#seblaine 1x1

[blaine-formerwarbler-anderson]

Look at this pretty faceeeee!

Hands off, people. He is MINE.

@sexysebastiansmythe

[gleekingdom]

Ya all I have literally had years to think up this plot. Because I've had but no one wants to rp it or they say they do but then they don't for whatever reason.

I'm not to into many superheros but sometimes I am little bit with the right plot.

So I was thinking for an au of glee. With the ship seblaine

But like some people are born with powers and some aren't. So Blaine like thought he'd never get powers but he was like a late bloomer. And he decides to be a hero called nightbird ( named after the superhero name he made up for himself in the superhero episode)

And Sebastian like he comes like from a family of villains I was thinking. But he's like against his family being supervillains. And he could be a hero if you want but I think it would be interesting if he was antihero.

So like where shipping comes into this. Is in there civilian lives they know eachother but maybe one character has a one sided crush. And then when there undercover like the exact opposite person has a crush on the other. But they don't know there the same people at first. And maybe over time they end up catching feelings for side of the person they weren't crushing on before. Which I think would make really interesting dynamics since they don't realize the civilian version and there masked version are same person ( kinda like a miraculous ladybug situation)

Except we'd make our own version and story.

If interested dm me here to get my code to discord. And please don't say your interested only to ghost me. Because that's happened a lot lately outta no where..

I understand everyone gets busy, me included. With my personal life, and my chats are dry right now but there was a time there were the exact opposite and it was overwhelming. But I wouldn't be looking for rps if I didn't think I could handle them right now. ^^

Also I'm most comfortable playing Blaine as I don't really know how to approach being Sebastian. Though I really like him as a character.

[xonceinadream]

Alright, y'all, I've been in a mood lately so I'd love to start some more RPs. I play primarily Blaine (I'm willing to do Sebastian but I write him very very soft so be prepared if you want that). I'd like to RP mainly Seblaine but I will also go for a Klaine with a fun plot.

I'd like to rp on discord. For Seblaine, I don't care about the plot or timeline I just like RPing them. For Klaine, I'd like to do some kind of AU or canon divergence but we can talk about it.

I am perpetually busy so I'm not a 5 message a day responder the way I'd like to be. Generally at least once a day if not a little bit more but there are definitely days that I can't be on. So please don't be frustrated. I'm looking for something long-term. Also I'm 31 so please be 23+. I could give a little leeway but it makes me feel better to have somebody closer to my age.

Send me an ask/message and I'll send you my discord or message me on discord if we're already friends on there. I'm also interested in trying again if we've RPed before because I know several have been abandoned by either me or my RP partner as happens. ♥

[sassbassmythe]

(continues from here:)

Sebastian looked down, turning his attention to the small gap which now was between them the moment Elliott moved closer to him, their legs almost brushing, and the almost phantom touch moment sensation that overcame him felt like electric sparks up his spine. After all these years, the mere brush of their bodies still had that effect on him. But he needed to keep a cool head if he wanted to come out of that encounter as unscathed as possible.

So he looked up at him and smiled broadly, which soon turned into a warm, honest fit of laughter, and he pressed his hand on his forehead and shook his head. “Oh my god... This is just like us. Going back and forth at the same discussion.” His smiling face changed into a softer, warmer one, his green eyes still looking directly into hazel ones. “Your fault- My fault... Does that really make any difference right now? It happened, Elliott. Things happen. And maybe-” He reached out and gently held his chin between his fingertips. “- it happened because some things simply run their course at the time. It wasn’t our time, Elliott. Plain and simple. Not then.” He could feel his heart ramming inside his ribcage over the closeness between them at that moment, but he was determined to make his point across.

@sexonastick-blaineanderson​

[snixxtanas]

Hey hey hey! I’m Scott, He/Him, 21+, and I’m dying to get some 1x1 plots going on Discord. I’ve been roleplaying in this fandom for the past 14 years and I never found the exit door! I mostly like RPs that consist of para writing and casual text based mixes. For now, my only stipulation is that you’re also 21+, we can talk about other stuff later! Some of my favourite ships to play are:

• BLAM (OTP)

• PUCKURT

• KUM

• PINN

• SPUCK

• SEBLAINE

• HUNTBASTIAN

I’m dying to get some good roleplays going and have a ton of ideas for plots! If you’re interested in writing together, tap the like button and I’ll reach out to you!

[daltonblaineanderson]

I've gotten rather fed up with Tumblr (again), so Bee's been generous enough to agree to move this 1x1 Seblaine RP to Discord. Here's the invite. We have a channel for commentary and channels for Asks so you can chat and participate at will. Or come and just read, we totally respect that, too!

