#sarah's is gonna be all 80s music lol

[uozlulu]

I want to see the Vampire Chronicles playlist you keep talking about

Thanks for showing an interest in my playlist :D Not only because yay sharing but also this made me weed out all the accidental duplicates and I ended up with like 10 or so fewer songs lol

I should note I think the AMC show had an influence but also the idea of 80's rocker!Lestat did too, so...

Here is the TIDAL link.

I'll list the tracks under a cut since there are so many of them. There's no real set order to them, this is just the order I added them to the playlist.

"You Are My Everything" - Gummy

"Tu Mere Samne" - Lata Mangeshkar and Udit Narayan

"Schism" - TOOL

"Cold as Ice" - Foreigner

"Hold the Line" - Toto

"That's All" - Genesis

"Alone I Break" - Korn

"Physical" - Dua Lipa

"Big Empty" - Stone Temple Pilots

"I Want You to Want Me" - Cheap Trick

"Send the Pain Below" - Chevelle

"Stricken" - Disturbed

"The Music of the Night" - Andrew Lloyd Webber

"Tell It to My Heart" - Taylor Dayne

"Knowing Me, Knowing You" - ABBA

"Total Eclipse of the Heart" - Bonnie Tyler

"Stay (I Missed You)' - Lisa Loeb

"Believe It" - White Lies

"Voiceless Screaming" - X JAPAN

"Slow Hands" - Interpol

"Somebody Told Me" - The Killers

"I Get Weak" - Belinda Carlisle

"Yours" - Conan Grey

"White Flag" - Dido

"Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now" - Starship

"What's Love Got to Do with It" - Tina Turner

"(I Just) Died in Your Arms Tonight" - Cutting Crew

"I Want to Know What Love Is" - Foreigner

"Never Be Me" - Miley Cyrus

"Fade" - Staind

"Broken Jaw" - Foster the People

"I'm the Only One" - Melissa Etheridge

"I Miss You" - blink-182

"The Metro" - Berlin

"Bigger Than Us" - White Lies

"Love Is a Battlefield" - Pat Benatar

"We Belong" - Pat Benatar

"Ordinary World" - Duran Duran

"Self Control" - Larua Branigan

"Love to Hate You" - Erasure

"Time After Time" - Cyndi Lauper

"Send Me An Angel" - Real LIFE

"Shadowboxer" - Fiona Apple

"Sunny Came Home" - Shawn Colvin

"Sweet Surrender" - Sarah McLachlan

"Possession" - Sarah McLachlan

"Who Will Save Your Soul" - Jewel

"Building a Mystery" - Sarah McLachlan

"It's a Sin" - Pet Shop Boys

"Lose Your Soul" - Dead Man's Bones

"Always Something There to Remind Me" - Naked Eyes

"Pieces" - Sum 41

"Save a Prayer" - Duran Duran

"Psycho Killer" - Talking Heads

"절망에 관하여" - Shin Hae Chul

"Disillusioned" - A Perfect Circle

"Driven Under" - Seether

"Foever Young" - Alphaville

"Give A Little Bit" - Supertramp

"What Is Love (7" Mix)" - Haddaway

"Was That All It Was" - Jean Carn

"Kiss from a Rose" - Seal

"End of the Road" - Boyz II Men

"Baby Come Back" - Player

"I Hate Everything About You" - Three Days Grace

"Vitamin R (Leading Us Along)" - Chevelle

"Voodoo" - Godsmack

"Judith" - A Perfect Circle

"Always" - Saliva

"S&M" - Rihanna

"We Found Love" - Rihanna, Calvin Harris

"Hold Me Now" - Thompson Twins

"Is This Love" - Whitesnake

"Juke Box Hero" - Foreigner

"Go Your Own Way" - Fleetwood Mac

"Bad Day" - Fuel

"Iris" - The Goo Goo Dolls

"The Outsider" - A Perfect Circle

"THAT'S WHAT I WANT" - Lil Nas X

"If You Leave Me Now" - Chicago

"Every You, Every Me" - Placebo

"Infra-Red" - Placebo

"Gay Bar" - Electric Six

"Miserable" - Lit

"Control" - Puddle of Mudd

"Flowers" - Miley Cyrus

"C7osure (You Like)" - Lil Nas X

"Tragedy" - Bee Gees

"소나기" - BOOHWAL

"When Doves Cry" - Prince

"Just a Girl" - Gwen Stefani

"Alone" - Hole

"I Wanna Be Your Dog" - The Stooges

"The Power of Love" - Huey Lewis & The News

"Minor Feelings" - Rina Sawayama

"From the Inside" - Linkin Park

"Home" - Three Days Grace

"Standing Still" - Jewel

"Caged Bird" - RŌGUES

"Told You to Run" - RŌGUES

"TALES OF DOMENICA" - Lil Nas X

"Only" - Nine Inch Nails

"Free from Your Love" - RŌGUES

"Let Me Go" - 3 Doors Down

"Sabotage" - Beastie Boys

"Hotel California" - Eagles

"Blue Monday" - New Order

"我愛你" - Cody・Lee(李)

"Bring Me to Life" - Evanescence

"My Immortal" - Evanesence

"Going Under" - Evanescence

"Gives You Hell" - The All-American Rejects

"Flesh (Paul Oakenfold Radio Edit)' - Jan Johnston

"Blood & Glitter" - Lord Of The Lost

"Breath" - Breaking Benjamin

"Unfinished" - X JAPAN

"The Only Time" - Nine Inch Nails

"Telephone Line" - Electric Light Orchestra

"I Will Always Love You" - Whitney Houston

"Right Here Waiting" - Richard Marx

"Oops!...I Did It Again" - Britney Spears

"I'm So Excited" - The Pointer Sisters

"You Keep Me Hangin' On" - The Supremes

[modgirlyreposts-revamped]

If you have any send me your favorite song headcanons for fnaf characters! Time period accuracy is not required because finding 70s and 80s music that fits That Specific Vibe of a character can be rlly hard

I'll share a few of my own:

William Afton: Ruler of Everything, I know that's a really stereotypical thing but I really do think that song fits him, or, not really a SONG, but Run, Rabbit, Run

Henry Emily: you're gonna have to not fucking ask but 21 Guns or Crossfire

Michael Afton (though I know he's an Emily in your AU): How Soon is Now

Elizabeth Afton: Swan Lake, Hey Bunny, Bandaids, or for something more upbeat and in her tim period, Heart of Glass

CC (Cassidy in mine): Heart for Brains, maybe Rocket Man, I can imagine him hearing that from Michael's music and liking it a lot.

Gregory: no idea, maybe Blame it on the Kids?

Vanny: Fucking anything by Madonna bro tell me Vanny doesn't fucking vibe to Madonna. But favorite SONG I think Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land or Oh No!, ironically both by Marina

Vanessa: I dont even know tbh

Millie: Uhhhh I think she'd listen to The Cure and MCR. Her favorite song is Teenagers.

Dylan: Also Teenagers

Brooke: Orange Juice or Teen Idle

Sarah: Ummmm... again I'm not sure lol

Eleanor: Oops, I Did It Again or Circus

Maurice: Let it Be

OHHHHHH I LOVE ASKS LIKE THIS

Most of my favorite songs I associate with the CTW gang, cuz haha main brainrot comfort media go brrrrrr, but music is also a huge comfort of mine so one thing I love to do is imagine which songs would fit whatever characters or media I like, so asks like this are always welcome!

Some of mine would be:

Millie: Love Bites (So Do I) by Halestorm cuz that's my vc for her lol

Sarah: girls by girl in red cuz that's also my vc for her

CTW Funtime Freddy: just about any song from the Beetlejuice musical, or I Can't Decide by Scissor Sisters an obvious choice

Dylan: 21st Century Vampire by Huddy because all of his songs radiate the same energy as him

Brooke: Cloud 9 by Beach Bunny it just describes her relationship with her boyfriends perfectly

David: Stacy by Quinn XCII if you changed one of the lyrics to "you can call me anything, oh, anything you want, just don't call me 'son'." that would fit his relationship with his dad perfectly, the rest of the song being him navigating his way through his relationship with Dylan and Brooke

Eleanor: Welcome To The Show by Britt Nicole or Love Me Dead by Ludo

Maurice: any EDEN song cuz that's my main vc for him, or lonely by MGK since that's my second vc for him, or Older by Sasha Alex Sloan strangely enough just because of his relationship with his parents

[thefudge]

any trash songs that are dear to you, dr. fudge? especially that go well with trashy ships hehe

sorry for replying eons later 

well, this question has the power to truly Expose™ me on the first day of Christmas, but… here goes nothing

i think ppl expect me to respond with something like “tear you apart” from she wants revenge, which is a great song! but i’m afraid i’m going to have to take you back to the ye olde days and show you what really embarrassing, early ‘00s trash sounded like. 

first, a few concessions: 

 trash by suede and poison by alice cooper are 80s/90s classics of the “you’re bad for me but i can’t help it” dynamic. but they’re too classy for this list. there’s not gonna be any Divine on this list, no 80s late-disco jams, no “west end girls” by pet shop boys, no britney doing “toxic” or “momma i’m in love with a criminal”, no christina aguilera wrestling in the mud while singing about being “dirty”, no baz luhrmann-esque “lady marmalade”. that’s all great. it’s just not this list.

 you also won’t find any my chemical romance, panic at the disco, evanescence, papa roach, marilyn manson etc. because they weren’t part of my trash experience. i mean they were there in the background, i was aware of them (and who hasn’t watched edits with “bring me to life”? don’t lie…)… and they’re kind of similar to what i have here, but they weren’t the trash i was particularly attuned to (plus, manson can choke).  

some other exclusions: i remember the original p&p edits back in 2005 had all of these “cuz there’s you and me and all other people” songs that were really wonderful, cheesy, shippy songs. but that’s…not this list (although that would make a great list too! remind me to do that one too!) 

i once got a message about how “mr. brightside” by the killers would make a great song for a bonkai edit, and…i like the killers just fine, and that’s a great song, but…no. this list ain’t that. 

the trash here is not trash on purpose, it’s not tongue-in-cheek, it’s not a “steamy hot mess”, it’s just…really bad and angsty and earnest and totally committed to the “no one understands me (but you)” vibe that a lot of early ‘00s trash ships fostered. 

okay…let’s…shame…me…: 

1. cold by crossfade - back in the late ‘00s, you couldn’t find an anime AMV that didn’t have this song in the background, ESPECIALLY if your male character was a murderous, brooding (secretly soft) boi who disdained the female sex because “feelings are weakness” or something. it was baaaad, but it’s a nostalgic fave.  the whole song is basically about how that arrogant, cold guy who’s shunned you and treated you badly was secretly into you all this time. yeaahhhh. (i remember this song was also popular with m/m ships because you had that classic dynamic where one of the guys was still in denial about his “gay” feelings. god i miss 2006.)

2. vermilion pt. 2 by slipknot - another 2005/2006 era song that capitalizes on the bad guy/good girl trope where she’s too “good” for the brooding antihero, but he can’t help but ruin her. or something. it’s soooo angsty. it has the great, eerie feeling of a doomed romance which was also definitely written by teenagers. i love it. 

3. i hate everything about you by three days grace - obviously, you can’t leave out the big dick energy song. 

4. anything by nine inch nails’ 2000-2010 period, but especially “fragile” and “we’re in this together now”, because they’re very much trashy power couple aesthetics, but also aaaaangsssst. “fragile” always cracks me up because it’s basically that one direction song about how the girl doesn’t know she’s beautiful, except it’s alternative rock and trent reznor is screaming about how he has to save this beautiful, pure soul from the corruption of the world. (for anyone expecting “closer”, that’s a great song…but i said real, embarrassing trash).

5. vampire heart by HIM - because OF COURSE. 2006 me was LIVING for Vampire Hunter D AMVs. that iconic line “love me like you love the sun” POETRY OKAY. another fave line has to be “you can’t escape the wrath of my heart”….like, whew, what a badass. 

6. hate me by blue october - AAAANGST. aaaaaaaaaangst. maybe the apogee of late ‘00s cheesy alternative rock. but probably not. there’s always one that goes harder. this list, unfortunately, is 90% this genre because they really SLAPPED when you put them together with trashy ships okayyyyy there was an innocence and earnestness that the ‘post-9/11 iraq invasion’ atmosphere really captured. 

7. let me go by 3 doors down - see, i was wrong, THIS is the apogee. “you love meeeee, but you don’t know who i aaaaaam” belts the lead singer of this oft-forgotten band aaaaand 15-year old me screamed yaaaaaaaaas

8. pieces by sum 41 - WRONG AGAIN. IT’S THIS ONE. the anime AMVs…my god….i can even tell you, beat by beat where the angsty edits happened depending on the breaks in the song.

9. sour girl by stone temple pilots -  “bad” boy waxing about how he’s ruined a good girl? check. super Extra lyrics that go “what would you do? what would you do if i followed you?” check. sarah michelle gellar/buffy being a dark goth muse for the tormented bad boy? triple check!!

10. hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me by U2 - i meaaaaaaan. it’s in the title. 10-year old me WAS LIVING. this is THE batman song, and if there’s a god, it will be featured in the upcoming robert pattinson movie. ppl wanna say this song is more of the “trash on purpose” variety, but i don’t think so. i think joel schumacher plays this dead straight (and “batman forever”, while being one of the cheesiest movies ever made, takes itself extremely serious). 

11. insatiable by darren hayes - finally breaking away from the alt rock scene a bit for this one. ppl who are now trying to make this song “respectable” and classify it as sweet 00s nostalgia are WRONG. everything about this song is convoluted and overly wrought and pitch perfect, even the fact that you would never believe that this waspy blond dude in the music video has anything to do with the actual song.  

12. behind blue eyes by limp bizkit - don’t look at meeeee. this is basically a meme song. the band itself turned out to be dumpster fire and fred durst is…blehh. but this song stiiiiiill slaps, i have the courage to say it.  the video definitely helps, i mean u got that trashy dynamic of prisoner/guardian @___@ and halle berry @___@. half-naked fred durst kinda ruins it, but it’s still got its charm. 

13. i have to include some linkin’ park songs here at the end and i’m choosing the ones that were trashiest to me and that’s gotta be “one step closer” and “somewhere i belong”  because they were always juxtaposed with villain/heroine ships in edits, and i remember fanfic authors would use them in songfics. “in the end” and “numb” are waaaayyy too classy.

additional “kinda too good for this list” rec:  the entire Queen of the Damned soundtrack, but especially “slept so long”, “system” and “before i’m dead” and really ALL the songs.

this disaster list could definitely go on (i’m sure u guys can pitch in. and hey, i might be persuaded to do part 2) but imma stop here before i lose my last shred of credibility on this website lol. k byeeeeeee

[sizzleitupwithmaria]

the challenge is on, foolish mortal

1. how tall are you?

5 feet 7 inches

2. what is your body type?

i’m shaped like an hourglass but i’m also a lil chubby

3. what is your favorite part about your body?

i occasionally like my face and this is a little bit weird but i have pretty good tits

4. is your current hair color your natural hair color?

yep!

5. are you more outgoing or more shy

dude i’m shy af

6. are you more femme or butch?

i’m a pretty solid futch

7. are you tol or smol?

i’m tol bitch!!

8. wine mom or vodka aunt?

i feel like i’m a vodka aunt, but i’m also 14 and don’t commit crimes

9. weird habit?

i stick my tongue out whenever i’m super focused and i used to be really self conscious about it

10. favorite meme?

my current favorite is the shen yun memes but i don’t have an all time favorite

11. do you sing in the shower?

no bc the bathroom is right next to my parent’s bedroom :):):)

12. ever used a bow and arrow?

yeah i was in girl scouts for a while

13. are you/were you a theater kid?

see basically all of my vent posts and you’ll find the answer (i’m in a weird relationship with theater right now, but we’ll have to see how sophomore year turns out)

14. have you ever seen a broadway musical?

yeah!! i’m also seeing another one in 112 days lol

15. do you think musicals are cheesy?

some are, but that doesn’t make them bad

16. have you ever been part of a protest or a march?

yeah, i went to march for our lives last year!!

17. favorite cards against humanity card?

i don’t actually own or play CAH, but i like “Bees.”

18. last movie you watched?

newsies, but that was only to grab screenshots lol (maura will know)

19. behind the camera or in front of it?

both!!

20. favorite tv show?

uhhhhh frasier? 

21. meaning behind your url

sizzle it up with taako is a taz reference

22. reason you joined tumblr

i have no fucking idea bc it was so long ago

23. who’s your closest tumblr friend?

i’d say @baura-bear but i’ve also known her irl for 8 years? i don’t actually have any purely tumblr friends, feel free to hmu

24. what’s something most people love that you hate?

most foods

25. have you ever taken narcotics?

considering that i had to look up what that meant, the answer is no

26. have you ever had sex?

i’m 14

27. have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or anything bad?

nope, i lead a pretty boring life (i’d actually sneak out quite often if my bedroom wasn’t on the second floor)

28. worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told?

i’ve told my dad that i love him before

29. describe your passion without mentioning it.

i’m currently at a crossroads with it and it’s pretty stressful for me rn but i’m committed to getting better and not crying daily over it

30. describe your best friend

i don’t actually think i have a solid enough relationship with anyone to have a best friend lol

31. give us one thing about you that no one knows

OH UHHHH i pop my acne?? that might be obvious if you look at my face tho

32. how do you feel right now?

pretty solid, i have a little bit of a headache and i’m a bit sad but i’m doing okay

33. what is your biggest fear?

failure, but that’s probably just bc i set so high expectations for myself lol

34. what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

breakfast in america by supertramp

35. what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

maybe quitting band and strings in 5th grade or quitting track

36. have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?

OH YEAH but we’re not gonna talk about that right now

37. something you fantasize about

i always dream of living in a tiny nyc apartment with a beautiful wife and working at some nondescript company and shopping in my free time

38. last time you cried and why

??? i actually don’t know. i nearly cried last night bc my dad was nearly yelling at me, we’re not gonna get into that though

39. what was the last thing that made you laugh?

i put a stupid snapchat filter on my face

40. do you really, truly miss someone right now?

yeah

41. who do you feel most comfortable talking about anything with?

my own self?? i have trust issues lol

42. the last time you felt broken?

maybe this morning just bc i had a weird dream and was processing it lol

43. are you starting to realize anything?

yeah

44. are you more dom or sub?

sub, but just in general, i haven’t ever had sex

45. i’ll only date you if _____

you’re a woman? i don’t have many standards lol

46. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?

okay this question is probably geared more towards adults but as a freshman, i’m fine with dating sophomores and juniors, and maybe 8th graders?? that’s a little iffy though

47. describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail

ummm i’m not sure if it’s a crush anymore but she’s tall, skinny, had black hair that she dyes often but it never shows, she dresses similar to me, she’s a photographer, and i think she might be into me :/

48. do you have any kinks?

yes but i’ll never tell anybody even if they paid me money

49. first thing you notice in a person?

uhhh their outfit?

50. how can someone win your heart?

by loving me a lot and dealing with my weird personality

51. been rejected by a crush?

i’ve only asked a crush out once and that went pretty well so no

52. have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

yes, who hasn’t?

53. would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

nope

54. is trust a big issue for you?

is the sky blue?

55. did you hang out with the person you like recently?

nope, we’ve been meaning to for a while though

56. is confidence cute?

sometimes, just don’t be weird to other people

57. what would you say if the person you like kissed another person?

i wouldn’t care LMAO

58. would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

probably not

59. does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?

maybe?? my interactions with her have been a blur lmao

60. ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

oh yeah

61. do you want to get married?

yes, but purely to flex the fact that i can get gay married

62. worst thing you’ve ever done?

idk probably self harmed

63. three things that turn you on

1. women

2. women

3. women

64. who do you hate?

nobody, really

65. favorite term of endearment?

sweetheart/love GET ME EVERY SINGLE TIME!!! if i ever write some romance y’all will see

66. who was your gay awakening?

idk if you count this as a gay awakening but once when i was like four i said to my dad “if i could marry anyone, i’d marry sarah” (one of my friends) (holy shit i just got kind of sad remembering her i liked her a lot and she had a cool family i need to see if she has an ig)

67. intimidating girls or kind girls?

both at the same time

68. what do you look for in a possible partner

women

69. do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?

tbh the only styles that are off the table for me are hyper masculine and hyper feminine, anyone else is great

70. are you good at flirting?

i don’t have the confidence to flirt lol

71. who was the first person you came out to?

my friends ellie and lilli, at the same time, on accident

72. do you have any friends who are wlw?

the question is do i have friends that aren’t wlw 

73. is your crush wlw?

i believe so

74. last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?

this one junior boy who.... oh boy... he’s not hot at all but he’s so nice to literally everyone

75. write a short love poem to your crush/self?

i don’t feel like i’m attached enough to my crush to write a poem to them

76. do you fall in love easily?

i think so

77. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

yeah

78. are you good at hiding your feelings?

oh hell yeah, at least i think so

79. are you a forgiving person?

depends on what the person did

80. what is your type?

i don’t really have one? being taller than me is nice

81. fall asleep in her arms or tub her back until she falls asleep in yours?

both, with a preference for the first one

82. tall girls or short girls?

TOL

83. hugs or kisses

both, especially at the same time

84. twirl her around or get twirled?

both!!

85. tummy kisses or thigh kisses?

tummy!! thigh kisses are a bit too close to the pussy for my taste

86. hairline kisses or neck kisses?

hairline

87. play with her hair or stroke her tummy?

both!!!!!!!!!

88. making our or soft kisses

soft kisses

89. hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?

both, it just depends on the situation

90. how confident are you in your sexuality?

probably 80%

91. when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?

idk if i ever blush but i have to REALLY like someone to get butterflies

92. have you ever likes a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?

i have multiple times but i’ve only told someone once

93. how old were you when you realized you were into girls?

11 or 12

94. most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl?

idk, i tend to forget those things

95. do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?

i honestly don’t ship many lesbians lmao. can i count my own ocs? bc julia and emily are great

96. what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?

i don’t think i’ve actually had anything negative said about my sexuality directly to me, so i’m a bit lucky

97. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter?

i honestly have no idea

98. what is love to you?

when we make each other happy

99. ask me anything

i mean my ask is always open if anyone wants to do this

thanks for listening to me be super gay and sad for a little bit

[strangerdarkerbetter]

What’re your favorite songs?

Ok! This is gonna be a bit long, lol. I tend to get really into a song or few for anywhere from a couple of days to a few weeks during which time I will play the song or songs obsessively (I don’t know if this is already a thing, but I call it samesonging)

So, my current songs are:

Waving Through a Window from the musical Dear Evan Hanson

Hunger - Florence and the Machine

Sky Full of Song - Florence and the Machine

First Burn - a reworking of Burn from Hamilton featuring six women who have played Eliza

Found Tonight - Lin Manuel Miranda and Ben Platt (it’s a mix of Story of Tonight from Hamilton and You Will Be Found from Dear Evan Hanson)

I have a few tattoos that incorporate song lyrics. The songs and lyrics are as follows:

Ever After - Marianas Trench

“I could be your perfect disaster, I could be your ever after” 

Porcelain - Marianas Trench*

“When your heart releases, you won’t fall to pieces”

“It’s alright to take time to find where you’ve been”

Shake It Out - Florence and the Machine

“It’s hard to dance with a devil on your back, so shake him off”

“It’s always darkest before the dawn”

Let It Go - Frozen

“I’ll rise like the break of dawn”

“Let the storm rage on”

“It’s time to see what I can do, to test the limits and break through”

“Let it go”

Fighting for Nothing - Meg and Dia

(I changed up the lyrics a little for my tattoo. I start from where my tattoo starts which is about halfway through the song. The lines that have been striked through were not included in the tattoo. The final line in italics is my own addition which is a variation of lines from the song)

I’ve got my mouth: Its a weapon. Its a bombshell.Its a cannon. I’ve got my words.I won’t give them mercy. Mercy.But these things take time love.These things take backbone.And they’ll tell you what you want to hearCause they think its better. Better.But you better know how to point out the liars.You’ve got to weigh your wars make sureYou’re not fighting for nothing. Nothing.Are you fighting for nothing?I’ve got my words. I hope they hurt you.I hope they scar you. I hope they heal you.I hope they cut you open,Make you see you’ve been warringFor all the wrong reasons.Make you see that some things are worth bruising for.Make you see that your name is your honor code.Make you see that your hands you’re accounted for.Pick and choose where your sweat and your blood will go.Make you see your life’s not to be lived alone.Make sure you’re not fighting for nothing 

And, because I have way too many songs that I love to be able to leave it at this, the following are a selection of songs I’ve obsessed over at some point in time, all of which I still listen to in between bursts of samesonging. I’ve grouped the songs by artist and listed alphabetically by artist for convenience below the cut. 

(songs with asterisks next to them have trigger warnings listed at the end)

Anastacia featuring Ben Moody

Everything Burns

Bat for Lashes

Horse and I

Breaking Benjamin

Dance With The Devil

Cascada

Everytime We Touch

Dia Frampton

The Broken Ones

Homeless

Isabella

Dr. Horrible’s Sing-a-Long Blog (musical)

Brand New Day

My Eyes

Evanescence

Going Under

Good Enough

Lacrymosa

Sweet Sacrifice

Whisper

Fall Out Boy

Dance, Dance

A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me

The Phoenix

Sugar, We’re Going Down

Flight Facilities

Crave You 

Florence and the Machine

(basically her whole discography, but I’ll list my favorites)

All This and Heaven Too

Delilah

Never Let Me Go

Ship To Wreck

Grace Potter and the Nocturnals

White Rabbit

Hamilton (musical)

Burn

Guns and Ships

Non-Stop

Satisfied

I Hate Kate

Embrace the Curse

Imogen Heap

Hide and Seek

Joseph 

Cloudline

Kerli

Tea Party

Korn

Coming Undone

Lily Allen

Fuck You

Lindsey Stirling

Roundtable Rival

Shatter Me (feat. Lzzy Hale)

Marianas Trench

(again, basically everything lol)

All To Myself

Astoria**

Beside You

Cross My Heart

Desperate Measures

Ever After

Fallout

Good To You

Masterpiece Theatre I, II, and III (three different songs)

No Place Like Home

Who Do You Love?

