#saint-14 headcanons

[i-hug-exploder-shanks]

Destiny 2 Headcanon:

I like to think Saint-14 decorates a tiny mini fridge that is built into a kitchenette on the Grey Pigeon. Some of the things I can imagine him sticking on there:

A stick figure drawing of Saint saving a cat from a tree given by a gift by a little girl ages ago is faded and a bit worn but still hanging on.

A picture of Saint and Osiris feeding his birds taken candidly is a new addition that sometimes Saint takes a moment to smile at when he walks by.

A little crow magnet has been added amongst the pigeon magnets after Crow bought it and offered it all shyly

There's a napkin with a really cheesy poem Osiris wrote while drunk on a date they went on together. It's been there for centuries at least and is barely legible.

If you have any other ideas feel free to share. Just a cute little thought. Saint seems like the type who likes to keep trinkets (besides just his accolades) and put his favorite guardian's achievements on a fridge to show off like a proud dad/grandpa.

[ahamkara-apologist]

Quick O14 hc before I go to bed: Osiris's love language is primarily acts of service paired with gifts, which makes outright stating his affection to Saint verbally somewhat difficult. He can write him letters expressing his feelings and pour his heart out into poetry, but saying things verbally is different for him (unless he's in a teasing mood). Therefore, there's a metric of sorts that can be constructed from what pet names he chooses to use, with the most simple ones often being the greatest tell of genuine affection and the more elaborate or lovey-dovey ones being an indicator of him being sarcastic or impatient

"Saint (lovingly)"- sometimes names spoken softly is affection enough

"My love"- his heart is overflowing with adoration for Saint

"My heart"- similar to 'my love' but with a melancholy twist. Typically said when he's feeling guilty about the past and can't admit it out loud

"My pigeon"- he's being cheeky and playing off of Saint's love of bird petnames for him. Teasing,

Playful, over-the-top insults, taunts, or dares- oh he's in a SPICY mood. This is usually a fairly good tell that he's looking to fuck and is about to put on a wholeass elaborate display for it. The Phoenix is an apt descriptor for him, because when he flirts, it also usually involves getting burned

"Love of my life/dearest one/heart of my heart"- if Saint tries to find a way to bring that 13 foot skeleton from Festival of the Lost inside their apartment after helping Eva dismantle the Tower decorations Osiris is going to mcfucking lose it

[loveandfictionforall]

Okay, I've got one i've been DYING to see from Destiny. So, Imagine, our guardian, exhasted but unable to sleep due to nightmares are some such, goes to visit saint who has all his typically dad moments, guardian plops down on saints couch to hang, smash cut to the guardian just being out cold, completly dead to the world. Now, people start coming up trying to wake the guardian, and saint is just like 'if you disturb them i will throw you from this tower' moments.

Lol, gotta try that one. But it will be a short one.

It was a night like always. Nightmares, ringing in your ears and pain from the bullets in your body before you died and got revived again. With a heavy sigh you walked barefoot across the Tower, your eyes barely open. One destination in mind, you ignored all the people throwing you weird looks they saw your slumped form. Another loud yawn escaped you as you finally reached Saints hangout.

"Another bad night?", he asked lightly as he hear you shuffle towards him. His eyes were trained on you as you looked blankly in his eyes while lifting an eyebrow.

"Obviously, you are a smart one.", you retored before you let yourself fall down beside him on his cot, not caring that it may be improper. Some people definitely were judging you and a few began making their way towards you. Not that you were noticing that. You were already in dreamland, breathing lightly. Saint turned his head towards the intruder and before they were able to speak, he simply stared with a dark gaze until the other nodded and went away.

Sadly he had to do this a few times. Some were daring, going as far as ignoring him and trying to speak towards you but Saint could not accept that. Without words he would stand up, quickly throwing them over his shoulder and letting them fall down near an edge. A few times he even threw some small pebbles at them, but he never raised his voice, fearing that you would wake up from your light slumber. But he would guard you and your slumber, because that was the reason you were there, because you trusted him to protect you while being vulnerable. And damn, made that thought him proud.

