#sebastian stan fanfic library

[sarahowritesostucky]

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📖"Merry & Bright" - Rated E - 🟣 (Commander's Omega)

📖 "Alpha, Beta (& Omega)" - Rated E - 🟣 (arranged marriage)

📖"Alpha & Beta" - Rated E - 🟣

📖 "Blood Moon Rising" - Rated E - 🟣🟠🟡🔵(werewolf)

📖 "High Needs" Series - Rated E - 🌺 (Dom/sub au)

📖 "The Carter Academy for Omega Excellence" - Rated E - ⚫🟣🟠🟡🟢

📖 "1918 Dairy" Series - Rated E - ⚫🟣🟠 (hucow)

📖 "Hydra Sanatorium" - Rated E - 🟣🟡🟢

📖"The Margrave's Consort" - Rated T - 🟣(vampire) Prologue, Part 1

📖"Stupid Cupid" Series - Rated T - 🌺 (wing fic) Part 1, Part 2

📖"Modifications and Improvement of functions" - Rated E - ⚫🟢 (bdsm)

📖"The Taste of You" - Rated E - ⚫🟡🔵(Fresh AU)

📖 "Breeding the Winter Soldier" - Rated E -⚫🟣🟡 (Hydra-wins AU)

📖"The Captain and the Rake" - Rated E - ⚫(Regency-mermaid AU)

📖"Medically Necessitated" - Rated E - ⚫🟣⭕🟠🔵

📖"The Commander's Omega" - Rated E - ⚫🟣🟠🟡🔵

📖"Bucky Barnes and His 1001 Fetishes" - Rated E - 🌺 (bdsm)

📖 "Worth the Wait" - Rated E - 🌺(soulmate au)

📖 "Make it Stick" - Rated E -⚫🟡🔵🟢 (mafia au, Stucky/OFC) Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

📖"Temporary Custody" - Rated E - 🟡🟢 (Dom/sub au, Stucky/ofc)

📖"Jilted" - Rated E - 🌺 (boyfriend's dad) Part 1 Part 2

📖"Runnin' Roughshod" - Rated E - ⚫🟡(Western period romance)

📖 "Sugar Baby: Camping with the Daddies" ch 4 - Rated E - 🌺

📖"Beta & Omega" - Rated E - 🟣 (Edwardian era)

📘The Five Daddies Imagines - Rated E -🌺

📖"Grind It" - Rated E - 🌺

📖"Happy Little Family" - Rated E - ⚫🟣🟠🟡

📖 "Coming to Collect" - Rated M - 🟡 (mafia au)

📖 "I Love the Way You Look Away" - Rated E - 🌺(Seb/"you")

📖"I Prefer Girls Who're Not Afraid to Cry" - Rated M -🌺

📖 "Body Heat" - Rated E - ⚫🟠🟡 (Snowpiercer) Part 1, Part 2

📖 "Sugar Baby: Camping with the Daddies" - ch 2 - Rated M - 🌺

📘The Five Daddies Imagines - Rated E - 🌺

📖 "Late Bloomer" - Rated E - ⚫⭕🟠

📖"Kinktober Day 2: brat taming/threesome" - ⚫🟡

📖 "Sugar Baby: Camping with the Daddies" - ch 1 - Rated E -🌺

📘The Five Daddies Imagines - Rated E -🌺

📖 "Sugar Baby: Camping with the Daddies" ch 3 - Rated E - 🌺

📘The Five Daddies Imagines - Rated E -🌺

📖 "First Taste" - Rated E - 🟡

📖"Amuse Bouche" - Rated T - ⚫

📘The Five Daddies Imagines - Rated E -🌺

📖"Sugar Baby: Camping with the Daddies" - ch 5 - Rated E - ⚫

📖"Sugar Baby: First Encounters" - Rated M - 🌺

📖"Who'd you Have to Blow to Get That Part?" - Rated T - 🌺

📖"Kinktober Day 2: brat taming/threesome" - Rated M - ⚫🟡

📖SugarBaby Series Imagines (Andy, Ari, Bucky, Lloyd, & Steve Kemp)

📖Fanart Appreciation Drabbles

📖GIF Inspired drabbles / shortfics

📖Until The Snow Melts (excerpts, characters, meta)

🎨Moodboards and Moodboard images

🎨Viking!Steve and Bucky moodboard imagines

🎨Lee Bodecker x black!f!reader & Bucky x black!f!reader imagine

🎨TBD x black!reader domestic/housewife kink moodboard

📖"Runnin' Roughshod" An 1860 Frontiersman AU fic, outlined

I give blanket permission to anyone who wants to podfic, translate, draw, or write fanfiction inspired by my writing. Please just link back to the work itself and let me know about it so I can check it out!

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[fsbc-librarian]

I mean, i’m not wrong 🤷‍♀️

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PS. How do I embed the video so you don’t have to leave to watch it?

