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The Year of Metamorphosis
This will be an ode to the year I have had as we turn the page into the new year… in hopes that this will reach someone who needs it. After many transformations, I do resonate with the saying that “the tears you shed this year will water the seeds for next year.” There were many, many tears and cries for help.
From abuse, suicidal ideation and attempts, episodes, grief over friendships/relationships, chronic pain, and overall a mask to hide it all in order to be who I felt like I needed to be. In the end I learned from my therapist that I don’t have to carry these things on my own. I’ve always have been known to be the go to, the strong friend, and handle things on my own. But I refuse to be a martyr…to be everything for everyone all of the time.
I didn’t truly want to end my life; I just wanted some relief, some rest. But I must give myself permission to rest. Knowing I can rest comforts me. Knowing I can say no. Knowing I can be vulnerable without condemning what I truly feel inside. Everything truly is on my own terms and I didn’t realize it could be due to trauma. The weight on my chest has been lifted, and the dull ache is lessening day by day.
Somehow, someway by the grace of God…I am still here. There’s truly angels protecting me. And while I would not like to endure more trauma for the sake of ~character development~… there isn’t anything I’d take back.
I’m deciding for 2023 I’m going to live… and not endure. I choose to believe that life doesn’t have to be endured or be full of constant trials and tribulations. And knowing there’s a future, a year where I don’t have to experience this…is more than enough to keep me here.
xoxo,
thevirgodoll.
#grateful to all of you for making this a safe space#it is a silver lining in my many moments of darkness that somewhere there’s someone who likes my little ramblings#I hope this reaches someone#mental health#tw depressing thoughts#tw ideation#tw abuse mention#tw sui mention#tw sui attempt#❤️🩹
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"Brillas y brillas tan lindo
Y brillamos juntos, entre pestañas
Divina, divina sonrisa
Abrazo de luna, de luna llena" 🌕❤️🩹
—Brillas by Leon Larregui
#he and his smile are my safe space ❤️🩹#mine: photos#eunhyuk#hyukjae#lee hyukjae#super junior#suju#kpop#maleidolsedit#maleidolsnet#malegroupsedit#malegroupsnet#boyfriend material#kpop boyfriend material#soft boy#smile#kpop boys#kpop boyfriend#sweet guy#cute
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himiko toga
she/they/blood/viscera neos/love neos (includes emoji pronouns!)
16 :p
main is @cosmic-cafes-silly-goofy-reblogs
fictive‼️ NOT roleplay (idc if roleplay blogs interact i can have fun with u but dont be gross)
if you aren't good seeing blood uh. why are you here
(i will tag GORE gore if i reblog it but i wont tag blood bc thats like my whole thing lol)
tags for my friends:
#babygirl 🐕 - izuku
#space boy🪐 - orion
#wannabe Shakespeare 🪄 - mister compress
#mister misty 🍹 - Kurogiri
#itchy and scratchy 🎮 - tomura
#burnt chicken nugget 🔥 - dabi
#blanched chicken nugget 🌺 - aizumi
#black cat 🐈⬛ - aizawa
#orange cat 🐈 - mic
#candy apple 🐑 - eri
there are more people i would tag but i dont feel like making them tags godbless
tags for things i like:
#something sharp 🔪 - weapons, mostly knives
#something salty 🩸 - blood <3 (i also put cannibalism stuff under here sometimes)
#something sweet ❤️🩹 - love stuff
#something safe ⚔️ - the league, found family
#something soft 🎀 - clothes
#something super 🫀 - favorite!
#babygirl 🐕#space boy 🪐#wannabe Shakespeare 🪄#mister misty 🍹#itchy and scratchy 🎮#burnt chicken nugget 🔥#blanched chicken nugget 🌺#black cat 🐈⬛#orange cat 🐈#candy apple 🐑#something sharp 🔪#something salty 🩸#something sweet ❤️🩹#something safe ⚔️#something soft 🎀#something super 🫀
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Birds of a feather🦢
~ Random Astrology Observations ~
~If my soul would be a song. This would definitely be the one. 😭💘~ I am obsessed
🪷 Pisces in your big 3 (Sun, Moon, Rising) may dream a lot about their partners or future/potential partners
🦢 Moon aspecting Venus can make the native so sacrificial in their relationships especially on the emotional part of a relationship
💘 Moon - Ascendant aspects, their sensible nature can be attractive to others, you just want to protect them and keep them safe
✨️ Not many people know this but Leo Placements are so caring in their relationships, even if they don't give that vibe
🕯 Pluto - Venus aspects can become obsessed to their partners, falling for them every chance they get
🔥 A fire Venus in the chart can love so deep that their love is exactly like an arrow striking the heart, is so unexpected but so lovely in the same time
💚 Earth Moons and Venus are the most comforting when they're together with their partners! They partners can be their safe space
💆♀️ Air Moons may share a common love language with their partners, especially if it involves communication
💬 Sometimes, it is hard to tell how deeply in love Scorpio Venus is. This Venus placement can be so deep even for Venus herself
🙊 Gemini Moons/Mercury/Venus may share a lot of jokes together with their partners. Their partners make them laugh a lot
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I want you to stay
Til I'm in the grave
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💯 Pisces Venus can give you the moon from the sky when they are deeply in love/they attach extremely fast (Yall know how much obsessed I am with Pisces Venus🙂↕️)
🫶🏼 Venus - Jupiter aspects are so 'You're my happy place' coded. Jupiter intensifies Venus love for that specific person
💖 If you plan to have a wedding and you have Cancer or Libra Venus/Moon, the honeymoon can be a beautiful experience in your life
🦭 Part of fortune in the 7th house can symbolize 'Fated Love' so much. Is such a 'to die for placement
🦋 Capricorn Placements can also attach fast to the people they love. Even if often they are seen as cold people, their love is something truly something else
🏵 Saturn in the 7th house natives can indicate not having as many relationships as others, low body count too, sometimes can even indicate the native falling in love for the first time
👻 Venus in the 10th house or 11th house can become more known for dating certain people, or become more famous because of their relationship
😹 Most times, mercury in the 5th and 7th house like to talk about their experiences with love to other people can share the same love life stories with others
💖 Venus in the 2nd house or Taurus may spoil or be spoiled by their partners, it can also be their love language to do it so
❤️🩹 Chiron in the 5th or 7th house can learn a lot from other people experience with love. Can stand up to help others with their romantic lives
🤍 Sometimes your 7th house sign can also tell you the season you can fall in love, for example Cancer Risings can fall in love more in winter due to their 7th house being a winter sign (Capricorn) and so many more!!
