#sending you an hug and all the positive vibes anon 💜

[stormyoceans]

when i feel bad, i just reread everything you wrote about puentalay to make me feel better

today is that kind of day :(

monica, i hope your day and your week will go much better 💓

im so sorry you're feeling bad, anon, i really wish i could be there to bring you some tea and lend an ear or hold your hand through it. since i can't do that, im glad that i can at least bring you some comfort with my inability to shut up about puentalay. knowing that you like what i write about them makes me really happy, so i hope i can give you back some of that happiness

for this reason, i ended up writing down a little puentalay something for you, to give you some strength, but please don't feel like you have to read it or like it!!! im just gonna put it under a cut and maybe it can be a little surprise to make you smile

i really hope that you're gonna feel better soon and that the rest of the week will treat you kindly, anon 💜

okay so, i've mentioned it before but i would have loved to see sick!puen in the show because apparently i have feelings about it ;;;;;

the first time puen gets sick once they're back in their universe, he and talay aren't living together quite yet: they see each other whenever they can and talay does often spend the night at puen's place, but after a few days he always ends up going back to his mom's house. puen gets it: they haven't been officially boyfriends for long, and he guesses that if he spent more than two years away from his mother he would want to stay with her too. he also doesn't want to push when talay might not be ready, so even if he desperately wants talay to stay, puen never asks him to move in (sometimes, in those quiet, empty moments right after talay leaves, he can admit that maybe he's also afraid to hear talay reject the idea again)

one day, after a night spent in a cold bed without talay, puen wakes up with a slight fever, but since he has to film some kind of commercial and doesn't want to bother everyone by having to reschedule, he decides to take some meds and go to work anyway. the medicine does help at first, but after a few hours his head starts to hurt from the too bright lights of the set, his throat feels like is getting stabbed by hundreds of needles every time he talks, and his body seems to not be able to stop shivering

somehow he manages to get through the day with only a distracted comment from his manager on how he looks paler than usual, but he's supposed to see talay for dinner and puen knows talay will be able to tell something is wrong. and the thing is.. puen wants nothing more than to bury his face in talay's neck and let himself being taken care of, has been craving that all his life, however i think his first instinct would be to deal with it like he's used to: alone, in silence, with little other than himself and medicine to keep him company, because when you're sick you feel disgusting and grumpy and upset, and he's shown talay the most vulnerable parts of himself, but this.. he feels ashamed to burden talay with this. so he texts talay that something came up at work and asks him to see each other tomorrow, hates himself for the lie, but plans to make up for it the next day, after a good night of sleep and more meds hopefully make him feel better

puen crashes into bed as soon as gets home, still fully clothed and shivering, his entire body hurting, and he knows he should take a shower and maybe eat something, tells himself 'just ten minutes and then i'll go', but it's cold, and he's tired, and as soon as he drags the covers over himself he falls asleep. he wakes up some time later to the feel of something cool against his forehead. when he opens his eyes, talay's sitting next to him, a wrinkle between his brows and his mouth pressed together in a frown

"talay," he mumbles. both his eyes and throat feels like they're burning. "is this a dream?"

"dream, my ass," talay says, and puen thinks he sounds angry, but the thumb stroking across his cheek is so gentle that it makes puen's chest hurt. "i'll get medicine," talay adds after a moment. "you need to eat something too."

puen wants to tell him that he isn't hungry, that he's fine as long as talay doesn't leave him, but by the time he can painfully swallow around the lump in his throat, talay is already walking out of the room. puen has almost dozed off again when talay comes back carrying a tray with a bowl full of broth and a cup of tea. he helps puen sits up in bed and then feeds puen the broth himself, the furrow between his brows just getting deeper every time puen winches a little as he swallows or has to stop to cough. puen wants to smooth it out with his fingers, wants to ask talay why he's there and if he's angry that puen canceled their plans, that talay has to take care of him like this, wants to beg him to stay and hold him, but talay hasn't said anything in a while and puen now knows for certain that he's angry. puen lets talay feed him in silence, obediently drinks the medicine with the tea when talay instructs him to

"im sorry," puen eventually says, while talay helps him settle more comfortably in bed. it takes everything in him to add, "you can go now, i can take care of myself."

it's not the right thing to say, because somehow talay's frown just gets deeper, the corner of his mouth turned down unhappily. talay sits on the edge of the bed next to puen with a sigh and brushes puen's sweaty hair away from his forehead