Too late. TikTok breaks it’s links after like 2 months 😭

[sam-loves-seb]

weely tag wednesday

thanks for the tags @energievie @metalheadmickey @deedala !

which character from any media would you like to have as a father? jed bartlet (the west wing)

if money, laws, time, and effort were no object, what animal would you want to have? probably just a cat tbh i'm not a big animal person (i think they're neat, i just don't really have the desire to own any of them)

what is your Chinese takeout order? pork fried rice and chicken fingers

what's your favourite emoji? this one: ✨

would you rather have a library, greenhouse, or home theater in your house? a home theater. a library would be sick but i read mostly ebooks so i think a theater would get more use out of me.

what childhood tv show do you think of the most fondly? Spongebob Squarepants. me and my sister used to watch this every single night with our dad when we were little, but if we wanted to stay up and watch it we had to be all ready for bed by the time it came on

what was your tumblr like when you first joined? it was a lot of reblogs of aesthetic photographs because it was 2012 and i was 14. not long after that tho it turned into a sebastian stan fan blog which is how i got my url, and over time that slowly morphed into the multi fandom madness you see today

what clothing style do you love but don't feel compelled to replicate yourself? god i don't know, my closet is a little bit of everything because i always wanna try a new style when i see it. i honestly don't think i have an answer for this one, i really do love fashion and my style is constantly changing

if you were plopped into a fictional world, which one would you know the layout of the best? i have no idea. acotar maybe? solely because i've read those books so many times? yeah i guess i'll go with that

what is your favourite piece of art? café terrace at night

do you have a water bottle? what does it look like? i have a light blue wide mouth nalgene water bottle that is covered in stickers and has two friendship bracelets dangling from the cap strap. it's giving major camp counselor vibes.

what fanfic trope is a quiet fave? look, if i go on a quiet hunt for fics tagged aftercare every now and then, that is between me and god so shut the fuck up about it

do you carry a daily bag? what does it look like? what's the weirdest thing in it? nope. i don't have an office bag bc i wfh and on the weekends i absolutely despise carrying a purse. i have one of those phone cases with card slots on the back and it holds everything i could possibly need.

if you had to ship Mickey with another Gallagher, who would it be? sexually i think it'd have to be lip, but if i could platonically ship him with someone i think i'd pick fiona. idk i just think they'd get along better than anyone would think.

what is a fanfic trope you didn't expect to like and then very much did? friends to lovers kinda snuck up on me in my adulthood. i used to be very against it as a teen, but now that i'm grown and have actually seen the trope done well in fics and in media, it's one of my favorite tropes of all time.

Do you think s11 Mickey can still carry s11 Ian? yes 100% absolutely and anyone who says otherwise is lying. (did we all see noel's s11 body? we saw the abs right? mans was ripped in the last season even tho the writers like, never showed it, and it is my personal mission to avenge this wrongdoing) i'm kidding about the lying part but yeah, he absolutely can still carry s11 ian, being able to lift his husband is the only reason he still goes to the gym

who got custody of the killing bat when they sold the house? debbie. i think carl wanted it, but he already has a gun so he gave it to debbie instead.

tagging: @suchagallabitch @gallawitchxx @callivich @michellemisfit @iansw0rld and anyone else who wants to play !

[nicoline1998enilocin]

Sweet & Spicy Bingo ~ Sweethearts | Masterlist

Hi, and welcome to the Masterlist of my Sweet & Spicy Bingo (Sweethearts), hosted by @sweetspicybingo! 💚

On this Masterlist, you’ll find all the prompts I filled along the way, and they will combine angst, fluff, and smut. Each one-shot will have its own appropriate warnings when necessary.

If you’d like to check out my other works, you can find them on my Main Masterlist. I hope you’ll enjoy all the works I’ve created in anticipation of the Sweet & Spicy Bingo (Sweethearts)! 💚

I do not work with a taglist. If you want to be kept up to date when I post new fanfics, you can follow @nicoline1998enilocin-library 💚

Banners: Yours truly | Divider: @firefly-graphics

| 🥀 ~ Angst | 💚 ~ Fluff | 🔥 ~ Smut |

Sweet as pie | 💚 🔥 | RANSOM DRYSDALE Prompt | TIE ME UP You're treating your husband, Ransom, to a beautiful and romantic dinner for your anniversary, but he doesn't know that he is the dessert you've been thinking of all week. You can't wait to sink your teeth into him and tasing every last bit he has to offer you.

Love is in the air | Part 1 | 💚 🔥 | ROBERT DOWNEY JR. (RPF) Prompt | SWEET PEAValentine's Day has been incredible since you met Robert, but this time, he plans on making it extra special because this will be the last one where it is just the two of you. From breakfast in bed to a fancy dinner cooked by a private chef and a calming bubble bath, he is pulling out all the stops to make this a very romantic and relaxing day for you both.