🫡 I feel like 7th house in air signs people just need a partner who can understand them deeply, to understand their needs and desires
🤖 Venus in Aquarius/11th house can fall in love on internet/dating sites. There are so many possibilities. To be honest, dating online is slowly fading away
👨❤️👨👩❤️👩 A strong Saturn/Uranus can be often found in people who are attracted to the same gender! There are charts out there who can give a lot of lgbt vibes btw!!
👸 Leo Venus/Mercury/5th, 7th or 8th house treat their partners with such good love/attention and care, like some royalty
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💌 Jupiter in the 5th house can be often found in charts of people who can marry/date people from their childhood 'we know since kindergarten or school' vibes
💣 If your partner has a fire Mars, they will often give you mixed signals during the talking stage, fire mars natives don't always know how to handle their emotions when they're in love
😗 I find north node in Libra/7th house to be such a cute placement, romantically talking, and writing this while I have Aries north node is a pain in the ass😃
🦩 Venus at 9° 21° or 9th house can travel a lot with their partners/couple - travelling a lottt! Some of them can even have blogs or media chanels where they can talk about that
🪼 Knowing the love language of someone with Scorpio Placements can be a win for life, they can love you forever for that
🦚 If your partner has Jupiter in Cancer, it can be an indicator of them having a big family and relatives
😊 Moon in the 9th house can be a good indicator of your partners family getting along with you! Good relations
😩 For some reason, I can't resist those with Pluto in the 1st/8th and 10th house natives. Something is so attractive about them
🤳 Sagittarius Moons can plan lots of trips/adventures together with their spouses/partners or even alone because they will always have that adventurous spirit
💗 Libra Rising will wait for the other person to do the first step in the relationship because if you didn't know this, Libra Risings stressed so much in their love life, so they will wait for the other to do something first
💥 Billie Eilish, who composed this song (Godess Behavior), has her Venus in the 10th house, indicating making her love life more public = writing songs about love and ending up successful
❤️🔥 Venus in Fire signs want a chill yet passionate love life. They're some fierce romantics, and they know it.
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I want you to see
How you look to me
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🤬 Mars or Aries in your 3rd house is a big indicator of not getting along with your siblings, arguing more than ever
🧗♂️ Venus, Sun or Moon in the 5th house can make you an addict in trying fun physical or creative activities
🧝♀️ Mercury rules over fantasy, mystical world, magic (to some extent), creativity is explored through your Mercury, and be proud of it
🫦 Sagittarius Placements are born with attitude, especially Rising/Mars/Venus, that person who always seems a bit more harsh
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But if it's forever, it's even better
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By Harmoonix 🤍, hope you have an amazing day 🤍🤍🤍
#astrology#october#birds of a feather#astro observations#birth chart#astro notes#astrology observations#placements#astro community#horoscope#ascendant#astro seek#astrocotber#venus#astro com#astroblog#astro blog#astro.com#astrologers#astronote#astro#harmoonix#harmonyroses#love#romantic#soulmates#pride#iconic#🤍
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i enjoy your work so much!!! i love reading new posts whenever you update (which is so frequent and im always in awe of how creative your brain is!!) im wondering if you had similar work to your most recent reaction but with mommy issues instead? giving a tight hug to all my peeps struggling through parental relationships ❤️🩹
seventeen x reader with mommy issues
a/n: thank you anon 🥺🥺❤️ i hope you like it, and > giving a tight hug to all my peeps struggling through parental relationships pt.2
WARNINGS: mommy issues, svt mostly doing girly things with you.
seungcheol: cheol’s the type to instinctively take a nurturing role without even realizing it. he’ll remind you to eat, help you pick out clothes for the day, and even braid your hair if you let him. “does this look okay?” he asks, tongue sticking out in concentration as his big hands fumble a little. he’s all about making sure you feel cared for in every little way, even if it’s just holding you close while you vent.
jeonghan: knows how to fill that space without making it obvious. he’s the one who’ll ask his sister to help him paint your nails, gossip about random shit, or let you borrow his skincare products. “c’mere, let me do it for you,” he says, gently dabbing serum on your face while teasing you about how bad you are at self-care. it’s his sneaky way of saying, i’m here for you.
joshua: takes on that classic comforting role, always making sure you feel heard.he’ll offer to bake cookies with you or even sew something small together. “it’s okay to miss her,” he’ll say softly, holding your hand. “but you’ve got people now who care about you, including me.”
junhui: create those bonding moments you might’ve missed out on. he’s the type to grab your hand and drag you into the kitchen, insisting you bake something together even if it’s a disaster. “this is supposed to be fun, not perfect babe...” he laughs as flour gets everywhere. he doesn’t try to replace anything, but he makes you feel like you’re not missing out anymore.
hoshi: his appproach is so wholesome it hurts. he’s the kind to pull you into his lap while he combs through your hair, humming softly. “you deserve to feel spoiled,” he says with a grin, and suddenly he’s dragging you to the mall for a mini shopping spree. “pick something cute, okay? you can’t say no—it’s my treat.”
woozi: his way of comforting you is subtle but so meaningful. he won’t push you to talk, but when you’re struggling, he’ll sit you down and quietly braid your hair or make tea for you. “you don’t have to do this alone,” he’ll say in his soft, no-nonsense voice. sometimes it’s just the quiet, supportive presence that heals the most.
wonwoo: he’ll read to you, help you organize your space, or even teach you how to do things like fixing a hem or arranging flowers. “this is kinda relaxing, isn’t it?” he says as you both work together, his calm energy making you feel safe and understood.
minghao: would suggest journaling together, so you can focus more on yourself, than focus on the house problems. “it’s okay to feel like this,” he says, squeezing your hand. “but you’re more than what you’re missing.” he makes sure you feel strong enough to rebuild those pieces.
mingyu: mingyu goes all in on being your cheerleader. he’s the one who’ll sit on the floor with you to do DIY face masks or giggle with you over silly videos. “do you want me to call my sister?... don't really know what a cut-crease is...” he says with a goofy grin, trying his best to make you feel loved and cared for in every way he can.
seokmin: he s exactly what you need when the weight of everything feels heavy. he’ll pull you into the kitchen to teach you his favorite recipes, or he’ll sit down with you to sew a button back on your shirt. “see? you’re already amazing at this!” he beams, making you feel proud of yourself for even the smallest things.
seungkwan: ultimate comforter. he’ll organize a mini self-care day, complete with snacks, facials, and trashy TV. “no one’s judging you here,” he says, rubbing your back as you tear up. his endless affirmations—you’re doing amazing, you deserve love, you’re enough—are exactly what you need to hear.
vernon: he’ll suggest stuff like planting a little herb garden together or decorating a space to make it yours. “babe I think I planted my ring...” he says, looking at the plant pot that will be all messy in seconds just to find the piece of silver.
chan: he’s the guy who’ll offer to watch cheesy movies with you, paint your nails (even if he sucks at it), or teach you a new dance—and stumbling on his own feet on purpose—just to make you smile. “you deserve to feel cared for.”
