#self relfection

[eccedentesiast-skies]

When you realize what you’re doing is not enough for someone anymore, is when you make the conscious decision to remove yourself from that environment.

[lonersoul]

Do you ever feel like losing yourself, even if you are in the same space, position and the same people you once felt perfectly comfortable with?

That's one of the scariest feelings of all. Not knowing who you are anymore, why you're doing it or where you are or you're going.

But I guess that must be part of the growing process. And this may have happened because, for once after a very long time, you had to get used to something new.

So the real problem is: we all have habits, good or bad. But the dangerous part is that they keep us stuck to just one way of living our life. They give us just one way to see things.

Nevertheless, I'd love to stay in my comfort zone forever, that may be the reason why I'm drowning in my problems.

I don't know if you can relate to this but, if you unfortunately do, let's make this change.

It's gonna be worth.

[principlesandpractice-vis4051]

Reflection

I think through this project I am starting to understand a lot more of what makes a good design. Through all the lectures and the research I am doing at home I feel like this is making my knowledge even better. One thing I 100% want to work on is to start doing more physical experiments as I don't think I achieved this.

[catdemonz]

Reflection || Raindrops

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It’s been a heck of a week for me. Lots of ups and downs. Recently lost a dear relative may she RIP. Despite life is unpredictable, there’s a lot of things to learn from. Stay safe out there.. 💜

[termianllydelightful]

the girl who cried wolf

you were just a wolf in sheep’s clothing. protecting me from the world outside while you kept me shut inside.

i cried more tears with you than when i was without you. i figured this was normal this is what love was but what i can say is that you broke me down to my bones. bearing my insides to you and you just took advantage of the kill.

i’m fragile please be careful. was that not clear to you after i told you what happened to me?  

[timothymcgay]

Why did I get angry and upset ???

I got so upset because I'm broke af.

We are stable and thats what I have to remember. The stress and anger is coming from my brain.

I got so upset and spiky because I felt like a failure. I feel like a failure because I had to take time off work for my mental health. Which isn't even real in the first place. Because depression is just a lazy person thing.

those are all seeds I did not plant but continue to water. Fuck you I'm pulling them out today

We are okay. I had to take time away from working so much so I could focus on my mental health because I have CPTSD and depression.

I make enough to scrape by on my end.

I have been getting better!!!! And that is scary in its own way because I know it takes time!

The orb of suicidal ideation was glowing.

It's okay we are okay

[branflakefarm]

Renaștere 2022: Day of Home

[angiesawakening]

Is he manipulating me and saying what he thinks I want to hear to keep me around for his pleasure or does he genuinely care about me and love me. His words tell me one thing but his actions well he can sell a dream I tell you that. 6 years and I’m still fucking confused when really that should be my answer right there

[b0bthebuilder35]

[teachinghimpoetry]

liberation

“Before you ask why someone hates you, ask yourself why you even care.”

— Tiffany Alvord

[genderkoolaid]

This is so fucking stupid.

"Small dick energy" and "big dick energy" come directly from the idea that having a big dick means you are strong, powerful, and cool, and having a small dick means you are weak, pathetic, and lame. The body part is right there in the goddamn name. It's not some hyper-conceptual meta insult. It has literally always been about bodyshaming. It has never not been about making fun of the idea of a small penis.

Here's an idea: if a woman politician was being a total asshole, and acting like she was the Best Most Pure Woman Ever, would it be justified to joke about how she is unfuckable and can't cook and no man would ever want to marry her? Because she clearly would care a lot about those qualities and think that those qualities define a woman. This is a woman who puffs herself up by placing a ton of value on traditional, patriarchal qualities of a woman, so it makes sense to insult her by using those qualities, right?

Yet, we know that saying that implicitly agrees with the patriarchal idea that a woman needs to be attractive and good at cooking and desired by men for marriage in order to be worthwhile. "Husbandless energy" as an insult would imply that to have a husband is to be a worthwhile woman, and to not have one is to be a lame failure. It directly contributes to suffering of women by placing their value on their attractiveness.

In the same sense, "small dick energy" implies that to have a small dick is to be a failure, to not be a real man. It directly contributes, not just to the suffering of cis men, but to the suffering of trans men&mascs and intersex people.

You are agreeing with the patriarchy. You are saying, "you are right! Having a small dick does make you less of a man, which is why I'm using that to insult you! You are right to find it insulting!"

Grow the fuck up and find better insults. The man is a human trafficker who doxxed himself with a pizza box to get back at a teen activist who has done more for society than he ever will. Are you seriously so incapable of creative thinking that you can't find a better insult?

[gratefulgirlies]

letting the guilt go.

I saw this image on Pinterest and it really made me think. I realised that every time I avoid action or procrastinate it all starts from me observing my past mistakes and feeling as if I can’t let them go because I made them. (Keep in mind I’m not talking about behaviours that hurt others in any way). Instead, while it’s true that you may did some things wrong, overthinking those mistakes in the illusion of somehow controlling the past will not serve you.

[canismajors]

literally insane to me still that chappel roan was like. im cancelling these music festival appearances for my mental health. & there were ppl dead serious out there like no its selfish to do that you should perform anyway youre a bad person for putting your own mental health first & depriving me personally of a performance

[grossillygirl]

But also yeah comments about you being “dumb” which you absolutely are not, are just plain nasty and mean-hearted, even if a “joke” imo. Immature behavior.

Yeah thank you :( we poke fun at each other a lot which is why i wont make a big deal of it to his face but yeah. I think i am generallt pretty sensitive to these jokes, but especially coming from my bf i get reallt offended

Mt ex used to make "jokes" about me being dumb and id cry myself to sleep about it because its a sensitive topic for me idk🧍🏽‍♀️

[skopostheorie]

Now of course the natural response to this would be "well maybe you would have friends if you stopped being so religious for your uni years and stopped blogging about, uhm, A Franco Belgian Comic and Studying in your spare time". I don't exactly have a killer response to that. Maybe that;s right idk. I don't like admitting how much this bothers me because we've hit the age where if you don't have friends it probably is your fault like, in school it's different but once you're out of there it's pretty rare for everyone to go off you unless you're doing something wrong. So I suppose I am admitting failure here. Haha

[pigefox]

I have a lot of growing up to do.