#screaming crying throwing up eek!
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
weather-phenomenon · 1 year ago
Text
i never realized how paranoid i am until i learnt exactly what paranoia is screams
4 notes · View notes
dulcewrites · 1 year ago
Note
idk why but Timothee chalamets mugshot is giving angsty baelor
I had to look this up ummm is that real. It looks like editorial he did that someone photoshopped on paper lmao😭😭😭
But yeah it kind of does give that vibe a bit. Very angsty but serving face (he has not choice to with aemyrah as parents). Baelor does probably does get arrested for something, and lawyer daddy Aemond has to step in yikes. Oh god Myrah would be LIVID.
6 notes · View notes
housedyke · 2 years ago
Text
*whispers* I'm officially enrolled for the fall semester
1 note · View note
soulsilvers · 4 months ago
Text
the reaction here to my art of green being pregnant has been like... normal. thankfully.
it is baffling to me how much these self proclaimed ~radical be gay do crimes acab dykefags~ meme male pregnancy into this OMG EEK SUPER WEIRD AND SHOCKING grossout joke. and im here just sitting like. what am i supposed to find so shocking about this? its literally just a fucking pregnant guy.
why dont we try seeing beauty in these subjects for once instead of "crying screaming throwing up omg" like some kind of pussy tradcaths?
27 notes · View notes
honeyhotteoks · 2 months ago
Note
hi its miya aka omegaverse clergy anon (💀) this ask is ok to post, i could stand to be more of a freak on main anyways. anyhow - all your feelings around the rec/beta-ing process are super valid ! anything with reading is like a mad time sink so i understand! id love to know your thoughts but theres absolutely never any pressure to comment :3
that said :
how could i fear any hurricane by Syster
i see you; anything that has yh in it im probably already emotionally invested in 😔 and fortunately their characterization of him is very sweet and very real in a way i dont see all that often. the way the conflict is set out in this twoshot had me genuinely clawing walls crying screaming throwing up. the other fic i recommend from op is where yunho has a talking penis (yes) and mayybbbeee the bird-based omegaverse depending on how you feel about the tags and how curious you are. neither play into wanting to demean and both i feel say something at least moderately interesting about gender or their world building. ( in other news if you ever want emotionally crushing toxic codependent woosan or yunhwa character studies i unfortunately have that on lock )
also absolutely diabolical the grip sanhwa has on me from tnt alone. hoping to write a sanhwa/mc challengers au one day. anyways thats it from me - hoping this ask sends eek !
omg i'm finally getting to this b/c i'm back from vacation and i just wanted to say - THIS FIC IS INSANELY GOOD. I read this in one sitting just like mouth open silent screaming it was 10/10 - so thank you sm!!!!
9 notes · View notes
writingsofwesteros · 30 days ago
Note
https://www.tumblr.com/writingsofwesteros/765483597113212928/httpswwwtumblrcomwritingsofwesteros765253538?source=share
AHHHHHH screaming crying throwing up
Tywin slowly lifting his head up, looking at Stev with an unreadable expression. Stev's expression patient and gentle. Soon he is kissing her. Kissing her in a way he has only ever kissed one woman before
His kiss is powerful, yes. But it's tender. Tender and languid. Nothing rough or hurried about it. Stev returns the Kiss with the same softness. Letting him take the lead. Delicate sounds leaving both of them as they get drunk on each other.
"I should have known, what betrayal am I walking into?" A Voice startles them. Otto. His words are joking, a grin plastered on his tired face, and his tone is happy.
With quick strides Otto walks over to the two, kissing his wife. Stev kisses back eagerly "we waited for you" she says against his lips
When pulling away Otto grasps Tywin's shoulder softly. "I see you did" he says
EEK!!
Otto coming in teasing them!
6 notes · View notes
loaksky · 2 years ago
Note
i just read “the hearts that bind us” and 😭😭😭 IT IS SOOOO,,,, i felt that shit in my HEART, in my SOUL. i’m a connoisseur of neteyam fics and yours is easily the best one i’ve ever read
STOPPP IM GIGGLING RN EEK tysm lovely anon. the fact that ppl feel things from my writing makes me 💞💞💞, i’m so appreciative, literally screaming crying throwing up T-T
6 notes · View notes
groovygrumpygoose · 9 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
Screaming, crying, throwing up.
She’s so cute!!! She wants to know me in such a personal wayđŸ„°đŸ„°
Man, she’s got me smiling so effortlessly and so genuinely at the same time!! The commonalities are crazy, but so funny!!
EekđŸ«¶đŸ«¶
0 notes
fallinallincurls · 3 years ago
Text
I SEE THE AVS TODAY!!!
13 notes · View notes
weather-phenomenon · 1 year ago
Text
no but bc WHEN YOU OUTGROW A LOVER THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS BUT YOU
7 notes · View notes
harveywritings92 · 4 years ago
Text
BNHA Dad scenario: Someone hits you.
Summary: You're around 8 playing or trying to get you parents attention, someone hits accidentally or on purpose, your father took exception to this. and decided to return the favor with interest.
-------------------------
Shigaraki: All the senior members of the league knew who you were and knew to never mess with Shigaraki's princess, unless they wanted to be a pile of rot on the floor.. however there were was a newbie about 18 years old who just recently joined had no idea who you were and thought you were some street brat and the resident punch bag, so imagine his surprise when he demanded you hand over your Gameboy, and you told him to go suck a lemon bad move.
You were kicked in the ribs sent airborne toward the wall and crashed into and fell to the floor clutching your stomach in pain. "Next time I ask for something you give it to me you little brat!" the boy sneered before looking down at your crying shaking body and heard you calling out. "Daddy...daddy..." He started laughing at your wailing and tried to get everyone else on his side, but no one moved they just stared at (dickhead) in horror he looked at them all confused.
