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JONGOO KIM NSFW HEADCANNONS 💗
@goosimp will you let me out of the basement now…? :((
He’s so hot though, like why isn’t he appearing 😭😭 GIVE ME BACK MY BABY GIRL
He’d cry and whimper as your riding his dick, while you bounce up and down pushing him against the mattress he begs for more, his glasses falling of the bridge of his nose pushing it back up. His hands on your hips trying to match your bouncing by thrusting up , his head falling back and his blonde locks sticking to his face while his face is a flush red. his eyes squeeze shut when you tighten on him and his lips quiver before they form into a pout while he lets out a low whimper.
“More , more , more. I want more I need - ah’ more..oh fuck fuck..!”
“Give it to me baby, give it to me hard.”
“Feels so good, please please don’t stop..!”
I headcannon he eats pussy Like it’s his last meal, this man is pussy starved. He’d just be between your legs in the middle of the night while your sound asleep.
And his boner won’t go away it’s painful he tries so fall asleep but his desires drive him crazy as he gives up. Pulling down his grey sweatpants freeing his cock. Yes he sleeps without underwear. Calls it “ easy acces”.
He gives you sloppy kisses before shoving his hardened cock between your thighs slowly rubbing against them to ease his boner.
You can feel his dick graze against your clit from time to time making you push back against him moaning even in your sleep. And he can’t hold back.
He goes down on you lazily licking stripes against your clit and prodding his fingers against your hole. Kissing your thighs while fingering you. He’s skilled alright he has those long fingers that hit deep. You’ll start seeing stars even while your asleep.
After a while he pulls his fingers out while your shaking beneath him, kissing your forehead then plunging his self into your tight hole. Hissing when your gripping his cock way to hard. Slowly you start sucking him in curling your toes when you adjust.
He starts moving softly and leaves you spilling angelic moans and he snaps when he hears you say his name.
“Aw my baby dreaming about me? Wake up I’m right here, come on I’ll make you feel good ‘promise.”
When you finally wake up he just gives you a little smile and you know he’s gonna make you wobble.
But when your sweet voice asks what he’s doing he just chuckles. His small fangs are visible and when you notice them you can’t help but throb and he felt it. He’ll keep teasing you about it but for now he’s gonna focus on you. Just you.
And he does that, he does that so good. Your crying and whining about him being to big and losing your mind. Your arm on top of your eyes shielding your tears from him and pathetic face.
Yet when he thrusts so deep into you , hands flying to his arms and digging he notices your eyes going back while you bite your lower lip. A few more aggresive thrusts and you cum on him. Soaking the bed beneath you. he pulls out covering you in his own juices right on your thighs. He gives you a bear Hug and your body disappears in his arms.
You wonder why he went silent when you realize your energetic loud boyfriend fell asleep and you see his blonde locks sticking to his face and his drool dripping down his mouth.
Can’t help but smiling at him you kiss his nose. And tug the blanket over you both. (After you cleaned yourself and him up) both sleeping safe and sound.
But whatever I might be crazy 🤞🏽
And this is an apology for my lovely partner @goosimp 😞💗 I’m sorry babe for taking so long 😭😭 AND IM SORRY 4 CHANGING PFP 😞😞
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angst time :,) n a little comfort at the end bc I'm a sucker
i started thinking abt mc leaving rockstar cove after they get hurt bc of that crazy 'fan' (to the anon who brought it up, YOUBE BROKEN ME<////3)
even though you want nothing to do w him anymore, he'd pay for everything. even if you move out he'll pay for whatever you want and need until you're ready to go back to work
doesnt matter how much money you have, he'd feel so bad and this is the least he can do to relieve his guilt and your troubles.
