#selfieproject2020

[bronsrealm]

Another step towards embracing my true self ... even if it means others will have a field day with their cruelty. A new haircut. I was going to do it myself but Scarey ended up doing it all ... I just told her what I wanted. I feel happy in the moment and I'm enjoying how it looks and feels.. I realised that I'm not just recreating myself after the breakdown - I'm discovering a lot of the pieces weren't put together properly to begin with and I get to rectify that now.

[bronsrealm]

It’s still world snake day somewhere so I threw on my Loki tee for the occasion. Happy snek day to the snake lovers, and the loki/crowley fans.

[bronsrealm]

Hello :) I'm not sure we've met and if we have I'm not sure you know this incarnation. I'm Bron. I’m a creative jack-of-all-trades. My preferred pronouns are they/them/their/her. I have a new phone which has a really decent camera - so my selfie project is gunna be taken to the next level. So I thought I’d use this as a way to (re)introduce myself.

[bronsrealm]

I threw on some lace and ruffles, a little lip gloss, and some hoops ... ‘cause I’m feeling like shite, so I’m just gunna fake it until I start to feel a little better. The blouse is a ruffled, lacey one that I’ve had for years and I rarely wear it. I teamed it with a lace cami and I think in future that’s how I’ll wear this particular blouse ... rather than buttoned up.  I’m feeling shite after a restless night, and bad dreams again. I took the big step and spoke to the execs of the radio drama that I’m in, about embracing who I am and whether I will need to hold back publicly so as not to hurt the show in any way ... and I was greeted with nothing but love and respect and total acceptance. So why do I feel like shite? I’m still processing all of those feels - of feeling entirely safe to be myself. It’s surreal - and this has of course triggered some major flashbacks ... of other times where I have “come out” in various ways to trusted people, just to be hurt in the process. So I’m glad of the acceptance but now the flashbacks are out of control.