#serendipity... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.... i guess

[tornadocowboy]

[zaffrenotes]

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1. What’s your favorite character(s) to write for?

It should be a surprise to no one that I love writing for/about Liam - and Trina, by extension. Logan and Jin would be next, followed by Colt, and Thomas (sorry Mal and Jake!) 

4. Did you have any ideas that didn’t make the final cut of [Fanfic Name]? 

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ you didn’t list a fic, so I don’t know how to answer this one @xpandabeardontcarex 🙃 Generalized answer is yes, even when I outline a story. Sometimes when I start writing, the scenes/words head in a different direction. Sometimes I keep the changes, other times I’ll cut stuff and save it to a “things that might be worth writing again” file.

7. What story/headcanons do you feel the proudest of? 

I love Sojourn and the hijinks that ensue from holiday stories *hint hint* 😉I don’t write full-on chaos often, but I think I’m pretty funny when I do 🤷‍♀️

I love headcanoning that Liam plays guitar to connect to his mother (he does so in Sojourn/Morsels, and while Constantine & Eleanor are alive in Serendipity (no Regina there), he plays guitar in that AU as well). I love making Trina crafty in some way in each AU, whether it’s sewing costumes/clothes in Serendipity or finding creative approaches/solutions to tasks. 

I guess I’m proudest of Strikhedonia because it’s something I actually finished writing 🙈 though I hope to add more finished pieces to that list soon!

✒️ Fanfic Writer Asks ✒️

[aqvarius]

What are your top 5 worst voltage routes?

oh damn this is a tough one haha. i’ve definitely played routes that i find average/forgettable but it’s hard to think of 5 routes that i thought were actually bad. except for one which i’m sure anyone who has followed me for a few years knows about lmao

i was just gonna give brief reasons but then as i was typing this out i couldn’t stop my loudass brain from rambling so... sorry for all the commentary lol. i do want to preface this by saying that these are more critiques of the writing than the characters (except shinobu haha i despise him). i love many of these characters and have enjoyed their epilogues/sequels/substories. my main gripe with most of these is just underdeveloped, jarring or flimsy character and relationship development, which to me makes the process of falling in mutual love unconvincing. that’s why all of these are main stories because they are about the critical moments of falling in love (rather than future developments such as tackling conflicts together) which i think are the foundation to any further growth. so please don’t take any of this personally if any of the guys i’ve mentioned here are characters that you love!

5. main story: takane momochi - destind: mr almost right

so this is more a case of “love the guy, don’t love the route”. i have to admit that i really wasn’t big on takane at first and then i got to the end of the route and realised that i actually didn’t love the mc. i actually quite like the destind mc in rei and araya’s routes but omg takane’s route is weird. i have no problem with takane kind of being a jerk and i actually really like him but i have a couple of issues with this route. the first is that i don’t really understand nor buy into the reason that they keep seeing each other. the mc learns about takane’s true nature and finds him kind of despicable but then decides that she’s definitely gonna make him fall in love with her, which as a plot point on its own i’m fine with but the way thy go into that discussion is really weird because it arises from the mc being appalled that takane had an affair with some teacher when he was a teenager and somehow leads into that discussion. basically i don’t think that the whole ��i’m gonna make you fall in love with me” vs “i’m gonna make you sleep with me” challenge is set up particularly organically. 

it also occurs about halfway through the route which i don’t really think works in term of the pacing because within the shape of the narrative i would call it the end of act 1. act 2 would be them genuinely getting closer and then act 3 would be the conflict that develops between them which results in their breakup. with the structure of takane’s route, acts 2 and 3 essentially become crammed into the remaining half of the chapters, which makes the conflict in act 3 feel confusing and abrupt. i think it would have been more effective if they had set up the personality reveal earlier on in the route and then spent more time developing the budding incompatibilities which lead to the breakup-inducing argument.