I think him leaving music is very spontaneous yk that
he took a bit of a break before he tried doing shows again but it just wasn't the same. not like before he met you and definitely didn't feel the same as when you were dating.
so before the last song, he mumbles, only audible because of the mic, that this is rhe last show he's ever doing.
the crowd gasps and murmurs collectively, his crew and manager are freaking out backstage n baxter is prbly cussing him out thru the earpiece bc wtf is he doing? we never talked abt this???
and the last song cove plays is some sad song he wrote :,,)
he's crying in the middle of it, slow tears running down his face and by the end he covers his face, hands shaking and he exhales shakily.
he's in such ruins after everything that happened, and he thought he could move on, but he can't. it's too different. everything is too real now to ignore or play off. it's not simple anymore. it's real and it got dangerous and it's scary and hes.. he's tired.
he'll thank all his wonderful fans for supporting him, for all the love, especially after that stalker.
but through tears he gives a big fuck you to everyone who harassed him and especially you.
the internet totally breaks. the news is bumping for weeks especially with every new piece that comes out
"rockstar suddenly quits"
"hardass rockstar, cove holden, crying on stage during last show"
I'm torn between cove deactivating his socials and him just leaving everything as it is.
doesn't touch it unless you ask him to change his bio n pfp and everything.... that crushes him. he cries and cries n it takes so long to delete every post/photo of you/both of you. (he downloads every one, even if he knows he has the photo still.)
the internet breaks again, n if his fans know your socials n you took cove outta your bio/deleted your photos, etc. it just confirms the rumors that you're broken up.
which leads to a few a lot articles n posts n threads abt why you broke up, or fans in ruins bc they liked you together n hoped it wasn't true.
if it gets bad or annoying or whatever, and especially if you ask before he can act altho it wouldn't take long before he makes a statement or post on whatever remaining social he has to "Stay outta our business. leave y/n alone."
and maybe the pap, creepy as always, see you and cove moving things out the house into your car or uhaul depending on how much you run away with (you can take all his left shoes n he wouldn't complain)
n now the photos n articles are circulating like wild fire and cove tries to be civil telling everyone to stfu n get out your business, but somehow he ends up making a dark, pixelated video of him in what looks like the kitchen? cussing out the pap n telling everyone to just stop n fuck off, that you're blowing it up too much n to just stop
it blows over eventually, resurfacing here and there over the years
ik rockstar cove is dramatic n wild n blah blah blah, he's crazy ik stfu I think he's great n hes like the next beyonce in my head i think but yes he is a drama queen and he's still a big crybaby
definitely ends up back w his dad, helping w his shop early on (definitely got caught behind the register once bc some fan made a tiktok captioned "cove fucking holden just rang up my surfboard and stuff im going to FAINT" and now the shop is more busy than usual)
when you run into each other again and catch up, he definitely cries and can't stop feeling bad for not protecting you better. for not doing more even though he did the most whole youbwere together to keep you safe from crazy and delusional fans
please tell him it's not his fault, bc he really did do everything before and after the attack and you'll never regret being w him. he'd blame himself so much and would cry with relief to know you don't hate him
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WHISKEY. TELL ME ABOUT YOUR TRIGUN SONA. GIMME.
OH MY GOD HI. HELLO. i don't know if you noticed but tumblr marked me explicit for like ten minutes for changing my pfp to a minecraft man. i think i'm back tho!!! mac can u see me am i dead??? can u see my pfp??? did they use the revive book on me. do i need 2 make a dramatic speech. this is my sunrise etc etc??? am i still in limbo someone let me know pls
BUT HIIIII HELLO :3 yes yes i have a trigun sona, i never drew them or rly wrote anything down, it was all in my head babey!!!!! did not have a name, but they're a librarian in some small washed up town. nonbinary butch who wears suspenders and has like a whole bunch of different coloured button up shirts and a single well worn pair of cowboy boots with spurs. is obsessed with documenting as much of No Man's Land and Earth's history as possible, or what little history of Earth remained after the crash. fascinated by crime but also deathly afraid of getting caught up in it so even tho they're curious they run in the other direction when literally anything dangerous happens. if u put them in front of vash the stampede they will react like 98 milly n meryl in ep 1, crying shaking whimpering like the tiniest most pathetic little guy ever while still trying 2 ask questions. very silly!!