So, message me at Discord #7087 to continue to read about Sebastian and Blaine in our season 4 rewrite set at Dalton.

Our blogs will stay here as an archive. Thanks!

Karen

[seblaineaddict]

Hey Seblainers! Hellooooo, everyone else... 😉

Posting this makes me so excited. This graphic was created exclusively for my friend who I love very much, and her Seblaine partner, to accompany the Wedding day para of their absolutely phenomenal Seblaine 1x1 RP (@blaine-formerwarbler-anderson and @sexysebastiansmythe)

If you've never followed it, now's your chance! It started way back in 2011, so if you want to start their story from the very beginning, then here are the links to the start of both blog archives:

Their journey is ongoing, canon-divergent and full of drama, incredible and jaw-dropping intrigue, patented Sebastian snark, and oblivious!Blaine. Fair warning though, that it features a lot of fantastic and organically-written (and very explicit) Seblaine smut, as well as plenty of truly wonderful romance between our beautiful boys!

If you want to just read their awesome Wedding Day para, which can be read as a standalone, and as if it was an amazing Seblaine One-Shot; then here is a direct link:

Here is a link to their "Instagram" Wedding Day Post (our boys are YouTubers in this RP) featuring my graphic:

These two ladies are crazily talented writers, with a natural aptitude for using vivid imagery, and they both deserve to have sooo many more followers. They can literally stir your emotions with just a few well thought-out words and phrases, and take you on an emotional Rollercoaster.

RPs definiteiy aren't for everyone; sometimes people don't enjoy the format, or the way stories can jump around with no apparent rhyme or reason, but this Seblaine 1x1 RP is not one of those at all, and is solid right from the very beginning. It's honestly like reading one of the very best Seblaine fics; albeit a very, very long ongoing Seblaine fic, that you may well find absolutely addictive. 😊

Enjoy! 💜

[sassysugdenrps]

“I’ve never been on a blind date before…”

Hey there everyone! I am a Sebastian Smythe Roleplayer who is currently looking for a Blaine Anderson Roleplayer who would be interested in a Tumblr 1x1 for a Seblaine Au where they are set up on a blind date with one another by their friends. It’s something neither of them have done before, so who knows what could happen?

Application || About Me

[bumblebeeanderson]

Everything Old Is New Again || Seblaine

Sebastian drummed his fingertips over the steering wheel of his dark green Aston Martin, black leather gloves dressing his hands, while he sat there, the engine of the car already off, and parked at the lot that was used for that same purpose, inside the grounds of the Dalton Academy. It must have been a good ten minutes of him sitting there, his piercing green eyes hidden behind a pair of dark sunglasses, until he finally got out of the car, put the alarm on and put the keys inside the pockets of his dark gray coat. Equally colored pants, along with a white shirt completed his look, as he walked towards the main building’s main entrance, his hands working to take his gloves off, and then also his sunglasses, as he looked around and sighed, especially when he walked through the door.

The exact same thing he had been avoiding for so long was already coming back with a vengeance, and that was the flood of memories that place held for him. But he figured that, just like you did with a band aid, the quicker you were done with it, the less it would hurt. He was there for the Warblers ten year reunion, that was, ten years after they had graduated, so he might as well make the most of it.

For Blaine, being at Dalton had become about coming home to find himself. His first time walking these halls had been so intimidating, he’d been so hurt, but he’d been healed here and he’d risen to his full potential. At Dalton, he was Blaine Warbler, the lead rockstar in a group of rockstars. Everyone adored him and he felt comfortable and welcome. He’d moved on from there when he felt he needed to and he had convinced himself that he was ready, but the world outside of Dalton was not as kind to him as his home. He felt it was to be expected though, so he pushed through all of the little things that made him sad and he’d even found happiness. Dalton was his home and a place that held many people and things that he thought about late at night, but he felt like he had matured; like he was strong enough not to need his security blanket. But that confidence had been taken from him when he’d found himself lost again, without an anchor. So he came home.

Teaching came easy for Blaine, passing on the things he had learned from his peers throughout the years felt incredibly satisfying and watching a new generation blossom under his tutelage was enough to draw him out of his funk. Dalton was his home. When he’d heard Sebastian would be coming back to campus, the rest of the details of the situation surrounding it went right out the window and all Blaine could think about was the fellow Warbler. He was as nervous as could be up until the very second that he saw that lanky frame walk into view and in an instant it evaporated, leaving him smiling like he’d just seen the sun for the first time. “Sebastian– I know that hair,” he teased, calling back to a conversation they had had years ago because the verbiage was just so Sebastian. “You’re here.”

