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[seeyouguyslater]

thinking of her body type fr

[socoolinmypajamas]

happy christmas limbussy community

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[burstfoot]

If multiple are allowed, does Skyfire get a bingo?

Get compressed into one post dummy!! (Multiple are fine, but sending in one ask is better because it helps with clogging my blog)

Skyfire: I don't have a lot of thoughts about Skyfire but she's very fun in aLSiD! I think her role as the well-meaning academic is really well done and I appreciate her helping out susie out!!! Do you think her and kazemaru ever explored each others bodies Platinum: GOD i love platinum she's #me and also the total worst. I'm sorry she also had to put up with Roy that makes up for all the murders she did. A real strength of the Kazimierz arc is being able to be like 'oh I would die if I lived here' so you understand why all the villians are Like That but theyre still pieces of garbage. Do you think her and gravel ever explored each others bodies

[helpahmed]

I am Ahmed from Gaza. I am married and have three children: Jumana, 8 years old, Suhad, 6 years old, and Muhammad, 3 years old. Although they are young, they have survived previous wars, but this current war is the most difficult because I am not with them and cannot provide water, food or a safe place

Our lives changed on October 7, when my children were home with their mother. The sounds of bombing were getting louder everywhere, and with every missile strike, my children’s bodies were shaking. My wife and children left our house in a hurry and moved to another house, then to school. Later, our house was surrounded, burned and completely destroyed. It wasn't just the loss of our home, it was the loss of safety and security and our dreams, including those of our children. They destroyed our home and ruined years of our lives.

I also lost my job. Job opportunities in Gaza are extremely scarce due to the blockade that has been in place for more than 17 years

🚨🚨Emergency🚨🚨

Please help me provide clean water and food for my children, please share my story if you can't donate.

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[myceliacrochet]

Whenever a post is gaining this much momentum I try to keep it rolling because these families need to collect enough money not just for daily needs but for larger items and ESPECIALLY evacuation.

Larger items can only be bought when there is extra money coming in at once because otherwise it's all going to food and clean water, if they can even afford that

Evacuation requires EXTRA, EXTRA money coming in at once, quickly enough to where the money doesn't have to go to daily items

EVACUATION IS THE ONLY MEANS OF SAFETY

Getting one family out of Gaza quickly means that family isn't in nearly as much danger and their money can go further, being outside of Gaza

So it's important to get people through the Egyptian crossing AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

This makes the donation money go farther, save more lives, and be able to be spread among different campaigns.

Samy's family has a lot of expenses, being a young family. So they need money quickly if they're going to get out of Gaza.

It's really important to keep circulating posts for all families at every stage of their campaigns -- and if you see a post popping off like this or a campaign close to the evacuation stage, keep it rolling.

Reblog every campaign, just -- don't hesitate to help a campaign because you see that it's having some success because if everyone does that we won't get anyone out.

Don't let anyone drown, help everyone equally, and when we're getting close to being able to pull anyone out of the shark-infested waters (Gaza) PULL ALL TOGETHER.

Also -- see Samy's GoFundMe to get art in exchange for donations to his family!!!!

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@samy-family55 Sami's family is SO COLD and the baby needs milk and pampers!!!

A small child having to live with no diapers is beyond inhumane!!!

Let's get this family some blankets, milk, food, diapers, and clean water!!!

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Donation-protected!!

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[niko-mesu-the-dragon-dog]

How did you start drawing/learn to draw? I've always wanted to actually be good at it but I can't really do much more than simple sketches of geometrical objects

now that i think about i think it all started when i got consumed in a piece of media and thought "Hey what if i create my own charcater for this media as if they where from it!" and since then lil ol' me began drawing on a sketchbook, a sketch that i might burn at any moment bc it was from my UT phase and we do not talk about it. that aside my path to where i'm at was rocky af, i was not some kind of extra disciplined kid to become the best at drawing or stuff at that, i just wanted to draw the lil guys that popped up in my brain (and ofc draw my favorite gay people kissing, which were mainly rare pairs so i HAD to feed myself somehow) i also looked up to a lot of artists when i was growing to become one myself and the one that stuck to me the most was Remarin, an awesome speed paint artist from whom i learned A TON of (mostly animal and monster) anatomy. then there's also Seeyouguyslater, aka the artist who introduced me to arknights lmao, and whom i somewhat got my beginning art style from and inspiration. their art style is one of the yummiest I've seen!! def one of my favorite fan artists and it's a dream to commission any of them. ofc there are plenty more of artists that influenced my art to what it is today but they're the ones who struck me the most. and before i turn this into a longass rant, take ur time, those geometrical shapes will eventually become more than simple sketches, take ur time on finding your preferred art style and let it evolve alongside you! Find different artists or ur favorite ones and learn from them!! you'll become more than good! i'm sure of it buddy :]

[hjeojeo]

Love love love the eyebrows you gave Texas

; O ; Thank you, Grey!!!