#seventeen imagines#seventeen reactions#seventeen x reader#seventeen scenarios#seventeen headcanons#svt imagines#seventeen#seventeen fluff#seventeen fanfic#svt x reader#seventeen fic#seungcheol x reader#jeonghan x reader#joshua x reader#junhui x reader#hoshi x reader#wonwoo x reader#woozi x reader#minghao x reader#mingyu x reader#seokmin x reader#seungkwan x reader#vernon x reader#dino x reader#chan x reader#scoups x reader#soonyoung x reader#jihoon x reader#dokyeom x reader
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alright i need y’all to buckle up and hear me out cuz this is gonna be a long one…. bunny hybrid!soobin.
bunny hybrid!soobin w his long white ears that flop down instead of standing up just like his chikai chibi hat ❤️🩹
bunny hybrid!soobin who’s soooooooooo shy and nervous when you first bring him home… nervous twitching little tail and warm cheeks, bad at making eye contact, shifting awkwardly in one spot in the living room cuz it’s not home to him yet 🤧 also easily startled but you come to realize later that that’s just part of his personality so you try not to sneak up too much even on accident <3
he’s SO HUGE but such a baby !!! it takes him a while to warm up to you but not in any nasty way, just shy and hesitant, and you always give him space while making it known that the option to join you or be close to you is always open to him and eventually he starts to take it 🥺
at first he would sit stiff as a board on the complete opposite end of the couch from you LMAO but eventually over time he gets comfortable coming closer, until eventually his favorite thing becomes laying his head in your lap while you stroke his ears or sitting on the floor by your feet and leaning into your legs (but don’t point it out to him or he’ll get too shy and retreat).
i know that for rabbits, especially males, there’s not really a specific mating season because they literally will just want to breed any time of the year (lol rip 24/7 horny soobin) — but for hybrids, since they are.. hybrids, literally.. then let’s say that they do go into a regular heat, and let’s say that soobin’s is coming fairly soon after you first take him home.
only a month or two has passed so even though he’s comfortable with you now, he’s still a little reserved and shy with certain things, and so for his sake you’re dreading the coming conversation as you sit him down and gently try to bring up the topic of a breeding partner. the way he would get SO red, tail twitching and leg bouncing in his seat.. he’s refusing to make eye contact as he fiddles with his fingers in his lap and stammers “i-it’s okay, i-i don’t need one..” ears drooping forward to shadow over his face cuz he’s too busy looking down at his hands 😖
you’re gently trying to convince him that he does need one or he’ll be miserable, that it’s totally normal and expected and most people find breeding partners for their hybrids every season so it’s nothing to be ashamed of !!! you say most people because the other percentage are the ones who let their hybrids use them instead COUGH HACK but he doesn’t need to know that
you try to explain that there are services and programs just for this reason and it would be so easy peasy, just for a couple weeks, but soobin is NAWT HAVING IT as he suddenly springs up from his seat and darts out of the room — having gotten progressively redder and more jittery over the course of your attempted convincing.
he’s never bad or disobedient, would normally never run away like that while you’re in the middle of talking to him, but he just got SO unbearably embarrassed and shy,,,,, not to mention: the guilty filthy shameful (in his mind) secret that he has…… and that is, he actually doesn’t want it to be anyone else but you.
he feels safe with you, he trusts you, he’s already bonded to you more than you realize and part of the reason why he got so freaked out and ran away was because all his mind kept going back to was BREEDING YOU INSTEAD 😩 and little do the two of you know, but all the adrenaline from his little freak out ended up kickstarting his heat EARLY and when you find him later in his room after giving him some space for the day, he’s feverish, sweating and whimpering and writhing around uncomfortably in his blankets, hugging one of your sweatshirts to his face as he breathes in your scent. (a sweatshirt that you thought you’d lost, but turns out he had secretly taken for himself).
“binnie!!!” you’re rushing to him immediately cuz you’re so worried but that was a mistake or was it because the second you touch him, the second your scent fully wafts over him, there’s no going back. eyes shooting open and pupils blown out as they lock onto yours, and the next thing you know you’re face down in his blankets as he’s pounding you from behind, chest pressed flush against your back as his hips slam against your ass over and over and over again and he’s whining and whimpering into your ear, telling you how he didn’t want anyone else, didn’t want some bunny girl, he just wanted you, and he keeps apologizing but he can’t stop 🤧
you can finally admit that you fucking love it though because surprise surprise, you ALSO had some filthy secrets of your own and there was a part of you already that sometimes wondered what it’d be like to let him use you instead; on nights when it was hard to sleep and you’d lay awake in bed thinking of his big, gentle frame and pillowy lips, his soft eyes that contrasted so harshly with his strong hands and the outline of that huge cock in his pants that you tried so hard to pretend you never noticed.
it was especially difficult on nights when you could hear him from his designated room, his soft moans and little gasps as he would touch himself that never left your head — eventually causing even your own hand to wander into your panties with a mind of its own.
the kicker was that one time when you were relaxed together on the couch petting his ears as usual and thought, would he like it if i scratched behind them too?