[unlucky-phantom]

Oh! Saint-14 SFW Alphabet. There isn't enough of him detached from Osiris (I adore O14, but sometimes I'd like more focus on just Saint)

Is that possible?

(Also, are you open to nsfw requests? Just curious. Because Cayde nsfw Alphabet? *chef's kiss*)

1000% agree, I will add a sfw saint 14 list!

(I've never written nsfw but.....maybe its time i did 🤔 it defintly would be *chefs kiss*)

[ifartconfetti]

Dating Saint-14 headcanons

Saint-14 x Fem!Reader

He leaves you for a man

[singshoutshaxx]

Ghost Headcanons (mostly about food)

> Your ghost can taste what you eat and will insist on you visiting the City and try out the food for once instead of caging yourself on the Tower eating ramen all the time.

> Your ghost has favorite foods and some of them your allergic to.

> They will remind you that getting an allergic reaction isn't the worst thing to experience.

"I'll just revive you when the allergic reaction gets too bad! I've revived you over smaller things! Remember when you accidentally shot a rocket launcher too close to a wall?"

> Your ghost softly pressing themselves against small portions of food, pretending their 'eating' with you.

> Your ghost seeing their KinderGaurdian Titan watch a Warlock eat their grenade and want to do the same

> Your ghost who will transmat your helmet back on mid meal because they think it's funny

> Your ghost who will silently transmat snacks to remind you to eat during missions

> Your ghost who will avoid talking about how people *have* drank vex juice, and technically you *can* consume vex juice but know that you *will* try to drink it if someone ever atleast hints that you can

> Your ghost who will beg you to change their gingerbread shell into something else when visiting Saint-14 and his Pigeons

> Your ghost who will remind you that bread with cheese isn't a "proper meal", it's a snack at best

> Your ghost who will transmat you near a food vendor or your kitchen when you've spent too long not eating

> Your ghost who probably transmats the small bits of vegetables you put the side of your plate on your spoon mid bite

> Your ghost who tells you about the latest food trends and recommends you a few restaurants to eat at

> Your ghost who orders take out of your favourite food on a bad day and transmats it on your work table, knowing it will make your day

> Your ghost that tells you about the different types of milk, not realizing some of the plants or animals dont exist anymore for a long long time.

'Okay okay, that's alot of milks, but what's a Goat and can I turn it into a gun?'

"Oh-"

> Your ghost that will suddenly tell you the nutritional contents of food or items you didn't even know were edible

And you stare at each other while you wonder how they know this and what type of gaurdian did they have before you to even gain such information

> Your ghost that probably likes hanging out in empty food or cereal boxes saying "Hey look I have a new shell!" as a joke

[batnip]

I heard you mentioned deathsea.

I request your arti riv and saint designs for art purposes

Slugcat Shipruary , Day 14

I LOVE DEATHSEA.

Yes. It's my favorite slugcat ship at the moment. My premise forthe ship is Five Pebbles before the collapse- after requesting Rivulet to get the Rarefaction Cell, requests again for Rivulet to go retrieve his citizen. His structure will become weaker without it's function, and his city will no longer be safe. Destined to collapse soon. So of course, Rivulet goes up through parts of the crumbling city to find Artificer. There is barely an enemy in sight, and the city is filled with small bits of the rot. They find Artificer, with them- the begrudging Artificer helps Rivulet back to Moon to help her. And as Moon regains some of her function, Artificer can find comfort in Rivulet's presence, and they both heal from past injuries. Whether it is mental or physical. While visiting Five Pebbles in his status in Saint's time, barely functioning- they find a frail fluffy slugcat. Artificer instantly rushes to save the smaller slugcat- corner by a pack of yellow lizards. Artificer and Rivulet tear through the pack, at each other's side, protecting the frail new discovery. The three gain an inseparable bond- whether it is being tied to the cycles- concern- or friendship and love for each other.

And.. an answer to the ask! I don't have solid designs for my slugcats. I'm still figuring out what I want to do for them- looking at other's designs and headcanons. I'm refining my personal au over time- still.. maybe it'll be done one day! ...And a big milestone for me. Thank you for everyone who helped me reach this, 100 reblogs + 500 likes!

