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I know I used to be helpful
I'm sorry
The longer I spend in school the more of an asshole I become
I don't have the energy to help anymore
I don't have the energy to know how to help anymore
I'm sorry
The best I can do anymore is "nuh uh"
Or "I'm gonna beat up anyone who hurts you >:("
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm useless
I don't even know how to help anymore
The only thing that's stopping me from cutting myself until I pass out is that people will see, I don't know how to stop you guys
I'm sorry
The only thing stopping me from starving myself is my friends getting worried, I don't know how to help you guys
I'm sorry
I don't know how to make your parents better
I'm sorry
I don't know how to make you love yourself
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Please don't hate me
Or if you do, just leave
Don't lie to me to make me feel better
I know you're lying
I'm sorry
#tw self h4rm#tw eating issues#I'm sorry#vent#not really#more like#apology#I'm sorry I'm so useless#i just can't form the thoughts to help you#i can barely form any thoughts#i can barely take care of myself#I'm sorry i can't make you love yourselves#i'm sorry i'm sorry#please just don't lie to me#if you hate me just please.#unfollow me#send me anonymous hate or something#whatever you need to do#just don't lie#ok?
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I really appriciate how often Machete is depicted struggling and feeling like a burden, while still being loved and supported by Vasco. It gives the top tier angst of "i'm not good enough, I'm not worth it" but you frame it in such a way where it's clear that's just how he *feels* and is not how things really are, but also it's so nice to see someone who struggles quite often in a loving and unique relationship that suits them. The narrative of not being able to love or be loved unless you're consistently healthy is really tiring lol.
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#ah thank you! I'm so glad these themes come through the way I intended#this touches on something that I've been thinking a lot so sorry if this gets a bit ranty#but I have massive personal beef with the sentiment “you have to love yourself before you can love someone else/someone else can love you ”#I hate it with a passion#I know it's meant to encourage positive growth and I get that self-love and healthy self-image are something you should strive for#but it also sort of sends the message that people who struggle with these sort of issues don't deserve to be loved#not until they reach some external invisible standard of “okay I'm normal and well adjusted now”#“perhaps now I'm worthy of entering a relationship without the danger of dragging the other person down with me”#people who aren't in perfect health mentally or physically already feel like they're inconveniencing others with their mere existence#depriving them of the possibility or even the idea of loving and being loved won't make them better#it's just a stupid idiom it doesn't matter but to me it just comes across as unspeakably cruel way to think#and it rustles my jimmies#answered#anonymous
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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Screenshots somebody’s DNI and has one herself saying no antis or busybodies. Cool. It’s the internet. Anything goes. That means I can rb your fanfics and save them for editing the way you save art that isn’t incestuous.
I mean, if you want to download my fics and comb through all of that incest and underage smut, that's your prerogative, man. Hope you get a boner out of it, then maybe you'll calm down 💕
#ask#anonymous#anon hate#proship#also I didn't screenshot that dni it's from a dm with my friend#i think it would be SO funny if you tried to edit one of my incest fics actually lmao#because it's not like fanart where you can just color over the blushes or something#editing takes so much time and thought#and SO MANY of my fics are JUST about the incest (ficlets/drabbles)#or the gross nasty themes are so deeply entwined with the narrative that you might as well just throw the whole thing out#so feel free! send it to me when you're done lol i bet it'll be good for a laugh#considering you'll have to half the word count and change everything about it#honestly you might as well write your own fics#but of course antis only know how to tear down and not how to create anything#also of course i save art that isn't incestuous? 🤨 i don't think about incest ALL THE TIME the way you people do#i love platonic relationships too#most of my fics are actually gen#believe it or not you can ship something AND also like their platonic relationship
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I'm pretty sure Squid Sisters were already pretty popular back in the Splatoon 1-Splatoon 2 days. After all, their relationship, agent lives and family drama was the main focus of the plot (among saving the squid society). And even nowadays, people still love them. They're THE Splatoon icons. Have you forgotten how people went crazy over the Reporter Callie outfit? There were fanarts everywhere!
