#saw his ult and i went crazy

[solplease]

hsr 2.4 leaks!!

teehee?

[hwnglx]

oo i just saw your enha and lessera reading, it’s so interesting!! if you have some time could you do a similar reading for enha and ive? they’re my ults!! 🫂

what do enhypen and ive think about each other?

based on tarot. i do not know these idols personally. energies are always changing. what i say is NOT straight fact. pls take it with a grain of salt!

enhypen > ive

heeseung devil, 6ofw, 6ofsw&empr+char phew, what a start? i keep hearing "arrogant" for him. thinks they're complacent, big-headed.. like they let fame get to their head too much. there might've been a member he found very beautiful and actively approached, but has since moved on from. jay 2ofw, aceofc, 7ofw doesn't seem too close to them, but there might've been opportunities for him to grow closer, that didn't develop much. thinks they have strong and opinionated personalities jake 9ofc, 5ofw, 4ofp&knofc thinks they're very confident and proud people who have a lot of things going well for them, but also have a lot of suitors, and aren't that easy to get close to. might've flirted with some of them sunghoon herm, 5ofc, queofwrx, 10ofp, sun&kingofp thinks they're a very career-oriented and financially stable group, believes they could go on for a long time. some regrets and unwanted distance he's feeling, might've tried to get in contact with one of them more but didn't succeed sunoo temp, death, empr, queofw his thoughts on ive are very balanced and chill, nothing crazy or outstanding. the energy is sweet though, he sees them as beautiful and strong women, who have transitioned a lot over the years. (getting the feeling that getting along with girls comes to sunoo very naturally. i bet he has many girls he's friends with. i can see him gossiping with them a lot lmao) jungwon tower, justice&kingofsw, 3ofp&hangm very strictly "business and no feelings" here. sees them as colleagues. thinks there's a sense of unpredictability to them niki 9ofc, world similarly to jake, sees them as a very fulfilled and successful group, who are aware of their worth. also very wellrounded and capable of various things

in general, i'm getting a lot of respect for their achievements and overall their work. personally, they seem to think they're a group of successful girls who know what they want and what they are, and who aren't necessarily the most friendly, more distant and closed off. more invested in their own world, don't care about engaging with them. very unbothered vibe, in a "we're just doing our own thing and killing it, what about you?" type of way.

ive > enhypen

gaeul aceofw, 6ofc, 8ofw thinks they're very creative and ambitious. might share some fond memories with some of them and still talk from time to time, some nostalgia here yujin 9ofc, 4ofp, 5ofsw&3ofc thinks they're confident and proud of their achievements, but overly uptight and careful. like they care too much about what others think? i keep seeing her think "lol chill and let lose a little" rei 2ofp, 5ofp, 6ofw thinks they have a lot going on, busy all the time. also respects them for coming out stronger and successful after going through some tough times wonyoung temp, 3ofwrx&aceofprx always gives me this vibe she doesn't concern herself with anyone else, in a positive manner. like she respects everyone, very peaceful. still might think they don't really have established stable foundations to go very far, like they keep missing opportunities, and are still shaky. liz 4ofw, 7ofw+3ofsw, fool, aceofc sees them as this happy and carefree group of boys, very bright and positive energy for her. but also thinks they get defensive and feel attacked and hurt pretty easily, like they're overly sensitive in her eyes. leeseo 9ofp, aceofw, hier&moon+fool thinks they're financially sufficient, independent and very creative guys. they have a lot of potential, but are somehow blocked in their freedom.. like they stick to the rulebook a lot, don't take many risks. she believes they could get even higher if they went out the box a little more.

[maycat-19-142]

Mingi x idol reader Headcannon

A/n: I love mingi to much he is my ult-bias. This is a work of fiction, this in no way reflects on the real song mingi or ateez/KQ entertainment !!

⚠️: gender neutral reader but fem coded kissing, fans chasing you, your group has implied 4 or more members, your collaborating on a stage together and the songs is attention by the trouble makers, let me know if I missed anything

A stage collaboration with your s/o was amazing

But fans went crazy because your relationship had just gone public months before

The first day of rehearsal you walked to KQ which is not your company

You saw a group of fans swarm the outside of your company and then follow you to KQ

The only good picture thay got was you running in the KQ building to meet mingi

Your boyfriend looked you over to make sure your ok

And then to practice

The song attention by the trouble makers

Aka a very physically close song

It was not your pick but neither of yall were complaining

Rehearsal came and went

And then both your members showed up plus mangers

So over 12 people

In the end all of ateez and your group went to your groups dorm

The time was spent joking and playing around

The next morning was more rehearsal with your most recent comeback and rehearsal with mingi

In full honesty you loved it

Half a day with your bestfriends and the 2nd half with your boyfriend

The show day had officially arrived

Getting in the building was the fans favorite bit

The both [g/n] and ateez together

Your favorite part was before going on stage

A moment just to your and mingi

You were freaking out

But a kiss to the nose from mingi helped came you down

"It will be ok just remember I love you" he said his deep voice calming you down

You just pulled him in a hug and sat there for a good minutes before you had to go on stage

You bet that yall did amazing

Fans ate it up the way yall moved and worked together

When the music ended you stood next to each other before you pecked his cheek and he pecked your lips

Now yall have the title of the 4th gen cutest couple

Have a good day and night 🌙

Pixie out 🧚‍♀️

[aurirorii]

my carat journey ♡︎

sypnosis: (im sure the title makes this self-explanatory but) in which i tell you all about my first impressions and journeys as a carat. (i like summed it all up so its super short)

a/n: i havent been a carat for tooooo long but nonetheless it makes me feel pretty happy to see ive come as a carat as well as how the group themselves have grown over the years c:

how did it start.. oh right. when i first came around seventeen or seen something about them it was actually back in may of 2021 from a clip i saw on youtube i saw of them on knowing brothers. this clip was when the mcs of the show were trying to guess all of the members’ names and it was the8’s turn.

i remember watching minghao doing that flip or wtv (sorry i dont remember what its called lol) n after he was all cool and stuff. and lowk i was like ‘oooooo.. hes kinda cute’ hehe. and honestly that was kinda it.

you see, it was in 2018 i was actually a k-pop stan yk during the prime era of kpop. obviously over the next 2-4 years i had lost focus. but, when i came back, that video was one of the many i had watched on youtube about kpop. and when i came back, i became a skz fan. i remember felix was my ult bias and that was that.

but that was until i came across an episode of going seventeen. pretty infamous right? god, i remember watching that episode when they were planting rice (ver-paddy) and i was hooked. i had never laughed so much, it was like my spark had come back. i say that because when i re-entered the kpop fandom, i wasn’t at the highest point of my life. so laughing that much over one video on youtube made me so happy. that was when i knew that i needed to find out who this group was and where i can watch more episodes.

that was when i realized that the group i was watching was seventeen: the group with that one cute guy with gray hair and glasses (the8)! also when i realized that vernon was in seventeen (i knew and recognized vernon bc if his cover with jeongyeon, do i need to keep explaining? i didn’t think so).

