phoebs?”

“Yeah,” I nodded turning back toward the camera tensing myself up giving it everything I had.

“That’s it” Jared called. “Take a break,” he smiled kindly. My whole body relaxed as I turned toward Shannon walking over to him. He had his head on the table still his arm to the side of it I put my head under his arm and snuggled into his neck closing my eyes tight as he moved, wrapping his arm around me as he sat up.

“Hmm,” he groaned letting me cuddle in to him. “Are you okay?”

“I’m so tired!” I admitted.

“You need coffee,” he said sleepily.

“I need you,” I grumbled kissing his neck.

“You got me baby,” we were both super still for a moment before he sat forward, forcing me to sit up too. “Are you allowed to sleep?”

“I don’t think so,” I sighed pointing out the window the sky was a light blue grey shade.

“Sucks,” he grumbled, “I really need cuddles,” he said wrapping his arms around me.

“Me too,”

“It’s so cold,” he held me tighter burying his head in my neck. I wrapped my arms around him.

“Why don’t you go to the bus?” I offered. “There’s no use is both being exhausted.” he sat up and looked at me, he looked like he was considering it then he pulled my head to his chest and shook his head.

“We’re a team,” he told.

“I love you,”

“I love you too,” I smiled

We sat there holding each other for a while when Jared walked over. “You alright?”

“Yeah,” I nodded.

“That last take was pretty heavy,”

“I’m okay”

“What happened?” Shannon asked, I looked up at him and shook my head. He looked at his brother.

“I just got her to use some big emotions that she had to draw on,” he told, I glared at him. “What, he needs to know so he can take care of you,” I folded my arms. “Look I know you’re tired,” he admitted. “You’re doing really well,” he smiled. “Why don’t we go get some breakfast, meet up with Riley then we’ll come back and get these final scenes done so we can get to Vegas!”  

“Can I skip breakfast for a nap?” I offered.

“I think it will just make you feel worse,” Jared admitted. “by the time you got to the motel, you would have to come back,”

“Okay,” I frowned.

“Just think, we’ll be in LA in about 24 hours.” he told, my eyes snapped to his Vegas was our last show... fuck.

“That got you excited.”

“I get to sleep in my bed?”

“Is it together?”

“Umm?” I shook my head, “It’ll take like two minutes, it’s one of those bed/base things” I grinned.

“ensemble?”

“Yeah,” I grinned. “It will just need sheets, a blankie and a Shanbear!” I hugged Shannon.

*

“Phoebs, baby. . . Kitten. . . wake beautiful,” I opened my eyes realising I was cuddled in between the seat and Shannon’s back my arms were crossed, I was cold. We met up with a bunch of people for breakfast. “We’ve gotta get back to set,”

“Hmm,” I groaned sitting up looking at my plate, I’d eaten a fair bit, I didn’t even remember it. “I think I ate in my sleep.” I said. People laughed at me. “I barely remember walking through the door.”

“I’ve been on tour with you for a while, I’ve never known you not to finish bacon.” Tomo laughed.

“I’ve been me for how ever many years, I’ve never known me not to finish bacon,” I laughed picking up a Rasher and putting it in my mouth.

“Disgusting meat eater,” Jared snickered.

“herbivore bitch,” I snickered back.

“Murderer,”

“Oxygen killer.”

“Okay,” Shannon warned. “Let’s get back to set.

Twenty minutes later Jared had us all gathered around him in front of the white board. Heaps of scenes were crossed off. The ones outside and the ones with Riley were all that were not crossed.

“Okay guys!” Jared called. “It’s really important today runs smoothly. “We have a flight at 430 to get is to our gig in Vegas, we can not miss it, finishing this is the only thing we are here for.” he told. “We need this to run smoothly.” he  called. “I want the shots of Riley in the dress done first, All of Phoebe’s performance shots done, the last scene will be the wet one, we’ll be shooting that, and leaving straight to get Phoebe a shower and out of the city,” he barked. “Any questions?” he asked looking around his eyes landing on mine last. I shook my head. “Phoebe, Riley to make up!” he called demands to every one else, the whole team scattered like ants.