the second issue that i have with this route is the mc’s lack of development/not addressing the actual mistakes that she makes with regards to how she sees takane. the mc suffers from idolising syndrome because she’s built takane up into this perfect prince in her mind (i guess kind of like with hiroki from mlfk) even though he’s a regular old (substantially) flawed dude who struggles with the pressure of external expectations bc people don’t see the ~real him~. this is all well and good and is set up to allow the mc to accept his flaws and see him as a real human being but instead she’s just like “your flaws aren’t really flaws, they’re just another example of why you’re perfect bc you engage with them!” SIS. he’s not a character that needs validation in that way bc everyone already thinks he’s perfect. he needs someone who can see that he’s FAULTY and help him through it, not just pass off his flaws and the way he deals with them as another point of admiration. destind mc isn’t even like old school perma-optimistic voltage mcs either, she’s a little more prone to judgement so i wish she (and the writing) engaged a little more with takane’s flaws and accepting them rather than just jumping straight to YOU’RE MY HERO. 

as a character i actually prefer him to araya but the fact that i was more convinced to love araya aka mr possessive liar himself is saying something about the story. 

4. main story: genji higashiyama - in your arms tonight

i don’t have much to say in detail because it’s been like 6+ years since i played his route and frankly i don’t remember the details, but i just remember that he was kind of a jackass and i expected better. i love ex-boyfriend/hatsukoi love interests but just didn’t really like his route. 

to quote from an old comment i once made: 

“omg i thought genji had so much potential bc hot exboyf soccer player hellooooo but he was just such a jerk, he really p-ed me off :<” 

“i kind of don’t like genji because he is a bit of a doucheypants and like really arrogant and a bit of a bully :/”

i remember the mc slapped him once after they made out which i don’t remember the context for but he probably deserved it. i was extra sad because i actually really liked him in soji’s route but he’s the team B guy in that one so......... thanks voltage. also he was a dick to everyone’s sweetheart aiba. i actually like him way more after his ms lol? conceptually i love him but his main story made me sad. 

3. main story: satoru kamagiri - 10 days with my devil

i mean this one was bad but i’m weirdly fond of satoru? i have no issues with sadists and i kind of like him (after having read substories). but this route was weird and the pacing felt a bit off to me. basically i have no idea what made him fall in love with the mc?

because i guess he starts being nice to you when he has to nurse you when you get sick and he genuinely feels bad and cares about you but do you really expect me to believe he was already in love with you when he made a date with you but decided to go hang out with other women leaving you standing in the rain for 6 hours? nah fam.

i also don’t remember what the climax of the story even is because i’m still hung up on being left waiting for him in the rain for 6 hours while he goes other women so  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2. main story: seiji goto - my sweet bodyguard

i’ve talked a lot about the issues i have with this route (including a couple thousand words of review here) but i’ll just summarise. this is definitely another case of love the guy, don’t love the route. in the GREE version, you meet him from the first time at the beginning of his route and gradually learn about his past, but in the standalone app version, you basically get thrown into the route with no exposition, meaning that you have to already have prior knowledge of goto and his backstory. i had known about it so it wasn’t as confusing as it could have been, but you really just get tossed into the mix expecting to already know about kazuki (goto’s dead ex). plus he’s already nice to you from the start because you’ve known each other for a while so there’s less of the actual seeing his behaviour change bit (which is my favourite part of all main stories - in case you couldn’t tell because all of my criticisms about routes are about lack of proper relationship development). kazuki and goto’s relationship is basically the thing that underpins the entire narrative of the route which is why i find it an issue that you don’t get much insight into it going into the route blind. 

it’s difficult to feel like goto and the mc are actually gradually getting closer in the route because it doesn’t feel like there’s one narrative line that’s building throughout the entire route as much as separate events, more or less. she just... looks after goto a lot? also basically goto is interested in you because you remind him of kazuki and when he starts to like you, it’s not actually very evident in his actions - you find this out because kurosawa basically tells you lmao. 

i actually wanted to leave him and date subaru because honestly subaru in goto’s route especially reads like a much healthier relationship option, but then goto runs in and interrupts a date with subaru and drags you straight off to kazuki’s tombstone and then... it’s a happy ending? his confession feels like it comes out of nowhere because his behaviour towards you doesn’t explicitly change but you just have to believe he likes you now as he confesses in front of his ex-gf’s grave and tells her he’ll see her soon. come on bruv you can do better than this lol. 