Off The Hook are also really interesting - they played a huge part in Octo Expansion (you know, the DLC with the biggest, darkest, most liked lore and aesthetic?) and in Side Order, we also know their backstories (especially Marina's backstory is pure fanfic material, people love the angsty deserter trope + she was a breath of fresh air and a mystery as a first important non-enemy octoling character ever). Not to mention that they're literal canon lesbians with healthy and interesting dynamics.
What do we know about Deep Cut?? They've got nothing going on. They were villains in the Splatoon 3 storymode but mind you, not even the main villains. They grew up together, they come from some prestigious families that aren't mentioned ANYWHERE outside of the Sunken Scrolls, we know nothing about them. They don't have backstories, they don't have interesting dynamics (they're just 3 random people and their bond isn't even shown to be that strong, of course people prefer the SS family drama or OTH lesbian romance). Deep Cut is boring, of course people don't care about them, don't blame us, blame Nintendo for neglecting them.
Also, stop acting like you're better than others because you don't care about the icky romance and give deserved equal attention to every poor idol that gets overshadowed by the lesbians. People DO care about other Splatoon characters. There are fanarts of the Agents (Agent 24 is problably the second most popular ship right after Pearlina), non-idol Splatbands, even Craig Cuttlefish and Octavio! Maybe you'll see all this content if you stop exclusively browsing only the pearlina tag. Also accept that Deep Cut is boring.
ooh, another one.
Okay, I don't have all the time to type up an entire essay (tbh I lowkey admire the effort of writing four paragraphs just to bitch on me for having an opinion), so I'm gonna summarise my result.
I don't follow the pearlina tags. The only Splatoon tags I follow are Splatoon and the promo kids tag. Used to follow more but I have my reasons for unfollowing the other ones. (They were mostly agent ships, for clarity.)
I know other people care about the others. I'm just saying that when stuff like this rolls around it's never seen because everyone talking about pearlina gets top spots on this site and no one gives attention to anything else, so everything else is hard to see. This is mostly a recent development with grandfest, but even so Pearlina overshadows a LOT. For me, the Callie suit was actually a rare case of the community not focusing on them.
i know the Squid Sisters were popular in their first games. That's the point. Y'all are sitting out here talking about the old idols and ignoring the ones we're supposed to be paying attention to.
So what if the deep cut members don't have much lore to their names? I'm in the promo kid fandom! They have literally only their names and people don't have a problem coming up with headcanons and engaging stories for them. Just be creative. That's what fandom is for.
Believe it or not, I know Pearl and Marina featured in side order and octo expansion. I know they have a healthy dynamic. Surprise surprise, I've played the games too. I have both DLCs and have completed both. I know. That's not my point.
i also know that there are poeople out there caring about other characters. Like I said, I'm in the promo kid fandom. It's just that whenever pearl and marina appear on screen, any trace of that is immediately overshadowed and made ten times harder to find. And I rarely have the time to go hunting through tags.
I'm not trying to act like I'm better. I'm not guilty of pearlina posting, but I'm not much better either. I'm just stating how I feel and how i see things. If you've got a problem with that, great, but don't insult me for my feelings. It's your choice how you react to things. If you've got nothing nice to say, don't say it.
#I love coming back from the holocaust museum and getting hated on#On anon nonetheless. I don't care how right or logical you may be you are still a coward#Tumblr is already anonymous by nature. Why'd you have to go the extra step to hide yourself?#Are you scared your friends will see you sending hate? Or are you one of my friends who's scared of me cutting you off?#This applies to last anon too. What's the deal? If you've got something to say stand up and say it.#At least Trump has the balls to talk his bullshit with his own name.#Can't believe I just said that#But it is true.
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You're 100% allowed to reblog things without tags, or even comment some random letter if you want. You do you bestie. There's very few rules here on tumblr, but reblog reblog reblog is one of them. Tumblr dies if no one reblogs, and likes don't do anything (you probably knew that already)
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I, uh- I do reblog things. I have some mental "rules" for what I like+reblog and what I "only" like. You can look through my blog and see I reblog a lot, both with and without tags. And I don't fully agree that likes don't do anything, although I know what you mean; for me, if I receive a like on my post, it means a lot to me. I understand that for others likes may be meaningless and not add any value to their day.