I'm so glad you like it!!

[amettriine]

i havent touched the rwby/su au for a looong time and i wanted to update some of the designs since i can draw better than i did from like three?? years ago?? plus the third design came out between then and now so i wanted to do my takes on it

i wanna mess around with the fusion designs more too because this au is so much fun!! i missed it

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@bloodpink

🚨HUMAN APPEAL 🚨🙏

Hello everyone , hope you are well .

We have run out of cooking gas a week ago, and the price of a gas cylinder is about 480 shekels (120 € ), also there’s no flour, it’s bag price is almost (150 €) , no salt - kilo of salt is almost (5€) - , no sugar - kilo of sugar is (9€) .

In addition there is my child’s needs:

-a pack of Pampers for 180 shekels (45€ ),

-3 cans of baby milk per month for 120 shekels (30€ ),

-warm clothes for the child about (100€ ),

-and a plastic cover for the tent to protect us from the rain costs about (200€ ),

I want to buy cleaning materials , such as :

-Bottle of shampoo 80 shekels ( 20€ ).

-2 Kilo of washing powder 140 shekels (36€ ).

-Bottle of dish- washing liquid 50 shekels ( 13€) .

****So i urgently need your help to raise 1000 € more by end of Wednesday so that I can go to the market and buy these very necessary supplies.

Note : Now , we are using fire for cooking and baking , and the price of a kilo of firewood is almost (2€ )

The flour we have , contains worms and weevils and is expired.

Thank you all, my friends. ❤️

Vetted by :

90-ghost here .

Gazavetters here .

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[solardrake]

@seeyouguyslater 👀👀

[ghostscoundrel]

HUGE thanks to @seeyouguyslater for the lil Blaze sticker!!

I absolutely love it and I love Grey’s art so much!!!

[seeyouguyslater]

[rainydaydream-gal18]

(The Bad Batch) Beach Vacation - Wrecker’s Ending

The Bad Batch lands on the tropical resort planet of Spira.  A contact of theirs is helping you all out by letting you lay low in a private beach house on one of the islands.  You and Wrecker have been secretly dating for a little while, and you hope to make the most of the romantic setting.  

Word count: 1,477

Warnings: some kissy

   “I think I’ll explore with Wrecker.”

   Wrecker stole a not-so-subtle look in your direction, and you were positive that everyone in the room noticed.  While technically you hadn’t gone “public” with your relationship with Wrecker, he wasn’t exactly the best at keeping it on the down-low.  While he’d learned to restrain his awesome strength until an appropriate occasion, he had never quite mastered the art of keeping his feelings beneath the surface.

   That was one of the many things you loved about him.

   Not only was he a terrible fibber, there was no part of him that wanted to anyway.  Wrecker never kept you in the dark about his feelings.  He was an open book.  Some might find that boring, but that was never a thought in your mind.  On the contrary, that was part of what made him interesting.

   “You two have fun,” Crosshair taunted, giving you a sly smirk.  Unlike the others, he didn’t allow you the dignity of pretending that he didn’t know what was going on between you and his brother.

   “If you need anything, give us a comm,” Tech added.  To your relief, he disregarded the sniper’s comment entirely instead of adding to it.  “And make sure-”

   “Thanks, seeyouguyslater!” Wrecker hollered as he carried you out the front door.

   Once the door to the bungalow closed behind you, you burst into laughter.  “Wrecker!”  You shook your head playfully.  “Could you be any more obvious?”

   “Sorry, ________,” he replied, though he didn’t sound the least bit sorry.  “Tech wouldn’t have stopped talking, and I couldn’t wait any longer!  I gotta hug you.”  He stood still and gave you a good squeeze.  You let your head rest against his chest for a moment as his warmth flooded you from your head to your toes.  Wrecker’s hugs were always like that.  They made you feel so loved.

   Eventually, he set you down on your feet, though your hands remained joined as you walked along the sandy beach.

   “The lanterns were this way… I think.”

   “You think?” you smile.

   “Ah.”  He waved off your playful concern passively.  “You’ll know ‘em when you see ‘em.”

   It wasn’t long until the soft glow appeared before you.  The sun was disappearing behind the horizon.  Orange, red, and pink light bled into the water to create a truly stunning scene that took your breath away.