1. main story: shinobu narita - serendipity next door

this guy fucking sucks, dude. i can’t think of even one single redeeming quality he has. he’s the reason i stopped playing voltage games for like years and went on hiatus and more or less abandoned my blog until i discovered scm. i know there was a lot of controversy about whether or not he could be considered abusive and i threw that word around a lot back in the day when i liveblogged his route but DAMN at the very least he is just the WORST. the mc wakes up in his bed after getting wasted at a rooftop party and he convinces her that they had sex when she was drunk and then blackmails her into being his girlfriend by threatening to tell the entire apartment block that they slept together. he proceeds to snoop around in all her business, maliciously making fun of her and her work at every single chance he gets (he literally RIFLES THROUGH HER BAG to find her work and mock her about it) and then she looks at one document or picture of his and he gets all uppity about it because he’s a big ol hypocrite. basically he hates the mc because she’s so pure and he’s jaded because one time he confessed to someone and she ghosted him? so he deliberately acts nice to her sometimes so she’ll let her guard down and then follows it up with a common or action so malicious i wanted to choke him. all i’m saying is that there are a number of relationships that i never got closure on and it’s never made me want to blackmail a drunk person into dating me so i can mess them up emotionally  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

the thing is, i have played other guys who are a bag of suck at first and then get so much better because of character development. and this is what is totally lacking in shinobu’s route. the mc falls in love with him bc of stockholm syndrome... and basically bc omg he’s so sad and damaged and she wants to heal him i guess? it sucks. they literally have no bonding moments where they genuinely connect except for the times when he’s super mean and manipulative to her and and she’s like omg but he’s so saaaaaad uwu. throughout the route, there is absolutely no character development on shinobu’s part, he’s just the same sadistic bastard who enjoys seeing his mc being hurt the whole way through lol but SUDDENLY you guys are in love? but literally at the end the mc tries to escape from him by moving out and instead of letting her go because he’s the worst, he chases her moving truck down? also he’s weirdly possessive even by voltage standards. 

btw this isn’t even just sadists not being my type - you know i adore kaga and eduardo and even people who take ages to warm up (cough shinonome). and you know i love men who tease and manipulate you a bit (because they’re doing it out of a d o r a t i o n not spite) . i also have no problem with outright assholes as long as we see them change, develop and genuinely fall in love. my biggest issue with this route is that i don’t think pity is the same thing as love, or that someone with his personality can get his happy ending without genuinely changing and redeeming himself in some way. i’m not a fan of romanticising guys who are mean to you because they’re so dAmAgEd and want to take it out on you. (the reason i love people like hue is because even though they’re riddled with grief and trauma, they’re mature enough to handle their emotions and you don’t need to fix them!!!) i genuinely think voltage bombed it with this route lol. it almost makes me want to go back and replay it just to see if it was really as bad as i remember but (1) i never transferred it to love 365 (2) it was on my old iphone and i use android now (3) i don’t want to spend money repurchasing a route that i’m 85% sure i’ll feel is a waste of money (4) i spent £2.49 on the route back in the day when voltage was cheaper and i don’t want to spend almost double that now lol. 

also the last time i read his route i abandoned this blog and stopped playing all otome games for a really long time lmao so................................ 

[newjenns]

crossroads ⭐️

college au in which jeon jungkook tries his best to become a great dad but y/n isn’t pregnant. based on the author’s real life events ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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life comes at you fast.

in less than 2 years you had met, dated, and married the love of your life. and tomorrow you would be off on a honeymoon. but for tonight, it was just you and him.

“if you drop me so help me, jeon jungkook,” you said as you cling to his shoulders. it was his lovely idea to be cliche and carry you to your bedroom bridal style. no, you did not swoon.

“so help you what?” he replied, smile wide on his face.

“i’m filing for divorce,” you deadpanned as you moved your foot to avoid hitting the edge of the doorway to your room. finally, he put you down safely.

“so soon? what will the children think?” jungkook laughed, reaching to put his hands around your waist and gently knocking his forehead against yours. that soft smile never seemed to leave his face and you returned it before suddenly remembering something.