"C'mon what the hells wrong with you guys?" as you were hyperventaling as the door to the back opened in stepped Shigaraki who looked around the bar confused why everyone was so quiet before hearing you crying and wheezing and his red eyes zeroed in on his daughter on the floor and (Dickhead) walking over to him with this shit eating grin holding your Gameboy 
 
"Hey boss you like gaming, you got any-" Shigaraki shoved him and made a bee-line towards you and he crouched down carefully helped you sit up , you were clutching your ribs. "D-daddy.." you stammered as your dad shushed you and pulled your shirt up, if they thought Tomura was mad before they were wrong! the second he saw the large bruise on your stomach, he saw red...  "it's all right Princess Daddy's got you." he cooed picking you up ( he's got gloves on) keeping your face tucked in his shoulder.
Shigaraki then turned towards (dickhead) who's cocky grin turned to a confused pout as he tried processing what was going on, as your dad started slowly walking towards him, stoned faced red eyes alight with rage as he brought his free hand up to his mouth taking his glove off with his teeth, (dickhead)'s face slowly contorted in horror as he realized you weren't some random brat they picked up off streets!
You were his boss's kid! and he punted you across the bar for a toy! "Hey-I-i didn't know man,-s she can have it back-" the last thing he saw was Shigaraki's hand coming for his face, everyone in the bar looked away or down at their drinks "Someone clean that up." Your dad ordered as he calmly put his glove back on and stepped over a pile of dust and clothes as he took you to the doctor to make sure that waste of an NPC didn't break your ribs.
----------------------------------------
Kirishima: You were both at the bank you were off to the side fidgeting with your dress waiting for your dad to finish up at the teller and decided to  wander around the lobby, checking around if there any candy bowls around here, when you bumped into another adult a balding mad who's back was to you, "oops I'm sorr-" You were cut off by a loud crack! and suddenly you found yourself floor clutch your stinging cheek stunned as this angry red faced man screamed in your face. "I TOLD YOU TO STAY IN THE FUCKING CAR (random boys name!)!?" You there was tense ringing in your ears as you burst out wailing as the demeanor changed as he finally got a good look at you and in horror realized you were a little girl and not his son. 
"uh-r" Just then Red blur came running at him and he was punched in the jaw by rock hard fist that sent him flying through the bank's glass door by a very pissed off Eijirou, who looked like was gonna kill him before he felt she daughter hug his leg, which she does when she wants to go home, his red eyes looked down at you the back the man who was being check on by the bank security, then back to you starring back at him tearfully, your dad took a deep breath picked you up and kissed the bruise forming on you cheek, and told manager he'll pay for the window. "YOU'RE MEAN!" you screamed at the man who hit you who was now awake with his actual son who was a teenager was standing awkward to the side looking embarrassed, the man flinched when your dad shot him a glare as you both passed him.
A week later the jerky dad had the gall to try taking your dad to court, the judge got one look at the security footage and your still healing face and laughed in the guys face and threw the case out.
-----------------------------------------------------
Dabi: Your mom was the owner of his favorite Dive bar, They don't ask questions and he don't give answers, Anyway mom had stepped out to get weekly restock delivery and left Dabi in charge, things were wrapping up for the night when you had wandered down from the upstairs apartment way passed your bed. "Hey ,Firefly what're you doing up?" he said picking you up and sitting you on his lap. 
"Was the music too loud?" You shook your head he hummed you weren't feeling well and woke up, went looking for one of you parents, he felt how hot your forehead was under his chin and frowned. "Want some ginger ale?" he aske rubbing your back you uh-huh'd as your dad leaned over the bar grabbed a glass and went to grab the dispenser hose for the ginger ale.
Meanwhile some scantily dressed chick who been eyeing your dad like a hungry dog all night was angerly made her way over, in her drunken haze she saw another woman cuddled up to him instead of a little girl, stomped over to bar and before Dabi could register what was going on a nasally voice sneered "Get off my man whore!" and a manicured hand suddenly reached out and grabbed a fist full of your hair and tried yanking you out of his lap!
"Eek Daady!" You screamed in pain as your dad whipped around "What the hell?" Dabi snarled grabbing the woman's arm and using his quirk to burn her, the painted hussy let out this pterodactyl like screech and let go of your hair, then you threw up on her legs causing her to scream louder "My shoes!!!?" she shrieked and went to hit you, but Dabi had ignited his hand and stopped her. 
"Get the fuck out, before I melt your fucking face..." Dabi hissed as you held on to him like a baby koala crying and shaking like a leaf, Your dad watched the bouncer throw the bitch out, while she bitched and cried about knowing the owner and how he'll beat Dabi's ass. "And then you'll sorry!" she wailed as the bouncer shoved her away. "Oh we'll see about that..." Dabi mused as he tried calming you down and making sure she didn't hurt you too badly.
True to her word the bitch came to complain to the owner not realizing that A. the owner was a woman, B. they were Dabi wife, and C) the mother of that "midget whore" who barfed on her fake designers shoes. Dabi watched from the upstairs window calmly sipping his morning coffee as the woman said her sob story and demanded compensation! 
He smirked as your mom nodded calmly put the empty keg she was carrying on her shoulder down on the sidewalk, and without saying a word deck the woman in the face knocking her out cold. "There's your compensation..." She huffed then calmly picked the keg back up and put it on the truck, Dabi whistled at her "Say babe, have I ever told you how much I love you?" he said watching her from the open window your mom blushed flipped him off, he chuckled he could see her smiling. 
---------------------------
Katsuki: it was Kirishima it was you birthday and he was showing his quirk off to some of the kids when you ran into his elbow, knock on your butt sat there for a few seconds as your uncle and parents fussed over you, Eijirou was apologizing to you asking if you were alright? you just stared at them blankly before grimacing, causing your mom to bring her hand up towards your mouth and like that you spat a tooth out into the palm of her hand, her [y/ec] eyes widened while your dad and and uncle started freaking out...
Well.... more like your dad had uncle Kirishima by the shirt collar threatening to destroy him! while Eijirou came saying how sorry he was and it was an accident! while they were yelling your mom checked your mouth carefully counting your teeth, then sighed in relief before turning your dad. "Katsuki...." your dad didn't hear her as he was telling Kirishima to pay for you dental work!