although, when i started looking into the members, one caught my eye and it was safe to say it was not the8. it was LA boy hong joshua. idk what it was really but i thought he looked so idk— beautiful. so thats what it was for me. i started stanning the group and having joshua as my new ult bias in june 2022. sadly, over time, my interest in skz started to decline. it wasn’t that skz wasn’t great, they are, y’know how it is right?

that was how my journey started. i started listening to their music, getting into going seventeen, binge-watching like all the seventeen related videos i could find on youtube, and most importantly: going through hell trying to learn all of the members.

oh. my. god. hey, you know, it took some time, but i got there! (i always messed up woozi and hoshi) um.. anyways. as time went on, obviously i was able to experience the feeling of waiting to watch their new comebacks and such. and honestly, i don’t mean to be one of those people, but seventeen genuinely brought my spark back. i had, and still, never been so interested in something until them.

around 5-6 months later, it was in novemeber 2022 when i was pretty settled into the group when my thoughts and views started to change. i was starting to focus on new members. i honestly don’t remember at all how this started but jeonghan caught my eye. and i was hooked.

idk.. hes js so.. im sure u know what i mean!!! i mean who wouldn’t? like, have you seen jeonghan? oh lordy lord. he was so beautiful yet fine yet cute yet literally all of the above. i sound like one of those crazy fans. PLEASE GUYS I PROMISE IM NOT LIKE THAY JUST HEAR ME OUT A TINY BIT. let a girl be delulu PLS. ok now im gonna continue being delulu for a sec thanks.

i do admit i still fangirl a bit over him, just a teensy bit!!!!! (i fucking watch edits on tiktok HELP ME I HAVE A SAVED COLLECTION IN MY FAVORITES ermmmm i js want to be organized!!!! …..) please guys im just a girl.

uh. yeah! but in all seriousness, i’m so happy that i was able to come across such an amazing group. time has passed so much and it’s crazy for me to understand that i’ve been already been a carat for almost 2 years. (pls help me ive watched like every gose episode and inside seventeen episode like 50 million times each, but honestly i’ll never get tired of it).

i’m so proud of seventeen after everything they’ve gone through. watching them win their first daesang made me feel so happy for them, they absolutely deserve it. from practicing together in a small, green walled room to selling out almost all of their shows and stages they perform on, seventeen has grown so much as not just a group but individually.

i just know that if seventeen’s predebut self saw their lives now their joy would just be through the roof. as one of the most looked-upon sunbaenims in their industry, i’m sure most people can agree seventeen tops their line of style when making music.

and i’m also so glad i decided to be a carat. i love the fandom, like i can be on tiktok for hours just laughing watching carats post the funniest memes and compilations as well as making the stupidest tweets. i can very much vouch carats are one of the most funniest, supportive fandoms out there.

so yeah, that’s about it!

[suuho]

You're literally sooo annoying talking about Hui participation in BP. I haven't watched this survival and although I really like Pentagon, they're flopping and that's probably why he was sent to this show. What annoys me the most is the fact that I didn't saw a single one of you talking about the mistreatment CLC went through to a point Yujin had to go HERSELF to GP so her career wasn't over. Yall should be happy that Hui can keep going with his career while bringing attention Pentagon while he CAN and while Pentagon is still alive because CLC didn't had this chance.

Cube is the real culprit here but it's so funny to me seeing y'all going crazy because Hui is in a competition and have real chance to win and bring attention to his group which is still active when I didn't saw this same energy going to criticize Cube for what they did to CLC and Yujin.

hey! the answer is super simple. pentagon are my ults which is why i care about them the most, and i simply do not stan clc whatsoever and never have. i have mentioned before that cube is historically known to mistreat their groups. multiple times on this blog even! also, i can say whatever i want on here. if that is so annoying to you then you can just leave.

[kooktrash]

I’m genuinely curious when did everyone bias Jungkook?

I’ll say my exact moment 💀💀💀

it was in early 2018, yearbook class and my friend would always watch music videos while she worked so one time I asked wtf was she watching and first of all she said BIG BANG. so I was ugh kpop [keep in mind I was like 17 only listening to rap music and lana del rey lol]

but everything I watched was actually from 2017

and my cousin always talked about nct so I would get annoyed but one day she was watching BTS miCdrop and I started watching with her and I saw Jungkook in his camo pants and black long sleeve and I was like WHOMSTTTTTTTTTTT

so then she told me it was bts so I looked them up bc I’d seen them on ig but obv I didn’t care at the time but when I looked at a picture I literally FELL IN LOVE

like I couldn’t recognize any of them but Jungkook and Namjoon 😭 and then i went crazy watching their Ellen interviews, bts run, and billboard performance

I ended up asking my cousin about kpop and she was like “bitch I’ve been telling you kpop smacks.” And I asked her to show me more groups so then I finally listened to nct

but anyways

moral of the story is

Jungkook is literally the only reason I got into kpop and he’s been my ult bias since I saw him 💀 AND EVEN BEFORE I WAS INTO BTS I THOUGHT THAT MF WAS SO CUTE

IT WAS THIS EXACT PICTURE

[miikaji]

fun fact! 😌✨

my pfp is me from the loona concert last year! i was looking at my recent concert selfies and thought “damn... i do be looking cute sometimes” lol

^ LOONA + KCON 2K22 ^

i wanted to be as colorful as possible when i went to see them! this was actually my day 2 look (see day 1 below). currently, loona is honestly probs one of my ult girl groups of the 4th gen. idk how but i ended up falling in love with a LOT of their discography a little after their official debut. when i heard about their tour (and that chuu wasn’t going to be participating...) i KNEW i had to go. i didn’t want to chance not seeing my girls on their first, and possibly only, tour. i bought VIP and everything for BOTH nights i went....

^ Day 1!!! I’m actually pretty happy I took photos of the few freebies I got (because usually they get destroyed at some point in transit back home... which happened lol)

(backside)

(frontside)

ALSO!!! I met a Once before going to the venue and she gave me some freebies from when she went to Twice’s most recent concert. She only had a few but let me pick out a Momo, Jihyo and Chaeyoung pc 🥺💕

THEE ENTIRE DAY 2 LOOK!!! lol this was the only full lewk snap I got of it. YES, I did wear crocs. The crocs were on my feet when I went into the venue. I made a mistake wearing playform sneakers the day before and I learned the error of my ways. I was SOOOO much more comofrtable night 2 bc tbh I sweated a lot in line day 1 and didn’t have things to freshen up from what the sun had caused. Peep the bags of shit by my feet lol I was READY with extra deo, deo spray, body sprays, wipes, hydration items... ALLTHAT

You see that? That’s me in pure bliss. I was closer night 2 as well?? My feet were still hurting??? My body was in pain??? But Loona cured all that??

night two was the only night i had the photo, but i will literally never regret spending the money i did to have this experience... got to do hi-touch both nights! i didn’t intend on this post getting so long lol but since i’m remembering it all now i remember how lip went “your hair!” when she saw me lol. vivi and yves were like so enthusiastic too when it was my turn... it was so fast though, even though i did it 2 nights in a row, its still like a blur of how crazy pretty they are in person 😭 i thought that was gonna be the last and only time i’d see loona.... then kcon happened 👁👄👁 LOL!! Sadly, for a friend of mine, my homie who was at the con got sick with Covid and didn’t want to waste the night 2 concert ticket... SO SHE GIVES IT TO ME FOR FREE?????

