#seeyouguyslater art

[seeyouguyslater]

thinking of her body type fr

[socoolinmypajamas]

happy christmas limbussy community

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[burstfoot]

If multiple are allowed, does Skyfire get a bingo?

Get compressed into one post dummy!! (Multiple are fine, but sending in one ask is better because it helps with clogging my blog)

Skyfire: I don't have a lot of thoughts about Skyfire but she's very fun in aLSiD! I think her role as the well-meaning academic is really well done and I appreciate her helping out susie out!!! Do you think her and kazemaru ever explored each others bodies Platinum: GOD i love platinum she's #me and also the total worst. I'm sorry she also had to put up with Roy that makes up for all the murders she did. A real strength of the Kazimierz arc is being able to be like 'oh I would die if I lived here' so you understand why all the villians are Like That but theyre still pieces of garbage. Do you think her and gravel ever explored each others bodies

[aresmarked]

I posted 6,968 times in 2022

That's 3,150 more posts than 2021!

854 posts created (12%)

6,114 posts reblogged (88%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@shuttershocky

@possessedscholar

@seeyouguyslater

@starry-river-serval

@dazedmuse

I tagged 5,734 of my posts in 2022

Only 18% of my posts had no tags

#arknights - 1,191 posts

#fanart - 563 posts

#project sekai - 354 posts

#video - 343 posts

#war replies - 222 posts

#references - 166 posts

#happy things - 129 posts

#warproduct rambles - 120 posts

#art - 107 posts

#animals - 95 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#it's interesting tho cause if you go the other way that's some potentiall justification for certain characters to get alts in certain eles

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

why are the 4star medics so good i just read chestnut's profile and. this precious man. the wear and tear of being a doctor getting to him but then just. recentering himself, and still with doubt in heart, deciding to keep going. why are the 4star medics so good tumblr user aresmarked?

...y'know anon, i was thinking of a joking answer (they're all alters in waiting) but i think everyone has At Least one 4* medic they hold in their heart because they are real in a way most of the higher ranked ones cannot be. Real, in a, 'we could be doctors and scientists and paramedics and nurses like them' way. people who know well their limits and expertise, and hone themselves everyday to try helping just one more, one more person. Chestnut's attempt to come to terms with how much cannot be prevented, Sussurro's exhaustion in her operator record... all grounded.

170 notes - Posted October 30, 2022

#4

404 notes - Posted July 6, 2022

#3

fantastic reaction image. 11/10

666 notes - Posted September 14, 2022

#2

in the light of this ai fuckery:

you can hide your work from search engines from ‘My Preferences’, it’s right at the top under the ‘Privacy’ section.

for mass-changing work visibility, go to your ‘Works’ page, hit ‘Edit Works’, select ‘All’ and then ‘Edit’ again then scroll all the way down, you can change the visibility near the bottom with the ‘only show to registered users’. Done successfully, you’ll now see the blue lock by your name on all works.

1,131 notes - Posted December 1, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

hate on this earth!!

3,168 notes - Posted October 28, 2022

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i'm glad my top posts are 'info about copyright fuckery' 'info about ai fuckery' and 'arknights in two flavours'

[myceliacrochet]

Whenever a post is gaining this much momentum I try to keep it rolling because these families need to collect enough money not just for daily needs but for larger items and ESPECIALLY evacuation.

Larger items can only be bought when there is extra money coming in at once because otherwise it's all going to food and clean water, if they can even afford that

Evacuation requires EXTRA, EXTRA money coming in at once, quickly enough to where the money doesn't have to go to daily items

EVACUATION IS THE ONLY MEANS OF SAFETY

Getting one family out of Gaza quickly means that family isn't in nearly as much danger and their money can go further, being outside of Gaza

So it's important to get people through the Egyptian crossing AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

This makes the donation money go farther, save more lives, and be able to be spread among different campaigns.

Samy's family has a lot of expenses, being a young family. So they need money quickly if they're going to get out of Gaza.