"Katsuki." she tried again, but he was too far gone. "Alright you asked for it!" she yelled finally getting Katsuki's attention when he realized she was going use her quirk. "Hon, wai-" too late your mom snapped her fingers and your dad, still holding Kirishima, was frozen in place. Your mom calmly brought you over to your them and had you open your mouth and show him the "Damage" your dad's red eyes looked at you then back at your mom who was holding the tooth. "He knocked out that tooth... we were gonna have, y'know?" His eyes widened as he realized Shitty-Hair had knocked out a stubborn baby tooth that refuse to fall out, and were gonna have it pulled next week...
Your mom unfroze your dad and he dropped Kirishima before taking the tooth to examine it, making sure it really the right tooth, and he seemed to calm down, muttering an apology to Kirishima, then whispered something to you mom that made her blush. "You better be ready for it..." he purred in her ear, while you stared up at your parents confused. "Ready for what?" you asked innocently they both froze before Kirishima grabbed your hand. "say kiddo, let's see if (Kirishima's kid.) wants to play!" he said making a hasty get away with you.  
555 notes · View notes
justsassysworld · 4 years ago
Text
Till I Can't Remember My Own Name
Strss has building and building for our dear reader, luckily, they have a very enthusiastic ghost who's more than happy to help relieve some of that tension.
Beetlejuice x reader
Gender neutral reader, rough kisses, bondage, tentacle action, hair pulling, spanking, maybe over stimulation
The door slams behind you as you storm into your home. It's not that your day was particularly bad, but it was another straw closer to breaking the camel's back. Throwing your crap onto the couch, you stomp towards your kitchen, not really knowing what your looking for.
A soft pop is your only warning before a pair of familiar arms wrap around your waist.
"Hey, sweets! How's you doing?" he purrs in your ear. You sink back into him, and lost in his embrace, you realise exactly what you need.
Spinning in his arms, you wrap your hand around his tie. You drag him close, barely an inch separating your lips. "I need you."
A excited grin splits his face, and before he can get out a smart remark you draw him in and pour all your passion into a searing kiss. His response is immediate, arms wrapping around you, one hand in your hair, the other on your ass. You pull back slightly, needing him to understand. "I want you to take me to bed and fucking rail in until I can't even remember my own name."
His hair is glowing pink as he throws you over his shoulder and rushes to your bedroom. He tosses you onto the bed, both of your clothes dissappearing in the brief moments you're air born.
Before your back can come back up off the mattress, he's there. Lightning quick tentacles whip out, wrapping around all of your limbs, restraining you. Your ankles are pulled up and out, leaving you thuroughly exposed. More twisting limbs slither across your torso, two stopping to play with your nipples.
A low moan escapes your throat, but before you can beg for more, a new appendage finds your mouth, slowly probing. Whining, you suckle on the tip.
A light touch fathers against your inner thigh, drawing your attention. Claw tipped fingers drag across the creases between your thighs and crotch. Your back tries to bow, but held as you are, you can't go far.
"Alright, babes," Beetlejuice growls, rising up to hover over you, face to face. "Before I give you what you asked, you gotta be real sure. You're gonna moan for me, once, and I'll go nice and slow, taking my time. Twice, and I'll absolutely wreck you, I'll pound you like nobody's ever done before." His eyes gleam as he stares into yours, hunting for your intent. "Well, sexy? What's it gonna be?"
Not hesitating for even a second, you let out two moans, reminding yourself to ask for the first option in the future.
The tentacle in your mouth pulls back, quickly replaced by Bj's tongue. It's a short kiss, a claiming kiss. When he moves back down, your mouth is once again filled.
Emptying your mind, you force yourself to let go of everything outside of the pleasure that's just starting to build.
Caught off guard, you let off a startled scream when the heat of his mouth suddenly surrounds you. His hands clamp down on your hips, keeping you in place.
It's hard for you to focus on any one thing. Between the tentacle in your mouth, the two others tormenting your nipples, and his mouth, he's already got you out of your mind. And you know this is just the foreplay.
His tongue starts to probe, hand taking over where he had been. You realize this isn't for your pleasure, but that he's prepairing you, getting you nice and slick for what's coming next.
The limbs holding you tense slightly before you're flipped over, knees bent, ass up, hips held in his hands. Your arms are secured in front of you as you feel his hands glide down your back, claws occasionally catching. You flex your jaw when the tentacle is removed.
He folds his body over you, teasing you, his cock rubbing against you. "You sure you want this, babes?" he purrs against your ear. "If you say yes, you ain't gonna be able to walk straight for at least a week."
Waiting for your answer, his teeth and tongue tease your neck and ear, while his evil fingers pinch and play at your nipples. Unable to do much more, you nod your head vehemently.
Obviously, that isn't good enough, because all you get is a quick smack on the ass, and a condiscending, "Uh, uh, uh, you can do better than that. Give me the words."
"Please," you whine, rocking against him as much as you can. "Fucking fuck me already!"
A satisfied chuckle is your only warning before he slams into you. As he leans back to get better leverage, your mouth is once again filled. His hips start to piston with inhuman speed, his claws digging into your hip. You hear him mumbling and groaning behind you, but you really only understand every few words.
Your mind starts to go blank as he pounds into you, but then you feel something slide down your hip and start stimulating you. A muffled whine is your immediate response.
The more he teases, and the faster he thrusts, the closer you get to cumming. but somethings missing.
A sharp slap makes you moan. The next has you trying to rub your thighs together. One more, combined with a targeted thrust and careful stroke, has you crying out, both into the room and in extacy.
Suddenly, there's one hand in your hair, one wraps around waist, and you're pulled up, back plastered to his chest.
Beetlejuice positions you carefully. Legs on either side of his, arms pinned to your sides, fingers replace the tentacle in your mouth. He's got a couple hands on your hips, two more tweek your nipples, and another rests on your throat, a gentle reminder of his control.
He starts to really slam into you, not giving you a chance to calm down, to let the orgasm ebb. Instead, he's amping you back up, and you know your next climax will be earth shattering.
Teeth barely graze your neck, letting you know exactly what's coming next. There's nothing to muffle the soul searing sound that escapes you when he clamps down, right where your shoulder and neck meet. His shout is mostly contained by your flesh as he slams into you two-make that three- times more.
You feel his cum filling you as you melt back against him. A contented sigh eeks out when you find yourself laying across his chest, muscles like jelly and mind completely wiped.