….liking it is an understatement, because the moan that he let out as a result was enough to cut the evening short, him hiding away in his room from sheer embarrassment while you didn’t catch a wink of sleep that night, because all you could think was: i want to hear it again.
for a while after that he would get jumpy when you tried to touch his ears and you were worried you did something wrong to make him scared of you or something, but in reality he was just scared of HIMSELF and was convinced that he’d have to dig a hole and die of embarrassment if he ever moaned like that in front of you again. but don’t worry, the distance didn’t last long cuz he’s just too weak for you and can’t resist your nightly head pets <3
but i digress;;; basically the both of you just wanting each other so bad and not even knowing it, both feeling so guilty and shameful over it until now. now.. right now, as his big cock is buried so deep inside of you that you can’t think of anything else even if you wanted to; right now as he’s fucking you with so much desperation that the bedframe is gashing the paint right off of the rattling wall.
there wasn’t even the chance for clothes to fully come off, but you have plenty of time, and after that the two of you end up barely leaving his room for his entire one or two week heat other than for necessity because you know what they say about rabbits….
as fucked out of your mind as you are, you take such good care of him between waves with what energy you have left — placing wet cloths over his forehead and wiping the sheen of sweat from his neck and collarbones to ease his fever, trying to clean up as much cum and mess as you can before the next round hits, keeping his damp hair from his dazed, half-lidded eyes that watch you so gratefully, poor baby so vulnerable and exhausted between the waves of frenzy… and after everything’s finally over and it passes, he treats you like a FUCKING QUEEN trying to make up for battering you to death with his monster bunny cock all that time <3 you literally Cannot Walk
side note moablr is always talking abt soobin w a breeding kink but imagine BUNNY SOOBIN ???!!!!! holy shit logically he knows it’s not possible to get you pregnant but THAT DOESN’T MEAN HE WON’T TRY 😫 balls deep inside you babbling on and on about how he’s gonna breed you so good and fill you with his babies and he’ll do so well for you he promises - cums BUCKETS, thick and sticky and so much everywhere but cough anyway this is a whole other can of worms
after that first heat your relationship is obviously different but you’re always willing to give soobin whatever he needs. you learn very quickly that those pretty bunny lips have an oral fixation, always wanting something to suckle on; good thing you have tits !! and fingers 🥰
you’re laying on the couch watching a movie and he’ll walk over, just hovering hesitantly, fiddling with his hands, bunny lips pursed as if he wants to say something but isn’t… you immediately know what he wants and sigh with an endearing smile, murmuring “c’mere,” and opening your arms to him. he grins shyly and immediately flops on top of you, nestling into your arms, nuzzling his face into your chest before gradually his lips start suckling lightly at the part of your breasts he can get at, and then he’s pawing at your tank top, eventually getting it pushed down enough that your tits are free and he just lays there sucking and licking at your nipples for ages while you watch your movie, the occasional little moan slipping past his lips as his hips shift against you.
eventually you have to literally pull him off of you when you get too sensitive and he’s so whiny and sad. sighing and running your fingers over his lips instead; caressing your thumb over his pouty bottom lip, swollen from all the suckling, his glazed eyes watching you in anticipation, and as you slowly push your thumb past his lips he immediately moans and obediently begins to suck on that too, eyes sliding shut as his hot tongue swirls around it.
which brings me to soobin sucking on your fingers with barely-open eyes as you ride him — he’s so blissed out, fucked out look on his face as he drools around your fingers, hands weakly reaching for your plush thighs, your waist, your tits; just so fucking content as he lays there and takes everything you give him, moaning around your fingers with half-lidded eyes and his soft pretty bunny ears splayed out on the pillows, framing his handsome face <3
soobin always being too shy to go full out cock monster on you unless he’s desperate for it, so you like to purposefully get him to that point by cockwarming him, chilling on the couch not letting him move as you sit and read your book or play on your phone; he’s trying so hard to be a good boy and wait for your direction, but with the way your warm pussy keeps tightening around him he just can’t take it anymore and desperate frenzied soobin is unlocked as he flips you over and fucks you into the couch cushions like a madman.
and a final thought for now is tugging lightly on his ears or his tail whenever he’s getting too ahead of himself and it only makes him more of a whiny mess; he’d spend the whole day with his mouth buried between your thighs if he could, so tug on his soft ears and it gets him all teary-eyed as you’re holding his face back mere centimeters from your cunt that he wants to bury his face in so badly </3
if your nipples are too sensitive at the moment to handle his oral fixation or if your hands are too busy doing something else, then you can always find soobin between your legs, mouthing at your pussy and humping the air or the couch as his little whimpers send delicious vibrations up through your core.
aaaaanyway.. i love hybrid aus man. just soft sweet bunny soobin who loves and trusts you so much and always wants to be inside you, close to you, connected to you in some way. just so so happy to be yours ❤️🩹
p.s… i may or may not have hybrid thoughts for other members as well 👀
#mj’s hard thoughts#txt#txt x reader#txt hard thoughts#txt smut#txt thoughts#sub!txt#hybrid!txt#txt fluff#soobin#soobin x reader#soobin hard thoughts#soobin smut#soobin thoughts#sub!soobin#hybrid!soobin#bunny hybrid!soobin#soobin fluff#taegimood
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clinging to the only manor guest who makes you feel safe various idv charas + you (platonic)
for @ninacottoncandy
🦈✈️🧲🔗❤️🩹
Here are the reader's traits described in the original ask: You have grown really attached to them and won't let them go, following them like a lost duckling. They're the only one you act energetic around, while you're shy and scared around others. It's later revealed that you were neglected back home resulting in abandonment issues.
🦈 Leo
Leo sees something in you that he can't exactly pinpoint. Maybe you fill a loss that he's tucked into the crevasses of his memory. Maybe you represent a second chance at one of his lingering regrets. Whatever it is, he swears that no harm will come to you as long as he's around.
He sneaks you the universal passcode to the arms factory's exit gates, with instructions written in his messy scrawl: "Play the game. Do what they ask. Use for emergensy only." It's not the first time he's been punished for breaking the rules, but that's a trivial thing if it means protecting you.
Before your first game, he brings you a gift, a crude little thing that's obviously handmade. It's a miniature red-and-purple striped rocket chair made for dolls. You find it a little childish, but Leo attaches a story to it: "If bad guy catches you. 1, 2, 3, blast off. Trapped again."
That's a bit grim, but cute, you suppose. You're not sure why he gave it to you, though.
✈️ Charles
As a man of few words and a perpetual poker face, his fondness for you might not be that obvious. But he finds you terribly endearing. He doesn't mind having you in his shadow at all. It won't be long before he starts feeling very protective of you.
In an attempt to get closer to him, one day you ask to try out his jetpack. He's always tinkering with the thing, so he must have a lot to say about it, right? The moment you reach for it, something in Charles snaps, and with a panicked shout he knocks you off it before cradling his device tightly in his arms. With that look of abject terror in his eyes, one would think you were trying to murder his baby. You never thought it was even possible for him to raise his voice like that.
The truth is, he couldn't have cared less about the jetpack. He was worried about losing someone else to his faulty machine. The guilt for frightening you plagues him for weeks after. He dedicates the next few months to working on a device that stabilizes his hand tremors. Not for his own sake, but because he can't bear to disappoint you—he wants to build something safer for you to try, and needs a reliable hand to do it.
