#seeping through the cracks

[kindledmetaphor]

The point is, I have so much love inside me.

And yes it finds its place inside people’s hearts and I’m grateful for that. But despite all that, it never finds a home where it can rest easy and rejuvenate. I pray to God.

I am choking on the love I hold back on. The love that never makes it beyond my thoughts, the sheer helplessness of it smothers me sometimes.

Then, again. I suppose the holding back itself is also an act of love.

And perhaps the love with always seep through, no matter what I do.

[maxellminidisc]

Idk call me a fucking bitch or something but sometimes I get really sick of having watched something with a lot of depth, creativity, or some real sense of artistic exploration, and then wanting to share something about it on here, going to the tags to maybe find some gif sets or something and having to wade through the most reductive fanfic brained shit about it. Like maybe I dont want to see au's, self inserts, or god awful mischaracterizations somebody pulled out their ass about tragic figures or raconteurs in fiction or media. Maybe I would just like to appreciate and bask in what the story is giving me, maybe I'd like to entertain or a have a mature in depth discussion on what themes it may have for me and what other avenues of discussion it might prompt, what it may have spoken to me in terms of my experiences as someone with intersecting identities if it did and if it applied, all without reducing the goddamn story to shipping and shit.

[candelett]

miss castle audios this is my formal request to have a 10 minute long makeout audio with claire and the ranger (i say biting at the pillows like a feral bat on steroids)

[3cosmicfrogs]

he is looking at ouyang btw

[posallys]

The way love is the center of EVERYTHING in black sails...oh man i need to be held

[starheirxero]

MOON'S GETTING MORE AND MORE INSANE- MY WISHES ARE COMING TRUE-

And Ruin just does not care about the danger he is in- I love myself some overconfident yet genius robot👀 Buddy, you gotta learn self-perseverence-

-Statdust

YEHAYAYAYAYEA!!!!! Moon is just spiraling harder and harder and it's SOOO FASCINATING!!!!!! I need to shake him like a ragdoll

AND RUIN YEAH OH MY GHOD HE IS THE WORST /POS

He is just constantly in a state of batting his eyelashes and posing so politely like he hasn't done terrible things or isn't in terrible danger. He's so silly I love him HSJANMSN

[swordmaid]

designing shri’iia’s halberd lurraggath and maybe the jb brain rot is too severe bc now I kinda want her halberd to be made out of black steel similar to valyrian steel hehehe

[gaytranszoro]

sorry okay im rewatching whole cake w a friend and got obsessed with the vinsmokes this time around okay. sorry. however i am a liker of themes and motifs and doomed characters. sorrey.

[kayawolfhorse]

21 + Pearl for the ask game!

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

Pearl is one of my favorite guys to write because she’s one of my favorite guys in general, and every aspect of her character is fun to portray. It’s impossible to pick just one favorite, but something I love exploring is Pearl’s sense of loyalty, especially in the Life Series, where it’s such an integral part of her arc as a whole and how it’s simultaneously a great trait to have and yet has caused Pearl so much pain, either through denying her a team to be loyal to or her outliving the rest of her team entirely

(Ask game)

[sluttyseacadet]

WHERE THE STARS MEET THE SEA

Elendil & Estrid, Isildur/Estrid - Comfort, Fluff

During one sleepless night on the shores of Armenelos several weeks after her arrival in Númenor, Estrid meets a certain sea captain.

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“Do you come here often?” was all she could manage. He nodded, although she noticed the flicker of sadness in his eyes. “I used to come here almost every night for months.” He looked like he wished to say more, but decided against it, his expression hardening again. “I’m surprised I haven’t seen you around here before,” he added, peering at her with curiosity. I’ve been away for some time,” she said. “I arrived back only a few weeks ago, from Middle Earth.” There was a sudden shift in his expression. “My son also returned from there not too long ago.” Her eyes widened and there was a brief pause, both of them coming to a slow realization. “You’re Isildur’s father,” she gasped softly. Although there was still a slight puzzlement on the man's face, he nodded. "Elendil,” he added, although he was still trying to piece everything together. "How do you –" “He is my – I'm his…” she trailed off, clearing her throat. “I’m his…friend.”

[retiredcultistredux]

Do any of you guys have a strategy to beat or hinder Void Termina? No one so far has actually THOUGHT about what to do if Termima's revived.

Flamberge: "We'll deal with whatever happens! You worry too much, Magolor."

Magolor: "I...I'd rather be safe than sorry, that's all..."

[tazzmanian-devil]

most inconvenient adhd trait is putting things off. i need a job. i need to get a job. but i dont know how to start looking so it just looms over me and gets bigger and bigger and bigger and it sucks while i sit here quietly shaming myself about it.

[sometimespokefusions]

fusion 47 - toxtricity / slugma (open)

[inkykeiji]

hi clari! i loveee poison!dabi and wonder how he would’ve reacted to the reader wanting to break up? thank you have a great day bby

hi anon! c: oooh good question. well, his yandere tendencies would surface with a vengeance, basically. there’s no way he’s letting her leave, is she stupid? this has to be her brother talking, has to be her brother infecting her pretty, precious lil mind with his insidious lies and his desperate deceptions, because there’s no way his perfect princess would ever even conceive of such a ridiculous notion. there’s absolutely no way she believes such an absurd idea, agrees with such a fatuous concept, wants to commit such a sacrilegious action. there’s no possible way she wants to leave him of her own volition, that this was her idea, that this wasn’t planted, with caution and care, in the folds of her brain like a sick little parasite—there’s no way, because she loves him. he knows she does. and she knows just as well as dabi does that he’s the best thing for her, that he knows what’s best for her, better than anyone else ever could be, better than anyone else ever will.

he’s laughing when she tells him with trembling breath that she no longer wants to be with him, the melody void of humour and stuffed full of derangement. she’s kidding, right? how could she ever know what’s best for her better than her Daddy does? his head shakes, manic, eyes glowing as his gaze pins her to the floor, a sharp smile stretched abnormally wide across his face. silly little girl, you aren’t going anywhere.

and if she tries to get away, if she tries to escape, he has no issues chaining her to the radiator, ensuring she can’t pull such a foolish little stunt again and run off, promising that he’ll free her once he’s sure she’s learned her lesson, once he’s positive she won’t exhibit such disrespect ever again.

[idlestories]

weeping and wailing every time a story is written with love btw

[gorillawithautism]

zionist antisemitism makes me want to kill myself 🫶