"Sooooo," he starts, pulling you in tight. "What was your name again?"
Giggling, you press a kiss against his chest before angling your face up. "You'll have to tell me. You fucked me silly."
169 notes · View notes
caffeine-and-melatonin · 3 years ago
Text
✹Book of Boba Fett Ch.1 Spoilers✹
SCREAMING AND CRYING OMG Y'ALL
For those of you who weren't here for my Bad Batch episode reactions, I have a lot of feelings about a lot of things any time we are blessed with more SW content so I write them down as I go through each episode.
There will be emotions, chaos, some less than elegant language, and definitely a lot of character/production analysis because I live for that shit.
So, without further ado, let's get into my brain going bonkers!
- Right of the bat, visuals combined with the suspenseful, almost daunting score is absolutely immaculate
- AHHHHHHHHHH KAMINO GOD NO WHY ITS BEEN LIKE 2 SECONDS I CAN'T HAVE A BREAK DOWN ALREADY
- Wait hold on....if I squint can I see Obi Wan by any chance? Please. Jon. Dave. I just need to see him already.
- Bacta tank? BOBA SIR WHAT'S HAPPENING
- OHHHHHHHH its trauma. Trauma is what's happening.
- Oh dear the ATOC flashback really isn't helping my mental stability.
- HOLY SHIT WE GET TO SEE HOW HE GOT OUT OF THE SARLACC PIT
- Ok not to jinx anything but this is fantastic. Look I've been a SW fan since I was a toddler, but I never fully understood all the hype about Boba until recently ya know...now that he has dialogue and more character development. I am honestly so glad that they didn't just immediately pick up where the end credit scene left off. Seeing Boba fend for himself and using his skills to survive is so fascinating.
- Eek the Tusken Raiders really said "lets swack this barely conscious man we found in the middle of nowhere like a piñata"
- Boba stopping to help someone who has also been captured is really interesting to me for some reason. Like I said before, Boba didn't really have much characterization in the OG trilogy other than being a hardcore bounty hunter and he was kind of a lil bitch during TCW. The reason why I find this to be so interesting is because bounty hunters are often characterized as greedy, selfish people who never go out of their way to do something for someone else unless credits are involved. We got to see a little bit of Boba's personality in the Mandalorian, but what I'm excited to see during this show is his individual characterization, beliefs, and morals. He didn't have to offer to help the Rodian, if anything he would have had a better chance at escaping without having to worry about another being, but he did it anyways. His caring side to his nature is something I'm dying to see and I honestly wonder if he attributes that side of him to how Jango was with him. AGHHHH COMPLEX CHARACTERIZATION! FINALLY SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD!
- Mans got eaten by a Sarlacc, dragged through the desert, beaten like a dusty rug, and yet he was still ready to throw hands even when he was outnumbered. Iconic.
- AHHHH FENNEC
- Boba: "Fennec I had a bad dream." Fennec: "Bitch put a shirt on we gotta be fancy for the people."
- Can someone inform the wonderful hosts of the podcast RuPalp's Podrace that "Confused Boba" is my gender of the week? Please and thank you.
- I...don't know how I feel about the use of CGI over makeup and prosthetics for the Trandoshan
- Boba’s love language is gift receiving
- The Mayor's Majordomo sounds like he would try to mansplain politics to me
- Somehow this man made addressing someone as "milady" sound derogatory. Fuck this dude I am very pro let-Fennec-beat-his-ass-up
- The limited concern the Majordomo shows pisses me off, but I understand it. Jabba ran this joint for years and even if, hypothetically, he was only there for a short time, he had the support of the Hutt clan. Boba is starting from scratch, so while the disrespect oozing from this man is upsetting, it make sense.
- "I'm confused." "He wants you to pay him." "What? I'm the crime lord he's supposed to pay me." stars if that isn't some shit I could totally hear coming out of Fives' mouth
- I absolutely live for Fennec being the left brain and Boba being the right brain
- MAX REBO!!!!!!! CANTINA THEME REMIX!!!!!!!!
- Boba's dry sense of humor is fucking hilarious
- Ooooooo fancy Twi'lek lady....I don't trust her
- I love Fennec and Boba's friendship
- 10/10 fight scene like goddamn Tem go off
- I would let Fennec run me over with a speeder and I would apologise to her for even breathing within 100 miles of her
- YALL SEE THAT FLIP SHE DID TO DODGE THE KNIFE????? Stunning. Showstopping. Brilliant. Inspiring.
- Boba...you good bestie?
- What was happening at that house? Like why did the Tusken Raider bring them there just to watch?
- "No hard feelings mate" I love him. I understand the hype now.
- Ok wtf was Godzilla doing in the middle of the desert?
- The intricacies of the costume designs for literally everyone in this show, like how they distinguished the ranks of the Tusken Raiders based of the beads and weapons (yes I know that's technically a prop but it's included with the costume because it is constantly with the character...just stage crew things don't worry about it) , is breathtaking
OK FINAL THOUGHTS FOR THIS EPISODE:
- First thing I noticed is how visually stunning this show is so far. While the writers did not have to go through the processes of world building since Tatooine has already been pretty well established, the style that they have chosen to display the already known atmosphere, especially in the opening shots, makes it seem new. Along with this, one of my favorite things to look for is how they use camera angles and focal points to show the dynamics between each of the characters in the given scene. I feel like it just adds an extra touch and even contributes to the characterization in a way that might not be covered directly in the dialogue
- Speaking of characterization, I am in love with Boba and Fennec. Their interactions and differences in personality are so fun to watch and I can't wait to see more
- I don't trust that Twi'lek lady...she just seems extra shifty even for someone on Tatooine
- I am not emotionally prepared for when they get into Boba's trauma and him talking about Jango
I think that about sums it up. I really liked it and I can't wait to see where the story goes!
(PS do y'all want me to make a taglist for these episode brain vomit posts? If that's something you would be interested in lmk!)
25 notes · View notes
mosswillow · 4 years ago
Text
Try again, and again, and again - Maybe you’ll be free this time.