“Phoebs,” Riley called catching up to me on the way to make up. I looked at her. “Are you sure you’re okay with this?” she asked. I looked her up and down.

“Yeah,” I nodded. “It’s what’s needed.” I told.

“Okay,” she sighed.

Twenty minutes later I was dressed and on set. Riley had to have all her tattoos coved, mine were still covered from earlier. We did the emotional mimic from last night first then some random movie meant shots that Jared said would make sense later. I trusted him. We went through one unemotional performance shot.

“We got that one,” Jared called. “Grab a drink Phoebs,”

I walked over to the small catering area that had been set up the last few days arms went around my waist I sunk back into them.

“Where have you been?” I grumbled turning around, he’d been missing for a few hours.

“Tomo and I needed to do some press for Mars,” he told his hands going right on my bare hips. “you look really sexy right now,”

“Thanks,” I grinned. “What’s happening with our check out stuff?” I asked.

“I took care of it” he told. “everything vital is here,” he told. “sent the rest on the buses,”

“Okay,” I nodded. “How long are we in Ve-” I looked over toward Jared and saw Riley standing there in my dress my face instantly soured. I looked back to Shannon but not at his face. I noticed he looked where I looked his hand instantly went on my neck. “Convince me this wasnt a bad idea?”

“it was the only option,” he said I looked up at him.

“I never considered how I would feel seeing her in that,” I told, he soothed my skin.

“I understand,” he said softly. “You’re doing really well,” I looked at him at let out a sigh, looking to her again.

“It’s the only option.” I repeated. Shannon pulled me in for a hug.

“I’m here til we leave now,” he whispered. “You’re allowed to call cut too,” he said, I looked up at him.

“I’ve got this,” I told he nodded with a grin turning toward the people trying my hardest not to glare at Riley. Shannon held his hand out in front of me. With a grin I took it and let him lead me over to the people. “You know, if I ever shoot another video, I’m forcing the label to produce real coffee,”

“I’ll be there!!” Shannon sang causing a few people to laugh.

“Girls,” Jared called waving us over. “Now, I know these scenes are hard for you,” he looked at me. “Both,” he said looking at Riley, I bit my tongue and locked eyes with he for a second. “We’ll do a walk through, then we’ll do the real take, the quicker, the better.

“Agreed!” I nodded.

The walk through was fine, all I had to do was turn around touch her face and sing, all she had to do was kneel there. It was kind of poetic having her kneel before me. Bitch!

We had to do it a couple of times for different camera angles but then it was done and we had to go get changed. I was in hair and make up first it didn’t take long to change me over. I slipped out of what I was wearing. Passing it under the door to Riley.

“Phoebs,” she called softly.

“Yeah,” I called back.

“I know you’re uncomfortable with today,”

“Riley,”

“I now your moods Phoebe,” she pointed out. “You’ve barely spoken a word,”

“I’m exhausted tired, Ri,” I whined. “Yeah, it’s hella emotional, I’ll talk or analyse it later,” I explained. “just please let me get through it.” I begged.

“Okay,” she sighed. “I wont push,” she told.

“Riley?”

“yeah,”

“I appreciate you doing this!”

“Thanks,”

We had to flip the scenes around, it didnt take long once scene was harder, I had to pretend her hand gave my face warmth where I’d only ever known such feeling from Shannon. I used him as inspiration for my acting, he was quickly becoming my inspiration for everything.

Then it was on to the last few scenes, they were all me. The first couple were me running and dropping to my knee’s while they got a few front shots of me and back shots of Riley.

“Phoebs,” Jared called, I looked at him. “This is going to be cold”

“Okay,” I nodded.

