#seriously blake what in the absolute shit is wrong w you

[constantvariations]

I am once again begging for the people who work on rwby to learn how to frame shit

Blake chews out Batman for acting like he's alone and then storms towards Arkham Asylum. She walks alone into darkness while he's bathed in warm light next to everybody else

It's so contradictory. If they wanted to properly frame this shit, it should be Blake with her friends and in the light because she's enlightened and Batman swathed alone in shadows. As is, this frames Batman in the right (which he is) and Blake as going crazy

Either the artists rebelled against this shit by weaponizing the framing, like the animators of rwby did multiple times, or everyone who works on rwby stuff gets overdosed on stupid juice

[kob131]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=byjiwECylIE

So EruptionFang made a video about Raven Branwen. 

Considering his last video I watched (his Volume 8 Episode 2 Breakdown) was basically him shitting himself continuously because he’s STILL bitter about his headcanon being disproven, I don’t have high hopes.

But who knows, maybe he’ll make a good point.

0:00 - 1:24 “In RWBY, other characters get torn down to make Team RWBY look better, like the show only wants you to like Team RWBY! No one gets to be fleshed out or understood by the show! It’s SOOO disrespectful!”

...

*SMASH!*

Sorry, that was the sound of me faceplanting so hard I smashed a desk in half.

Really, Team RWBY never rises up and only other characters get torn down to make them look good? Yang never had to develop from being reckless as all hell to actually using her head in a fight? Blake didn’t have to get over her own fears and learn to accept help from others? Weiss didn’t have to struggle against her own personality to become a better person overall? Ruby didn’t have to struggle against the world itself and her own worldview to keep going?

This shit that is OBSERVABLE IN THE FUCKING SHOW didn’t happen? Sure, and there are two Adams. Even by the example you visually give (Avatar The Last Airbender)- Team RWBY still rose up like Team Aang did.

And don’t give me that ‘other characters get torn down!’ bullshit. The Ace Ops weren’t made to look bad to make Team RWBY look good- They failed because of their own personal flaws that were already established before that fight (Harriet’s recklessness, Elm’s temper, Vine’s detached attitude, Marrow’s disconnect). And Adam wasn’t torn down AT ALL: he remained the same damn character throughout his appearances and failed through his own failures born from his character.

And funny how you talk about other character not getting developed and yet ignore the Ace Ops’ boss. What’s wrong? Oh yeah, Ironwood IS developed (EXTENSIVELY. As in, we know more about his thought process, reasoning and actions than even WEISS, let alone Blake, Yang and Ruby.) so he just becomes a walking debunking of your OPENING ARGUMENT.

Not even past the intro and I’m already pissed.

1:46 ‘Any character’s righteous revolutions-’

Which didn’t exist, was disproven in the first episode and completely ignores BASIC writing tropes (like ‘Villians LIE’).

But please, keep talking about your delusions.

1:56 ‘There is an inescapable bubble Raven is in by both the audience and the characters!’

Spoiler Alert: It’s a bubble Raven HERSELF made in the first place.

���A bubble that she’s a coward and cares about no one but herself.’

True and effectively true. I’ll explain WHY later.

(Nothing to say about the ‘Meeting Yang and Raven’ part, moving on)

8:37 - 8:51 *quotes Shane’s letter, portraying it as a cruel choice to ignore the Volume 2 stinger scene.*

So now we’ve moved on to tearing off chunks of Monty’s corpse and Shane’s grief to use for his own headcanon. Fan-fucking-tastic.

I have absolutely no sympathy for anyone using this- partially because it’s always using an emotional connection to Monty to manipulate the audience. Partially because this was a DUMB decision. 

Where the FUCK would Raven fit into Volume 3? Even the section EF takes from is about a fight that everyone agrees wouldn’t have fit into Volume 3 at all and served no purpose and this is the ONLY mention of Raven. Combine this with how Volume 3 is structured (where Raven can’t do anything that Qrow didn’t already do), how ambiguous the final scene of Volume 2 was, the Mary Sue accusations against Yang at this point and Raven’s revealed personality- She wouldn’t WORK in Volume 3. Just because Monty had the idea doesn’t make it a good one. Fuck, he BROUGHT ON Miles and Kerry BECAUSE he knew he wasn’t a writer and his last contribution (Maidens) was BY FAR the worst aspect of RWBY which proves that even more.