Dark!Charles Xavior x Reader (fem), Dark!Erik (Magneto) x Reader
Warnings: 18+ Adult content, Rape/noncon/dubcon, oral (male recieving), manipulation, abuse, mind control, posessive behavior, glove kink, blood, violence.  
Word count: 2222
A/N: Eek, I finally finished this. I hope ya’ll enjoy it. This is different from my original plan of multiple parts. I like how this came out though, it feels right with the vibe of part one. Hopefully it’s the right amount of confusing to make it fun and interesting but not stressful.
By clicking keep reading you confirm that you are an adult over the age of 18 and understand that this content is dark and potentially triggering.
Tumblr media
You’ve done this too many times, stood at this window remembering it all. It’s exhausting; you’re so tired, so worn down. It’s a lie, all of it. You never married him. He forced you into this, erased your memories and added his own. He stripped you of your agency, moulded you into what he wants. A happy wife, someone to control - to submit.  
“Are you ready to stop this now?” Charles hisses from behind you.
A tear runs down your cheek and you wipe it away with the back of your hand. You step back from the window and slowly force your body across the room to your “husband”.  
“Good girl,” he praises, pulling you down and kissing away your tears.
You close your eyes and let him kiss you. His tongue pushes in your mouth and you open for him, tasting the slight saltiness of your tears on his tongue.
“Let’s go back to bed,” he smiles.
You lie next to him and turn your body away, stiffening as he puts his arm over you protectively. Your life has always been like this since you were born, it was stupid to think you could ever find happiness in this fucked up world. You feel his hand snake down your body and take a deep breath before opening your legs for him.
Tumblr media
He was the first mutant you ever met, found you scared and starving in an alleyway and gave you food - love - family. He made you feel like you weren't alone for the first time in your life. For so long everyone around you made you feel like your power was bad but he didn’t think that. He thought that your power made you better than everyone else. He taught you to embrace it, to carry your mutation with pride. He told you to never take abuse, to throw everything they did to you right back at them.
Comical, really, how the one who brought you to a place of acceptance, who taught you not to take abuse, turned around and abused you. He had taught you well, too well. As soon as the first bruise showed up you chose to leave. You deserved better.
“What do you think you’re doing,” He said as you packed a bag. You should have left while he was gone but it was too late now.
“I just need space Erik, some time to think about what I want.”
“No,” his voice was quiet but serious, the tone more alarming than any of the times he had yelled. it made you stop packing and look at him. He took a small step forward and you noticed the disheveled appearance. His leather costume was torn in several places and sweat was beading on his forehead.
“This is what I’m talking about, I need to be able to have my own life. You dictate everything and won’t even tell me where you go. You
 you hurt me,” you grabbed your arm gingerly, looking at it and frowning.  
The familiar sound of metal being manipulated came from Erik and you looked up just in time to see pieces of silver fly towards you. Your wrists were suddenly encased and you tried in vain to move against them.
“Let me go,” you said.
“No,” he replied almost too calmly.
“I’m leaving you Erik, you can’t do this,”
He walked to you and ran a gloved hand over your cheek.
“I can do anything I want, baby.”
Your wrists suddenly slammed into the floor and he was grabbing your head, tilting it back so that you looked up at him. He brought his other hand to your cheek, smoothing his thumb over your lips. “Anything,” he said as he pushed his thumb in your mouth. The earthy smell and taste of his glove overwhelmed your senses and you struggled against him. It was no use though. He was stronger than you would ever be. You relaxed your jaw and closed your eyes and he removed his hand, replacing it with his dick. He grunted as he pushed into your mouth, slowly pushing further into your throat with every thrust. When his cum finally filled your throat you swallowed and kept your eyes down. He crouched in front of you and kissed your cheek before leaving to shower. He left you there all night and by the time you were finally released from your chains you were too exhausted to fight. He carried you to the bed and fucked you gently and you let him.
You spent months alone in the prison he created for you. He said you would be let out once he was confident you wouldn’t try to run or use powers but you weren’t sure that would ever happen. Even when you followed all his rules, when you acted like you loved him. He would still find reasons to keep you isolated. Your life revolved around him, a cycle of trying to please him, eventually acting out and the inevitable punishment that came with your rebelion. It wasn’t a way to live.
Tumblr media
“You’re thinking about him.” Charles' voice has an edge to it, one you’re familiar with.
You nod and turn your face away.
“You’re not there anymore sweetheart, I’ll take care of you.”
Charles grabs your chin and forces your head towards him. He kisses you softly on the cheek and pulls you towards him until you’re settled against his warm body.
He’s the same though, it’s the exact same suffocating love you ran from almost two years ago.
Tumblr media
It took five years of trying to finally do it. Erik made a mistake, He left the back door open and you took your chance without hesitation. The first barefooted step onto the dirt was euphoric. Being kept away from the earth was like torture. Silent tears fell as you dug your hand into the ground and felt it move. It sucked away the fear, leaving you with a sense of peace. You had power again, could feel it like electricity move through your body.
Sounds of fighting came from nearby and you hid.
You could feel where people walked. The earth was talking to you, telling you when and where to hide. You made your way to a helicopter and crouched in the back, making yourself as small as you could and praying that whoever was attacking would get away and take you with them.
You held your breath as a group of mutants piled in quickly and the helicopter lifted from the ground. You stayed hidden for an hour before someone noticed you. A woman, red hair and drenched in sweat looked at you.  
“Who are you?” she asked. her bright green eyes widening in shock.
Tumblr media
“I’m not like him,” Charles says “You’re happy here,” The anger in his voice becomes more evident by the second.
“Stay out of my head!” you yell.
A headache starts burrowing into your brain and you cry out in pain.
“I’m not like him,” he reiterates.
You struggle in his arms, turning to your back and looking at him from inches away.
“You’re even worse. He always knew he was a monster, he wanted liberation at any cost, me at any cost. He was
” you search for the words to explain “a poisoned cup of water.”
You grit your teeth and stare in his eyes, bringing your face so that your noses almost touch. You don’t care, there’s nothing he can do to you that hasn’t already been done, no way he can hurt you more than he already has.
“You pretend like you’re a hero but you’re not. You're a glass of juice laced with the same exact pison as him. You look good and taste good but you’ll kill me the same way.”
