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[darudedogestorm]

Actually fucked up that you can experience physical anxiety without mental anxiety Waoughh

[pocketramblr]

Ok. I was the one that sent the Double Rejection Ask. Now I’m begging for more juicy details.

How would Urakara feel not seeing the boy that saved her and (indirectly) made her accepted into the Hero Course (since those rescue points were the final push into the top scorers)?

Being rejected by UA in those advanced stages is suspicious. Wouldn’t Shiketsu, Ketsubutsu and other prestigious Hero Schools take UA lead or find themselves about the reason for the rejection and also reject Bakugou? That may leave only the sketchy private Hero Schools that cover a small fortune for tuition available. Wouldn’t the same thing happen to Izuku if he tried for another Hero Course?

That part of the board debating if only reject Izuku is awful but that’s exactly how some board members think. Happens in real life! Would Nedzu try to offer a seat on the General Course or something to appease All Might’s successor?

How does this affect Shinsou?

All Might’s resolve might make Izuku improve his grip on One for All. But on the otherhand, All Might’s ‘technical lie’ on the reason for the rejection may be potential for angst. How would things work in the end?

Thank You

Uraraka is unhappy, but heard that Izuku didn't get any points, and while Mic said it'd be alright, he never said she could give him her points either, so she assumes it didn't happen and thats why he didn't get in. She wishes she'd gotten his number though, or his name. (But maybe Izuku will see her again at the license exam?)

Being rejected by UA is... not suspicious actually. UA doesn't release the top ten score outside of the teachers watching, and the written exams haven't been scored yet while they watch. Most teachers assume the students outside of the top scoreboard who don't get in simply failed the written exam. Because the UA Student Admissions Board does such an intense background check, for the privacy of the students, both accepted and rejected, any information from the checks isn't made public, unless it's like an arrest record, but in that case i doubt they'd be allowed to apply for the exam.

Shiketsu probably takes UA's lead with the vigorous check, which is why if Toshinori gets the video taken down, Bakugou is more likely to be turned away. Other than those two big schools, and a handful of others like the super fancy all girl's school, most hero schools like Ketsubutsu just don't have the manpower to do a background check more thorough than just checking for school records and arrest records. As Bakugou's school records are fine, he would be too. (The same applies for Izuku, but he absolutely wouldn't even try Shiketsu.)

Nedzu probably would offer a general course placement, yeah, say that there's extra time in that schedule and Izuku could train with All Might then one on one, then transfer into the hero course. Even if Izuku didn't apply for that course, Nedzu could fudge it a bit, and a different group would be on the admission's board for that course.

I'm not sure if Shinsou is in the course or not- it depends on if he was placed 41st or 42nd in the practical exam, i guess! (personally im a fan of Ibara ending up in 1A, tho i gues Shoto would still need to not see her as threat over iida... maybe because she's a pacifist it still works.)

I do know that one kid in UA is definitely "expelled" the first day tho

All Might's technical lie will give him angst, but it's just another one in the pile that does. (you know, like uh, how he thinks he's fated to die in a year?) He doesn't want Izuku to find out about the video because that is something clearly not his fault but that his boy would blame himself for anyway- for not noticing the camera, or being shaken and looking weak, or just being the wrong pick. I suppose it might come up later, but only if the student who took the video does something once Izuku starts getting recognition on his own. if not... All Might will silently keep that to his chest, i think. Izuku believes the other reasons anyway, so he doesn't really question him. it hurts Toshi a little bit, the guilt, but he knows it would be more painful for him to find out, so he bears it like everything else.

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about party schools and proof and effect of their reputation...

May 27th tweets...

