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Read two fics on ao3 today by two amazing mutuals that made me Feel Things (tm) you guys should totally check them out too
^ not exactly fanart but I needed to give Emu a hug after what she's been put through in the story (@aroace-polyshow WHEN I CATCH YOU...) and I thought Rui worked best bc of the recent h☆w physical affection starvation post
@theguardianace I hope you know your fic adds 10 years to my lifespan with every update. oughhhfhh they love each other so much I am losing my mind
#i love you guys your fics saved my mood today#take these silly drawings as compensation for less screaming in comments than usual /silly#and as an appreciation for all you do#I FORGOT TO COLOUR EMUS BRACELET SHES WEARING but its already too late just pretend its in colour#its already just symbolic colours anyway bc i am not strong enough to make details todsy#save me my mutuals' fics save me#prsk#prsk art#prsk fa#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#ootori emu#kamishiro rui#kusanagi nene#tenma tsukasa#hollow ☆ wonderland#forgive the low effort#doodles#kerizart
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you do not i mean you do NOT understand the absolute insanity i go through whenever i listen to the message shou left for yashiki in shibito magire like akjsfhkasjd DAWG??? BRO??????? the fact that NOT ONLY did it take mashita threatening to tell his mom to make shou back off but ALSO the fact that shou actually listens to mashita, theres also the fact that MASHITA TRUSTS SHOU ENOUGH TO TELL HIM TO BE HIS AND YASHIKI'S BACKUP IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO THEM. LIKE..... BRO??? AM I INSANE OR>.... and its also implied that mashita USED BASEBALL TERMS to tell him this!!!! bcus shou is way fukin into baseball!!!!!!!!!!! am i crazy???? i feel insane about them okay they make me literally crazy. AND THEN SHOU JUST GOES "haha but like thats ever gonna need to happen, you two have got this in the bag" LIEK...... BRUHHHHHH. i am unwell about them i need to be taken out back BUT I LOVE THEM OKAY THEY HAVE MY WHOLE SOUL,,,,, they are my guys, my detective duo, my gummies,,,,,,,,, i dont even know if this post makes any sense but I DONT CARE. OKAY. I LOVE THEM.
#talk tag#spirit hunter series#spirit hunter death mark#shibito magire#shou nagashima#satoru mashita#you dont understand how ill these two make me#i have soooooo so many ideas about these two its crazy. i have to get normal-er#its about the mutual trust okay. its about the mutual care. its about saying it but without actually saying it. do you understand me.#“shou looks up to mashita like a brother” yashiki you cant pull this shit on me okay im going to tear my hair out#nobody understands this antisocial pi and delinquent baseball player like i do okay. okay#you are NOT allowed to show me how much two characters care about each other bcus i WILL go insane about them#(and also write fics about them failing to save each other <3)#(or well. mostly just mashita failing to save shou. i luv putting that man thru the wringer <33)
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Fic so good u start imagining more fic for it
#rambles#man. SATBK fic (specifically 'what isnt yours') killing me atm#thinking abt the satbk cast interacting with main world counterparts and goddd#silver and galahad would be so. like what do you mean you got to be raised in a relatively healthy environment with a dad and stability#youre a knight and training to improve and here i am doing the same thing but with no guidance and the future on my shoulders#satbk save me. save me satbk#also nimue and amy would get along i think. tails and the blacksmith too (trading of special interest info)#percival and blaze both having that high level if dignity and duty but one coming from being a knight and the other being a princess.#gawain and knuckles might clash over small things but overall get along#shadow would not fucking stand lancelot. what do you mean all these rules of following a king dictate how i should act. i choose for myself#and lamorak and jet i have no fucking clue. mutual recognition for skill but also 'what is WRONG with you' maybe???#too busy with school to write or draw comic... so i must daydream
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did I tell you guys that I got bored and decided to read a reddie fic (bc they are always so GOODDD) and one of them was so fucking good that it made me revert back to my reddie phase?
Bc it did. And I'm here.