Mayday Parade

Black Cat

Jamie All Over

When I Get Home, You’re So Dead?

Meg and Dia

Black Wedding

Hug Me

Monster****

Nineteen Stars

Roses

Misterwives

Hurricane

Not Your Way

Oh Love

Out of Tune Piano

Reflections

Revolution

Riptide

My Chemical Romance

The Sharpest Lives

Teenagers

Welcome to the Black Parade

Next To Normal (musical)

I’ve Been

Make Up Your Mind/Catch Me I’m Falling***

Panic! at the Disco

The Ballad of Mona Lisa

Build God, Then We’ll Talk

Nearly Witches [Ever Since We Met...]

There’s A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven’t Thought Of It Yet

Paramore

All We Know

crushcrushcrush

Emergency

Ignorance

The Proclaimers

I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles)

PVRIS

Ghosts

Holy

Let Them In

Regina Spektor

Better

Samson

Relient K

Be My Escape

In Love With the 80s (Pink Tux to the Prom)

Sarah Bareilles

Eden

Fairytale

I Choose You

Let The Rain

Shiny Toy Guns

Frozen Oceans

Le Disko

Sia

Alive

Chandelier

Elastic Heart

Freeze You Out

Steven Universe (TV show)

Here Comes a Thought

It’s Over Isn’t It

Love Like You

Peace and Love on the Planet Earth

Stronger Than You

Tonight Alive

Bathwater

Reason To Sing

What Are You So Scared Of?

Train

50 Ways to Say Goodbye

The Used

The Bird and The Worm

Earthquake

I Caught Fire

Pretty Handsome Awkward

Take It Away

VersaEmerge

Lost Tree

Whisperer

A Very Potter Musical (fan musical)

Goin’ Back to Hogwarts 

Granger Danger

Not Alone

A Very Potter Sequel (fan musical)

The Coolest Girl

Harry Freakin’ Potter

Victorious (TV show)

Take a Hint

Walk the Moon

Shut Up and Dance

We The Kinds

Check Yes Juliet

Wicked (musical)

No Good Deed

Within Temptation

The Howling

What Have You Done Now?

Zedd

Clarity (feat Foxes)

Find You (ft Matthew Koma and Miriam Bryant)

Hourglass (ft LIZ)

10 Years

Through the Iris

3OH!3 feat Neon Hitch

Follow Me Down 

*Trigger warning: song is based on the singer’s experience with his own eating disorder

**Trigger warning: song deals, in part, with his time spent in a psychiatric hospital, includes a reference to a hospital. Also references: suicide, self harm, rough sex, alcohol use. Allusion to substance use. 

***Trigger Warning: song is between therapist and patient, deals with PTSD, amnesia, psychosis, death of a child

****Trigger Warning: song is about child abuse

[aubaskin-blog]

about me!

so i found this 150 random questions thing so im gonna answer them all cool? cool. (link to original post at bottom)

1. ) What’s better, having high expectations or having low expectations? Low expectations because if you expect the worst, you'll never be disappointed. If the worst happens you'll have expected it, and if it ends up good you'll be happier (I learned that from the Ranger's Apprentice books)

2.) Would you rather go without junk food for a year or go without TV for a year? Junk food because I eat wayyyyy too much junk

3.) Describe your perfect man/woman. Honestly, I'll know the best when I see it. I can't just imagine a perfect person

4.) Thoughts on school dress codes? Good to a point, but can be stupid. My school has a 'no shoulders' rule which is stupid af, but I understand they want people to wear actual clothes to school

5.)Any strange phobias? Nope I'm boring

6.) At what job do you see Donald Trump best fit? A business leader. The country is not a business to be run, and he shouldn't be running it

7.) Who was your first crush? A kid named Pranav in 5th grade. He left our school but I still follow him on Instagram

8.) Who was your first best friend? Two girls named Maggie and Cara (or something like that) in 3rd grade. Cara moved and Maggie stopped being friends with me the next year, although I still see her around sometimes

9.)What is one weird thing about you? I say my hobby is reading, but 99% of the time I'm reading gay fanfiction

10.) Top 5 TV shows you like to watch? The Flash, Supergirl, Forensic Files, Voltron: Legendary Defender, and Pokemon

11.) What are your favorite boys names? Elliot and Oliver

12.) What are your favorite girls names? Ellis, Eden, Athena, unique names like those

13.) Do you have any tattoos? If so, what are they? Nope

14.) Do you plan on getting (more) tattoos? If so, what do you want to get as of the moment? I want some but I want them to be meaningful and all my ideas now are fleeting ideas

15.) Do you have any piercings? Do you plan on getting more? I got my ears pierced a looooong time ago but I stopped wearing earrings after my sister had to get her earlobe stitched together when her earring went through the bottom of her earlobe. I don't even want to wear earrings now

16.) Do you like hugging people? YES I'm a super touchy person and hugs are wonderful

17.) Think of ANY person on earth right now.  Who did you think of? My mom. First it was Newt Scamander before I remembered that he's fictional

18.) Do you have an iPhone? iPhone 8, yes

19.) What is the worst thing that could happen in your life right now? My phone breaks and can't get replaced for a while

20.) Do you watch anime? I used to watch it a lot more but I watch it in like, bursts of a single show over a few days and stop for a while and do it again

21.) What brings true happiness? Love and contentment

22.) What is the most expensive thing you’ve ever paid for? I honestly have no idea

23.) If you could have any job in the world and get paid millions of dollars a year for it, what would you be and why? A stay-at-home reader. I wouldn't have to do anything but read and that's what I do all the time anyways

24.) Do you want children? If so, how many? Yes, 2 or 3 depending on what my partner wants

50.) Have you ever been in a physical fight? No way

51.) When you get out of the shower, do you towel dry, blow dry, or air dry your hair? Towel dry, then air dry once I'm tired of hauling a towel around on my head

52.) When you go to the movies, what snacks and drinks do you take with you? I buy them there or don't have any at all (but I like Sprite and candy like Skittles or Sour Patch Kids)

53.) Do you like going to the beach? If so, do you like to stay dry or go in the water? If not, why? I don't really like the beach but if I'm there I'll have fun. I only go in the water if it's warm (it's usually not)

54.) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Only if I have to. Not usually though

55.) If you could have a superpower ASIDE from being invisible or being able to fly, what would you have? Being able to fill things up. Need money? Fill up my wallet/bank account. Want to stop talking to someone? Fill up their bladder. You can even fill up your phone battery :D

56.) If you were able to live for however long you wanted to (i’m talking thousands of years without aging), when would you choose to die? Whenever I decided I was done living and that there was nothing else for me on Earth

57.) What do you think happens after you die? It fades to black, like falling asleep except then your conscious disappears forever (I don't like thinking about that part, it's what makes me scared of dying)

58.) Do you believe in aliens? If we exist there has to be someone else out there

59.) Do you believe in ghosts? No but they still scare me

60.) Do you believe in spiritual things like ouija boards, tarot cards, and crystals? Do you believe they are portals for evil entities to enter the mortal world? No and I think Ouija boards are stupid but the rest are fun to just play with. I'm not spiritual at all

61.) If you could make one mythical being real, who/what would you make? Unicorns but they would be poached for their horns so I want to make sure they don't all go extinct so they can fly away in a rainbow burst to avoid hunters

62.) Do you get tan, or do you burn? Both but tan first (I think). SUNSCREEN IS VERY IMPORTANT

63.) Describe your shower routine. Shampoo, body wash, rinse out shampoo and body wash, conditioner, wait a little bit, rinse conditioner

64.) Do you enjoy school? Why or why not? Yes because of my friends, no because of homework and stress

65.) In your opinion, what is the worst way to die? Long and painfully. Short deaths sound better.

66.) Do you get carsick, sea sick, or airplane sickness? I kinda get seasick, and I used to get carsick but that's gotten better. Airplanes I just get bored

67.) What’s one memory that you wish you could live again and again? I don't think I would want to continually live a memory tbh

68.) What were some of your stuffed animal’s names from when you were a kid? I had a lavender colored stuffed dog...it was named 'Purple Doggy'

69.)Do you have any pets? Yes, one black lab named Sarah and two identical white sister cats named Tammi and Sammi

70.) Describe your daily wardrobe. Graphic t-shirt and jeans/jean shorts. Jacket or sweatshirt if its cold

71.)  Describe what your daily wardrobe would be if you were rich. Probably the same, ngl

72.)  Create a character right now.  Give them a name, age, and character description. Ellis, 19, had to quit college to support her younger brother, works at a bookstore, light brown wavy shoulder length hair and green eyes

73.)What was the last thing you bought? A fidget toy and a book called '3000 Questions About Me'. And a wonder where I came up with this idea.

74.) Have you ever bought a CD? What band was it for? My sister bought a Taylor Swift CD when she was like 8, but I only have Sims games and a movie on CD

75.) Describe your perfect ice cream sundae. Vanilla ice cream, sprinkles, a little bit of chocolate sauce, three cherries because sundae cherries are good

76.) If you could make ANYTHING happen right now with no cost, trouble, or obstacles, what would you do? Make myself have the marching band music good and memorized lol that's really getting me

77.) What are some of your favorite physical activities to do? I don't do physical activity

78.) What were some of your favorite shows as a child? Dora, Zoey 101, iCarly

79.) Describe how you would survive the zombie apocalypse.  I wouldn't

80.) What are some things you shouldn’t say at work? “Wow, my boss really sucks”

81.) If you were told that if you killed someone, you would save 100 people, would you do it? Yes but it would probably haunt me

82.) How’s the weather right now? Sunny, kind of windy, warm (I'm just looking outside)

83.) What is the background on your cell phone right now? A picture of a city I got from Google

84.) Is it better to work at a job that you love or a job that pays well? Job you love

85.) What do you have within arms reach of your bed? My phone charger, alarm clock, an IKEA cart with a bunch of random stuff, usually my glasses, anything else I leave on the window sill

86.) Have you ever been fired from a job? If so, why? Being fired would require having a job in the first place

87.) Have you ever won a trophy, prize, or medal? If so, for what? I've gotten a decent number of soccer medals from my childhood, and I got two regional and one state trophies from DI (Destination Imagination) when I was in 4th and 5th grade. I haven't gotten any actual individual awards

88.) Do you have any posters, pictures, or art hanging on your walls in your room? If so, what are they? I have a pride flag, and a galaxy calendar from last year just for the pictures. No art though

89.) Are you afraid of the dark? If so, why? Not really, but I don't like running up the stairs at night when the house is dark. I get scared of what could be behind me

90.)What is something that you’ve never done but would like to try? Skydiving, lots of stuff with my friends, nothing in particular

91.) If you could choose three famous people or characters to be friends with, who would you choose and why? Hermione Granger-she's a genius and sassy af, Newt Scamander- his hair is the best omg I love him and his actor (Eddie Redmayne :))) ), and John Laurens (from Hamilton)- he deserved better. So much better.

92.) Do you smile at strangers when you pass by them on the street? Sometimes, but it can get creepy fast

93.) Do you have a favorite TV commercial? If so, what is it? I probably do, but I can't think of one in particular

94.) Do you like your handwriting? When it looks good, yes

95.) Cable TV or Netflix? Netflix, but I tend to watch cable more

96.) What are your favorite smells? Vanilla, black cherry and s'mores

97.) Do you consider yourself physically strong? Lol no way

98.) Describe a time where you said something really rude or mean, whether intentional or not. I can't think of a particular time but a good portion of the time if I say something mean I mean it and they deserve it.

99.) Do you ask strangers to pet their dogs? Of course, it's very rude other wise. If this is about petting dogs, you bet your ass I'm petting a dog if I can.

100.)What is your most embarrassing moment? I can't think of anything in particular but I've misspoken more times than I can ever count or remember. Those don't always end the best.

101.) Has anyone really close to you ever died? If so, who was it and how did you handle it? No, the closest was my grandpa but weren't close. I didn't really care...which sounds horrible but I've become desensitized to this stuff

102.)  Describe your plan of action if you were home alone and you heard someone break into your house. Grab my phone and keys and run outside, drive my car up the street and call 911. If I can't get my keys, hide behind a neighbor's house and call 911 from there

103.) If you were to be born again, would you want to be born male or female? Male because being a female kinda sucks. Plus it'd be cool to experience both sides of the equation

104.)  What shampoo do you use? Kirkland. Conditioner too

105.) Guess the meaning of this word: ulotrichous. Atrocious because that's how it sounds (both meanings)

106.) Do you let messages (phone, email, text, social media, etc…) build up, or do you have to look at them right away? Text and email notifications especially make me anxious, I have to look at them, even just so the number goes away. I don't get many texts in the first place though

107.)  Where is the nearest McDonalds to your house? Super close, I've walked there before. (Google maps says 1.1 miles)

108.)  If you had $1 billion and you had to spend it in exactly one week, what would you spend it on? A big house, cars, and as much stuff as I could think of. The rest goes into a bank account. Actually, all of it goes into a bank account

109.) What is the best thing you’ve ever eaten? Those store-bought sugar cookies. There's probably something else but I'm blanking. I've had good sushi before though.