His footsteps echoed in the hallway, his boots stepping hard and then harder with each step he took. He could still remember the first time he walked through those hallways, the infinite amount of annoyance that had meant for him to start at a new school, after being expelled from that boarding school in Paris. And even if Dalton was as close as you can get to be at a boarding school, it hadn’t gone a full day before he realized it was by far two completely different things. Instead of being surrounded by ass kissers who were only interested in his name, and money, and everything he could get away with  because of that, at Dalton he found true, honest peers. At Dalton he found friends, starting with Jeff, that boy with the blonde mop of hair, who didn’t stop talking, and ultimately showed him to his room. At the moment, it was a welcome change.

Then he met Blaine. Blaine freaking Anderson. The boy who Sebastian at first wanted to make scream while he pinned him against a wall, yes, but as time went by, the boy he found himself thinking more often than not. Thinking of things he didn’t think with all the others he happened to have sex. None of them matters. And even if the temptation was grand, Sebastian knew that Blaine deserved more than just a quickie, and the fact was, the taller wasn’t sure he could offer him more than that. Then Blaine left, and that was it. Sebastian knew he had to move on, and he was an expert at that.

A lot of water had gone under both their bridges since then, and with Sebastian moving back to Paris after graduation, and then to New York, that didn’t leave enough time for them to catch up. Until now. What better moment to do that than a school reunion, at the same place where they had met a long time ago.

Sebastian snapped himself out of it when he heard his name being called, by that voice he once loved to hear, and one he had forced himself to forget, unsuccessfully, obviously. “Blaine Anderson. Looking good there, Killer” he said with a bright smile, also remembering their nicknames from back then. “Yes, I am. On the flesh. Would you like to poke my stomach to see if I’m real?” he said with a soft chuckle, then he took a step forward and pulled him for a warm hug. “It’s been a while” he said softly, while they were still holding one another.

@seblaine-rps

[composerblaine]

Paris Holds the Key to Your Heart | Seblaine

,It had been a whirlwind ever since the break in. Between taking care of Sebastian and being with him as he healed, going to his classes and serving coffee he had barely had time for himself. Any time he had was mostly spent trying to work out the kinks of a sing he had been writing. He had the melody down, but the lyrics always escaped him. Sebastian had helped him with most of them so he had a rough draft, but it wasn’t perfect yet. Maybe after the holidays, he would have something to present to his class. He was looking forward to have more free time to really spend writing and to spend a lot more time with Sebastian. Their schedules had them so busy and he hated it. Ever since his boyfriend had healed enough, he had been back to his school schedule. Blaine was making sure he was taking his dancing slowly to be sure to not injure himself even further. Having winter vacation off was going to be good for both of them. 

Placing the last few items in his suitcase, Blaine zipped it up and out on his jacket, feeling in the pocket of it for the small ring box he had out there. Ever since the break in and what felt like Blaine almost loosing Sebastian, he didn’t want to know what life would be like without him by his side everyday. Blaine had no idea when he was going to ask him or how, he was waiting for the right moment. He would know for sure then. He had thought about proposing at New Years, but he didn’t have a solid plan yet. He was hoping an idea would just come to him. New Years would be romantic and perfect no matter where they were. And even if that wasn’t right, then he would figure something out. Until then, Blaine was sticking by his side. Especially in Paris. Blaine only knew a little bit of French, so he was going to be relying on Sebastian heavily while they were in the other country. The two of them were going to visit Sebastian’s family and Blaine was so nervous. He had talked to his father on the phone a few times now, but that was so different than meeting him in person. Blaine realized that his issues probably had to deal a lot with his own issues with his father, but he didn’t voice that out loud. 

Blaine triple checked their tickets and passports before making their way with their bags downstairs and catching a taxi to the airport. Blaine breathed out a sigh of relief once they got through security and found their gate. You never knew how long the lines were going to be and he wanted to make sure that they were still on time. There was no way they were going to miss this flight. They found a spot at the gate and say down, waiting for the gate agent to begin boarding. “Almost there,” he said, smiling at his boyfriend. He knew how excited he was to be going home to see his family.