And to all, a Happy Valentines Day! Even if you don't have a partner, (Ace+aros, or people who are having no luck in romance, taking a break from it, etc). You are loved and seen!

[zuko-always-lies]

Hey, as a long viewer of your anti iroh posts, which, as a person who just recently watched ATLA, I have a very controversial theory/headcanon based on my knowledge of general psychology (not a psychologist so disregard if incorrect) and perspective of Iroh's character and by the attitude of his fans that can possibly get me hate messages and even death threats. So I came to the conclusion that Iroh expresses an uncomfortable character of NPD or particularly a certain "sub" that you will, being Benevolent/Vulnerable Narcissim.

Iroh loves to present himself as "wise, kind and fatherly," but his actions showcase the total opposite, and his supposed identity appears far more shallow and self-centred. He never properly mentors or shows to really know Zuko. Instead, he simply uses Zuko to serve as his act of penance, which is why he never meaningfully teaches Zuko to become a better person or to realise that his father is at fault and that his sister is not his real enemy. But no, instead, he lays off to do the bare minimum. He shows less to no remorse for Zuko's predicament that was caused by him for not standing up to his brother when he was banished. Nor does Iroh show any for Zuko's victims. Instead, Iroh operates under the mindset that supporting Zuko and making him Firelord will accomplish his penance. His lack of care for Azula is precisely because she is an obstacle not just for Zuko but for his "penance" as well.

It's also interesting the lack of self-awareness that Iroh has. He calls Azula crazy for doing what he did for decades. The only difference is that Azula genuinely cares for her nation while Iroh doesn't really care except his glory. He sent his son to the front lines to fight his own battles for him, which isn't that different from Ozai's treatment of Azula and Zuko. Oh, and at the finale, what does he do? Send Zuko and Katara into danger while abandoning them to satisfy his selfish desire. Of course, as you mentioned, he also doesn't live up to his own "wisdom" instead using that wisdom to appear smart and confuse others. Because in all honesty, Zuko NEVER applies any of Iroh's suppose wisdom because Iroh doesn't ever think to teach BLUNTLY to Zuko, like any basic teacher can look at Iroh and already have their hands in their face, but of course the further issue is that instead of applying basic healthy logic, Iroh instead utilises the toxic sibling rivalry to manipulate Zuko into becoming his "perfect" son. Zuko becomes a better person despite Iroh not because of him, Zuko's "metamorphosis" (aka breakdown) is the best example of how unhealthy Iroh's parenting is.

Iroh is also shameless when it comes to his mistakes. He never feels guilt or apologises to June for his blatant sexual harassment. He has no shame for being friends with the Rough Rhinos or assisting Zhao in the further conquest and bloodshed of the Northen Water Tribe. He never thinks or comes clean with his crimes against the Earth Kingdom, instead choosing to profit off the very same people he victimised. He never apologises to Zuko for being a shitty mentor/Uncle.

Iroh reminds me of ALOT of narcissistic so called "benevolent" or "vulnerable" people who will appear kind and even express self hatred but only for further validation and without taking risks or responsibility whatsoever for their mistakes, instead blaming others or doing "good" little things to create a narrative that they are "saints" and that people who disagree or despise them are "crazy or evil".

This might be far-fetched, but when you consider that to this day, the majority of ATLA fans have been juiced in this narrative that Iroh = 50 year old warmonger is a Saint who should be worshipped and that Zuko should be "thankful and grateful" of said Iroh, and that Azula = 14 year old abused child soldier who did the least messed up things and is the youngest member is demonised for being "crazy" and even Aang gets treated inferior to Iroh, well it already feels right at home with typical narcissistic narratives

I've had similar thoughts myself, but I really don't like applying medical diagnoses to fictional characters living in a very different society, so I never quite articulated them. Certainly Iroh seems to be an extraordinarily self-centered person who puts major effort into pretending not be so self-centered.

[i-hug-exploder-shanks]

So we both know that if Osiris were to grow his hair out, it would be curly,

Right

Absolutely!

