#selfship: a path beyond ruin (cylva/lorenza)

[flowering-darkness]

I often feel like I haven’t developed my selfship with Clio in FFXIV - so, using Lorenza to selfship with her instead of Aria - as much as I could have. I realised, however, that I only actually started doing this back in January, so.. it sort of makes sense that it isn’t as developed as my selfship with Zero considering that started the previous March?

(Granted, my selfship with Camellia using Lorenza has definitely been well-developed considering that was the last of them all to get started, as far as I remember. However, I have chosen to blame @milfyuri for this, because we instigate such massive amounts of chaos and lore and concepts from each other whenever we have a conversation. It’s wonderful.)

One day I will actually sort the logistics of Lorenza’s different ships - so, all five of the selfships I use her for (with Zero, Clio, Cylva, Camellia, and Callosity). And that will be very satisfying! It just also comes more easily for some compared to others (for instance, Callosity’s is essentially an alternate pathway of the existing selfship with Camellia, because Callosity is Camellia turned into a sin eater/Lightwarden, and we’re already married by the time that happens because we get married quite near the beginning of Shadowbringers.) But I’ll get there!~