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brandondenson · 9 months ago
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afrotumble · 11 months ago
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cryptidiopathic · 1 year ago
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Hannibal has killed at least one of his patients and then fed his organs to his friends and family house is just a rude doctor with more flippancy towards patient rights than most
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mattsfootcramp · 4 months ago
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'Birthday Sex'-M.S
summary: You and the triplets throw a party for their birthday. Matt got a little tipsy...
warnings: FILTHY!! hair pulling, doggy, multiple orgasms, dom! matt, degradation, oral fixations, matt the munch, fingerings, spanking, slapping, blow jobs, use of safe words, smut. plan smut
a/n: I'm just gonna go with the flow on this
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she sat on one of the couches as people were buzzing in the air. music was playing in the background. the smell of sweat lingered in the air.
she was wearing a black and silver sequence dress. one of her boyfriend's favorites out of all her dresses.
it was short and strapless and sexy. she stands up and walks toward the kitchen, where she finds Matt drinking out of a red solo cup.
"Hey, birthday boy. Do you feel it yet?" She asks
"What? the alcohol?" He says, confused
"Yeah.." She answers
"The best iv ever felt." He takes her hand and wraps his other around her waist.
he puts the hand he is holding on her thigh and rubs it gently. he bends down to her ear level.
"How about.. we just take a few steps into my room. How does that sound?" He whispers in her ear. causing shivers to go down her spine from his lustful words
she quickly nods and makes her way to Matt's room. a few minutes later, Matt gets in. be immediately goes to kiss her.
"god y/n... your so fucking perfect...I love you so much" He praises in between kisses
she could taste the alcohol on his lips. but she didn't care she wanted this so bad
Matt's tongue makes its way into her mouth. making their guys' tongues fight for dominance. ultimately, Matt won.
Matt puts his right hand onto the dress near the breast line and pulls it down so her boobs hang out for the air. She hisses as the cold air hits her already hard nipples.
"look at how fucking beautiful you are" He attaches his mouth to her left tit and flicks her right nipple with his hand.
"look at how fucking beautiful you are" He attaches his mouth to her left tit and flicks her right nipple with his hand.she whimpers slightly.
Matt pulls away takes his shirt off places his hands on her shoulders and pushes her down to her kneesshe unbuckles his restricting belt. his cock rock hard. Once she gets his pants off she jerks him off slightly. matt hissing slightly
"oh fuck.. put your mouth on it. be a little slut for me" He puts his hands on the back of her head and thrusts into her mouth
"oh- my god" He picks up the pace. she was gagging softly
she squirms slightly to catch air. he stops thrusting. resting his cock in her mouth. he slaps her across the cheek
"stop fucking moving bitch. You gonna take it like the good girl you are" He roughly sayshe continues his thrusts.
she feels him twitching in her mouth signaling that his close.
"god this mouth- oh fuck- it's all mine...I'm c-cumming" she cums and she swallows
"on the bed ass up face down" He says roughly as he takes his still hard cock out of her mouthshe gets on the bed and puts her face in the pillow
"should I eat you out from behind" making her whine
"it was a joke" He says slapping her ass
He gets behind her and teases her entrance before slamming into her not giving her enough time to adjust to his length and width
"OH fuck matt" his thrusts were fast and rough. He slaps her ass as his hip recole off of it.
"all mine baby.. fuck your pussy feels so good wrapped around my cock" he grunts outHe pulls her hair up making her head go up and out of the pillow
"moan louder slut. no one can fucking hear you" making y/n make a pronographic moan matt keeps railing into her
"god fuck... your pussy is sucking me in. your such a little cum slut."
"m-matt. so c-lose" She warns him
"yeah? then cum for me. make a mess like the slut you are
"she releases her cum. her cum floats down his dick making a white ring around the basematt keeps thrusting into her like there no tomorrow
"m-att I can't im to sensitive" She sobs out
"and I don't care. your gonna take it like a little bitch" he pushes her head into the bed more
"oh.. fuck yeah baby take it." he grunts out
"I can't" she sobs out
"yes you can. take it like a little slut" he retorts.his thrusts get faster and harder
"RED RED RED" she screams their safe wordmatt stopped everything he was doing and pulled out of her gently and craddeld her.