"do you know how worried i was when i got your message and then you wouldn't pick up your phone?" talay asks. "the last time we had plans and work dragged longer than expected, you had tup come pick me up and take me on set just so we didn't have to cancel. i thought something bad happened to you." talay takes one of puen's hand between his own trembling ones and squeezes it. "puen," he whispers, "why didn't you just tell me that you weren't feeling well?"

puen wishes he didn't have to answer that question, but denying talay what he wants is something that puen will never be able to do, so he lowers his head and mumbles, "i didn't want you to worry. i didn't want you to see me like this."

talay's thumb stops rubbing soothing circles into puen's wrist, and puen panics for a moment, thinking he said something wrong again, but then talay cups puen's face in his hands and makes him raise his head so they're looking at each other.

"ai'puen," talay says, "sick, sad, vulnerable, imperfect... you can be all of that in front of me. i'll take care of you, just like you take care of me. we take care of each other. got it?"

puen would be embarrassed at the way his eyes fill up with tears at those words if it weren't for the way talay is looking at him, still a little sad, but steadfast and full of love. puen just nods, afraid that if he tries to talk he will start sobbing instead, and now he knows it's fine, he knows talay isn't gonna leave him for something like that, but this isn't a moment for tears, he's happy and safe with the man he loves, so when talay pulls him in for a hug, he hides his face into talay's neck and smiles

(a few days later, after puen gets better, they're washing dishes together when talay says, out of nowhere, "i think we should move in together". he then goes on by saying that he's always wanted to do that, but also didn't want puen to be the one to pay for everything, so he had started saving up on money. puen is only half listening to it. as soon as talay is done talking, puen pulls him in for a kiss that leaves both of them panting for breath, then picks him up and carries him to bed. neither of them is gonna leave that any time soon)

[positivelypositive]

Hey I've been told I'm terrible at committing to people, habits, hobbies. I want to change that. I'm stressed that I used to be able to do a lot of hobbies like music, writing, learning different skills on art but over time, I stopped. I'm in need of advice on how to get back on my groove and keep up habit to ignore everyone pressuring me not to do art or music or writing etc. I wanna do me and live my own life. How do I do that without coming to being like some insensitive person to others?

anon added this later:

Hi this is the anon earlier. I feel pressured by my parents on what I wanna do for living but at the same time I have no idea what I wanna do now. I love my parents and family but sometimes felt like I don't understand what they want from me but neither do they. I am not sure about what I want to do next, but I want to try and change to be a better person. At the same time, I'm stressed with societal pressure myself. I also feel like I couldn't succeed like everyone else and just felt like my life is a dead end where I'm gonna be forced to live with my parents for the rest of my life. Don't get me wrong, I love them but sometimes it feels so overwhelming to be around them and their expectations yknow? And I want to try living out my life one step at a time but I'm not sure where to start and how to say 'I want to live independently from them and see where it takes me' because I don't know how to say that and I don't really think it's possible. I just felt like if I live with them, I might just live the life they dictated instead of living the life I wanted and I don't really know if it's the correct thing to say here. Thank you for having this space.

hey anon,

thank you for feeling like you could share with me. and i'm sorry that you're going through this.

if i'm honest, i am actually in quite a similar situation right now. even though i got to choose what i do for a living, i have started to find that my life has been consumed by work so much that it's all there is to my life.

i have friends and hobbies and down time but all of that feels forced. i struggle with finding the will to actually put effort into the things i used to enjoy like reading, drawing, and painting.

i'm sorry for sharing my own troubles in response to yours but what i want to say is that you're not alone. there are more like us who are struggling but i think being aware of what the problem is is a big step towards solving it so we're on the correct track.

as for a solution, i have been thinking about this a lot lately and it's usually a matter of comparison and assumption that scares me. comparing my life to others and feeling left behind. and assuming that i will remain "left behind". when in reality, i have no proof or logic to back either claim.

left behind means nothing as a human. there's one life. if you're sincere and you persevere then you're doing okay. and assuming things that you don't know about is preemptive and often unnecessary pressure we put ourselves through. and for what?

i know how this is easier said than done but i know you and i can do it. let's introspect and see where we are and where we want to go. let's build an action plan to get there. i'm taking a therapist's help along the way and maybe you can too.

as for family, i love mine to bits and also live with them. you can love someone and still not like everything they do or say. look into creating boundaries. that helped me.

hope this helps and i'm sorry for my own rant in response. sending you hugs and positive vibes 💜✨

[sweater-daddiesdumbdork]

You're not just an amazing sister, Amber - You're an amazing human being as well. I'm sending you all the love, hugs and best of everything to you❤❤❤

I didn't want to come as anon, but kinda not confident because i don't interact with you very often but still love your blog and your stories.