[blaine-in-photos]

When You’re 13 | Seblaine

Sebastian rolled his eyes at his best friend. “Really, Blaine, do you have to take pictures of everything?” the small smile fighting onto his face proved he was only kidding. Blaine was always with his camera, always singing, always…happy. He seemed perfectly content to be who he was. Sebastian, however, was not. Blaine was his only friend, well the only one that really mattered anyway. Sebastian wasn’t anything special, he didn’t believe so anyway, but he knew he could be. If he could just find his way into the popular circle, Sebastian knew he could rule this school, as the leader of the Warblers. The schools most popular group, the Warblers, had everything. Everyone loved them, everyone wanted to be them. They were literally untouchable. But Sebastian was, in lack of a better word, a loser. He looked down at his pictures and gave a huff, he looked ridiculous. “Look at these, B, I look like shit.” he pushed them toward his best friend, just as the Warblers approached. Sebastian’s eyes widened as they stopped in front of Blaine and him. “H-hey, David.” he said, stepping forward and pushing his school pictures into Blaine’s chest.

Blaine smiled at his friend as he snapped another picture of him. He loved taking pictures of everything around him and especially of his best friend. Blaine and Sebastian had been best friends for years and over that time he had developed a crush on him. Blaine was afraid to tell him, not wanting to ruin their friendship. He was afraid of even coming out to Seb and especially to his parents. What if they kicked him out? And what if Sebastian just thought he was weird and didn’t want to be friends anymore? He couldn’t bear that if it happened. So for now Blaine would take pictures from afar and hide his feelings. “No you don’t. You look great,” Blaine said taking the pictures ad turning to his favorite one - a picture of him and Sebastian taken by another friend of his. He held the picture, about to show Sebastian when they were shoved into his chest as David and the other Warblers walked up They were the leaders and the most popular kids in school and Blaine hated that Sebastian wanted to be a part of them. His friend wasn’t like them at all why would he ever want to be them? Blaine sighed as he took the rest of his pictures and began to put them in his bag, not wanting the Warblers to take them and damage them like they had done with so may others. He nodded at David and his friends, hoping they would pass them by and ignore them like they usually did. Blaine didn’t mind being on the bottom of the social chain as long as Sebastian was there with him.

[gleekingdom]

A Blam or seblaine Rp or just a MxM ship with Blaine or sam. 1x1 on discord with fluff. Details can be discussed on discord be atleast 18+ I'm in my 20s

[sassbassmythe]

PARA 001

Elliott didn't have a lot of downtime lately, he was supposed to be training but honestly he needed the rest. He needed to read. And the latest series he's been reading had a new book come out, so he was dying to read it but no place would do. So he headed to Central Park where the large expanse of grass called for him, but a special spot.

Once he made it under a tree and got comfortable, Elliott grabbed out his glasses and deep dived into the world of Greek gods in the modern world.

It had been more than a month since Sebastian had moved to New York, and between classes and being an intern, or more like a slave, at a Law firm, his life was hectic enough to allow himself a breather. That day though, with the excuse of doing some errands, he decided to take some time to himself, and what better  place to do that that Central Park.

After buying a nice cup of coffee from one of the vendors there, he made his way between the big trees, his feet almost floating over the fresh spring grass, while the warm rays of the sun fell on his face after sneaking through the leaves. Only for a second he managed to look back down on his own step, and that's when he saw him.

Elliott.

He stood frozen for a good second or two, deciding what he should do next. It had been almost five years since they had last seen each other, so maybe he wouldn't remember him? He scoffed at himself. Who wouldn't remember Sebastian Smythe? Taking a deep breath, he kept on walking until he stood within a proper, non-invasive distance. "Elliott Anderson. As I live and breathe" he said, with a warm smile on his face.

@sexonastick-blaineanderson

Elliott was pretty concentrated on his book, this was the long awaited third book after all and he was ready to dive in. Though his mind did wander back to training as his coach kept reminding him of his impending try outs for the national team, one step closer to being on the Olympic team but he digressed. All this practice just made him want to own a bookstore, be done with swimming and only swim for fitness and fun.

But he shook that thought away when he heard a very familiar voice he hadn't heard in a while, looking up from the edges of his glasses, he felt like he stopped breathing when he saw Sebastian.

His Sebastian

He needed to say something but all he could do was try to close his book, which he didn't pay attention to because he fumbled a little before dropping it "S-Sebastian, oh my gosh. Hi" he got out as he grabbed the book and got up from where he sat before speaking again "You look good.."

Sebastian couldn't help but chuckle softly at how caught off guard Elliott looked, which wasn't that much surprising to be fair,  and he took the chance to get one step closer while the other stood up, or managed to do so. "Not so much like yourself. Like good wine, you got better with age. Adulthood suits you. So, how about this, huh? We both are in New York after all. Small world."