He uses his power against you, reminding you who he is and what he can do. You scream as your body bursts into invisible flames. With Erik the bruises would remind you that it was real.  Charles doesn’t even afford you that. Everything with him is invisible, all in your head. They’re not the same, Charles is worse.
Tumblr media
“Is she ok?”
“She’s fine Jean, give her some space.”
You groaned as you returned to consciousness.
“She’s waking up!”
You jolted up, turning your head to stare at your surroundings. The last memory you had was crouching in the helicopter, now you were laying on a couch surrounded by mutants.
“I’m Jean,” a soft voice said.
“I’m sorry I
 there were no other ways out,” you whispered.
“We know,” You looked over to see Charles pushing himself towards you. He stopped and looked you in the eyes.
“We’ll take care of you,” He smiled.
You smiled back, feeling safe and free for the first time in a long time. The X-Men, you had found a true family at last. Everything was going to be ok.
Tumblr media
You’re expecting him to knock you out again, for you to fall asleep and wake up his loving wife but The pain stops suddenly and you whip your head towards him in surprise.
“You didn’t take my memories?” you ask.
“I’m not like him,” Charles insists.
You sit up and pull your knees to your chest.
“Show me you aren't, let me go.”
He looks up at the ceiling and inhales.
“I can’t.”
Tumblr media
It started so slow with Charles. He gave you personal lessons, treated you kindly. You started to actually fall for him.
But then a new mutant came in and the chemistry was like nothing you had ever felt.
Charles got jealous almost immediately. You slowly started to see him the same way you saw Erik, recognizing the signs, there were so many red flags. You weren’t going to stick around, you had to leave while it was still an option.
You packed a bag and ran without a word, finding a job far away.
You should have known better. It was your hope that he would just let you go but of course he didn’t. Charles found you easily, and he was angry. You had never seen so much rage, it was like you were looking into Eriks eyes. You begged him not to do it, cried for help.
They stood there complacent as he forced you to your knees and rewrote your history, wiping your brain for the first time. They said they were your family, you loved them, and they betrayed you.
Tumblr media
“It would be easier if you just accepted this, I don’t like using my powers against you.” he says.
You roll your eyes. He does like using them, you see it behind his eyes every time he does it. He loves the power. You look at his face and see a slight twitch in his eye. The wheels start turning in your head, a theory forms.
“You’re losing your ability to control me,” you say.
He sets his jaw and you know you’re right. Your lips lift into a small smile as hope starts to bloom.
“What will you do once you can’t just erase memories?” you ask.
A headache starts again and you stare at him, fighting back. You’ve never fought back before like this, didn’t know you could.
“I’m going to leave you,” you say before the world goes black.
Tumblr media
Jean was the one who made the memories return for the first time. She unlocked them for you, cried and apologized as you sat there panicking.
Nobody said no to Charles. he wanted you and they were too afraid of him to stop it, she told you. The team was happier, Charles was happier. They sacrificed you, pushed the abuse onto you so that it wasn’t on them anymore.
It was all a show.
Your husband of three years had only kidnapped you a week prior. It was stressful and confusing, you ran to the bathroom and vomited. Charles called your name from the kitchen and you bolted out of the house. You made it halfway through the yard before you were tackled and held with your hands above your head. The only thing you could reach was a little bow from your hair. You took it and jammed it into the ground, letting the earth take it and hoping that one day it could somehow help you. You had to fight, keep trying no matter what.
Tumblr media
“Good morning my love,” Charles says.
“Good morning,” you smile back.
You give him a kiss on the cheek and stretch out before walking to the kitchen. You look out the window and your memories come back in a sudden burst.
You turn around to see him in the doorway. Fear washes over his face as he realizes how fast you escaped this time.
You smile and raise your middle finger at him. The window shatters into small pieces as your fist breaks through. Blood drips down your hand but you don’t care. You’re free.
“I’ll find you,” he calls.
Maybe he will. Maybe he’ll find you and bring you back, keep you locked up. Maybe he’ll add chains to your hands and feet like Erik did. He won’t chain your mind though, never again will he control you like that. He can try again, and again, and again but you’ll always break free.
90 notes · View notes
still-a-morosexual-help · 3 years ago
Text
OBEY ME! LESSON 47 DETAILED SUMMARY + THEORIES
The lesson starts with Simeon and Levi laughing over how Lucifer forgot Diavolo in the game. Belphie complains about what a pain in the ass it was cause Lucifer made Belphie and some of the others go back into the game to get Diavolo and how Belphie had to start with the party at the beginning and so was unable to straight away teleport them to the castle and how as it was the second play through everything was harder and how diavolo had been so pissed he’d given them all the silent treatment, though Belphie did end up chuckling about how much that had freaked out Lucifer. Belphie says that as an apology Lucifer had finished all of Diavolo’s paper work and given him a free day off so Diavolo would be visiting. Levi says that he’ll be shutting himself in his room then and when MC asks about it Levi says that it’s not like Diavolo is coming to see him and it’s not like he cares about seeing Diavolo either. That truthfully he doesn’t really like Diavolo all that much cause he’s too serious and scary and cause they share no interests so Diavolo won’t have any idea what Levi talks about and how he’s scared he’ll say something dumb in front of him and piss Lucifer off. He makes MC promise him to him away from Diavolo. Belphie says that you shouldn’t spend time with a person you don’t like anyway. Simeon says that maybe you should take the opportunity to get to know a person better before you decide whether you like them. MC can agree with either Simeon or Belphie. Simeon then gets a call from Lucifer asking him to send the other 3 home cause Diavolo has gone missing.