The reputed party school wants to spend 11 years wondering why “I don’t go out” in the sense of bars/partying. For their personalities or the kids they’re used to, from the low grade requirements for their school(nothing against anyone for getting admission there), -

-I suppose it’s to be expected. With my grades at Iona Prep High School, I had scholarships with free laptops at some decent private schools. But I chose to go to the Harvard of the SUNY’s: Binghamton University. -

-I transferred out, because I wanted a fresh start with a new major, late in my academic career, after an attempt at electricalEngineering. The only place that’d take me is a reputed party school. Theyre probably like F* you in reading this, but being the truth, it’s undeniable.-

-And at that point in my academic career, I thought, what's in a name to a school or its reputation. But look what happens when you go to some places. Leaving Binghamton was the worst decision for so many normal/abnormal reasons. -

- i mean, for one thing, your grades reflect on the kind of person you are. it can say your hard working, or equally smart but just want to take it easy and do things like party and alcohol and drugs all day. but different story, moving on...-

-I used to spend a lot of time in computer science lounge and in the faculty department common room, at said party school. Despite me being there almost everyday, and at the Starbucks in Colonie, NY for networking, where this location is at the center of multiple Universities,-

-the professors who had a role in this, sided with random kids they don’t see in that area often. I guess it’s because they partied and I studied. “Sided “in that they listened to random kids who don’t know me, rather than talk to the guy in their vicinity on a daily basis. -

-Such is the reputed party school. While in the common area, I heard one of their professors say, they take as many kids from a local community college: Hudson Valley, to boost their graduation rates. -

-I guess they don’t get the kids they need for that in normal admissions at a reputed party school. As I hear them talking sometimes, while making me look crazy for it, you should have heard their astonishment at the Binghamton common computer area in comparison to what they-

-have at their reputed party school. It says a lot about reputations. The orchestrators try to make it seem like, the way I am in a ridiculous situation(probably filmed or the equivalent all day), while living with my parents, is how I am. -

- They’ve been doing this for 11 years, after robbing me of my opportunities for 11 years. I had a life before this, and I intend to continue to, after, with my own network, family, etc, away from these orchestrators and their craziness.-

- &another thing, regarding the party school, think im just saying things? check the books. and are their graduates or students going to get mad at me, despite the school's clear role and for calling the students equally smart, a number of tweets ago? well, oops, OK..moving on.-

moving onto addressing something else...-

-The orchestrators are always misusing people under the pretense that I’m a picked on kid. I’m a successful, grown man. -

-Not because I’m conceited,  but from life experience, I wrote 11 yrs ago: “I’m not the last person people harass, but I’m also far from the first.” When it happens, with my image (while chubby, and not handsome now), I know somethings up. -

-Try me, and be direct about it, rather than do something ridiculous from afar. I don’t waste time on idiots. -

-The orchestrators perpetuate and take part, and make official and global, a small rumor of a girl I don’t know or knows me (or her misguided teenage friends who also don’t know me nor do I know them-big theme in this, with all involved) from 11 years ago.-

-The only thing that ever harmed me, abused me, or robbed me of health and opportunities, is the orchestrators. -

-Teenage kids have no power. Whatever effect they have dies down. It takes something big or reputable (like adults of a particular standing) to give their ideology power. -

-These adults...I don’t know them, they don’t know me...I don’t understand their 11 year project/vendetta/-whatever this massive lie is, against me. Maybe it started with just wanting to make money off of me and my life and my lifestyle. -

-In trying to address this 11 year problem, my true focus: my career, gets hidden, and you end up thinking I’m taking part, or after the cr*p-ola of the orchestrators. I’m big on what’s natural. -

-Anywho, I wrote this 1st in the “Notes app” on my iPhone yesterday, to publish on Twitter & tumbler today, in case I forgot. - in case todays posting was seen earlier...think it happens to emails sent to myself and other things...-

-Focus on what’s 4 each day on Twitter &tumbler, despite what cannot be helped i.e. the random relaying of everything @ any time, since no 1 helps me stop it by talking 2 me. Imagine what would happen if you told me-the power to save myself...what a great thing you'd be doing...

about that party school? before things escalated, as soon as I noticed the potential for a problem behind a situation occurring without telling me, I went to their Conflict Resolution office at their school and told them about my concerns and what I noticed-

- the next day, the guy that spoke to me, walks in a different direction, from a small distance, forces a head turn, and gives me a retarded smile. -