does drag on the weekends!!! drag king? drag queen? EITHER ONE!!! it depends on the day but they prefer being a king bc heels are a BITCH to walk in. terrible balance. clumsy bitch. great with makeup tho!!! ough ive been writing 2 much dstuck i just about said "their strife specibus is bookkind" goddd. HELP. but yeah they will hit u with a book if startled!!! i need a name for them but my last sona just had the name whiskey anyway. i should name all my sonas after alcohol. chat how do we feel naming this one jack daniels
#whiskey yelling into the void#friend tag :3#i like that name actually im keepin that#it can b their drag name#i love makin sonas i am just so so bad at naming them
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I'd love to hear your thoughts about Joe's new song teaser! I wanted to ask about it when it first dropped but I couldn't quite tell if you were doing a bit with the Nick thing or if Joe'd somehow done something to give you the ick so badly you were having an identity crisis in response so I decided it was best not to bring him up 💀
LISTEN I'M SORRY
Saying I'd change my pfp to Nick if Joe fucked up is me saying I'll do it when hell freezes over
Like bro if one Jonas fucks up I am throwing all of them out the window
They are a packaged deal to me
It's either all Jonases or no Jonases here
BUT LETS TALK ABOUT JOE'S SONG
Let me not get into the lyrics because I will over analyze them and cry BUT I AM FUCKING SOFT
I am so glad that he's teasing music because that means he intends to release it
I knew he wasn't going to go through what he did and not create from it
I just wasn't expecting him to release it
BUT I NEED IT BECAUSE THE FUCKING SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEADDDDD
THE FUCKING VIBES ARE IMMACULATE
His fucking VOCALS 😩
I hope it's an album or at least an EP but I won't complain if it's just the one song
I love him so much
Like my heart is so full of love for this man and I haven't been able to scream about him for 2 days so I'm in physical pain - like I love so hard I NEED to talk about it or I feel actual pain
But UGHHHHHH
The actual note I wrote after listening the first time:
FUCK OFF JOSEPH DONT ACTUALLY FUCK BRO I just heard the snippet of Joe's new song that he posted on TikTok snd I am UNWELL I can't even post about it on Tumblr because of the stupid April Fool's prank I decided to pull But oh my fuckinh GODDDDDDDD I have to get all my feelings out who knows if I'll post this But I'm so excited for him to drop new music I am so excited to listen to whatever he has to say THE VIBES ARE IMMACULATE THE FUCKING LYRICSSSSS "Sure your heart has been broke before/That don't mean you close the door/She said boy it's only love, love, love/Now that I'm here just as I thought you got my heart in a headlock" I LITERALLY CANNOT I'M SHAKING UGHHHHHH I love Joe so much and I'm so glad he's releasing solo music again whether its just a single or a whole album 💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭
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the pfp for this account isnt really all that good to me it aint even my trollsona i think i should change it i just don't know what to
maybe to this Literally Crying and Shaking Second ? Idk
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im sorry kel but i miss my husband dima 😔 hope u understand
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seb on your icon looks like harry styles
take that back this sort of hate crime will not be tolerated on my account
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find the word tag CCLXXXIV
I'll look through my tags note and think "I should create non-tag content for my blog" and then don't do that. well. this is me. @drippingmoon fun fact: your nickname was, in fact, based on the pfp you had when I started following you rather than your url, but it's such a delightful name: Moonink, like you write stories with ink gathered from moonlight, like they're from beyond time itself, and still a close comfort.
crackle (heartbeat, 2021)
He isn’t useful at all, like this. Once was enough, it really was. Liu Sang demands that his heart slow down and match where his mind is: sure, silent, settled. It doesn’t listen.
Liu Sang watches the sky crackle along its seams and flash purple for a moment. There’s a pause that seems too lengthy, making him wait in unearned agony until the following crash of sound reverberates throughout his whole body, hissing at the tips of his fingers, a sizzle across his collarbones, a fresh sting in his cheek when he bites the inside.
thunder (heartbeat, 2021)
It hurts, it hurts to breathe, to shake in the cool air, to cough heavily when his whole body feels too light to be weighed down by gravity. Liu Sang finishes relearning how to breathe just in time to know that he’s crying. Oh no, not- it was bad enough the first time, with Wu Xie’s large eyes piercing him through. With Pangzi-
But it doesn’t hurt when Pangzi moves him so he can rest fully against his chest, when he makes unintelligible sounds of reassurance, when there’s a hand stroking down his hair. Liu Sang is, he can hear Pangzi’s heartbeat, right there, beside him, so real and so strong.