110.) If you could go on a trip around the world with up to three people, who would you bring (they can be people you know personally or famous people). My friend Connor, one celebrity he wants and one I want. Maybe John Mulaney? He's super funny.

111.) What expletive/ explicit phrase do you say most often? Probably hell. The other two main ones make it in a lot too though

112.) What is your personal definition of success? Being happy with where you are in life or your job or whatever, not needing to be further than you are

113.) How was your day today? It's been pretty okay, actually. Nothing tragic has happened yet lol

114.) What is the closest Big City you live by? I'm gonna go BIG city because privacy so of the main four (LA, NYC, Houston, Orlando) in the USA, New York City

115.) Have you ever been in a car accident? No but I hit my mom's car backing out of the driveway and scratched off some paint and dented my car a bit (whoops)

116.) Do you hide anything from your parents? Everything on my phone. Everything.

117.) If you could possess one talent, what would you be able to do? Is having a good memory a talent? Because I want a really good memory. And art abilities.

118.) Ugly and smart or beautiful and stupid? Ugly and smart lol

119.) What is the worst thing you’ve ever seen in real life? When we took a trip to South Carolina there was a massive, 3 inch long spider whose web was next to the front door. I cried.

120.) Use only 3 words to describe how you want your future to go. Happy, rich-ish, comfortable

121.) QUICK! give me a few things a brick could be useful for! Throwing at somebody's head and killing them (wtf me)

122.) If you could make a dream society, describe it in great detail where it would be, who would be in it, and what rules there would be? No discrimination, no crime, everyone happy and nice

123.) If you could make any animal miniature, what would you make and why? A dog because my dog is looking at me right now like she wants a miniature her

124.) What are your favorite candle scents? I don’t use candles, my mom hates open flames. I have burned some vanilla tea candled though

125.) If you HAD to have one plastic surgery, what would you get and why? The bridge of my nose, I'm self-conscious about it because it's lower than it should be as a result of many, many years of glasses. I usually wear contacts now though.

126.) Do you prefer to hang out with the same sex or the opposite sex? I mostly hang out with my same sex friends for long periods and my opposite sex friends for shorter periods. I would have to say opposite ex friends because I'm closer to them.

127.) If you could make a charity, what would the profits go towards? How would you raise money for it? The money would go towards lgbt+ kids and supporting them, especially if they don't get support from their parents or can't tell them. I would raise money through online advertising on sites like Tumblr and Instagram because they tend to have higher lgbt+ populations. Also through popular Youtuber donations if possible.

128.) Describe the body you wish you had. Skinnier, a better smile, less facial hair, blue or green eyes.

129.) If you were a famous director, what would your next movie be about? Describe the plot, characters, and possible title. Something soulmates and m/m. A romance movie, but they're meant to be together because of something (tattoos, colors, etc). They meet and both like each other, but it's only when they realize they're soulmates they confess and fall in love and it's the happy, fluffy masterpiece all Tumblr kids wish existed. (Call Me By Your Name got pretty far though)

130.) If only women were to rule the world, how different would the world be by 2050? More equality, male supremacy protests, everything would probably be better tbh.

131.) What is your favorite alcoholic drink? I'm 16

132.) Do you have a problematic friend? YES and she's not my friend anymore

133.) Are you more spontaneous or more of a planner? Both at the worst moments. I'll plan out my day (which won't work out) and be spontaneous when it comes to tests: "Crap I forgot about that I'll study the bell before" which sometimes actually manages to work.

134.) If you could change your full name, what would your name be? Something with more meaning and better initials

135.) What is one song that describes your life? The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars (there are probably better ones but eh)

136.) What is one show you’ve been meaning to watch but can never find the time for? I've been halfway through Pokemon: XY for over a month

137.) Do you find it easy to drop toxic people from your life that you’ve known for a long time? It depends. If I see them a lot, no. Once I stop seeing someone irl it's too easy for me to drop someone. If they do something really bad and all my friends feel that way then it's super easy

138.) Do you like children? Why or why not? In general yes but I don't want to be around them 24/7 (aka why I like being home alone without my three younger siblings)

139.) What is your zodiac sign? Taurus

140.) Do you like to dance? Do you dance often? In front of other people? No I suck at dancing, but I do rock out to music

141.) Name some of your favorite colors. Grey, black, purple, blue

142.) Have you ever shoplifted? If so, what was it? I've thought about it but no, I haven't

143.) If you could speak three additional languages, what would they be? Spanish, French and some random language I can surprise people with. Like Dutch or something.

144.) Have you ever been in legal trouble? Nope! I'm an innocent child

145.) Have you ever had surgery? No and I hope I never have to

146.) If you could change 2 things about yourself, what would you change and why? My smile and my motivation levels. Smile bc it looks terrible and motivation because I actually need to get stuff done sometimes. And mental health.

147.) What do you want done with your body after you die? Cremation, I guess. I don't want to become a firework or anything

148.) What three physical features do people compliment you most on? What do they say about them? I don't really get compliments; my mom likes my hair though. It's wavy after I shower

149.) If you could have your own business, what would you do? Make things for lazy people that people are surprised that they needed (but actually do need)

150.) What current friend do you have that you’ve known the longest? My friend Amanda, since the start of 6th grade. We're going on 5 years now!

yay now you should try these the original post is here and feel free to ask me any other questions bc i like talking to internet strangers :)

[deafield]

Finally doing an ‘about me” thing

I was tagged by @obinopekenobi. Never been tagged for one of these before. Thanks. ^.^ *dives on in*

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 5 people

— what was your last…

1. drink: tea

2. phone call: Work

3. text message: my partner about the hilariously oversized beer they were drinking

4. song you listened to: ALL the march indie mixes on Youtube. (they tend to blend for me)

5. time you cried: watching videos of funeral Haka (for story research)

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: yes

7. kissed someone and regretted it: yes, not so much about any one person but I don’t like kissing mouth to mouth for some reason.

8. been cheated on: I’m polyamourous so that has never really been a problem. Haha

9. lost someone special: yes

10. been depressed: hella yes. Working in a foreign country can be very isolating sometimes.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes. ONCE. and it was in front of my managers for work cause they pushed me to drink and I didn’t know how to say no (to be fair this is a common occurrence with foreigners in Japan, from what I know. Just Say No, kids)

— fave colours

12. Black

13. red

14. Hot pink (specifically combined with black)

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: OMG yes, I found such a wonderful group of friends among my profession and I am gonna be leaving them this year and just T.T

16. fallen out of love: yes. But I value close friendship more in relationships and hencewith am friends with all my ex’s. (to one extent or another)

17. laughed until you cried: ALMOST EVERY DAY. (thanks tumblr)

18. found out someone was talking about you: I am one of two white specks in my middle-of-nowhere-town in the mountains. I would be surprised if people weren’t talking about me. (after a few years you get used to casual mentions of “oh, I saw you driving/walking/shopping--” ,especially from students)

19. met someone who changed you: I am sort of a chameleon with people, so yes, constantly.

20. found out who your friends are: YES. and I love them all. Gonna miss them so much when I go back to the States.

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: *giggles and starts counting in my head* (and not gonna reveal that number)

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: about half my FB is family and people I’ve met first in RL. So -- Most.

23. do you have any pets: nope

24. do you want to change your name: I actually have a set of nicknames that I go by. I like my name, but my nickname is fun to hear too

25. what did you do for your last birthday:  Work. And then go home and mope (but made up for it thoroughly with friends by two instances of buying ice cream cake.--which is damn expensive here)

26. what time did you wake up today: around 6:30

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Drawing/ writing/ editing (i’m a serial multitasker)

28. what is something you can’t wait for: THE DVD BOX SET OF STAR WARS: THE LAST JEDI TO COME OUT IN JAPAN (which isn’t till the end of next month. *tears hair out* )

30. what are you listening to right now: The sound of my dehumidifier (normally I live on a diet of indie mixes and ambient music though)

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes, I’m sure at some point. lol

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: Sending packages back to the states is Soooooo expensive. Moving halfway around the world is rough. Especially all the prep work involved.

33. most visited website: A03 (* NO SHAME*)

34. hair colour: Brown

35. long or short hair: Waist length ( and my dad STILL Has longer hair than me. I can’t cut it until I have beaten him for ONCE in my life.)

36. do you have a crush on someone: yes, it’s pretty common for me.

37. what do you like about yourself: I’m very driven in my passions and I always pursue them relentlessly. (lately: drawing/ writing mostly)

38. want any piercings: yes, but not places i’d name here >.>

39. blood type: always forget (B something, me thinks)

40. Nicknames:  Ray or Dea.

41. relationship status: in a polyamorous relationship( with my core of me and 3 others)

42. sign: Capricorn

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: Penny Dreadful !!! *hands down-- 150%*

45. Tattoos: A self designed tattoo across my upper back: Triple moon with lotuses coming out of the crescents.

46. right or left handed: right

47. ever had surgery: nope

48. piercings: Just ears

49. sport: I count skiing. Haha maybe basketball on super rare occasion

50. vacation: traveling, long train rides where I can get my write/draw on. And in this country, the views are almost always gorgeous

51. Trainers: *very confused*

— more general

52. eating: CHIPS (always) / ice cream / curry

53. drinking: tea/ hot chocolate/ ginger ale

54. i’m about to watch: Mushi-shi. (the most zen of ALL anime-- for me.)

55. waiting for: sleep

56. Want: endless time to pursue my endless list of hobbies without break

57. get married: none of my partners nor I have plans for it.

58. Career: Assistant Teacher (teaching English as a foreign language)

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: HUGS (every time)

60. lips or eyes: eyes

61. shorter or taller: taller.

62. older or younger: older.

63. nice arms or stomach: nice arms

64. hookup or relationships: relationships.

65. troublemaker or hesitant: little bit of both

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: a few times

67. drank hard liquor: Yep.

68. turned someone down: yes

69. sex on first date:  yes. I’m generally a sex positive person. (but of course with lots of discussion beforehand. )

70: broken someone’s heart: yes

71. had your heart broken: yes

72. been arrested: nope

73. cried when someone died: yes

74. fallen for a friend: yes, i had a fun cycle going in college of dating friends

— do you believe in

75. yourself: hell yeah

76. miracles: yes, in a way

77. love at first sight: yes and no.

78. santa claus: no

79. angels: yes and no

— misc

80. eye colour: blue

81. best friend’s name: Sarah

82. favourite movie:  Edward Scissorhands (forever and always in my heart)

83. favourite actor: Adam Driver/ Rory Kinnear ( I can’t choose. You can’t make me!)

84. favourite cartoon: ( I count anime) Natsume Yuujinchou (or Natsume and the Book of Friends)

85. favourite teacher’s name: too many to count

 (no pressure to do but) I’ll tag @didney-worl-420, @saemir ,  @the-empress-luna, @assortedfruitsnacks212, @ladylionhart

[too-many-loose-ends]

All the asks

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?Yes2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?Only if they were about to turn 19 tbh3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?I can honestly say I’ve never felt that combination before4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?No5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?Don’t know, don’t care6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?Yes7. What exactly are you wearing right now?Compression shorts bc I’m about to shower 8. How often do you listen to music?Every day, at least when I’m driving9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?Sweats10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?It’s a little late for this ask lmao11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?Antisocial12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?Yes13. What about ‘R’?No14. Can you drive a stick shift?Nope15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?Nah16. Are you going out of town soon?This Saturday I’m going to Fort Wayne 17. When was the last time you cried?A few weeks ago18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?Yes19. If you could change your eye color, would you?Nope20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?Myself lmao21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.I’ve got a lot of work to do22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?No23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?Yes24. What are you sitting on right now?My bed25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?Yes26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?Yeah who hasn’t lol27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?Sarah28. Do you get a lot of colds?Nope29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?I’m not wearing one30. Does anyone hate you?Probably lol31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?Nope32. Do you like watching scary movies?Yes33. Do you want your tongue pierced?Nope34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?14-1535. Did you have a dream last night?No36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?Today37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?Maybe we’ll see how things go38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?Yes 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?Probably40. Did you have a good day yesterday?Sure41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?Yes42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?No43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?Yes44. What’s the best part about school?Track45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?I don’t have fb anymore46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?Nope47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?Too often lol48. Were you single over the last summer?No49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?Yes50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?Showering lol51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?No 52. Are you nice to everyone?I try to be53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?No54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?Yes55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?Depends on the situation lol56. Do you think you like someone?I do like someone57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?Unfortunately yes58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?I don’t care59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?Yes60. Do you hate anyone?Yes lmao61. How’s your heart?It’s beating 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?Not really63. Have you ever cried over a guy?Nope64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?I don’t think anyone lol65. Are your toenails painted pink?No66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?No67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?This is more of a question for you babe lol68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?Nope69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?Sarah70. How do you look right now?Alright I guess lol71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?Yes72. Can you commit to one person?Yes73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?Yes74. Have you ever felt replaced?Yes75. Did you wake up cranky?Not normally no76. Are you a jealous person?Yes77. Are relationships ever worth it?Yes78. Anyone you’re giving up on?Nope79. Currently wanting to see anyone?Sarah80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?Lift, practice, class81. Last person you cried in front of?Sarah82. Is there someone you will never forget?Sarah83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?I would assume so84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?Napping lol85. Are you over your past?Yeah86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?Yes87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?Yes88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?Sarah’s my first real true love so this wouldn’t happen lol89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?Of course90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?I’m gonna guess yes91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?Yes92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?Yes93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?No94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?Yes, it was good and still is95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?Yes96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?Fuck yes97. Who do you have texts from?Sarah, my coaches and teammates and my parents98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?“Oh” and then I’d cry99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?Yes100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?No one, but I’m win Sarah in my header 101. Ever kissed under fireworks?Nope102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?Yes

[anglicismesemantique]

Questions Tag

thank you for tagging me @sweetstudiess!! Sorry I’ve just seen this!