EF, you’re bitching that Raven wasn’t shoved into a Volume already overstuffed and lacking in time and resources. With NO purpose and contradicting her personality.

Congrats on encouraging bad writing.

10:43 ‘It doesn’t make sense that in introducing the maidens and making Raven one, they cut her attacking Pyrrha to get her Maiden powers!’

Yeah- nice headcanon. Too bad your own quote says they didn’t know the purpose, Shane’s letter never says the purpose either and you even say it’s speculation. Also too bad that we’re suppose to SYMPATHIZE with Raven on some level later on and a large part of why Cinder isn’t portrtayed as sympathetic is that she KILLED Pyrrha, Raven’s theoretical target. Thus Raven’s attack would make her even MORE unlikeable.

‘B-but it changes the context of what we know, like Yang’s search for her!”

And how? 

“Through her message to Yang, which was hostile and angry!”

... Really? The message of “I won’t save you again” is angry and hostile? It seems more matter of fact to me, informing Yang she won’t help her again not out of anger or dislike but through her worldview, which would be disconnected from her emotions on the surface.

Qrow’s words never include an insult or attack on Yang, like calling her weak or mocking her. You can INTERPRET it as hostile and angry but that depends on the subjective worldview of the person. The actual words and message don’t carry hostility or anger. They carry apathy.

‘B-but it splits her character in two-!’

Oh my god, did you SERIOUSLY try to pull another ‘Two Adams’ on me?

Raven DIDN’T HAVE a character to spilts in those two appearances. We knew nothing about her as a person. Her saving Yang and that supposed talk could have been for and about ANYTHING. That’s why there were so many theories: NOTHING was known. And nothing about those actions inform her character without context, which Volume 2 never gives.

This ‘first Raven’, like CJ Black’s ‘First Adam’, DOESN’T EXIST. It’s just a headcanon you refused to accept as being debunked.

‘W-well, Raven still looked after Yang when her arm was cut off!’

In bird form. And only bird form. And never directly interacts with Yang. All in a form Yang DOESN’T KNOW she’s in. Suffering from problems RAVEN HERSELF caused. WITH A FUCKING PORTAL TO HER AT ALL TIMES.

‘B-but her actions say that she DOES care!’

I knew PRECISELY what arguments you were gonna make the moment I started this video. Because they’re the SAME DAMN SHIT I’ve seen to defend Raven before. And let me go ahead and tear it down now: Raven being around in bird form means NOTHING. Without Yang knowing it’s her, it is meaningless. It’s WORSE than nothing because it demonstrates that Raven could have been with Yang throughout her life with no apparent cost to her because SHE WAS ALREADY DOING IT. And it means she watched Yang struggle with her abandonment and the toll it took on her family and ESPECIALLY Yang and did NOTHING to fix the problem. 

Even ignoring the portal thing, taking this one scene in a vacuum- her looking at her depressed daughter and then fucking off paints her as either so lacking in empathy that she can’t be bothered to help HER OWN CHILD or so ill equipped to be a parent she makes TFS Goku look like...well, Taiyang. With CONTEXT, (still ignoring the portal thing), she CAUSED this depression by scarring Yang all those years ago and made Yang’s life worse for it. With the portal, she couldn’t even do the barest of minimum standards.

You can try to portray this as beautiful all you want: Nothing is shown stopping Raven from actually BEING A PARENT FOR ONCE before this and after this, we KNOW it wouldn’t be difficult in the slightest and she STILL chooses to not help. It’s one of the worst cases of parental apathy I have ever seen and fuck you for trying to bitch out the creators because you chose to IGNORE CONTEXT.

‘Instead of making it so Raven abandoned Yang because of her Maiden powers, they instead chose to abandon her role as a mother!’

You mean they had a character make a decision that completely fits with how the audience would perceive the character at this point?

Everyone, consider what we know about Raven. She’s Qrow’s twin sister, meaning she’s logically just skilled and strong as Qrow is. She’s also a Maiden, something that gives characters an IMMENSE amount of power separate from their normal abilities. She has a decoy so no one knows what she actually is. She has a portal to and from Yang at ALL times. She’s as strong as the strongest non-Maiden character shown so far, IS a Maiden bolstering her power beyond the Maidens we DO know of and can instantly be there for Yang at any time in her life and get away if someone tries to go after her, which makes no sense if it’s about her being a Maiden because she has a DECOY for this thing.