Back in the early days as a lightbearer he kept it long and Sagira was allowed to pick his style for it every morning so long as it fit certain rules and didn't embarrass him.

But after the SIVA incident he got depressed and it was just not worth keeping up with hair when he could be devoting that time to research and work.

The day he cut it all off Sagira screamed so loud Saint-14 kicked in the door thinking Osiris had been attacked.

I think letting some sliver curls grow back in as a way of healing and because he knew Sagira would like it would be good for him.

[ahamkara-apologist]

Idk how trim his waist is in game, Saint has a bear bod to me

[diazsdimples]

Oh James I'm so sorry you're in urgent care 🥹🫂🫂🫂 send you best tea and raspberry jam 💙💙💙

As for headcanons for you as buddietommy lover I have this one:

Tommy is the one to start talk about new kids, but he's insecure buddie will think he doesn't love Chris enough. Both Buck and Eddie lovingly call him idiot for thinking they don't see how much he loves Chris

And another one: Buck lets Tommy cook anytime he wants on HIS kitchen, but Eddie is allowed only if Tommy or Buck check his movements. He maybe better thanks to saint Linda, but not good enough for Buck to let him use his kitchen unsupervised

For bucktommy the one we talked about but more:

They adopt a lot of kids, and especially older kids and even some kids who has police arrest in their biography. It's hard work ofc but step by step their kids open up to them. Their son who they took when he was 14 and who was arrested for thief and fight was one of the hardest kids to show that they are actually not going anywhere. But eventually they found the way to get to him. now they look at their son who graduates with PhD in engineering they know they did good and all the hard work were worth it because you can save any child with giving them love in the right time

YEAH YEAH ALL OF THIS DI!!! Thank you to appealing to my Buddietommy natures 🥹

Eddie needing supervision is SO TRUE! He's better but they cannot and will not forget the Great Waffle Fire of 2024.

As for that Bucktommy kid one... stay tuned bestie 👀👀

[unlucky-phantom]

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[braindamagedrizz]

Was Rui ever slightly concerned as to where he stand in his relationship with Osiris and Saint?

I know, since I also ship my guardian with o14, that I've wondered about how it would be to have one of your lovers break time itself for another, and how that could make the Guardian feel? If that makes sense?

I think I understand what you mean. So, one of Ruxiz's bigger concerns is this. He knows he's loved, he knows they care for him and want him, but he also knows he's new, he knows they havent known him as long, and he is well aware that his bond with them is far surpassed by their bonds with each other. Ruxiz was part of the team that helped save Saint, and so understands the story, saw the love they had for each other first hand. It's often Ruxiz is concerned that he may never amount enough to deserve that, that if he were to die they'll simply forget about him in time and he'll become nothing but a distant memory. Ruxiz can see years of love and bonds between them, and never had he felt jealousy for that, he adores the fact they care so much for each other, but ultimately strives for a day he can safely assume they'd be willing to break time or any other things for him as they have for each other. Or vice versa for them.

[universalcowboyclown2006]

Headcanons about California (Long text):

• California is a white latino.

Reasons? He gives the vibes of being a white latino with Vitamin D deficiency because of not leaving too much his apartment and having a poor diet (the vitamin D deficiency it's a projection), also for genetics.

• Him, Baja California and Baja California Sur need glasses to see because the three of them have astigmatism. (Funfact: California and Baja share the San Andrés fault)

• When he was a spanish and then a mexican territory, he used to be taller than Texas and had long hair. A very long hair but he didn't knew how to take care of it so Yucatan had to do it because she was the closest thing he had of an older sister.

• He joined to the american side in the Mexican-American war, not because he had no choice but because he wanted to leave Mexico... Except he left Baja California behind and abandon him (this was before Baja California Sur born).

(• Talking about Yucatan, she was the older sister for mostly the mexican states and for Texas, New Mexico and California, especially for Texas.)

• He's losing his ability to tolerate spicy food thanks to the american food.