Can't take my eyes off you | 🔥 | STUCKY X FEM!READER Prompt | PROUD OF U Steve and Bucky were busy with work, so you keep yourself company with one of your favorite toys. When they walk in on you playing with yourself, they can't help but join in and have some fun by themselves as well.

Bare it all | 💚 🔥 | TONY STARK Prompt | TALK DIRTY You're on an undercover mission with Tony, and you two have the entire night to yourselves. When you two end up in bed together, you're looking to spice things up a little, much to Tony's surprise. When he finds out your plan, he can't help but fall even more in love with you, and he's afraid to tell you exactly that.

Angel | 💚 🔥 | SEBASTIAN STAN (RPF) Prompt | TAKE MY HAND Dating Sebastian is a dream come true, and you want to take your relationship to the next level officially. As you're on a beautiful vacation in Hawaii with your boyfriend, you decide to give yourself to him entirely, catching him by surprise. What you don't know, however, is that he has a surprise for you, too, making it officially a vacation never to forget. 

Boudoir photoshoot | 💚 🔥 | YOUNG!TONY STARK Prompt | PERFECT Your wedding anniversary with Tony is coming up, and because of that, you venture out and make a special present for him. After some searching, you decide to go for a boudoir photoshoot, which will make a perfect maternity shoot. When Tony opens the present, he can't believe his eyes, and the two of you never leave the house on the night of your anniversary.

Baby fever | 💚 🔥 | YOUNG!TONY STARK Prompt | NICE ASS You and Tony have three beautiful children, but since your youngest son is growing up faster than either of you would like, Tony's baby fever is kicking into high gear. He can't get enough of seeing you pregnant, and he's making it his goal to have it happen again. There's enough room in the house for one more, after all.

Warm welcome | 💚 🔥 | TONY STARK Prompt | HONEY BUN It promises to be a beautiful night at home with your cat and a rom-com playing on the television when you're surprised by your fiancé, Tony. What was supposed to be a three-week mission turned into a two-week one and a surprise welcome, which you're very grateful for.

Listen | 🥀 🔥 | STEVE ROGERS Prompt | MY BED, NOW Working together with your ex is already difficult enough, but the fact that you're sleeping in the bedroom next to him isn't much better. Since the two of you have broken up, Steve has brought home many women, and you are starting to lose sleep because they keep making too much noise. When you try to get Steve to stop, the conversation takes an unexpected turn, and you end up in his bed again.

[the-ss-horniest-book-club]

Calling All Writers!

We are still running Drunk Drabbles Clean Up! There are quite a few good prompts in our archive available for writing and posting ASAP in order to help us clear out prompts for the new year. If you are interested in taking a prompt and helping us, and our readers, send us a DM!

[eurynome827]

Storytime: a couple of days ago @cchellacat @book-dragon-13 @buckmesideways22 and @eurynome827 started thirsting together over posts with gifs and pics of Sebastian Stan. Drabbles and headcanons inspired by the discussion were flying back and forth between us. We (jokingly) became a club - the Horniest Book Club.

Today the favorite picture thread looped in more thirsty ladies, and "tomorrow they'll be more of us" (apologies, Lin). When over 50 people requested to be tagged in tomorrow's post, we thought this could be the start of something!

Next week, the HBC will have it's own official Tumblr and will start posting fic recs for all our Sebastian authors out there in Tumblr land. Think of it as a "smutty Seb library" with a lot to check out *eyebrow wiggle* We want to bring attention to all the amazing authors and provide a clean, central blog to be able to search (since Tumblr's search function is, ah, not great.) This is for Sebastian AND all his characters, AUs, etc, the sky's the limit!

We will also announce the theme days on there. All four of us will still publish the theme day posts and our own fic from our Tumblrs. 

We will have HBC Drabbles and Headcanon master lists, inspired by our pic & gif games - and the best part is EVERYONE CAN JOIN IN. The more smutty fun the better! 

We are ALL the Ladies of the HBC! Let's have some fun! Contact us if you want to be tagged in future announcements! And reblogs for signal boost are MUCH appreciated!

[urvenicebtch]

Stas' Library

-----all credit goes to the original authors of the following posts, show them some love, 18+ obviously, have fun xx

Bucky Barnes (& Sebastian Stan)

Make It Better

Of Course Not, Baby

That's The Way Love Goes

In Charge Around Here

Better Day

Who Do You Belong To?