Yeah I'm absolutely tearing up at the kindness of you guys on here. Seriously you all are some of the kindest and supportive individuals I've ever interacted with. It's incredible honestly. Sending all the love, hugs and positive vibes to help you. 💙💚💛❤💜

Babes if that's how you are comfterable interacting, stay on anon. You do whats best for you babes, its why I keep my anon on.

Thank you for this, it means so much to me that you all even do stuff like this.

[fallingintolife]

hi, i'm the anon that requested the sam winchester shopping fic ft dean! i hope you don't mind me requesting another sam one lol ( i don't see a lot of sam ones tbh so when i saw that you write for sam too i got excited :'D )

could the reader be a hunter that ran away from home because they have a narcissistic / manipulative mother ( kind of like mother gothel from tangled ) and started traveling with sam and dean because they felt safe with them , as well as dating sam ? one day while being out it turns out the reader's mother was in the same town , looking for them to try and bring them back home , and reader gets all scared because they don't want to go back which sam and dean notice

just some good old fashion angst and hurt / comfort :)

Hi there! ☺️

Oh my gosh! Thank you so much for coming back and requesting again! Seriously that is such a compliment 🥰 And please please feel free to request ALL the Sammy! I'm a Sam girl myself so I'm more than happy to write for him! Ooo okay yes! I love this plot line and I'm also a HUGE Disney fan, Rapunzel is actually my favorite princess 👸💜 This is next on my list!

Thank you so much for coming back and requesting again! 🥰💕

Sending all the love, hugs, and positive vibes your way!

💕🥰✨

[greenandbluebubblegum]

Hello Kate!!! How are you??

Stray Kids was on fire, I can totally understand why people left the show being a new fan (no I'm not biased 🤭). I really hope JYPE put European date for their next tour, we need them!! They are incredible live!!

And I finally watched the performance for Kpop Lux, and all I can say We need a Shinee tour now!!! They were amazing!! And their outfit!!! We need them in Europe soon!!! 🤞

I need to see Barbie in the cinema, but I don't know if I will have the time with my thesis (I have to send it mid-august so I'm ✨ stressed ✨). It looks phenomenal. It will be a cultural reset for sure!!!

Oh no :( I hope the election goes well!!! Sending positive vibes only!!!!

Oh I love still being your Kinnporsche anon!! It's so cute!!! 🥺😍 Can't you imagine it's been more than a year since we start sending each other anon??

Hope you have a great start of the week!!! Take care Green 💜 sending you love and kisses 💜

Hi love!!! I'm fine!!! The elections were... fine? hahaha a mess! we are waiting for someone to form government lmao but I'm hopeful that the left wing can do it!!

I'm hoping they will do a tour soon with European dates!!! I really want to watch any of them!! Stray Kids or Shinee or anyone hahaha I loved the outfits ✨✨✨ they looked so handsome!! love it!!

I watched Barbie last week and I love it!! it was amazing!!! you need to watch it!! I mean it has so many relatable things 💗💗💗 I cried, I laughed I had a really good time!! when you'll watch it tell me what you think about it!!?

Hope your thesis is going well!! sending you all the good vibes so you'll get a great mark!!! 🥳️🥳️

what??? a year??? I can't believe it!!! hahaha a year of us rambling about theories about Kinnporsche haha love it !! I haven't had time to watch many series recently but I really want to watch the new one that is going to do ZeeNew (the protagonists of Cutiepie! They are so cute together 😍) but don't know when is going to be out.

Hope you are having a great weekend and have a beautiful week!!