He tried to make out of the book he had in his hand by tilting his head. "Is that required reading? You're in college, yes?" He chuckled and shook his head. "Sorry. Too many questions" he said, then looked around, catching on yet another detail. "You're here all by yourself? You're not with... whats-his-name, anymore?"

Once he stood up, he did notice the other moved closer but he didn't mind, it would be weird for them to be stood far away from one another otherwise. Shaking his head like the bashful schoolboy, he smirked "Oh stop it, you're the epitome of fine wine, and you know it" he nodded with a bite to his lip "Honestly didn't think new York was your thing, but to be fair...that was 5 years ago" he said quietly by the end.

Tilting his head before blushing "Oh gosh no, to both actually..this is just a new book of mine I've been dying to read...and no, no college" ge shrugged "I got straight into swim training...trying out for the national team to hopefully get onto the olympic" though he didn't say that with much enthusiasm before noticed sebastian and his outfit, smirking "What about you, dressed all smart. College? Job?" He said.

"Uh yeah I'm by myself" he admitted sheepishly before tucking the book under his arm "We broke up a while ago"

Sebastian laughed earnestly at that. "I don't think my hotness was ever under discussion here, but I will take the compliment, thank you" he said, his face literally shining now that he was seeing Elliott again. In all fairness, and even while still looking like a cute school boy, the man looked much more mature, and if possibly even more gorgeous than he once did.  "Um... yeah- heh... A lot happens in five years" he simply said, looking down at a leaf at his feet and kicking it slightly.

"Oh, so you kept on doing that? Swimming? I'm surprised I haven't seen you on the U.S. Olympic Team already. I always half expect to see your name on the probable list of people for it." He looked down at himself and chuckled. "Ah, yes. Both, actually. I'm at the Columbus University, Law School. I know, shocking, huh? And I also work for the Tettler and Brown law firm, doing my internship already."

He raised a brow and shrugged. "Oh. Sorry about that" he said, although deep in his heart he was glad about it, since he had always felt that relationship had been nothing but toxic for Elliott.

"I never said you were hot, just a fine wine" he joked before he really looked at the other, he had definitely grown and for the better. He was handsome before but even more so now, he had this swagger about him that Elliott hadn't seen before. Noticing the awkwardness of that comment, he left it be, no need to focus on the past.

"Yeah still competing in swimming...I would have been on the Olympic team for the 2026 Olympics but that's when a lot of shit happened and I missed out" he said without meeting Sebastian's eyes as he felt ashamed for not making it then, now he had to wait in hopes he would even have a chance. But hearing sebastians life really made him smile, "Wow look at you, you're really doing it all huh? That's amazing sebastian, I'm happy for you"

Shrugging "It is what it is..." he scuffed his shoe on the grass "Guess I'm meant to be on my own" Elliott mumbled before looking to meet Sebastian's eyes "Did you want to sit or walk? Unless I'm keeping you from work or study?"

Sebastian chuckled and shook his head. "No way you back paddle from that one now, Elliott. Too late" he said with a playful tone, thankful that the other didn't carry on with his comment about 5 five years being a lot of time. Because it was, and so many things had gone so differently than what they had once thought they would, so there was no need to bring all that up now. For now.

"Oh... I'm sorry hear that. I hope everything that happened is okay by now?" he asked with genuine concern in his voice. To know that he had been going through things that hadn't allowed him to train and compete the way Sebastian remembered he had always loved made him extra bad for not being present in his life to support him in a way. "Yes, well... To the shock of absolutely no one, I became my father, so hooray for me" he said with a chuckle, although there was a big chunk of sarcasm in his tone.

Not really wanting to pull Elliott's ex in the conversation, he simply shrugged. "Who knows? Maybe your great love is out there somewhere, and you just haven't met him, or her yet." In response to the other's question, he stepped up and sat on the grass. "I rather to spend my free time with you, catching up" he said, patting the spot next to him.

Elliott rolled his eyes playfully as he looked to the other, he hadn't changed either since the last time they saw each other. It did bring up memories for Elliott, having the other stand before him at this moment, but he shook it off.

"I've got tryouts for the national team...in hopes to make the Olympic team but..." he let out a long breath "It's not the same anymore for me" he admitted. Elliott loved swimming, every bit of it but it was different for him now, he had other passions. Elliott tilted his head a little "No, you may think you are but you're not. I can tell" he admitted.

Noticing the her comment, he chuckled "I haven't been with a woman since...y'know" he lead off before he sat down as well "I didn't want to keep you from anything important"

It was difficult, more like impossible for him to stand in front of Elliott freaking Anderson and not being playful and flirty, like all those years ago. But from the look in the other's face, it was obvious it wasn't something he was into any more, so let that part go.