“Sing it through once!” he told. “Bring all that emotions, then we’ll get some not singing shots, the mud.. . then you’re done!”

“Alright, then we nap” I grinned.

“Then we fly to Las Vegas.” I smiled

“Ready?” he asked, I nodded. “roll rain” he called I looked up as the fake rain fell down on my face,” Jared suggested we let it set in so I only had to do one take, it didnt take long until I was completely soaked from head to toe, when I was, he rolled the music and the camera. I sung, or pretended too. Before I knew it I was on the last scene which was dropping to my knees and falling face first in the mud. The dropping to my knee’s part was fine. But I couldnt fall in to the freezing puddle of mud and water organically.

“Do you need a minute?” Jared asked.

“No,” I whined pushing myself back to my knees. “I’ve got this,” I nodded. A moment later Shannon and Jared were on their knee’s in front of me.

“You’re right, you do have this.” Jared smiled.

“What’s in your head?” Shannon asked. I looked into his eyes.

“I dont even know,” I said shaking my head. “I just want to get it done!” I told. “I’m freezing,”

“It’s okay to be scared!” Jared said. “This has been an emotional roller-coaster” he told. “This last four months.” I crossed my arms. “You’ve over come so much,”  I nodded.

“It’s kinda gross too,” I said with my nose scrunched.

“What?”

“The water!” they both looked down at it.

“It’s a man made puddle” Jared smiled. He looked to Shannon then back to me. Shannon put his hands in the water in front of me, Jared followed his lead.

“I think” Shannon pulled his hands out of the water with a handful of dirt he smoothed it out in his hand.

“Shan” I warned moving back he grabbed my arm

“You’re afraid of getting dirty,” he said smearing the dirt on my forehead and down my cheek.

“Oh my god!” I whined, “Shannon!”

“I think you’re right big bro!” Jared said smearing it over the other side of my face then down my arm.

“Ewh” I grumbled moving away from them. “You’re both ass-holes,” I said trying to clean my face only making it worse. When I looked at their stupid ass mischievous faces I couldn’t help but grow a smile. I shook my head

“We win,” Shannon grinned standing. Jared grabbed my arm.

“Let everything go,” Jared said, I nodded. “Everything”

“Okay,” I nodded.

“Let’s get it in one more take,” he said, I nodded in response. Taking a deep breath. “Queue rain” he called. “Rolling, Action on music,”

a moment later the music started playing. I held my stomach as I feel in to the freezing cold water I forced the tension away, thinking about so much bullshit, it made me angry, it made me sad, I sung through the rest of the song by the time it finished I had tears running down my face but thanks to the mud and rain they were only known to me.

“Cut!” Jared called. The rain stopped. I let my body relax in to the water for a small silent moment. Then I felt some one nearing me. I looked up at Shannon walking toward me with a towel. I instantly pushed my self up to standing and wiped my face off. Shannon wrapped the towel and himself around me. I buried face in his neck. “Phoebs, come watch!” he called I looked up at Shannon he kissed my cheek and wrapped the towel further around me. Jared and I stood in front of the camera watching the scene go through, I was throwing some serious frowns. It was kind of hilarious to see. It ended and every one went silent. I looked at Jared, he turned to me. “Phoebe,” he said, a smile growing on his face as he put a hand on each shoulder he looked in to my eyes. “That’s a wrap” I felt my whole body and face give way to relief. I threw my arms around him and hugged him as tight as I could. Words weren’t happening right now.

Every one was clapping and cheering and trying to hug me. Jared motioned for me to stand on a seat in front of every one. I didn’t understand what I was supposed to do.

“Guys,” I called every one went quiet. “I want to thank you all so much for being a part of this, this is my first video, it’s been so scary but you guys have all made it run so smoothly, thank you guys, so so much, I hope to work with you all again at some point.”

“Three cheers for Phoebe Flamez!!” Shannon called. They all cheered and horayed. I turned to Shannon wrapping my arms around his neck as he lifted me off the chair. “good job, baby,”

“thanks,” I said.