At home Belphie says maybe Diavolo actually ran away from home to freak out Lucifer as revenge for the whole game thing. Satan and Beel greet them at the door. Satan to show them something funny and Beel to get one of Simeon’s sandwiches from Belphie. Satan takes them to the living room where Lucifer is pacing and screaming down the phone at Barbatos, yelling about not  being able to find anything yet and demanding Barbatos calls him the second something turn up and if he can’t get to him then one of the others, before keeping the call and trying to figure out who else he can call and traumatise. Mammon is trying to get Lucifer to sit down and calm down and breath for fuck’s sake. Mammon gets yelled at for his efforts cause how the fuck can Lucifer calm down when Diavolo is missing. Except, yeah Diavolo might follow a stranger if they offer him candy, but y’know Diavolo’s an ancient incredibly powerful being I’m sure Lucifer can afford to calm down a little but whatever. Mammon tries to get MC to calm Lucifer down and honestly I love Mammon so much he’s such a good brother is2g. If Mc commands Lucifer to stay he um “EEKs”? and then blushes about the sound he just made (I’m not into romancing Lucifer at all but am I the only one who thinks he’s turned on by MC’s power over him despite his whole Sadistic Dom personality? It happened once or twice in the very beginning of S2 as well) According to Asmo while Diavolo had been going through the portal to the human world Barbatos, who has the flu, had sneezed and now they have no idea where in the human world Diavolo ended up. With the saddest expression Lucifer says, “Oh Diavolo, where have you gone!?” and I’m??? You want me to let MC come in between that!!? Lowkey wish OM! Did something like the Arcana where when MC picks a LI, a couple of the remaining LI get together. In every version where MC doesn’t pick Lucifer I desperately want him and Diavolo to get together and in the versions that MC picks either Lucifer or Diavolo I want there to be the option for the three of them to be in a poly relationship, pls. MC asks why they can’t just call Diavolo and Mammon says they’ve tried a bunch of times but being unable to. Levi says he knows someone who might be able to help
Levi takes them all to his room and Asmo is in tears as he tells levi it’s fine if his friend is imaginary cause asmo has a lot of imaginary friends – aka in his words first he imagines a beautiful man and then a beautiful woman and then well he imagines them all fucking and the fact that this otome game has 11 LIs and not a single one of them is straight is just
beautiful. I’m so happy wtf. Levi insits his friend exists and when MC says they believe him he says that even if he makes other friends that won’t displace MC’s role as his friend. Lucifer tells him to cut the BS. And it’s Alexa!? Levi introduces them to fucking Alexa and I’m screaming sir pls. It’s called Crowe here though and he completely dismisses MC’s “fnkfjkjdjkjkdvjkfd pls tell me you understand wtf that actually is” by saying how Crowe is always up to talk to Levi about any interest Levi brings up and the rest of the brothers are greatly impressed while MC goes through a crisis in the corner. Beel asks if there’s a little person inside it who talks and casts spells. Belphie while blushing asks if he can talk to crowe and I can’t fucking believe after 3 seasons MC’s gonna be replaced by fucking Alexa. Belphie asks crowe if it’s Levi’s friends and gets a “If you say so” which Levi gets really excited about and what it likes about levi and gets “how he’s able to turn everything into a negative thing” which levi takes as a compliment and this is really sad guys but then again I did once spend weeks trying to get Siri to agree to date me so
 Belphie then asks Crowe to turn Lucifer into a rabbit, it obviously doesn’t work. Levi asks crowe where Lord diavolo is and MC becomes increasingly more annoyed at being the only sane person in the room. Crowe obviously doesn’t know how to answer that.
Asmo asks about the sensitive spots on Lucifer’s body (wtf asmo c’mon) and Satan asks for Lucifer’s weaknesses, Crowe answers with “I’m sorry. I can’t answer that” which the brothers take to mean that crowe knows but is refusing to say. Lucifer threatens him to keep quiet and Crowe says he understands, Belphie is upset that Lucifer threatened crowe and Levi says he made Crowe sad. All the while MC is losing their mind and insisting that Crowe’s just tech, while the brothers all ignore and talk over them. In what is probably a fit of jealous rage MC commands the brothers to all sit the fuck down and explains to them that crowe really is just an electronic device. Levi refuses to believe them and insists Crowe is his friend. This somehow leads to Levi giving crowe Diavolo’s phone number and Crowe tracking his phone and Lucifer remembers “oh yeah shit missing boyfriend”. They end up in a karaoke bar. The sweet relieved smile on Lucifer’s face when they find him is everything. Diavolo asks how he looks dressed as a human and MC compliments him. Mammon scolds Diavolo for worrying them and Asmo says he feels silly to have been so worried now, Lucifer tries to herd Diavolo back home but Diavolo says he can’t go cause a note on the door (in devildom script) says the room is cursed and only allows you to exit once you get a 100% score on the karaoke machine. Asmo’s pissed cause he has a spa/salon appointment, Levi has a gamin event, Beel has a buffet and Satan’s pissed cause he wanted to think up of more cat related hashtags he could try searching up and I’m- Lucifer says it’ll be easier to do the task than try to break the curse using magic and Diavolo agrees. Belphie says Diavolo looks way too happy. And look I’m just gonna say it now cause we ALL know it – Diavolo’s definitely behind this and using it as some way to hang out with the others.