"I'm sorry, but I don't understand. To be the best in swimming was all you talked about back at school. It's... weird hearing you talk like that." He shrugged. "So, what would you like to do,  if it's not swimming?"

He chuckled, while Elliott sat beside him. "Always thinking the best of me, huh? Maybe not now, but one day I'll most likely be like him... But enough of that- Did you end up getting into NYU?"

Did Elliott have feelings for Sebastian? Of course he did, they were everything to each other 5 years ago but it didn't work out the way they wanted. And after everything, Elliott was scared to get hurt, not just by sebastian but by anyone.

"I love swimming but I'm honestly getting tired of competing, after missing that opportunity...it took a part of me I think that I can't find" he shrugged "Own a bookstore maybe?" Looking to Sebastian and seeing that look, he felt like he let him down.

"I disagree, you may be his son but you have your own views, opinions..nope you'll be different, you always have been" he smiled before nodding "Yes I did, I completed my degree for publishing actually..."

Sebastian took a sip of his coffee, remembering all the sudden the cup was still in his hand. "Well.. You know what they say. Sometimes, it simply isn't the right time..." he said, with a soft sigh lingering in his words. They both knew about time not being right for some things, no matter how bad it was wanted.

He looked at him curiously and smiled. "A bookstore, huh? Hm, that sounds like a fine idea. Of course, in this e-book age and era, it needs to be a very good concept for it to attract people to actually buy the books; but it sure sounds like a good challenge for you."

It wasn't the first time they had that same debate, and he found it funny that even after all those years, they were able to go full circle and right back to the same topic. It was because of that, that Sebastian knew that no amount of argument would make Elliott to change his mind about that, so he simply shifted the topic. "Ah. Now the bookstore makes much more sense."

"Well I want to embrace the e-book era as well, I wanted to get an app for the store so people can rent a book for $5 or something, it's a once off so once you read that last page it's not available anymore. But if you choose to purchase the book, then you get that $5 off, the total price...I don't know it's a brainstorm" he shrugged as he had a feeling he was reaching a bit far but he wanted to give it a go.

They always seemed to have this about them, talking about those similar topics but also having a fresh perspective too. He smirked a little about the bookstore comment "It all comes full circle" he joked before running his hand through his hair "So tell me about you, what you've been doing"

Sebastian couldn't help but smiling brightly while he listened to Elliott going on about his initial idea for this e-book business idea. One of the many things he loved about him back when they were together, it was how his whole face lit up when he came up with an idea, or a plan for them to have fun, or maybe even simply to study. It was like he could actually see the cogs turning inside his head.

"Now, that's actually a very good approach of things. And, where to start, if not brainstorming, hm? I seem to remember that was when you would get your best ideas, back in the day." He leaned back on his seat and took one final sip of his coffee before he put the empty cup down. "It does indeed. You would need a good publisher lawyer to see all the copywriting things to be done right."

He looked at him and smiled when he asked him that. "Well, as I've already said, I'm a lawyer, already doing my masters degree. And also, I have a small, private practice, other than working at Tettler & Brown, which takes care mostly of pro-bono cases within the LGBTQI+ community... That's been really something else. Quite the eye opener."

No matter how much time has passed, they seemed to have settled back into old habits. Like Brainstorming and talking about ideas, it truly made Elliott feel like he was back in school again...when he was happy. Taking a deep breath as he had to reset his brain in that moment, he couldn't think like that, sebastian wasn't interested and he probably wasn't the right guy anyways for him.

Chuckling gently, he nodded "It hasn't changed,  honestly I'm still the same guy, just older and not that much wiser" he joker before he twirled his fingers as he noticed the other putting his cup down "Yeah I'd imagine it'll be a hard thing to get permission for...but that's the big goal, First is to have the bookstore, get the books and get the hard work in first" he explained "Good thing I know a lawyer" Elliott nudged his arm gently.

Eyes going wide a little, he was impressed, the other was doing it all. Like he said he would. "Wow...how do you even have time to sit with me right now? You must be busy Ba- Sebastian, that's amazing though what you're doing for our community.."

Sebastian shifted on his seat once he put the cup down, crossing his legs and faced Elliott properly to give him his full attention; that, and also, he wasn't going to miss the chance to look properly at him, after all that time since the last time they've seen each other. "Oh shush. You were always wiser, or at least, the wiser one" he said with a soft chuckle, referring mainly to those days where he had been the brain of their relationship, whereas Sebastian had always been the more hot headed one.