Anatomy

Kink.com

Kiss It Better

Between Your Legs

Because You Want This

Dilf Practice

Dead of Night

Nightlight

To Be So Lonely

Breach (series)

Sleepless Nights

Red Sun

Honey, There Is No Right Way (series)

Aged To Perfection

No Other Place I’d Rather Be

Dollhouse

The Do-Over (series)

Unattainable

Daddy

A Lesson To Learn

Abduction

Smarty

Tin Roof Rusted

porn links:

https://twitter.com/9ECOE6/status/1477545301430972416

https://twitter.com/StarPromo6/status/1447505400526295040

Lee Bodecker

Easter Bunny

You Could Be My Daddy (series)

Dazed and Confused

Sweater Weather

Your Guilty Pleasure

Steve Rogers (& Chris Evans)

Abduction

Religion

Love of the Game

[finelinevogue]

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[sylvie-writes]

♡ writing challenge ♡

Welcome to the sylvie-writes writing challenge, or as I like to call it, the collaborative library. With this being my first challenge, I’m going to try and make this post as informative as possible, but if you have any questions that I don’t answer by the end of this post, feel free to reach out!

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❏ no max word count, but a minimum of 200 words please! it can be any form of writing as long as it isn’t a chapter of a series in progress. 

❏ your story can be any genre, (including dark themes) except no smut please. i know that kind of limits your creativity, i’m sorry :( 

❏ as with every fic, please label your warnings if you feel the need to do so.

❏ i’ve tagged a few fandoms in this, but pretty much you can use any character or actor you’d like! the pairing can be with reader insert or oc’s.

❏ once finished with your story, please tag me (@sylvie-writes) and in the tags include “#sylvie-writes library” so I can make a masterlist as the end!

❏ you can make as many entries as you’d like, I love to read :) I will also try my best to like and/or reblog your works. (please know I might not act on your post right away, but I will asap.) as with everyone who has ever hosted a challenge, I reserve the right to not reblog any post.

❏ deadline is March 20th, 2021, but just message me if you have a problem. 

❏ there is no need to claim the prompts below, take as many as you want.

I think that covers about all of it, if I’ve missed anything, lemme know!

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Above is a prompt list that I have compiled for your use, but you can use anything you’d like! Original ideas, other prompts, songs, gifs, etc. Feel free to modify anything from my list as well! 

Have a fun time with this, don’t stress, and I can’t wait to read all of your lovely fics! 

xo- syd <3

[buckybarnesprotectionsquad30]

Nightmare

You wake up shaking at the sound of the thunder outside your window,"you okay doll", Bucky sat up and tucked a loose hair behind your ear.

"Just a bad dream", you’d been having a lot lately since Tony died.

"It’s okay doll come here", he pulls you into his chest and holds you tight."I’ve got you", he whispers as a tear rolls down your cheek.

You fall asleep as he strokes your hair with his vibranium arm."I love you doll."

Sorry if this is bad I’m really bored and soft Bucky is in my head soooo here we are

[fsbc-librarian]

As far as i’m concerned, fanfiction authors saved the entire MCU - y’all kept me around long enough for them to make the multiverse canon, which therefore canonises *every* fanfiction every made 🤷‍♀️

[princessmisery666]

I realise I post/reblog a lot of stuff. So I started a library blog that I will ONLY post my fics on. If you’d prefer to just see my fics and not all the other crap, give it a follow.

@princessmisery666-library

Fics will be posted here and reblogged over there⬆️

[holyluluslibrary]

Library reblog

New Beginnings (8) FIN

Request: Was thinking something angsty with Sebastian Stan & reader. His friend maybe tells him that she’s not nice & is behind his fame & money so she’s acting all nice. Once when she’s talking abt someone else Seb thinks she’s actually talking abt him. He acts cold towards her & throws her out on her b'day. He insults her in front of everyone & tells everyone how bad she is. She leaves the country & changes all the contacts. Seb sees her after 2yrs, with his child. Idk a happy ending???

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader

Characters: OFC Matteo Christopher, Chris Evans, OC Jason, unnamed manager

Warnings: angst, arguments, daddy!Sebastian, shared custody, fluff, getting back together, light smut, unprotected sex, cuddling & snuggling

A/N: Matteo’s lines miss some words etc. on purpose. He’s two years old and doesn’t speak fluently.

A/N2: This part got inspired by Neffex’s ‘New Beginnings (I did not use all lyrics). Lyrics in Italics.

You love me not masterlist

I needed something

Someone to trust in

I needed something

To get me through this life

Weiterlesen

[cevansbrat0007]

What are some good Andy Barber (or really any Chris Evans character) smutty fanfic accounts you like to frequent on tumblr?

P.S. also any accounts you recommend for Sebastian Stan characters.

There's so many...I have a list written down somewhere. I'll add to it later. But here are the authors that come to mind real quick:

@angrythingstarlight @maroonsunrise83 @syntheticavenger @afriendlyblackhottie @navybrat817 @buckyownsmylife @stargazingfangirl18 @geminixevans-stan @georgiapeach30513 @georgiapeach30513-library @time-for-a-lullaby @donutloverxo @onsunnyside @wayward-blonde @fineanddandy @ramp-it-up

[they-are-not-just-stories]

Book Worm (Part 2)

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader

Warnings: All the fluff! Slight angst at the end if you wear binoculars.