"hey I'm so sorry.. come here" his face softens and lays next to her
"it's okay. It just hurt.." She whips a tear
"I'm so sorry.. come here. let's cuddle"
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a/n: this sat in my fucking drafts forever so I finished it up and bro the ending sucks ass but oh well
ⒸMattfootcramp
Taglist: @iluvjakeyy @spicybabysworld @monroesturnns @sturniolo-fann @bernardsbendystraws @hystria-things
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lupercaliabooks · 2 years ago
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Phrix knows how to catch snakes!
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sloppysequinz · 2 months ago
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My little addict
Summary: mommy observes her pet intox bimbo on a perfect afternoon.
I open the bedroom door to check on her. She doesn’t notice me. I don’t mind. I lean against the door frame to watch for a minute.
She’s sprawled in bed, as usual. Her eyes are transfixed on her computer screen. She robotically brings a bottle of soju to her mouth with one perfectly manicured hand. The other slides down her stomach and between her legs. As her legs spread and her skirt rides up, I see she’s not wearing panties. Good girl. She begins to rub her pretty cunt. I can see from here it’s dripping wet, can hear the squelching, can practically smell her—she’s been edging all day, as expected. She rubs and chugs from the bottle. I appreciate my work. I pay for her acrylic sets, all the nail charms and art, because I like how her long nails look wrapped around a bottle or bong or cock, how they look in her pussy.
As the bottle empties, she pulls her hand away from her cunt with a whine and drops the empty on the floor beside the bed. Looks like this isn’t the first or second or fifth bottle of soju today. I’ll need to restock soon, she’s burning through this stuff faster and faster. Not that I mind. As I ponder what to buy her next, she slumps back into bed and moans. Her perfectly blonde hair spreads across the sheets, framing her like a halo. Her pretty hands slide up her shirt to play with her enormous tits, another gift from me. Her back arches. “Fuuugg I’m *hic* drung…” she giggles to herself.
Well, not really herself. The cam on the dresser broadcasts her all day. Turns out certain folks will pay good money to watch a pretty girl get herself fucked up and edge to nasty porn day after day. After the wave of alcohol washes over her, she stretches and clumsily rolls over to the laptop. She’s typing—probably answering chat and messages, as much as she can with her clumsy fingers and impractical nails. Her brow furrows as she tries to read. She’s adorable. Comprehending one of them, she rolls over and scrabbles in the bedside table before pulling out a package of edibles. I don’t recognize it—one of her online friends must have sent it. She gets so much fanmail these days. She addresses the camera.
“Sho, dese are *hic*…nanos! Dey’re shupposed to hit, like…reeeerally fasht. Whaddya thing?” She watches the replies come in, brow furrowing again. “I knoooow…like *hic* I know you wanna shee me smoooge but, like *hic* mommy saysh no shmoking in the *hic* house…”
Everybody in the chat knows better than to push back against Mommy. I watch a smoke wash over her face as she thinks of me. Beloved Mommy. I’m very lucky.
“Ohgay, howwabout dis? *hic*” she giggles again and shakes the bag at the camera. I can see now that they are in fact nanos, watermelon flavored, 20mg each. “I’ll take one of dese for ebery sub in the next….fibe minutes.” She watches the chat to try and gauge the response as much as her poor little brain can. Seems like it’s positive. I hear the jingle of a new sub almost immediately. She smiles at one message or another.
“Uh huh, I can vape toooo! *hic*” She scrabbles around the bed again until she finds her pen. It’s between her legs. She must’ve dropped it there after a particularly hard hit drove her to edge immediately. She’s well trained, after all. She brings the pen to her plump, shiny lips and breathes in, leaving a little lip gloss mark on the pen. The lip filler, the designer lip gloss—I pay for all that too. She smiles dreamily. “I’ll *hic*…tage a hit…ebery time…I see…hit!” She and I both know that the chat will be spamming hit for the next five minutes at least. She tabs back over to porn and leans back so she can take continuous hits and touch herself, tits and cunt on full display for the camera.