Sending you a lot of kisses and hugs my lovely kinnporsche anon!! 😘😘💜💜

[marc-spectorr]

heyyya calliee!!💓💓

okay so i’ve been gone a while but i’ve seen you are feeling a bit down lately, so i wanted to quickly pop up to tell you that i’m here for you, whatever you need. some days are more tough than others and some periods are just not it and that’s totally fine. i just want you to know that you do not need to carry the burden alone and that you can always talk to me if you ever need it (also seeing you down makes my little heart ache and i just want you to be the joyful, wonderful soul you are all the time, like if i could take all the troubles away trust me i’d do it in a heartbeat🥺♡).

also you don’t have to feel sorry for not posting, for not writing, for not doing as much as you would have wanted to or promised. we are all here to support you and your blog no matter what. plus i prefer to see you take time off to take care of yourself and to feel better rather than you forcing yourself to do things you don’t feel like doing. so, my dear callie, teddy is always here for you, to support you, listen to you, help you in any way i can and just to be a friend you can count on. if you even need someone just say the word and i’ll pop up right away (i’ll even send you a DM if you’re more comfortable, even if that would mean that the mystery of who teddy is would be over for you, but i’d be more than happy to do that if it means helping a friend in need💕💕)

sooo i’m sending you infinite love, hugs, kisses and positive vibes and i wish you all the best my dear callie♡

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TEDDYYY HEYYY I MISSED YOUUU 🥰❣️🥺

i cant thank you enough for your sweet, sweet words! it’s surely something i needed to hear. i’m probably going to reread this again and again just as a reminder whenever times get tough.

it feels so nice (a bit crazy too) knowing that there are people on the internet who care about me and support me. that’s why i love tumblr. i love being here. it’s my comfort place, my safe zone. where i’m seen and heard. i don’t feel judged, and you guys seem to appreciate all of what i have to offer. writing also makes me happy and it makes me even happier when people enjoy reading my stories. to be able to connect with you all through these fics, the show, and oscar has truly been one of the most incredible experiences that has happened to me in quite a while tbh. when i say that you each mean the world to me, i mean it. in the short time i’ve been here, you’ve unknowingly helped me get through what i consider to be the rock bottom of my life, and i will be forever grateful for that.

so once again, thank you, teddy, and thank you to the rest of our little book club. thank you to the readers and those that lurk around this blog. you certainly don’t have to come off anon; dropping by my inbox is simply enough for me, and it never fails to put a smile on my face.

ughskdsh i can’t believe i turned this into another sappy post, but trust me these words are coming straight from my heart :)

once again, thank you. i love you, babe. to the moon and back 🤍

[guess-my-next-obsession]

I know my comment would end up being long... So I'm coming in here to send it... 😆💞

Take however long you need to get things out.. Especially when it's a bad day and people are being assholes.. 💞 the true ones ( myself included) will be here always to hype you up and be here for you... 💞

I'm so so sorry that people don't know how to be nice.. Yeah I know the anon is there for shy people, but if they are gonna be mean they should not do it at all.. 😤 Hopefully people will start to me nice in the future.. 🤞

In the meantime... You take as much time as you need to feel better. People will understand that you need it and if they don't, screw them,. 😤😝

Go have some fun mean time to recharge. 💞 shopping therapy, rent a bunch of movies or shows and having a watching marathon, spa day. Anything you want, you absolutely deserve it. 💞

And when you feel better and such, whenever you want to.. Come back and post whatever you want. 💞😘

I love youuuu x infinity! 😙 You got thisssss!! Just take it day by day, try to do something you love to take your mind off things throughout the day until ya feel better. 💞 No rush at to get back, you mental health and you in general take top priority over anything. 😘

Sending endless love and hugs, and positive vibes alwaysss. 💞😙

I'm always here for you if you ever wanna talk. 💞 even if it's just to yell through texting, I'm here, lol. 😆💞

I know it's not realistically how we would hug if we ever met... But it gets the point across that I would give ya a bigggg ole comfort huggg!! 💞🥰😙

thank you for always being a source of absolute kindness and sympathy. you are so sweet and a light to everyone who has the privilege to know you. i’m not stopping writing—mostly because it’s my favorite outlet right now, but i just need a little to fully feel confident in my writing again.

after being told i was fetishizing pedro’s ethnicity (?? when i am literally hispanic?? like my mother’s from mexico?? grew up brown?? lmao??) i just felt so anxious checking notifs in case i saw more hate. and even now opening up the app i’m just so anxious. i don’t spread hate, would like to think of myself as kind, and i’ve always tried to keep this blog a safe space and a place for everybody. so i’m just very sad that someone thought i’m something that i’m not, something that goes against all those things!

just gotta pull myself up by my boot straps and remember no one’s opinion of me matters but my own. but thank you so so so much for always being a friend, always sending such kind and thoughtful messages. i treasure your existence so dearly, lotus!! 💜✨ i love you x infinity.