It's really important to keep circulating posts for all families at every stage of their campaigns -- and if you see a post popping off like this or a campaign close to the evacuation stage, keep it rolling.

Reblog every campaign, just -- don't hesitate to help a campaign because you see that it's having some success because if everyone does that we won't get anyone out.

Don't let anyone drown, help everyone equally, and when we're getting close to being able to pull anyone out of the shark-infested waters (Gaza) PULL ALL TOGETHER.

Also -- see Samy's GoFundMe to get art in exchange for donations to his family!!!!

@monstermashpotato @wellsbering @akajustmerry @ihavenotfallenyet @fly-sky-high-09 @wirehairwiredstare @seeyouguyslater @innovatorbunny @imjustheretotrytohelp @awetistic-things @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @sea-shame @blomstermjuk @mythiedew @operationladybug @acehimbo @butchfeygela @butchjeremyfragrance @ohjinyoung @rememberthelaughter2016 @parfaithaven @fantasykiri5 @sadbiooi @monotremesoup @ilikefoodandyourmom @agremlinthing @huzni

@samy-family55 Sami's family is SO COLD and the baby needs milk and pampers!!!

A small child having to live with no diapers is beyond inhumane!!!

Let's get this family some blankets, milk, food, diapers, and clean water!!!

@wellsbering @fly-sky-high-09 @imjustheretotrytohelp @awetistic-things @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @blomstermjuk @mythiedew @operationladybug @hussyknee @acehimbo @butchfeygela @butchjeremyfragrance @ohjinyoung @girlinafairytale @cheaperimint @sinhasfluffyheadfur @antinmonyie @amatteurrwave @awesomepeoplehangingouttogether @sissa-arrows @taviamoth @reduxskullduggerry @saintverse @maggot-baggage @celadonwanderer @2024yr @starry-system @kibumkim @rhubarbspring @lesbiansagainsttheatre @lesbianmaxevans

Donation-protected!!

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[niko-mesu-the-dragon-dog]

How did you start drawing/learn to draw? I've always wanted to actually be good at it but I can't really do much more than simple sketches of geometrical objects

now that i think about i think it all started when i got consumed in a piece of media and thought "Hey what if i create my own charcater for this media as if they where from it!" and since then lil ol' me began drawing on a sketchbook, a sketch that i might burn at any moment bc it was from my UT phase and we do not talk about it. that aside my path to where i'm at was rocky af, i was not some kind of extra disciplined kid to become the best at drawing or stuff at that, i just wanted to draw the lil guys that popped up in my brain (and ofc draw my favorite gay people kissing, which were mainly rare pairs so i HAD to feed myself somehow) i also looked up to a lot of artists when i was growing to become one myself and the one that stuck to me the most was Remarin, an awesome speed paint artist from whom i learned A TON of (mostly animal and monster) anatomy. then there's also Seeyouguyslater, aka the artist who introduced me to arknights lmao, and whom i somewhat got my beginning art style from and inspiration. their art style is one of the yummiest I've seen!! def one of my favorite fan artists and it's a dream to commission any of them. ofc there are plenty more of artists that influenced my art to what it is today but they're the ones who struck me the most. and before i turn this into a longass rant, take ur time, those geometrical shapes will eventually become more than simple sketches, take ur time on finding your preferred art style and let it evolve alongside you! Find different artists or ur favorite ones and learn from them!! you'll become more than good! i'm sure of it buddy :]

[zsielous]

I posted 3,795 times in 2022

That's 1,876 more posts than 2021!

25 posts created (1%)

3,770 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@dignitysquared

@her-emmajesty

@seeyouguyslater

@grvwd

@catgirlviscera

I tagged 373 of my posts in 2022

#saved for later - 19 posts

#reference - 17 posts

#<3 - 13 posts

#♥ - 7 posts

#you will like and reblog my girlfriend's art - 6 posts

#disco elysium - 6 posts

#long post - 5 posts

#homuraaa - 4 posts

#madokaaa - 4 posts

#💖💞💖 - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 83 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

hey uh real quick does anybody have the post that had a quantum lettuce/salad from Dwarf Fortress kicking about still

2 notes - Posted November 3, 2022

#4

Fancy ask

𝕰𝖖𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞 𝖋𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖞 𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖜𝖊𝖗!