   “Look, Wrecker!  Dolphins!”  You tugged on his arm, prompting him to follow your gaze.  His eyes shone from the lovely sunset, and his expression was one of wonderment as he watched the school of dolphins leaping from the water.

   He gasped.  “Wowww.”

   You leaned your forehead against the pillar of solid muscle that was his arm.  “I’m so happy to be sharing this with you.”

   Wrecker glanced down at you, looking as if he very well might melt.  “Me too.”  He leaned down to press his lips to yours tenderly.  Depending on his mood, kisses could be anywhere from a whisper of his lips against yours to playful smooches that left your lips puffy.  This kiss was feather-light, romantic.  It made your heart flutter like butterfly wings.

   The two of you continued on your way, following the trail of lanterns.  While the sky was a brilliant display of vibrant colors, it was already growing dark in the jungle where plants created a sheltering barrier with their lush leaves.  Even the air was cooler in there because it was shielded from the scorching sun..

   A shiver ran down your spine at the call of some strange animal in the jungle.  You couldn’t see it, but it had a rolling growl that echoed.

   You instinctively clutched Wrecker’s arm tighter.  He patted your head.

   “Don’t worry, ________!  I’ll protect you from any monsters.”

   His tone danced along the line between playful and entirely serious- like he was trying to play it down as if there was nothing to worry about, but wanted to reassure you that he would indeed protect you if there was something out there.

   In your mind, he didn’t even have to say it.  You knew he’d protect you.  That’s just the kind of guy he was: strong, caring, and never in a million years a coward.

   With the lovely, flickering lanterns to light the way, both of you continued on the path.  There was never a moment of awkward silence.  You chatted with each other the entire way, only being silenced by the frequent, affectionate kisses that you shared.  Not only was he brave on the battlefield, but he was also never a coward when it came to expressing himself.  He never shied away from telling or showing you his true feelings.

   You adored him for it.

   The path curved around a bend, keeping the end of the path just out of sight due to the heavy brush.  Wrecker exchanged a wide-eyed look of excitement with you.

   “It looks like the mystery of the secret path is about to be solved,” you said.

   “Yeah.  You ready?”

   You grinned.  “Ready when you are.”

   Both of you rounded the bend, fingers interlocked.  Your jaws dropped at the sight before you.

   A spectacular white gazebo sat in the middle of a clearing.  Lanterns hung on each of its sides, bathing the scene in a soft glow.  The gazebo was full of elaborate carvings- elegant flowers with vines curling into beautiful designs.  Even the clearing itself was surrounded with tropical flowers blooming on the bushes.  You gazed at the scene in utter wonderment, absolutely breathless.

“It’s so beautiful,” Wrecker said.  You stole a glance up to see his eyes wide and shining from the lanterns.

   “It really is,” you agreed wholeheartedly.  “Want to get a closer look?”

   “You kiddin’ me?”  He led you up the steps of the gazebo without so much as a pause.  He released your hand as you shuffled to the opposite side of the structure.  You leaned just slightly over the railing to view the tropical blooms in awe. 

   “Wow, this was a great idea, Wrecker.”

   You straightened up, curious as to why he’d suddenly gone quiet.  To your delight, you were met with a pink blossom that he grasped delicately between his thumb and forefinger.  Your gaze traveled up to meet his eyes, but they avoided yours as he turned his face away rather bashfully.

   “How sweet,” you murmured, accepting the flower with a smile.  “Thank you.”

   “It’s nothin,’” he replied, rubbing the back of his head.  Shyness was a rare emotion for your Wrecker.  Your smile grew as he took a seat on the nearby wooden bench and motioned for you to join him.  It wasn’t much of a surprise, but it was glee when he pulled you onto his lap instead of letting you take the seat beside him.

You would’ve been too far away otherwise.  He simply couldn’t allow it.

   Wrecker wrapped his muscular arms around your form and held you closely against his chest.  The warm, humid air had become crisp and cool, so you welcomed the warmth that his embrace provided.  It was like being wrapped in a heated blanket.  Only after a minute or so of sitting like that, your eyelids began to grow heavy.

   Wrecker was getting sleepy as well as the two of you carried on the conversation.  You could tell by the way the rise and fall of his chest grew steadier.  And when he spoke, it wasn’t in his usual booming voice.  Each sentence came out as a low rumble that washed over you and ushered you that much closer to dreamland.

   At one point, silence had fallen between you both as you began to drift.