^ my ass RUNNING to the floor bc WTF???

LIKE??????

^ me turning my lightstick green for NCT since I don’t own NCT merch

SPEAKING OF THAT LIGHTSTICK. I ALMOST FORGOT. Shoutout to that random attendee who just gave me batteries for my lightstick once I got to the floor? Kcon was literally at the end of the month (Loona’s concerts were on the 1st and 2nd of the month) so my batteries were def dead lol. BUT BLESS THEM!!! 😭 It was so fun. i screamed a lot.

(also also i can’t believe i was attendance for the iconic “RUN TO YEW” from stacy bskfjkfn)

^ MCR 2K22 ^

BRUH.

First off, this was my first trip to Vegas?? I might make a whole entire separate post for the Vegas pictures and tings (because I wanna document for myself). All I’ll say for this is even with my fro fro out and lazy make up, I still felt very cute seeing MCR for like the 10th time uwu

. . .

AND WITH A HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND WHO LITERALLY NEVER SEEN THEM BEFORE??? WHAT???

I MISSED YOU KURT AND I HOPE IT WAS A NIGHT TO REMEMBER SHFBNHKSDBNFSJKNF

^ MM@TA 2K23 ^

OKAY THERE’S SO MUCH I COULD SAY BUT LEMME JUST SAY THIS. I GOT TO SEE THEIR SOUND CHECK?? (See Below)

Literally life changing experience omg hsnfknsjf

Currently, Meet Me @ The Altar is like THEE band for me. Their music is so good?? I knew I HAD to see them!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I’d write more but my brain is shutting down LOL!! I will say, I was kinda sad I couldn’t get my hair done before the show. Them braids was my b-day braids and the way my part looked like moses parted the seas once it was this concert date (mid March, bday was in Jan). So I included a pic below of this actual lewk in all its glory lol.

Bday was lit lol. Edith and I had a moment. I was UP front. TOUCHING the stage. She may or may not be my hair inspo lol

^ RICO NASTY 2K23 ^ THIS YEAR IS LITERALLY INSANE WITH THE CONCERT LINEUPS???

So lemme just say this... bc there was a lot going on for this hbfkdjs

FIRST OFF. PEEP THAT MY HAIR IS BLUE.

I had to get rid of the green and get my hair braided again. My mom mentions “oh hey children I’m getting this life changing award from my sorority and its SUPER IMPORTANT that you show up. this means SO MUCH TO ME.” so me being the OG i am i decided to get my hair done in the colors of her sorority (blue and white, I wanted to get silver but didn’t have enough for the other hair shfnksf). She goes “oh you don’t have to do the blue” and I’m just HUH???

COME TO FIND OUT.

SHE WASN’T GETTING NO AWARD.

MY DAD FINISHED SCHOOL AND HE WAS GRADUATING.

lol but it was cool i actually ended up liking the blue.

ANYWAY.

I was also very excited for this show BECAUSE of the fact that its been FOREVEEEEER since Rico went on her own solo tour!!!!!! Like I love you Rico but I can’t justify paying music festival money just to see YOU do a set for a set amount of time like no. I wanna spend hours with you. So much so... I went to TWO Rico Nasty shows 🧍🏾‍♀️

low quality pic of my messy make uwu

i WISH i was smart enough to check monster energy’s ig. this tour was sponsored by them and when i was in line, they were snapping pics of fans who would accept a free monster (i didn’t want to die so i said yes to the monster lol). rico’s folks also took pics but i have noooo idea where those are... my fit was so cute too 😭  even tho... i’m noticing i keep wearing that same damn pink crop cardigan 💀

^ rico’s reaction when we all started screaming every word to iphone 🥺💕

man.. i was out of BREATH this whole show the way I was jumping and yelling all the lyrics hsnbfksdjnf. my feet were fucking SCREAMING in pain. i felt so bad to the people who were trying to talk to me bc the way i was mentally checked out whenever there wasn’t music going hgbnksnjfd night 2 was WORSE for my feel and social battery but omfg i’d still do it all over again lol my crocs sadly could not save me either show

^ TWICE 2K23 ^

FIRST OFF.

THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND TRIN.

FOR LITERALLY BUYING ME A TICKET TO SEE TWICE THE DAY BEFORE THE SHOW???? 😭😭😭😭😭

My first time finally seeing Twice and you wanna know what I SEE the second I enter the venue?!??!?

HELLO???

LIKE?!?!?

THEY’RE INSANE FOR THIS

LOL

(also thank you for sticking with me if you got this far i by no means meant for this post to be so long hsfkjnf i wish i could have added this videos but i guess the gifs will do)

i didn’t document a lot of the freebies but i did get a LOT!! and the once i met at the loona concert was also here and gave me a LOT of pcs!! 😭💕 (ty kelsey ur like the sweetest hfbksdnf)

my view

the views of me

sadly no full fit pics but a lot of people complimented my outfit 🥺💕 next concert i’m hoping to attend is aespa bc they will be here in a few weeks and the nosebleed seats are like so cheap??? i’m going.

also

i’m seeing beyonce?? with my mom? on beyonce’s birthday for my mom’s birthday gift??? btw my hair is gonna be pink next so i can’t WAIT to see what i do for lewks for these shows uwu

[loudstan]

I went to the Nct Dream Mexico concert and even tho Mark is my bias love of my life child of my eyes. I went to 127 concert in Mexico too and I read you fic thinking about the Mark I saw live and just wow, like 10 times stronger the feeling. But now, seeing him with dream just hits different in was I cannot explain. I read your fic again and just wow, mark, please.

Now I'm OBSESSES with Jaemin, when I watched the movie it was pretty obvious how attractive he is, but now after see him I'm person I just can. The flirting, the eyebrows thing, his body, his voice, HE KNEW WHAT WAS HE DOING AND IM HERE FOR IT. I was on the bus back home and read your fic now that I have a vivid Jaemin image in my brain and yeah, was crazy. Same with Jeno, I read again everything and yeah. I love my boys. AND GIRL JISUNG IS SO PRETTY IS CRAZY HIS VOICE IS EVERYTHING AND HIS VISUAL IS LIKE WOW CAMERA JUST DON'T MAKE HIM JUSTICE. Again, I read the fic and hes voice was so clear in my brain, it gave me shivers.

And God God God God God Haechan, I don't have words, not to be like that girl but his definitely the prettiest in nct, like his voice, his body, his aura, everything, hes just so UGH. Pls let me have you once, please. Again, I read your fic with that image in my head and I cant help it. I cried, it was that good I cried.

Can't wait for you to write Renjun and Chenle now that I have that image of them live.