“You’re alright, Jinx. We all remember but you had a pretty bad time of it, yeah? But you made it out, you’re alive, you’re here with us.”
Thunder disagrees and Liu Sang is horribly embarrassed and still chooses to bury his face in Pangzi’s jacket, trying to block out its growl in his ears. The side of his face that isn’t listening very intently to Pangzi’s heartbeat is covered by a large hand that presses gently but firmly on his ear.
hail snow (I'll tell you again to make you believe, 2020)
“I’m dying,” Jingyi announces upon his arrival at the Jingshi.
He sits very improperly beside Sizhui and gazes mournfully at the guqin beneath his friend’s fingers. Without touching them, he knows they’re warm and calloused. It’s so cold outside. Winter is being extremely harsh this year and more snow falls almost every day. Senior Wei has taken to creating and putting up snow melting talismans so not too much time is wasted in moving it out of the pathways. Jingyi appreciates this, but it didn’t stop him from tripping and falling into a snow pile outside on his way here. He’s grown up in Cloud Recesses, so he knows how to use his spiritual energy to keep his body warm, but there must be something wrong with it today because Jingyi can’t keep the heat from slipping off his fingertips and leaving him all too quickly.
Sizhui doesn’t stop playing, but the tune changes to something a little more cheerful and Jingyi knows it’s just for him. He isn’t cheered, though. The cold has followed him indoors and while he can feel Sizhui’s warmth beside him, it doesn’t penetrate his skin. When the song stops he keeps quiet, which is probably what really tips Sizhui off that something isn’t right. He always take every opportunity to praise Sizhui, because he is the best and should know it. His friend puts a hand on his arm and turns him a little so he can peer at his face.
dew bonus Grimes content
Zan jumped and nearly fell over when out of nowhere, something fell from the roof and landed in front of the two of them. He immediately placed himself in front of Shae, who sighed in frustration and elbowed him.
“Calm down,” she muttered. And then, louder, “This is Grimes.”
The something reconfigured its shape, bones aligning and smoky mass solidifying into somewhat recognizable form underneath the long coat it wore without flesh to support it. Dark red flames like tips of candles served as eyes in the skull that stared back at him. And Zan was staring. Indeed, this was some sort of possessed skeleton, a kind of creature he’d never heard of and wouldn’t have dreamed up if he’d wanted to.
“Like the girl said,” the skeleton spoke, its tone raspy but clear, with plenty of personality in the sounds, “I’m Grimes. And I have no intention of harming Shae. If I did, I would’ve let her summon spirits she had neither the experience nor skill for.”
Zan heard humor in those words and wanted to laugh. He was hearing a skeleton talk. He knew a summoner with a family contract who didn’t fear death, a semi-possessed blacksmith who didn’t understand friendship, and a passionate runaway with a skeleton who lurked in her back yard. What a life he was living.
concern, already, house, weight. BONUS: personal, absolute. @enchanted-lightning-aes @writingamongther0ses @oh-no-another-idea @livvywrites @diphthongsfordays @viskafrer OR ANYBODY or nobody
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March 21 2018
I can’t get over the things you did and didn’t do.
Yelled at me for hours that one night in 2016. I was shaking and crying and having a panic attack, my legs were so numb I couldn’t feel them. I was struggling to breathe, and you didn’t care.
You keep a list of all my wrongs in your head. Every scar that I’ve given you
You’ve never cared about the hurt past ex’s have caused me when I’ve opened up to you.
I mean, once, when I vented to you early on about what parrot did to me for the first time. Which I thought if I opened up more you’d care, but you never did ever again. And now to comes off as in trying to shove things down your throat.
You didn’t text me on Valentine’s Day. The year before, you wished me a happy vday but that was it. Didn’t want to spent any time with me. Which led to me FaceTiming with an ex.
You’ve said the most cruelest things to me. I still have screen shots.
You try to hurt me for revenge. To “give me a taste of my own medicine.”
You didn’t care when my head was bleeding. I was so scared I was going to die and black out. You haven’t said a single thing about being concerned about me.
You’ve broken my heart in a million different ways. But I’d stupidly keep loving you with all the broken pieces.
I mean, you really had me for a long time. You kept me convinced that it’s all my fault. That I did all of this. That I hurt you and I deserve to pay for it. And I did- for a very very long time. But still to this day you hold it against me.