LAST:

1. drink: Several cups of coffee

2. phone call: My boyfriend!

3.text message: A friend who is far, far away

4. song you listened to: Chicago – Sufjan Stevens

5. time you cried: Last night, I had a panic attack in a Pizza Hut because there were too many people at the buffet lmao I’m terrible

HAVE YOU:

6. dated someone twice: Yeah ugh

7. kissed someone & regretted it: Not really? Kissing doesn’t mean that much to me haha

8. been cheated on: YES!!! I’m still mad about it 5 years later.

9. lost someone special: yes :(

10: been depressed: I’m diagnosed with anxiety and depression so!

11. gotten drunk & thrown up: I’m not sick often, even when I drink a lot! Only happened twice I think.

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS

12. Grey

13. Yellow

14. White

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. made new friends: Yes! :)

16. fallen out of love: not at all!

17. laughed until you cried: so many times

18. found out someone was talking about you: I guess?

19. met someone who changed you: not really

20. found out who your friends are: Hmm, no. I have a great group of friends that I’ve had for quite some time now.

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: lmao my boyfriend

GENERAL:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of them actually

23. do you have any pets: I have 5 cats :)

24. do you want to change your name: not really I like it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: got drunk, cried a lot , same as usual ya know

26. what time did you wake up: 6: 20! I’m an early bird

27. what were you doing a midnight last night: Probably sleeping

28. name something you can’t wait for: MY WEDDING!!!!!!!!

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: Last night I think? Went to eat at her place it was nice.

30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Wish I won the lottery and could stop working forever and have a sick cat shelter and just write books and draw. I mean I don’t even buy lottery tickets but a gal can dream.

31. what are you listening to right now: Classical Sunday morning music!

32. have you have talked to a person named tom: No! I don’t think so.

33. something that is getting on your nerves: My nails!!!!!! Can’t stop biting them!!!

34. most visited websites: tumblr & twitter I think!

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME:

35. mole(s): 1 on my cheek and one on my boob!

36. mark(s): I have a lot of scars because I used to struggle with self-arm but uhm that is over and I’m covering them with tattoos.

37. childhood dream: to be an archeologist!

38. hair colour: natural blond, died brown

39. long or short hair: long I guess? Shoulder lenght

40. do you have a crush on someone: not really

41. what do you like about yourself: A lot of things :)

42. piercings: Ok here goes: Several on my ears, septum, lip and nipple

43. blood type: Universal donor yay!

44. nickname: My boyfriend calls me Weasle but that’s a long story!

45. relationship status: Engaged

46. zodiac: Sag

47. pronouns: they/them please!! Français: Elle

48. favourite tv show: Twin Peaks

49. tattoos: I have like 10 so I’m not going to list them here haha

50. right or left handed: right handed

51. surgery: luckily no

52. hair dyed different colour: Right now brown but I used to be pretty funky about that so sometimes blue, pink, green…

53. sport: HELL NO

54. no question? Yeah like…, are you gonna eat that

55. vacation: I went to Italy some time ago but travelling makes me anxious

56. pair of trainers: I have a lot of pairs but uhm I wear size like 10-11 my feet are huge

MORE GENERAL:

57. eating: the souls of the innocent

58. drinking: COFFEEEEE

59. i’m about to: wallow in self-pity, as usual

60. waiting for: HALLOWEEN HALLOWEEN HALLOWEEN

61. want: some god damn peace and quiet

62. get married: soon I hope!

63. career: trophy wife

64. hugs or kisses: hugs

66. shorter or taller: no preference!

67. older or younger: old af so I can inherit some

68. nice arms or nice stomach: I am a sucker for nice arms!

69. sensitive or loud: sensitive, definitely

70. hook up or relationship: relationship all the way

71. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant! I don’t like bad boyz lol

HAVE YOU EVER:

72. kissed a stranger: yes

73. drank hard liquor: yes! Don’t like it that much but hey

74. lost glasses/contact lenses: not yet

75. turned someone down: yes!

76. sex on first date: yes

77. broken someone’s heart: I guess?

78. had your heart broken: yes!!!

79. been arrested: Almost but only because I was at an illegal protest and I threw a chair at a politician lmao

80. cried when someone died: yes I am a sensitive human being

81. fallen for a friend: hmm yes I guess

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

82. yourself: let’s not get into that shall we

83. miracles: not really?

84. love at first sight: yes! Not my style I know but I think it happened to me so!

85. santa claus: no

86. kiss on first date: I mean yeah why not

OTHER:

87. current best friend name: Sarah and JS

88. eye colour: blue-greyish

89. favourite movie: Lost Highway by David Lynch and 2001 : A Space Odyssey!

Hey thank you for reading my stupid answers it was fun to do! If you want to do it just say I tagged you!

Tinamer xoxo 

[peterjonesparker]

i got tagged by @spideyxchelle. which, i’m not gonna lie, i freaked out because i’m totally obsessed with their headcanons.

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I tag: @accioharry, @bellamywarriorblake, @happilyminiaturetastemaker, @jugghead-jonez, @raejustrae, @restinlinguine, @transpeter, @tomhollandcouk, @leslipigeonoficial, @geniusparker, @parkrpeters, @peterprakers, @captainkirkk, @cassianscamanders, @perhalta, @khaleesinthenorth, @casuallywhatever, @wreenbiinee, @dorkynikki, @emmalozzy

the last

1. drink: a mixture of root beer and cream soda because i went to dinner with my dad and they had fancy soda things.

2. phone call: my mom! she wanted to see if her phone was working so she called me to check.

3. text message: my sister, to tell her that she isn’t funny. which is a lie, because she’s very funny.

4. song you listened to: in cold blood by alt-j. i’m making peter parker and michelle jones playlists because i am trash for spiderman: homecoming. that song is for peter’s!

5. time you cried: goodness. uh, i cried about a week ago i think? last thursday was a tough day haha.

6. dated someone twice: lol, no.

7. kissed someone and regretted it: most definitely.

8. been cheated on: nope!

9. lost someone special: yes. in more ways than one.

10. been depressed: i’m honestly not really sure. i had a really tough time for a bit in high school and this past year was really tough on me. but i’m not sure if what i went through can be classified as depression.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: unfortunately. but i’ve only ever been hung over twice so it was really a fluke accident.

3 favourite colours

12. green

13. blue

14. brown? i’ve never had to choose a third favorite color, but i’m a really big fan of earthy colors.

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: yes!

16. fallen out of love: nope!

17. laughed until you cried: i’m sure i have, i just can’t remember exactly.

18. found out someone was talking about you: i’m not sure the context of this question, but fun story: once i was at the dining hall and my roommate from my first year in college was talking about me. “i really like having my own room. don’t get my wrong. i loved living with sarah. she was the best.” and i looked at her friend and laughed and she turned around and was like, oh wow! hello!

19. met someone who changed you: i’ve definitely met people who have made me question the way i think about things and decisions i’ve made, but i think, honestly, this past summer i’ve kind of had to reverse changes i think? like, i think some of my friends changed the way i did things, but i don’t think it was for the best.

20. found out who your friends are: LOL. yes. i’ve had a lot of tough experiences with friendships this year that just put a lot of things into perspective. as i said, this past year was really tough.

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes? if that means friends on facebook, then yes.

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i’ve met all of them in real life but some only once.

23. do you have any pets: i used to :(

24. do you want to change your name: i really like my name, actually!

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i had a party with my friends! two of my friends and i have birthdays within four days, so we had a joint birthday party. it was like, the most fun party i’ve ever been to. probably because i knew everyone there!

26. what time did you wake up: 6:45. i had an 8 am appointment this morning before work, and traffic is a nightmare!

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: getting into bed? i went to bed around that time, i think.

28. name something you can’t wait for: retirement? but something sooner: my sister is getting back from a study abroad program this sunday! she’s been gone for six weeks, and i’m really excited to see her.

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: this morning. i’m working at home this summer.

31. what are you listening to right now: nothing because my computer is a pile of shit and the speakers just stop working and then sometimes they do and then they just stop again and it’s incredibly frustrating.

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: my mom’s ex boyfriend is named thomas?

33. something that is getting on your nerves: a friend.

34. most visited website: tumblr? probably right now. but ao3 is a close second.

35. hair colour: brown

36. long or short hair: shoulder length?

37. do you have a crush on someone: i don’t think so. you’d think i would know, but it’s complicated haha. but i’m pretty sure i don’t.

38. what do you like about yourself: i think of myself as a kind person. i also think i’m fairly smart, so i like that about myself, too.

39. piercings: none! i’m really scared of needles, lol.

40. blood type: o positive, i think? pretty sure it’s some lame blood type that only receives other blood types that are the same. but i’m not the super rare o blood type (i think negative?) that can ONLY receive o negative. but i’m also not AB positive which will accept literally ANY BLOOD. i’m also not bitter. clearly.

41. nickname: my boss at school is also named sarah so one of my coworkers calls me sarah junior.

42. relationship status: single, lol. i don’t have that kind of time.

43. zodiac: aquarius!

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: oof. i really like brooklyn nine nine. shadowhunters is entertaining. the 100 was like, my favorite for a while, but i’m peeved at how jason has treated the characters, so less so now.

46. tattoos: again, scared of needles haha.

47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: fortunately, no.

50. sport: currently? nah. though i do intramurals in college. but i used to play basketball and i used to surf. i also used to do gymnastics and play tennis and golf. lol, i’ve been all over the place.

51. vacation: i visited my aunt in texas this summer! i also went to joshua tree with my friend, so that was super cool.

52. pair of trainers: uh, i have two pairs of shoes that i wear pretty regularly. but one of them is more like, an oxford type shoe?

GENERAL

53. eating: just got dinner at a sandwich place with my dad.

54. drinking: water. i really like water a lot.

55. I’m about to: go to the gym! i like going on the ellipticals because it makes me feel like a 40 year old mom and that is my aesthetic™. but also i haven’t worked out in a long time and i injured my foot really badly like three months ago and it’s still recovering. so it’s nice to be able to be active sometimes.

56. waiting for: my phone to charge so i can play some hype music while i ascend into my true form as a 40 year old mom.

57. want: my foot to heal so i don’t have to limp around when i sit for too long or do my exercises for 30 minutes every day -_-

58. get married: if i find the right person, yeah, i think so. i like the idea of having a companion to share things with.

59. career: currently i’m in school, but in the future? i’m probably going to end up going to medical school and becoming a doctor, but part of me would love to be able to work in the film industry as like a screenwriter or something. or be an author.

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: hugs

61. lips or eyes: oof. eyes, i think.

62. shorter or taller: probably taller? i’m fairly short, so shorter than me would be less common i think? though, there are girls shorter than me...so maybe. hmmm. i’ll just say taller because generally i’ve been attracted to taller people.

63. older or younger: older. though i think i have like a bubble around my age i think would be okay. but not too much younger. i’m not that old myself.

64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms

65. hookup or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant? idk, i’m probably hesitant so maybe i’m just projecting.

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: yes and it was not fun. drunk people do not kiss very well.

68. drank hard liquor: lol, yes.

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t wear them.

70. turned someone down: yes.

71. sex on the first date: nah, i don’t think that’s for me. honestly, kind of scared of physical intimacy.

73. had your heart broken: don’t think so.

74. been arrested: nah.

75. cried when someone died: yes.

76. fallen for a friend: lol, literally just @me right now. yes. it was very sad and i don’t think i was given the best advice/comfort in regard to those feelings. it was a weird time.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: sometimes!

78. miracles: i believe in fate, i think.

79. love at first sight: probably not, haha.

80. santa claus: nah, figured that one out fairly quickly.

81. kiss on the first date: probably not? i’ve never been on a date soooo...

82. angels: hmmmm, maybe. i don’t know. probably not like...christian bible kind of angels. but again, i think i believe in something in the universe guiding things. idk man, it’s weird.

OTHER:

84. eye colour: brown! described as both poop and chocolate, lol.

85. favourite movie: pride and prejudice. every time i watch it, it makes me so happy. and it’s just...stunning.

[stillkillinmehollis]

ya killin me Hollis... so for that 1-98

99 Gay-ish Asks [x]

1) how tall are you?

like 5ft 3in. not tall at all

2) what is your body type?

I’m not sure if i fall under the “husky” category? 

3) what is your favorite part about your body?

my legs are pretty solid and pretty brolic, so I guess we can go with that.

4) is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Negative.

5) are you more outgoing or more shy?

Definitely shy. But at work, I can sometimes fake the “outgoing” pretty okay

6) are you more femme or butch?