I'm not sure why this ask was sent, but I suspect it might be coming from someone whose posts I've 'liked' a lot, but haven't reblogged much? I sometimes save posts to draft to reblog later; sometimes I just don't want to reblog for whatever reason.
If the above is the case and you want me to stop 'liking' your posts without reblogging or talk about it further, you can DM me.
Aaaand if anyone else wants to say what they think about this, I'm open to discuss this. My comments, ask box and DMs are open to anyone, not only mutuals. And I'm open to changing my mind about things.
I'm just not sure if I've hurt someone's feelings (/gen /neu) by not reblogging their posts or if this is something that curcilates here as a PSA service? Is it personally directed at me or an FYI sent to multiple users?
I'm not good at these things, sorry.
#sad about this#not sure what to think#if I stop only liking posts without reblogging then these posts will not receive any interaction from me#seriously if this is from someone who feels I like but don't reblog from them enough you can let me know in a DM#sometimes I also don't remember if I've already reblogged something because tumblr doesn't always show it#so I might think I've reblogged it but I haven't???#idk#aaaaaaa honestly anyone guys what do you think?#you can send me your opinion anonymously if you don't want me to know it's you#(but no hate mail please)#do you reblog everything you like?
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i hate all ofnyou
#related to the poll#i wanna see who my tormenters are i hate anonymity#ps someone should send me an anon ask or something for when i shoulf wake up tomorrow#im spontaneously combusting
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Heya, I'm not entirely sure how to start this post, it feels a little weird making it at all, but I realised it might be some kind of necessary evil or something like that.
To that anon who sent me those three asks last night (all within the span of a few minutes and the same typing style, so I know they're from the same person), I wanted to reach out to you. I'm not going to sit here and call you names and mock you because that's simply not the kind of person I am, despite the things you said and the assumptions you made. This is going on the idea that you're not a troll stirring drama and just ... someone who had something to say, but wasn't sure how to say it.
I know sometimes that anonymous feature is really tempting, especially when you feel like someone has wronged you and you want to give them a piece of your mind in a very abrupt manner, but it's not a productive way of conversation at all. All it does is upset people (including yourself, because I know in a lot of cases you'll end up refreshing and waiting for some kind of response that you probably won't get).
If you have something you'd like to have a conversation about, you can reach out calmly and maturely and have a genuine conversation with the person instead of sending them messages that they'll likely gloss over and probably even laugh at. I figured you likely won't do it, so I want to reach out and invite you to have a genuine conversation with me, no hard feelings about the asks, I'd just like to get your perspective and clarify on some of the things you've said. You're free to DM me or send me an ask off-anon, since I've blocked your anon asks. This kind of behaviour is genuinely not healthy for anybody and even if you don't reach out, I hope you're able to take some time and reflect on that, take a step back from the intricacies of social media for a bit and go from there.
#general barks#this goes for anybody by the way - if anything i say or talk about or reblog concerns you and youd like to clarify then please#just reach out instead of sending anonymous messages please. im always willing to sit down and have a conversation#with someone who can get their points across in a calm and mature manner.#discourse#anon hate#let me know if theres anything else i should be tagging this as - im happy to do so#not quite the note i wanted to start off on today but that's okay. i suppose its sparking a much needed conversation#discourse and drama just isnt something id like to be involved in
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I love how sadistic, mean, creepy, trollish law seems to just have this absolute love for luffy things that overrides all else. Like I mean he’s had that fluffy had since he was a kid, wears those fluffy necked/lines clothing on multiple occasions, fluffy father figure in cora, his navigator who he is super protective over is mega fluffy and gets special cuddle privileges with mr trafalagar ‘don’t touch me I’ll stab you’ law. It’s just so amusing to me
i bristled like a sprayed cat at that first typo lmfao
YES. its great. he is all that terribleness (i say appreciatively) but he is also a enjoyer of finest things in life like fluffs
dude freaking kikoku has a furry white guard trim that matches his hat and his wife.
