#shame.txt

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dipcifica is so funny to me because dipper was literally nice to every other girl in that show but pacifica. like it was on fucking sight

[keishid]

I’m really bad with faces (like, any faces. all faces.) and it gets even worse with actors bc they change their hair/clothes/makeup/behavior between... everything

so unless I stare at someone for long enough or they have something SUPER identifying about them, it’s hard for me to recognize actors from one thing to another, right

tl;dr it took me until super recently to realize that Ronon Dex, Aquaman, and Khal Drogo were all Jason Momoa

[smeels]

im kin with 1120

[j-uzo]

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kind of loving aroace ford who’s pulling bitches and has no idea

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after ford dumped him bill got so drunk he forgot his mom died and people are saying it wasn’t at all gay? not even a little bit???

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bill and fords relationship is so interesting to me because it’s batshit crazy.

like ford summoned him as a last resort knowing that it was dangerous, and then was crazy enough to roll with the insanity bill brought into his life for years. YEARS. like obviously ford was a little off his rocker too!

and then when he realized bill was fully evil and irredeemable and he needed to stop him, ford STILL wouldn't burn his books that bill helped make BECAUSE OF HIS THIRST AND LOVE FOR KNOWLEDGE. bill wasn't just his muse he was his man on the inside of everything he wanted to understand. he let bill ruin his body so he could keep the books!! ford was literally descending into madness and his life was falling apart around him because of bill.

and then when he finally "dumped" bill, the loss of ford set in and bill got fucking depressed, even after he literally physically and psychologically tortured this man. bro got so drunk HE FORGOT HIS MOM DIED.

in conclusion their weird fucked up relationship is crazy with the new context, and i think we don't talk about how INSANE ford is for being chill with bill for so long.

[tmblrofshame]

ford was definitely-not-straight in the 80s and some fucking triangle decided to be in a weird toxic relationship with him and he just thought “sure whatever might be my only chance”

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everyone needs to stop framing bill cipher as this flat static character that has no significant backstory because it’s pissing me off

due to the release of the book of bill AND the website unlocking new lore, we know that bill literally massacred his whole race/world in an attempt to liberate them through chaos as they denied his ability to see the third dimension

he spent his whole life up until that point being the only one to see the stars (that’s kind of fascinating if you ask me)

ALSO don’t forget that bill is a liar! so many people are jumping to conclusions and deciding that because bill said that he doesn’t care about what happened to euclydia, then he doesn’t care. don’t take his statements at face value because he’s fooling you too!

you have to look at the context and his actions. not only is bill lying to you (the reader) he is lying to himself! the example I’m thinking off is in the book of bill he talks about his childhood and describes how everyone loved him when we know that’s not true (because what he could see was illegal and taboo) after that, when he talks about the massacre everything gets blurry and he can’t fully describe it.

bill is lying to himself to soften the blows of reality. when people like time baby or his therapist try to ask him anything related to his past he clams up and won’t say a word.

he is lying to himself just like he lied to ford, just like he lied to dipper, just like he lied to mabel, and just like he’s lying to the reader.

he is constantly putting himself on a pedestal and convincing people that he’s the greatest! when he knows there’s something wrong and can’t even remember through all the lies he’s created!!!

this is not me saying that he’s an excusable villain (because he’s absolutely not) but me saying that he’s an multi-faceted character that people keep writing off as simple.

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deadpool baby trapped wolverine

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oh im sorry was i not supposed to think ford had a situationship with the triangle man? was i not supposed to read between the lines???

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ford killed bill a month earlier and bill decided to practically show up to his house holding a boombox and blasting love songs (he sent the book of bill to ford first)

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i finished translating all the ciphers in my book of bill and the one where ford absolutely fumbles a joke and immediately thinks that stan would have made them laugh kills me

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a cool motorcycle being what makes sonic crack and go into the bar in the first movie…

shadow having a motorcycle…

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“but mabel and dipper are fraternal twins!” WRONG i hit one of them with the trans beam

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gideon and bill parallels analysed. 30 dead 1000 injured.