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[torawro]

[torawro]

if you’re talking about the one from this week (today) then no i haven’t seen it but i have seen the one from last week 😭😭😭😭 AHHH KNY SUNDAYS ARE SO GOOOOD

oh tanjiro 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

HES SO >.<!!! and i love him dearly for it oh my god sosa have u seen the newest ep?? i haven’t watched it yet but i’m so excited

[chloeandpsychopaths]

i wanna make a post for my studyblr since my gpa from 1st semester to 3rd semester has improved a lot and i wanna help others improve too.

[choccorin]

good evening, everybunny :333 i'm going to spend two (or three) hours into studying circles :33

[orangerainforest]

🌻

[csuitebitches]

Using CSB - Easiest Guide to Levelling Up

I get asked very often how one should use CSB. I’ve created these templates multiple times but I believe that this is the simplest version of what I can give you.

If you’re a beginner who is just starting their level up journey; or if you struggle to be consistent; you find yourself resetting often; then this simple guide is for you.

1. Make a list of all the goals you have in your life. It could be anything - health, wealth, mental health, beauty, anything.

2. Create your SWOT (Strengths, Weaknesses, Opportunities and Threats). Define your strengths and weaknesses well.

3. Revise your goals again based on your SWOT. Define them as short term (0-3 months) and long term (3 months+).

4. Decide three goals that you want to tackle now. 2 short term and 1 long term.

Example:

Short term: finishing the last sem of uni; finding a job; reading 2 books this month; completing an online course.

Long term: losing X amount of weight; consistently meditating, etc.

5. Build a habit stack. Define a time for all your 3 goals. Start with 3, no matter what. You’ll build your way up slowly - the upper limit should not exceed 5 at a time.

Example:

Morning: reading

Afternoon: doing an online course

Evening: working out

5. Set a weekly target. Set a monthly target.

Example:

Reading: 3x week.

The only time you can increase your goals or increase the intensity is if you meet 85% (0.85) of them in a month.

Example: reading 3x a week

Total number of days in a month: 12 days (3 days * 4 weeks)

Minimum number of days: 10 days (approx 12* 0.85)

Only if you reach your minimum goal of 10 days can you increase your goals/ intensity. How would you do this? You could perhaps increase reading days from 3 to 5 a week; or number of books from 1 a month to 2 a month.

What happens if you don’t reach the 85% target? Then you stick to the original target (reading thrice a week) until you achieve your 85% monthly consistency goal.

6. Monthly revision

Keep a diary where you note down your progress/ use a habit tracker to keep a track of everything. You need to ask yourself 3 questions at the end of every month:

1. Do the tasks I’ve chosen play a key role in the person I want to be? OR, do my tasks line up with my goals?

2. Am I meeting the 85% target for all 3 tasks this month? If no - why?

3. Can I take on one more task? (Simple yes/no)

This is also a good time to check in and ask yourself - are these the goals I still want to stick to? Should I change my goals?

7. Dealing with discipline, motivation and rest days.

You need to keep your tasks simple initially for the discipline to kick in to avoid procrastination.

The motivation will come when you define your end goals.

You need at least 1 rest day a week/ 2 rest days a month (depends on you) where you do nothing but just chill and relax.

[stuffzwithazz]

little hu analysis time!

i love hu, she’s grown on me a lot since pt2 dropped ehehe heh i’d like to make a formal apology to her for thinking she was the culprit for a year

this is just an analysis about hu’s secret/secret quote because i’m a freshman sem 1 psychology major and i like this stuff ^^

spoilers for drdt obviously ^^

tw for suicide

as a quick recap: hu’s secret is “you were quite the hopeless child. dying once wasn’t enough, so you attempted suicide 3 times” and her secret quote is “i want to pay for what i did. but i still want to live” (something like that)

i’ll start w the secret quote bc it’s the simpler one^^

by “pay for what i did” i think she means laying up her life as comeuppance for her actions, whatever they might be. now im not sure if by attempted, it’s failed attempts or hu wanting to but chickening out at the last minute. either way my point stands

now onto the secret!! this is a bit of assumption and i could just be looking into it wayyy too much but ykw? its fun!

there’s one specific phrase i’d like to look at: “*dying once wasn’t enough*, so you attempted suicide 3 times”

if the wording is meant to be very specific, then this raises a question. those question being; what does she mean by “dying once”?