#only fluffy things for this bastard thank you!#what a heartstealer cant drown in soft furs?#its a great design choice#anonymous#add: btw no👒 🐯 hate im just a fixed shipper and everythigng that arent my ships are notps and itd be weird af for sm1 to send me an ask#going off on behalf of something im not interested in#so it was funny how i was like oh what the hell- to deflate like a baloon in like 2 seconds
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people srsly write Bedelia ? shes the worst nd she got what she deserved in the wrath of the lamb
I have gotten a few of those over the past days, including when I wasn't even home for obvious reasons. Gotta say, awfully great timing (iykyk). I picked one to answer because I'm getting tired of those. So to the person/people sending me those, this is the only one, then I'm simply blocking and I will know who it is. You didn't think of that, did you? Anyhow, not my point.
I have had this blog for 10 years, I was there during the airing of the series, I was there when some hann.igram shippers went wild with hate towards characters, writers (RP and fanfic), and towards actors. It wasn't all the shippers, mind you, but enough to drive people away from the Han.nibal RP scene and to send actual hate to the actors so I will name the ship. The reason why I mention it is also that I got my own share of hate and comments from them and the sad thing is that nowadays I still see Bedelia hate in her tag. I won't go on a tangent here, but hate for her isn't new and it's still there without the need to send asks.
Now, I don't know if it's the case for you or not, but I honestly don't care. I have met some amazing shippers since then, so I couldn't care less what you ship. My issue here is that you think I care. Like yes, well done, you sent it when I was already feeling down. I don't know if it's on purpose, but until proven otherwise, I'm going to keep thinking it was. And yet, I still couldn't give a single unidentified flying fuck about your opinion on Bedelia. I have been here 10 years, TEN YEARS. I have seen so many things, received hate, gotten comments like yours before. Nothing new under the sun. At least people posting in her tag do it off anon, unlike you.
I'm not going to add more, just that the only thing you managed to do is make me sigh and roll my eyes. Things I do multiple times a day every day anyway. My followers may not be very happy with your comment, but that's your problem, not mine. You can dislike or even hate her all you want, that's your opinion, but don't send things like that to people writing her or liking her and don't post in her tag. You're only going to get blocked because most of us have gotten so used to it that we don't react anymore, we just click block.Tbh I post this so you get your answer, you can be happy, and then I'll block the other asks and I'll be happy.
So yes, I write Bedelia, I have for 10 years, and no, she didn't deserve what happened in the post-credits scene. Now fuck off.
#;They send me greeting cards [ask]#Anonymous#;Behind the Veil [ooc]#hate tw;#(i'm not even british but that pic was just fitting)#(it was actually fun to write all this lol)#(now on a blocking spree i go)#(that anon really thought they invented something there)#(pathetic tbh but quite funny)#(it was quite cathartic all things considered)
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omg pleaseplease please im so sorry i think i sent am ask off anon please dont publish it please im so sorry
don't worry, you didn't <3 anyway this is really funny like. i do recommend if you're that concerned about accidentally outing your actual identity that you don't send people hate asks
#red replies#Anonymous#i'm still half convinced you're doing this to bring me joy and entertainment though. so i wouldnt have actually taken it that serious#anyway im glad to see you're back but if you're not willing to stand behind your words you probably shouldn't say them. your word should#mean something. if you truly genuinely hate me you should be able to say that with your chest and stand behind it. i believe in you#or like. you can even just use container tabs (firefox represent etc) and just make a throwaway alt to send hate from#this is commonly done and it is very easy#i am not really advocating for you to send hate but like cmon.
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how do you feel about the show? are you gonna watch season 2/3?
So, I did really like the show! There's a lot of things I loved about it. I love Pedro and Bella as Joel and Ellie and how well they played them. I adored what they did with a lot of the side characters like Tess and Bill and Frank and Sam. I loved seeing so much more of Ellie and Joel bonding, because that is my bread and butter.
Left Behind and When We Are In Need are probably my favourite episodes and I will never be over them, ever. Joel and Ellie's conversation in episode nine will forever live in my heart. "It wasn't time that did it," ugh, it's so good.
I do have some criticisms, mostly with pacing. As much as I loved them, episodes eight and nine could really have done with being longer, in my opinion. If there's ever an extended release of the season, I will be the first in line to get it.
