#self rb time babyyy

[violexides]

im gnna rb this after bc ive gotten a few askz abt it but n e wayz i had thiz gf n she waz liek. yk. a person. she started off v funne n playful but then she lowk?? got mean but she waz nice 2 me n i had a low self esteem so i waz liek awesome babyyy

anywayz she rlly liked gore n horror n shit which waz cool then liek a few monthz intonour relationship she goez i think i have a blood kink n im liek. Huh n to clarify mare and mare's followerz, i do NAWT kink shame but maybe i should have. i was liek Thatz Interesting Hunny and i tried 2 push it out my mind bc uhm. IDK !!! she said she fet like she waz a bad person j i waz liek?? Why bc itz a Kink and itd be like consensual and she waz like i dunno n i said Okay

anywayz SHE STARTZ SENDING ME GORE. like not. not horror gore like REAL SHIT and im like hey ahahahahah these r like real people agahahaha why are you sending these ahahahah THEN SHE GASLIT ME INTO THINKING I WAX TERRIBLE FOR NOT LETTING HER EXPRESS HERSELF !!!! and i waz liek ok sorry:( and then itz our hmm i wanna say sixth month lil milestone then she dropz thst she ACTUALLY wantz 2 be a cannibal. Liek real.

and im like. Hah. What. n she goez yayaya pls dont think differently of ke i have standardz. STANDARDZ FOR PPL SHE WANTZ 2 EATTTT !!!! WHAT .... im liek what the hell n she sayz thst she would never eat me lile BITCH I HOPE NOT !!! but yeah uhm. idk tbh i thougut it was a phase !!!! but lowk she just got worse as a person too (besidez the cannibal stuff) and i eventually waz like woah youre a bad person AND A CANNIBAL and i broke it off after a year but thru the time she would like ???? drink her OWN blood ig???? IDK WHY

she asked me one time for some if id be comfortable and i. DID NAWT give her aby bc i was FREAKED OIT and she said i was dramatic but yeah idk how shez doing she probably did eat n kill someone by now bc ong she said shed eat her own finger if she could n i waz like ok.

therez a shit ton of other thingz i have but too lazy to type them out but i got kore if thiz iz interesting enough

THISNEDED AFTER ONE YEAR?????A WHOLEYEARR WITH MS CANNIBAL............you are literally the most misforunate soul on this plaent thats so freaky like...

this is. that's. idk what i expected when i heard Cannibal Ex but holy shit that is one Cannibal Ex right htere!!!! I guess I can't talk mad shit here because while nobody ive ever dated has been at THAT LEVEL my current gf relaly likes blood for some reason but like she's pretty normal about that she just think it has a nice scent ???? idk she's normal THIS IS NOT NORMAL .

cannot get over her saying she has standards for her cannibalism like ok ms ethics ms law and order....LIKE WHAT IS THIS BEHAIVORR HELLO????

[exspiravits-blog]

i cant directly reply cos this isnt my primary but @evilhajime yeah it isnt illegal. infact my non-passing bf is allowed to use the boys lockerroom at his public highschool so please shut the fuck up about it being illegal.

if i saw someone who was gnc or “didnt pass” as whatever gender they used the bathroom for, i simply would not bother them. rip to adult cis men but im different

truscum/transmed/terf/etc absolutely do not interact, ill eat your kidneys.

[exspiravits-blog]

messed around w changinf the flag

kinda fixed lines + quality

smaller amount of lines + black divider lines

PLEASE feel free ro fix the stripes they are Not even and im so sorry

gender: tartarusgender tartarustic , tauric— a gender that 1) relates to being dark, sinister, or possibly even powerful to its user. or 2) used if the identifier feels like they suffer from their gender, whether their biological gender or not, or that their gender is “wicked” in some way.

pronouns?: tar/tartar/tartarus/tartarusself , 🔥/🔥s/🔥self ( ive never done prns before so idk how ppl go abt picking them!)

“Tartarus, (Ancient Greek: Τάρταρος, Tartaros) is the deep abyss that is used as a dungeon of torment and suffering for the wicked and as the prison for the Titans” + “Tartarus is also considered to be a primordial force or deity alongside entities such as the Earth, Night and Time.” (1)

also heres where i got the colours! ( i think they matched a wide variety of art/depictations ive seen where tartarus is shown to be very bright due to fire, lava, etc)

also im considering doing some for the elysian/asphodel/punishment fields and te isle of paradise if i can!!! these r so fun...