#say “thank you spooky – your input iz useless and actually fuck you and i hope your friendz die again” and thingz of the such

[spookythesillyfella]

no intro for thiz post becauze i can't think of anything witty at the moment

"Housewife Radio" – Ghost and Pals and hv tony

"Stich, sew, cut, pull // Stich, sew, cut and pull" – could allude to how . back when tony waz younger . before all the bad thingz happened . it waz a repetitive but pleazant life ; a cycle whoz repetition meant that everything waz okay ; pastel colorz and bright lightz prezent everywhere

"Stich, sew, I tried // Stich, sew, you're alive" – the breaking of said cycle ; not only doez thiz kickstart a new era of the clockz life . but thiz iz also the moment where the separation between "tony" and "antoinette" iz made – they are not the same . one haz been expozed to horror and the bitterness of life . and the other iz still childishly going through the motionz . unaware of what real suffering iz ; "antoinette" iz gone and . though shez alwayz going to be a part of "tony" . "tony" will never be her again

"FM comes in different colors, I believe // In the sewing machine I've lost myself // Memories inside my heart are here to grieve // Color-coded by the love he gave to me" – how . gradually . "antoinette" became sort of lost – falling deeper into grief and internalizing the belief that therez nothing to live for anymore – unable to handle the deep sorrow that came from holding onto memoriez of someone that . despite being cared for immensely . perished anyway ; no experience in tonyz life will be truly hiz own . az he iz the product of all the teachingz of hiz long-gone brother

"Ah, his voice, it speaks to me from the radio" – i feel like thiz iz an important lyric to pick apart on itz own . az tony lookz for anything that might bring the memory of hiz brother back even for just a moment ; he findz himself often hearing hiz brotherz voice when otherz – particularly sketchbook – are speaking . and sometimez even hallucinatez him ; anything to bring him back ...

"Every day, it feels like seams are more than torn" – the mental decline that tony had when The Event happened . and how it cauzed him to spiral for yearz and yearz on end

"Buttoned patchwork, thread that's tied in knots // Hand-sew everything with kind intention" – how antoinette tried to be there for her brother az much az possible ; in being unable to save him from something that waz so clearly inevitable . hatred for oneself beginz to stir within

"Liquid soundwaves pour from my eyes // My heart cries out to you in desperation" – once again . antoinette begging for him to come back . breaking down completely and hoping that something will bring back the only guiding light in her life

"Unmistakably, he'll return alive // His colors out to show again" – the appearance of sketchbook in tonyz life – the return of that bright light that gave him hope and reazon to live ; they're exactly what he uzed to be – therez no way they're not when they fulfill the same role and act so similarly – tony iz convinced that thiz must be him again . albeit different

"Black and white // And black and white // And black and white // And black and white // No blue, no yellow, green or red // The radio only plays in..." – again . the cycle that tony went through – although thiz time . instead of being one where hez reminded of the fact hez safe and comfortable and nothing bad iz going to happen – itz the constant reminder that life iz bleak . that it will never get better . that he will never be truly back and that he failed to protect and care for him in the same way his brother did for antoinette ; no color and no light in thiz constant purgatory