I love her. I love how she gets beautiful and dolled up every morning to get high and drunk and edge in bed for strangers. I love how much she adores her own hedonism, her own pleasure. She’s a pretty pink cloud of a person and she belongs to me.
I decide it’s time to stop watching. I lift myself from my relaxed position and walk into the room. “Hey princess.”
“MOMMY!” She replies. “Mommy Mommy Mommy!” She’s wiggling with joy, pen forgotten, as she gets up on her knees and reaches for me eagerly. I lean down to kiss her and then climb into the bed. As she settles to lean back against my chest, I turn the laptop towards myself and check the chat.
Hit!!
MOMMY SIGHTED
omg cryptid appearance
HIT HIT HIT
Omg it’s mommy!!
Hiiiii mommy!!!
Mommy mommy!
Wait mommy is real?
Be my mommy too…
I smile and turn towards the camera, leaning down to kiss my baby girl first. “Keep hitting your pen, sweetie.” I command. She obeys. As she exhales cloud after cloud, I address the chat, playing with her as I do.
“Thank you for supporting my princess, everyone.” I massage her tits in my hands and she moans and hiccups at the sensation. Another new subscriber ding.
We love princess!
Princess x mommy foreverrrrrr
I want a princess too…
Pinch her nips!!!
Hit hit hit!
I pinch her nipples and she squeals. I laugh. “Come on princess, don’t get distracted from the pen.” She takes another hit and I address the crowd again. “I hear people want to see her smoking?”
YESSSS
SMOKING
smoke her brains away
wanna see her frfr
It would be like soooo hot
“Well, we’re almost at 1000 subscribers.” I muse. “We could schedule a special outdoor smoking and drinking session to celebrate, what do you think?” As she keeps hitting the pen, I slide a hand between her legs to spread her cunt for the camera. She slides a hand down to cover mine. “Aht, aht!” I scold, using my free hand to grab her by the hair. She whines and pulls away, free hand now desperately grabbing my thigh.
OMG OMG OMG
outdoors too…
That would be so hot mommy!!!
DEW IT
Can it be public?
I wanna try and find her outside…
Two more new subscriber dings. “Wow, that’s four edibles, everyone—that’ll be eighty milligrams. Think we can get her to a hundred before the end of five minutes?” I slide my hand over the wetness of her cunt, relishing the heat and the way she whimpers into her pen as she tries to keep hitting it. I tighten the hand in her hair and she whines louder. Her eyes are crossing, and the hand on my leg is getting limp with inebriation or overwhelming desire.
Two more dings in quick succession. “Wow, a hundred and twenty! I knew you could do it, chat!” As celebratory emojis flood the screen, I flip over her open hand. She lets me puppet her freely. I open the bag and count out six gummies into her hand. “There you go, slut” I croon into her ear, just for us. “I can’t wait to see you in thirty minutes.”
She shivers and slowly brings the clumsy hand to her mouth, dumping all the gummies in at once.
FUCK YEAH
We love to see it
Fuck yeah gummy queen 👑
Oh you’re fucked girl x
How fast are nanos supposed to hit?
“How about something to wash it down?” I ask. She nods slowly. I stop rubbing her to reach down next to the bed. There’s an uncracked six pack of Smirnoff ice sitting down there. I hoist it up. “I think these are calling your name, sweetie.” The chat agrees.
ICE HER ASS MOMMY
ICE ICE ICE
omg I can’t believe she had that hidden
Does it count as icing if she finds a whole six at once?
Can she chug all six?
I crack open the first one and hold it to her mouth. She goes to push me away for a second but then thinks better of it and starts swallowing. “Good girl…” I whisper as she lets me pour the whole bottle into her mouth. “Just like that��”
When the bottle is finished, she rolls over to snuggle into me. She looks up at me bleary eyed. “Mama…” her tongue is thick and difficult. “I’m *hic* really…fuggin *hic* drung…”
“I know baby, I love it.” I reply. She giggles. “But mommy has to go back to work.” She begins to whine in protest but I shake my head. “Do you want the BBL or not? Mama needs to pay for it somehow.” She pouts but nods and flops onto the bed, freeing me. Her ass is up for everyone on chat to see. I flip her skirt up to give them a better view and then extricate myself.