“speaking of children,” you began, “what was jimin talking about? during his speech he said something about me being pregnant?”

“oh yeah,” jungkook responded, “was 5 months too much? i told him there’s no way you’re that far, even i know you’re too skinny.” he squeezed your waist as if to emphasize his point.

“now what’re you talking about?” you ask incredulously. it was like an inside joke and you were determined to figure out the meaning.

“the baby, my love. how far along are you really though? i always forget to ask you,” he replied. still nothing made sense to you; every time he gave you an answer, another 20 questions came up in your mind.

“what baby, jungkook, what’re you talking about?” you questioned, eyebrows furrowed paired with a confused smile. suddenly it was like he froze. the smile on his face switched out for a look of confusion to match your own.

“aren’t you pregnant?” he asked.

“what?! no, oh my god! where did you get that idea from?!” you voice went up above the soft conversation you had been having. it was just, the absurdity of having a child, of jungkook believing you were having a child; it was so out of left field you couldn’t believe what he said. a chill ran down your spine and you stepped out of his embrace.

“is-“ you cleared your throat from the sudden lump, “-is that why you proposed? is that why you wanted to move in together? you thought i was pregnant?”

jungkook’s eyes widened, “no, no, no, no. no, baby, i wanted to do everything with you because i love you.” he sighed, “okay, i can admit, i moved faster than i would’ve liked because i thought you were pregnant. but at the end of the day i still wanted those things with you.” he moved to place his hand on your face.

“don’t pout,” he said, squishing your cheeks, effectively getting rid of the pout that was indeed there. you glanced off to the side.

through squished cheeks, you replied, “really?”

“really really,” jungkook answered with a smile, before leaning down to kiss you. it was a soft kiss but it did what he intended: conveyed his feelings for you and removed any doubt that he didn’t want to be married to you.

“wait,” you said, breaking off the kiss. “what in the world made you think i was pregnant?”

“ah,” he scratched behind his head, “ well the hyungs may have mentioned someth-”

“your hyungs?” you cut him off, eyes narrowing accusingly, “why would you listen to your dumbass hyungs?”

“well,” he struggled, “sometimes they know things..”

“no. no they don’t.” you told him. “ever. okay, you’re not allowed to believe anything they say ever again. we’re blocking them on our phones and from our lives.”

“thats a little harsh. to be fair, i did ask you.” jungkook said. you cocked your head at him questioningly. “when i asked you about crossroads, you said you were going there.”

your eyes widen in understanding, “oh my god, you dumb, sweet boy.” now he was the one looking at you, confused. “i was going there as community service. for my sorority. oh my god. you thought i was going for doctor appointments.”

you sit down on your bed in shock as everything starts to come together. there’s no way your loud mouthed friends could’ve ever kept a baby a secret. the whole campus must’ve thought you were pregnant. suddenly, the weird but nice gifts from friends and the accommodations from professors made sense. all those baby clothes for your puppy gojo were for an actual baby.

“how far did this go,” you moan, as you put your fingers against your temples.

“i mean, we did get married,” jungkook says as he crouched in front of you.

“that’s not funny,” you glare at him. “i’m gonna kill our friends.”

“please don’t, then i’ll have to go jail too for harboring a fugitive,” he replied. you weakly push against one of his shoulders in retaliation. “oh man, how am i gonna explain this to my mom.”

you whip your head up towards him. “you told your mother?!” you whisper-shout, not wanting to yell.

“well. yeah.” jungkook scratches the back of his head again, “she was kinda excited about a grandkid.”

“great,” you sigh and flop backwards on the back, “now i’m gonna have to really get pregnant as an ‘im sorry your son and his dumbass friends made you think we were having a baby’ gift to my mother-in-law.”

“good idea, let’s start now,” jungkook says and in one swift motion, he has you caged between his arms on the bed.

“i can’t believe you’re seriously thinking about sex right now as i’m having a mental breakdown,” you glare up at him again. in return, he whines at you, like a scolded puppy.