And yet, with all these things working for her, giving her every advantage that DEFIES the common trope EF is pushing- Raven still ditched her, ditched her a second time and couldn’t even be bothered to give her deeply apathetic message herself. And now supposedly, Raven would suddenly become a mother to Yang...and we’re expected to feel happy about this.

Yeah, no. People would be outraged that Raven got off scot free. In no part

“Everyone keeps being hostile and angry with Raven, who is also being hostile and angry. This means that the other guys are just pidgeonholding her into this role!”

Yes, a trend that Raven HERSELF causes. Qrow is hostile towards her because she tried to act as though she cared about her family to Qrow, a character shown to be a loyal person, but ignores her own DAUGHTER when it’s supposedly about family. Yang is hostile towards Raven because she knows Raven could have been there for her but chose not to, all while she NEEDS to find her ACTUAL family. Even Taiyang’s look at the end of Volume 5 makes sense as if she’s there, that means she’s likely running from their daughter, whom she has failed as a parent YET AGAIN despite Taiyang giving her a generous interpretation.

Raven is being forced into a role SHE MADE FOR HERSELF.

“This isn’t how it was at the beginning of the show. Yang and by extension the audience is sad and curious while Raven and Qrow are angry and toxic.”

Again, you ignore context.

Yang knows NOTHING about Raven and was abandoned by her. Of course she’d be sad and curious.

But Qrow is different. He DOES know Raven, saw first hand what her actions have done to his family while being the type of person who would HATE this and Raven is actively being manipulative while also avoiding him as he asks for help in SAVING THE WORLD.

Later on, Yang finds Raven...after learning that Raven had every chance in the world to be there for her and chose NOT to. All while Raven exudes arrogance and a selfish pride in being a ‘prize’ for Yang to work towards.

Then Raven proceeds to use her as BAIT, abandon her, try to turn her against the family that HAS been there for her, insults the father and uncle who loved and cared for her- all for more power...that wouldn’t even solve the problem Raven has. She stabbed her own brother and daughter in the back...for nothing. Because of her own flaws, something Yang fought against and overcame making her more mature than her MOTHER.

And after all that, she is given one last chance to truly show her love for Yang: to help her and join her. To go with her and put herself at risk for Yang’s safety or at least taking the Relic so Salem will target her instead of Yang. And what does Raven do? Abandons her AGAIN.

Abandons her to run off near her ex, the man she left with a child and a broken heart. She uses her connection to him to run away from her responsibility as a parent, running away from THEIR DAUGHTER. The girl he raised up without blaming Raven for anything, instead trying to paint a good picture of her in Yang’s head.

No shit people are hostile or unhappy with her- She keeps FAILING.

‘Oh hey, they made her an antagonist and thus EVIL! The writer’s CLEARLY think that there’s no way a parent who abandoned their child can be anything other than EVIL!’

... Then how come they portray her as conflicted and sad in the finale of Volume 5?

Much like how Adam’s unmasking fundamentally BREAKS his previous arguments of ‘HE EVIL!’ because it helps humanize Adam and give him pity and sorrow, the same is done here with the finale and Raven’s final actions so far. If Raven were evil, she wouldn’t have tried justifying her actions. Salem, Tyrian and , actively evil characters, don’t act like Raven. And they certainly don’t show regret or sorrow for their actions or conflicts about the results. This goes AGAINST how people perceive evil, even in the show itself.

So if she’s supposedly EVIL, why is her climax all about aspects that are fundamentally incompatible with how evil is portrayed in the show?

Answer: Raven’s not portrayed as evil. She’s portrayed as FLAWED, with actual negative flaws that cause her grief and pain like any normal character. EF is just throwing a fit that a ‘character’ he likes isn’t being treated as positive.

‘Volume 4 wasn’t where we got our first impression of Raven, it was Volume 2 and 3!’

And what impression could you get?

That she’s strong...and that’s it. At least, that’s it for positive traits. Raven is strong because she scared off Neo and that’s all the positive traits we have of her.

Everything else is negative. She apparently doesn’t care enough about Yang to stay around in any capacity for whatever reason. She refuses to see Yang and is largely apathetic towards her. She can be there for Yang but chooses not to. And her own twin brother Qrow doesn’t really like her.