(the fic if you were wondering)
#my it mutuals I AM SO SORRY#i am back !!!#and I am craving the ones who didnt get their happy ending like crazy !!!#fic recs are welcome !!! requests are welcome !!#my brain is harrassing me with richie tozier#it fandom save me !!! come back from the caves !!#reddie#richie tozier#eddie kaspbrak#reddie my beloved
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#txt !! → my text posts #img !! → my image posts #reblogs !! → rb'd posts #queue !! → queued posts #mp3 !! → music posts #ask answered → asks #anon → anon asks #saved by a stranger → saved posts #mutuals → posts with/about my mutuals<33 #ask bait → ask games #polls → any polls #nova's monthly start up !! → the goals post i make each month #mecore !! → me posts #free palestine → any posts about palestine conflict #my fics -> any fanworks i write #fic recs -> any fanworks i read #nova's rec lists -> fanfic rec lists (posted monthly + extras at times) #my edits -> visual edits i make
#me !!#housekeeping#txt !!#img !!#reblogs !!#queue !!#mp3 !!#ask answered#anon#saved by a stranger#mutuals#ask bait#polls#navigating🧭#personal#nova's monthly start up !!#mecore !!#free palestine#word counts !!#<- for access#my fics#fic recs#fic rec#tbr
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Silent Hill x Kingdom Hearts fanfic from 2007 that got an update in 2019 because of KH3's ending my beloved.
#i'm just rambling#Sorry mutual is mentioning kh and its making me think of this masterpiece#Literally have it saved on a USB I have on me in a file called “The Sacred Text”#Really need to read it again#Still think about the confession booth scene...#Riku in this fic made me cry. OK well Riku makes me in general cause that's my boy.
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currently thinking about lighthouse keeper hdb and ship captain kim kitsuragi................
like.. look. hes in the lighthouse. alone. only company his skills and some alcohol to also keep himself warm in the winter. most interactions he has are the people that he gets stuff for his own survival. dora's been out of the picture for a looooooong time now, he wasnt around often, the pay isnt relayable, and every time she met him he was worse, so she left. all he has is himself, and the lighthouse.
there are times in which the light will reflect on the fog in the ocean, and he will see her in there, as if she was a guardian angel with long blonde hair who would take any ship coming nearby into her hands as toy boats, and she could decide if theyd make it to safety, or if shed just drown it on a whim. all he can do is manifest her with the lights, but her actions are her own.
and then theres kim, the diligent captain of a ship that has all the love in his heart, something he can use to move through fog and pale alike without losing himself to his surroundings, always ready to make sure him and as many as his men survive what the sea has to offer them, but he knows its dangerous, all of them do, everyone is ready to lose their lives if it comes to it. storms and tides and an inavility to see through the weather, they are all ready to manouver the ship or die trying.
thankfully at the worst times, theres always a helping hand, a guiding light helping him move in the right direction, making sure hes able to keep them as safe as possible even through the worst storms and the densest of fogs hes ever seen.
#my posts#and for organization so i can find this in my blog one way or the other:#disco elysium#hdb#kim kitsuragi#harrykim#the.. harrykim is mostly implied. i. dont know how id make them meet#also... hi i love including his fucked up relationship with dora in everything i can like i find it so interesting so its always there#ah and this au while it could work the other way around... look at me. harry being the one guiding and saving kim. is just..#very important to me....#maybe once they meet depending on how it could be a mutual thing but#yeah idk#i think that if i knew how to make the specific details for my ideas i wouldnt just post them like this id be writing fics lmao#tho idk the only fic i wrote was like.... this year its gonna be ten years since i havent tried to write sdiugdhsgu#ah whatever im calling this guiding lights. idk. hopefully ill remember and find it if i want to lmao#guiding lights au#but... yeah.......#also silly detail this is bc a few days ago i was drawing kim as a captain and harry as a sailor but. more like a costume with a skirt#bc well. i have that and i think hed look good on it. i havent finished it yet but ill get back on it at some point#and well its been on my mind but also i saw something about a lighthouse and automatically i thought#'.... oh no. harry du bois as a lighthouse keeper.....' and i wrote this just now and im not gonna check if it makes sense lmao#im just going with the vibes i may think about it later again and properly get an idea but like.. yeah i wrote this in 30 min#the details are for another time if they have to happen dughsgdsgh anyways!!!!!!!
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maybe i should have gone into practical effects instead of computer science...