"Well, I don't know much about copywrite laws, but I can surely give you some directions towards a good one" he said, actually glad he could be of any help to Elliott at all. "Oh! Because I have a clone of me running around the city, that's how" he said, then laughed and shook his head. "You know me. I'm just a perfect planner of things. Did you really think I would go through the day without my dose of caffeine? And look what it brought me today- To get to see you again." He smiled at him, then looked the other away. "I think that's what's made it all much better."

Tilting his head curiously at the other before smiling gently, they were always like ying and yang all those years ago. Opposites but they worked so well together, they helped each other in areas they lacked. But it wasn't enough it seemed. "I don't see myself as wise, but thank you...you're too kind" he replied gently.

"That's okay, I was only joking with you anyways" he elbowed him gently before laughing "I wasn't talking about him anyways, I'm surprised he's even in the City, thought he would be in Europe" he commented. Blushing a little, he tried to hide it but knew that the other would notice the sudden change of his skin. He knew how to get Elliott to react afterall "Are you saying it was fate we saw each other today Mr Smythe?" he all but whispered, toying with the pages of his book, needing to feel something other than his own hands "I never thought I would see you again"

Sebastian smiled. "Thank you for that too. And yes, I am. But I'm also right" he said, giving him a pointed look, as if he was challenging him to debate his logic, which was something they did often to one another back in the day. And as easy as it was, or felt to simply went back to those moments, or how they would have acted on them, it took him half a second to force himself to remember those days were gone. So, he nodded and looked away quickly, going back to be attentive and serious.

He shrugged. "In the end, I liked it here better. It was a chance for me to do what I actually like, and if I had returned to Paris, I would have certainly ended up doing something my father would had wanted me to. So, I said 'fuck it', and took my chances here." When Elliott said that he looked at him again, then smiled. "As a matter of fact, I do." He grabbed the empty cup again. "Someone told me just yesterday that the guy at this specific coffee cart did delicious coffee, so I figured today it would be a good day to try it out. And it's because of that, I took this specific route on the Park. Do you realize how difficult is just to randomly run into someone, at a place this big? I never come this way, and today I did. Is that good enough of a reason to you?"

He swallowed hard and nodded. "To be honest, me neither. And that, apparently, leaves us with the awkwardness of tiptoeing around a conversation that's maybe preventing us from asking the real important questions."

"You always want to be right, even now" he shook his head, meeting his eyes with a look of you're still going to play this game? before he smiled gently. They always seemed to be in a constant banter of who will win. Not a bad thing but it was so easy for them to slip into. Elliott did wish they still could do it more often, but he had to remind himself that they weren't for each other anymore.

Listening to Sebastian, he was saddened about the fact that their father still tried to have his hooks deep into the two boys but knew he wouldn't quit until the day he died really. "I'm glad you took that chance, not allowing him to control you anymore y'know?" he commented "Your father hated me I think because I enabled you to be more independent than before...and I didn't fit his criteria I guess" Elliott always got the cold shoulder from Sebastian's father, but Elliott just brushed off the chill. Raising his brow curiously, he grinned "It is yes, think someone was guiding you today, without your full knowledge"

Biting his lip, he let out a long breath "I've never seen you tiptoe around a conversation Sebastian, no matter how awkward it is" he mumbled before looking at his hands, toying with the finger that once held a ring he wore for Sebastian "I fucked everything up is what you mean"

He shrugged. "No one ever met his criteria, not even me, or my brother. I can only think that if he cloned himself, then he would be satisfied, although come to think of it, maybe he wouldn't be happy, even then. Bu thank you- It has felt nice so far, not to have heard from him about how much of a disappointment I was anymore. Being here meant being free, and I wasn't about to let that pass." Another shrug. "Call it what you want, but I don't believe in coincidences. What's meant to be, is. And what's not, isn't. As simple as that."

He looked ahead and sighed. "Maybe I just prefer to be quiet, or I'd be rather hurtful otherwise" he said, then looked at him again. "It's exactly what I mean, and it's exactly what you did" he said, then looked away again. "But you had your reasons. I always had the feeling I wasn't worth the risk anyway. You wanted a quiet, boring life with Kurt. And you got it, however short it was."

"Honestly I think if he did have a clone, he would find the faults that we all see and he would still say he himself is perfect" he agreed before smiling "I am proud you made that step Sebastian, I know it mustn't have been easy for you but doing so probably showed him that he doesn't control you like he thought he could when we were in school" he explained. Biting his lip, he simply nodded.