The things we saw of Raven then paint a picture of someone who doesn’t care about Yang in any meaningful way. Even though I’ve chosen to ignore the portal thing, I really shouldn’t because she showed the portals off since Volume 2, meaning since her physical introduction she ALWAYS had a path to Yang but never chose to. EF acts as though these aspects of Raven didn’t exist before Volume 4...when the barest minimum of thought shows them in before that.

‘Their biggest mistake was the Volume 2 end credits scene since it goes against everything they wanted to do with her as a character!’

Yeah...and you argue for including it even though your own source shows that the other writers KNEW this issue.

‘The first impression we got of her was her saving Yang’s life and then confronting her!’

Yeah, and guess what? Those are not inherently positive. She could have saved Yang to manipulate her and use her as a pawn for all we knew. For as many positive interpretations you can give for these actions, I can give a negative interpretation. All because these actions lacked context at the time so it was neither positive nor negative.

The context dictated what these actions were. And context defined them as ultimately positive...but flawed. Which you conflate with malice.

‘The Volume 2 scene was meant to be a kicking off point-’

For what? Once again, the scene is not inherently positive. Raven never shows care or love for Yang in that scene, all she shows is a desire to talk (which without context of what she says, what it means, what her intentions are, how informed she is and how she uses this opportunity- makes it neutral.)

After this you do this cartoonish ‘oh they changed direction!’ thing without a single shred of evidence beyond a letter made by a grief madden man which doesn’t even say what you are saying. You keep assigning direction to something without a clear direction.

‘So how do you address her Maiden plotline with her Yang plotline?’

You make it about her personal failing of trying to use power to hide her cowardice, show that she lies to herself as well as others to justify her actions and show how she fails? Like how they showed that her ditching Yang lines up with how she refuses to take action until backed into a corner, gets confronted repeatedly with her flaws as her daughter (someone far weaker and less informed) keeps going and the show forces her to see how she’s being cowardly?

‘Don’t do one.’

... Translation: ‘i didn’t like what the show did so I’m gonna do selective remembering to make it look like nothing happened. ... What? I did it with Adam.’

Regardless of how you feel about the plotlines- They were BOTH addressed. It wasn’t dropped, it wasn’t forgotten- It was resolved as I have shown multiple times here.

And here at 20:33 I’m ending this. It’s pretty damn clear that Erup-Cole is just ignoring whatever doesn’t fit his view. Instead of taking a look at what happened and trying to understand the pattern that comes, he’s making up a pattern and patchworking it together through cherry picking.

I see that he hasn’t changed from his Adam tantrum, because this is the EXACT SAME VIDEO, just stretched out and about Adam’s MILF form. And I do mean ‘Adam’s MILF form’ because I don’t think a character with such superficial similarities to him getting the same treatment is a coincidence.

Cole, you can’t try selling me something with THIS much bullshit. It’s like trying to serve me a maggot infested steak and telling me it’s well cooked. You’re full of shit and no matter how much you try to hide it, it won’t change.

Your headcanons are not canon and it’s your fault you take such offense. Deal with it.

[daltxnrxss]

RIVALRY TASK #008 - THE INTERVIEW [SEASON 2].

