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asexualbookbird · 3 days ago

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audhd causes Big Feelings and i know thats a factor into why this is so hard and i was crying about wanting chocolate cranberries but unable to justify the cost given. everything. and a box of them showed up at my door today with a note from my friend and their mom sending love and condolences and im a crying mess again i dont want to have to do this but the only way out is through and my friends are lovingly dragging me along the way and i WILL find a way to repay all this kindness when im in a better space

#delete later #nuts dot com raised their prices again 🫠#so many friends have sent good things my way #seeing a friend tonight #im beating back the feelings of im not worth this #i love my friends i love the little community ive curated

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padfootastic · 10 days ago

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can’t help but think of how, if we choose to go by sirius’ characterisation as a private, arrogant teen who only lets a select few into his circle, sirius’ post-azkaban life just have been such an utterly humiliating experience for him.

especially OoTP. when he has all these near strangers in his childhood house, that he hated and loved and ran away from and couldn’t ever escape. if he spent his entire pre-azkaban existence building a cold and aloof persona, not letting people know what his home life had been like, then to have all of these people get a front row seat to it because of kreacher and portrait walburga’s shenanigans must have been near unbearable. to have the entire order, including snape whom he disliked and mistrusted, hear the kinds of names he’s being called.

not only does he have to deal with the retraumatisation of his childhood, but also the fact that he’s flayed open for everyone to see. it’s not only his freedom, innocence, dignity that has been snatched from him but his privacy also. it’s such a cruel thing to experience, on top of everything else.

to have literal children, his godson who he has been kept away from all this while, whom he presumably wants to be able to look up to him, to have him see into the deepest parts of his soul. to have to be so weak in front of him. not only is he subjected to such vileness but he also cannot do anything about it.

sirius has not had a moment of peace in all the time we knew him. it is indignity upon indignity that is heaped onto him. every other character has gotten a moment of respite but him. it fully breaks my heart.

#sirius black #i am in the mood to sob tonight clearly #i just #was reading a fic #where it recounted walburga ad kreacher’s screams and taunts #and it suddenly hit me how humiliating they are?#like #even if it’s an inanimate object and a house elf #to be called an embarrassment and shame of my flesh and filth #by the only remaining members of your family #and to have it be traced back to your family #to know that your mother was alive but did not care that u were in azkaban #and that everyone else knows it too now #to walk around in every corner of your childhood house and be able to see exactly how u grew up #no boundaries no limits #to have other people keep touching parts of your family with the audacity to throw them out #and move it around #to call your home names #i just. cannot imagine.#the level of helplessness he was operating with #is it really any wonder he was the way he was #hell. he was actually so much better than he should’ve been #lesser men would’ve been catatonic or going off on a rage fuelled warpath #it’s so embarrassing to have your parent even correct u in front of friends sometimes #and to hear all this abuse. shouted at you.#and not one person ever stands up for him #or shows him any empathy #i’m actually amazed that even after all these years i’m able to find new tragedies in sirius life #HAS THAT MAN NOT BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH #pen’s notes

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strawberrygardenkisses · 1 year ago

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Bonus if you list them in the tags!

#polls #concert #concerts #music #i have seen 9 so far and have 2 more to go!#going to see fitz and the tantrums and goo goo dolls tonight #I have seen quarters of change twice flipturn p!nk cupcakke big time rush declan mckenna goth babe and orville peck #I am also seeing men i trust in november #oh and i was supposed to see scene queen in may but my friend and i both forgot LOL

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melonsharks · 1 year ago

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i went. insane. LOOK. i know a lot of people realllyyyy wanted crowley to be the wedding dress designer LOOK I KNOW AND ITS OK u can make ur own au i promise but in MY WORLD. you need to understand me.

crowley owning a vineyard is personal to me. he is THE snake in the garden of eden, tempting is his JOB ok. he makes wines aziraphale indulges in, aziraphale designs dresses with crowley in mind. do you hear me. are you listening to me. i have everything from the second they meet mapped out OK i know what im talking about. listen to my delusions, boy.