“i’m nineteen. i was expecting sex after my wedding, it’s all my dick can think about.” he shoves the side of his face against your chest and it’s cute if you think he’s listening to your heartbeat but you know your husband and he’s most definitely just enjoying how soft your boobs are.

“excuse me for not wanting to fuck after finding out everyone thinks i’m with child.” nonetheless, you pet his hair in a soothing manner.

“it wouldn’t be fucking, it would be love making,” he tells you.

you can’t stop yourself from giggling; only jungkook could make you laugh despite the stressful situation you would have to deal with come the next day. “so if you thought i was pregnant why didn’t you ask to come to crossroads with me?” you asked.

“i honestly didn’t think i was allowed,” he admits, a bit sheepish. “i only ever see girls going in and out of there.”

“well yeah,” you laugh lightly, “because it’s a female reproductive health oriented clinic.”

“ah” jungkook replies, partially muffled, “yeah, that would explain it.”

there’s a lull before you start talking again where you just enjoy each other, your hand still stroking his hair.

“how are we going to tell people that we’re not actually having a kid?” you say to the ceiling, as if all the answers were held there.

jungkook looks up at you, chin against your chest still. “just leave that to me.” he pauses. “but that’s a post honeymoon problem. right now, do you think we could-” you raise an eyebrow at him. “-ya know.. do the thing.”

“shy all of a sudden, jeon?” you laugh at the way he trailed off and a blush rises to his cheeks, along with an embarrassed smile.

“don’t laugh,” he whines. “you make me nervous.”

“we’re literally married,” you keep laughing.

“doesn’t mean the butterflies stop when i see you.” his gaze is so sincere and there’s truly nothing but love in his eyes. you stop laughing, but you do smile at him.

“fine, i guess if your dick was expecting sex, who am i to say no,” you pretend to sigh as if sex was some burdensome task but tbh there’s nothing like a good dicking down to make you feel better about life’s problems; like how everyone you know, including your parents probably, thinks you’re pregnant.

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[jikook-love]

I was watching Burn today and in episode 01 when Jimin rehearses Lie appears a dancer comments on assisting in the presentation. He's in Serendipity too, I guess. I feel crazy thinking / noticing this, but if it's him then they've been friends for over a year, that's really so cute.

Not misunderstand me, I’m not saying that Jimin and the dancer are dating, I just found it sweet to note that bh hires the same dancers and notice how they get along, Tae also appears hugging some and I have sure the other members do that too. I was only shocked by my ability to notice the similarity 😅😅😅 sorry

honestly my favourite thing is idols and interactions with their staffs/dancers/etc. 

one of my favourite suju videos is literally ryeowook roasting his stylists for five whole minutes as they hid in embarrassment so i feeeeel you. i remember one of the things that made me love Super Junior so much beyond all other groups was staff accounts and reports wondering why suju even had antis because they treated their staff so well: told jokes, acted like they were their best friends, were never cold to them and were just super chill. :’) Like, these people admitted to not being fans of the music, but couldn’t help but feel welcomed and appreciated by the idols. 

i wish they would show these interactions more because i bet you anything knowing the kind of kids BTS are they probably treat their staffs super well as well.  it gives them a lot more humanity that way cause I assure you some idols are not like that (some of them have celebrity aura ofc ;D) 

but tbh, with BTS in particular, that’s only if half of the fandom can get past that everytime one of them walks next to a stylist it’s not automatically a dating assumption so… ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

[staeberries]

since all I can think and talk about and all I will talk about for the next 4 months is Her I’m literally going to talk about the things I like/dislike/what I think about the songs 

@sehunnnybee this one’s for you girl I’ll wait for yours~  also if anyone likes to read this and then @ me I’d love to read your thoughts of the album + mv! 