“hello, my full name is dalton christopher ross. i was born on the eighth of september in the year of nineteen-ninety-four. meaning very recently i turned twenty three. old, i know. i feel like twenty-one, twenty-two is a good age but once you’re twenty-three you feel old. not bad old though but like...i don’t know, just old. my zodiac sign is a virgo. typical, i know. virgos are known for being picky and critical and always being the butt of the jokes. me. but they’re known also for helping others...that i’ve gradually gone into. not so much before. whatever. i grew up in a very small village known as lacock in wiltshire, england. i mean, for just under thirteen years i did. it’s a very vintage looking village. with it’s thatched roofs and stone houses. i lived in one of those. ( click here to see the house aye it’s how i imagine it but just not as fancy oml ). my family struggled with finance when i was little so it’s all we had. but it was fine. i prefer to live in a small village because it had everything you needed and everyone knew each other. though perhaps that wasn’t the best things in terms of who had the gossip? when shit hits the fan somewhere, everyone knew about it within a day. because of the look to the village, a lot of movies and shows are filmed there. harry potter was, and little eleven year old me was an extra. no, you can’t see me. even if i was put in front of the camera in three different movies, i was no where to be seen. still got paid though, so ah well. i’m pretty sure downtown abbey was filmed there but i could be wrong. that was always cool but no one was ever allowed to leave their homes during filming. so, when i was just about to turn thirteen i moved to seattle. i moved after my parents divorced and my mum couldn’t really afford to have me around any more. and she knew my dad had money. s’why i didn’t talk to her for months straight after she made me move to america but i started again, don’t worry. though i never really got over the petty stage until i was about nineteen. pathetic, i know. you wouldn’t understand. turns out my dad had a lot more money than we thought. in the years he had disappeared he had apparently been trying to get into his career in law. he had already a degree in it, and why he didn’t start it before i’ll never understand. but anyways, he had a shit ton of money so at least then i could move into his house and not have to see him because it was so big you’d get lost. i truly don’t understand why you’d need such a big house. ( see house here ). it was like some fucking hotel. i hated it. after that, when i was nineteen i had to go to college so i moved to new york. i lived in a dorm for the four years i was there and just last year i moved into an apartment ( see apartment here ). my favorite memories? i definitely don’t think i have much from wiltshire. as for seattle, i guess meeting kylie and all those other people were great. at the time of course, none of them ended well. new york, i guess i enjoyed college. not my first year but the rest, i did. i’m yet to make favorite memories, perhaps. my father, before the divorce, worked in an office. for some company, i don’t know, i never asked. but he used to have to get the train into the city every morning before sun rise. and he always came home late. now, as you know, he’s a lawyer and is quite well known in that era. uh...my mum was the local librarian when i was growing up. as far as i’m concerned, she’s stopped that but still volunteers around there. now she’s working full time at a restaurant a few blocks away from the house. i have several siblings. none of them are full though. some are step-siblings by my father marrying another woman with kids. others are half siblings, by my father and this woman having kids. i never really got along with the ones around my age, the step-siblings. and i’ve only ever met one of the half-siblings. i think there’s like...three now? and i’ve only met the first. maybe one day i’ll go back but for now i’m not so sure. before coming onto rivalry island, i worked as a bartender. after season one, i went back into the bar and they said i was welcome to return at any time. i was a bartender all through my college days as well. yeah, i have the money to sit around all day and do nothing but i don’t want to. i happen to really enjoy working so i love going to the pub every night and serving up some cocktails and beers. i have some stories from there, i’ll tell you that. in school, i was that one really awkward kid that sat in the corner and just read all the time. you know that one kid that would cry a lot? that was me. but i had my reasons. the other kids were mean. probably because i was the smartest in that elementary class. yes, i attended university. i went to columbia in new york and majored in english literature. i absolutely loved it, i loved going to class and getting to study what i loved. it was great. i was actually accepted to yale when i was in high school but then they sent me another letter saying they could no longer allow me in since they don’t accept those with criminal records and i swear to god i cried for weeks.