4 notes - Posted August 22, 2022

#3

Before 4/13 closes out on Australia, I just want to say one thing.

We all kinda treat Homestuck as that ungodly cringe phase we all Suffered through(tm) and we bring out the Homestuck police on posts and make the sly joke and dig at the series - and while its true the epilogues turned into a tragic dumpsterfire and it's aged pretty poorly (along with hussie himself being a bit of a shitlord)...

I want to simply say that I thank Homestuck for existing. For simply being there. For being something that made me feel raw emotion, that made me hyped up along an audience around me, to participate not just in the social culture, but also in the story and world itself.

The series is dead, the fandom basically empty, and the ending kinda haphazardly awful... but for what it was, it impacted my life pretty heavily, and was one of the reasons I figured out being transgender. It was something I waited on to update every night, reading and re-reading the logs, pretending that I could be part of that world in my own way, making my own content for it for me and my friends.

I thank Homestuck for allowing me to be unabashedly in-love with a silly webcomic and inspiring my artistic choices and writing styles. For allowing me to meet some of my closest friends. Yes it's cringe. Yes its perhaps awful in retrospect.

I love it with every single fiber in my being.

5 notes - Posted April 13, 2022

#2

See the full post

23 notes - Posted November 7, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

violence for violence is the rule of beasts

34 notes - Posted July 1, 2022

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[her-reidiance]

I posted 4,730 times in 2022

That's 3,097 more posts than 2021!

246 posts created (5%)

4,484 posts reblogged (95%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@seeyouguyslater

@illusorysinger

@prettycottonmouthlamia

@bp-best-froggo

@cerastes

I tagged 4,137 of my posts in 2022

Only 13% of my posts had no tags

#qtaro kujo - 2,822 posts

#arknights - 1,048 posts

#art - 868 posts

#animals - 568 posts

#kitty! - 270 posts

#omfg - 261 posts

#lmao - 255 posts

#fgo - 127 posts

#analysis - 115 posts

#history - 80 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#specifically because a fucker i grew to hate but was also the one who introduced me to fate told me i would like him because i act like him

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Have a Mental Health Mostimeme for this delightful Sunday.

You will be okay.

She's very proud of you.

234 notes - Posted September 18, 2022

#4

Slow day at work means I make a Mostimeme.

Are you her little guy?

297 notes - Posted September 17, 2022

#3

Fandom: Ex-Wife jokes, "Kal'tsit is cold and unfriendly" "jokes", "Kal'tsit hates you" jokes

Canon: Kal'tsit is extremely caring, a doctor above all else who is having to spin the multitudes of plates around her: overseeing much of Rhodes Island's mission and medical work, having to be a caretaker of sorts for Amiya, Rosmontis, and countless others, having to deal with the fact that someone she got along with (well enough, however complicated their relationship actually was) being gone and in their place a blank slate who has to start from 1 again, having to deal with multinational eggshell walking whenever we want to outreach to a new place because the wealthy, powerful, and greedy will always try to screw over not just us but the Infected. A woman who has seen too much, done too much, had to choose too many less bad choices. A woman who, as brilliant, smart, kind, and philosophical as she is, has little to no one to actually share much of that with. How much of her thoughts does she have to filter just to think aloud to us, or to some of the others? How many just Don't Understand, Can't Understand? How lonely she must be. What a terrible world, and yet despite that she fights for it to be a little bit better for at least one person.

Kal'tsit is anything but cold. Kal'tsit is one of the best characters I have ever had the pleasure of reading.

See the full post

368 notes - Posted August 17, 2022

#2

So my extremely late to the party self is reading through A Walk In The Dust (thank you dead week!) and

Hey, Arknights?