-Despite my "reporting things" like one does to the police in the face of a problem, that school went crazy against me on the day of my 2012 finals. can you imagine a school allowed to go nuts on the day of a student's final exams? -

-once again, goes back to the talk about reputations from several tweets ago - this morning. Ur reputation is who you are and reflects in your actions...and here we're dealing with a reputed party school...while they slander my reputation by putting me in retarded predicaments.-

- so many bad experiences with students and faculty at that school...in the first dorm suite i lived in, 5 guys pushed me into my room for pushing them back alone, by myself, for telling them to pitch in cleaning-

-&one of them - a stupid fraternity idiot - rushed to tell on me, saying i punched him. in a part time job, i told  the guy i was working w/to teach me the trade or get the phone in my cubicle working in an area with no cell reception. he just responds nastily and it culminates-

- on another occassion, i locked myself out of my room in a different dorm suite, b4 going to my next part time job, which was in their down town. took the highway to get there. went to the faculty and told them my problem - that i had work, can't be late, need to get in my room-

-they tell me that i have to wait 2 hours b/c that's when their services are officially available. what if it was class & i needed my backpack? when they eventually agreed 2 help me, the woman i was speaking with, probably saw me going to my dorm building, -

-& she drives around &past me w/a nasty look to spite me 4asking them, when saying she'll go to my room and unlock it. when i think i went back to their office &told them about it, she claims she went to my building &waited, but i didn't show up. i saw her drive in a circle.

- and that second part time job...to prove myself useful when things weren't busy with a computer job, i would, alone, move big shelves, i think desks, &other furniture, down a floor or two. It was a gesture on my part after hearing them talk about no one clearing their office-

-after the things i did for them, i emailed them if they knew anything about this, &never a response. -

this is the party school now wondering about why i'm not out, socializing, getting laid all day/everyday, hitting the bars, or whatever. To the orchestrators: leave my life alone. They're so much proof to all this...i guess amidst everything else, maybe they can see memories...-

- i mean would it kill these people to go the conventional route and use a lie detector with all involved? It's so easy to clear this up. Based on what I truly want for my life, all of this is a mess.

- based on tech they use, in claiming 2 help me(when i need no help aside from telling me whats happening), they try to justify lies 2slander me or try to get me 2write all day. They perpetuate nonsense 2get me 2write, 2 I guess, see if they can predict it-to put it another way.

and going back to conflict resolution at the party school? there was one thing i forgot to mention. not only did he allow this to transpire without telling me. -

-on the day of my exams, when the sounds projected 2 me, made threats 2 a relative of mine, there, by saying "maybe we should help him too", I called Conflict Resolution @ party school several times. They wouldn't pick up. I think I left messages, but no call back. -

- in the face of harassment, threats, evolving to what it is today, under a false impression by people of power, such is the party school.

- U gotta wonder amidst yrs of this mental strain, especially at party school, where was cr*p flowery Amerian psychology/counseling system, what was the school's Conflict Resolution doing. -

-at that party school, failures all around..at the time I was there, academic departments were closing like i think their French department. but whatever. orchestrators are people in power, parading as those of quality, when they're not. 11 years of torture attest to that.

and one normal tweet for when we can move past this...-

love the @onepeloton (peloton). love #leannehainsby (cycling trainer) for her appearance, personality, and training.

[booksbroadwaybbc]

Don't know what to do with myself. via /r/selfimprovement

Don't know what to do with myself.

Hi. I'm 21 and still in community college, but I did get my provisional admission to this university I wanted to transfer to. I work as a runner at Din Tai Fung and I'm supposed to make bank, but I don't really know yet because I'm a new employee. Headtitle question at the bottom