when i was in high school, some guy offered to do my friends and i’s tattoos. i said no because i hated the idea of getting tattoos but all the guys kept calling me a pussy. they didn’t stop until i threatened them all but even then i felt as if i had some sort of point to prove? so i got my first tattoo done. and i hated it. i wanted it gone immediately. but it was like...after that i couldn’t stop? i kept getting them done and they made me more intimidating and cool. but if i could take it back, i would in a heartbeat, definitely. i hate having tattoos. i might looking into getting them all removed but apparently that’s like the worst thing ever. does that mean they pressured me? maybe, i don’t know. three positive traits....ooh, i’d say....maybe honest..nice and...chill? i’ve honestly no idea. three negative traits...naive, because i know i’m naive and i try not to be but i am and i can’t help it. fussy, for sure. i’m extremely fussy, like indecisive. and...paranoid, yes. paranoid. what are my strengths? i’ve no idea. does being able to analyse things like poems and such easily count as a strength? i’m not strong physically if that’s what you mean. seriously, i do not like working out. running i can do but working out...absolutely not. i do not have any upper or lower body strength so i could be beaten easily. and i bruise like a peach. i’m extremely fragile. what do you mean by weaknesses? like...things that get me weak to the knees attractive wise or things that put me down? i mean like...when someone bites their lip, that’s always weakening but if you mean it the other way then...probably if someone insults me in a....really offensive way....i guess. my greatest achievement? pfft, still being here. i’d love to learn like...karate or something. that’d be really cool, for sure. i can only imagine. the greatest compliment i’ve ever received? dear god. i’ve been told i’m gifted two times. once regarding my writing which i couldn’t be more grateful for because writing has always been a major passion of mine as some people know so being complimented there was incredible. uh...i was also once told apparently i can sing? i truthfully never thought i could. seriously, that person wasn’t even supposed to hear me, it was by accident but they said i was really good and i was all like...eh what? once extreme guilty pleasure of mine would be a huge bubble bath and a tall glass of red wine and a shit load of candles. i don’t like drinking but a single glass of wine never hurt anybody. some of my biggest pet peeves are when people interrupt me constantly, when i’m talking. uh...people who chew really loudly. people who swear a lot. people who are just overall extremely rude. i think i’ve said this before but my happy place will always be by the lake in my hometown. with the single bench and the ducks and all the flowers when it’s sunny out. i spent a lot of time there growing up so it means a lot to me. never do again? ooh...probably get with someone who you’ve been warned about several times, one of those times being by that particular person. one celebrity i’d love to be is....blake lively just so i could be married to ryan reynolds because damn.

you’re asking the wrong person about relationships. as most of you know, i don’t think i’ve ever had a good relationship. no, no i haven’t. uh...trusting one another is extremely important, feeling confident, strong and comfortable in the relationship is also a major need. being able to communicate with each other. not expecting things. being there for the other. appreciating the other. you know....all those good things. i’m not against anyone being in a polyamory relationship, because that’s totally cool. but i personally don’t think that kind of thing is for me. i get jealous really easily so if i were to have to sit there and see my girlfriend or boyfriend kiss someone else and tell someone else they love them i...i just couldn’t do it. i can’t imagine me doing it in all honesty. oh dear god, my first date was unbelievably awkward. okay. so it was with a girl, i was sixteen. i had no idea how to drive so i had to get my step-mum to drop us down to the movies. my hand was sweating like crazy so when i dropped her hand during the movie i saw her wipe it on her jeans so that was embarrassing. she didn’t talk much. and i’m really awkward enough as it is so imagine me trying to make conversation. i know, awful. so, we headed out to mcdonald’s afterwards because she said she hated fancy restaurants. and we literally ate in silence because every time i said something she just nodded. then, when she finally spoke, she asked if i was a psycho, how much allowance did i get in a week from my dad, and if my step-brother was single. it sucked ‘cause i liked her a lot but...mhm, i could’ve lived without her. the worst date i’d ever been on was when i was in my first year of college and this guy was like.....hey, can you help me with my english? and what not. he was like....two years above me? and i found that kind of hot so i agreed, obviously. he was extremely attractive, i’m telling you. so after a few study sessions he asked if i’d like to go out on a date with him and i of course said yes. we went out for dinner but it was no fun at all. he literally was so careless about the whole thing, eating his food messily, burping, downing his beer he’d gotten,  and was so extremely rude to the waiter. then, when we went for a walk, we coincidentally ended up at his place when he said we were just gonna walk to the park and around for a bit. he invited me up, i agreed, then he started smoking weed next to me, blowing it in my face and when i told him to stop he said it was hot and kept asking me to sleep with him. so i just left before it got any worse, and ignored all his texts from then on. he was one of those typical college jocks or whatever so, i wasn’t interested anymore. i would not consider myself vanilla in bed, no. or at least...i don’t think so? i mean, i know what i like and such but i’ve never actually done them. you know? like...every time i’ve ever had sex, i just did military and got it over with. the last time i did anything was with....as you all know, it was with ian that night in the cabin. but even that was just military since it was our first time. uh...with all my exes, it’s been the same. so...obviously i’d like to try new things. i’d be shy about it, i just know it. but i’d love to.....if that’s not weird for me to say? i guess @fckericprescott​ was right when he said i was innocent or pure or whatever. because in reality i’ve never done anything interesting or scandalous. other than the time i did it behind the counter at my job at the bar. but...does that count? the place was closed, there was no one there other than us. uh...as some of you know, i have said my kinks before. when i’m with a girl i can get quite dominant where as with a guy it’s the total opposite, being submissive is probably my favorite thing, to be honest. um...i’d love to get really rough. doing it in front of a mirror or something, is hot. i’ve always wanted to do it somewhere where...i don’t know, you could get caught or someone could be watching you? like a balcony or something, i think that’d be a huge turn on. something i do that only one person has ever commented on is that i’m like...really loud. like i can’t help it, but apparently i moan a lot and really loudly so...one guy said it was adorable but other than that, no one has said anything but i’m kind of embarrassed about it because what if they find it weird or something? i’m pretty sure i’ve said this story before but my worst sex experience was by far the time when my boyfriend...ex boyfriend...and i were going at it and he just stopped and was like ‘by the way, i’m cheating on you’....yeah, sucked.