• He had relationships, affairs or just a situationship with another human representations around the world beside the states:

Those were:

- Bahamas (he broke her heart and Florida almost broke California in half) (affair)

- Tokyo (she just used him but nobody believes him thanks to her calm and educated demeanor; don't have her as your enemy...NEVER...) (unknown status)

- London (Him and London were so toxic for each other) (affair)

- Buenos Aires (Latinoamerica started to hate him because he wasn't a nice guy towards her, even if he's a feminist and even if Latinoamerica didn't like her. Otherwise, Buenos Aires has a draft tweet (not only on Twitter) about California and all his personal information that could ruin him forever; she obtained the information from Tokyo) (relationship)

- Zurich (Zurich's first and last relationship because he develop an anxious attachment style and Cali is one of the reasons he goes to therapy) (Situationship/Relationship, it was pretty confusing)

- Saint Petersburg (Oh god...he...their relationship it's a confidential document top secret and no one knows they were something except for Tokyo) (unknown affair)

- Seoul (She thought he was different from the men of her country, Seoul was right but the stereotypes she saw on America about her country and other asian countries make her broke up with California; this was the healthiest broke up that Seoul had but the most painful for Cali, he loved her so much and the relationship was cute for both of them.) (Relationship)

- Belgium (California broke up with him but Belgium still loved him (Belgium is a cinnamon roll until you discover what he did in the Democratic Republic of Congo))(Relationship)

Etc.

• Usually when he has a problem with a country, he uses his "What if I'm a country?" status to be taken seriously, thing that doesn't work and ask for help from Gov at the end.

That's it, bye bye!!

(Edit 14/04/2024: Cali's relationship with London was an affair, not a formal one)

[peachtalia]

I wrote a whole infodump on Herakles headcanons on a priv acc (yk for human version since I prefer to view the guys that way) so I’ll paste it all here cuz fun. It’s gonna be super disorganized and may not carry All of my ideas cuz it’s just me writing whatever came to mind in the moment but I’ll try to organize it the best I can from what I wrote. Also plz take into consideration that I’m not entirely following canon here and a load of it is headcanons with some of canon sprinkled in. Also this is a wip ig

I doubt anybody would read my word vomit cuz I didn’t bother to clean any of this up and my sentence structure is def abysmal as fuck but ig u could say I’m putting this here for my own sake but anyone else is free to read if u would like!!

cw talk of parental loss tho

Okay so I’m gonna ramble about names here cuz it interests me a lot. Obv I’m not Greek or in Greece I just have a deep interest in other cultures and like to research a lot and stalk forums and videos on experiences etc. My ideas may change over time as I learn more about the culture. He feels a bit more old-fashioned to me but anyways yeah nah if I happen to say anything innacurate plz lmk @ anyone who actually reads my word vomit haha

So anyways I def don’t see it as my place to bash on him being given the name "Herakles" cuz I Do know that in Greece they would seem to occasionally give Greek mythological names to ppl (ex: singer who's birth name is Artemios); but I noticed they most often use Christian names tho (also fun fact my irl name is the fem version of an old Greek saint and seems common there along with Hispanic countries that would often do the same lololol)

But at the same time I’d wanna assume that being named Herakles would kinda fuck u over since it would be a huge name to live up to. But that’s just me. Plus to me that adds to his overall life theme

Also I’ve mentioned this before but ppl for years would dunk on his surname claiming that it's "not a real Greek surname" when ... it actually IS, it's just super rare based on what I’ve collected. Admittedly ngly I’ve even been a part of this when I was a kid smh (See: Greek actress with the birth name Evgenia Karpouzi, the fandom would always use the spelling "Karpusi" but that's not language accurate to the more commonly taught Greek language romanization based on what I’ve learned.....

Anywho now onto headcanons and stories I like to apply to him lol

He seems the type whose mom is very huge in the historical arts and preservation field and might've been a Greek history professor and took a huge role in curating and preserving Ancient Greek ruins and artifacts...arranged heritage festivals and exhibitions etc.. Taught culture... Maybe pushed him to be very talented and knowledgeable as a kid and would actively pass down her own knowledge onto him and set pretty high standards for him while also spoiling tf out of him and also being caring yet not as present as a mother due to her career. He grew up very involved in the arts both creative-based and performance-wise but probably mostly the latter. He seems like the type who would be quiet and a bit of a loner at times but was also a lot more enthusiastic and expressive at times.