A/N: Here is the second insert to Book Worm! I got so much wonderful feedback and it makes me so happy you all liked it!! I also got really carried away with this one.....sorry.....

Read Part 1 Here!

Tags: @fandoms-have-ruined-my-soul @serzhantkris

Previously: 

Would you want to start on a new chapter next time, my little book worm? ~S.S.

You smiled so wide it hurt. But, how did he even get this number? Still, you couldn’t turn down such a captivating adventure, plus you had a feeling this was one book you were sure to love.

A week had passed since your embarrassing encounter with Sebastian, but you had been texting back and forth since then. You didn’t understand why he wanted to talk with you though, he was a famous celebrity, it made you a little doubtful about whatever this was, but he always seemed happy to hear from you so you put the thought away, for now.

You both talked about things you liked, your hobbies and of course favorite books. He was a huge space fan and secretly loved Lord Of The Rings, but he never told anyone. It was exciting to know stuff not many others knew about him, and he seemed thrilled to share it with you.

Katie had also mentioned that she purposely left you at the cafe that day, so that he would sit with you because she saw him eyeing you at your table. She was so excited that he said he wanted to see you again, but you were scared and had no idea what you should do. You honestly thought you shouldn’t see Sebastian again, he was a celebrity! These interactions don’t even last long, you’ve read a book on these things. Second, you had no idea what you would even do! You could visit your favorite cafe again and then go to the museum or to a cute book store, but that’s stuff you like, oh god, maybe you should just wait longer.

"Katie! What do I do?" You wailed. "I don't want to look like an idiot again! What if he's just being nice? There's plenty of other girls he could spend his time with! He's Sebastian Stan! Who would turn him down?"

"Well, apparently you. Look, just ask him what he would like to do. Or see if you can meet him somewhere. It's not like he asked you on a date. He wants to see you again. And then you'll get married and have perfect babies! What's the harm?" She giggled with delight.

You groaned at her. You were so worried to see him again, it wasn't even a date, but the thought scared you. You made a fool of yourself the first time, you weren't ready to let that happen again. You knew a lot of what he liked, but actually planing something with him made your stomach to back flips.

“Katie, what if this isn’t anything real, ok so I caught his attention, but he’s gonna get to know the real me and then what? I just make myself a fool for finding an interest in him anyway?” You pouted.

“Y/N, look if he didn’t like the fact you ignored him the first time reading a book, he wouldn’t have sat with you and talked for twenty minuted and then asked to see you again! Honey, it’s ok to have doubts, but don’t let it keep you from finding a possible love interest! Just...be like Elizabeth Bennett! She was smart and cunning around men, but still true to herself, just be that and he will love you! Now, go call him and set up something or I will!” She commanded, shoving your phone into your hand. You looked at her and smiled, what would you do without her?

Well, you drew up enough courage to call him and ask what he would like to do the next time you guys were together, simultaneously rambling on and embarrassing yourself. It was decided that you would meet Friday evening, or today, he wanted to take you through the city and show you his favorite places. You liked the idea, it was casual and public, but it still sprouted some doubt in your heart, what if he cancelled or decided he didn’t want to go?

It was almost time to leave, you had put on a cute, yet classy outfit, a navy blue top with a long white skirt and heels, you felt amazing in it and it was comfy too, your perfect outfit! You were finishing up your makeup, a subtle touch to lighten your face, when a knock on your front door sounded. You walked to the door and checked through the peephole to see who it was, you weren’t supposed to meet Sebastian yet. It was a well dressed man, fairly tall with well groomed hair and a vase with the most beautiful arrangement of purple and blue flowers! 

You cautiously opened the door. The man looked up at you and gave you a stunning smile. 

“Y/N Y/L/N? These are for you, I was sent to deliver them personally, and by the looks of it I’m glad I did!” He complimented. You smiled shyly at his politeness and took the flowers. You said your thanks and a small goodbye. You walked over to the counter, smelling the flowers. They were a combination of lavender, a sweet honey scent and a wet forest smell, this stranger seemed to know what you liked. And how did they know where you lived?

You set them down onto the counter right next to some decorations that would compliment them. You then saw a note attached to the vase. 

It read, To a night full of wonder and fun, we will laugh and be filled with splendor ‘till the day is done. To a night you wouldn’t forget, as we share our time and watch the sun as it sets. I look forward to tonight, please meet me at your special place, as it is filled with a quiet light. ~S.S. 

“Ooooh, who’s the secret admirer? They have good taste!” Katie cooed. 