“Think you can make her finish these?” I wave the remaining five Smirnoffs at the camera. I don’t have to check the chat, I know they’ll try. I set them beside her on the bed and leave, pausing in the doorway to admire her one more time.
At the end of the day, when she’s too high and drunk to speak, when she’s so desperately horny from hours and hours of edging for strangers that she’ll do practically anything—that’s when she gets what she wants from Mommy. And the afternoon has just begun.
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helenvader · 10 months ago
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I am not that thrilled about the football plot of Unseen Academicals, but there are so many gems in the book. Here we have Lord Veterinary 🤣 who did his homework on the subject at hand so well that it makes everybody speechless (no news), and the last part is just... glorious.
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At which point someone tried to slap Vetinari on the back. It happened with remarkable speed and ended possibly even faster than it began, with Vetinari still seated in his chair with his beer mug in one hand and the man’s wrist gripped tightly at head height. He let go and said, ‘Can I help you, sir?’
‘You’re that Lord Veterinary, ain’t ya? I seed you on them postage stamps.’
Ridcully glanced up. Some of Lord Vetinari’s clerks were briskly heading towards them, along with some of the slurred speaker’s friends, who could be defined at this point as people who were slightly more sober than he was and right now were sobering up very, very fast, because when you have just slapped a tyrant on the back you need all the friends you can get. Vetinari nodded at his gentlemen, who evaporated back into the crowd, and then he snapped his fingers at one of the waiters.
‘A chair here, please, for my new friend.’
‘Are you sure?’ said Ridcully, as a chair was pushed under the man who, by happy coincidence, was falling backwards in any case.
‘I mean,’ said the man, ‘everary one saysh you’re a bit of a wnacker, but I saysh you’re awright over thish football fing. ’Sno future in jus’ shlogging away. I should know, I got kicked inna head quite a few times.’
‘Really?’ said Lord Vetinari.
‘And what is your name?’
‘Swithin, shir,’ said the man.
‘Any other name, by any chance?’ said Vetinari.
‘Dustworthy,’ he said. He raised a finger in a kind of salute. ‘Captain, the Cockbill Boars.’
‘Ah, you aren’t having a good season,’ said Vetinari. ‘You need fresh blood in the squad, especially since Jimmy Wilkins got put into the Tanty after eating someone’s nose. Naphill walked all over you because you lost your backbone when both of the Pinchpenny brothers were taken to the Lady Sybil, and you’ve been stuck down in the mud for three seasons. Okay, everyone says that Harry Capstick is making a very good showing since you bought him from Treacle Mine Tuesday for two crates of Winkle’s Old Peculiar and a sack of pork scratchings, which is not bad for a man with a wooden leg, but there’s never anyone in support.’
A circle of silence spread outwards from Vetinari and the swaying Swithin. Ridcully’s mouth had dropped open and Henry’s brandy glass remained half empty, an unusual occurrence for a glass that’s been in the hands of a wizard for more than fifteen seconds.
‘Also, I’m hearing that your pies are leaving a lot to be desired, such as dead, cooked, organic content,’ continued Vetinari. ‘Can’t get the Shove behind you when the pies are seen to walk about.’
‘My ladsh,’ said Swithin, ‘are the besht there ish. It’sh not their fault they’re up againsht better people. They never getsh a chance to play shomeone they can beat. They alwaysh gives it one hundred and twenty pershent and you can’t give more than that. Anyhow, how come you know all this shtuff ? It’s not like we’re big in the league.’
‘Oh, I take an interest,’ said Vetinari. ‘I believe that football is a lot like life.’
‘There ish that, shir, there ish that. You does your besht and then shomeone kicksh you inna fork.’
‘Then I strongly advise you to take an interest in our new football,’ said Vetinari, ‘which will be about speed, skill and thinking.’
‘Oh, yeah, right, I can do all them,’ said Swithin, at which point he fell off his chair.
‘Does this poor man have any friends here?’ said Vetinari, turning to the crowd.
There was some diffidence among them concerning whether or not it was a good idea to be friends with Swithin at this point.
Vetinari raised his voice: ‘I would just like a couple of people to take him back to his home. I would like them to put him to bed and see that no trouble comes to him. Perhaps they ought to stay with him until morning too, because he just might try to commit suicide when he wakes up.’