Wincing just a little at that comment, he wasn't sure if he could hear what might come but he knew he deserved it also "I was stupid and naive to think that going back to Kurt would be a forever thing...I should have seen the signs but I made a huge mistake that day" he admitted "I told Kurt that when we actually broke up, he threw a vase at my head" he smiled but it wasn't out of humour, more ridiculousness "I'm sorry for how I treated you"

Sebastian frowned a little. "The signs? What signs? I mean, other than me making a complete fool of myself and saying I had feelings for you- Was that what scared you so much, that you chose at that moment you wanted to spend the rest of your life being bored to death?" He rolled his eyes. "Not surprising. He was always a fucking drama queen" he said, wincing his nose, then shrugged. "I suppose it all worked out for the best in the end, right?"

Elliott shook his head "No no" he rushed out "Not with you, I should have seen the signs with Kurt..." he replied quickly "He would never want to meet my parents, never saw me during practice or meets...just a lot of things but just those little things" he mumbled before biting his lip, to stop from laughing "You said it not me". Nodding gently "I guess, but now I'm a failure, and here's you succeeding in life and your career is only just beginning"

Sebastian huffed under his breath, somehow not feeling better with what Elliott explained either, because in the end, even with all of those 'little things' he was speaking of, he still chose Kurt, and decided what they had wasn't worth the risk. "You're not a failure, Elliott... You're just- not where you're suppose to be, doing what you're suppose to love anymore, and that takes a toll. Once you figure that out, good things will come for you." He looked at him and sighed. "I know- I mean, I understand I'm also somewhat to blame for what happened. Maybe, I don't know... if I had gotten serious about my intentions, and not leading you into thinking we were just a fling, things would had been different- I don't know..."

Elliott sighed a little before shrugging "I guess so..." he said before he looked to sebastian with a curious look "I don't blame you Sebastian for anything that happened, I was young and foolish...I made a mistake that day..I chose wrong and it's my biggest regret"

Sebastian leaned back on the bench and shrugged. "You don't have to. I blame myself. Always have. I realized that I could've done it better-" He looked at him. "I could've fought for you, and perhaps- who knows, you would've... chosen me. Who knows where we could be now, if that had happened, right?" He sighed. "That's my biggest regret, Elliott. Not having fought harder, to keep you, and to make you understand that we would've been good together."

Shaking his head before he shuffled closer to Sebastian, putting his stuff to his side "Sebastian don't do that, don't think what if about me as it's my fault...I never blamed you for not coming after me, I fucked it all up myself by not even talking to you about it all...we could have...we could be together, but I screwed it all up for us"

TBC.

[patient-blaine-blog]

Beginning | Seblaine

Blaine’s head swam as he was wheeled through the hospital in a wheelchair. Even though he was battered and bruised, he could still walk thankfully, but he was glad the nurse insisted on this. He would never have been able to walk this far in the state he was in. 

It had been a little over a week since he had been attacked at a Sadie Hawkins dance at his school. Only two days had passed since he had woken up from the coma he had been in since the attack. He felt like it had happened only yesterday. The yelling, screaming and of course the pain was still fresh to him, he still had flashes of that night everytime that he closed his eyes. And with the pain of his bruised and fractured body, broken arm, broken ribs, and how his head felt so heavy, he couldn’t begin to forget or try to move on from that night. 

Blaine wasn’t ready to be in a psychiatric ward even if he did need help. With a traumatic brain injury by the one he had he couldn’t be released to go home yet even if it was all that he wanted. He just wanted to go home and curl up in his bed and cry and just disappear. He couldn’t stand being poked and prodded at and being looked with pity Blaine already felt completely worthless. He just wanted to be left alone. 

He gently massaged his temple and sighed quietly as he was wheeled into the ward. He felt a headache coming on and hoped that it wouldn’t get worse. Blaine vaguely heard what the nurse and his mother were talking about, but it was hard to focus on their voices when he was in a new place. The room seemed warmer than the rest of the hospital, less sterile and threatening, more friendly and yet Blaine was still unsure. This whole experience was making him hate hospitals. The boy looked around the room a bit unsure as he held his broken arm towards his body protectively. There were other patients in the room, but Blaine’s eyes fell on a boy that looked to be around his age. What was he doing here? On second thought, Blaine wasn’t sure he wanted to know. He nodded at the nurse as she showed him around and at his mother as she tried to get him settled in the new room. It was definitely going to be an adjustment that was for sure.

[daltonblaineanderson]

[stilinskirps]

Someone please write Blaine Anderson against my Sebastian Smythe for a college verse based off Heartstopper 🥺