See the full post

466 notes - Posted August 27, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

She's just like me fr

512 notes - Posted May 14, 2022

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@once-more-into-that-dark-night @dr1n @fail-boat

@puke-ur-gutz @mechanicalsunshine @ghosthustler

@vampiricvenus @blue-man-group-reject @kirishimasfiance @moremorehino @bobanchikn-reblogs @aikastugeek @atomicsnowflake-blog @violetsonhorizons @nutellas-reblog-account @melnashuu @broccoliaskjgnbhb4444 @seeyouguyslater @kumash0ck @highasynth

@teethburied @ggggggsvsvsvsvvs @mythalogy

@bloodpink

🚨HUMAN APPEAL 🚨🙏

Hello everyone , hope you are well .

We have run out of cooking gas a week ago, and the price of a gas cylinder is about 480 shekels (120 € ), also there’s no flour, it’s bag price is almost (150 €) , no salt - kilo of salt is almost (5€) - , no sugar - kilo of sugar is (9€) .

In addition there is my child’s needs:

-a pack of Pampers for 180 shekels (45€ ),

-3 cans of baby milk per month for 120 shekels (30€ ),

-warm clothes for the child about (100€ ),

-and a plastic cover for the tent to protect us from the rain costs about (200€ ),

I want to buy cleaning materials , such as :

-Bottle of shampoo 80 shekels ( 20€ ).

-2 Kilo of washing powder 140 shekels (36€ ).

-Bottle of dish- washing liquid 50 shekels ( 13€) .

****So i urgently need your help to raise 1000 € more by end of Wednesday so that I can go to the market and buy these very necessary supplies.

Note : Now , we are using fire for cooking and baking , and the price of a kilo of firewood is almost (2€ )

The flour we have , contains worms and weevils and is expired.

Thank you all, my friends. ❤️

Vetted by :

90-ghost here .

Gazavetters here .

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[athenafg26]

I posted 3,172 times in 2022

6 posts created (0%)

3,166 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

@lighthouseriots

@seeyouguyslater

@kdinjenzen

@gffa

I tagged 52 of my posts in 2022

#for future reference - 8 posts

#arthena - 5 posts

#athena's stuff - 5 posts

#art reference - 5 posts

#star wars - 3 posts

#jacksepticeye - 2 posts

#marvel - 2 posts

#okay - 2 posts

#fuck yes i am - 1 post

#where my peeps at?! - 1 post

Longest Tag: 80 characters

#boosting my best friend cos she is trying her hardest to get this up and running

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Hey!

I made a blog just for my art @art-by-athenafg26

Gonna update it with more recent art soon. So, if you wanna see the dumb shit I draw without seeing the dumb shit I reblog, go follow over there

(And if somehow you've never seen my art before, hi, I'm Athena. I draw lots of Marvel, Star Wars, and my ocs. Occasionally whatever else catches my fancy. There's a ton of old jacksepticeye stuff in the archive too, we'll see if that comes back soon :P)

2 notes - Posted November 13, 2022

#4

See the full post

3 notes - Posted December 6, 2022

#3

Fell in love with these two lovely women ages ago. I oughta go back and play Littlewood again sometime

4 notes - Posted November 14, 2022

#2

I'm almost in hell and my inventory is full

7 notes - Posted November 3, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

So, yeah, this is a thing now. Click through here if you're interested?

7 notes - Posted July 16, 2022

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[thanatos-nightshade]

I posted 14,052 times in 2022

That's 5,524 more posts than 2021!

13 posts created (0%)

14,039 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@olivegardenmenu

@willworkforcakes

@shpider

@tigerintherain

@seeyouguyslater

I tagged 762 of my posts in 2022

#ohshc - 11 posts

#fashion - 9 posts

#come back to this - 9 posts

#listen - 7 posts

#t-n talks - 6 posts

#art ref - 5 posts

#tbd - 5 posts

#food - 5 posts

#lmao - 5 posts

#screaming - 5 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#a nutshell sorry not sorry also im not bragging about my artistic skills because for realsies i'm just slightly above average on them so li

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I finally did some art.