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brf-rumortrackinganon · 5 months ago
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I have always thought that Meghan does not make her own money, does not see any projects throught to completion and isn't launching her own company is because she does not want to split money with Harry in case of a divorce.
I feel she is of the mentality that what's his is hers, but what's hers is just hers. (I took that phrase from somewhere online, but I can't remey where from).
That's the reason she kept her agent and publicist in US when she married in 2018,so he could deal with her company Frim Fram while she was in the UK. It's the reason she wanted to get pain fromthe work she did while royal and wasn't happy with the 3 mil stipend.
And it's the reason all their major money-making projects have been Harry's - Book deal, Invictus, Better Up , or joint - Netflix.
When Harry loses money (the lawsuits) she is mad. But when she loses money (pr, paid mag covers, 40x40 merch, Bench, insane spending for fake Un tour etc) it's just an investment gone wrong and they never talk about it again.
I think Meghan always just wanted to be an influencer, even when that word wasn't a thing. She liked the Tig thing she did and that's all she wants to do. Archwrll is very much modelled along those lines where she updates their stuff like updating a blog.
I know people sayshe isn't very good with follow through but I don't think she is that bad. Their failure has got a lot to do with Harry and him simply not knowing, not being capable of doing, not being very good at carrying projects on his own without a capable team.
The moment their divorce is finalized and the financials have been settled (and locked in) she will start working (hustling) and she will start making money the way she wants to. It will be something stupid and ridiculous, mostly speaking fees, appearances, red carpet merching or some product line. But she will make money.
She is just hedging her bets now and milking the royal money train dry. Whatever she has made so far in the past 7 years is safely locked in some other bank account under some company name that someone else is the front of.
You don't even have to be an evil genius to do that just have some financial acuity and ambition. Ones a hustler, always a hustler.
Ask from August 20th
Some good points here.
I disagree that Meghan has follow-through. Nothing I’ve seen from her since 2015ish shows she has follow-through. She does the bare basic minimum and the team around her finishes everything so she can put her name on it. She did it on The Tig. She did it for Suits. She did to the Hubb Kitchen cookbook. She did it with the royal tours. She did it with the fauxyal tours. She did it with Smartworks. She did it with 40x40. She did it with the UN. She did it with India and Malta and Rwanda charity work. She did it with the USO tour. She did it with the wedding. She did it with Vogue UK.
The only things Meghan did herself was throw everyone under the bus and stab them in the back. And even that’s sometimes questionable.
So she needs the capable team around her too, but capable means something different for Meghan. Where Harry’s “capable team” meant having people who do literally everything for him from picking out his clothes to taking him for munchies to running his own charity programs, Meghan’s “capable team” means having people who do exactly what she wants, when she wants them to, as she wants them to, and to read her mind as to when/how/where she wants things.
And that’s not someone who’s a good boss. That’s a terrible boss, a toxic one, one who has no problem screaming at people and throwing them under the bus, one who’ll underpay her staff and manipulate them into unethical or immoral behavior, work them to the bone, and who demands not just total loyalty, but 24/7 access and commitment. Everyone knows that about Meghan. Everyone sees that about Meghan. (And if one doesn’t see that about her, then one doesn’t have enough experience in the workplace or has never had a toxic boss of their own.)
And because Meghan is that kind of a boss, the only reason she has a capable team around her now is because of Harry. Because it looks really good on people’s resumes to work for the Duke of Sussex because they can leverage that to other big high-faluting jobs with more important people and more important work.
The second Meghan doesn’t have Harry, not only is that team gone, so is the world’s tolerance for Meghan Markle. She can hustle all she wants to get the paychecks she believes she deserves, but she isn’t going to get it. She’s getting no better than what she has now because it’s the same thing she got before Harry. If people weren’t interested in her before Harry, they definitely won’t be interested once her 15 minutes are up and her memoir washes out of the news cycle, and they won’t be interested because she can’t do anything for them. She doesn’t move magazines. She doesn’t sell clothes. She couldn’t sell her own book. She can’t even sell her own jam, dog biscuits, and kids.