I've seen so many good videos of the dreamies and UUGHHHH I just wanna see them too! Haechan is my ult but I wouldn't be able to help staring at everyone in concert. They are just so effortlessly attractive and it's kind of unfair for mortals like us but oh well... They give us inspiration

Anyways I'm so happy for you! You saw art in real life omg

[jeongjaebae]

wahhh i’m flattered that you like my writing enough to read more of it 😭 with school going on i haven’t had the time to write much besides notes on wips in my drafts and like…. headcanons fjsnkfdk but i’m hoping with winter break i’ll have enough motivation to write some more !

i actually had my eye on tbz since like 2020ish when their reveal (catching fire) performance from rtk showed up on my recommended haha but i never really got into them until i saw like . i think it was a sunwoo edit on tiktok from one of his old vlives LMAO his loserboy swag bewitched me body and soul….. i fell pretty quickly for everyone else after that :’’) right now my bias line is sunwoo (number one loserboy pookie), juyeon, hyunjae, and changmin !! sangyeon keeps trying to steal my heart away with his perfect boyfriend-to-husband pipeline behavior though fjsjfksk i’m #stayingstrong!! and i think im a little biased bc of that rtk performance but reveal is the undefeated title track and album imo! like the reveal itself is soooo good but the b-sides on that album went crazy!!!! absolutely insane how they fit spring snow + goodbye + shake you down + break your rules(!!!) on one album btw! but i think the stealer is a close second and thrill ride + whisper maintain 3rd place in my favs ranking 🫶🫶

i feel like 2022 was kind of a hard year for tbz and for deobis which is why i think everyone kinda felt the lack of momentum?? i watched the 5th anniversary fancon a couple weeks back and they’d talked about how it was a really hard year for them fjsjfkdk everyone cried 😭 but i think now that eric’s back + comeback in january the fandom is picking up again? at least i hope so :((

my deobisms actually hit so hard i started another fic blog for tbz LOL i’m considering moving some of the drafts i had for seventeen over to tbz too? the brainrot is so real ,,,, but like yeah since deobiblr is kinda dead i haven’t had the chance to meet any deobi moots, but i’m hoping we get the chance to talk more !! 🫶🫶

ohhh yes their legendary rtk performances!! the reveal catching fire stage was amazing 😍 that was my gateway too, but the mama 2020 version with checkmate!! SUNWOO'S LOSER BOY PERSONALITY AHAHAH omg ok that's so true. have you seen the way he flirts? last year especially... this boy had a phase where every universe pm was something related to kissing LOL. but i see, interesting bias line - it's basically dance line ft. possibly sangyeon? haha do you usually have a type that you tend to bias? and yesss reveal is definitely a solid title track and album!! really underrated too esp at the time. ooh are those your fave bsides from them?

hmm yeah they gained a lot of fans during rtk/kingdom but from what i saw, a great number of them were... multis that didn't ult them? and so they gradually lost interest and left... ooh ok wAIT they're coming back in january??? dang i've been so out of the loop 🥲 but that's exciting!!! hopefully ist does a better job with this comeback bc whisper seemed hella rushed (and like,,, the whole tour too) and with everything else that happened this year ofc it'd be hard on the members 😔 excited for ot11 activities next year tho!!

omg you with tbz 🤝 me with svt HAHA with the new blog and moving drafts too :') and i knowww school/life/everything makes it hard to find time to write anything but whenever you do have motivation, i'll be looking forward to seeing your works!! ngl i was half thinking of ditching this blog but... since you're here, i'm down to revive deobiblr LOL let's goooo 🤩

[woosansang]

That's so cool you were able to do an ateez mashup! I first read that and thought, "wow, that's so neat," so I went ahead and looked up your guerrilla challenge. You're so talented! 🕺

And oh my god, you're so right about ateez fighting for attention. I've had Hongjoong as my bias since I became an atiny but Mingi also makes me think twice. He's probably a bias wrecker! I mean, just look at him. Ugh. Woosansang (hehe) are such good bias line picks and all three of them are so talented. Especially during deja vu (when you became an atiny)! What makes you gravitate to them specifically?

I love what you said about Hongjoong and agree completely, that man is so... cool! Incredible! Amazing! I admire him so much and I think that's why I like him so much. He's so unique. There really is no. 1 like Hongjoong! He makes my heart squeal.

One last final question, do you have any Christmas plans if you celebrate or any holiday plans in general?

-🎅

ahhh thank u!! <33333333 i want to do more of their choreography as little dance challenges like that so i can actually post myself doing their dances since i didn't want to post the concert mashup video. the songs in the mashup that i learned parts for (mostly the choruses) were wonderland, inception, answer, horizon, fireworks, thanxx and pirate king. i really also want to learn wave and i sort of know deja vu in theory (i.e. i dance in the car sfdjsdfj) but i want to learn it properly

i'm putting the rest of this under a cut bc it got loooooooooooooooong </3

oh my god how do u even survive biasing TWO RAPPERS shdfus those guys are inSANE. hongjoong especially wow that man invented the word Cool. and he's so clever and wise? so thoughtful and hard working? gAWD <3 no 1 like him indeed :(((((

okay funny story actually. i became an atiny on july 17 2021 and i biased yeosang the literal second i first saw his face bc i was so taken aback by his beauty and that doesn't usually happen to me when i see a person for the first time but it did with yeo which was INSANE to me. i started biasing woo during deja vu era bc like u said, CRAZY GOOD ERA. but mr choi san....... well.... that took me a long time to come to terms with, i must admit. it was a wild ride. i can tell u the whole story if u want but tldr: i was san biased for six months without realising, and in january this year i was making fireworks san gifsets basically every day and some mutuals were like hey jazzy i think u like san DSFJSDNFSHJK

what draws me in is their dancing. as a dancer myself, i can appreciate and partially understand how hard they work and how challenging their choreography is and how much energy is required to pull off the setlists they do. i LOVE watching them dance, all eight of them, but especially wooyoung - hence, he has become my inspiration as a dancer. i also looooove listening to them sing, especially ballads. no joke, wooyoung's 12:45 cover was the thing that tipped me over the edge into admitting he was my ult bias. im whipped, what can i say <3

i nearly forgot to answer your question sdfnjsf i got so caught up in talking about ateez lmfao. christmas is a strange time for me bc my family isn't religious, but our extended family is, so we do have a christmas gathering every year for both sides of the family, but like, i don't care for it? I'm not super close to my extended family and if i could find a way to see the aunts/uncles/cousins i am close to without it being at christmas, i would much prefer to do that. however, i do love giving presents to people i love. im a gift giver. so for that, it is nice to have an excuse to buy things for them and see them, but it's not CHRISTMAS specifically that I'm celebrating, if that makes sense?

how about you, santa nonnie? are you seeing your family or doing anything for christmas?

[ggthydrangea]

nct dream is my favorite unit! my biases are mark and jaemin :)) my ults along with lee know <3 their song my youth is one of my all time favs, some of my other fav dream songs are probably quiet down, stronger, beatbox, to my first, and 1,2,3 (but i like almost all of their songs). i also like a lot of 127's tts like 2 baddies, favorite, cherry bomb, limitless, etc along with lemonade, bring the noize! love my noise music haha when i first started listening to skz music, because i will literally loop songs and albums that i am obsessed with, skz music was stuck in my head all day long and i was like i want to inject this into my veins it's so good 😂 DDU DDU DDU DDU DDU DDU

me too, i was surprised when i got into skz as much as i have haha but im glad i did bc stayblr has been so nice from what i've seen so far and i love their music a lot (and the lyrics, i like the messages in their songs). i really like crazy bass lines too which i think skz definitely delivers in some of their songs like nct!!

