#seasons 9 & 10 broke something irrevocably and then s11 was just bad and i quit 2 episodes into s12

[mpregspn]

Can I ask you about how you feel about dean? I’m a little confused if it’s more on the side of disliking him or just being critical of him. Im just genuinely curious because you ship Wincest and really like Sam, so I was wondering how your feelings on dean affect your like on Wincest.

sorry it took me so long; had to think this through but i still don't know how to answer that other than "it's complicated"

i think two things can be true at once

i'm not interested in dean. i hate his ass. i love it when he prays begging for sam's life. or when he orders angels around to fix sam

he's undeniably abusive

wincest still goes hard

at times because dean is abusive