02. DNA: so…right off the bat, of course, I loved it. 

With time I’ve learned to literally not expect anything of BTS but also expecting it all they’re incredibly unpredictable when it comes to new sounds/experimenting so when I heard the whistling/guitar stream from the teasers I was like ?? uh ok ?  but idk I didn’t think about how that could go on (I was more immersed in visuals with teasers and bighit usually teases us by playing something completely differentso I really didn’t think about music then) NOW, AS I’VE SAID BEFORE, DNA IS SERENDIPITY’S HIGH ON LSD OLDER SISTER. how can you make two songs about the same theme (universe, destiny, love) but to make them sound completely different? And have a TOTALLY DIFFERENT VIBE? MAKE YOU FEEL SUCH DIFFERENT THINGS BUT AT THE END COMUNICATING THE SAME MESSAGE? Pure love and trusting destiny that you’re meant to be together. Bangtan did that.

Now, with that unpredictable thing I was talking about: I did NOT expect such a bubbly song. SUCH A POP SONG. Like for real they always do that, they go against the tide? Kinda? I’m so far up their ass but really I was expecting something different? Idk more serious? But they said “nah listen we got you fam this is gonna be a pop song you’re gonna love” and they delivered just that and now I’m gonna wait for groups to follow this trend – back to super pop songs please

Favorite parts: (I’m a little biased about this bc of the visuals in the mv but it comes as a whole package how can I not be biased?)

Tae starting the song – bighit heard the prayers I’ve been making since 2014

TAE STARTED THE SONG WITH HIS LOW AND DRIPPING HONEY VOICE AND THEN HERE HE COMES HOBI WITH HIS SHARP AND MUCH HIGHER RAP AND I’M LIVING FOR THE CONTRAST

Harmonies – as always in bts’ songs on point – and I’m talking about those reaaaaaally deep back up harmonies you really don’t catch the first couple of times you listen to the song but they’re there and trust me it makes the difference from an okay song to a bts song

The (dubstep kinda) drop took me back to the first time I heard I NEED U and I fell in love with the contrast back then and I still love contrasts like that ;;;;;;;;;;

When spring day came out in february I kept repeating yoongi’s part in the second verse over and over and HE’S DONE IT AGAIN “I want it this love, I want it real love” that’s all I hear when I’m alone with my thoughts.

I absolutely love the bridge :’) vocal line :’) jin and the boys :’)

Of course, and if this isn’t one of your favorite parts we can’t be friends: Hoseok’s ending bit LA LA LA LA LA I love him and deserved spotlights

03. Best of Me: okay honestly I was prepared to not like this song. I was ready to be :/ about it…. We know why chainsmokers But I was soooooo happy with the beat drop in the chorus it’s just… so pretty? So sweet? Boys I knew you were soft but not like this. And after reading the lyrics I just absolutely love it (actually, thinking about it, I would have expected the title track to be THIS kind of sound and theme instead of DNA lmao) 

I think the chorus might get repetitive towards the end of the song but the rap keeps it balanced so as always I’m thankful for rap line. Did I mention the lyrics are literally poetry? Okay, they are.

04. Dimples:  this is exactly what I wanted when they announced the album was gonna be based in youth and love? A silly love song. THIS IS WHAT I WAS HERE FOR. Silly love songs about the silliest things…….. I’m a lil bitch but I would have wanted rap line in this :( but okay vocal line was literally perfect AND AT THIS POINT IN THE ALBUM I ALWAYS REALIZE TAEHYUNG HAS GOTTEN SO MANY PARTS IN SONGS AND IM  A L I V E like I really think he’s pretty balanced with Jimin’s parts? and that’s amazing.

05. Pied piper: this was the first song that made me completely lost it because of how good it was I was jumping up and down my bed at 6am like ?????? bts getting me turnt at 6 am???? and as it progresses you hear this talk box sound in the background??? (fun fact: one of my favorite bands back in highschool was Chromeo and that talkbox was their trademark and it just took me back to good old Chromeo songs) and the talkbox gets stronger and stronger and I just LOVE IT

I want to think Yoongi had to do with the talkbox but idk he played it in one of those puma adds last year lol I’d think he knows what those are and wanted to experiment a little bit (i don’t know who was more involved in songs this time so idkidkdikd) 

Interlude – before yoongi’s rap starts he dares whispering his name. im okay

Now, without lyrics this song was great but when I read the lyrics I McFucking Lost it. How could they do this? How dare they come to my house and talk like this to me????? in my face???? In my own house???? God they’re so right tho???? And now the talk box and the little chants fucking make so much more sense is indeed like the rhythm is taking over the song / taking over me lmao 