“You need to go shower,” he told. I pulled back and looked at him. “I don’t want you to get sick.”

“Come join me?”

“We don’t have time, we have to get to our flight.” he told, I frowned. “The second we’re in LA,”

“The second?” I prompted

“Yeah, while we’re on the plane still,” he grinned.

“I’ll hold you to that,” I grinned.

“I know you will!” he laughed

I walked out of the bathroom of the church and down the stairs Jared was doing something on a computer. Shannon was talking to Tomo I ran over and jumped on his back.

“I’m good to go,” I cheered.

“Got your back pack?”

“I do, thanks baby.”

30 minutes later we were on an aeroplane, I had the window seat next to Shannon.

“Get some sleep angel,” he said softly as he pulled my head to his shoulder. I snuggled kissing his neck. I stopped for a moment before pushing his face so he was looking at me.

“I feel like I havent kissed you properly in a month,” I told he grinned then pushed his lips into mine, I grabbed his chin and kissed him back, our tongues gliding across each other. I could do this all flight.

“peepee,” I heard. “Nonny. . . hugs nonny hug”

“No, Nelly,” Riley said, she was in the seat in front of me next to Jared.

“Bee,” she cried. Her mom kept refusing, she started crying loudly, I pulled away from Shannon and searched his eyes for a second before I stood up and leant over the seat.

“Do you want us to take her?” I asked. Riley looked up at me and nodded I held my arms out. “Come on Nelly bean!” I called her smile grew huge as I sat down she climbed over me to Shannon giving him a huge hug before climbing back to me sitting as Shannon played with her. “I think sleep just went out the window,” I laughed.

“Awesome trade off though,”

“Hell yeah,”

*

We’d landed an hour later. Jared, Shannon, Tomo and I were rushed straight to the venue. I had to do a couple of things before I headed back to the dressing room, it was so much fancier then most we had been too. I sat at a table across from Jared.

“What’s up?” he asked.

“Do we get to Vegas before we go to LA?” I questioned.

“Well, I have a private jet not long after the show, but I can get rooms for you and Shannon if you want?”

“No, I’m good for a flight,” I smiled.

“We’ll be at my house by 1am hopefully.”

“Sweet.” I toyed with my thumbs, feeling his eyes on me.

“What is it?” he questioned.

“I saw you were cc’d in an email to me today,” I said quickly.

“The show case date?”

“Yeah,” I nodded. “It’s like one week away”

“Nervous?”

“Yeah,” I laughed. “It’s an actual show,”

“Yeah, most showcases are,”

“Oh,” I sighed. “I expected an acoustic thing at their office,”

“Awwh” he laughed.

“And it’s in the day,” I told. “I have never performed in the day,”

“You’ll do fine,” he assured me. “We’ll figure out the set and stuff closer to it,”

“Okay,” I nodded.

“We’ll need to work our asses off on the video and the EP”

“Yeah,” I sighed. “I was hoping for a week of sex,”

“Ewh,”

“You’re ewh,” there was a few moments silence. “I wish we had of sound checked.” I admitted.

“It will be fine,” Jared grumbled “You worry too much,” he told

“So do you,”

Riley sat down next to me, I could feel the nervous energy pouring out of her. Something strange.

“Some-thing’s wrong?” I asked.

“Yeah,” she nodded.

“Is this a twin psych thing?” Jared asked. I shot him a warning look.

“What’s going on Ri?” I asked putting my had on her back.

“I could lose my daughter in a week from today,” she said looking in my eyes.

“A week from today?” I asked. She nodded.

“2pm,” she told, her face was white as hell. I was half relieved I didnt have an option to go with her. But I couldnt tell her that, she was barely breathing.

“Breath Ri,” I told, she started making a raspy noise from her throat. I pulled her in to my arms and held her tight. “you’re safe Ri,” I soothed. “Come on deep breath.” she took one. “He wont beat us,” I told.