for this next part: spoilers for both corpse factory (the game) and the silent patient (a book by alex michaelides)

i’ll explain it in brief terms w/out any spoilers after those sections dw!! i just like using examples for things

CORPSE FACTORY SPOILERS:

near the end, noriko talks about aoi’s childhood and how aoi is under the impression that noriko’s childhood was better (it wasn’t but i digress) noriko mentions aoi said something like “my dad killed me, but i killed him, so it’s okay.” ignoring the last bit, what does aoi mean by “killed me?”

aoi’s dad was quite the violent and both verbally and physically abusive guy. there are things that people can say that are equivalent or even worse than being stabbed or shot upfront, like things such as

(tw for verbal abuse(?) i actually dk how to categorize these im sorry)

“i wish you were never born” or “i wish you died instead of ____!!”

these things hurt like hell, and in some cases you feel like it would have been better to literally be murdered

SILENT PATIENT SPOILERS

near the end of the book, alicia recounts the experience she had growing up with her dad and how one day, he killed her. sound familiar? it’s a similar story to what happened with aoi. then, when alicia writes in her diary about what theo did 5 years ago, she brings up this specific thing: theo had made gabriel choose between himself or alicia post finding out gabriel was having an affair w kathy. gabriel chose his own life over alicia’s, therefore proving he did cheat and shattering alicia’s hopes that gabriel really did love her. in her mind, it felt like being killed. again. in her words, “the dead doesn’t speak. gabriel has sentenced me to death.” hearing that the man who she loved for so long was going behind her back and would choose his life over her’s, when she knew she would value his is worse than being just brutally killed.

(SPOILERS OVER!!)

being said something so hurtful it feels like a stab in the stomach is a similar feeling that i think is the reasoning for the specific words of “dying once wasn’t enough”

im admittedly a bit sad that hu’s secret wasn’t talked about whatsoever during the trial, especially considering its subject matter, but it’s what she wanted so it’s okay

again, all of this is purely speculation on my part, and o could just be looking into the wording a bit too much…

ok analysis over!! lmk what you think ^^

[nephblrus]

without spoiling anything what does mr big splatoon think of side order

i cannot possibly give my proper thoughts WITHOUT spoiling anything so this is your warning

spoilers for splatoon 3 side order dlc

gonna be kinda going through multiple aspects and analyzing them, this is just my opinion don’t punt me into the sun please

starting off, im overall not a fan of rougelike games. so that has definitely biased my opinion. i didn’t like all the repetition and i got frustrated at it a lot, its just not for everyone! i found it became a lot easier once i figured out which colour chips and hacks helped me the most (drone boosts were big).

it took me a bit to actually finish my first run because the palettes i kept getting were weapons i’m awful at (brella, splatting, charger, BRO CMON) but i cleared my first run with the brush surprisingly. i understand how rougelikes work but it still felt kinda short and underwhelming.

the gameplay itself wasn’t terrible, the levels were interesting and i liked how you could choose the difficulty and rewards and such. colour chips and the drone were a really neat addition and i had fun getting used to it.

the lore was meh. kinda disappointed. i’m glad we got to see more of ahato/acht, just wish they got a bit more spotlight and development aside from the diary entries (they got lots, i’m just a diehard fan lmao).

the storyline in general was… a little lame to me? it felt like it didn’t really build off of much and it doesn’t give much room to expand from it (at least personally). felt a little predictable imo.

REWARDS! not bad! inkopolis square was expected, and it’s not my preferred area so it won’t be my default but i think it’s really neat and i’m excited to see it again for splatfests. really liked how we got the exact gear from the dlc as well, and the replica weapons (no tri slosh </3)

the final boss was COOL. very fun to play and much easier than i thought! (why was F28 harder than the final boss lmfao) the cut scenes were awesome, esp before the final phase. music went hard.

also. where is agent 4. cmon. cmon bro.

overall, meh. didn’t hate it, didn’t love it.

the main letdown i had was how the game actually played out vs. the concept art and how it was teased. it seemed like it was going to go in a much different direction, which is fine, just a little bit of a bummer. thought it would be a little darker like OE. side order was really hyped up and for me it just, wasn’t all that!

for me there was a lot of comparison to OE, i kinda expected/hoped for it to have the same hype. with that comparison it felt a little boring and short, ESPECIALLY in terms of rewards. it’s pretty hard to top unlocking PLAYABLE OCTOLINGS. OE had a LOT of brand spankin new stuff, levels characters plots all of it was so fresh and exciting, because before we only had basically 2 copies of the same story mode.

another thing i was talking about with sem was how in OE, since you didn’t need to beat every level right away to beat it, there was lots of new to go back and finish, AND most had multiple weapon options to 100%. SO has something similar, but again, feels repetitive to me. don’t have any motivation to do another run.

my ranking for story campaigns go:

Octo Expansion, Splatoon 3, Splatoon 1, Side Order, Splatoon 2.