The best her hustling post-Harry can get her is probably a spot on The View when her memoir comes out but even that’s not a sure thing because she’ll want them to fawn over her and I guarantee you, someone will be rolling their eyes at her in front of her. My money is on Whoopi.
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lupercaliabooks · 2 years ago
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I'd say Phrix knows what this is about...
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readyforevolution · 1 year ago
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When Allyson Felix became pregnant, Nike was prepared to cut the terms of Felix's endorsement by as much as 70% due to the pregnancy, and told her to “know your place and just run.” 🤯
Amid all of this, she was forced to have an emergency c-section seven months into her pregnancy because of a potentially life-threatening condition and her baby had to live for more than a month in the NICU. But two years later she’s qualified for her fifth Olympics with her daughter watching.
Felix dropped Nike and created her own brand of running shoes, the Saysh One. She is currently running in the Olympics in Japan wearing them under the banner “I Know My Place”. 😏
With 11 medals now, she passed Carl Lewis this summer for the most track and field medals by an American in history!
"I used my voice and built this company for you. So that you never have to train at 4:30am while you're 5 months pregnant to hide your pregnancy from your sponsor.”
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trackandfieldimage · 2 months ago
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⚡️flashback⚡️ 👑 Allyson Felix, US Olympic Trials 2021. Hayward Field, Oregon. . . 🐐 . . . #allysonfelix #goat #olympicchampion #worldchampion #worldrecordholder #trackandfield #athletics #saysh #usatf #teamusa #jeffcohenphoto @allysonfelix
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danjaley · 8 months ago
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Matthew: Richar’ saysh, we’re ‘o claim you’re all Shcotish subshects. Ah don’’ know how well tha’’ll work.
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Marianne: Well, I’m a born Scotswoman and I can prove it. And Charles has some old charters somewhere, stating that his family is only liable to the jurisdiction of the Stuarts. But I don’t see what can be done about poor Nicolas. He’s married to Roseanne of course, but that makes her French rather than him a Scotsman.
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lupercaliabooks · 2 years ago
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From Saysh to Phrix, with love.
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A cute sticker I made to celebrate giving small friends big, inescapable hugs. Available in my Storenvy!
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sandsorghum · 3 days ago
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I wanted to drop a few details about some of the references/motifs I included in Mise En Place (my Yandere Nanami fic) because I quite enjoyed the process of researching them. I also hope these help folks to make their own connections!
So first there's 2 stories by JG Bellard; his novel 'Empire of the Sun' and his fable 'The Garden of Time'. The novel is written from the POV of a POW of the Japanese during WWII when they invade Shanghai. Its protagonist is a young boy and one of its major themes is an exploration of empathizing with his captors, developing a kind of Stockholm syndrome during his internment in the prison camp.
The other title referenced is 'The Garden of Time', which is about an aristocrat and his wife holed up in their castle/mansion, living out an idyllic fantasy while trying to delay the inevitable rabble and hoard of proletariat coming for their necks/wealth - which they can actually see approaching over the horizon. They buy themselves time by harvesting magical glass flowers that turn back the clocks and so essentially reset the days, such that the couple are ossified in this one particular time frame. I won't spoil the ending, but it provided quite a bit of food for thought; you can check out the full story here.
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Finally, there's two types of flowers in the anniversary bouquet Nanami gifts the reader - blue hydrangeas and daffodils. Nanami himself doesn't know anything about flower language, he chose those purely for their aesthetic quality. But as an author I selected these specifically for their multiple meanings.
For hydrangeas it varies across cultural contexts. In Japan it symbolises understanding and apology, while in 1800s England jilted men would give them to women who spurned their advances or affections. This contradiction parallels some of the plot points and mixed emotions of my reader character.
Furthermore, blue hydrangeas in particular are thought to have connotations of forgiveness, rejection and regret - I wonder if this might be backed up as we actually see Gojo with a bunch of blue roses/periwinkles(?) too in the S2 intro (for Geto) and some have speculated it alludes to unrequited love and yearning there.