So anyways yeah not only does he suffer under the curse of living in the shadow of his mothers legacy and not meeting the public expectations in following in her footsteps but a lot of his life is basically formed around her and he wasn’t left with much room to actually form his own personal style due to how heavily influenced he was by her own interest and life path and her passing when he was idk 14 made it even harder for him to even try to let go of any of this cuz besides all of her leftover belongings and the collective community memory of her, it was all he had left of her from within himself so letting go of any of it to make more room for developing his own personal sense of style outside of her existence felt like betraying her or going against her wishes.

He feels deeply guilty for not taking on her legacy after her passing and following in her footsteps but he still does what he can to contribute here and there and still holds a load of pride in what he learns from her + what comes from his roots and besides hanging out with and feeding street cats he still has a lingering fascination and interest in philosophy and observing and maintaining historical sites not only cuz it’s great but also cuz it reminds him of her. It Would also make sense given how canonically he’s portrayed having a home that’s cluttered with his mom’s old things and artifacts that he never wants to get rid of since she passed while he was young.

As for his beef with Sadiq I see it as a ‘obnoxious goofy uncle and petty nephew’ sort of conflict lol. But I like to see it as like. Sadiq was a younger college student of his mom’s who would also do volunteer assistant work for her, so naturally he’d meet Herakles thru that. And with him being that type of guy would screw around with Herakles and poke fun at him yk like how those older guys would treat young kids sometimes and purposely provoke them in a joking yet annoying manner (I have lots of experience of this) and Sadiq himself never saw it as a big deal but yk Herakles Hated that shit and he’s the type to take that kind of stuff to heart. Also Herakles would envy the time he spends with his mom cuz here he is able to get involved with her work life and meanwhile Hera is being some kid at home who sometimes gets to go to his moms work sometimes.

And ooomfg when his mom passes u know damn well that envy turned into pure vitriol cuz Sadiq was able to spend more time around his mom before her sudden death. But Sadiq (still unaware of how deep this shit goes for Herakles) takes Herakles under his wing cuz he feels super bad to say the least.

Now Herakles has one of those large Greek families but he’s autistic* as shit so while he can be loud with them he’s also quiet and a bit of a loner at times so he’d be super reliant on his mother for initiating his interactions with others and she’d take a big part in involving him in family gatherings so u know damn well the second she was gone he didn’t know wtf to do anymore or how to connect with others on his own without her being an extra support lol yk like that one social person that helps interactions go smoother.

* yes I am aware that autism may present differently depending on culture but I’m autistic myself and am basing this on observations I’ve made thru autistic ppl I’ve known in different countries and who also have a similar familial dynamic culturally. Even tho I’m in the US I also have this experience myself with my Viet family members. No duh it’s not ‘just an autism thing’ but yk headcanons

Not to mention him being depressed as fuck over her passing and beginning to self isolate. And being so pitied by family members 24/7 SUCKED Ass so idk ig eventually (after many years and moments of Herakles mostly blowing people off) ppl began to avoid him and stopped inviting him to things like yk that sad thing that often happens whenever someone’s going thru a loss and ppl don’t know what to do about it. He’d ignore their invitations often for years. Of course they’d still try to call or send something or visit every now and then but only very occasionally. It’s like an ‘idk what to do’ sort of thing.

So yeah he’s an only child and was raised by a single mother with a busy and active life where he was always expected to become her shadow whether intended or not. Wow. But despite his family inching away from him, bro still has that younger Cypriot cousin who vibes with him and relates with his quietness and occasional loner behavior so he’d often hang around him cuz the rest of the family would overwhelm him sometimes, therefore even during this time he was the last to stick around for the most part and they’d often hang out in silence. He is a bit more chatty than Herakles tho at times. Idk his name yet. That one Cypriot cousin has a younger brother I think, who’d hang around Sadiq but Herakles’s a #hater and doesn’t really like him for that. He’s the type to threaten to cut ppl off from association and he gets petty and stubborn as hell and holds grudges like u cannot believe. Obviously despite his spite he does still care for Sadiq deep down. He says what he wants but he doesn’t actually wish the guy any real harm and would get super bothered and upset if anybody were to attempt to do so.

