#saw a festive yaoi picture again and sent it to some friends

[fy0lin]

i used to have a friend who i was pretty close to and i had a bunch of "happy new yuri" or "merry yaoimas" or "its been a long year, pass the yaoi!" or "WARNING!! yaoi and yuri don't like dont watch", pictures saved which i would send to him and another friend during the holidays and every time he was like "NOOOOO DONT SEND THOSE ILL KILL MYSELF... NOOOO NO YAOI NO YURI!!!"

and i had to like genuinely bribe him out of killing himself every time but i kept sending the yaoi pictures because at first i thought he was joking and then it just became kinda entertaining to see what i could get away with using as a bribe because this guy hated when anyone gave him things (as in i made cookies for my friends and i had to like tackle him so he would eat it ((he wasnt allergic and it was his favorite type of cookie so i knew he liked it))

so like i would start saying "ohh ... if you kill yourself i WONT make you eat any of the muffins i bring monday morning... " and like after 30 minutes he would be like "yeahh i wont kms this timeee.." and it was like a thing between us. like i went back through our texts recently (badbad mistake never do this ! ) and the week before his 17th birthday he said he was gonna khs so i was like nooo don't do that 16 is such a lame age to die at and he was like "fineeee... i wont kms yet 😒" which i thought was funny banter until i found out he like wasnt joking about it and had used the suibait jokes to pressure 2 of my friends into letting him do some horrible shit

anyways all this to say i shouldve known that anyone who acted like that when i sent funny yaoi pictures probablyy. wasnt great 😭

(um heres one of the actual pictures he threatened to kill himself over btw)