…. uhh… butch..ish… i guess?

7) are you tol or smol?

hella smol

8) wine mom or vodka aunt?

i mean.. I don’t drink so… neither…

9) weird habit?

I crack my knees

10) favorite meme?

oh man, too many to decide

11) do you sing in the shower?

not really anymore.

12) ever used a bow and arrow?

Merida has shown me a thing or two

13) are/were you a theatre kid?

never

14) have you ever seen a broadway musical?

In no particular order, I’ve seen: Wicked, Beauty & The Beast, Grease, and Mamma Mia

15) do you think musicals are cheesy?

i’m neutral

16) have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?

I did do the March For Life in high school (my stand on the situation has since changed).

17) favorite Cards Against Humanity Card?

it has been so long since I’ve last played CAH, that I don’t actually remember

18) last movie you watched?

Shrek.

19) behind the camera or in front of it?

i live behind a camera.

20) favorite tv show?

Bob’s Burgers is the show I currently watch most, so we’ll go with that. 

21) meaning behind your url

it’s line from Carmilla

22) reason you joined tumblr

I think an at the time Buddy of mine told me about it and I should sign up. and i was like “aiite”

23) who’s your closest tumblr friend?

Zach, Laura, Kelli, Sky

24) what’s something most people love that you hate?

being the center of attention

25) have you ever taken narcotics?

I’m not big on drugs to any capacity… and avoid taking any if I don’t need to… and idek what actually is considered “narcotics”… so i really have no idea ?

26) have you had sex?

I have not.

27) have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?

nothing “bad”, I don’t think. idk, I was never that “bad” of a kid.

28) worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told?

i’ve never told this story to anyone before, but i completely forgot about it until right now. So in college, I told a professor that my (i think it was a final?) had gotten ruined by rain that got in my bag, and I tossed the papers. In truth, either I hadn’t done it or i hadn’t finished it. 

29) describe your passion without mentioning it.

what am i even passionate about these days ?

30) describe your best friend.

His name is Zach, he was one of my college roommates. He’s the Felix to my Sarah, my baby brother in every way possible. He’s always there when I need him, and my personal cheerleader and biggest supporter. He’s also patiently impatient about me getting a girlfriend :p 

31) give us one thing about you that no one knows.

please refer to question 28.

32) how do you feel right now?

I’m getting kinda sleepy… It is 3:35am after all. and I’m only not even a full 1/3rd of the way through these questions 

33) what is your biggest fear?

Bees. Needles. Being Abandoned by people. Feelings.

34) what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

Ocean Avenue, by Yellowcard. I have no idea why, but it gets me so hype while I’m driving, and gets me to pull my windows down and blast my music.

35) what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

applying for the Disney College Program one last time.

36) have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?

haven’t we all at least once ?

37) something you fantasize about.

having an awesome girlfriend some day

38) last time you cried and why

a few days ago I cried out of frustration as I’m trying to figure out my living situation

39) what was the last thing that made you laugh?

the fact that you sent me as many questions as I sent you

40) do you really, truly miss someone right now?

it’s been five months since I lost my Pup, and I truly painfully miss her on the daily

41) who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

Zach.

42) the last time you felt broken?

a few nights ago, due to something that was said in a one on one with my leader

43) are you starting to realize anything?

slowly…

44) are you more dominant or more submissive?

I don’t think this applies?

45) i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank)

you can accept me, from my sarcasm to my mental health (or lack there of), everything in between and beyond

46) do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?

I’m here more for your maturity level then your actual age

47) describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail.

I’m definitely not “in love” with anyone, and I avidly avoid the 5 letter C word. 

48) do you have any kinks?

getting a good night’s sleep

49) first thing you notice in a person?

between their smile and their eyes

50) how can someone win your heart?

sarcasm

51) been rejected by a crush?

ugh, i hate the C word but yes, yes I have.

52) have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

sure have !

53) would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

nope

54) is trust a big issue for you?

huge.

55) did you hang out with the person you like recently?

nope.

56) is confidence cute?

extremely

57) what would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

i wouldn’t say anything… like if someone else makes them happy, i’m not gonna come between that

58) would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

no way

59) does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?

………..moving on

60) ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

my entire existence is generally embarrassing to anyone, so .. yeah lol

61) do you want to get married?

I’d like to.

62) worst thing you’ve ever done?

i have no idea what the number one worst thing is… and honestly I don’t even want to know

63) three things that turn you on.

when someone can confidently take charge of the room, a cute laugh, and sarcasm. (also, just want it to be known, none of these are “sexual” turn ons, but things that can turn me on to a person)

64) who do you hate?

that’s a story for another day

65) favorite term of endearment?

Dude (thats an endearing term, right?)

66) who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?

ohman… i’m not sure. Natalia Livingston (Emily Quartermaine, GH), maybe? Eva LaRue (Maria Santos, AMC)? Tamara Bruan (Carly Corinthos, GH)? 

The soap ladies were/are pretty, and I was a wee gay, okay ?

67) intimidating girls or kind girls?

in fairness… i feel like all girls are intimidating to some degree or another.

68) what do you look for in a possible partner?

someone who makes me smile and laugh, someone who keeps me on my toes, someone who pushes me to be better. someone i can have fun with, be sarcastic with, and someone who can be sarcastic and witty back at me.

69) do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?

the personality behind the girl speaks volumes… also has a MAJOR affect on if i find her attractive or not.

70) are you good at flirting?

not even a little bit

71) who was the first person you came out to?

Tiffany.

72) do you have any friends who are wlw?

thankfully, most of them are !

73) is your crush wlw?

i hate the C word, but every girl I’ve had my eye on for one reason or another has turned out to be WLW.

74) last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?

i’ve honestly always been ace, whether I knew it or not.

75) write a short love poem to your crush/self?

i’m as good of a poet as I am expressing my feelings

spoiler: I’m not.

76) do you fall in love easily?

Situation depending, I can fall in LIKE or INFATUATION easily. but definitely not love.

77) is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

what’s a gay without some past trauma

78) are you good at hiding your feelings?

depends on the person and the feelings (but mostly, yes, I think so.)

79) are you a forgiving person?

For the most part, no. but it also depends on how bad you messed up… I can be, for the right person and the right circumstances.

80) what is your “type?”

idk if i have a strict “type”. 

81) fall asleep in her arms or rub her back until she falls asleep in yours?

the secret third option: play with her hair until she falls asleep in mine

82) tall girls or short girls?

yes

83) hugs or kisses?

i’m not always the greatest at physical contact, and the idea of my first kiss scares the actual shit out of me … so i guess hug for now?

84) twirl her around or get twirled?

please just me play with your hair

85) tummy kisses or thigh kisses?

uhhh… tummy ? i guess ? like i’m not out here trying to get in your thighs

86) hairline kisses or neck kisses?

is a hairline kiss the same a forehead kiss ? 

87) play with her hair or stroke her tummy?

i refer you back to #84

88) making out or soft kisses?

soft

89) hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?

i’d probs prefer waist… i guess?

90) how confident are you in your sexuality?

110% confident i’m not sexually attracted to anyone

91) when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?

my dude. Pal. Bro. your boii gets the whole damn zoo in a stampede-that-killed-Mufasa style, and it turns her stomach upside down, inside out, all around, and breaks it into a million pieces. 

92) have you ever liked a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?

yes I have, and yes I did.

93) how old were you when you realized you were into girls?

i was littttttle

94) most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl?

exist

95) do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?

Laura/Carmilla. and yes.

96) what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?

No One really has ever said anything too aggravating to me about asexuality. 

97) when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter?

last night (Tuesday; July 23rd, ‘19)

98) what is love to you?

Love is… all the songs making sense (throwback reference, I couldn’t resist). Love is “whats mine can be ours”. Love is working together to give it your all.

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I definitely didn’t scroll 3 months back in my archive just to find this ask so I could make a point but anyway LET’S DO DIS

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

Good question lol probably my brother???

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

Both depending on the circumstances - usually outgoing if I’m with friends and shy if I’m by myself

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

My best friend from uni (who doesn’t go to my uni anymore), I’m going to a concert w her this weekend I’m supes excited

4. Are you easy to get along with?

Yes I’m a damn delight

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

I mean ?? Yes probably but I wouldn’t ever be in a situation where they would be the only person there to look after me. Like my friends would be there first and foremost

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

UGH people that make me laugh

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Probably not

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

tbh my theatre lecturer bc i have class in half an hour and haven’t done the reading

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Depends on 1. who i’m talking to and 2. the context in which we’re talking about it but usually no

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

probably my best pal from uni

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“Yeah I got some”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Four Jews in a Room Bitching - Cast of March of the Falsettos

My Boo (triple j Like a Version) - Flume, Vince Staples, Kučka, Ngaiire, Vera Blue

I Have Confidence - Julie Andrews

Rude Judas (mashup) - Rihanna vs Lady Gaga

Romeo (Bassline remix) - Basement Jaxx

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

YeS

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Yes

15. What good thing happened this summer?

I went overseas (although technically that was during Aus winter but it was summer in the US where I was???)

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Yes

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Probably?? I try not to think about it

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Hahahah not unless I see him in person

19. Do you like bubble baths?

Yes

20. Do you like your neighbors?

No unfortunately 

21. What are you bad habits?

I bite my nails and I fidget constantly

22. Where would you like to travel?

Europe!!!!

23. Do you have trust issues?

Y E S

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

taking my bra off lmao omg

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

?????? idk all of it

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Snooze my alarm tbh

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

I mean neither but I wish I could tan instead of getting sunburnt

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

my uni friends and my best friend from high school

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

I mean not in those exact words

30. Do you ever want to get married?

I mean hopefully yes

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Yes

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Melissa Fumero and Andy Samberg but like only if their spouses were cool with it

33. Spell your name with your chin.

I am,,,, not going to do that 

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

I dance and I do yoga

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

GOD NEITHER like I listen to music 24/7 but…. brooklyn 99

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Yes many times tbh

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Hahaha nothing I’m the worst

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

two words: Melissa Fumero

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

I really like H&M

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Plot twist I’m a uni student (I’m studying theatre, film, and english literature)

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

depends on what they did

42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?

I’m either really like upset/mad or really tired

43. Do you smile at strangers?

I try to most of the time

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Bottom of the ocean but also fuck that

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

My alarm???? Fam I got class to get to

46. What are you paranoid about?

Literally everything this is a dumb question

47. Have you ever been high?

Nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

yes many times

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

not that i can think of thankfully

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Grey

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

I regularly wish I was Melissa Fumero does that count

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

I wish I could sing tbh

53. Favourite makeup brand?

probably Too Faced

54. Favourite store?

Was there not an identical question not long ago

55. Favourite blog?

tbh probably @elsaclack but @johnnydora is i mean not terrible

56. Favourite colour?

probably purple 

57. Favourite food? 

BURRITOS

58. Last thing you ate?

a ham and cheese toasties

59. First thing you ate this morning?

…. the ham and cheese toastie

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

ACTUALLY YES I once one a competition to go to a cinema and see a performance of of Iolanta and The Nutcracker (but the nutcracker was a super weird absurd version) 

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Neither

62. Been arrested? For what?

Nope

63. Ever been in love? 

Tbh probably not

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

HAHAHA wow I was drunk at a party and the guy who like low key tried to ruin my life a few years beforehand 

65. Are you hungry right now?

always

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

i mean tbh i like them equally as much

67. Facebook or Twitter?

facebook

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

no lol I’m in class

70. Names of your bestfriends? 

Macy Temiqua Sandra Megan and like. a lot more

71. Craving something? What?

SURPRISINGLY nothing atm

72. What colour are your towels?

tbh depends on the day mostly purple

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

3

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

nope

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

probably like 7

75. Favourite animal?

meerkats

76. What colour is your underwear?

black

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

cookies and cream

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

purple

80. What colour pants?

black

81. Favourite tv show?

is this really a question

82. Favourite movie?

Cruel Intentions

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

The OG

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Ms Norbury

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

Dory

87. First person you talked to today?

@johnnydora

88. Last person you talked to today?

uni pals

89. Name a person you hate?

donald trump

90. Name a person you love?

baby samberg

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

see question 90

92. In a fight with someone?

not atm

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

too many tbh

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

also too many

95. Last movie you watched?

I honestly don’t remember but probably One of the Greats if that counts as a movie??

96. Favourite actress?

duh Melissa Fumero (but also Sarah Michelle Gellar is fantastic)

97. Favourite actor?

these are stupid questions ok the answer is Andy Samberg but i also love Robert Downey Jr

98. Do you tan a lot?

No

99. Have any pets?

negative

100. How are you feeling?

TIRED AF i was up until 11:30 last night doing an assignment

101. Do you type fast?

yes

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

not really i don’t think

103. Can you spell well?

you bet your ass I can

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Yeah I do

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Negative

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

I hope not???

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

No I don’t think so

108. What should you be doing?

taking notes looooool

109. Is something irritating you right now?

not RIGHT now????