[akookminsupporter]

sending positive vibes and all the love!! i hope you have a great day or at least a small period of rest (bc capitalism ;-;) and you enjoyed the rest!! you deserve it :D

In all honesty I can say you are the best thing that happened to me this year. Getting to know all of you (in an unconventional way) has been a rewarding experience. I have learned so much from all of you. You have unknowingly kept me company in many of my darkest moments this year. And I will always be grateful for that.

Thanks for the funny messages. Thank you for the educational messages. The ones that have made me think more. The ones that have made me proud of you all . The ones that have made me cry. Thank you even for the messages that have made me angry.

Thank you for the messages that have brightened my cold heart and sad soul.

Thank you anon, for your message. For the positive vibes. I send you a massive hug. Love you guys!💜💜💜

[writer-in-theory]

you seem so genuinely lovely (I hope that isn’t a gendered term but lmk if it is or causes you any discomfort) and just welcoming as a person and blog! I love that you are so open to critique and care about what people want to see from you even though writing is so personal and finicky if you don’t write for yourself it seems like you’ve found a lovely balance and you’re such a positive presence on this app and in this fandom and I appreciate you

ahhh first of all, thank you so so much!! i don't see lovely as a gendered term or anything, you're totally fine but thank you for considering me, that truly means more than you know.

and i could just give you the biggest hug right now. i've always wanted this place to be a positive space where people can just vibe out with each other, you know? i'd never pretend to be perfect, i know i make mistakes in personal things as well as in writing. i've always thought it's important to be able to hear what people are telling you and sort through what's actually important to change and what you're willing to stick to.

you're so right though!! that's been the toughest thing i've found in writing fanfiction, honestly, is trying to find a healthy balance between writing what i want to write and filling requests or writing what performs well. and honestly, i think i like how it ended up this past time. giving a few options i'm interested in right now and seeing what y'all like, then focusing on that one? it was kind of fun.

but basically, i re-read this a million and twelve times because it made me smile so gosh darn much. YOU are a positive presence. it's people like you who send lovely, kind anons just because you can that truly make this place so much more welcoming and fun 💜

[positivelypositive]

Hi, I'm sorry because this might not be the right place but I can't keep this to myself and there's noone irl that I can share it with right now.

After my last relationship, I thought that I was done with dating and being in love but I've recently met someone that I have talked to online for a few months, and after meeting them I've realised that I might be falling in love with them and I'm both happy and scared because they're just so awesome and handsome and I want to spend time with them (which I unfortunately can't because we live too far away from each other)

Thank you for reading my rant, and sorry again if it's not the right place

hey anon,

firstly, this is just the place for this. a rant, if helpful for you, is just what this page is for and you're welcome to send more this way.

as for the problem, i can imagine what you must be feeling. i too swore off relationships after my last one ended badly and i know how scary it is when even a hint of feelings show up for someone else.

having said that, i've also come to realise that now i do crave companionship. not because i can't be alone. i enjoy my own company too much tbh but in the long run, i want someone to share my life with.

ask yourself if you're there yet. do you feel open to sharing bits of you? not all of you because that can only come when you've spent time knowing them but do you atleast see a small opening for someone else in your life?

it's okay if you don't. but if you do, then don't lose the connection. talk to them. see if you both are open to a long distance relationship. maybe it'll even help you open up to the idea of being in a close relationship later.

the point is - you gotta know your own heart before you reach any conclusions. look inside. the answers are all in there.

i hope you find them all 💜 sending you hugs and positive vibes ✨

[with-love-anu]

Hi hello little angel i really didnt know what i wanted to say here bc my memory just doesn’t cooperate w me these days

Wait oh wait no i got it

It saddens me to see you numb because i know at least for me you and your energy brighten up my day every time i go on tumblr and reading about how you feel makes me wanna hug you i really dont know how to coherently put this into words can you tell just know i send you lots and lots of positive vibes and hope you get to experience feelings soon (?? Ok imma go shut myself off now this is so bad)

You deserve all the love in this universe have the absolute best of the day bye x

(Also i dont have the balls to send this off anon since we aren’t mutuals i hope it’s ok)

I did not expect to be smothered in love so early in the morning. That is not at all bad and it made me feel better so thank you so much 💜💜

I hope you have a great day/night! I'm sending you all the love and hugs!