I think I've lived an okay-ish life, kind of. story time, skip to the end if you dont wanna read it I come from a Korean family, can't say I remember much of my childhood except mostly being beaten and yelled at. There were good times too, but they usually ended prettily shittily. Moved around a bunch, went to a lot of schools. I've dealt with a lot of abusive stuff from both parents, but I'm not going to talk about my mom because things have gotten better and she's still here for me(?). For some extreme stuff- my dad broke my brothers toes in elementary school. In my senior year, he threatened me at knifepoint and forced it into my hands and told me to stab my brother or he would stab me. Beatings from him were pretty bad, and it's not just belts and sticks bad. I played co-ed baseball in 5th grade, so bam, there was that too. He liked to throw chairs and literally flip tables when he was angry (hes a private construction worker, so he's pretty strong). Broke a lot of his phones throwing them at us, the wall, the floor, whatever. Ive had a lot of problems with my social affairs in highschool- anxiety, being cold, being short tempered, aggressive, violent, sharp tongued. I started warming up in senior year because of this girl I dated, which was a pretty big deal because gays are not allowed in this household. And well, im bi but its the same thing to them. Can't say that went too well, because my brother found out and blackmailed me in the situation we were living in. But who cares, because siblings hate each other right? Anyways, broke up with her, broke her heart, treated her poorly and whatever two years later we made up and was able to be friends again. Back to dad- he was usually never around for things like elementary grad, middle school grad, and highschool- my mom made him come, but he sure didn't seem happy about it. In highschool, he only laid down on his phone playi ng his shitty phone games. Doesnt talk to me, doesnt talk to my brother, doesnt talk to my mom. His routine: wake up, go to work, come home, phone games, eat, phone games, sleep. If you try to talk to him, he ignores you. If you press it, he'll give you some boring answer like "go away already".

Anywho, that abusive fuck was caught cheating. Had an affair with a client's sister. Sold the house we lived in, mom moved to Newark, him to San Leandro. Mom didnt want to deal with me, so I got the boot and lived wjth acquaintances in Hayward. Couldnt afford it, so mom told me to move to San Leandro with him. I moved in with my best friend helping me and we saw the evidence. Bambam, hello lady clothing and shit. I went apeshit nuts and he tried to convince me, then threatened that I would be in big trouble if i said anything. (Parents were separated but not divorced). Alright, ill keep my big mouth shut.

I worked for his "girlfriend" at her cafe in Berkeley. Why? Well, it was easy money and i needed it to keep up with my shitty coping habits- partying and party favors, mostly e. You dont have to deal with stress if youre always out partying.

Anywho, fast forward, skip a lot of details. Mom gets a phone call one day from mutual acquaintance saying dad is sick and asks her to bring him some food. Alright. So she does because she still cares, and finds out the truth. Calls me and demands me to come right now and unlock the door- note that this is a 40 minute drive. By the time i get there, theres hella police and a window is broken and theres hella shit going on. Things settled down but being my immature ass i scream at my parents for both being immature, and they shouldve just cut things clean. I yell at my dad for being a fuckhead and cheating, you didnt raise a liar but you are one. I yell at my mom for being irresponsible and breaking things. Police grabs my shoulder but i swipe it off and bam. Im on the floor, face into concrete, chipped teeth and i cant even see where my dog is. Tbh i was more worried that he ran off because he was still a puppy and i was holding him during this whole ordeal. My glasses got knocked off my face when those two officers fucking bodyslammed me into the ground. I'm 5ft4, i weighed like 130 at this time but im just a legit smol asian girl.

What happened next? Well yknow, i got arrested and sent to jail for assaulting a police officer, nbd. Sat there for a few hours, listening to some psycho making weird noises. Finally get some call saying that my mom was waiting for me, and she bailed me out. She was crying a lot and told me that my dad didnt even bat an eye as they took me away, that he smiled and tried to fix his goddamn broken window. I believe it too, because I saw that shitty smirk on his face when i got to the scene. My mom has a bit of an uncontrollable temper so she looks psycho when the other person was the wack one. This was in January 2017.