#when i was in middle school i used to use red and black pens + spit for blending to make it look like the backs of my hands were torn open#i can't believe it's almost 4am. i just spent 5 hours typing up an essay about MM's erik that i just fuckin privated bc i was embarrassed#AND I STILL NEVER SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AAAAAAAA#i was right but im going to save all my points for the fanfic im currently planning out and promptly NEVER GOING TO ACTUALLY WRITE#I say shoving my plans for my h2o s3 rewrite off the table#yes i skipped from s2 to s3 i had a BRILLIANT idea [season 3 h2o spoilers ahead be wary my mutuals who are still watching]#okay so you know how lewis goes to the american institute of marine bio in the middle of 3? since this is tied to my s2 rewrite fic i wante#to actually finally reasonably re-introduced dr denman to the story because i never liked that she just fucked off at the end of s1#despite WITNESSING the moon pool magic. so i made it so she runs into lewis while doing a presentation for the college and they have a chat#(because her JAW paper plays an important part in my s2 rewrite bc i imagine lewis is the kind of guy who SAYS he deleted every copy of#it... but ACTUALLY he secretly printed himself out a copy to study in private to compare to his own notes bc#[lewis voice] come *on* guys just THINK of the progress that he could make with this! [grabby hands in front of chest])#so yeah they have a chat and Linda kind of gives Lewis the opposite dilemma in s3 that Louise gives him in s1 about science and magic#since SHE knows about the moon pool and has been biding her time and she knows Lewis knows and Lewis is like ah... uh oh.#it will eventually tie into the idea it's not about forcing science and magic together or separating them#its abt respectfully and responsibly utilizing both to see their fullest potential. which lewis learned in s2 and Linda has... not.#BUT#later on she gets a call from 1 (one) ryan who is like 'hey so i heard u did environmental studies on mako for dr bennett a couple years ag#and i was wondering if you've seen anything weird there as im currently doing a-' and she's immediately like 'YOU SON OF A BITCH IM IN'#and he's like 'wha-' and she's like 'i have already booked my plane tickets we're going to have a great time we have lots to talk about :)'#and wheeee now they have someone who knows about mermaids on their team and it's the perfect way to bring lewis back to relevancy in s3 :D#it also gives me reason to have two bad bitches (linda and sophie) meet and get to know each other which is not a dynamic ive seen in#any of the H2O fics i've ever read so im very hyped to delve into how they'll play off each other#also charlotte is there so technically three bad bitches (only in my au Charlotte never lost her tail and is part of the gang she just move#because she felt like she needed to leave to really be able to find herself without being in her grandmother's shadow but she comes back bc#well... it's season 3 mako is sounding the fucking emergency alarms everyone is showing up sdkghkfjhg)#im also so so so hyped to show u guys who's coming back in the s2 rewrite because it ISNT denman and i think everyone thinks it will be :3c#(i said she when telling ppl to look forward to a familiar face... but can u blame me for getting hype she's one of my favorite characters!#i love u H2O#cruddy rambles
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the post-fic euphoria just hit…. now i can finally focus on reading we are so Back >:3
#this week will probably be Busy but#i’ll find time!!!#i’m just so excited i have so many treats just waiting for me……#just found a new smau series that im gna binge too hehe#ty all for the support on the gojo fic too 🥺 i’m holding myself back from checking the tags bc i wanna save it until i come back home 2day#aaa i gotta answer asks too but i think i’ll prioritize my tbr this week 🙏🙏#mutuals… wait for me……#ari noises ✩
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'wonder if i bookmarked any of the more interesting yhk fics' -> no i literally only saved hankim and the han sooyoung rarepairs. sorry
#jgsdfg i read all the yhk fics back when that was a more doable effort bc i was doing my own paint swatch holding up trying to#see if anyone could find a three-way-mutual yoohan dynamic that made sense to me. now i cant remember if any did#orz#im lying i also saved. the top tier dokhyuk ones. bc no way in fucking hell i would ever be able to find them again
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I'm gonna be working on my SamTron fic, if anyone needs me.
#very much so#mutuals.... please watch tron legacy and read my fic when it comes in a few weeks or months or whenever... please#mutuals save me.... mutuals...save me mutuals.#i'm /j..... unless??
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Taking a break from the old mutual's whumptober novella because my old friend is sososo good at whump and emotion and if the boy gets hurt I WILL cry about it.
#chit chat#yes the story is tagged with torture#yes there has already been discussion about the *things* in the basement#but maybe if i believe hard enough there will be no torture and he will be saved before anything worse happens#lol#this is the fourth time I've tried to read this fic and this is the first time I've made it past chapter 2#i remember the whumptober fic from back when i was still in that fandom...i don't remember much of the actual words#only that it was deeply fucking unnerving and i could not be normal for the rest of the month lol#this mutual is what i aspire to when i write whumptober fics and maybe one day i can do something that cool#how do i put all of my love into coherent comments im not sure i can but i am doing my best regardless#hello friend that i have barely spoken to in two years due to life drift. do you know you're fucking awesome#idek if you even know me now bc i have a new account but i love you
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what does your soul look like?
tagged by @katsigian and @hibernationsuit to do this quiz for an oc, thank you both!
tagging @nokstella @simtalics @famewolf @magicmissiled if you feel like doing this, no pressure as usual!