Why?
Because I flirted with an ex, therefor cheating. I used you to make other guys jealous. I wrote some dudes name on my chest during truth or dare after I time you hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back. Because I didn’t know how to react when you were threatening to hurt yourself, and you thought I was taking it as a joke, but I wasn’t, I was trying to make myself the joke, that I’m not worth being hurt over. There was a car wreck and you asked me to be there for you, but I said I couldn’t, even though I really wanted to be, but you stabbed me with a knife and expected me to put it aside for you. I’ve had inappropriate pictures at my pfps on kik. I kept talking about people you didn’t want to hear about.
And that’s the list of my wrongdoings.
I’ve spend many many many months feeling terrible over every single things I’ve done to hurt you. I’ve cried so many tears over it. But you’ve hurt me too, but you never cared.
Because it was all revenge.
You said you were going on a blind date.
You told me you slept with someone.
You told me a waitress was touching your crotch.
In the past, I didn’t keep a record.
“Love keeps no record of wrong”
So every time you’d hurt me, I’d let it go. And it was so much easier to just let things go than to hold on and keeps lists of all the hurts someone caused me, which I did with ex’s.
But things have changed. I don’t feel like you’re sorry. I don’t feel like things will change for the better. On Valentine’s Day, you showed me that you’re more dedicated to being stubborn. Or maybe you have a real gf and you with with her all day.
You think you can’t trust me? I can’t trust you either.
You straight up lie to me. Like when I made a fake account and hit on you. Then you asked the girl who’s trying to get sexually with you to be friends.
That’s not the part that bothered me. It’s the part where you didn’t include that in your screen shot. You deleted the message asking her to be friends before you took a screen shot. Even something as small as that, you’ll hide and lie to me about. Who knows what else you have hiding in your closet.
You said I was harassing you and that you’d call the cops on me if I didn’t stop.
I should have called your bluff right there. But no- it worked. You hurt me so badly that I ran away. You got what you wanted. You deleted all my pictures. You were done with me.
You can yell at me for hours, try to get sexual with me and keep replying right away, but that’s it. For a very long time I’ve wanted to just spend time with you. But you’re never around.
All I’ve ever wanted was for someone to treat me well for once. You can go ahead and blame that on me, that I screwed everything up. But I’m not being manipulated anymore. You’ve always said that I don’t take responsibility for my actions. Well, same can be said to you. It’s never “I’m sorry I did this.” No. It’s Always: “well it’s your fault for doing this.” and “You hurt me and instead of talking it out with you I had to hurt you.”
Doesn’t come off as someone who truly cares about a person. I honestly did try and I can walk knowing that.
No, I’m not going to threaten to call the police on you or say you’re harassing me. Though, man I’d love to see how you’d react to that. You’d probably just threaten right back.
Every time I’m fed up, you play the victim card and try to reel me back in. I’m not buying it anymore.
This is what it looks like when someone has had enough. I don’t care anymore.
I don’t want to date you. I don’t want to fight or have drama with you anymore. I don’t care about relationships. I’m no longer going to try to make a guy my boyfriend, when I don’t even have the ‘friend’ in boyfriend with him. We’ve never been friends.
We are absolutely horrible to each other.
This can’t keep going on. Im living my life. I’ve fought for a very long time and it’s time to stop.
It doesn’t have to be heartbreaking or dramatic. It’s just that it doesn’t work.
And that’s all I have to say.
(I'm not upset about about any of these anymore. Maybe the police one a little. Part of me still wants to pull an uno reverse. Like the next time we're fighting and we stop talking, then you text me and I reply: "Stop harassing me or I'll call the police. I'm serious Damien. Text me one more time and I'm calling the cops."
It literally hurt me so bad that I made a fake guy account. Which I talk about in the next post it looks like. Yeah, that hurt you. You hurt me so I hurt you. A guy texted you saying he was going to use me for sex. The guy was me and you know how being used is a strong fear of mine. You threatened to call the police, I was hurt so I hurt you back.
It was wrong, I know, I'm just trying to explain what happened. But anyway, I've forgiven you, for all of the above, and I'm sorry for hurting you back -2021 February)
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