You didn’t answer her, you were too stunned by this beautiful gesture, the flowers, the man, the note. He was serious. You were in awe, your heart tightened at the love for this. You still couldn’t believe this gift, no one has ever done such a thing, now you really wanted to know what was waiting for you tonight. 

“It’s...it’s from Sebastian. He sent them, he sent them to me! And this!” You shrieked handing her the note. She read with a face full of adoration.

“Y/N! Omg! This is so cute! He really likes you!” She exclaimed excitedly. “But, what’s ‘meet me at your special place’ supposed to mean? Sounds kind of kinky to me.” 

You weren’t so sure yourself what it meant until you remembered the conversation you had when you told him about the library you used to visit with your mom that had all your favorite books and a little corner that you sat in that had an old lamp that would send a soft orange glow on the slender pages as you sat and read until the sun came up. You were so moved that he remembered this and put it in this cute gesture. 

“I know exactly what it means...” You choked out, tearing up a little. You wanted to see what was in store tonight, you dabbed at your face and righted yourself. Saying bye to Katie, you headed out to the library with a new found confidence. 

You arrived at the library, it looked the same since you were a little girl, the same old Victorian look, the small window where you over looked the city while reading the part where the dragon saves the princess from the knight. 

You headed inside, it was all the same, you greeted the librarian with a smile and took in all the old memories. You walked upstairs to your special place, anticipating what was waiting.  You reached the top and nothing. No one. Nothing was waiting for...no one was waiting for you. You started to fill the panic rising and your heart sunk a little, you mentally kicked yourself for getting you hopes up so high, maybe he sent the letter to bring you here so you could cry to yourself as you read a sad book. Oh who were you kidding? This wasn’t going to work out! You were just being too opt...

Why didn’t you see it at first? You mentally kicked yourself again, anxiety getting the best of you. You picked up the book covered in red velvet and ran your fingers along the fabric. It was as soft as a kittens fur and as red as a candied cherry. There was another note attached to it.

This one read, Do not be discouraged by my absence, our night will begin with a smile and end with a beautiful silence. You have an eye for the extraordinary, a wild spirit and care free. I hope this wasn’t too much, you deserve the best, you had my eye at day one and since then our soul’s have touched. A beauty to behold, and a man of my kind, my dear, I was sold. ~S.S.

You were breathless, how does he do it? He was perfect, he was smart, creative. How? 

You heard a faint sound of music and looked over the railing...the librarian was gone. You quickly went downstairs to be greeted by a well mannered gentleman who guided you to a part of the library you rarely visited. Inside, there was dim lighting, candles all around, beautiful silk fabrics hanging and in the center, Sebastian. He wore a suit that made his features even more handsome. As soon as his eyes met yours, you smiled wide, and he couldn’t keep from staring. 

You could only think, this wasn’t supposed to be a date, but he went through all the trouble! And wow did he look good!

“Sebastian,” You said breathlessly. “You didn’t have to do all of this! I would’ve been fine going around the city!”

“Y/N, I wanted to do all of this. I wanted something special, I know you said we were gonna do a casual evening, but I really wanted to impress you. You are just something special, you know that?”

You blushed at his compliment. That queued him to take your hand and kiss like he did the first time, he stared into your eyes and gently set his soft lips on your hand as if it was the hand of a goddess.

The rest of the evening was magical, he had a dinner prepared that was amazing; with chicken, steamed vegetables, and a wonderful chocolate cake with ganache. He had asked to dance with you to the very elegant music. Pulling you to his chest and just being in a comfortable silence with him. Your doubt settling away, he really did outdo himself.

“Y/N? I know this all seems so surreal, but I want you to know, this isn’t just because you are different, well you are...I mean..oh god.” He sighed. Was he...shy? “You are different, in the most exceptional way. The first day, I just had to meet you, you couldn’t have cared less that I was there, you weren’t adoring me because I was famous, you saw me as I am. And all this,” He said gesturing to the room. “This is all for someone like you, someone I very much like spending my time with. And if you would, can we continue into the next chapter of your book?” He stared at you with hopeful eyes. 

You weren’t sure what to do, of course you want to do this again, but this was all so much already. You weren’t even sure where this was going, but if it was going where you thought, were you ready for a relationship? You contemplated his request a while longer. If you say yes, then you could have another magical night like this, and be happy. If you said no, well would there be one? He was persistent the first time. He seemed genuinely interested and he was so amazing; Katie would kill you if you said no, but this was for you. What did you get yourself into. You took a deep breath and looked at him again.

“Sebastian, I think...I think we should pause on our little book for now. I don’t think I’m ready for another chapter...”

