#screamingforhelp

[whatthesass]

Yea. My birthday is this sat. It'll be the first 1 without my kids father so I'm nervous I don't wanna be depressed but I miss him so much, I can't help but feel abandoned 😔 It's so hard taking care of these kids alone, that was never the plan you know.... not too hard physically we fine, financially but emotionally.. we missing. Such is life. And I thought life dealt me them cards before. Yea buddy, sike. People say strength I say my weakest point. Depends which way the glass gets held.

[babygirlrk]

i miss the smiles we had when we were kids

[dopeeexx]

I'm struggling so bad right now. I'm so overwhelmed with everything in my life. I feel like I'm drowning and I won't make it to the surface. I desperately need a 2nd job, so I can save up & just get my own space.

[traceylynnmelody]

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[naanaach]

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[apoetsjourney]

{Standing Between Smoke & Mirrors} The Insanity inside the human mind creates images that appear real and take on a life of their own while the soul lays in a Melancholy Dismal state quietly sleeping Whatever Gets You Through The Night The clock has stopped and time has no meaning, Flying without wings and talking to no one and everyone at the same time Gone away but living at home, Jumping fences with no where to land, The ringing in the mind is a cry for help Inventing colors that never appear because the mind is stained in Invisible Ink Floating away on rose petals and landing on the moon without leaving earth Journeys that have no bridges to cross are broken but have it all together Cautious steps does not mean you are lost, some are just enjoying the journey Seemingly the Madness Continues, for some the journey begins everyday Standing Between Smoke & Mirrors 1/27/17 ~Donnie Pike #APoetsJourneyDP #StandingbetweensmokenmirrorsDP #Mindbendingpoems #Poems #Screamingforhelp #Poetry

[notyour-average-girl]

I spend 90% of my time screaming in my head. I'm trapped in my own body

[lostambivert-blog]

I-saw myself in front of the mirror M-utter words, “I don’t deserve this anymore” D-reaming of a new me E-scaping from reality P-at myself, “Are you alright my dear” R-ealizing there’s no one here E-scaping traps all by myself S-creaming an unvoiced help S-howing weaknesses E-nd this life ‘cause it’s full of mess D-o i need a complete rest?

lostambivert

[noteimaginascuantotequiero]

Navidades 2014

Estas fiestas he estado bastante deprimida. Me siento como ausente.

Los cortes empezaron hace unos meses, pero he decidido que se queden en el 2014.

Ayer, nada más empezar el 2015 casi recaigo, pero me animaron, y aquí estoy, sin nuevas cicatrices.

El cielo está azul, alegre. La gente descansa tras una larga noche. Estoy haciendo todo lo que puedo para no caer en esta depresión que me mira con los brazos abiertos. Hoy voy a salir, voy a reír y con a ser feliz. Voy a cambiar todo para ser mejor a partir del 2015. 

Quiero que mis propósitos se hagan realidad. Quiero ser menos egoísta, menos realista. Quiero ser feliz y hacer felices a los de mi alrededor. Quiero andar en bici, en penny, en patines, quiero subir al monte y reírme de lo pequeña que se ve la gente desde allí arriba. Todo por sorpresa. Subir y bajar, encontrarme con corzos. Quiero que mi habitación esté ordenada todos los días. Quiero ser ordenada. No quiero tener fotos de cortes en mi móvil, aunque ahí están. Quiero ver a mis padres reír, quiero recuperar esa amistad que el 2014 me quitó. 

Llevo varios años así de deprimida, es decir, esos demonios que te atrapan cada noche y a veces de día, pero no he sido consciente hasta ahora que caí en este agujero. Antes fumaba para calmar mis penas, pero como casi me pillan lo tuve que dejar, entonces empecé con los cortes, pero son cicatrices para toda la vida, que cada vez con más notorias, y más profundas. No quiero caer tan bajo. Me tengo que dejar ayudar. Nunca lo he hecho, siempre he pensado que no necesito ayuda. Cada vez que se metían conmigo me lo callaba, pues confiaba en que yo pudiera contra ello.

No quiero que acaben estas vacaciones, porque significa que estamos más cerca de las de verano, y por tanto me iré a mi pueblo. Pero yo no quiero irme a mi pueblo, espero que mis padres me dejen quedarme aquí mientras ellos trabajan y luego pasar la mitad de agosto en Barniedo, el pueblo que me gusta, pero el otro no, el otro lo odio, por como dijo John Green, "El sitio es la gente y la gente es el sitio".

No quiero enamorarme, duele, aún no he olvidado a la única persona de la que me he enamorado, y no quiero ningún compromiso. Quiero investigar, aprender, observar, vivir, pero no pertenecer a nadie.

Ayer leí la nota de suicidio de Leelah Alcorn, volví a avergonzarme de esta "especie superior" a la que llamamos "homo sapiens". Da igual si eres cristiano (yo lo soy), musulmáno cualquier otro, se tiene que respetar y dejar vivir incluso si sus ideas o actos te parecen muy depravados o lo que te parezcan. Seas transexual, pansexual, bisexual, homosexual, heterosexual, zoofílico, sadomasoquista, etc. Mientras no molesten al prójimo, perfecto.

Os deseo a todos un feliz 2015 en el que superemos todo y recuperemos y logremos todo lo que nos propongamos. Feliz año.

[brother-teresa]

So we pried the doors open after getting trapped on the roof at @homedepot while trying to shop for Christmas trees. Good ol' @chicagoonfoot called them and asked of they could spare someone to let us the fuck down. 👏👏👏 #vscocam #homedepotsucks #ChicagoProud #screamingforhelp #coldashell

[stunninginabodybag]

SAme ._. 

[smileychantellove-blog]

Picture One - HELP!

This picture is one of several that i will be posting tonight. This picture was apart of my Seven Deadly Sins profilio for school. This picture is titled "HELP!"

I was going through a difficult time in my life and instead of sharing my feelings and telling someone what i was thinking I decides to paint out my feels. This was a great release of frustration and angry. The message behind this picture is simple. Someone is calling out for help and though they are screaming no one is able to hear them and they are becoming consume in their own personal hell. This hell eventually takes over their body and no one is their to help.

Materials: tempera paint and permanent maker

This was made, thought, created and owned by me, Brianna Smyles. -Levels to Smyles

[nessasleepswithtears-blog]

Silence Is the most powerful scream for help.

[kaybyeselenaaa]

Idk man. I've always found it easier to just slap on a smile and pretend that everything is okay. Because when people see that you look sad and you're asked if something is wrong and something really IS wrong, you have to explain yourself. And nothing is worse than that... Is this just me... or..?

[we-are-the-incurable]

No one knows how often she planned on killing herself, and she questions how long till they notice. How long before it's too late?

[evechaichua]

#imissnewyork #screamingforhelp #illbebacksoon