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yes sigh

111. Do you have trust issues?

yes

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

I very rarely cry in front of people (I very rarely cry full stop) but I think it was my dance teacher

113. What was your childhood nickname?

my parents usually called me Emma Jade

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yessss

115. Do you play the Wii?

we have one but don’t use it haha

116. Are you listening to music right now?

nope

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

I do not think so hahaha

118. Do you like Chinese food?

yes give it to me

119. Favourite book?

To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee

The A to Z of You and Me - James Hannah

The Unbearable Lightness of Being - Milan Kundera

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

yes

121. Are you mean?

I hope not

122. Is cheating ever okay?

no

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

lol no

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not love at first sight, maybe infatuation

125. Do you believe in true love?

yeah i guess so

126. Are you currently bored?

a little

127. What makes you happy?

Brooklyn 99; my friends; anything having to do with theatre, film, or literature

128. Would you change your name?

No i don’t think so

129. What your zodiac sign?

Gemini

130. Do you like subway?

yessssss

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

I don’t really have a best friend of the opposite sex but like depending who it was I would either be v happy or a bit weirded out

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

my best friend from uni

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

I’m gonna be free and I’m gonna be fine (maybe not tonight)

134. Can you count to one million?

god no

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

I told someone I was out with my parents bc I didn’t want to answer the phone haha

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Closed

137. How tall are you?

5′6″

138. Curly or Straight hair?

??? I have ?? wavy hair

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Brunette

140. Summer or Winter?

Both for different reasons

141. Night or Day?

Both but probably night

142. Favourite month?

June or October or December

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk

145. Tea or Coffee?

coffee

146. Was today a good day?

so far yes

147. Mars or Snickers?

Mars

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent; but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.”

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Yes

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“Speaking personally, David, I want to tell you you have all my sympathy. Really. These things can be hell.”

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🙂🙂🙂 oh my word. well I hope y'all really wanna know about me 😂

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?My best friend brandon
2. Are you outgoing or shy?Shy with people I don’t know but outgoing once I open up
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?Nobody?? I hate everyone. Lol jk umm I’m looking forward to meeting up with @hyungjooki soon💕4. Are you easy to get along with?If you like stupid puns and humor then yes 😂
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?I don’t really like anyone right now but I definitely think Johnny Seo would take care of me yes
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?Funny, adventurous, respectful in the right times but playful in the right times as well…the only physical quality I really look for is someone taller than me because I’m 5'10
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?Ehhhh probably not. Guys at my high school kinda suck? They’re all rednecks
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Oh Sehun 😂💕9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?Nah I have a dirty mind it doesn’t bother me
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?My sister @minseoksmarshmallow
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
"HOW IS MY CITY" my friend is in Chicago right now so12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?Ummmmm this is hard wow ok-Bling Bling by iKON-Ocean View by Reddy-Tao by Tao-Catch Me When I Fall by Luhan-Luckiest Man by Mosaic
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?God no I can’t stand it
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?Luck no, miracles yes
15. What good thing happened this summer?I went to New York for the first time and I loved it
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Welp. I’ve never kissed anyone sooooo
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?OH MY GOSH YES DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON SPACE AND EVERYTHING OUT THERE. THERES TOO MUCH OUT THERE FOR THERE NOT TO BE OTHER LIFE. ok I’m done 
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?Yeah he’s actually my best friend now. We consider each other brother and sister
19. Do you like bubble baths?When I’m stressed heck yeah
20. Do you like your neighbors?Yes they’re this sweet old couple and they let me play with their dogs
21. What are your bad habits?Umm I’m kinda controlling and it’s hard to change my mind once I’ve made it up 
22. Where would you like to travel?Everywhere. I wanna travel everywhere. But if I had to pick one place I would have to choose Thailand
23. Do you have trust issues?Yes. Very bad trust issues. It takes me years to open up to people. 
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?Doing my makeup. It brings me joy and refreshes me
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?Ummm I’m not really sure. I’m pretty confident in myself but if I had to pick something I would say my face shape. It’s kinda round and sometimes I wish it was thinner
26. What do you do when you wake up?Grumble about how I don’t wanna be awake and then check Tumblr 
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?No I’m good
28. Who are you most comfortable around?My sister @minseoksmarshmallow 💕
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?Never had a boyfriend soooo
30. Do you ever want to get married?It would be nice but honestly I’d be content by myself
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?Yes it’s super long right now I haven’t cut it in a while
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?HAHAHHA UMMM sik-k, simon dominic, and jay park
33. Spell your name with your chin.Nehan … wow perfect 
34. Do you play sports? What sports?I don’t anymore but I used to play basketball and run track (last leg of the 4x100 and high jump)
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?Without tv. Music is everything to me
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?lol yes. my entire life basically 
37. What do you say during awkward silences?I usually either try and crack a stupid joke or just sit in the silence 
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?Tall, nice, attractive, strong, tattoos, fashionable, adventurous, funny. I don’t really have a certain person in mind though 
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?Calvin Klein, Rue 21, Forever 21, other stores I can’t afford
40. What do you want to do after high school?I want to go to college and double major in business and fashion design 😊
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Nope. 
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?Either I don’t know you so I’m not gonna talk or I’m extremely sad (lol or I’m hungry)
43. Do you smile at strangers?Everywhere except school
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?OUTER SPACE OMG DONT GO THERE AGAIN
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?food. i wish this was a joke but it’s not. 
46. What are you paranoid about?I’m paranoid that there’s gonna be a world war 3 also that a moth is gonna fly in my room I hate moths I could scream 
47. Have you ever been high?Nah
48. Have you ever been drunk?Not yet 😂
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?I mean probably? Can’t think of anything right now but I’m sure there’s something 
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
gray and red and white. I’m wearing it right now actually. It’s a Chicago Bulls hoodie51. Ever wished you were someone else?All the time I hate South Georgia it sucks
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?My middle name I hate it
53. Favourite makeup brand?NYX
54. Favourite store?Versace (even though I have no money?)
55. Favourite blog?At the moment @s0nhyunwoo and @urmomstax56. Favourite colour?Black 
57. Favourite food? Everything?? Bulgogi or pasta
58. Last thing you ate?A Caesar salad
59. First thing you ate this morning?Coffee. Does that count? And a cookie. 
60. Ever won a competition? For what?My team won our track competition one year and I won MVP for basketball
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?No all of my fights happened after school I’m not stupid 
62. Been arrested? For what?Nope
63. Ever been in love? No
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?Never been kissed 🙂
65. Are you hungry right now?Always
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?Even though some of my Tumblr friends are my real friends I gotta say yes
67. Facebook or Twitter?Neither?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?Tumblr 
69. Are you watching tv right now?Yes
70. Names of your bestfriends? Brandon, Emily, Savannah
71. Craving something? What?Yes 😭 french fries
72. What colour are your towels?Blue and gray
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?3. 2 behind my head and 1 I hold
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?No 
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?10? Maybe?
75. Favourite animal?Badger
76. What colour is your underwear?Black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?Neither I don’t like sweets that much 
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?Cookie dough 
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?Gray
80. What colour pants?White 
81. Favourite tv show?UMM THIS IS HARD at the moment parks and rec because I’m rewatching it and I forgot how funny it is
82. Favourite movie?UMM THIS IS HARD TOO karate kid? the original one?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?Mean girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?Mean girls (I’ve never seen 21)
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?Umm none of them they all suck
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?Crush the turtle
87. First person you talked to today?My sister sarah 
88. Last person you talked to today?My sister sarah😂
89. Name a person you hate?I don’t actually hate anyone even though I basically say I hate everyone everyday
90. Name a person you love?Myself bye
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?Yes 🙂
92. In a fight with someone?Not at the moment 
93. How many sweatpants do you have?3 pairs I think?
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?Too many. Maybe 10? Probably more. 
95. Last movie you watched?Karate kid
96. Favourite actress?I don’t really have one so… j-lo? 😂
97. Favourite actor?Jeremy Renner or George Clooney (my daddies)
98. Do you tan a lot?Not like lay out tan but I tan easily 
99. Have any pets?No 😞
100. How are you feeling?I’m pretty good right now
101. Do you type fast?Yes very
102. Do you regret anything from your past?No I’m pretty content 
103. Can you spell well?Yes I’m a grammar nazi so
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?Nah
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?Yes
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?Probably I’m amazing 
107. Have you ever been on a horse?Yes
108. What should you be doing?Figuring out when my class starts tomorrow so I’m not late on my first day
109. Is something irritating you right now?My acne 
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?Nah
111. Do you have trust issues?Yes very big trust issues
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I don’t remember the last time I cried so there’s problem one. Probably my sister @minseoksmarshmallow113. What was your childhood nickname?Meg, Sunshine, Boo, Meggie, etc. there were a lot 
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?Yes and I loved it
115. Do you play the Wii?Sometimes??
116. Are you listening to music right now?Yes when am I not 
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?Sure 
118. Do you like Chinese food?Of course 
119. Favourite book?Ooh this is hard…ummm…Skin by Ted Dekker?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?Nah
121. Are you mean?I can be a jerk yeah. Depends on what your personality is like 
122. Is cheating ever okay?NO
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?Yes
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?Not really no 
125. Do you believe in true love?Sure
126. Are you currently bored?Nah I’m good
127. What makes you happy?Food, dancing, fashion 
128. Would you change your name?No my name is fine (except my middle name I would change that yes)
129. What your zodiac sign?Leo and proud 
130. Do you like subway?Hell yes
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?Probably ignore it even if I like them back
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?My sister @minseoksmarshmallow
133. Favourite lyrics right now?Begin by Jungkook (I really connect to them and I can understand where he is coming from throughout the entire song)
134. Can you count to one million?Yes 
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?That I broke a persons surfboard and waited in the ocean until they left so I wouldn’t have to face them (I honestly don’t even remember why I told someone this)
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?Closed
137. How tall are you?5'10
138. Curly or Straight hair?Wavy? It’s in the middle 
139. Brunette or Blonde?Brunette naturally but most of it is bleached right now 
140. Summer or Winter?WINTER
141. Night or Day?NIGHT
142. Favourite month?July because I’m American and I love 4th of July
143. Are you a vegetarian?No I like meat way too much 
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?I hate chocolate 
145. Tea or Coffee?Coffee please. No sugar no cream 😊
146. Was today a good day?It was a very good day yes 😊
147. Mars or Snickers?Snickers I guess
148. What’s your favourite quote?“Be gorgeous and be great” -Tyra Banks 😂
149. Do you believe in ghosts?Yes
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?They reached the top of the hill, where the land flattened for a couple of feet then dropped again, plummeting down another slope to the land beyond.

God bless hope y'all enjoy learning about me 😂💕

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Thank you @shaunthegooddoc for the tag!! 💕

Nickname: karebear or Kerrie Berry

Real name: Kerrie

Zodiac: Gemini 👀 not that I believe in them but I’m still salty I’m one of the most hated signs 😂

Height: 5’2 short af and sometimes sad about it

What time is it: 11:13 pm

Favorite musicians: I’m basic and don’t listen to specific people rlly except for t swizzle and I love musicals, 80s/90s and random shit tbh

Favorite sports teams: not really a sports person unless you wanna count the puppy bowl lol

Other blogs: well I use this blog which is actually a side blog as my main and I created it for gmw before fully realizing what that meant 😂 so if you didn’t know my main is @bluntbrunettesblog and that’s where my replies and stuff will come from and I also made a side blog for stitchers which ended too soon 😭 still not over it okay and that cheesy show lost & found even tho I don’t think I ever actually posted with it lmao

Do I get asks?: sometimes! And normally about tgd or I get people messaging me to freak out about melendaire 😂 but seriously feel free to send more I love getting them and replying!!💕

How many blogs do I follow?: 95, if you couldn’t tell I’m sometimes have bouts where I’m not that active tbh and I don’t really scroll through my dash to see content so I’ll just go thru what’s recommended or trending or I’ll look thru a specific tag/show/ship

Any tumblr crushes?: not really except maybe @supagirl because she is a godsend when it comes to gif-ing melendaire like the devil works hard but she works harder and I love her for it

Lucky number: I don’t really have one? Maybe 14 since it’s my birthday?? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

What I’m wearing right now: my pajamas an oversized work T-shirt and Coca Cola pajama bottoms that my parents got me me from the store in Vegas

Drink of choice: if you couldn’t tell by my current attire Coke! Or big red I’m addicted to soda okay or a Arizona raspberry tea which I can only freakin find at cvs and saddens me to no end. And of course water but only with ice and a straw

Dream car: don’t have one now but when I was a child for some reason I really wanted a Jeep?? Like that was my idea of the coolest car eveeer lol

Dream vacation: Ireland or Scotland

Favorite foods: breakfast tacos, burgers, pizza and oooh cheesecake and ice cream

Languages: English and like the most basic of basic French I took it in high school and once dreamt of being fluent in French and moving to France and becoming an artist but I quickly realized I was a shitty artist lmao and gave that up

Instruments: does the recorder count from when we were all forced to learn it in elementary school 😂 I’m not musically gifted in any way sadly and v tone deaf :// I’ve always wanted to learn to play the drums tho

Celebrity crushes: hmmm i was gonna go to my Instagram to see who I was following and go from there but gal gadot OF COURSE, Gemma Chan, Tom Holland, Zendaya, Madeleine Petsch, Sarah Jeffery idk why I feel weird talking about this for some reason but I do 😂 so I’m gonna leave it at that but I feel like I’m missing people but can’t think when I’m out on the spot lol

Random fact: hmmm oh I mean I guess that I really love makeup?? Like you know you wouldn’t know because it’s not like I post selfies or anything lol but like I like love doing bright and colorful makeup and the more glitter the better and it’s just a way for me to be creative and express myself and I take about a million selfies for them because I stared a makeup insta but for some reason just don’t feel motivated enough to actually post them and keep up with it?? How sad is that lol sorry for getting personal 😂

And I of course tag my girls @jillrox202 @pinkobsessedfreak @gilbxrt-blythe @bellarke-rollercoaster @romancelvr and @maddieandyou !!!!💕🥰

Thank you @kassiesfandomtrash for tagging me!