   Begrudgingly, you forced your eyes open and stole a glance up at his head which was tilted back.  His eyes were closed and mouth was open in the beginning of a snore.  “We should head back and get some actual sleep.”

   “Yeah, yeah,” he mumbled.  

   He didn’t move.

   “Wrecker.”  You gave him a nudge.  “ You’ll be glad to stretch out on your bunk.  It’ll be nice and cozy.”

   “I’m already nice and cozy.”

You smiled sleepily.  “You’ll hurt your back sleeping like this.  Just think, we can hit the beach tomorrow morning after a good night’s rest.”

   That seemed to get his attention.  He opened his eyes and took in your pleading expression before stretching his mouth wide open in a yawn.  “Alright, alright.”  Both of you stood to your feet and began the reluctant trudge back to the bungalow.

   You didn’t remember much of the return journey.  You were much too tired.

   What did you remember, though, was Wrecker and you creeping back into the bungalow, him giving you one last peck on the forehead before your lips joined together again for a breathtaking kiss that lingered long after you climbed into your bunk for the night.

   That night, you dreamt about lanterns and sea air.

[aresmarked]

I posted 6,968 times in 2022

That's 3,150 more posts than 2021!

854 posts created (12%)

6,114 posts reblogged (88%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@shuttershocky

@possessedscholar

@seeyouguyslater

@starry-river-serval

@dazedmuse

I tagged 5,734 of my posts in 2022

Only 18% of my posts had no tags

#arknights - 1,191 posts

#fanart - 563 posts

#project sekai - 354 posts

#video - 343 posts

#war replies - 222 posts

#references - 166 posts

#happy things - 129 posts

#warproduct rambles - 120 posts

#art - 107 posts

#animals - 95 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#it's interesting tho cause if you go the other way that's some potentiall justification for certain characters to get alts in certain eles

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

why are the 4star medics so good i just read chestnut's profile and. this precious man. the wear and tear of being a doctor getting to him but then just. recentering himself, and still with doubt in heart, deciding to keep going. why are the 4star medics so good tumblr user aresmarked?

...y'know anon, i was thinking of a joking answer (they're all alters in waiting) but i think everyone has At Least one 4* medic they hold in their heart because they are real in a way most of the higher ranked ones cannot be. Real, in a, 'we could be doctors and scientists and paramedics and nurses like them' way. people who know well their limits and expertise, and hone themselves everyday to try helping just one more, one more person. Chestnut's attempt to come to terms with how much cannot be prevented, Sussurro's exhaustion in her operator record... all grounded.

170 notes - Posted October 30, 2022

#4

404 notes - Posted July 6, 2022

#3

fantastic reaction image. 11/10

666 notes - Posted September 14, 2022

#2

in the light of this ai fuckery:

you can hide your work from search engines from ‘My Preferences’, it’s right at the top under the ‘Privacy’ section.

for mass-changing work visibility, go to your ‘Works’ page, hit ‘Edit Works’, select ‘All’ and then ‘Edit’ again then scroll all the way down, you can change the visibility near the bottom with the ‘only show to registered users’. Done successfully, you’ll now see the blue lock by your name on all works.

1,131 notes - Posted December 1, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

hate on this earth!!

3,168 notes - Posted October 28, 2022

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i'm glad my top posts are 'info about copyright fuckery' 'info about ai fuckery' and 'arknights in two flavours'

[knightbun]

Tagged by @eumenidaes! Very excited to do this, thank you (:

Rules: Tag 9 people you’re interested in getting to know better (Which I may or may not follow) 

Favourite colour: Yellow!! It’s the colour of joy to me, it makes me so happy when I see it! I love it oh so much!

Currently reading: I’m not really reading much atm, the last thing I read was the Eddsworld fancomic The Beginning and the Friend, but that was not an enjoyable read. Other than that, I want to read more Arknights stories!

Last song: As I started typing this, the FNF song Callibattle started playing, so that I guess lol. I listen to a lot of Friday Night Funkin’ songs, but other than that, icosa by Oliver Buckland! I love the music used in ENA!

Last series: Bungo Stray Dogs! I really need to watch more of it, I’m not even done with the first season lmao. I adore it tho, it’s so much fun.

Last movie: Man I don’t watch a lot of movies...I think it was Sonic 2? Which I really loved, it gave me a huge attachment to Knuckles as a character. He’s wonderful in that movie,,,

Sweet/spicy/savory: I’m a savory boi, as much as I love sweet food, I’m a sucker for savory stuff. I really ought to cut back on salt though.