how i heard about rivalry island...well, i was going to see a close friend of mine and the advert for it came on the radio. a couple days later that friend brought it up and recommended i go for it. i thought he was joking but when i went to see him again he’d actually looked up all the details and forced down me to get an application together. i hated the idea of first but he’s always been good at persuading people with what makes them vulnerable. asshole. i think my application may of stood out because....i’ve no idea really. everything was scripted really fancy but they weren’t entirely....creative? or good enough. i don’t know. the guy that told me to go for the show said it’s probably because of my looks but i don’t see why that’d be such a big thing. as everyone knows, my best friend in here is the lovely @oliviahenley​. she’s absolutely incredible and i’d probably would’ve gone insane already if she weren’t around. i’m also getting along much better with @fckericprescott​, a lot better than i was last year. he’s great too. and unlike last year also, @ncvasmythex​ and i have been getting along extremely well which i’m really happy about since she’s truly a lovely girl and i enjoy her company. someone on the show i’d like to know better would probably be.... @oflilawarren​. judging on how much i’ve talked to her already, she seems incredibly sweet and of course  i’d love to get to know her better. @paxtonwilliams​ seems really cool as well, and @grayson-walsh​ because i’m pretty sure i’ve never talked to him before. nearly everyone i didn’t get along with before are no longer on the show so at the moment the only person i’m avoiding is @tfscbastian​ because he’s really rude and scary and cruel and i don’t want anything to do with him, ever. i genuinely don’t understand why he feels the need to act how he does. sometimes when i talk to him i feel like some sort of teacher having to scold their student with their behavior. and then it goes horribly wrong and he’s got me cornered. in the beginning of the show i was worried a lot about how i looked for the cameras but at this point i feel like it’s totally fine and i barely notice it. unless there’s an actually cameraman there, i rarely realize we’re on a show and there’s cameras everywhere. i think some of the major perks of being on the show is getting to spend a lot of time in the nice weather with loads of these incredible different personalities and making new friends and such. it’s a lot of fun and it’s interesting and i love it, really. last season i regretted signing up. there were a lot of times that i would lay around in my room and wonder how i was going to tell everyone i was leaving. when i got into a fight and had my head smashed onto a counter, that was humiliating and i remember at the hospital, almost in tears, begging to leave. it got better after that when i started getting closer with...you know, ian. but then after the season ended, i wished i’d never met ian. and that would mean i would’ve never signed up for the show. so i regretted it then. but now it’s a lot better than before. when i leave, i did watch the show back but fast forwarded when it came to scenes with me in it. i just wanted to see what everyone else was saying when i wasn’t around. if anything happened that i didn’t know of. it was definitely very interesting.

something i’d like the viewers to understand is that....ooh, i don’t know. that i’m naturally a very impulsive person, and i’ve been told i’m quite naive so if i do anything that bothers you that people would perhaps consider idiotic then i sincerely apologize and it’s not my fault....yeah, that makes sense? do i have any comments? oh, thank you for being so kind to me when i left the house after season one. i requested that in my last interview and my wish was granted. as you all must know, i’m quite fragile and i bruise way too easily so thank you very very much for that. i would most certainly recommend rivalry island to others, it’s a lot of fun and definitely quite the experience. i’m sure you’ll enjoy it as long as you’re comfortable with the cameras and putting yourself out there.  i would absolutely love a rivalry holiday but maybe not somewhere as cold as the last time. don’t get me wrong, it was an incredible trip but i couldn’t step out onto the porch without freezing completely. no offence,”