#ive been losing my mind ive seen this movie so many times this week #how my friends arent sick of hearing me talk abt this is a miracle in and of itself #good omens #good omens 2 #aziracrow #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable divorce #warlock dowling #go adam young #ineffable husbands #parent trap au #good omens au #gabuart #I WAS ONLY PLANNING TO DRAW THIS ONCE AND NEVER TALK ABOUT IT AGAIN.#i have more where theyre young but ill post them tomorrow #i mean im posting them all on instagram tonight so u can see them there if u want

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bamsara · 8 months ago

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(Making for a post for my friend as she does not have an super active tumblr account, @siren-mortis)

My friend Mika is currently in a bit of a pickle with a several sudden life events having her struggle to pay off some bills. She's handling many on her own, but just found out her two cats have worms (possibly from another animal that visited the house) and one of the cats needs his updated shots.

The vet bill is around $200 total for her cat Tachi to recieve his updated shots, and for both cats to get dewormed. She does not want to put off their care until she is out of the immediate red zone for bills, because it's going to be a long while.

Here is her kofi goal. No obligation at all, but if anyone can spare anything to help, it would be greatly appreciated!

Kitties here in question, Tachi is the grey one and Sabine is the tabby 🐈 🐈

Edit: Mika has since reached her goal and far surpassed!!! Thank you all who donated!! She has posted an update on her kofi here with a cute pic of Tachi if you want to see :D

#Mika is the friend who is helping me with patreon stickers and is the extra pair of hands yall see in stream sometimes lmao #when i stream tonight i might make some sketches for the goal #mutual aid #boosting appreciated!

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kirby-the-gorb · 13 days ago

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#kirby #food #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #tonight was the annual movie night with my childhood friends :)#we do it over skype these days but it's always nice to see them all the same

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buglaur · 10 months ago

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been making sims because i miss cas

#ts4 #sims 4 #i was popping in and out of cas this week in my free time #been a tiring week 🫠#but i've got my favourite cider and 6 hours of minecraft with friends on the agenda for tonight so alls well #bring on the summer i'm sick of the 6am commutes #see ya next week simblr #actually! i have another minecraft post in the drafts #so that might come out this weekend 🥹

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mamawasatesttube · 12 days ago

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nobody even gets koncassie like they exist in my rich inner world. theyre gay/lesbian solidarity. when they dated they just didn't know that. it was never romantic. but they still felt like a kind of haven to each other - they were safe for each other. kon, with all the trauma of being groomed twice over, felt safe with cassie, his friend, his peer, his equal. cassie, under all the pressure of public scrutiny and constantly feeling like she failed to measure up to the wonder girl legacy, was safe with someone who saw her trying to force herself to present super feminine and conform and told her no, you don't need to do that. not for me. i've always thought you're beautiful. like. in a world where they were both in the public eye and crumbling under the pressure, they were each other's sanctuary. like, even if they didn't understand that they weren't actually into each other, the love was so real. do you guys even get it????

#rimi talks #got them on the mind tonight lads......... one day i have to write the kon & cassie ''oh god am i a lesbian'' fic in my head #the one where she chops off her hair and he fixes it for her at 2am. ouagh #like. tbh. post breakup koncassie should come back together once theyve done some Realizing and be kinda inseparable #theyre so comfortable with each other once they talk it out. they get it now. and its just so easy to be safe with each other all over agai #like i Firmly believe that of his friends cassie is the first one kon comes out to. and vice versa #cassie takes longer to be able to say the word lesbian but she gets there. eventually. and kon's a safe place for her :)#i just. ough. to me they are so no romo but FULL of love.#erie if u see this post. directly ur fault for our talks on discord btw im still thinking abt them.#kon #cassie

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smileyobrien · 1 year ago

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