1 note - Posted March 3, 2022

#4

when you get this you have to answer with 5 things u like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)

I'm fucking adorable. I guess like shallow/narcissistic but more along the lines of generally I like how I look. There are some things that I don't like but they don't perturb me that much. Generally I think I'm adorable/cute and I like that but have the occasional issue with grander adjectives like beautiful/sexy that we won't get into because liking myself is enough.

I like that I'm good at art?? I'm not like fantastic but aaah to make this easier on me this can lead into my next one

I like my jack-of-all-trades thinking in that I don't really try to HONE one craft and instead try to experience things generally. For example, when it comes to art, I'm not that great digitally or traditionally, or musically, theatrically, or other. HOWEVER I have experience in all these areas ranging from oil paints, watercolors, ceramics, theater workshop, drama, choir, dance, sewing, crafts etc does gymnastics count? jk whatever So I like that I have not only had all the opportunities to try these but that I have tried to work on each of them a moderate amount we're working on sewing and crafting it's my lowest art stat rn followed closely by instruments

Let's see, I like my friend choices. I feel like all the friends I've made have been pretty good. Some have stuck around more than others but any friend GROUP that I've stuck with for a period of time like months to years, I always think about fondly. I don't think I've ever had like an insanely toxic friend or like a friend that would back stab me does that make me the toxic friend? Anyways, I feel like a lot of my life is colored by the friends/people I've surrounded myself with and yeah sure not all of my life is great but I made some nice friends and had some good shenanigans wherever I went.

Last but not least, I like my absolutely self indulgent/self insert nature. Listen, there is like no fandom that I have been a part of where I have NOT self inserted myself into in some way or another and god damn it NOBODYS GONNA DO THAT SHIT FOR YOU UNLESS YOU PAY THEM. I CAN PUT MYSELF INTO MY FAVORITE FANDOMS FOR FREE AND BY GOLLY I'M GONNA DO IT CAN'T STOP ME MY BRAIN IS A SELF INDULGENT THIRST MACHINE AND IT IS GOING

Anyways thank you so much for sending me this ask. It took me two days to get to it because I needed to sit down and think through these. I can't wait to send this to some of my followers!

2 notes - Posted May 23, 2022

#3

I'm posting this at night because I want to share this and then bury it in reblogs because this scares me

3 notes - Posted September 18, 2022

#2

My birthday is on the 6th so i cant help but think that scara being released then is hoyos bday gift to me (i may or may not cry if i dont pull him)

6 notes - Posted December 4, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I need to put diluc and dainsleif on either side of leon from dislyte because i swear to god its all i see

11 notes - Posted May 14, 2022

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[seeyouguyslater]

[hjeojeo]

Love love love the eyebrows you gave Texas

; O ; Thank you, Grey!!!

I'm so glad you like it!!

[amettriine]

i havent touched the rwby/su au for a looong time and i wanted to update some of the designs since i can draw better than i did from like three?? years ago?? plus the third design came out between then and now so i wanted to do my takes on it

i wanna mess around with the fusion designs more too because this au is so much fun!! i missed it

[solardrake]

@seeyouguyslater 👀👀

[myceliacrochet]

11/6

I wanted to follow up and let you all know how I'm doing. Manal, Diana, Shorouq, Fatima, and Maryam helped me through this dark time. They reassured me that I am helping by reblogging and making art and posts. I've been seeing it help different campaigns.

Talk to Palestinians. They're wonderful people. They're just regular people. They need love at this time. They don't only need money. They definitely need that, but the need for emotional support is huge. They're exhausted :( They're traumatized

I am okay. The meds are helping. I'm still having a lot of trouble messaging everyone back. It's because there are so many people and I have trouble with messaging. I will keep trying to get back to people, and I am working on adding other people to work on the blog. I don't have to do it all myself,

We are a community. 🩷

So let's pull together in these dark days, okay pumpkin? I love you 🥰🩷🫂

Okay!

While you're here, here is my friend Mounir. @sham-amany

He's a teenager who is precious, kind, open, and so sweet and caring.

He's worried for his four-year-old sister, Sham.