🧲 Norton
Finds it bothersome. He has an unspoken agreement with the rest of the manor to steer clear of each other, what’s not clicking for you? He doesn’t exactly radiate sunshine and rainbows. Why you got attached to him of all people is something he can’t wrap his head around.
He won’t go out of his way to talk to you, which you can consider a small mercy from him. If forced he’ll bluntly shut down the idea of being your “protector” or whatever role you’ve arbitrarily assigned to him. He’s not here to babysit anyone, especially not for free. Doesn’t matter what your story is.
It seems like the best way to win his favor is by giving him space. And start hoping he’ll warm up with time. With the manor's stretches of eternity in store for you, you can certainly spare the wait.
🔗 Ada & ❤️🩹 Emil
The first time you begin yearning for them remains clear in your memory. They're huddled together over the kitchen stove, morning sun filtering through the open window. Ada explains how to flip an omelette while Emil is paying more attention to her gentle hands than her technique. Once in a while their soft giggles rise above the sound of sizzling oil.
Watching them, suddenly you aren't at the manor anymore. You're in one of those big, bright two-story houses from the stories you read as a child, the ones with the perfect families and happy endings to every trouble that comes their way. Ada and Emil probably don't even realize how picture-perfect they look in this moment, how similar they are to the families you thought only existed once upon a time. Their love makes you jealous, but you crave it just as much.
Sharp as always, Ada is quick to notice you observing them. You fear a round of questioning but instead she says, "Good morning. Do you want something? How do you like your eggs?" and Emil pipes in a second later with "Onions okay?"
It's such a casual sentiment, but it takes you aback. Most manor guests aren't glowing examples of neighborly people, you've learned that the hard way. But your wishful thinking gets the better of you, so you play along. They bring out a plate of your breakfast and sit with you at the table. You remember thinking, even if they are tricking you and these eggs are poisoned and you never wake up again, it would be nice to go with this fairy tale family as your last memory. But you get to enjoy a delicious breakfast and the remaining hours of the day without issue.
The same thing happens the next morning, and the one after that.
Emil's prowess with the frying pan drastically improves as the days go by, and soon he starts waking up ahead of Ada to surprise her. Some days include you, with him gently nudging you out of bed, eager smile on his face as he teaches you all the cooking tricks Ada taught him. He also shows you a notepad he keeps, with lists titled: Ada favorites. Good food for a bad day. Restront menus (make at home). And a new addition: What (Y/N) likes.
#idv x reader#idv imagines#ada mesmer#charles holt#leo beck#idv emil#identity v#identity v x reader#ada mesmer x reader#charles holt x reader#leo beck x reader#emil x reader#norton campbell#norton campbell x reader
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Yes yes, a lot are Feyd-Rautha. I can’t help that I find bald, buff and psychotic attractive (ONLY FICTIONAL MEN THO). I’ve been looking for more Duncan Idaho fics to balance this out tho, so please let me know if you have good ones😉
⚠️WARNING⚠️quite a bit of these (most) are not safe for work content. Some include dark themes such as dub-con and non-con and some are very sexually graphic. Symbols will be used to distinguish them.
MINORS DNI —> ALL OF THIS CONTENT IS +18 ONLY
main masterlist
❤️🔥 - nsfw 🖤- dark ❤️🩹 - angst 💕- sfw 🏆- favorite
PS : for series, I am linking my favorite part/chapter (please let me know if it would be better to link the first part or the master list if it’s available)
duncan idaho | We Made An Agreement | one shot | by @missjadesfics - ❤️🔥
duncan idaho | In the Stillness Of Remembering | one shot | by @charnelhouse - ❤️🩹❤️🔥
duncan idaho | The Sword Master and The Ward | one shot | by @missjadesfics - ❤️🔥
paul atreides | The Knife of Muad'dib | series | by @ofsappho - 💕
paul atreides | The Emperor's Wife | series | by @kteezy997 - ❤️🩹
paul atreides | Death Of A Star | two-part | by @nonpoppin - ❤️🩹 (🏆)
paul atreides | Angel Lips | two-part | by @nonpoppin - ❤️🩹
paul atreides | Holy Crowns | series | by @fastlikealambo - 💕
paul atreides | Do You Believe In Us? | one shot | by @murdrdocs - ❤️🔥
paul atreides | Gilded Lily | two-part | by @nonpoppin - ❤️🩹
paul atreides | Beginning Of The End | two-part | by @nonpoppin - ❤️🩹 (🏆)
paul atreides | Of Messiahs and Seeds | series (?) | by @motherofdogs1010 - 🖤
paul atreides | With Want | one shot | by @nervoushottee - ❤️🔥
leto atreides | I'm Not The Only One | series | by @nyrasproblm - ❤️🩹
feyd-rautha | The Little Death | series | by @sebastianswallows - ❤️🔥 (gets dark 🖤)
feyd-rautha | Feyd Fantasy | series | by @austinbutlerslovers - ❤️🔥 (🏆)
feyd-rautha | Thrown To The Wolves | series | by @sansaorgana - ❤️🔥 (🏆)
feyd-rautha | These Destined Ends | series | by @houserautha - ❤️🔥
feyd-rautha | Damaged Goods | one shot | by @sansaorgana - 🖤
feyd-rautha | Unheavenly Creatures | series | by @luminnara - ❤️🔥
feyd-rautha | Savage Bonds | series | by @foreverdolly - 🖤
feyd-rautha | Veil of Deception | series | by @lovetwist - 🖤
feyd-rautha | Play with Fire | one shot | by @perlelune - 🖤
feyd-rautha | The Rage Of A Harkonnen | one shot | by @aviawrites - ❤️🩹
feyd-rautha | Right Hand | series | by @kasagia - ❤️🔥
feyd-rautha | Boadicea | one shot | by @perlelune - 🖤
feyd-rautha | The Void Calls | series | by @e1dritchjackal0pe - ❤️🔥
feyd-rautha | Stranger | series | by @space-mango-company - 💕 (with a hint of ❤️🩹so far)
feyd-rautha | If Its True | series | by @jointherebellion215 - 🖤
feyd-rautha | Here Comes The Sun | two part | by @peggyao3 - ❤️🔥
#dune movie#dune part one#dune part two#duncan idaho#paul atreides#feyd rautha harkonnen#fanfic#fanfiction#fanfiction recommendation#smut#dark romance#thisonegirl masterlist
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WE HAVE MAJOR UPDATE IN THE FRAGILETALE DESIGNS
actually it's just one design but it's a major update because I am OBSESS with her
Open space for her, the best salesspider of the underground:
MUFFET MY GAL💞🎉✨
Welcome Muffet as a Mimic!
