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#sam even mains bloodhound and i thought it would be a good opportunity to bring up that i identify as agender and yeah

epsilontauri · 6 years

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#don’t reblog #pls don’t i will block you if you do #delete later #so anyways i’m full of feelings and in a bad mental place rn and i have litteraly no place to vent except here #you know apex legends? the new fortnight?#so there is a nb character named bloodhound- cononically nb uses they/them #and my bf and his little bro (sam) play it #sam even mains bloodhound and i thought it would be a good opportunity to bring up that i identify as agender and yeah #i told it casually as if it was a fun fact #and they went like ‘ew is that a hermaphrodite’#me:yikes #i explained to the that no- they’re just genderless and even though they’re voiced by a woman and have he/him pronouns in german #they kinda shrugged it of and continued #but i noticed that sam stopped to play as bloodhound as main and switchet to another character #it doesn’t help that i had a discussion with my bf before where he admittet that i’m no longer attractive to him #bc i no longer present myself as woman/feminine #i mean....... obviously! i don’t like that people think of me as a girl #because i’m not a girl #i’m nb #i’m agender #i don’t feel right and confortable presenting as female #and it went on and on that i have to put more ‘effort’ in the way i look aka. be feminine again #also that i look unkept and neglected #which i. am. not.#i shower daily do my hair and wear fresh clothes!!!#who cares that i have acne and don’t use make up anymore #ayways what can i say except: big yikes #back to the closet #i swear i have to break up for my own sanity but i’m. not. ready!!!! we’ve been together for 8years ffs #fml

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