And, predictably, I was annoyed by some of the stuff they were trying to set up for season two, like the stupid "Ellie has a violent heart" thing because... no. She's a traumatized child. She doesn't have a violent heart. She has trauma.
But overall, I thought it was really fucking good and I'm honestly sad that, no, I won't be watching any future seasons. I hate the plot of the second game and I don't want to spend ten or twenty hours watching them torture Ellie. I love that character. I don't want to watch her be miserable forever because someone loved her so much and cared more about her than anyone else.
So I'll basically just be treating season 1 as a mini-series. If they do the museum flashback, I may download that episode and tbh I might even edit the episode if there's more than just the flashback LOL. But, no, I'm not gonna watch a season or two of a show I know is just going to make me upset, because honestly it does upset me if I think about it a lot.
#asks#anonymous#anti-tlou2#i saw a post once about fanfic that said something like “you saw this character and thought i will write you a hundred happy endings”#and that's me and ellie#she should be happy#she should get to be happy#again please don't send me hate i'm not tagging anything besides the anti tag for blacklisting i'm not trying to start shit#i don't need people in my inbox telling me i'm too stupid to understand a revenge bad narrative
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Girl help, I talked myself out of writing a fic because I was worried about being Harassed™
#ugh maybe I WILL just post it anonymously. and not link it here at all. and only send it to my friends.#honestly it's like. not even That Bad. but I know how people get and I will ABSOLUTELY get accused of 'romanticizing [bad thing]'#which like. I don't think people have the best grasp on what that term really means but. also that's...not the purpose of what I'm doing#anyway. like I don't want to go into specific detail but 100% the point of this is to work through an o/c/d thing but I KNOW people#are not going to see it that way. and it's just...like I understand there is nuance here. because talking about the WAY people#write and represent various issues (in fandom and out of it) is helpful I think. and there are a lot of insidious holdovers from various#types of prejudices occurring in those overall trends. but also like...no one except me knows what's going on in my head and what#my intention is. and I can try to make that clear but that's not always going to translate and also if something is meant to Work Through A#Thing then......I don't want to tell people what exactly it is that I'm working through. that is very private information that I don't want#ANYONE to know. and I don't think I should have to put that on display to be ''''allowed'''' to write this thing I'm writing.#it's also once again very funny to me how many people are like 'oh h*nnibal/h*nnigram peak tv true art™' and then like. get mad at someone#for writing something that's equally fucked up but in a different way#like why does this keep happening.#(I have an idea but I already made that post 2 years ago and I got one of my few instances of actual genuine anon hate over it)#ANYWAY
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might just remove my sexuality from my pinned bc getting death threats over my self expression is insane
#idk if they are but if that anon was a queer person thats just crazy#like getting hate like tjat is expected from straight ppl but if u were a part of the lgbt community and chose to send me that…#ur literally no better than a straight homophobe#its so stupid to me like getting messages like that isnt gonna change my#mind about MY sexuality .#i actually care so much about that like damn youre really so lonely and miserable yourself that you have to say it to me… okay dumbass#if they send something else they r getting blocks real quick#anyway if ur gonna send hate to people at least fucking own it#dont hide behind an anonymous message lmfaoo if u gonna tell me to kill myself then say it to my fuckin face lol bum#deleting later#��.gabi speaks
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every notification i get makes me feel happy & less alone in this world. i am normal and well adjusted :3
#i love interacting with people in a safe anonymous way thru the internet#i love socializing at arm's length#the funny thing is that even when ppl try to befriend me i often don't know how to react#bc i start stressing about my responses and worry about being weird or saying something stupid -_-#which makes me have this association that socialization requires a ton of energy#and THEN i worry that the person will hate me or be annoyed bc i never respond or i disappear for weeks after sending 1-2 messages#cuz i don't have the energy for putting in a sustained effort#and then i put off answering a message bc i can't think abt it at the moment but immediately forget as soon as it's out of my sight#so fun
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nobody cares about kafka
You know this would probably hit harder if Franz Kafka weren't a famous writer and largely recognised for both the quality and the content within his writing.
#like I get it you're making a (poor) attempt to make me upset but perhaps think a little first#pick something a little more strategic to send hate mail about#anonymous#answered
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