[tteokdoroki]

Good Morning! Im new ish to the BNHA tumblr community and I just wanted to know if you had any recommendations of writers who have black coded reader inserts or just reader inserts with no specific race! I read just about any character in BNHA but mostly Class A and Aizawa

hiiii !! welcome welcome, i hope you’re having fun here !!! @/kweenkatsuki @/sems-diarie @/bfbkg are some great black writers <3 i love them saur much

[torawro]

chews on ur fingers om nom nom

smiles affectionately at you and pinches your cheeks as you do so

[torawro]

had to let you know <3 i’ll be sure to remind you as often as possible :)

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you <3 just in case no one told u today

oh my sweetheart :3 I LOVE YOUUU

[gojou-violin]

Ok the plan for kinktober is to post 4 fics. I’m gonna try to just finish the 2 from last year that I never posted, but I need ideas for the 2 others. So please send characters and what type of freaky shit you want me to write about. ya’ll know me, I write the most horrendous, down bad shit, so don’t hold back. 🫡

Tagging moots for boosts: @sintiva , @not-your-fucking-kacchan , @dejwrites , @tojis-discord-kitten , @poohbea , @hneycxmb , @emomanswhore , @smiley-babe , @sems-diarie , @noritopia , @saintokkotsu , @sparklytamaki , @luxesiren , @mimic-of-hysy , @lex-dear , @touyyes , @nomadmilk , @kingkatsuki , @playgrl0 , @thetempleofnyx , @pinkhorangnabi , @princess-okkotsu , @blaxcunicorn , @jujutsukatsuki , @nymphoheretic , @saintbvnnii , @erensluut , @sheluvzeren , @izukuluvr-com , @satoris-fingers , @kxkyuu-main , @pu-re-love , @unknownspecies , @pinkmidi , @diorsbrando , @mysicklovemain , @laraleafs , @ch-4-s-3 , @lunerabo , @archer-fb

[jeclarosa]

3rd

Play the music when you'll read this shit.

Its a new week in the work room, UP campus edition. This week chinese new year will happen but we started celebrating as early as last week, and guess what in a Japanese restaurant.

I have been alone at home for quite some time now, well nung thursday lang naman nagsimula since the writing of this post, yet here I am contemplating things on where I am again.

See, there has been a cycle since I fell in love again, yes I am in love there is no denying in that, there has been strides for me especially in the aspect that I should move on as early as now to salvage the relationship, the relationship that is so good yet so uncertain until when and up to what extent that will be felt.

Nagsimula na rin ako mag-aral and although my attempts are cut through and andami kong need gawin na responsibilidad, ang nangyari lang ay nakakapagbasa pa rin ako, tomorrow will be my first official class of the sem, I do not know where and when but at least I'll be here again, and it is an opportunity for me to lose my focus and hyperfixating on things that make me overthink which is see above paragraph and listen to the song.

Anyways, I am able to sleep well, recover the sleepless nights and loneliness yet I will never be used to being alone. Indeed I am an only child, but my mom was always there or even my roomie in the form of Roperd was always there to be with me in the room. Now that I am 26 years old, I am much more aware of the loneliness of going home alone with no one to meet me or open the doors for me or no one to expect to be with me after I arrive. Iba ang may uuwian sa inuuwian. Uuwian is a place, inuuwian is a companion, a reason, a thing, or a feeling and this time, I felt it more than the days my mom left me for Cagayan as I am here in Manila.

2 weeks ago or a week ago, ah basta one of the past few days, my mom cried although alam ko dahil sa sibuyas yon pero di talaga sa sibuyas yon kasi nagkacut siya ng repolyo, she told me one of her biggest fears was for me to be alone when the time comes. Although I do not want to think about the time comes, kasi I still haven't done enough to make my parents proud, I can't stop time either so I have to accept that reality. On top of that being alone, a plethora for me of factors/intersection of things for me that makes my mom fear more of that impending loneliness is that I am an only child, I am gay/trans, I am difficult to please, and I am not that good as a person to be with at home daw eh responsible naman ako.