She has mastered the skills of mimic so she could entretain the monsters as well as attract them to her famous little shops! Since most of them are way too scared of everything because of its fragility, she started to mimic things so they wouldn't be scared! Now her shops sell a lot, becaming one of the favorite places to monsters go because they feel safe there (the spiders make sure of it!)
She is herself kinda fragile as well, but she is hard to hit precisely because of her mimicry skills !
Anyways, enjoy her because she is my favorite🤲❤️🩹
#i simply adore her#i am in love with her design#art#doodle#drawing#digital art#undertale#ut#utmv#utmv au#undertale au#ut au#muffet#muffet au#muffet ut#fragiletale
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Hiii!!I was wondering if you could do hedcannons for alastor with a non biological teenager who died in the 80s?❤️🩹❤️🩹
(A/N): Hi!! Yes ofcourse! This is my first request, so thank you!
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I kind of made him a softy here, i apologize
No TW
-suprised the first time he saw you. He thought you were way to young to be in Hell on your own.
-keeps his distance for the first few weeks, observing you.
-once he does start getting closer though, he treats you like everyone else. No respect for your personal space, tries to trick you into making a deal with him, etc.
-has the most awful dad jokes.. ever. But that makes them all the funnier to be honest.
-he tries to understand you. The way you act, the way you speak, the way you dress. your general behavior.
-asks you to dance to music from 1920's-1950's just to see if you can.
-teaches you his mother's recipe for making jambalaya.
-Buys you old fashioned dresses and hats from time to time.
-plays the piano for you.
-Is a surprisingly good listener when it comes to you.
-Is well aware that you're a teenager, so he goes easy on you. Sometimes he forgets, and he slips up
-Asks you about your favorite songs. He tries to enjoy them, he really does, but it's such an ear-sore to him
-Teaches you how to write and read cursive
-Introduces you to Rosie (she absolutely adores you)
-Leaves you with Rosie for a couple of hours, if he has some things to take care of in the city, and everyone is super busy in the Hotel.
-tells you stories about his past (rarely ever though)
-when he's had a stressful day, and you come to talk with him, he snaps at you sometimes. Immediately feels terrible about it, and apologizes.
-often does your hair for you.
-he prefers it if you didn't go out to drink and party, simply because he doesn't trust anyone. If you do go out though, he always makes sure his shadow's follow you, to make sure your safe.
-a mama's boy, so he'll treat you differently depending on your gender.
Thank you for reading!!
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Sleeping positions with the Bachelors/Bachelorettes of Fields of Mistria (SFW)
Adeline🌸 - She strikes me as the kind of person who likes her personal space when it's time to sleep (although loves to cuddle before) but has to keep one part of her body touching yours ie interlaced arms, holding hands, an ankle over your ankle, etc
Balor💎- He sleeps completely intertwined with you, facing each other like one long, warm, sleepy hug. He loves running his fingers up and down your back, and if you run your fingers through his hair or massage his scalp he'll be out like a light
Celine🌼 - I feel like you start the night cuddling super close, but then Celine starfishes and takes up most of the bed, usually leaving you to snuggle in where you can lol
Eiland🍰 - He likes sleeping face to face with one arm slung over your waist. You fall asleep this way almost every night with him telling you about the exciting artifact he discovered today, or you telling him about what you saw in the mines earlier
Hayden🌾 - You cannot tell me this man does not LOVE to be little spoon. He's so big and burly and affection starved that he would just love for you to wrap yourself around him and make him feel safe and cared for OKAYI'MDONE
Juniper🔮 - She's a fitful sleeper who tends to toss and turn, however most nights you end up with your arms over each other and your legs completely pretzeled, literally tangling together as she moves around in her sleep (Dozy also nuzzles his way in, either in the crook of your legs or if he's lucky smack dab between you two)
March♥️ - You usually start out shoulder to shoulder maybe holding hands, because even though you know each other well enough to sleep in the same bed, he's still a little awkward and getting used to affection and intimacy. You do, however, literally always wake up to him holding you close as the big spoon
Reina🍳 - I feel like with Reina if you lay on your back she's going to wrap herself around you like a koala on a tree lol She also strikes me as someone who takes up a lot of space when she sleeps, so she's definitely keeping a leg slung over your hips at all times
Ryis🪶 - You sleep chest to chest, he usually has one leg over yours and a gentle hand cupping the back of your head, fingers massaging your scalp. He also tends to nuzzle close and keep his lips on your forehead in a perpetual forehead kiss
Valen❤️🩹 - She likes to sleep on her back with you tucked into her side. You tend to be the one to fall asleep first because she always rubs your back, squeezes you closer to her, and gives you soft and sweet touches
#fields of mistria#fom hayden#fom march#fom adeline#fields of mistria headcanons#fom headcanons#fom eiland#fom x reader#fom balor#fom celine#fom juniper#fom reina#fom ryis#fom valen
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Regression isn’t always cute
I know I try to keep my blog as positive and safe as possible, but I also want to discuss some of the less-happy sides of regression as well. Especially because I know my blog is getting seen by a lot of newer regressors (and because I’ve been experiencing a lot of impure regression as of late)
Regression isn’t always cute. I’d say the community online does a pretty good job of discussing the good and bad, keeping things positive while also honest. But I still want to do my part in sharing those more negative experiences with agere. Well, I say negative, but they’re not inherently bad? It’s emotional processing, so it isn’t fun but it’s also important to mental health.
Age regression at its core is a stress response. Sometimes to something big, like a traumatic event, or so,times it’s just because day to day life is difficult. However, as it literally involves thinking and feeling like a child, any emotional response, whether you are reliving a past stressor and/or avoiding a new one, is going to feel different, and usually more intense.
Hence why impure regression exists. While it’s not fun, it’s also vital to overcoming the stress and processing emotions.
So yeah, regression isn’t all coloring books and stuffies and getting to feel like a happy kid again. Sometimes regression is reliving a traumatic time. Sometimes it’s tummy-aching anxiety because your current stress is too much for a child to handle. Sometimes it’s old insecurities coming back to haunt you.
and that’s okay.
It’s rough, I know. It isn’t fun to feel like this, and you probably wish you didn’t. But feeling is a part of healing. Allow yourself to feel it. You aren’t less worthy of love or weird for feeling this way. And this community is here to support you through all facets of regression.