“I cant lose her,” she told. “She’s all I’ve got,” she sniffled.

“you’ve got me,” I said kissing her head. She looked up at me.

“You hate me,” she looked so sad, I hated it, I hated him.

“No,” I said softly. “I don’t”

*

I stood side stage watching Jared and how he moved around the stage, I couldn’t believe that this tour was almost over. Four crazy insane months that took my life places I never thought it could go. Places I never wanted it to go, places I am so thankful it went, I looked at Shannon. He was my favourite part of the last bit of time. His smile as he smiled out to the crowd hying them up as Jared called me on to the stage to sing kings and queens.

“This is the last song, on the last show of the tour,” Jared called. “In two weeks, Thirty Seconds To Mars and Phoebe Flamez are going on a world tour,” the crowd cheered. “We do not know when we’re coming back, so sing this one with us Las Vegas,” he called putting the microphone in front of my mouth.

“Show us why the United States of American is our home!!” I improv’d the crowd went wild a second later Shannon hit the beat and we launched in to the song, the three of us who could jumping around the stage. Shannon was overly animated. We were certainly giving it everything we had.

Ten minutes later we were off stage and cleaning our stuff from the dressing rooms.

“Babe, do you need anything from the bus?” Shannon called

“Toothbrush?” I offered,

“Alright, I’ll meet you in the car.”

he did that, the car trip was short, we were driven straight on to the tarmac and ushered on to the plane.

“um. . . where’s Riley going in LA?” I asked Jared quielty.

“My guest room,”

“What?” I snapped.

“It’s my house,”

“You trust her?” I questioned.

“Dude,” he grumbled, “She’s your sister,” he shook his head. “I trust you,”

“I didnt stab my family in the back,” I growled.

“It’s for tonight,” he told. “We’ll figure it out tomorrow,” I let out a reluctant sigh.  As I cuddled in to Shannon.

I had no luck with sleeping on flights. The first on my niece wanted nothing but Shannon and I, this one, was full of turbulence and nothing else. We weren’t even allowed to undo our seatbelts. It made me feel a little sick.

Every one got separate cars, except Jared, Shannon, Riley and Nelly, we were going to see some people in a few days, some people in two weeks, what every body was going to do was relax the best they could for two weeks.

“Shan,” I called following him in to Jared’s kitchen, he looked at me. “Where’s the key?” I asked. He thought for a second before going to a drawer getting it out and handing it to me.

“What are you doing?” he asked

“Sleeping for four days,” I laughed. “Night guys!” I called, they called it back, I looked at Shannon.

“I’m coming,” he asked following me out the door.

When I opened the door I was surprised to see the stuff had been moved around a little more then I rememebered. My TV in place, my bed was set up and made with snacks and things around it.

“There’s a note,” Shannon said picking it up, handing it to me

it read: Relax, Buttercup! You deserve it,

I felt tears in my eyes as I stood at the bottom of my bed, holding my arms out wide falling face first in to the extra soft goodness.

I

was

home!

[miss-shannanigans]

Munich, 2008

I don’t care how old this is. I don’t care if this has been shared before! That first picture killed me and I want all of you dead too <3

Credits to erialcgrove

[maliciousalishious]

I feel like shit today so I definitely need some cute shanbear 🖤🐻

[kmp78]

"Am I the only one who thinks that if SL shows up at Coochiella, that´ll be a borderline insult to Mars fans?" I'm sure the sheep will be over the moon that "shanbear" came out of hibernation to show his "gorgeous face". "Omg I can't breathe, he looks so good" 🙄🤣 rofl #secondcomingofmessiah

More like the second coming of Brian.

You know, as in the kid who almost became the Savior - but sadly missed out.

Those who have seen “Life of Brian” know what I´m talking about.

Those who have not seen it... WATCH IT.

One of the funniest movies you´ll EVER see.

#BiggusDickus

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