#shadowgenrations

[pipecleaneradventures]

Hi everybody! I hope you all enjoy the new Sonic movie. Sorry that I never finished recreating its trailer. To be honest, my heart wasn’t in it. I gave up all of my own original ideas to work on it instead, so I really wasn’t happy just recreating something that was keeping me away from what I really wanted to do. I treated myself so badly psychologically while working on it. I’ve been treating myself like that for a long time and finally realized how bad it was and that I needed to stop being so mean to myself. That was the rough time I’ve been having lately, trying to rebuild myself and learning to treat myself better, but it’s really hard to do because I want to be perfect and make the best things possible. Some of you told me I was being too hard on myself, but I didn’t understand that I was hurting myself. So I’m really sorry.  I really hope this doesn/t ruin the cuteness of what I make, I hope to bring you some really cute adventures in the pipe cleaner universe next year. Even if just making my stories as comics at first is all I can do, that will be ok right? I just need to realize thatI am enough, but it/s just really hard to do. I’ll keep trying and making things and hopefully I/ll get better psychologically and be able to make even better things. For now, thanks for being such kind followers and friends to me. I still feel like I failed you guys by not finishing that trailer. I'm so sorry, but I realized how badly I needed to heal myself psychologically and stop hurting myself. But I'm still so sorry about it all. I should never have pushed myself so hasrd to make a big project when I was already struggling and having a rough time making little things. So, I hope none of you ever are mean to yourselves like I was to myself. I hope you all will be ok and happy.

[pipecleaneradventures]

Here's the random bits of the Sonic 3 trailer that I haven't shared with you yet.