Enjoy the good parts of Little Space, but don’t shut out the bad. Regression isn’t always cute, and it’s not meant to be. It’s a coping mechanism for a reason. Show yourselves kindness and love, like you deserve. -Marty ❤️🩹
#Marty’s agere discussions#agere community#little space#sfw agere#age regressor#agere blog#sfw regression#age regression caregiver#sfw interaction only#age regression community#agere little#impure regression#age regression comfort#involuntary age regression#rememeber to show yourselves love and patience#Totally not projecting#healing#healing inner child
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Reaching my heart out to all the wonderful people here—though we might face negativity, remember that you're not alone. I will always stand by your side and hold your hand.
Haters may try to bring us down, but together we can create a safe and loving space where we uplift each other. Let’s continue to stand strong and support one another.
Sending all my love and warm huggies to y'all! 🫂❤️🩹
#i've met loads of lovely people here & ILY GUYS ❤️🔥#it's important that we continue to look after one another#let's not let these lil fucks conquer us#i have already witnessed two of my friends left in my three months here and i'm not losing more 😤#sending love to all 🫂✨
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hii, i hope you are having a good day/evening/night!!
idk if u're recieving requests... i'm sorry if u're not TT but may i please ask for some billy kid headcanons with a sad reader? 🥹 like how he would try to cheer them up!! i feel like nothing it's imposible for him to do if it's for his partner!! and he would do everything for seeing them smile again 😭❤️🩹 like bringing snacks, or listen what's worring them, or go on a walk together, or play videogames, or watch a movie, or just cuddling! or everything together!! as long he can help and being at their side!
(i'm sorry if it's not clear enough, i'm a mess putting my thoughts into words TT)
(btw this is my first time doing a request eveeer, i'm too shy and afraid to ask for something even if i can do it anonymously �� but now i'm being brave!) (i love how you write tho <3)
cheer up, baby!—
billy would go all out, not just grabbing snacks from the nearest store but actually finding a way to get your favorite specialty treats. if you love a particular pastry from a specific bakery or a rare snack that's hard to find, he’d make it his mission to get them. he'd surprise you with a beautifully arranged snack platter, complete with your favorite drinks, eagerly presenting it to you with a bright smile. “i know how much you love these,” he’d say, his eyes shining with excitement. “i had to make sure you had something special today.” his thoughtful gesture and the effort he put into finding your favorites would instantly warm your heart
billy would soooo suggest cooking a meal together. everything seems to be going smoothly, you both have settled into a silent rhythm with very little mishaps, that is, until billy gets a bit too ambitious with the stove. maybe he turns up the heat too high, or perhaps he tries to flambé something without much experience, but suddenly, there’s a burst of flames, and for a moment, panic sets in. billy’s eyes widen in surprise as he grabs a nearby towel, trying to smother the fire. to his surprise, instead of being scared or upset, you burst into laughter. the absurdity of the situation, combined with billy’s flustered expression, makes it impossible to stay serious. your laughter is infectious, and soon billy is laughing too, relieved that he's managed to take your mind off of whatever was bothering you
turning your living room into a mini theater, billy would arrange a lineup of your all-time favorite movies or a series you’ve been wanting to watch. he'd create a comfy nest with blankets, pillows, and even a projector if he can get one. throughout the marathon, he'd ensure you have everything you need, from drinks and snacks to occasional shoulder rubs and cuddles during the emotional scenes. "i want you to feel better," he'd say so quietly, your ears never pick it up. as the television lights up with different frames, he’d sneak glances at you, swelling with love every time he sees you laugh or get engrossed in a scene. during particularly emotional moments, he’d pull you closer, offering comfort with a gentle squeeze and whispered reassurances. "i'm right here," he’d murmur softly, his touch soothing and constant
billy would build a pillow fort as a cozy, safe space for you to open up about what's bothering you. he'd dim the lights and play soft, calming music in the background. sitting next to you, he’d hold your hand or offer a comforting hug as you talk. he’d ask gentle, open-ended questions to help you express your feelings fully, making sure you feel heard and validated. "i'm here for you," he'd say softly, his hand warm and reassuring in yours. "take your time." his eyes would be filled with concern and empathy as he listens intently to every word you say. when you pause, he’d give you a gentle squeeze, letting you know he's right there with you. "it's okay, let it all out," he’d encourage, his voice a soothing balm to your troubled heart
billy would set up a gaming station with all your favorite consoles and games ready to go. he’d pick out games that he knows bring you joy, whether they're action-packed adventures, puzzle games, or cozy life simulations. and even though he's the competitive kind, he'd "unknowingly" let you win just to see your pretty smile that he missed oh so much. "let's see if you can beat me this time," he'd say handing you a controller. as you play together, he’d cheer you on and offer tips, his eyes lighting up every time you get excited or score a win. "nice move!" he’d exclaim and when you finally win, he'd laugh and pretend to be defeated, holding up his hands in mock surrender. "you got me," he'd say, eyes forming into crescents. "but seeing you happy is the best victory."
knowing how much physical touch can comfort you, billy would make sure you feel completely enveloped in warmth and love. he’d pull you into a tight hug, letting you rest your head on his chest while he gently strokes your hair. as he holds you close, billy would whisper sweet words of reassurance. “you’re so special to me,” he’d say softly, his voice full of genuine affection. “i’m here for you, always. you’re never alone.” the steady rhythm of his mechanical heartbeat would provide a calming backdrop, helping you feel safe and secure. if you start to drift off to sleep in his arms, billy would make sure to stay perfectly still. he’d adjust his position slightly to ensure you’re comfortable, but otherwise, he wouldn’t move an inch. his only focus would be on making sure you have a peaceful nap, the slight circles he drew into your shoulder a gentle lullaby. in these moments, billy would also find comfort in holding you. knowing that he can provide you with a sense of security and peace would bring him immense joy. “i love you,” he’d whisper, even if you’re already asleep, his words a promise of his unwavering support and affection
nonnie this req is so cute but you are so much cuter <3 don't be scared to send some more or even just come to say hi! ur always welcome
billy kid taglist
@pedrosimp137 @mary-moongood @nyxin-lynx @lemonboy011 @eisblume77
@amaryllisenvy @megan017 @astral-spacepumpkin @corrupted-tale @inkycap
@thurstonw @plapsha @lavenderthewolf @kurakusun @vitaevaaa
@sweetadonisbutbetter @cobraaah @mochiitoby @clickingchip @bardivislak
@h3r6c00k13 @cozi-cofee @apestegui-y @luvuyuuji @theitdoitnobody
@fersitaam @cathrnxxo @monkepawbz @fl1ghtl3ssdrag0n @dabislilbaby
@many-names-yuna @muffin1304 @doort @j3llycarnival @juuanna
#— ❀ rieamena writes!#— ❀ rieamena answers!#rieamena#riea#billy kid fluff#billy kid zzz x reader#billy kid smut#billy kid zzz fluff#billy kid zenless zone zero#billy kid zzz#billy kid x reader#zenless zone zero#zzzero#zzz#billy kid#zzzero billy x reader#hoyoverse#zzz smau#zenless zone zero smau#zzzero billy kid x reader#zenless zone zero billy x reader#zenless zone zero billy kid x reader
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Opposites Attract - A. Aretas (Part II) ❤️🩹
Title: Opposites Attract - A. Aretas (Part II) ❤️🩹
Fandom: “Bad Boys” Film Universe
Character: Armando Aretas
Pairing: Armando Aretas + Detective!Reader
Main Storyline: Working with the Miami Police Department, you meet criminal Armando Aretas for the very first time. @adoresmiles @nobodygetsza 🏷
Part I ❤️🩹
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2024
“Where did she come from?” Armando Aretas revealed this question about you while facing Mike and standing in his brand-new portable cell.