Nickname: Support Rat #1

Real Name: I’m not gonna tell y’all yet (except the ones who already know)

Zodiac: Virgo

Height: 5’7”

What time is it: 6:37pm

Favourite musicians: Panic! at the Disco, Sleeping at Last, girl in red (a typical gay), Cage the Elephant and so many more

Favourite Sports Teams: I don’t really care for sports

Other Blogs: @shinebright-sunshine because I love Sunshine (Prodigal Son for y’all who don’t know) but also so y’all don’t have to listen to me nerd out about birds

Do I get asks?: not often but I love to interact with y’all so please send some

How many blogs do I follow?: 460

Any Tumblr crushes?: not really though all of y’all are cute💕 (even if I don’t know what you look like, YOU CUTE)

Lucky Number: 32

What I’m wearing rn: Black t-shirt with a cat saying “SOULS!” & skulls, grey sweatpants

Drink of choice: water (I can’t just betray my url like that), iced tea or Sprite

Dream car: I don’t really care for cars so I don’t have one

Dream vacation: idrk but rn I do really want to go to Capilano Suspension Bridges in BC, Canada (basically the other side of the country because I’m in Ontario, also @trashthetrashm0uth you coming with me👀)

Favourite foods: Chicken Vermicelli (especially from the Vietnamese restaurant in my town😍)

Languages: English and basic French because I had to learn French for 7 years but I haven’t taken it in 4 years so most that I learned slipped my mind except the basics

Instruments: Kalimba and very little guitar

Celebrity crushes: Lauren German, Amy Nelson (Planet Peebles), Matthew Gray Gubler and Tom Payne

Random fact: I have multiple that are injury related and they are, I have a scar on my forehead because a guitar fell on my head when I was younger, I broke my pinky racing my brother to the front seat, and I cracked my head open jumping out of a closet (dramatic way to come out, I know…. jk me and my cousin were just dumb and there were shelves in her closet so we said, “hmm let’s jump off them”)

Tagging: @trashthetrashm0uth @kiri-a-lot @warriormoontail @whiskey-or-perfume @criminallycute @alien-girl-21 @i-went-to-a-cuddle-party-once @time-plus-night @haich-slash-cee and anyone who wants to do it

[showyourfangs]

i was tagged by my annoying friend @creepyphantasia
 XD

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!


THE LAST…

1. Drink: warm Diet Coke, it was so gross 

 2. Phone call: my sister
 called Sarah

 3. Text message: my friend @creepyphantasia
 

 4. Song you listened to: Waving Through a Window from DEH
 

 5. Time you cried: yesterday I think…


HAVE YOU EVER…
 

6. Dated someone twice: Nope
 

7. Been cheated on: No


8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Umm I don’t think so
, but probably

9. Lost someone special: yes I have
 

10. Been depressed: if this means been diagnosed with depression then no
 

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No I’m too young

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:
 

12. Black
 

13. Blue
 

14. Purple


IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. Made new friends: yeah!!
 

16. Fallen out of love: no?
 

17. Laughed until you cried: yes
 

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
 

19. Met someone who changed you: no
 

20. Found out who your true friends are: I don’t think so….


21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I don’t think so
 

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them
 

23. Do you have any pets: I have a hamster called Gray/Grey
 

24. Do you want to change your name: yh I kinda do
 

25. What did you do for your last birthday: I think i went to pizza express. I can’t really remember
 

26. What time did you wake up: today I woke up at 6:45 for school
 

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: listening to music and reading and looking through tumblr and on YouTube (I multitask a lot at night)
 

28. Name something you cannot wait for: I cant think of anything 
 

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: just now
 

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I could change stuff that happened in my primary school and at the end of year 6
 

31. What are you listening to right now: Michael in the bathroom from BMC
 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes. My dad and my cousin
 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: One of my friends
 

34. Most visited website: Tumblr probably
 35. Elementary: well primary school was alright. Bad stuff happened and good stuff happened…
 

36. High School: I’m in secondary school now and it’s good but there are still some bad things that happen. But that’s anywhere you go
 

37. College/university: I’m not in college/uni yet
 

38. Hair colour: brown
 

39. Long or short hair: I’ve got short hair
 

40. Do you have a crush on someone: no
 

41. What do you like about yourself: umm I like my eyes I guess. If it’s my personality I like my sense of humour
 

42. Piercings: I’ve only got my ears pierced
 

43. Blood type: I have no idea
 

44. Nickname: I don’t really have one. But my friend calls me Lucifer and she’s got like 1 million other names for me too 

45. Relationship status: I’m not sure... I’ll say single

46. Zodiac sign: Libra
 

47. Pronouns: them/they
 

48. Favourite TV show: I like dr who, how I met your mother, friends, gossip girl. Things like that
 

49. Tattoos: I’m too young to have any. But when I’m older I think I’ll get one

50. Right or left hand: im right handed 


FIRST…

51. Surgery: never had one 
 

52. Piercing: ears
 

54. Sport: I think it was probably swimming 
 

55. Vacation: Either Florida or Italy

56. Pair of trainers: I have no clue
 

57. Eating: still have no clue
 

58. Drinking: i haven’t drunk yet unless drinking some wine or champagne or whatever it was when I was like 6 or 7

59. I’m about to: eat dinner 
 

60. Listening to: the BMC soundtrack lol
 

61. Waiting for: waiting to eat dinner 
 

62. Want: to sleep
 

63. Get married: yeah in the future I’d like to get married
 

64. Career: I’m not sure but I used to want to be either an author or a vet 


YOUR TYPE…

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 
 

66. Lips or eyes: eyes
 

67. Shorter or taller: either it doesn't make a difference to me

68. Older or younger: older
 but again either

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms I guess?
 

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
 

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
 

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: either


HAVE YOU EVER…

74. Kissed a stranger?: no
 

75. Drank hard liquor?: nope
 

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses?: yes I have
 

77. Turned someone down: yes
 

78. Sex on first date: nope
 

79. Broken someone’s heart: idk
 

80. Had your heart broken: no
 

81. Been arrested: no
 

82. Cried when someone died: yes
 (I think most people have)

83. Fallen for a friend: no


DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84. Yourself: nope
 

85. Miracles: no
 

86. Love at first sight: no, who does?
 

87. Santa Claus: nope
 88. Kiss on the first date: no
 

89. Angels: no


OTHER…

90. Current best friend’s name: idk who my best friend would be. Maybe Eleanor, olive, Lauren or Shona 
 

91. Eye colour: blue/grey
 

92. Favourite movie: I don’t think I have one. Maybe any Disney movie??

i cant think of 25 so I’m gonna tag 5 people: @delicatelyhappyunknown @undead-murphy @itookabitofatumble @skykittywhatchamahcallit @greygendered 


if you are reading this and you want to do it, go for it and just say i tagged you! (But you don’t have to do it)

[vanedicated]

lets get personal. 1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? • Fearless by Jasmine Murray • Dive by Ed Sheeran • Don't Say Goodnight by HotChelleRae • Pursue by Hillsong Young and Free • Hello by Hedley 2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? • Jesus 3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. •aminoglutaric a. Glutamic a (Taber's Medical Dictionary) lol 4: What do you think about most? * Future. My future 5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? * "Bessy" 6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? * with my clothes on ofc 7: What’s your strangest talent? * I can eat a lot but I do not gain weight. (Lol is that a talent? 8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence) Girls... It's all about what you are suffering right now, it's the attitude. Boys... Respect is what matters most. 9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? * nah 10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? * nah hahahaha 11: Do you have any strange phobias? * Hahaha. I don't like seeing nuns. Maybe because of the horror film "The Nun". 12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? * that would be so gross 13: What’s your religion? * Born Again Christian 14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? * Window Shopping * Feeling the wind * Just observing 15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? * Selfie? I would. Hahaha. But I most likely prefer to be the "BTS" gang 16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? * Hillsong Young and Free and ARTTM 17: What was the last lie you told? * I will save this money. Hahahahaha 18: Do you believe in karma? * Yes. I've been a victim a lot of times hahaha 19: What does your URL mean? * happysurprise/serendipity 20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? * Strength? My optimism vibes. * Weakness? Being humiliated in public. Ow mem 21: Who is your celebrity crush? * Korean Oppas 22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? * NAH. I would bever do that haha 23: How do you vent your anger? * Rants on twitter. Hahaha 24: Do you have a collection of anything? * memories. I'm collecting them. Eh? 25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? * talking on the phone 26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? * Yes. But I want to be better. Like I still have a lot to do and to learn. 27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? * hate? Mettalic kind of songs. Punk rock * Love? Nature sounds. 28: What’s your biggest “what if”? * what if I never go with that decision? 29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? * I was afraid of ghosts!!! Aliens? Hmmm. To see is to believe. 30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. * Pillow. Pillow. 31: Smell the air. What do you smell? * Air freshener 32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? * Canal. Hahahaha 33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? * WEST. Sunset? 34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? * Demi Lovato and Sarah G. 35: To you, what is the meaning of life? * Life is life if you live it to the fullest. 36: Define Art. * Art is not just about the aesthetic value of something. It's about what you see in it that makes it beautiful. 37: Do you believe in luck? * no. I believe in HARDWORK baby! 38: What’s the weather like right now? * Mostly cloudy 39: What time is it? * 5:23PM 40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? * Motorcycle. Haha. Yah. I even broke one of my fingernails on my toes. 41: What was the last book you read? * Everything Everything by Nicola Yoon 42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? * Ya. Hahaha. Sometimes I do. 43: Do you have any nicknames? * Vane, Baneng, and Weird! Lol 44: What was the last film you saw? • Everything Everything 45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? * I had an injury on my upper cheeks. 1cm away from my eyes. I even hd this patch on my left eye before. 46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? * Yes. Haha 47: Do you have any obsessions right now? * Coffee. 48: What’s your sexual orientation? * Female 49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? * Yes. There was this vandal of my name on one of the female CR's when I was in Highschool 50: Do you believe in magic? * No. This ain't fantasy. 51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? * Yes. But not that long. I just give myself I time to move on. I forgive easily. But I don't forget that much. 52: What is your astrological sign? * Pisces 53: Do you save money or spend it? * Spend it. Huhu 54: What’s the last thing you purchased? * Dress! 55: Love or lust? * Love ofc. Lust is a sin: 56: In a relationship? * Noh. I can't even take care of my self! My gash. Hahaha 57: How many relationships have you had? * Smiley 58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? * Hahaha! No. (My gash.) 59: Where were you yesterday? * At home. Doing households. 60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? * Yes! My cable wire. Yay 61: Are you wearing socks right now? * Noh. It's hot in here. Why would I? 62: What’s your favourite animal? * Dogs and Cats 63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? * Food. Hahaha 64: Where is your best friend? * She's within me. 65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. * I'm new in here coz I deleted mu Tumblr app before. 66: What is your heritage? * Education? Is that correct? Haha. * Or maybe my blood. I have a Mestizo Igorot Blood. 67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? * Sleeping 68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? * I don't know. 69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? * no. 70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? * YES! I'm the bully friend but I'm actually sweet, caring and funny to be with. 71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? * I would probably call 911 to help the dog. 72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? * a. Yes. To mu loved ones. * b. Enjoy the rest of my days. Eating, travel. And spend time with the ppl I love. 73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. * Trust. Because evetually, how can you love someone if you don't trust them? 74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? * FEARLESS by Jasmine Murray 75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? * 5532 76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? * Trust. Openmindedness. Independence and Faith to God. 77: How can I win your heart? * Travel with me!! 78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? * Yes! Learn from Edgar Allan Poe. Hahahaha 79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? * Served God by Dancing. 80: What size shoes do you wear? * Size 7 81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? * Life is short. Don't waste it. 82: What is your favourite word? * ellipsis. Elysian. Demure. Wanderlust. 83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. * love 84: What is a saying you say a lot? * Kaya deta! "I can do it!" 85: What’s the last song you listened to? * Where We Land by Ed Sheeran 86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? * nude cream peach navy blue gray 87: What is your current desktop picture? * Sunsets 88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? * Terrorists. 89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? * What Am I To You? 90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? * Scream and leave my room! Omg! 91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? * Psychokinesis. Teleportation. Invisibility. Healer. Immortality. 92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? * Those moments with my friends. 93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? * Being with the wrong person. 94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? * Idk hahaha 95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? * Maldives! Hahaha 96: Do you have any relatives in jail? * No. 97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? * No hha 98: Ever been on a plane? * One day!! 99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? * Stop the chaos. God is Good! Have Faith in Him!!!