Oh yeah and I also mentioned before that I see him being narcoleptic lol *maybe* he occasionally dealt with cataplectic symptoms and it would make sense given how rarely he seems to express strong emotions but I still don’t know. I’m not as knowledgeable in cataplexy I admit. But he’s def on the narcolepsy spectrum and lacks a load of motivation and drive in his life overall. Some of it comes from his mildly nihilistic view on life and some of it is depressiveness and the inability to help himself more on his own accord. It probably took a lot for him to get on a stricter medication routine for it. He tries to take care of himself at the bare minimum but he still doesn’t quite cultivate the best or healthiest of habits. He’s often got others around him trying to help him out and check up on him. Think also of the comic strips of Ludwig trying to help him organize and clean his house and get his finances into check.

Idk how his mom died. Maybe it’s one of those things never spoken about but it was sudden and he was at home when it happened and just remembers it getting super late and dark and him wondering where tf she is each time he’d wake up and him attempting to call her work and go to voicemail each time.

Also back on the topic of his tendencies but Herakles can for sure be the sore loser and jealous type but only depending on whether or not the matter involves Sadiq. Otherwise he’s like eh whatever it’s fine I’ll get it next time) and as I said above he’s also got a somewhat nihilist mindset and wishes to just spend his time doing as he pleases lolll his philosophical info dumps would get mind breaking at times and he just drones onnnn and onnnn and on about it it’s like the kind of stuff that’d make u lie on ur back with ur hands behind ur head staring up at the sky like “yeah……..wow…😕” and would prob put u to sleep cuz he speaks in a slower and softer tone. And you’d prob experience a strange yet vivid dream in the moment. He’s got an ambient and nostalgic feel to his presence that’s hard to explain and melancholy yet oddly calming.

Oh also he still practices Orthodox Christianity besides being an atheist on the most part and not even following any religion or religious rules or moral code bc it’s what he was raised doing with his mom and he feels like it’s what she would’ve wanted lmfaooo I guess it’s for nostalgia’s sake and paying respects to her. Maybe he’s an atheist. Idk. Perhaps his philosophical ideals and stuff he’s learned influences his view on general spirituality and religion so in a way he feels like in the end all gods are all to reach a similar point and intention and are an outer extension/projection of our own subconscious beings and are vessels of hope and focal points for moral code and explanations for the world around us. Or maybe he just views them as beings created to give people’s lives purpose. Or he believes all things at once. Who knows what goes on in his mind.

As for his narcolepsy, his mom may have assumed at first that he was the type of child to nap a lot or that he was lazy, but over time she’d realize something is probably up and would recognize that he wouldn’t be able to help it most of the time and that he actually isn’t the lazy type and works hard when he can. She’d get called by teachers often yelling about his tendency of zoning out and sleeping in class and she’d just respond with “Oh yeah? Well maybe your class isn’t interesting enough if he’s always falling asleep in it!”

So yeah. A load of his life was built around her from the start, and he relied on her for a lot, I mean she’s his mom and all too and the only closer(?) family member in his life given that he’s an only child and has no father. The sudden change of her leaving completely threw his life off course so for years he’s been in some sort of endless state of limbo where he’s both apathetic both saddened yet he might not make it so obvious when around others. He just appears quiet, apathetic and carefree for the most part.

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bungo no stray dogs: yukichi fukuzawa, atsushi nakajima, doppo kunikida, isamu dazai, ranpo edogawa, chūya nakahara, ryūnosuke akutagawa, fyodor dostoevsky, etc

dungeon meshi: laios, chilchuck, marcelle, senshi, kabaru,

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trigun stampede: vash the stampede, nicholas d. wolfwood, knives millions

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blood of zeus: heron, ares, apollo, hermes,

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undertale: grillby, gaster, sans, papyrus, ink, error, nightmare

undertale aus: underfell, underswap, swapfell, horrortale, outertale, mobtale, mafiafell

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