Ok, I hope you liked it! Please comment what you thought or send an ask, I am so sorry it was long, I got carried away with some details! Should I do another part and just make this a series? Let me know!! Hope you enjoyed it! ~Mickey

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i wanna know what love is - 07

Pairing: rockstar! sebastian stan x writer!reader

Warnings: fertility talk

A/N: sebastian is in his early 30′s in this fanfic, idk if i’ve ever mentioned it before but i felt i should say it so no one’s confused. let me know what you guys think, i love receiving your feedback always warms my heart listening to your opinions xx

Last Chapter // Next Chapter

Y/N woke up to a different yet pleasant environment. The bus had stopped and there were no bumps that could wake her up and the sun was shining into the bus and all she could hear were people on the outside laughing following for some movie. She raised her torso from the bed where she was covered by yellow papers and walked over to the window, pulling the curtains to come to sight with what she had heard and seen for years in pop culture. Las Vegas. 

The lights were off as it was daytime but she could see the grandeur of everything. Y/N had only been to Vegas when she was a young girl with her father who was accompanying her mother to a writing gig and stuff seemed to remain the same. 

Sebastian took zero time to wake up once he felt the bright light hit his eyes. No matter what people said, waking up sober to bright daylight was somehow worse than waking up hangover to bright daylight. He lifted his head to stare at what he thought was his brain playing tricks on him. Y/N was looking out the window, back turned to him in the shortest, tightest shorts that enhanced her backside. This had to be his mind playing tricks on him. 

    - We’re in Vegas. - she rushed to his side. - C’mon, we gotta go out.

   - No. You go out, I’m tired and too important. - he turned to the other side, grabbing her fluffy white to cover over his head and try to stop the light from hitting his face. Y/N however was determined to get him to wake up, after all the boys and Sherrie had left already so she had no one else to go with her and going out by herself sounded like trouble. Y/N pushed the cover off him and onto the floor. - Go piss off someone else. 

   - Put a shirt on and let’s go. - she crossed her arms, one foot on top of the covers so he couldn’t push it over himself again. Defeated, he lifted his torso, rubbing his face and eyes to stare at the woman in front of him. - C’mon, don’t you wanna see Sherrie before she goes back to her work place?

   - I already had sex with her and said goodbye. - he groaned, looking at her with hatred in his eyes. There was nothing he hated more than having his precious sleep interrupted. But yet again he was fighting Y/N over going outside and she really wanted to. - Go meet the boys at the venue, they’ll take you. 

  - I’ll pay for breakfast. - she said, poking his cheek with her baby pink painted nail. Sebastian could not refuse free breakfast, specially when he was in Vegas and everything was over the top. 

The rockstar got up from his bed, looking at the mess of yellow papers and polaroids. He didn’t exactly remember if they had finished compiling them but he sure hoped they had because there was no way it would be possible to organise everything once again. He heard her say thank you as he walked to his own room to get dressed.

Y/N on the other hand was jumping around in her room like a little kid, grabbing clothes out of her closet and deciding what to wear. She lived in New York most of the year so she normally had little to no summer clothes but she found a nice short white summer dress. She grabbed her bag to check if she had her wallet, fully knowing he’d only gotten the rockstar to wake up due to free breakfast, and walked outside her room to find him in his usual dark jeans and a white shirt, cap and sunglasses on. 

  - You do realise that wearing a cap and sunglasses doesn’t exactly count as a disguise, right? You still look like you do cocaine on Fridays. - she looked over everything on the kitchen to check if the guys had left the stove on, which wouldn’t be the first time. She swore that living in this bus was a constant “when will I die” contest. 

  - I don’t do cocaine, that’s for newbies. 

  - I’m sorry I don’t know what’s your favourite dying poison. 

  - Poison would kill you so why add dying before poison, that’s just redundant. You’re a writer you should know that. - he grinned, happy he had corrected miss perfect but instead of getting the sweet satisfaction of watching her explain herself in fluster, she just opened the door and started walking straight ahead. - Hey sweetheart, do you know where you’re going?

  - I’ll google it. - she kept walking like a child whose mother told them no candy at a shop isle. Sebastian smiled to himself and started walking behind her as she asked Siri what cafes were close by. She shifted to the left as they walked into the centre Vegas. 

Sebastian always hated Vegas, it was loud and showy. He had enough to entertain himself with in the city but if he was asked to do a forever tour in one of the casinos that would be a no for him. The only good thing about the Vegas stops in all of his tours were that his bandmates wives would come to visit them so everyone would be off his back. Besides, the other good thing was that Sherrie would finally be off his back to go back to her job at the Hard Rock cafe. He wasn’t a fan of having the same girl next to him for longer than a week. 

He was so lost in thoughts that he didn’t notice the young writer stop in front of a smallish cafe. Once she stopped, he woke from his thought filled mind and looked at the building in front of him. It was small, homey, not like his style but he guessed there was a smaller chance of people noticing him. She leaned against the door, opening it and making the bell sound calling for the attention of some of the customers who had disgusted looks on their faces. Y/N gave them a shy smile, once again feeling embarrassed by the fact that she had interrupted someone’s meal. However, Sebastian was having none of that.