Currently working on: I’m currently working on drawing all of @namen-omatter‘s OCs, one by one. It’s gonna take a while but I’m having a lot of fun, I love her characters! After that I’m gonna work on the dating sim with the besties that Sophia mentioned in her post, it’s mostly for fun but we’ll see where it goes! Overall I just want to continue with my art.

Sophia tagged a lot of my besties, so I’ll tag as many people as I can! Sorry if I tag some random people I follow, I would love to get to know you better but I’m incredibly shy,,,

@itsrayohno @apxlllo @seeyouguyslater @autismcupcake @drmajalis

I also don’t have a lot of people to tag so uhhh yeah that’s the best I’ve got lol

[myceliacrochet]

11/6

I wanted to follow up and let you all know how I'm doing. Manal, Diana, Shorouq, Fatima, and Maryam helped me through this dark time. They reassured me that I am helping by reblogging and making art and posts. I've been seeing it help different campaigns.

Talk to Palestinians. They're wonderful people. They're just regular people. They need love at this time. They don't only need money. They definitely need that, but the need for emotional support is huge. They're exhausted :( They're traumatized

I am okay. The meds are helping. I'm still having a lot of trouble messaging everyone back. It's because there are so many people and I have trouble with messaging. I will keep trying to get back to people, and I am working on adding other people to work on the blog. I don't have to do it all myself,

We are a community. 🩷

So let's pull together in these dark days, okay pumpkin? I love you 🥰🩷🫂

Okay!

While you're here, here is my friend Mounir. @sham-amany

He's a teenager who is precious, kind, open, and so sweet and caring.

He's worried for his four-year-old sister, Sham.

They are terrified, they need relief.. They are freezing cold, hungry, and need basic supplies, and they need to get out of there.

Let's provide for these kids.

Mindy Mycelia (Celia)

P.S. Mounir requested that I ask the following bloggers to tell people about him and Sham, and/or reblog:

@tamamita @schoolhater98 @90-ghost @beserkerjewel @sayruq @northgazaupdates2

I would appreciate it so, so much if you could oblige.

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I feel so overwhelmed. I have no income, no stable place to live, and hundreds of people coming to me who need thousands of dollars each to avoid getting incinerated, starved, tortured. I make crochet -- when I can get supplies -- and I'm trying to make stickers, when I can get supplies... I'm not very employable and everything is so expensive and it's all falling on my roommate.

I need to hold a fundraising event

Everyone is either stretched to their limits helping or can't be bothered

I'm doing my best to reblog, follow, and react every single campaign I can that is either vetted or has a clean RIS. I'm telling myself that I'm doing enough by contributing art and promoting these campaigns, but the reality is people need money and I'm giving them condolences and things that may not help much.

I had a bit of success promoting Omar's campaign and foolishly believed I could get those kinds of results again. Tumblr staff is being beyond ruthless, attacking even the critical and dangerous vetting work people are risking their lives for on the ground.

I don't know what to tell people who are coming to me for help in what may be their last moments and I'm like "hey here have a shitty art I made that might make a miniscule difference but probably won't. All the best!" I try to respond through my actions instead of words because like Kurt Vonnegut said there's fucking nothing to say about genocide because no one's meant to say anything they're just meant to get blown up. So then I'm ignoring the people who most need help in the world, coldly turning away. So I say sorry and offer these small useless things as if it means anything and every day I lose less sanity and meaning in my life because doing less than what I can to help people not get genocided takes all the color out of my world. I can't imagine truly relaxing or enjoying anything until there's no genocide happening anymore, and I don't see that happening. I feel hopeless like I did in 2016 but this time there's no back door out.

Every time I start to work on something I feel hopeless like it won't work

I have to get my ass into gear, which means I need to:

- pick up my prescription for strattera, I guess I have that now. That will help me focus

- get back on my antidepressants as soon as Fatima's campaign hits $10,000. That will help me keep moving

- talk to other organizers so we can work together.

I am drowning, I am burning in this hxll created by my own culture. Every day they torture the children and the adults come into my DMs and scream help us please please someone help us.

All I can do is do my best every day. I'll keep moving forward

Doing something is better than doing nothing, gxddammit, which means I'm doing a good job I guess, it's just little comfort as I watch the children get engulfed in flames.

Like, I know I can't end all genocide on my own but there's got to be more effective things that I personally can do.

I guess I'll check out one of those lists of things you can do other than donating money

If anyone has yarn to donate and/or could cover shipping or help me find free yarn in my area, that would be so helpful. Because there's nothing I'd rather do than tune out and crochet most of the time and sell it for myself and others.

Please talk to me about how we can work together to help these precious people!!! I need to do more

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