Asmo’s happy about being able to sing karaoke and Levi complains but is also searching for anime songs so. Belphie and MC think the situation is strange cause doesn’t being in the human world mean this shit doesn’t happen to them anymore? Diavolo says the bar is owned by the three legged crow group (aka yatagarasu) – the Devildom’s largest holdings company and developers of the D.D.D.. Their mascot (Blackjak) is one of the chat stickers. Diavolo’s the majority shareholder of the company. They’ve been expanding to the human world as well, mostly because of demand from sorcerers and witches. They also developed crowe, with Levi having a prototype. Levi realising crowe’s not a real person starts crying (and wiping his face on Satan’s clothes) about crowe got him tickets for a band and how cause Levi thought crowe also liked them he made sure to buy two tickets for both him and crowe and I’m just this is so sad. MC takes the opportunity to sweep in and say y’know I’m your friend and hold Levi’s hand to which Levi blushes and thanks them. Crowe’s the one hosting the Karaoke and says if one person manages a 100 score everyone can leave and that to make things interesting he’ll be throwing in some surprises. Crowe: All right then, party on! Diavolo: PARTY ON!!!!! :D Lucifer: *SIGH*
Asmo goes first cause he’s the best singer they have, Levi complains about Asmo being good at everything when he has nothing and MC teases him about being the Avatar of Envy. Asmo nails the first part of the song but in the interlude as one of crowe’s surprises Asmo starts hearing his fans screaming to him (which no one else can hear) and starts the second part a bit late so his score is 88. As punishment for not scoring a 100 Crowe kills Asmo. Or rather he sends him to be tortured till someone is able to score 100 and set him free. Lucifer, as expected, is not pleased. Levi is excited about how this is suddenly a game of life or death. Lucifer is very much not pleased with that. Diavolo’s also extremely pleased. Lucifer’s going through it. Mammon (who was so busy picking out a song that he didn’t notice one of his brothers got kidnapped) volunteers to go next. Though he’s not as good as Asmo he’s apparently a very good singer and once sang lead vocals in a band at RAD. Mammon chooses a love Ballad “Even if I wind up as a demon, I’ll always love you” and oh baby
 the brothers immediately realise Mammon fucked up when choosing the song, Diavolo goes ??? and MC ignores them all to do  what they always do best and that’s to be Mammon’s #1 cheerleader (still can’t get over how much MC took charge and planned everything during Mammon’s bday event and had the brothers start giving him his little presents/notes a whole week before the actual date, when in every other bday event they just took a backseat role and let the others plan and fix everything up while they distracted the bday person. Whether you ship them together or not you gotta agree Mammon’s got a real special place in MC’s heart.) Anyway MC cheers Mammon on and Mammon blushes and stutters and then refuses to sing the song cause he realises he just picked to sing a love song in front of the person he’s in love with and tries to switch his song last minute. But cause he completely missed his cue to start he gets scored 0 and sent to hell. Satan says Mammon should be fine cause he’s used to that sort of thing. Diavolo: :D WOW :D THIS :D IS :D TERRIBLE :D ! :D   Lucifer: Really, cause your face is saying something else entirely

They all sit silently looking sad for a bit. Lucifer says Asmo & Mammon were their best chances of getting out with perfect scores, satan wonders (with a sad expression) where they are and what’s been done to them. Levi says let’s be real Asmo’s probably getting off rn. Lucifer says they need to focus on who’s here rn and getting out. Diavolo volunteers to go next and Lucifer shuts him down, Diavolo whines about it. MC asks if it’s cause Diavolo is the heir and they can’t risk losing him. Lucifer agrees. Diavolo reluctantly agrees but in exchange he wants Beel & Belphie to sing next together cause he once heard them at a RAD festival and they were amazing. Beel starts ordering everything on the menu. Lucifer says if they harmonize they might be able to get a perfect score. The twins sing perfectly together and Dia & Luci are beaming until Beel’s food order finally arrives by materializing on the table all Hogwarts style and well you can guess what happens then. Lucifer seems uncharacteristically rattled and upset by all this and I mean yeah he has to slowly watch his family disappear in front of his eyes while he’s unable to do anything about it – this is probably his worst nightmare. Plus if they don’t get out chances are he’s gonna end up stuck in a tiny room for the rest of his life so
They’re silent and sad for a bit till Satan says that Levi sings a lot of karaoke alone in his room. Levi says it’s not really karaoke and that he just puts on his headphones and sings along with the opening but also how does satan know that!? And satan says, well who doesn’t know that and Levi freaks out and turn to MC and they’re like lol yeah sorry and Levi freaks out more and wishes for death while Diavolo very happily says that Levi must be very talented and that he’d love to hear it someday and Levi starts floundering and deflecting. Satan says Levi shouldn’t be so modest cause usually when they go out to karaoke he doesn’t let any of them leave till he’s sung all his anime songs and Diavolo asks if Levi’s being shy cause he’s there. Levi blushes while Diavolo keeps complimenting him and encouraging him to sing and MC remembering their promise to Levi bails him out by basically saying he’d be too nervous around new people to get a perfect score and Diavolo lets it drop after Levi agrees with them. Satan’s need to leave and watch cat videos becomes too great and he volunteers and Lucifer happily encourages him. Diavolo gets closer to MC and says so did you do something to Lucifer again? Had one of your therapy sessions? And MC teases and says maybe. Diavolo happily says he knew o=it cause usually Lucifer isn’t willing to admit how highly he thinks of Satan and he actually calls MC a “family therapist” and I’m so glad someone finally said it, at this point MC should be getting paid is2g. Satan sings his favourite ballad and Diavolo compliments his singing while Lucifer just compliments Satan as a person in general for striving to do his best in everything and facing challenges with a cool head. Diavolo laughs about how much praise Lucifer’s giving out and Lucifer says he’s just stating the truth. Lucifer says satan should get a 100 until the tv starts showing cat videos, Lucifer yells at satan to not get distracted and satan is able to resist it until it starts showing a pile of sleepy kittens curled up together, who are starting to doze off. It’s too much for satan to stops the song to coo at them, he gets an 83 and is taken away. Levi says that even though it was fun at first he’s starting to get scared. Diavolo asks if Lucifer wants to go next.
12 notes · View notes
jonathanrook · 3 years ago
Note
wwdits asks? 💜
ngl anon it's been ages since i've seen the first two seasons of this show so i straight up only know the characters from the third season sdfghjk i'm so sorry
blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most) not to be basic as hell but literally either guillermo or nandor i can't choose. i also like nadja a lot but i think about nandor the most probably. literally what the fuck was going on last season eek. the vampire depression arc did not need to hit so hard i'm screaming crying throwing up
scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped) this one is deffo guillermo tho bc literally when he does his sly little smile what the fuck that's illegal!! harvey is already too pretty and then they put him in little sweaters and glasses and he's just a cutie i'm obsessed w him
scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave) colin robinson is getting more of the recognition he deserves lately but i'm still putting him. he is one of the gang stop not drawing him just bc he doesn't have cool fangs! he does have a big bald head which is also a whole vibe!
glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week) jenna you're my angel!!!! also the sire i'm in love w him
poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave) i think nandor is also pathetic enough to be a poor little meow meow.
horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason) literally the show tortures them all enough idk if i can do any more damage. i literally just want them all to have a good time. no more conflict just them all sitting around and playing chess or something.
eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell) again none of them tbh but i will say my least favorite is lazlo and also i bet if i sent him to superhell he'd have a rockin good time so him actually it wouldn't even be a punishment
4 notes · View notes