This federal transport would send everyone back to Miami, Florida.
“Joined our department and she's been pretty quiet until this point.” Mike defended your work here. “Almost fought me before we visited you last time.”
“She swung?” Armando wouldn't laugh despite the joke.
“No, but she'll definitely kick some ass when provoked.” Despite noting Aretas, Mike turns your way regardless. “Just like you.”
Across this space, you closed your eyes while trying to sleep. Even Mike's longtime partner and best friend Marcus Burnett trailed the operation.
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Once everyone returned to Miami safe and sound, you watched surveillance cameras as precinct staff observed Armando.
“What happens now?” You looked toward Mike and Marcus. “We can't keep Armando in the building all night.”
“Her place…” Marcus pointed near you without thinking twice.
“I'll smack right upside your peasy-ass head, Marcus!” Mike then scrunched up his face. “No.”
“If anyone's harboring a fugitive, it might as well be her.” Marcus brought you up once more.
“That's crazy.” Mike couldn't believe what's going on.
“I can't bring Armando near the house with my family and you don't want to scare Christine, either.” Marcus continued speaking.
Burnett even referred to Mike's wife Christine, a physical therapist. She also helped Mike heal throughout the shooting recovery years back.
“I'll do it. Just tell him.” You say, gathering your belongings to leave with Armando.
Here we go. You thought.
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No more restraints, but Armando still joined the backseat of this car that night and small luggage occupied your trunk.
“If she calls from any bullshit, you're dealing with me.” Mike handles the warning for Aretas and still protected you.
“Same rule applies.” Marcus also stepped up. “I made the suggestion, but don't make me knock you out. She's like family.”
“Back off.” Armando grumbled from his spot while sitting in your car. “I'm not stupid.”
“Open the back door right now and whoop his ass, Mike!” Marcus nearly erupted over Armando talking back.
“Stop arguing. Can I leave?!” You finally roll down the driver's seat window, pissed.
“Go.” Mike then lifted both hands to absolutely surrender, watching your car exit.
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Organizing essentials at home, you straightened up the guest room while Armando waited.
“Everything's set up whenever you're ready.” You find Aretas looking downstairs, mainly focused on pictures.
You loved ones gathered different snapshots around the living room. Even Mike and Marcus invited special moments through photographs.
“Oh, hey. Thanks.” Armando realizes your presence.
“Of course, but I have a question.” You look near Aretas.
“Sure.” He waited again.
“Before Mike cut us off, what did you plan to say at the prison?” You seemed curious.
“I wanted your phone number.” Aretas flirted right back.
“No chance.” You scoffed. “By tomorrow, Mike should come back here and you'll be gone.”
“Fair enough. Good night.” Armando dropped this conversation and headed upstairs, leaving you.
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The next day, you're kind enough to make breakfast and share that kitchen table with Armando.
“Mike just texted me. Everything's packed?” You cleaned up this space.
“Yeah. Thank you.” Armando clipped the response once more and didn't talk much otherwise.
“You're welcome. See you around.” You at least bid farewell. Aretas would still join AMMO sooner than later.
Heading outside, you watch Mike's classic Porsche roll up.
“Good. Armando didn't burn your shit down last night.” Mike jokes with you when leaving the car.
“Don't kill each other.” You kept squinting through the Florida heat.
“Sin promesas, cariño.” Armando pulled his native language of Spanish.
“Hey!” Mike gasped upon realization. Even you cracked up watching both men bicker when the Porsche left your home.
Father and son indeed.
#movies#jacob scipio#bad boys#armando aretas#bad boys ride or die#bad boys for life#armando aretas x reader#armando#sequel#dark themes#slight angst#❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹#my writing#violetmuses#💭💭💭#💜💜💜#fanfiction#au fanfiction
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Do you remember your first diaper wearing ? Any feelings to share with us ? Love your content 💕
I do I’ve been reminiscing lately lol!
My first diaper was a goodnight 🌙 and it heightened my little space at the time. I started as a middle, to a little, to a baby from 2016-2020 regressed all the way down for my anxiety and depression.
The first time I wore an abdl diaper I didn’t love it at first, I was in more of a denial with a LOAD of humiliation lol! I was so used to wearing thongs and tiny pieces it felt strange at first for me. But then overtime the feeling of the plushy comfort and hugging around my body felt warm and fuzzy. I don’t get much affection so a diaper is essentially a plush hug 🥺 then the community was amazing, how welcomed and loved I was compared to how my family at the time was treating me. There was so many things that went into my love for diapers. It wasn’t the financial gain, because at the time abdl wasn’t saturated and popular as it is now. I feel like I might be to blame for this because I was one of the firsts to reveal my face JFF wise and I didn’t have a face reveal I just did it because it’s me 🥲 I like to be open and transparent as possible while keeping my identity and personal things safe ❤️🩹
Good times 🩷 I’m curious to see what I evolve into next and what’s in the future, and I’m not one to be excited about the future lately 😶 I think diapers will forever be a part of me now and I’m preparing myself to accept what can happen with facial recognition with Ai and the dangers abdls (adult content creators) will soon face. There’s going to be some consequences that I don’t think others are prepared for. 🥺
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