I might be weird but… going back to suga whispering his name… I’m pretty sure they made their parts a little bit sexy on purpose? like to allure us and shit or is it just me? suga + hoseok in the second verse (also tae) sound so sexy? idek if it’s ME LOSING IT but uh  yeah 

06. MIC Drop: I remember when I heard this my first thought was like HOLY SHIT ROCK? bc of the little bit of electric guitar they had going on but then it went to their usual hiphop style anyways HOLY SHIT THIS SONG IS BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk what else to say really it’s everything I expected of this song

07.고민보다 Go: this is my jam. Period. There’s no more to say. My jam without lyrics MY JAM WITH LYRICS. I’m a poor sad child and this is my song for when I go out eating and spend the money I need for other shit in only food

fuck it thank you bts for making a song for my every day life.

08. Outro: Her: This song is so pure? I suck at words but they as always said the most honest thing they could have said? I really cried with Yoongi’s verse :( I love him so much I want him to be happy that’s it woah I’m getting carried away. OKAY I remember the first time I heard it without lyrics or anything I thought it reminded me of their older style like… Skool Luv Affair more specific? It really reminds me of that era – AND NAMJOON SAID IT HIMSELF IN THEIR VLIVE is more like their old rap style  :’)

downs: in general I think they could have done with a little bit less autotune in some parts (in dna and pied piper and i guess other songs but I can’t remember) but idk anything about music so it might have had a very different result without the autotune ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

and that’s it! if you really read through this ily 

this album only made me MORE EXCITED for what it’s coming for this series 

I just love bangtan

[thiccantired]

30 Questions Tag

tagged by @aurinkoinenvarjolapsi

rules: answer 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better

1. Nickname: dont have one ┐(´ｰ｀”)┌ just call me rain 2. Gender: gender neutral they/them pls  3. Star sign: libra 4. Height: like 5′6 5. Time: 10:07 pm 6. Birthday: October 10 7. Favourite band(s): bts, hyukoh, the internet, sistar, monsta x, paramore, gfriend, ect. 8. Favourite solo artist(s): SZA, dean, miso, princess nokia, kendrick lamar, denai moore, rihanna, thunder cat, cardi b, ect. 9. Song stuck in my head: thundercat- them changes ( a bop yall should listen to it) 10. Last movie I watched: constantine 11. Last show I watched: cant remember ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 12. When did I create my blog: like november 2013 i think 13. What do i post: kpop stuff, memes, world news... so basically a big ole mess 14. Last thing I googled: brown rice cereal 15. Do you have other blogs: ya its a inspiration/aesthetics blog (its @uhuhuney yall should go check it out 👀)  16. Do you get asks: lmao barely (pls talk to me :’^( )  17. Why did you choose your URL: it a mood 18: Following: 716 19. Followers: 146 but like 30% is spam/porn blogs lmao 20. Favourite colour: yellow  21. Average hours of sleep: 3 or 6 depending on that night 22. Lucky number: 10 23. Instruments: some ukulele 24. What am I wearing: a big jacket and my undies 25. How many blankets do I sleep with: 1 26. Dream job: i think??? a baker??????? fuck if i know  27. Dream trip: idk just travel a bunch 28. Favourite food: idk pizza i guess 29. Nationality: american  30. Favourite song now: serendipity- bts, joy- leven kali, and baby boy- childish gambino

Tagging: i dont rlly know enough ppl to tag lol so i guess do it if ya wanna ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯

[fugitivestogether]

Lucida, kilig, serendipity

Prompts from this askThank you, anon! 💚 Gonna put this under a 'read more' since it got kinda long, sorry!