Skip forward to the next police thing. June 2017. My mom demands that i pack all my shit and move back, and she wants to go with me. I plead no, but what am i gonna do against her? Alright, we drive and she starts saying stuff about lying and calls the bitch a slut and homewrecker and stuff, dad gets up to stand inbetween and stuff. Tells her to move than basically shoves her across the living room towards the door. **insert hysteria and bam again, screaming and each other, his hands on her, me trying to squeeze my body in between them and get his hands off of her. Doesnt really work cos he turns on me, hits me away and goes back to beat her. My screaming doesnt really help either, but i try what I can to claw his arms off of her. Nooooo, bad idea, but better me than her. He grabs me and my head is locked into his elbow so I bite down, arm. Baaaad idea again, but its in self defense imo. Im just trying to help my mom. He p much beats me up into a pulp her, grabs my shirt all the way up and yikes thats embarassing. The struggle goes on and eventually its calm again because slutface is like "honey staph"- note: only words and no actions to get close, buuuut, it works. Me and mom move to my room and start removing all my weebshit from the walls. Mom is muttering and saying a bunch of bs for him to hear and he storms into the room because hes fucking triggered and start the violence again. Oh but this is where i do the fun thing- i lunge myself at him so im like on top of him but holy shit, he legit pulls me off of him and throws me against the wall cabinets, and two hand chokes me, with his knees on my chest. Mom starts screaming at him, claws his face and soon the police are here and shit. Bitch called the police, and this is where it gets more fucked up. I legally live here, its on my license. I came back to move out, so its okay for me to be here, because i came to pack my stuff and take whats mine. So why exactly did the police not believe me? Why did my mom get arrested for putting dumb scratches on his face when he beat us, with pictures - that day- to prove that he inflicted more wounds on us. We were just defending ourselves. He put his hands on us first. Anyways, that starts my worries cos im like. Im 20, but idk what to do. How do i find money to bail my mom out? How do i even do that in the first place? But i managed.

Anywho skip forward, jackass is no longer in my life, tho i have to deal with him through my brother from time to time. Parents officially divorced Feb 2018. I've lived with my mom, she bought a cafeteria for a little bit so I worked there. Things were really hard because my mom had a lot of pent up anger that she would take out on me. My brother moved out because he went to university so he didnt really have to deal with much. Im also the older child, so bam. Anyways, we fought a lot. A LOT LOT. Like apeshit crazylot. I took a lot of beatings. It was like the weekend before Christmas of 2017 where a took a huge beating and ran away from my problems by going to my now-ex's house. He offered me to move in with him and his family, so I did. I had the choice of going back to my moms lifestyle and attempt to make up, or trying to live a different life. I lived with him from like Christmas to March 2018. We started having a lot of problems because he regret inviting me, he wasnt ready to give up his personal space and I was done babysitting someone who was older than me. Doing his laundry, doing his dishes, cleaning his room. I was done with being bored, never going out, being ignored while he did the same thing my dad did. Sit on his phone and not speak a word. Yeah, there were good times too, but they seem so fleeting when it seeps in with your own personal trauma of being ignored. Btw- when i moved to his place, my brother moved back home to fill the gap, but my brother is better with dealing with my mom and she doesnt blow up at him.

After I moved back, it was better. Yeah, shit went down sometimes but i guess overall it was better? My mom cried a lot. I would hear her talk on the phone with her family members in Korea and cry about how she was tired of everything and didn't want to do it anymore. I know exactly how that feels. Well, in the later months of 2018, we got along better and havent really had those blowups. I tried my best to stay home more instead of going out at night because she hated it. I tried to be nicer to her and more compromising. She's in Korea rn and things suck. During the whole parents thing, it sucks to feel like your parents are passing you to each other likea toy they dont want. It sucks to not really feel familial love growing up, where mom is just doing things because shes supposed to and dad just flat out pretends you dont exist. It sucks that it takes two years of partying, drugs and cons to find out