She was able to raise a lot of valid concerns, although if heard by other people she might be misunderstood as a conservative. She is aware of the fact that my heart beats for a man and a man only and she knows how it works because she is me, I am her blood and breath. She cannot change all the other facts about how I could not yet and although purposefully not yet looking for a man that could join me everyday. She was unaware of how I deal men but was given a snapshot of it by reading my diaries which had the validity of only 3 years since I matured tremendously the past few years since 2022.

What if I will be scammed by a man I loved? What if I spent so much money to a man without genuinely loving me back? What if a man will leave me because there's somebody more greater out there? What if a man will just hurt me? What if a man will do something to me and manipulate me because I am a gay/ trans person? All of those what ifs, I got it from her. These questions, I still think a lot about today but not as much as last week.

Dagdagan pa natin ang iniisip nating not so much so kung iadd mo yung dalawang iniisip ko aka hyperfixation from the generation z's conceptual framework... it makes it a whole thing I'm thinking about. Thank God for the job I have and the classes I am taking this sem, most of these rants will not be reminding me through my dreams as I sleep.

Oh how i wish I am a lot of things, but i also am reminded of a lot of things that I wish I was but thank God I am not. Although disconnected with what I am saying, I believe my definition of love evolved as much as I learned new things to incorporate in my life. I learned that love is to work on things. To know things. And to be just as you are. To love is to attend the births of the same person over and over again. To love is to support the person wholeheartedly even if its costs yours knowing and trusting the other person to do the same. To love is to know the difference between spicy and spiced. To love is to know when to eat noodles and when the line fills up we search for the next cuisine. To love is to follow up on things that even if I feel that you might have forgotten it, you will always try to ask me. To love is to analyze the feet, to try on clothes I can never buy with my salary, and to drink some tea which is on sale for a trial period. To love is to accepting things and scheduling them and going for spontaneous things. To love is to do a lot, even if I am a lot to handle with. To love is to know nicknames so personal that whatever that names' signification is, when the tone changes when you pronounce it, it remains the same, the sound of home. To love is to plan. To love is a lot of different things, and although people might pity me, the refuge is here, and its home.

Just as the murky waters become clear after some still, to love is to be quiet, to be there in silence. and to be a lot. To love is friendship.

[supergentlemensalad]

⭐️ | Diary: season 01 [pilot episode]

💭 27/10/24

-> To Do Daily

1. Andar de bicicleta;

2. Ir votar;

3. Comprar algodão + chás + pastilha para a garganta;

5. Ler.

Eu resolvi comprar um caderno para anotar tudo que eu achar importante no meu dia - pensamentos, nomes de pessoas para eu lembrar, lugares que eu quero visitar, coisas que eu preciso fazer etc. O ENEM está chegando - literalmente uma semana -, sendo sincera, eu vou de alegre. Não estudei quase nada. Vou fazer uma revisão básica e seguir em frente.

Pelo menos, o Outubro está acabando - o mês da minha depressão. Não consegui fazer nada que programei direito. Preciso correr nessa última semana de outubro para preparar as coisas para Novembro - que será bem corrido (provas, trabalho, seminário e artigos). Mas eu consigo! Acordei irritada para todos os pormenores, mas seguimos em frente com isso. Levantei da cama umas 11h da manhã - tarde, eu sei -, e logo comecei a me arrumar.

Coloquei a roupa de academia e o protetor térmico no cabelo e descia para tomar café da manhã. Acabou começando a chover, ou seja, sem pedal por aqui. E esperei a chuva passar.

Fiz a lista de livros para a feira do livro da USP. Nunca é a lista definitiva, pois eu sempre bato os preços com a Amazon - ainda mais que irá ter blackfriday mês que vem. Tenho que preparar a lista de livros que quero na Black. Então serão duas listas. Normalmente, eu compro livros de literatura clássica e japonesa ou livros técnicos para o meu curso. Porém, eu estou com uma vontade infinita de ler romances barato (romance clichês, sabem?), então farei a minha listinha amada desses livros. Serão poucos - já tenho na cabeça quais eu quero. Talvez compre alguma coisinha do Damon Torrance - estou obcecada por ele faz meses.

Eu li só um pouquinho - mesmo que normalmente de Domingo seja o dia que me acabo de ler. Passei o dia com a minha mãe e assistimos um programa árabe no começo da noite que durou até às 00h30, então só fui mimir às 01h.