Lucida: What makes your f/o special to you? What about them makes them shine brighter than everyone else? Good question... for S❊mbra, it's definitely an identity thing. There are so very few Latina characters out there - particularly those of Mexican descent who are not given the 'angry Latina' trope or aren't just made up of a bunch of stereotypes. Her uniqueness drew me to her when I first discovered her, but it was her character in all that made me absolutely adore her. She's a total badass and misunderstood - she doesn't let it stop her; she keeps doing what she knows is best, even if people hate her for it or don't get what she's trying to accomplish. 💜 I love my wife <3 She's the best character in OVW and no I don't take critique <333 For And*rs... it's a lot of things. I really don't know how to explain it, which is a first for me. I can usually pick out a favorite among any media and explain why I love them. I mean, I have reasons for And*rs, too but...they kinda cross over with my ramblings that boil down to 'fjdsfjkdjfkskjfd I love him' and it's so dumb but I guess I'd have to say...I just think its his humanness that makes me love him. He's not perfect, but that's what makes him amazing to me. I guess I've always had a soft spot for underdogs, too....and he definitely gets a lot of shaft from his writers and fandom as a whole. There's so many interpretations of him out there that are just...wrong, that stripping him of those lies and masks down to the core of who he is...I adore that truth; someone who makes honest-to-god mistakes but believes so very hard and fights for what he believes in. He loves so wholly but he's been scarred over and over again. He just wants to do what's right. Other characters in the franchise may be great and I love a lot of them, but very few ever compare to what Anders has been through. Kilig: Can you remember the first time your f/o gave you butterflies? In S❊mbra's case, it was literally love at first sight. 😂 She still takes my breath away even now. Her general badassery makes my stomach flipflop. And*rs was adorable even before I had a dream that featured him, but I remember in that dream, we talked and just...kinda vibed together. And after I woke up from that dream, when I looked at one of my favorite screenshots of him, butterflies definitely took up residence in my gut. I just couldn't stop smiling at the thought of him after that...my thoughts and relationship with him most definitely changed after that dream.

Serendipity: Which of your f/os did you fall for without meaning to? Were any of them a surprise to you? And*rs, by far. It's strange, really...all the romances in the games are meant to make you feel good/feel giddy but his was the only one that felt right to me. It's a little dumb to think it's anything special or unique to me when literally tons of other people end up choosing the same 'game paths' as I did, right? I guess it felt truly special when I started developing Sparks a bit more and exploring their relationship. Doing that helped me read more into his character and his own development, flaws, and strengths...it's kinda embarrassing to say that I fell more and more in love. I didn't expect to become so attached...but here we are. It's brought me a lot of anxiety, fallin' in love with a character that has so many interpretations and meaning to so many different people, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I still wouldn't change it.

[jikook-love]

You, personally, what do you think Jungkook's gift for jimin was? (Yesterday I dreamed that JK was singing serendipity to JM and the 6 members were happy and strangely I saw that happened in Osaka, and actually, they kissed secretly but you know, the fans are everywhere, so a fancam did the work and the video got upload to yt and army got happy lmao). (Sorry, my english is super strange, greetings from Latin America, Argentina, I 💓 YOU, YOUR BLOG IS MY REASON TO BE ALIVE AND HAPPY EVERYDAY💖)

Oh please what an honour do not say that I’m sure you have way more things to live for than someone like me but I’m glad that I’m able to cheer you up to some extent, that means a lot ^^ and dwwwww your english is great I wouldn’t even know

You know you truly part of the jikook armada when you dream about them ;D I remember my first jikook dream...and my second :/ They both involved a lot of making out between them so you can see where my brain truly belongs (in the gutter).]

And as a for the gift? it’s obviously a sex toy everyone’s thinking it I just said it why are you even asking Well clearly it was something secretive and if we trust Jimin’s words, it would be something that would get him in trouble if he announced it. However, the members claimed to have seen Jungkook giving it to him in person and that it was quite surreal in the moment, so I guess we can assume it’s some sort of tangible gift. Regardless, because of the secrecy, I assume it has some sort of intimate value, though I’m not sure what. I want to say a ring but that may be too cliché XD Perhaps some kind of jewelry? If it’s clothes he wouldn’t have trouble saying it aloud though cause he wears Taehyung’s sweater everywhere.

Maybe it was JK’s limited edition mixtape or something with mad jamz on it. Or an album with only meme photos of Jeon. Some quality shiet like that 

idk, what else do you guys think? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