did this for liah because this tortured war criminal has utterly consumed me 😔
bloody knuckles and scabbed fingers
"you did something bad. you're paying the price for it each day, aren't you? you're picking at your skin and fighting everything off because of your own actions. you resent your own free will because of the harm it brings. you should lay down a while."
haha wow this is way too accurate actually. suffering because of her own actions and paying the price for what she did... yea... also the part about free will is especially interesting [BIG KOTOR SPOILERS AHEAD IF YOU CARE ABOUT KOTOR SPOILERS IN THE YEAR 2024] so. i know about the Big Twist of kotor and the pc being revan but i don't know all the details yet. but from what i've gathered bastila captured revan and the jedi council brainwashed them into thinking they're a republic soldier right. so i've had this scenario or fic idea rotating in my head where liah is a Mess post-reveal and angry at bastila and the jedi for what they did to her. for basically robbing her of her free will. but on the other hand. if they had not done it how much more death would liah have caused as revan? she's so conflicted about it all and maybe for a long time thinks that she shouldn't be trusted with free will because look at what she did with it and. yea. prescribing laying down and taking a few deep breaths to liah rn. she will defeat her demons but it will not be easy...
#tag games#oc: liah#ik i've never written fic and i think i once said i dont write fic but its not bc i dont want to its bc. im too scared gldfjgjdfg#like idk i get so weirdly insecure and self-conscious when i try to write anything fictional idk idk#even if i dont intend to post it anywhere and no one else will ever see it im still like noooo this is bad and stupid i cant do this#but i have. so many. fic ideas for liah n my other characters. or like snippets of ideas. and i want to do something with them. sigh#writer mutuals... save me..... tell me how to get over ze dread.....
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Last Line Meme
Tagged by @accidentallyadorable like 6 months ago :) thank u <3
Rules: In a new post, show the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.
Which was to say, she felt absolutely frigging incredible, and had done a prodigious amount of jerking off.
this is too many words so i'll tag: @nepenthean-sleep @theriverbeyond @valancietrinit @nose-coffee @once-a-polecat @goodmorningnona and YOU if you are seeing this and want to do it PLEASE do it i want to know what you're writing!
#(guess what this is from)#doing this literally half a year later oops#have MANY mentions/asks/ask games from the last few months that i finally get to respond to now that i'm done w my BRE fic. as a treat!#i have been saving them! (no i don't understand my own logic either)#and i figured i'd start with this one since i FINALLY got to start putting words on the page for illbringthestrap69420 again#don't get me wrong the event was super fun and i v much enjoyed writing for it#but i'm excited to be back to my ridiculous smutfic with no rules and no deadlines#if we are mutuals and u r a fic writer i didn't leave u out on purpose i'm just sleepy <3#fic tag#illbringthestrap69420 liked your post
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hi hi hello???? ily
love you too <3 you’re one of my favorite authors
#every time I think about the american pie fic it makes me really happy#the PLOT#the DRAMA#The fire 😭😭😭😭😭😭#and the characterizations are so wonderful#like dean and cas’s relationship where they love each other so much and it’s destroying them#and when dean says he doesn’t want them to be like his parents#together and hating each other for it#and dean and cas are in love but it’s SO painful#and things are breaking apart but they still love each other so much that Dean runs into the fire to save cas 😭😭😭#and cas is completely unmoored without him :(((#and then when Dean saves cas from the empty 🥹🥹🥹#it’s such a beautiful tragedy that’s then balanced with the joy of their reunion#anyway your writing makes me a bit feral (positive)#and also I love being mutuals with you <3#there’s a reason your birthday is on my birthday calendar
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was just talking to my partner yesterday about how i haven't touched this blog in AGES and i completely fell off of that steddie fic i was writing...i don't have much love at all for stranger things left at this point, but i'm also rired of never finishing fan projects, so i'm kind of tempted to try and finish i'm glad it's you. i know it's been literally a year and a half at minimum since i updated it last, but i had the entire story outlined so i might as well at least give it another go and see if i can finish it after all...?
#idk if any of my mutuals on here have any particular feelings about this but im just kinda rambling#like i dont necessarily want to work on a project that my heart just isn't in#but i also hate that i never finish large-scale projects like this and it's kinda freakin me out especially as i'm entering#my last year of grad school like i dont want this to be a cycle i repeat forever yknow#but i also dont want it to be super OOC or just super clear that i havent touched it in forever#i guess i could always just post what i've got and share the original plans for the story for anyone who's got it saved and was hoping for#an eventual update#but idk!!#it is the fic i've gotten the most attention on in my life so like. i feel like it deserves to be seen through in some way
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