Meu dia foi tranquilo, descansado e calmante. Amanhã quero que seja um dia produtivo! Tenho um compromisso no final da tarde, mas basicamente tenho o dia inteiro livre e quero fazer tudo pendente para eu não precisar correr no mês de Novembro e muito menos nessa semana.

Que Deus abençoe a todos! Que todos os espíritos bons nos guiem e nos proteja, e as mazelas do mundo não nos chegem nem aos dedos dos pés! Abençoado seja! Amém! 🙇🏻‍♀️

[horademagic]

River Song's Diary

Artefato de roubar

Custo de mana: 3 incolores e/ou de quaisquer cores

Por que ela é interessante? Quando um jogador conjurar uma instantânea ou um feitiço das suas mãos, exile-o instantaneamente enquanto ele se resolve, então aqui você não anula nada, só pega para si as mágicas conjuradas. No começo da sua manutenção, se houver quatro ou mais mágicas exiladas com esse artefato, você escolhe uma delas aleatoriamente. O que sair na escolha poderá ser conjurada sem ter que pagar custo de mana, então tanto as suas mágicas quanto as do oponente passam a lhe ser úteis.

Preço da carta: em torno de 11,00 até 70,00

Indisponível em Português

Link: https://www.ligamagic.com.br/?view=cards%2Fsearch&card=River+Song%27s+Diary&tipo=1

Até a próxima postagem, Ulli e Thiago

[thirtydaysinamonth]

my 1st sem starts july. in a month. its weird bc ive not had a break for 2 years. and now i wont have a break for the next 5 years. eveyrthing feels a little weird and overwhelming. i love my friends but this si happening so fast. ill be thrust into this new era in my life and im unsure than i was 3 months ago.

i cant articulate how i feel rn. im about to start writing in my new journal. i decided to switch to a new one when i start college. dont know how consistently ill write in it.

i met a friend after 5 years of not meeting her. it was surreal to be together inm y room again. it was natural as soon as i met her. we talked for a bit.

i just feel deflated. at night i have so many racing thoughts and many of them are so poetic i feel like writing them down but i get too lazy to pull out my phoen or diary. i also just fear that the minute i put my figners on a keybaord or hold a pen to write down something profound ill lose that thought or ill never do justice to the feeling im feeling.

one thought i had recently was about whether your past matters. it was in context to interviews for colleges or jobs. i think its sad how we expect to leave no space for correction or for change in these industry run, market driven enterprises. you have to be the best in the first go or why are you even here. why are you here if you oculdnt figure out your life goals in your teens. i think its scary that these panels expect eveyrone to have this perfect answer to their life choices. do my past choices reflect my future performance? just because the initial years of my student life saw several changes, does it mean my future middle aged self will be impulsive?

another thought is about addiciton. a very close relative is an alcoholic and i dont know how t odeal with it. should i feel resentment towards the shit theyve given to my mother and my other relatives? should i be empathetic to thier condiiton and realize that it is a disease too? is it a choice or is it a compulsion? do i judge or do i not judge? what to feel. how to not be hurt by their decisions.

anothe thought is on anxious attachment. i think i realized my best friend had been anxiously attached to me a while ago but only recently have i been affected by it. since i realized my own anxious attachment to my ex, i realize how suffocating it is. to be reassuring this person while knowing they dont want to seek the professional help that they need. i feel straight up annoyed now that i have to help her take every decision in her life and its making me feel like fuck i need space, i need space, i need space. from college applications to ordering food for her to deciding for her what to eat. its just so many things that earlier i didnt have a problem with but now i do. the random projecting insecurities and the not telling me what she wants or if she is upset about xyz thing. i also realized how much she bails on me and its a shit feeling. so many times ive been like okay its fine she's going thru her migraine episodes, she doesnt WANT to skip. but idk so many times having to reschedule or cancel. and then she thinks i dont want to spend time with her. which is wild. fuck i am pretty resentful about this nwo that i think about it.

im just someone who will take ur words at face value. and not look for a deeper meaning. if ur mad at me and u pretend like ur not, i will simply not ask if ur mad at me. i cannot read your mind and definitely not if its been churning inside you for the past 7 months. if u have something to say, say it whenever u want but dont expect me to read u when u cleraly havent expressed why ur sad/upset.

i realized i did this a lot to my ex. sucks to be on the other side. i have a lot of respect for his paitence. im just sick of people for a bit. enough of boys and enough of people.

i love my grandparents place. its so cute and lovely and slow paced. so nice.