#saw k9’s baby till post and now i’m about to cry over till at nine in the morning oml

[atrophiedemotion]

i’m actually going to lose it i can’t even imagine how till is doing after round 6. and not in a ‘he had feelings for ivan’ way but in a ‘till has a self belief that he is universally unloved when all he has ever wanted was to be loved and he had to watch the person who loved him most in the world die for him and has to grapple with the fact that he was so deeply cared for and loved despite what he thought’ way. he had his reality shattered.

if he lives past round 7 (please vivinos) he will have to come to terms with truths he never believed in and (hopefully) use those realizations and acceptance to try to actually love himself