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titanslayer · 7 years ago

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you know that ‘i hate being told what to do, but if i am not told what to do i get anxious’ thing?? that is . 100% jason. listen, camp jupiter is a child army built on very bad foundations, and it’s treatment of it’s most hardworking soldiers is absolutely deplorable. jason has a long history of not liking rules but forcing himself to stick to his promises and. throw that in with the cptsd from living in a fuckin child army / bootcamp for 12 years with repeated quests and years of unresolved trauma, what do you get

someone very defensive about being ordered around bc of what it reminds him of, and also someone very jittery about not knowing what to do, bc of what he’s been thru that has cost him and others dearly in dangerous situations

#[ meta. ] a finer look at what makes the tornado turn.#i think .#ok maybe im projecting just a wee bit w the cptsd but sometimes it just be like that #he was raised a soldier n ordered n moulded into what the romans wanted. when given the chance to lead he had his own ideas #n it all clashed #and afterwards‚ free from the romans and yet still caught fighting in battles and leading he's #hmn.#am i making sense #he just doesn't like being ordered around n gets defensive #but will also agonise over not having good enough instructions #screams @ own brain what does all this mean make it coherent ya dumbass

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