Daffodils also have an association of unrequited love. Their scientific Latin name Narcissus Jonquila and genus, Narcissi, is partially derived from Ovid's eponymous myth about the youth who falls for his own reflection in a stream (and eventually wastes away and drowns). Prior to that however, and the less well known part of the myth is that he had rejected the love of the nymph, Echo, who was unable to speak or tell him who she was as she was literally cursed to only repeat the words others told her.
This is less of a direct parallel but I found it significant as Nanami very much falls for the idea and ideals he projects onto his partner, in other words, she's an image of his own conception - and tangentially related is the tragedy of her being unable to convey her true thoughts and feelings to him, or feel safe enough to establish her identity and desires which is to sayshe has no voice of her own in this relationship.
Narcissus can also be traced to the Greek root word narkao - meaning numb (daffodil bulbs are poisonous to animals), and after years of enduring abuse and manipulation, the reader character is somewhat resigned and numb about her circumstances.
I'm not sure these have as much of a basis, or are equally recognised, but during the Victorian era, daffodils have some other negative concepts attached to them depending on where they're worn; on the chest it is 'Indifference' and in one's hair it's "mental agony" - both of which are emotional states that could apply to her too. The article also mentions duplicity as another potential meaning, which I thought quite relevant as Nanami's partner in my story implies certain half-truths and uses misdirection quite frequently to navigate tension in their conversations, and Nanami as well maintains an amicable, even affectionate veneer despite his overall cruelty.
It was a really rewarding challenge writing this fic, it definitely was kinda far from fun or easy a lot of the time but I think I learned quite a bit from the process! And here's one last thing I'll drop - an alternative banner I made for the fic~ Thanks for reading!
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zsakuva · 9 months ago
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Hello again Saku! I just remebered something that bothered me alot about Isaac, we know his immediat family died, his mom, dad, grandfather, he keeps saying that he has no one after their passing, but doesn't he have any other family members? Like uncles and aunts? Maybe distant relatives from him mom or grandfather? Do they not exist? Or is Isaac just not interested in igniting a relationship with them? They don't seem like they were in touch when he was a child.
Same thing for Andrew, he sayshe doesn't have a family that he cares for anymore, but beside his brother doesn't he have any other relatives that he loves like cousins? (It would suck to be Andrew's cousin💀 I wouldn't wish that on anyone)
I tend not to add additional family members to characters because there's a small expectation that at some point, you'll meet them. In Isaac's case, it's possible he has no contact with them, or the parents lost contact, or something along those lines. In Andrew's case, it's highly possible his cousins (if he had any) wouldn't like him anyway because of how much they were being compared to the 'golden prodigy'.
I'm able to add explanations for the lack of family in the characters' lives, but the main reason is to keep the cast as minimal as possible unless absolutely necessary.
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Elita: My dad easily pulled the doors open and found a small cleaning room which had been slightly modified. This my dad mused was Judith’s lair, and there was no sign of her… 
Bob: Shit…
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Aamon: What doesh( does) thish(this) mean?
Bob: It means we’re too late… A vampire would not risk being away from their lair during the daylight hours, outside there’s signs of a struggle. Somebody, or something came and took her.
Aamon: How do you know that Judith didn’t win thish shtruggle (this struggle)?
Bob: Because, believe it or not, of all my children, Judith was the softest. She’s a diva… violence isn’t her forte.  
Aamon: I’m pretty Shure(sure) all her victimsh(victims) dishagree(disagree) with you.
Bob: I don’t mean that monster she’s become, I mean before her head cracked… the girl I raised and loved was incapable of hurting anybody. This thing she is, is a bully, and was effective only because of her savagery and supernatural strength. Whatever she is now, she isn’t MY… OUR, Judith. I believe Cat’s right… and our Judith is still in there, and she’s trying to stop the monster the only way she can… by trying to get it killed.
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Aamon: Then, that leavesh ush (leaves us) in a rather unenviable posishshun (position). 
Bob: I know, first we have to tell Lyra we were unsuccessful and that Judith is gone.
Aamon: How truthful shall we be?
Bob: Truthful enough… I might be wrong, Judith might just have moved on to a different lair… but… 
Aamon: Your exshperienshe(experience), saysh otherwishe( says otherwise).
Bob: Let’s get out of here. We’ll have to rethink our plan.
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