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Dear April 24th, 2017

By far my favorite month here in san francisco. Poetry month, earth week, bay area dance week, Japanese cherry blossom (japanese festival two weekends long) and well just for many more reasons. Im starting a blog here because writing takes too long sometimes and I just have so much to say. Today I skipped class and listened to ELO while finishing my dad’s birthday card. it says, “Let’s take a trip under the sun and ride to..” and when you open the card it’s going to have the metallica tickets I bought us! Im so cheap.. it was close to $400 gree whiz.. but you can’t put a price on love, and he’s spent soo much on my existence alone, this is the least I can do. Love that man, I got us general admission floor, because we are going to rock our socks off in that stadium! I think it’s the same stadium when we saw red hot chili Peppers. I also drew his motorcycle on the front. There’s some more cute nice sweet stuff inside and back of it, I’ll take pics. Went to A USF tour, it was ok. Nothing special. What I did like though is that to get a degree in education (i think it’s everywhere in california), I need to get a bachelor’s in ANYTHING I want then plus one year of just focusing on the education/teaching aspect. Like i can major in forestry or agriculture or the hindu or buddhism culture and fucking spend just one more year in teaching then have a master’s in education! what the fuck so cool!! LOVE THAT SHIT. In texas its just four years of education classes. They take GI Bill and if i study abroad the benefits transfer over! what i dont like is that.. I didnt really see attractive people.. and im not sure how the party scene is.. honestly it’s just that im not attracted to teethings i dont know about. Like i want student life to be great, that’s why my heart is in texas, Austin because I know student life in those universities kick ass.. so for that I scheduled a college to at UC Berkeley, see how that goes.. OR EVEN MAJOR IN ASTRONOMY ugh i like the criteria for a teaching certificate in CA, im basically free. But My heart has not been set in a university yet.. we’ll see.. In the morning i received a package and a letter. the package was from elena with all kinds of cute things in it, from organic mango herbal tea to shrimp socks to a small cute bag, and a cute note she wrote me that i taped to my wall and it had a skunk and bunnies and she pointed to the skunk and said that was me because i stink. SO cute. Love that bitch. Then a letter from abby (a very special girl at my mom’s school that comes in and talks to her and eats lunch with her) and it said she hopes i have a good easter. SO sweet I called my mom and we talked while she had lunch. Wish i can do that everyday... she seems to have lunch alone.. but i wrote abby and liza memo some stuff at the coffee shop. had some lunch which was bean sprouts and spinach raw and i ate it with hands and the vegan shake which we need more of at the ashram. WOW I LIVE IN AN ASHRAM LIKE WTFFFF. then went to the tour. then went home. and me and elena talked and i talked about carlo. She asked if he left a note or anything and i said no but i mentioned how he texted a girl that he loved and she made the assumption it was over a girl. I said he put himself under a lot of pressure to do it bc he messaged her that. she asked how, I told her. I told her how i was listening to ELO and it reminded me so much of him and how we both appreciated good composition and were basically the same soul. We are both griefing, she had an abortion and it’s really tough on her. after talking and after i had lunch (which was some of krishnas falafel wrap which was SOOOO good and some vanilla beam yogurt with spinach which was EXTREMELY TASTEFUL and jasmine tea yum and some nachos bc im bad ) u know what i noticed all day today i tried to eat nachos but i ended up eating healthy.. for lunch i was waiting for my nachos to heat up but got bored waiting so i made a salad then for early dinner i was making a small spinach and surprise yummy yogurt snack and then krishna came in and offered some of his delicious falafel and ya that’s an observation.. I’ve been trying to eat better.. let’s dp this.. im trying to save money too.. NO MORE EATING OUT ITS BADb but anyways me and lena had our own fire ceremony and it was intended for our griefing and she held the fire and said let this be to the soul i never met and to allow me to grief or something like that it was so beautiful the way she said it and i said let this be to my favorite soul, and to grief beautifully. and we had such a beautiful great meditation.. i want to do it more with her it was so special. we did it for an hour. concrete jungle i was walking to a coffee shop next to bart and there was some poetry i stopped to look at. I judged a bit. people talking about materialistic experiences and things.. life isn't about any of that.. but im done judging and even talking about judging. went to the coffee shop and wrote beautiful notes to memo for sending me all the amazing gifts. they sent me so much,and to abby and finished my dad’s letter. then worked on my dad’s playlist which took a while but im done! just need to go walk or run to best buy tomorrow i mission to get cds and cd cases for the mixtape and then go to the ashram to burn the cd with a cd burner jack let me borrow then run to the post office and mail it before 5. and i get out of class at 1:25.