I DIIID i saw yeah live 🥺 it's funny bc i think3racha were the 3 members whose names i solidly knew before i knew all of skz's names lol and i was like wow they're so good?? you know what, i think kcon planted the seed for my love for skz lol because i remember seeing lee know too and being like oh.....that man is so handsome (and i vaguely knew his name but wasn't sure bc one of my friends biases him and had talked about him before lol). and then they performed maniac and i was like OH what is this song i gotta know lol

oh chan sounds so cute bopping around the stage at the concert u went to 🥺🥺 im so happy for u that u got to see them live 🥺 from the short time i saw them at kcon i definitely agree they are great performers and i hope to see them in concert someday hehe! also wait does that mean you got to see.....charmer live....that lino cam has me on the ground every. time. farewell

the city i'm in also doesn't have many kpop concerts lol none of the groups i follow who went on tours this year came here for tour 😭 i literally planned my summer cali vacation because of kcon 😂😂 it was a much overdue trip bc i got to visit friends on the west coast but kpop got me there LOL. i do have a bigger city near me that is within driving distance so like for the svt concert i drove there and back same day haha but it's not a super short distance so it was tiringgg. i'm still very grateful that i've gotten to go though 🥺 concerts (esp kpop concerts) are almost like a spiritual experience hahaha

Oh nice! Oh my gosh I feel that so much about wanting to inject skz into my veins, it's so good!!!

Same! I love the stayblr community, I haven't been in it long but everyone is so nice and lovely and I've made some really wonderful friends through it!!! There's so much to like about skz they're so good!!!

Love me some 3racha. 👌KCON is a great way to find new groups, I've known a lot of people that have gotten into new groups through it!

Chan is the cutest. 🥺 I hope you can see them someday!!! Yes, yes I did see Charmer live. I hadn't seen any videos before and I was very shook. 😔

Ooo that's cool! I think I might do that someday, travel somewhere to visit friends and see a concert, though right now I'm really needing to save up. That's cool that you got to see svt, even if it was a bit of a drive! Kpop concerts are the best!!! I love the vibes!!! When I saw skz I went by myself and it was so fun to just vibe and enjoy the show!

[mcwriting]

The Marriage Project (12)

Hi all!!! This is the long awaited 12th chapter! It took months of rewrites of not only this chapter, but future ones as well to ensure this was written to the best of my ability.

This chapter marks the heaviest moment in this story, so please, please be mindful of the content warnings for this chapter. I marked the section that includes this moment.

I also chose not to add tags so that this is not everyone's first impression of this series!

Masterlist

Word Count: 2700

Warnings: s*xual ass*ult, language, alcohol consumption, blood/injury mention

% end of the first week of November- cont. %

Throughout the game, you and the other homecoming court members (aside from any football players or cheerleaders) had been sitting on the sidelines right in front of the student section, so you were somewhat able to talk to your friends.

The team was playing good in the first half. It was probably Tom’s best game that you’d ever seen. At halftime, they did the “official” crowning of court members and recognized football and cheer seniors.

The seniors were presented first, having their parents with them as they walked across the field. They started with the cheer team so Daisy could change back into her white dress.

Then came the court recognitions, you and Tom stepping onto the field after everyone else as the crowd cheered and clapped.

Tom’s arm linked around yours as he helped you stay steady walking across the grass, since your heels weren't quite meant for the soft ground. Someone handed you a large bundle of roses and you smiled widely.

The bright lights, the cheers, the smile Tom gave you.

It was a moment burned into your memory forever.

Then it was over, and the team went back to their game, winning 42-27, their best win by far all season.

You were saying your final thank you’s to people’s congratulatory comments as you began heading out to the parking lot. Alexis caught up with you amidst the chaos.

“You still on for Tyler’s? I’ll drive,” she offered.

“Yeah. Let’s go home so I can change and then we’ll head out, okay?” you said, finally getting to your car.

She followed you to your house, where you changed into a tight long-sleeved bodysuit, skinny jeans, and some heeled booties. You also packed some other things into a bag to sleep at Alexis’s house later.

You told your parents you were staying the night at her house. They definitely knew better by the way you’d left on your makeup and put on real clothes, but didn’t question you, instead tossing out a “stay safe” and “don’t do anything stupid” as you headed out the door.

Things were pretty much in full swing by the time you and Alexis pulled into the yard outside Tyler’s house and found your friends inside, red solo cups in hand. The speakers were blaring something with a strong beat and most people were dancing.

You had a white claw to loosen up. After having refrained from partying throughout volleyball season, Alexis would be designated driver for the night to let you have your fun. You saw plenty of football players hanging around but didn’t find Tom anywhere.

Weird.

*CW below*

After a little bit, you ran off to use the bathroom just down a hall. You went alone since it would only be a couple minutes, you knew everyone there, and weren’t drunk.

When you stepped back into the hall, you almost ran into a large figure. It was Harrison.

“Oh, hi there, little lady,” he sneered.

“Fuck off, Harrison.” you commanded, brushing past him. He grabbed your wrist and yanked you back.

“I don’t think you want to be saying that to me,” he pinned you against the wall. His breath reeked of alcohol. You looked around, but it was dark and no one was close enough to see your predicament.

“What the hell do you want? I’m just here to have fun.”

“And what do you think I’m doing huh? Don’t think I forgot about that little stunt you pulled going to Johnson. It’s your fault I missed two games.”

“Don’t think so buddy. Maybe if you respected women you wouldn’t have been in trouble in the first place. Now get off me,” you commanded, trying to push forward.

Big mistake.

He drove a knee between your legs and placed a hand over your chest, gripping your breast so tightly it hurt. For the first time, you were actually scared, but still stared directly into his eyes.

“Nah. I just think you’re too much of a pussy to take me. Now you’re gonna stay quiet or something much worse is gonna come to you,” he threatened, then placed his lips on your neck.

You squeezed your eyes shut to focus your thoughts. It was like you were frozen in shock and pain.

His other hand started sliding up the inside of your thigh when you panicked, kneeing him in the groin and shoving him from you before sending a fist into his jaw.

You were thankful he was drunk, as it made him disoriented and off balance.

Harrison reeled back, looking at you in confusion as he bent over, holding his mouth in pain. There was blood around his gums. He looked at you angrily before another voice called out.

“What the hell is going on here? I thought I told you to stay away from her,” Tom seethed. There was a fire in his eyes that you’d never seen before.

“You think I really care what you have to say? I was just trying to teach y/n a little lesson about consequences,” Harrison replied, slurring his words, before spitting blood onto the hardwood floor and pointing a finger right in your face. “You really think a couple hits are going to stop m-”

Tom was about to step forward to do something when rage overtook you and you threw another punch to his nose, causing him to fall backwards unconscious.

Tom looked down in shock at the limp body beneath you, then back up to you. Once your eyes met, his features softened.

“Y/n? Are you okay?” he asked, stepping over Harrison and guiding you away from him. As you finally began processing what had happened, tears slipped down your cheeks.

“I… he- he…” you couldn’t get the words out and your breath quickened.

