#sadwlw

[herfavoritecolorisgreen]

I notice everything you do

I watch you reach for the door

At first, I don’t see your hand move

But I see your fingers

They gently twitch towards the knob

And your eyes fixate on it

I stare and I beg you

Please, please stay

Don’t open it

Only I never say a word

I could never

Because I know

If you wanted to leave,

You would

This is something more

Something more than choice

Something more than me

Begging you that I am enough

Begging you not to leave

So I watch you twist the knob

I watch you open it

And place your foot outside

And I hope that maybe

Just maybe

I am worth staying for

As an afterthought

Or a backup plan

[sensativewitch]

Valentine

Alone again

For the better.

Emptiness persists

Weighing on my heart.

The one I long for

Just out of reach.

I must learn to keep my hands to myself

To keep me out of trouble.

To mend what’s broken.