They are terrified, they need relief.. They are freezing cold, hungry, and need basic supplies, and they need to get out of there.

Let's provide for these kids.

Mindy Mycelia (Celia)

P.S. Mounir requested that I ask the following bloggers to tell people about him and Sham, and/or reblog:

@tamamita @schoolhater98 @90-ghost @beserkerjewel @sayruq @northgazaupdates2

I would appreciate it so, so much if you could oblige.

Regular tags (lmk if you'd like to be removed)

@blvvdyindustries @monstermashpotato @wellsbering @tolbachik @akajustmerry @comrademango @afropiscesism @ihavenotfallenyet @fly-sky-high-09 @insanitysmiles @wirehairwiredstare @seeyouguyslater @innovatorbunny @imjustheretotrytohelp @awetistic-things @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @sea-shame @faacethefacts @craigthetourguide @blomstermjuk @mythiedew @operationladybug @disinfobot @skipppppy @punkitt-is-here @acehimbo @mossy-rockk @butchfeygela @bisexualspeed @butchjeremyfragrance @k1teko @ohjinyoung @revoltingcocks @yampulp @rememberthelaughter2016 @parfaithaven @gryficowa @tittyinfinity @6o3o9 @fantasykiri5 @sadbiooi @battleofthegarys @illpunchababy

I feel so overwhelmed. I have no income, no stable place to live, and hundreds of people coming to me who need thousands of dollars each to avoid getting incinerated, starved, tortured. I make crochet -- when I can get supplies -- and I'm trying to make stickers, when I can get supplies... I'm not very employable and everything is so expensive and it's all falling on my roommate.

I need to hold a fundraising event

Everyone is either stretched to their limits helping or can't be bothered

I'm doing my best to reblog, follow, and react every single campaign I can that is either vetted or has a clean RIS. I'm telling myself that I'm doing enough by contributing art and promoting these campaigns, but the reality is people need money and I'm giving them condolences and things that may not help much.

I had a bit of success promoting Omar's campaign and foolishly believed I could get those kinds of results again. Tumblr staff is being beyond ruthless, attacking even the critical and dangerous vetting work people are risking their lives for on the ground.

I don't know what to tell people who are coming to me for help in what may be their last moments and I'm like "hey here have a shitty art I made that might make a miniscule difference but probably won't. All the best!" I try to respond through my actions instead of words because like Kurt Vonnegut said there's fucking nothing to say about genocide because no one's meant to say anything they're just meant to get blown up. So then I'm ignoring the people who most need help in the world, coldly turning away. So I say sorry and offer these small useless things as if it means anything and every day I lose less sanity and meaning in my life because doing less than what I can to help people not get genocided takes all the color out of my world. I can't imagine truly relaxing or enjoying anything until there's no genocide happening anymore, and I don't see that happening. I feel hopeless like I did in 2016 but this time there's no back door out.

Every time I start to work on something I feel hopeless like it won't work

I have to get my ass into gear, which means I need to:

- pick up my prescription for strattera, I guess I have that now. That will help me focus

- get back on my antidepressants as soon as Fatima's campaign hits $10,000. That will help me keep moving

- talk to other organizers so we can work together.

I am drowning, I am burning in this hxll created by my own culture. Every day they torture the children and the adults come into my DMs and scream help us please please someone help us.

All I can do is do my best every day. I'll keep moving forward

Doing something is better than doing nothing, gxddammit, which means I'm doing a good job I guess, it's just little comfort as I watch the children get engulfed in flames.

Like, I know I can't end all genocide on my own but there's got to be more effective things that I personally can do.

I guess I'll check out one of those lists of things you can do other than donating money

If anyone has yarn to donate and/or could cover shipping or help me find free yarn in my area, that would be so helpful. Because there's nothing I'd rather do than tune out and crochet most of the time and sell it for myself and others.

Please talk to me about how we can work together to help these precious people!!! I need to do more

@monstermashpotato @sylvianritual @gazavetters @determinate-negation @dlxxv-vetted-donations