“Hey, hey. I know. You don’t have to say anything. It wasn't your fault. Can I hug you?”

*end CW*

You sniffled and nodded, not meeting his eyes. He engulfed you in his arms, rubbing your back as you buried your face in his neck. Your chest throbbed from Harrison’s grip and knuckles ached from where they’d met his face twice.

After a few minutes, you straightened up and wiped your face, trying to be tough. Harrison was still out cold on the floor.

“Do you want me to go get your friends?” he asked, to which you nodded. He ran off and only a minute later came Alexis and Caroline.

They fawned over you, making sure you were okay. Tom put a hand on either of your arms and looked you directly in the eyes.

“I’m going to make sure he and his awful friends leave, okay? You haven’t done anything wrong.”

The girls led you back into the bathroom while Tom began dragging Harrison off. They helped you clean the mascara stains on your cheeks and make sure you were okay. After about 10 minutes, you finally felt confident enough to go back out.

When you got back to the main room, word had it that Tom, Jake, Chris, and some of the other guys were making sure Harrison’s crew would leave and not come back.

Knowing that you were safe from him finally, you decided to drink in the hopes of forgetting what happened for a little bit and have some fun. You started off with a shot of strawberry lemonade vodka, which led to shotgunning a beer and tossing back another shot (or two) of bacardi.

Not a half hour later and you were plastered. You went crazy on the dance floor, jumping around like a fool as different people came up to dance with you.

You were barely aware of what you were doing and extremely clumsy. The room was turning as you clambered up onto a table. You were spinning in circles until your shoe’s heel missed the edge and you started to topple over.

You couldn’t even react, but after a second realized you hadn’t hit the ground, and were instead in Tom’s arms.

“Alright I think it’s time for you to take a breather,” he said. It was hard to understand him as his voice sounded distant. He carried you out of the warm room and outside, where the cold air hit you like a truck. He set you down on the edge of Tyler’s porch.

“Y/n are you okay? After everything that happened I don’t want you to hurt yourself.”

What he said wasn’t funny, but you found yourself cackling anyways.

“Better than everrr! Did you see my twerking?”

“Yes, yes I did. Are you feeling okay? Your face is super red. You aren’t nauseous?”

You shook your head with a big grin.

“I’m fiiiineee, pretty boy. Just because you’re my husssband doesn’t mean you have to follow me everywhere! I’m alllll gooood.” You slumped onto his shoulder, still giggling.

“Alright, princess. Let’s just chill here for now alright? I’ll text Alexis in a little bit.”

You sat in silence twisting your star ring as you began to cool down and your hearing was returning to normal. Tom was rubbing his thumb over your shoulder and had you drinking your second cup of water, but the effects of the alcohol were still present.

“Tom?” you whispered. He hummed. “You’re a really good husband.”

He chuckled.

“You think so?” he paused. “I think you’re a pretty good wife, too. No matter how much trouble you manage to get us both in.”

After a little longer, you felt yourself getting sleepy as the night took its toll on you. Alexis came outside and rushed over.

“Hey! I was looking everywhere. Sorry I didn’t see your text. Let’s go, y/n. You’ve had a looong night.”

Tom picked you up from the porch and led you to the car, half carrying you. He helped you into the car and buckled you up, then stood leaning in the doorway.

“Thanks for your help, Tom. Glad you were there for us,” Alexis said with a small grin as she buckled in.

“Of course. I’d do anything for her,” he replied, giving you a wink before shutting the door and waving. Alexis had barely pulled out of the driveway when she looked at you.

“Okay spill. What’s been going on with you and Tom?” she asked in a serious tone. She was clearly using the alcohol against you, and even though you were much more aware than before, you still started talking.

“I think I really like him.”

“Like we didn’t all already know that. I meant what have you been hiding from me the past three months? I know there’s more to the story.”

You sighed.

“It started last month, when Tom beat up… you know… the first time. We held hands on his bedroom floor that weekend until his mom accidentally walked in. And then we took those pictures and kept saying all these flirty things. I accidentally caught him naked, don’t ask.”

“Oh I’m definitely asking about that later. But continue.”

“Well then I stayed for dinner that Thursday and Sam caught us in the kitchen goofing around. Oh, and then last weekend we kissed, and-”

“YOU WHAT NOW?” she yelled, causing you to wince at the sound before you started rambling.

“We didn’t really kiss per se… It’s because we were fake dating for that couple. It just kinda happened! And now we’re going to homecoming together but it was supposed to be a secret so… don’t tell anyone before dinner tomorrow. Or tonight I guess since it’s Saturday morning.”

“I knew it. Dammit I knew it! Why didn’t you just tell me!”

“You’d make fun of me! Do you think I want to like him? We’ve been at each other’s throats all this time and now I’m just supposed to forget all that because of a little crush? You don’t get it, Lex. It’s not like he’d ever feel the same way.”

You looked out the car window, trying to settle your breathing after getting worked up. Your head hurt and you were still thirsty. Alexis pulled into her driveway and cut the engine.

“I know I would clown you about it, and I probably still will, but we’re friends for a reason. And you’re joking, right? Everyone knows Tom is head over heels in love with you.”

“What? No way.”

“Yes way! Have you not seen the way he looks at you, and follows you like a puppy dog, and gets so protective over you? I mean come on, y/n. He literally said he’d do anything for you and winked before we left. You must be blind to not see that.”

You sat and tried to think about it for a minute, wondering if she was right about him.

“Let’s go in, y/n. It’s getting cold and you need to sleep it off. You’re not going to have a fun morning, that’s for sure.”

You followed her into the house, trying not to stumble. Your balance definitely wasn’t all there. Her garage door led straight to the kitchen where you chugged a glass of water and took some antacids, grabbing more water to take to her room.

You went into the bathroom to shower off the makeup and sweat and hairspray. When you got out and looked in the mirror, you saw the way your chest was reddened from what Harrison did to you. It took everything to hold back more tears.

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The moment your eyes opened, everything hurt.

Your head, stomach, feet, chest. Your head was flooded with memories from the previous night. You rolled away from the window to find Alexis sitting on the floor next to a plate and glass of water.

“Well, well, well. Sleeping beauty awakes. I brought you my hangover cure.”

You looked down to see that on the plate sat two advils, an alka seltzer, and some cinnamon pop tarts. It was almost 11 am.

“Thanks, Lex. For everything. You’re the best,” you said, taking a bite off one pastry.

“Don’t be thanking me. Tom’s the real hero. He got a bunch of people together this morning to report Harrison for what he did to you and he’s suspended again, can’t go to the dance. I guess Johnson is gonna deal with it more next week and he might be expelled. Do you have any proof other than Tom?” she said gently.

“Let’s see,” you said, tugging off your shirt, revealing a sports bra. She gasped when she saw the purple bruising around one breast and the hickey marks that had been left on your neck.

“Oh my God, y/n. That’s awful.”

“I know. It didn’t look like this last night. We need to get some pictures.”

After taking some pictures for proof and finishing off your “breakfast,” you and Alexis began preparing yourselves for the dance. You were going to do makeup and hair at her house before going home to change, and then to Tom’s.

If he even still wanted to go with you. You decided to call him while Alexis curled your hair.