 - Isn’t this a lovely cafe, honey? - he wrapped his arm around her, gaining a confused look from her. - Sorry fellas, we’re a bit late in our honeymoon schedule, late for breakfast.

A bunch of the people who had given her dirty looks, immediately started to apologise making Sebastian grin to himself. There was something he knew for sure and it was that people loved not to stop a newly wed couples plan with their dirty looks, besides, if someone was gonna berate her for going for breakfast at 11 AM it would be him, not a bunch of lazy people. 

They got into a table by the window and Y/N took one of the laminated menus, her hair falling in front of her face as she studied what she could have for food. Sebastian found himself looking at her, the way her face twitched every time she saw something she didn’t like.

 - I found a typo. - she said, a huge smile in her face. - They wrote ceasar salad instead of caesar salad. 

 - You’re such a nerd. - he rolled his eyes, a small smile on his face as he returned to pick what to have for breakfast. An old lady reached their table, holding a small waitress pad. 

 - You two are such a beautiful couple, how long have you known each other.

 - We are ... - Y/N was about to come clean, she hated lying, but Sebastian was having the time of his life making people fell bad about giving them dirty looks, so he was not ready to let this go.

 - Five wonderful years, isn’t it so babe? - he reached his hand to touch hers but she still gave him the “touch me again, you’re dead” look. - Gotta enjoy our honeymoon before we start trying for a little one.

 - What can I get you two, sweethearts? - she asked and Y/N smiled at the mention of finally getting some food.

 - I’ll get a full English and Buck’s Fizz, thank you. - Sebastian handed her the menu as Y/N finished looking at the menu.

 - I’d like some Eggs Benedict with a Diet coke, please. - she handed her the menu too, putting her hands on top of her lap. The old woman gave her a puzzling look. - Is there something wrong?

 - Soda is not good if you’re trying for a little one. - she said making Y/N immediately shot a look that only translated into his death sentence.

 - You heard her babe, better not have that diet coke. - he tapped her hand, trying not to burst out laughing at the devastated look the writer had in her face. 

 - Freshly squeezed orange and grapefruit juice is better for fertility, sweetheart. I’ll add that to your order. - the old woman turned and walked back to the kitchen leaving Y/N to cross her arms at Sebastian who was wheezing in silence at her face. 

 - Damn daddy, I sure hope that juice makes me magically pregnant. - she mocked him, looking at the table next to her being served the nicest coldest glass of Diet Coke. Sebastian, on the other hand, grew flustered at her words, looking out into the window. - I can’t believe they would believe I would marry you, much less try for a baby.

 - Look, there is a lower chance of people thinking I’m me if we keep pretending we’re married and trying for a baby. 

 - That makes no sense. Besides, I’d rather die slowly than have to carry your offspring. - she mumbled as the lady came back with a tray containing their order and lacking her beloved Diet Coke. Y/N adored Diet Coke which was a controversial choice but back in university she used to down two cans of it per day while revising in the library. Cut to present day and she still enjoys a nice cold glass of Diet Coke with a slice of lemon. Instead, replacing heaven in a bottle, stood the freshly squeezed orange and grapefruit juice. She didn’t even like grapefruit, it was too sour for her. 

She placed the metal tray on the table, placing Sebastian’s order in front of him and Y/N’s in front of hers along with a bowl of wild berries. She looked up to the old woman, quizzing if she had ordered it or if it was a mistake.

   - Berries are good for the baby, sweetheart. It’s on the house. - she gave them a kind smile and left them to their food. Y/N shrugged, a gut feeling of guilt but yet again she loved berries and free berries sounded good to her.

  - So ... - she burst her egg yolks using her fork, her question stuck in her head and failing to come out. She didn’t want him to get annoyed at her, not when they had spent more than an hour without bickering. - Do you wanna get married and have kids? 

  - Too late for that. - he chuckled but it wasn’t his normal chuckle, it wasn’t that chuckle she had gotten used to.

  - You’re in your early 30′s, Sebastian. Besides, men are technically fertile until the end of their lives. 

  - Men like me don’t get married, we continue our life until no girl wants to lay down with us and then we disappear into oblivion. 

  - Is that what you want? Oblivion? - she questioned, one of her eyebrows raised at his comment. 

  - It’s not about what I want anymore. What about you, kids and engagement in the cards for you?

  - I used to want it but I don’t know. I don’t know if I want to get married if love is something that’s not everlasting. Besides, I do have to work. - she gave him that sweet smile of hers. - Why are you leaving the band? For real, why don’t you wanna be part of it anymore?

  - Just felt like it. 

  - You know, I don’t believe you’re a “just felt like it” type of guy so you gotta lie better to me. 

  - Anyhow, we’re moving into a hotel for the rest of the week so I won’t be annoying you during the nights anymore.