“Hey, y/n. Are you okay?” he asked, voice deep and raspy. He must have gone to bed again after organizing the reports against Harrison.

“Yeah, I’m way better. Thanks for everything last night. For saving my ass. I heard what you did this morning, too. You’re the best.”

“It’s the right thing to do, y/n. I’m glad I was there. And you’re sure you’re okay? We can skip the dance tonight if you aren’t up for it. You know my mom would love to have you come hang out any time.”

“Hey, now. I’m not about to leave the dance without a king and queen. I mostly wanted to check if you were still okay with going together after everything.”

“Of course! I want to go with you, y/n. Nothing’s changed that.”

You smiled.

“Okay, well, I’ll pick you up at 5 for dinner. Bye, Tom.”

“See ya, princess.”

You ended the call and sat quietly looking down. You almost forgot Alexis was there until she said,

“So you’re driving him, huh? I alway knew you wore the pants. Now tell me about that whole ‘seeing him naked’ thing...”

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A/N: so... there's that chapter. I hope you all understand that this moment is not at all meant to romanticize or glorify the terrible experiences so many people endure, but instead highlight one way this issue is dealt with.

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[kyunsies]

Yes please analyze my personality based on who I lean more towards bc I really would love to know for sure 👉👈 (as you already know I lean a bit towards Shownu but like they all bias wreck and then it's like in equilibrium again I guess(?))

I had a time where Jooheon was ooooof wowow I was down BAD (and I still am 👀 pls I'm all for a man with thick thighs)

And Minhyuk in Gambler was giving me very much hot criminal and I was back to listening to Britney like 🎶🎵 momma I'm in love with a criminal 🎶🎵 (also can we talk about his breathy singing voice like I'm very much deceased rn 🤌)

Kihyun is just Kihyun and he just exudes ✨angel with a devilish side✨ (Strawberry kihyun was one of my faves and had me deceased as per usual ooooooof + the vocals are top tier 🤌)

Hyungwon is literally me as my introverted self and I love his memeable self but his vocals in Thriller from Fatal Love (and just vocals in general) I was deceased in the best way 🤧🤌

Changkyun was so adorable back then and he still is but he went from baby to man like wowowoowowowowowow. I love how he doesn't take shit from anyone (I'm trying to be like that too but I'm slightly more passive lmao 😅)

And Shownu, wow he is so adorable and awkward but I love that lol 🤌 plus I think my daddy issues were activated when I saw this man like wowowowowow 👀 please what water is he drinking I just need to know 👀

Conclusuion: I'm down bad for all of them (especially when they're in suits or glasses. Now when it's suits AND glasses, that is a LETHAL combination.)

(Another king ask lmao 😂💛 pls excuse any spelling errors lol)

JDNDJJF SORRY IM SO LATE !!! i’ve been running errands today :’) but gosh no i can’t analyze ppl like that LOL but just being on here for a year and a half now i have made a consensus about ppl who bias certain members !! for example:

shownubebes — the funniest ppl on this site, very chill

minbebes — u can trust all of them with your life for real !! they’re also quite … savage ?? lol not really savage their just realists, also are the first ones to call mbb out (in a good way u know sometimes we need to be put in our place !!)

kibebes — either extremely chill and super cute or are passively violent LOL but i love the very few kibebes i know on here <3

hyungwonbebes — the Most Chill of all of us !!! very soft for hyungwonnie , that’s all 🥺

joobebes — 1/2 of the always barking gang KFJKF …. crazy dedicated to jooheon……… but also some of the sweetest ppl you’ll meet in here too <3 tend to have the same outgoing energy (at least online) as joo

kyunbebes — *sigh* 2/2 of the always barking crew …. I get conflicted about kyunbebes sometimes bc for one side a lot of kyunbebes are really soft for him (like myself) and love all of his quirky aspects that make him so lovely (and it’s okay to thirst for him sometimes <3) but I feel like other kyunbebes are so h*rny for him 24/7 LOL which is fine but hopefully they appreciate him on a more emotional level than just looks 🥺

so that’s my synopsis hehe but again this is just my experience on here and who i’ve crossed paths with, this does not define mbb as a whole at all KDJKFJF

and pls skdjkdjd its so conflicting ulting mx bc we just love all of them 🥺🥺🥺 that’s why i say we’re so lucky staying with mx because they really just are such a great group of guys and u can love and appreciate all of their lil mannerisms as they are a very close knit family and <3 just love them a lot <3

[bananban-feature]

Hit The Road

First, a review. I just (finally) watched the first four episodes of Hit The Road. I had high expectations for this and it did not disappoint. Every episode really moved my heart. 

Of course, with Woozi and Hoshi being my ults, their episodes were very exciting to watch. After watching their episodes, I’m left amazed again about both their talent and passion, thinking, “Wow, they were really made for this! I couldn’t imagine them in another industry. They were really made for this.” And I’m very glad to see them really enjoy what they do, and make a living out of what they’re truly passionate about. 

It was also very touching to be able to watch Wonwoo’s and S.Coups’ episodes. I definitely felt like I learned more about them. With Wonwoo’s episode, I just really started to appreciate him more, his humility and his positivity. You can feel the sincerity when he said he wanted to be the person that can shine a light on other people in times of trouble because it really shows in his interaction with the members and also with the fans. 

Seungcheol’s episode made me wanna cry. Hearing him be vulnerable about his anxiety and how it’s been bugging him for a long time, and seeing actual clips of him having anxiety in concert and backstage, it was both really sad and relatable (for me). I know that feeling and it is very very difficult. It’s sad to see him get to that point where he could not go on stage well anymore, but I am so glad to see him now, feeling great and looking better. It’s been almost a year since he got back from his break, and he’s still shining.

In all these episodes, seeing how much hard work and struggles they have to go through to put a good show for the fans really moved me and gave me more perspective. They go through so much behind the scenes, and it’s both mentally and (very) physically draining. It really worried me as I saw them becoming sick with different things (enteritis, dizziness, fatigue, anxiety) on tour, but it also made me respect all of them more, both as individuals and as a team.

Anyway, I went on here to share my realizations of how I relate to each member so far. The first four I watched seem to really represent different sides of me.

Woozi represents someone I would like to be creatively. He is someone I really look up to and aspire in terms of musical skill, in which I’m really trying to be good at.

Wonwoo represents someone that I want to be in terms of character. I also want to be a positive person, a person who is abe to help others, and a person who can grow out of their comfort zone and overcome shyness.

Hoshi represents the person I was and would like to be again, free spirited, excited, passionate, and confident. I used to be very crazy and free like him, I also got called a lunatic by friends. He really represents the person I was when I liked myself.

S.Coups represents the side of me that faces mental health struggles. It’s very tough and my battle is far from over. But he also represents hope, that it can be overcome, that I can get better like he did.

[peachybun-bun]

can you do nct for the group thing? i'm actually really wondering what the answers will be

You got it! This is gonna be a long post haha! We are going to do all of NCT so 127/WayV/Dream

my bias + bias wrecker*

M: 127 - Johnny is my bias. I swear I will climb this man like a freaking tree. My main wrecker is 127 currently is Jungwoo. He is coming for blood with this comeback.

WayV - This group is the most difficult for me to always pinpoint bias and bias wrecker. It honestly depends on the comeback and concept. Currently and longest running bias is YangYang. Baby Sheep has me feeling some sort of way. Current bias wrecker is WinWin. He is just so freaking cute and sometimes you just have to agree with everyone and love him. Plus his ear is really fucking cute.

Dream: This group man...they are my babies! My bias is Renjun, this man is so cute, his vocal are fire, he is so damn sassy. Ugh I love him. Bias wrecker currently is Mork Lee. He has been looking too damn good lately.

S:

127: Doyoung and Jaehyun. Wrecker has been Haechan and Johnny. Makes me big mad. HOWEVER, Shotaro/Sungchan hold special places in my heart, okay?

WayV: Kun. It’s that easy. And then Xiaojun is the ultimate wrecker. He’s so damn funny.

Dream: Jaemin. I feel like the man and I are kindred spirits. It’s hard to pick a wrecker, because I really love the rest of them equally. Though, Mark is just... gonna get grounded. But that may just be 127 Mark Lee, not Dream Mark Lee. They’re two different people.

first time i heard of them

M: We were listening to some of their song and probably found them after watching some EXO videos. Honestly it's hard to remember the first time we heard them but I think it might have been Kick It? I know surprising but we haven't been into kpop for years and years.

S: I think it was a Super M video, where we went “Oh, NCT. Oh, 23 members? Nah. I don’t want to go there. Too many.” How naive I was.

when i became a fan

M: Alright so this is kinda of a long story in my head but to make that sort of short. We ult EXO that is the first group we got into heavily and we sort of kept to just them for a while. We decided to branch out and I remember S in particular saying NCT NEVER after we saw how many members there were. We thought we'd never learn their names. Well now I could probably tell you which member from 6 miles away by their eye lashes. It's scary.

S: Oh, yeah. So, maybe I have these backwards. BUT, I did become a fan soon after. I couldn’t help it. They’re just... them. Idiots. All of them. So, naturally, I love them.

favorite (and least favorite) title track

M: I have so many. I love so many songs. Kick It, Turn Back Time, Ridin, Hello Future. I’m not even sure when it comes to what is considered title or b side honestly. S is crazy. Chewing Gum is a damn classic.

S: Title track? There are so many... um... “Turn Back Time” is a favorite. It’s so hard to choose though. Least favorite? “Chewing Gum”, and I’ll fight someone on this. Also, “Superhuman” isn’t my favorite.

favorite (and least favorite) b-side

M: Like I said title and b sides confuse me but I love 119 and Quiet Down, From Home (is this a b side??), Sit Down, ugh just so many. I also don’t really dislike songs.

S: Favorite? “Yestoday” RAPPING AND DOYOUNG VOCALS?! It’s so chill and mellow. Ugh. Inject it into my veins. “Make a Wish” because Jaemin and Shotaro vocals? YUP Least? Ummmm…

favorite (and least favorite) mv

M: My favorite mvs are probably Chain, Gimme Gimme, Ridin, Hello Future, Turn Back Time, Action Figure. Wakey Wakey is also a classic, S is crazy sauce. I don’t have any dislikes.

S: “Simon Says” and “Gimme Gimme” are two favorites. The outfits and aesthetics? Chef’s kiss. And honestly, any WayV video. Least would again be “Superhuman”, I guess? Or “Wakey Wakey”. I just can’t.

favorite (and least favorite) album

M: I like most albums but my favorite album is Hello Future. It’s a no skip album.

S: WayV. All good. And probably Loveholic. And Resonance is great. Don’t really have a least as a whole.

a concept i wished they’d try*

M: Sexy Dream! I need it. They are adults. Allow them their freedom.

S: GIVE DREAM A MORE ADULT CONCEPT PLEASE. They almost had it with Boom/Riding! BUT COME ON. 

what i like most about them*

M: I adore them so much I can’t even begin to explain. They are all idiots. They are so individually unique and so funny. Their vocals, rap, and performance are perfect. I could just watch and listen to them for hours. They are such a family all 23 of them and I love seeing that.

S: Idiots. All of them. Honestly, they all have such distinct personalities, and talents, it’s incredible that they are just this huge family and love each other.

[ainabaina]

Struggle Town

I’m just gonna use this post to rave all about pretty kpop boys (and a few girls) 

ENHYPEN - I don’t even stan but their songs are great. Jay is like my main person/avatar to play with on Rhythm Hive so like if I do get into them he’s probs gonna be my first bias. 

Lee Taemin. Lee Haechan. Choi Yeonjun. Bang Chan. 

Right at this very second, they’re the three idols I want to meet. I’ve been going through it with each and every one of them lately. One of them is due to my flatmate and she’ll know exactly which one he is. Haechan is my ult bias so he’s got an excuse. 

I said it like an hour ago and I’ll say it again. Yongseung - VeriVery pretty (bah-dum-tsh) 

Purple Kiss. Brought their album. Really into them since pre-debut but like I’ve missed a lot. 

ATEEZ - Love the yellow version. Gutted I still haven’t meet them yet. My goal in life. I’m in my Yeosang/Wooyoung/Yunho phase at the moment. I miss Mingi like crazy. You did so well on the Kingdom performance on M!Countdown, San. 

I’m still listening to SHINee’s album. Minho. 

Stray Kids - Hyunjin. Give him back.  Here’s why I’m struggling with the Hyunjin thing (in a lighthearted way but nevertheless completely serious tone) - I WENT THROUGH AN INTENSE VIGOROUS BIAS WRECKING STREAK WITH LEE KNOW ALONE AND IT GOT SO BAD I THOUGHT HE WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE GROUP and no, I got through it and stayed loyal AND NOW MY BIAS IS OUT OF COMMISSION NOBODY CAN SAVE ME FROM HIM NOW. NOT TOO MENTION HIS PERFORMANCE TODAY AT MCOUNTDOWN. LEGEND.  Not too mention Bang Christopher Fucking Chan. Bang Chan- I watched a clip of him getting angry and it’s hot. Like with him you know there’s a genuine reason why he’s in a shitty mood.

WAYV - I watched their performance today and they all looked so good. Ten especially. (I’ve been having feelings for Ten lately) 

The Boyz - Haven’t been watching much of them lately (sadly) but I hear they went bungee jumping today for universe. Also- Juyeon did amazing as always.I went through photos of Sunwoo yesterday on Pinterest and I saw a photo of Hyunjae this afternoon. I miss them.  

I miss Seventeen. 

Finally caught up with Run!BTS episodes after being behind for like a whole year. 

I MISS JOY. WHERE ARE YOU MISS PARK SOOYOUNG. 

Also Dreamcatcher’s self made video. Loved it alot. I laughed so much, I really needed it. 

Also watching a lot of TXT lately. My bias is kind of blending into all of the five members together lately. 

Weeekly. I really like Sujin (? I think her name is) and Monday (?) Not too sure of the names I was just reading the hangul. 

I also really enjoyed weI and drippin’s stages today. And seeing nam yoon soo being mc made me happy. he’s one of my favourite actors so I’m glad he’s getting more opportunities.